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1 - He can't even see you. - He can now.

I don't know why. I don't know what the fuck's going on.

Maybe he's always seen me.

Your mom and I have been talking.

- It's William Wyatt. - What?

William Wyatt killed me, with his belt.

I've so wanted to share this with you.

Just sort this out. Come home.

I believe you.

You're embarrassing yourself,

and you're embarrassing Christine.

I thought you were supposed to be a friend.

I am. And as her friend,

I've never understood what she saw in you.

That's it.

What the hell are you doing, Joseph?

Stop!

You gave me GHB.

Neve!

Oh, my God.

Neve.

Neve.

What the fuck just happened?

I know you're upset, but you can't just ignore that.

I'm so sorry I didn't tell you about the GHB. I just...

I didn't, I didn't want you to blame yourself.

I don't.

You're the only good thing in my life right now.

Neve.

Please don't push me away. Please, please.

- You lied to me. - I didn't lie to you.

I just didn't know how to tell you the truth.

And I messed up, okay? I'm so sorry, I really am.

My dad, my murderer and you.

Maybe the only people who can see me

are the ones who hurt me the most.

How are your ribs?

You think anything's broken?

Nothing that can't be fixed.

Hello?

Yes, speaking.

What's happened?

They're releasing Neve's body.

We can't let this happen.

Why?

It might change something, and I'm not ready.

You've had all this time, I have not even...

I need to speak to her,

I need to see her.

I can't lose her again.

What is it?

Is she here?

She's here.

Don't tell her.

Where is she? Neve?

Mom?

We've been talking. She believes me.

She knows you're here.

Yeah.

There.

You're touching.

I can't feel anything.

It's okay.

Let's just go inside.

Come on.

I haven't been able to stop thinking about that argument...

...after the race.

Don't be an idiot. Like I care about that now.

She said it doesn't matter.

Doesn't sound like Neve.

Well, she actually said, um,

"Don't be an idiot, like she cares about that now."

Can you not...

Just tell me exactly what she says.

Yeah. Sorry.

Do you remember...

...when you were younger, we'd go to the café together,

and we'd always have the same thing?

- Apple juice and salt... - A carton of juice...

- and vinegar crisps. - and salt and vinegar crisps.

It was your way of getting me out of the house when...

- you had too much to drink. - What's she saying?

She said, um...

that's what you used to do to get her out of the house

when I was, um...

...when I'd been drinking.

I didn't realize you knew that.

I was thinking about it because...

...it was our thing for years...

...even after we moved out and...

At some point, we stopped doing it,

and, and I don't know why.

I guess you just grew up.

I can't remember the last time and...

I think it's because I didn't realize it was gonna be

the last time so I didn't pay attention.

I didn't, I didn't memorize it.

Now it's gone.

And now I'm scared, because...

Because the last time I held you I didn't know then either...

...that I wouldn't get to do it again.

And I don't wanna lose her,

I don't wanna lose any of the last times.

Hey, you haven't lost Neve...

- ...she's still here. - I just...

Just...

I just wish I could see something.

Is she here?

Daniel?

I tried calling.

Has something happened?

I spoke to the coroner's office.

- Can we talk about this outside? - Why?

- Didn't you decide together? - What's going on?

- Decide what? - It was our decision to make.

But you can't just refuse to accept her body.

She has to be buried, Maria.

- I know it's hard. - We're not ready.

I've made an appointment with the Vicar.

- What? - I thought maybe

you could chat to him.

I'll leave you two to it.

Cancel it.

Neve, wait.

It's okay.

Something's happening to me, Dad.

I'm changing.

- What do you mean? - I don't know,

it's like I've started disappearing bit by bit.

What will happen if you bury me?

- We're not going to. - Where am I gonna go?

- We're gonna stop it. - I've only just started

talking to Mom. Maybe if we work at it, she can see me.

Hey, hey. I said we'll stop it.

You're not going anywhere.

How could you know that?

I can't be here for any of this.

Neve.

We will decide.

It's not just about you.

Doesn't Neve deserve a proper goodbye?

Hey.

You okay?

Yep.

Thought you might need to talk.

Do you mind if I stay here for a bit?

Police are searching the house.

They're up at the hotel too.

Absolute joke.

They won't find anything.

I hope they do.

You don't think he did it?

Are you for real? He's your fucking dad.

It's always someone's dad, isn't it?

Or son.

Brother.

No one ever thinks it's gonna be theirs.

You been in a fight.

No.

You don't have to be like them, you know?

- Who? - Grandad, Dad...

...the guys at the club.

The way you all turn every feeling into anger

'cause you're too scared to feel anything else.

- That's not true. - Lashing out to prove

that you're not weak.

When are you gonna realize it's the same thing?

I don't want to be this angry.

It just takes over sometimes.

And especially since Neve.

It's contagious.

I swear it spreads through this place like a disease.

I'm sorry.

I know the crash wasn't your fault.

Guess it was easier to blame you than myself.

I'll tell everyone the truth.

What's the point?

Have them hate you too?

I'm used to it now anyway.

Why'd you come back?

Because of my dad.

He's controlled us, our whole lives.

Well, that's all changed now.

Chris, come on. You don't need to be in here.

Been trekking all over town looking for you.

Your dad's worried.

Guess I'll text him and be on my way then.

Sit down if you want.

Is that what you want?

I'll take that as a "yes."

Look, maybe you were right.

About facing what's happened.

But the GHB's screwed with my memory.

I don't think it's the drugs.

I remember everything that night.

Maybe you've blocked it out.

It's my fault.

I made the choice, I put myself in that position.

If I hadn't taken that shit, I could have fought back.

- I got myself killed. - Stop.

This is exactly what I didn't want you to do.

I've fucked everyone's life up.

Mom's never gonna get over this.

Me still being here is just making it worse. She's...

She's trapped too.

You didn't do that to her.

You didn't get a choice.

And you didn't fuck anyone's life up.

You saved mine.

Mom's trying to stop them releasing my body.

I think she thinks if they bury me, I'm...

I might pass on, or something.

Is that what you think too?

You saw what happened to my hands.

I'm already fading, so.

Nope. Still here.

Alex.

Your body's been lying in a freezer.

What difference will it make if it's in the ground?

You're not gonna disappear.

Maybe it's better if I do.

We've been granted an extension to your custody time

due to additional evidence.

What evidence?

These keys were found inside your workshop,

and one of them matches the lock on the boat shed.

So?

Did you take the boat from that shed,

the night of the party to dispose of Neve's body?

I've had these keys for years, since Alex was a kid.

Plenty of people use the boat shed.

You haven't answered the question.

Well, the answer is no.

Is that all you've got?

We've also found traces of blood in room seven of Keaton Hall.

Do you know anything about that?

No comment.

Forensics are working to extract DNA,

which we'll compare with Neve's.

It's in your interests to cooperate.

Is it Neve's blood?

No comment.

William.

William.

Did you murder Neve Kelly?

No fucking comment.

- Where's Mom? - Gone to church.

Family meeting.

I've gotta get down there, but I just...

My head's pounding non-stop.

I never said it before but...

I am proud of you for stopping.

Don't get mushy.

I...

I don't know who I am without it.

So things are a bit scary right now.

But I know it's the right thing to you and to your mom.

If I'd just stopped a long time ago,

maybe things would've been different.

I've gotta go.

I promise you, you don't need to worry about this funeral.

- We're gonna shut it down. - Maybe you shouldn't.

I don't know who I am either...

if I'm not here anymore but...

that's no reason to fight it.

I think I'm ready to find out.

We're gonna be late.

Why'd Max throw these away?

Oh, camera's broken.

- See the smudges? - Mm-hmm.

Said he wanted to take it to Maria to fix but, um,

I said it wasn't a good idea right now.

I'll, uh, have a look later.

You look smart.

You know you don't have to come.

No, I want to.

For Neve.

Hop in the car, I'll only be a minute.

- I've got an appointment. - It won't be long.

Just a few questions.

- What, about William? - Uh...

Actually, um, it's about your ex-wife.

What does Victoria have to do with Neve's case?

I'm not sure yet, just following a line of inquiry.

What did you think had happened, when Victoria went missing?

Things had got too much for her.

I thought she walked out on us.

But then, she would have come back.

For the kids.

She struggled being a mom.

But she loved them both so much.

So, what do you believe now?

That she took her own life.

That...

maybe she was in such a state, there was some sort of accident.

How is this relevant to Neve?

Victoria was one of the architects on Keaton Hall,

- is that right? - Yeah, it was her last project.

And William obviously ended up buying the property.

Did the two of them spend much time there alone?

Do you think he did something to her?

We found evidence of blood at the Hall.

Obviously, we were looking to link it to Neve,

but forensics have identified

that it's around seven or eight years old.

Now, we haven't been able to extract DNA yet,

it takes longer with a sample of that age.

It's entirely possible

that it's totally unconnected to Victoria.

But you think it's her.

What did she say?

Nothing important, love.

I don't believe you.

Why would she want that?

She just feels like it might be better for everyone.

Not for me.

If she's still here, why would I risk losing her?

Just hear what they have to say.

I'm fine.

I've spoken to the Vicar.

He knows we don't want to go ahead.

So we don't even get a say?

This was supposed to be a meeting.

An actual conversation, Maria.

The coroner can't hold on to the body forever.

- Just for a bit longer. - For what?

- I'm not ready. - So fuck the rest of us?

- Katie. - No.

I'm sick of her being so selfish.

You know Max is barely getting out of bed now?

No. 'Cause you didn't bother to ask.

He needs to be able to say goodbye.

You're not just holding Neve hostage, it's all of us.

I don't know why I'm surprised.

You couldn't even let her go when she was alive.

- Okay, that's enough. - No.

- Maria. - I need time on my own.

Did they find anything?

They wouldn't let me know if they had.

Leave that, I'll do it.

- I said I'll do it. - I want to help.

I don't want you to have to lift a finger.

Ever.

I'm sorry I let you down.

- It's okay. - No.

It's not okay.

I should've seen it.

What he was like.

I should have seen it, and I should have protected you.

Do you ever get sick of pretending?

The way people are around here.

We just go along with it.

Like sheep.

Like how I did with Tom.

I saw the look on your face.

I knew what you thought of me.

I don't wanna be that person.

The night she died...

Neve said to me that she didn't want to be stuck

in the same place with the same people forever.

She wanted to get out,

see the world.

Figure stuff out.

I think I might need that too.

Where would you go?

I don't know, anywhere.

Well, when?

There's no point delaying it.

What, what about me?

We're not fucking married.

Come with me.

Nah. Nah.

You'd do my fucking head in.

How'd you know it's gonna be better off somewhere else? Hmm?

I don't.

But at least I'd be trying.

You're really serious?

Yeah.

I'll miss you.

Yeah, I'll miss you too, mate.

I don't know if you're here.

I am.

- I'm right beside you. - I'm not sure I want you to be.

I'm scared that you're trapped.

Like you were when you were alive because...

Because I'm still not strong enough to let you go.

It's okay, Mom.

Neve?

Are you there?

Blow it out.

I need you to tell me what you want.

And I, I promise to listen this time.

I just want you to live your life.

Do you want to say goodbye?

Blow it out again if you do.

You don't have to hold on anymore, sweetheart.

You can be free.

Nothing's gonna happen.

You can't go anywhere if I don't let go.

You know I think...

I still needed to work some things out.

That's why I was trapped here.

But it's done now.

You deserve to be free as well.

You did your time.

I'm free when I'm with you.

Just...

whatever happens...

...promise me you...

...you're going to live.

Really live.

You know, get out of this place. Do something amazing.

Okay. I'm gonna put a stop on goodbye speeches

because you're not going anywhere.

And I will continue to live an entirely mediocre life,

and I will live it with you.

See. You're still here.

Joe?

I'm gonna head down to the station.

If they don't charge him today, they'll have to release him.

Where you going?

I'm leaving, Dad.

Don't be daft.

I'm being serious.

I can't be here anymore.

Why?

It's not what it was.

Not since Neve.

Is this about Tom?

Now, I know you feel bad, but grief does funny things.

You're still a good lad.

There's no such thing round here.

Especially not in this family.

What's that supposed to mean?

Your uncle never touched Neve.

How can you defend him, the way he treats you?

Look what he's done for us.

He bought the Hall so we could do it up,

so we could work on something as a family.

Yeah, he uses you for labor and barks orders.

No, that is not his fault.

That's how we were brought up.

By Grandad who was kicking the shit out of the pair of you.

Where in the hell is all this coming from?

Can't you see it?

It's history repeating itself.

I'm sorry, but it's true.

I don't want to turn out like that.

So you're just gonna leave me on my own?

You can visit me, whenever you want.

Look, it's not like I'm never gonna see you again.

But I have to do this. And I need you to understand.

Wouldn't have been able to do this a few days ago,

my hands would've been all over the shop.

It really is different this time.

What happened to Neve...

I'm sorry that's what it took, but...

I'm not wasting any more of my life.

Good.

- Don't go back to Daniel. - Tom.

I know I don't deserve you.

But I never did, and you still loved me anyway.

It's still there, isn't it?

I'll always love you.

We can't undo what happened.

We're not those people anymore.

I don't want to be those people.

I want to be better. And I...

I can be better, will be better.

For you.

I'm sorry.

It's the police station.

How could you just let him go?

The CPS didn't feel there was a strong enough case to charge.

I'm sorry. The investigation is still ongoing.

And in the meantime, he's just out there?

Free to hurt someone else?

I saw him at the party with Neve, and I told you.

No one else would corroborate that,

and even if they did, it's not enough.

So you're telling me that when you searched his house

you didn't find anything? At the hotel?

What about forensics? What about the, the belt?

What belt?

We've never released any information about a belt.

They let me go. Right? What more proof do you need?

That just proves they don't have enough evidence

- to charge you yet. - Oh, come on.

You made our daughter tell a lie

that put her in a juvenile detention center.

Our daughter.

Christine, she killed someone.

Oh.

It's like I'm getting my sight back after 20 years.

You're a fucking disgrace.

Please, Chris.

Did you kill Neve?

No.

You're a liar.

And I want you out of this house.

I'm packing you a bag.

Dad.

Police had to let me go.

Lack of evidence.

You were wrong.

If the police will never give me justice,

I have to get it myself.

What does that mean?

I don't know.

That sound.

Okay, I'm listening.

I'm right here.

Come on.

Come on!

Neve!

I'm here.

Neve!

Show me.

Bye, Neve.