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Who is so handsome?

Our daddy is still sleeping.

We don't want to wake him up.

We know how grumpy he gets if he wakes up ahead of time.

Oh, my little treasure.

Babe, I want you to meet someone.

See?

Nothing. She just sits there. Not a word.

Good afternoon, Claire. My name is Monica.

She's here to help, Claire.

Tell me, is it more convenient for you to come to my office?

Well, would you rather have sessions here?

Okay.

Then I'm going to come here.

Would you like that?

It's not necessary for us to discuss anything you don't want to talk about,

know?

I'll just come here and spend time with you.

Okay?

Great.

And how about we start today?

So you're going to take us? Yes. Oh, thank you. It's fine.

All right, please.

Claire, do you want Eric to stay with us?

Eric, you have to leave.

It's family therapy.

The whole family's here. You heard her, Mrs.

No, I didn't.

I haven't heard a thing.

That's not going to work.

We won't get any positive results.

Claire, why don't you talk to me? Please, why don't you talk to me? Tell

I shouldn't. Eric, this is Claire's time.

If you want a session, you should schedule an appointment.

So did you ask for me?

No.

I see.

What's there?

It's your case.

It's so big already.

No, this one's your medical.

Do you want to talk?

I do.

About this?

No.

About your mom?

No.

What about your husband?

Hello, this is Mary Clarks. Please leave me a message after the tone and I'll

call you back as soon as possible.

Oh, and if this is Claire, don't worry.

I'm fine.

I'm probably just asleep.

Mom, I know what you're going to say, that I'm overreacting or something, but

anyways, I have a question.

Do you know how I can tell if a hair is mine or not?

This is so stupid. I don't even know how to ask this question properly.

In conclusion, I will only say that I found someone else's hair in Eric's bag

and that he is cheating on me.

Mom, I know what you're going to say, and please don't, okay? I already caught

him lying to me several times.

What lies, you ask? Well, I will tell you.

First of all, he spends three nights a week at the gym.

And second of all, he keeps having these dinners with clients, which I'm not

even invited to.

No, of course he spends every night in our bed.

But still, something is happening.

And I know it. I mean, I can feel it.

They say that a woman knows when her man is betraying her.

Did you feel this way with Dad?

Well, why didn't you ever tell me?

Well, if you told me, maybe I would... Yes, I don't know what I would have

done.

But who knows?

Maybe it would help.

Mom, why didn't you...

Oh, this is Mary Clarks. Please leave me a message after the tone and I'll call

you back as soon as possible.

Oh, and if this is Claire, don't worry.

I'm fine.

I'm probably just asleep.

You're right.

I just screwed myself up again.

I... The hair just seemed darker.

Call me when you wake up.

Please.

I had another bad dream.

I ran and I ran and my boy cried.

He cried.

And then the cries got louder.

And I couldn't find him.

I lost him. I don't know where I put him.

And now I'm getting closer.

But he's nowhere to be found.

Are we celebrating something today?

How could I forget?

Oh, wow.

God, look at you. You look amazing.

Wow. Let's take a look. Hold on, hold on.

What is going on?

Why don't we just skip the main course and we'll go right to the third?

No, we should enjoy it fully.

Oh, okay.

And how long have you been enjoying it fully without me?

Six. Okay. My God.

I actually just got done with dinner, but how much can you eat when you're

talking the whole time, right?

Do not spoil the atmosphere.

How was your day?

Good.

How was your day?

Fantastic.

So let's have a drink.

Let's drink.

Any ideas?

What day is today?

Thursday?

No, I mean, what day is today?

It's March 26th.

Something wrong?

Look at me.

Look at me.

What exactly are you celebrating?

Why is it me?

Me? No, I am not celebrating this with you.

No, no, no, no, no.

No, no, no, no, no.

Don't go, don't go.

Do you want to come, Monica?

Okay, come, Monica.

It was a very difficult day.

That's every day.

Got that bill somehow, don't we?

I missed you.

How was your day?

Fine.

Well, you said it was difficult.

Like every day.

I want you.

I'm so tired, babe.

I'm all sweaty and smelly. Let's really take a shower before we do this in the

morning. A small shower will only take a couple minutes.

Let's just do it in the morning. I'm so relaxed right now.

Well, I love you and I don't care if you're sweaty.

You're always in a hurry to leave me in the mornings.

You're always in a hurry to leave me.

That's not fair.

Okay? I'm working for two here.

What do you want from me? You want me to go back to work?

That would be nice, you know?

Your place is still your place.

Did you contact them?

Your boss called me.

He just wanted to check up and see how things were. He wanted to see how you

were feeling, okay?

And?

And I told him, kid, you were feeling, uh,

better.

Better?

So you think that I feel better?

I don't know.

I'm just ready.

Just ready to go back to work. I don't know.

I just thought it would be nice for you to get out of the house, you know, and

get your mind off of... So I should just forget about everything?

As if nothing happened, right? I don't know.

Do as you see fit, okay?

No.

No, you tell me.

You tell me what I need to do. You know better.

I want to go to sleep.

Okay? And you're not understanding what I'm saying.

So please, just lie down.

How can you be okay?

How can you be okay?

When I am suffocating?

insensitive that we can't even share a word about it. About what, Claire?

Huh? Because there's an unbearable amount of it going on right now.

God, we need to live a normal life and not in a fucking cemetery. We need to

live a normal life, Claire.

I love you.

And the only reason I haven't grabbed my shit and left is because of that.

But... But what? Huh? Say it. But what?

But what? You went an entire month, an entire month without talking to me. And

not a fucking single word, Claire. You didn't say anything.

And I thought, I thought that was horrible.

I thought that was so bad. But now look at this. Look at this. You're constantly

talking, even in your sleep.

And at work, you're calling me and you're calling me every 15 minutes,

And if I don't answer right away, you're texting me.

And if I don't answer that, you call again.

And I don't know. I don't know how long you can do this to me. I don't know how

long you can do this to me because I need some fucking peace.

Okay? I need some peace in my own home, Claire.

Fuck!

I am not a clown.

Do I look like a fucking clown?

I am not a clown!

I am not some fucking monkey that's gonna jump when you say jump!

I don't do that!

It's either talk or fuck with you.

Huh? You either want to talk or you want to fucking. It's not even good.

Look at me.

I'm fucking tired.

And I'm going to sleep on the fucking couch.

Hello, this is Mary Clarks. Please leave me a message after the tone and I'll

call you back as soon as possible.

Oh, and if this is Claire, don't worry.

I'm fine.

I'm probably just asleep.

I told you, this is it.

Yes.

No, please, please, Mom.

Tell me, how can I save my marriage?

Well, what can you tell me?

You couldn't make it work with Dad.

You don't want me to be happy.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

No, you're right. You're right. You're right.

A woman should always be a woman.

Yeah.

Whoever wants this.

Hush, my love.

It's your mommy. Mommy remembers you.

Mommy loves you.

Mommy loves your daddy.

And there's no way that we can lose him.

I don't know why you don't just go with me.

And how exactly do you think I'm going to do that?

Well, you would go upstairs and get ready quickly, and we'd go,

preferably using our feet.

Come on, you're out every evening.

Well, you like this body, don't you?

Yes. Yeah?

Seriously,

I don't know how you do it.

You're here all day by yourself?

Come on, let's train together.

I have so much to do.

Oh, yeah?

Like what?

Why don't you just take me out on a date?

We're married. I don't have to do that anymore.

I'm kidding. Baby.

Baby, baby, exactly, baby.

What about that?

What about that?

Have a few bad days.

It's fine.

Okay.

Hey.

I need you.

Really?

I swear on my abs.

All six of them.

Go.

You sure?

Yes. All right. Go.

Hey, wait.

Hey. I read an article that we can bring intimacy back into our relationship

if you just carry me to bed every night.

Where did you hear that?

Go.

Okay, baby.

I'm going to carry you. You get ready.

What do you see?

It's obvious.

The woman?

The woman?

Free woman?

Who is a free woman for you?

Do you feel like a free woman, Monica?

I could say that.

But? There is no but.

Then I envy you.

Don't you feel free?

I felt like that before.

Years later, here I am.

Scared.

Hopeless.

Oh, I need those words.

And what words would you use?

Let's see.

Tired.

Confused.

And, um... I only feel pity for myself.

You know, I only have you.

I mean... There's only you.

Pathetic. You name the qualities which, as you believe, belong to you now.

What about before?

Oh, I was fearless.

Full of life.

And love.

Do you love your husband?

Of course I love my husband.

But I can't give my love to him alone.

If I

were free, as before, I wouldn't suppress my

desires. I wouldn't.

It's not right.

There's a connection between us.

Why did you decide to take my case?

Claire? Claire, do you hear me?

You wanted to show me something?

What?

You left our conversation and you mumbled about wanting to show me

Never mind.

Why did you take my case? I took your case because I wanted to be close to

I agreed to come here because I wanted us to be...

Because I wanted to help you.

Not that.

Because I knew I could help you.

Why did you agree to come here?

Because you refused to come to my office.

No.

Who else should you give your love to?

Do you want a coffee?

Claire, we're not done here.

I want to stop now.

Who else should you give your love to?

Who else, Claire?

This needs to be said.

I want you to leave my house.

We're finished for today.

You know you can trust me, right?

What are you doing here?

Are you all right?

Come, sit.

You shouldn't be here.

Get out of here.

Calm down.

Get out, or I'll call the police.

Oh, hey.

How was today?

We need to talk.

Uh -huh. Okay, yeah, let's just come inside. No, listen.

Your wife is losing the boundaries of reality.

No, you're not listening to me.

Do you think I'm joking? No, I don't think you're joking.

Okay, I just, I don't think that this is critical.

You know, things just started getting better.

This is a problem, and it's not going to get solved by ignoring it.

If you don't see it, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

You've completely stepped aside.

It's not right.

Why do you stop keeping the diary?

Well, that's why she has the meetings with you. No, look, I can't keep coming

here anymore.

Why? It only fuels her disease.

Okay, so what's wrong with that? She's creating a trusting relationship with

therapist, right?

He's so cute.

He's literally the most beautiful baby in the world.

Mom, how can you ignore him?

I don't understand.

You're right.

Parental instinct does happen much later in men.

He just needs to spend more time with the kid.

Babe, I'm home.

Okay, I love you. I gotta go. Bye.

Hey. Hey.

What are you doing in there?

Oh.

Someone's in a mood.

You hungry?

is going to be food.

Oh, okay.

You go change.

Okay. And I'm going to bring us some wine and cheese.

Wine and cheese? Mm -hmm.

Okay.

Wow.

Yeah.

Wine and cheese.

Hey, you want to watch something?

Sure. Yeah, just something light.

You know, I've been thinking for a while that I don't need therapy anymore.

Really?

Yeah, I feel much better.

What does Monica have to say about it?

Who cares?

I feel great.

Besides, she's not going to let me go. It's probably just a money thing.

Red? Of course.

Since when?

Um, it was on sale.

That's my girl.

Careful, careful.

So... I got a call from the funeral home.

They said they didn't receive last month's check. Did you?

Did you send it? Oh, my God. I'm so clumsy.

I... I probably just forgot. Can you just do it for me?

Claire, it's really your responsibility.

Please.

Just do it for me, okay?

You know I'm not good with numbers.

You're in financing. What do you mean?

Claire.

Claire.

Your mom was there. She couldn't stay to the end because she felt so bad.

You're lying. Claire, and soon she... Claire, your boss was there, okay?

He showed up and he gave you time off so you'd get a hold of yourself.

Leave already. I'm all right.

We forgive those who trust us against us.

What are you doing? You need to stop running around the house and sit. I

all day in this chair. You look great in it. You can have it.

All right.

Look at you, glowing.

How's my baby, huh?

How's my little guy?

You okay in there?

He's going to be able to reply soon. Yeah.

It's going to be a little while before he can understand what we're saying.

Oh, Mama.

Pretty soon.

So close. You can't be scared.

I can be scared.

I read an article yesterday.

Actually, what do you think? Where do birth pains score on the list?

What? The list.

Yeah.

They score number two. Guess what number one is.

What? The pain you feel when your limbs are severed by a bomb.

Mm -hmm. Oh, my God. And I have to go through this. Oh, my God.

Yeah. Ah.

Oh. Oh. Oh. What?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Just kicking. Just kicking. Just kicking.

kicking.

He's excited for daddy.

Kick again, buddy.

Kick for daddy.

Come on.

Stop screaming.

Let me get on the floor. Oh.

It's more when I'm laying down. All right, let's get in there. Oh, my baby.

Here we go. Easy. Let me get the dress.

Oh, my God. I am so ready.

Ready, ready, ready.

Oh, severed limbs or not. I got you. I'm ready.

Okay.

Okay, easy, easy.

Watch your head on the desk.

Give me this.

You're good? Okay, yeah.

Good, okay.

Okay.

Okay. Stay.

I'm going to do the pillow, okay?

Here we are.

There we go.

All right. Okay. There we go.

That's it. That's the spot.

So what did you do?

What did I do? What?

What did you do?

Oh, no.

I didn't do. I was nothing.

No. That's my little secret. You're not going to know. I'll tell you if you

want. Okay. I got you a t -shirt that says best dad ever.

That you can wear when you go walking with the boy. That's very sweet of you,

but a little bit too soon.

Oh, yeah.

Yeah, you're right.

Especially since he said you wouldn't change any diapers.

No. No, I just think that there's a person for that that we can pay that's

qualified to deal with that.

You're joking, right?

Absolutely not.

But you said we agreed.

No. No.

Signed nothing.

The dad has to take part.

Okay, okay.

I will change one diaper per week.

No!

What if I have to go somewhere and you have to be alone with the kid?

He's just going to sit in a stinky diaper? Okay, well, first of all, where

you going? And second, why are you leaving us?

Well, maybe I have to do my nails.

Actually, yeah.

I'm going to do my nails. Oh, okay.

Okay. Easy peasy. That takes an hour tops.

I can let him sit. Hands and feet.

Okay. Plus the traffic.

And I'm going to need a coffee. Oh. That's like three to four hours at

Okay, fine.

I will change him while you're gone for that one time.

No, no, no.

Fine. I will change all the diapers.

You don't get it, do you?

You're going to fall in love with your son when you see him. I know.

Poops are going to smell like roses to you.

You're exaggerating. No poop smells like roses.

Look, I'm voluntarily agreeing to go through this pain, so you can change

of the diapers.

Fun fact, that pain?

Orgasms. Yeah.

When you're going to birth, all of the endorphins, they act up, and those are

orgasms. But the contractions are... or covering them up, so you don't realize

it. You just feel pain.

So, I mean, that's why the baby and the mom, like, have such a good connection

after birth.

Yeah. Yeah, I'm jealous.

Because I'm just going to be in the hallway pacing back and forth, waiting

this to all be over, banging my head against the wall.

What?

The hallway?

Yeah, where else would I be?

You're going to be in the room with me.

What? Yeah.

I need you to hold my hand.

Hold my leg.

Seriously? Help me push.

Oh, God.

Oh, don't. That's not funny.

I don't want to. No.

Oh, don't do that.

Oh. Come on. I want to have sex with my husband after that. I want you to have

sex with your husband after that.

All right. Help me up.

Are we having sex right now?

I can't stay in one position for too long. Come on.

Okay. Yeah. Let's get this.

Here.

Oh. All right. Oh, God. Okay. Got you. I got you. All right. Okay.

Okay. Here we go, man.

Yep. All right.

You know, you're going to fight me for the right to change the diaper.

Oh, yeah? Yeah. Well, that's a fight I am willing to lose.

Here we go.

Do I look like a goddess?

You kidding me?

Yes, of course. I feel like a goddess. You got it.

Goddess of God.

Oh, I like this dress.

This dress is amazing.

All right. Ready?

Squirrel.

Hold.

I got you. I got you.

And dip.

Oh, you're so light. Oh, okay.

Yeah.

You're the lightest pregnancy baby ever.

Here we go.

Oh. Huh?

And feet.

Okay. The feet, the feet, the beautiful feet. Here we go.

Oh, baby.

What? I want to eat now.

Oh, of course.

What? You have to eat.

That is a good choice.

I second that.

Ice cream coming up.

Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait.

Yes, madame?

And a sausage.

Sausage.

Do we have any ice cream that tastes like sausage?

No.

But I will scoop out some ice cream and instead of chocolate chips, I'll put a

sausage. Deal?

No, keep it separate.

I hear and I obey.

Coming up.

Baby, what are you doing?

Oh, thank God you're here.

Can you help me? I can't figure this out.

Hi.

What are you doing?

Seriously, they're writing this for some kind of genius or something.

I mean, I literally don't understand any of it.

Can you help me?

This is this piece.

This has three holes, and that has five holes.

Claire, we put the crib away several months ago.

Why did you bring it back out?

You're joking.

Claire, why did you bring it back out?

Our baby's going to be home soon, and we have to be ready.

Look, if you don't want to help me... I'll just handle it myself, okay?

What did you do? We lost our kid.

What did you say?

I can't. I can't do this.

What did you say?

Doctor, please.

I can't do this. You just... What did you say, you bastard?

Have you already buried our child? Stop it.

We buried him together.

What kind of father are you?

We buried him together. It was a small ceremony, Claire. It was the smallest

coffin I've ever seen in my life.

No. Your mom was there. She didn't stay to the end because she couldn't take it.

You're lying. Yeah, and then soon, soon she... Claire, you were sitting right

next to me the whole time, and you didn't make a sound.

No, you're lying.

Your boss showed up.

Your boss was there and he gave you some time off so you could collect your

things and get a hold of yourself.

No. Yes. Yes. I thank people for coming.

No. No.

No.

There are some complications.

And the doctor needed to keep him for a checkup. And the hospital is going to

call any moment.

Any moment. And they're going to give him back to us.

And they're going to call. And we have to be ready.

Okay? We just got to the weekend.

We left everything at the last minute.

Why doesn't he have a name?

What is his name, Claire?

Eight months ago, we lost our kid, Claire.

It was March 26th, our due date.

We were already headed to the hospital, but you wanted to run upstairs and take

a shower, and you did. And you know what? You tripped. You tripped on the

of your robe, and you fell on your belly, Claire. You fell hard. We didn't

what to do, and so we rushed you to the hospital, but the surgeons couldn't find

a heartbeat.

They gave you a shot, and he was dead.

Our baby is dead.

I paid you to do this, so you fucking do it. You need to remind her every day,

okay? Every day.

It was fun.

Hey, how are my girls?

How is she?

You tell me.

It's going to get better.

So you'll take us.

Thank you. What does Monica have to say about it?

Hey, do you want to call Monica? My girls.

That was my baby too!

problems with Eric.

Simply by stealing my husband.

And here I'm thinking why he pushed me to go back to work so hard.

What did I do to you?

We were fine.

before you came into this house.

It's time to wake up, baby.

I have an idea.

Let's spend the entire day together.

Eric's phone.

He's gonna need a sick day. Yeah, he's not feeling well.

Actually, he's gonna need several days.

Yeah, I don't want him to spread his infection around the office.

I'll let you know how he is.

Okay. Bye.

This is going to be the vacation that we needed.

Hello, this is Mary Clark.

We'll even get to go to the park.

The whole family.

Let me just talk to Mom, okay?

Mom, we're picking you up in 30 minutes. We're going to the park.

It would be awesome.

Okay, be ready.

I love you.

Bye.