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I'm sorry that this is all I can do for you.

It was just a graze.

You really want to be the human shield leading man, huh?

It's my fault.

You didn't do anything wrong. They're the ones at fault.

I'll always support you, Dad.

I was worried I'd hurt you, so I left the room and made coffee.

All this time, I've never wanted to cause you any trouble.

But all the wounds on my body are what I chose for myself.

I don't want to see anything happen to you.

TWO WEEKS LATER

PSYCHOTHERAPY AND DEPRESSION TREATMENT

PSYCHIATRY DEPARTMENT

Don't stress out.

I'll take you out for something delicious after this.

I'll come with you next time and every time.

I promise.

Smile. Smile a little more. Come on, keep smiling.

Mr. Harit Yuenyongwisutt, please follow me to the treatment room.

Yes.

Good luck.

Please.

Q, run away quickly.

I'm sorry it's been so long since I came.

Well, may I ask what brings you back, please?

Therapist,

is it wrong if I want to get better for someone else?

That's not wrong at all, Q.

Some people just want to recover even for a cat.

Just having you back makes me glad now.

Let's give it another try.

Yes.

Last week, my boyfriend's brother had an accident

and had to undergo surgery to replace his pacemaker.

At first, everything seemed fine,

but a few days later, Mhen's body started rejecting the pacemaker,

and his condition worsened.

Mhen,

get better soon, okay?

I'm waiting for our aquarium trip.

I will.

So, the doctors decided he needed a heart transplant.

Why are you crying?

Hold it in.

You must come out and see me.

Doctor, how did the surgery go?

Congratulations. The patient is now safe.

The surgery was successful.

- Thank you very much! - Thank you!

Min!

Mhen is recovered!

The surgery went well after all.

Based on the latest test results, there's nothing to worry about.

The new heart is adapting well to Athipatch's body.

Afterward, is there anything special I need to do to care for him?

Generally, people who undergo heart transplants can live a normal life.

He no longer needs to worry about using a pacemaker.

- A normal life? - Yes.

- So he can use a phone like everyone else? - That's right.

And he can wear Bluetooth headphones, box, ride a motorcycle, play sports,

and run around like anyone else?

Exactly. He can do all that.

Just make sure the wound heals properly first.

Got it, Doctor. Thank you so much.

Please excuse me for now.

Mhen, you're fully recovered now.

Great job, Mhen.

From now on, you can live like normal people.

It's great that the heart is being used well.

It was meant for one person, but now it's helping two.

But from now on, you can also live your life like other people.

Min, you know what?

You're the best brother in the world.

Great job, Mhen.

If that's the case, what can I help you with today?

Is it possible for me to stop having nightmares?

Dad.

Dad.

Dad! Dad, help me! Dad!

Q.

You're just having a nightmare. It's all right.

Go back to sleep.

I really want Min to be free.

All this time,

I never cared about anything,

not even my own life.

But now,

even if I have to kneel down and beg you to help heal me,

I'll do it.

Since you're this determined, I'm sure you'll feel better this time.

I guess I will,

so Min can finally get to live his own life.

Well, then, let's start by discussing the cause again.

Can you tell me about your nightmare again?

Sure.

Great job, Little Q.

There are a lot of people here. We're in a hospital.

Why are you shy?

People? There's nobody around.

Why are you shy? Nobody is saying anything.

- There are so many CCTVs around. See? - What CCTV? Where are they?

- Over there. - Fine.

You did a great job.

Have you packed everything yet?

Yeah.

I checked three times already.

- I can carry it myself. - No.

The doctor said I'm better.

Your wound isn't fully healed and you're acting tough already.

- I can carry you. - Stop it.

If you're all set, let's head home.

- I'll give you a ride. - Sure.

Thank you, Min.

So, are you guys heading back to Chonburi right away?

Well, yes.

Jeen, why don't you let me take you home?

I'm fine, Min. It's just around the corner. I can walk.

- Then Mhen can head back and rest. - Okay.

Honestly, being around here makes me miss our old place.

We're all here. Jeen, why don't you come hang out at our old place for a bit?

I'd love to, but my parents are waiting for dinner.

Oh, really?

Then take Mhen with you for dinner. He just complained he was hungry.

The traffic is terrible right now.

By the time we get home, Mhen's going to be starving.

We'll wait at our old house.

Can I join you for dinner at your house?

It's up to you. If you want to eat, then go ahead.

Bye-bye.

I missed this house.

Though I didn't live here long, I felt a connection to it.

I can't imagine how much you missed it.

This house is like a symbol of my parents.

People have offered to buy it,

but I couldn't bring myself to sell it.

Being here feels like I'm preserving something they created for Mhen.

Mhen always had to stay home,

and at least having a nice one made his life not too bad.

But in the end,

the money for his treatment and recovery

came from selling this house.

If I'd known, I would've forced myself to sell it sooner.

Min, I asked my dad.

He agreed to give me this house.

It's to make up for the trouble his work caused me.

If I want my boyfriend to live with me… that shouldn't be a problem.

Q, you really don't have to go this far.

Min,

be frank with me.

Do you really want to go back to Chonburi?

If you're staying away just so you don't inconvenience my dad,

let that go.

I'm doing this for me too.

My studio's here.

Mhen will be close to Kanomjeen,

and you can finally pursue what you love.

From now on, you don't have to sacrifice for Mhen's future.

If you really want to work on set again,

how about we start over here together?

So you can't break up with me now.

This house is my hostage.

Even without the house…

I wouldn't break up with you.

I called James asking for a job, and he agreed to give me this one,

but he insisted that you come along.

I don't know why either.

Are you tricking me into acting as a zombie again?

No idea.

- Drive carefully. - I'm going to speed up now.

So, what's the job, James?

There's no crew here.

It's my project.

Well, I met an investor who wants to produce a movie.

He's looking for ideas and a team,

so I'm making a pilot to pitch it.

But I need approval before I get paid, you know.

- Yeah. - So today, it's just me, you, and Q.

I dare to use you both for free.

Hold on, bro.

When I called you, I was talking about a paid job,

not working for you for free.

Who said it's free?

I'll pay you a thousand times what you earned as an extra.

Really?

But for now, I've got only 1,000 baht.

Can you take that for now? I won't even take out the 5%.

Wow.

Nope.

Hey, come back! Just think of it as working in exchange for an opportunity.

Working in exchange for an opportunity?

You were the one who taught me to cut ties with anyone who says that.

Can't I be an exception?

I can say it.

1,000 baht, right?

Fine. I'll go with that.

But if my acting sucks, don't scold me. I'll act within the budget.

Yeah. I know. Take these and get changed.

The black pants are for you, and the blue ones are for you, Q.

Here you are.

Where's the restroom?

Go ahead.

Just 1,000 baht, and I still have to pull my underwear up for you to see, James.

Lie down. Quickly.

That's right.

Well, in this scene,

just talk about anything you want to.

I only need the motions, but hold hands and pat his head. Do such things.

Be romantic. Show love. Okay?

- Okay. - Okay.

- You're paying us 1,000 baht, right? - Yeah.

You keep bringing that up, huh?

What do I have to do?

Nothing.

Pat my head like this.

I'll hold your hand like this.

Look into my eyes.

I'll start the conversation. Okay?

Back when you were a student, did you wear a uniform like this?

Blue pants?

Yeah. Mine looked exactly like this.

I bet you looked cool.

If we had met back in school, and our lives hadn't been like this,

would we still have ended up together?

I have no idea where I would have run into you. Maybe at a tutoring class?

Do I look like someone who'd go to tutoring?

Or in Chonburi?

When Mom was still here, she'd take me to the fireworks festival almost every year.

If you were still there and you'd attended that festival,

we'd probably have crossed paths there.

Do you want to go there?

I'll take you there this year.

No.

Fireworks sound just like gunshots.

Every time I hear them, all I can think about are bad memories.

When I came back, the nightmares started again.

That's why I stopped watching fireworks.

Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut already.

I said romantic, guys! Don't you get it?

Why do you look like sad puppies? Let's go again.

Got it. You're so strict, bro.

The pay is 1,000 baht, so put in the effort, okay? Please.

Okay.

Concentrate, or I'll dock your pay.

Smile a lot.

You too.

All right. Follow me.

Well, this is the last scene. There's nothing much to do.

Just keep running away through the tall grass.

Q, you run ahead first, and I'll follow with the camera.

Min, you run alongside me, and when I give the cue, run together with Q.

So I run alongside you, then pick up the pace and pass you, right?

Exactly. Okay.

Are you okay?

If you aren't, then we can shoot outside instead.

It's fine, Min.

James and you are here with me.

I think it's fine.

Mom! Mom!

Mom!

Min…

Dad!

Dad, help me!

Dad! Dad!

Q! Q!

- Q. - Q.

Are you okay?

I'm here. It's okay.

I'm here.

Breathe. Breathe slowly.

How are you feeling?

I think I'm okay now, Min.

It should be fine.

I'm sorry, Q.

I didn't realize you had trauma.

I just thought you were really nailing the role.

I was about to recruit you into the industry.

Stop it.

Q,

I'm sorry for making you do this.

Don't worry about it.

Actually, I was curious

to see how my condition was progressing after the treatment.

But today made me realize it's going to take more time to get better.

Q, listen up.

Our life is like an Imperial cookie tin.

There's got to be at least one time you open it

where there are actual cookies inside, not just a bunch of sewing stuff.

So, as long as you can still go on, keep opening them.

Don't give up.

Got it?

Why the fuck are you laughing?

James may sound a bit crazy,

but I agree with him.

Keep trying.

One of these times, it's bound to get better.

When you get the chance, you sure know how to roast me. Jerk.

I went out of my way to find you a good job.

Is this what you call a good job?

No.

I found one, actually.

I think you should join the casting session.

It's a movie. This character is one on the hero's side.

He's the kind of character the audience will love.

He dies near the end.

This kind of character makes the actor famous easily.

It's an action movie.

You're both good-looking and have worked as a stuntman before.

I think you'll have an advantage.

But a role like that needs a lot of skill, James.

Don't you think it's out of my league?

Min, listen up.

- Life is like an Imperial cookie tin-- - Stop there.

Stop it. Stop it.

Okay. I know. I get it already.

Min, you should go for it.

I want to see you do it.

Think of it as my talent fee for today.

Okay.

I think I should give it a try too.

Do you want to see my life as cookies?

Thanks a lot, bro.

"…get out of here. If you carry me along, you could end up dead too."

"Seriously, admit the truth and just leave me behind."

"Promise me you won't end up like me."

Min Athikhun.

- That's me. - Okay. Please head inside.

Sure.

Min, please take a seat.

This is Deng, our director.

Why didn't you keep your promise?

- Mhen! - Don't come back here again!

Hello.

You read the script already, right?

- Yes. - Please hand it to me.

For the first take, just be yourself.

- Okay? Let me know when you're ready. - Sure.

- I'm ready. - Okay.

Ready and action!

Quickly, get out of here--

I'm sorry. Can I do it again?

- Go ahead. - Okay.

Okay. Ready.

Ready and action!

You guys should quickly get out of here.

If you carry me along, you could end up dead too.

Seriously,

admit the truth

and just leave me behind.

Promise me…

you won't end up like me.

Don't sacrifice anything for anyone…

because, in the end, dying alone here

isn't worth it at all.

Please live the rest of your life for me.

- Cut. - Okay.

Actually, you did well,

but let me go off-topic a bit.

You remember me, right?

Yes, I do.

And you remember the trouble you caused, right?

Yes, I do.

I won't ask what happened that day because it's all in the past.

But tell me now

if I can trust that something like that won't happen again.

First off, I apologize.

I apologize for what happened that day.

But I've grown a lot since then.

I promise

it won't happen again.

I'm sorry.

Q! I made it! I got that role!

Hey, seriously?

Yep.

You did great.

If that's so, do you have any reward for me?

What do you want?

If you feel too scared to handle it, let me know.

We can sit in the car, watch from there, and close the roof.

You asked for a reward. Why didn't you ask for something you wanted?

You don't even enjoy watching fireworks.

Who said that?

I do enjoy them.

I just don't want you to miss out on something you like

because of past trauma.

I'll take care of you during the fireworks,

and after we go home, if you have a nightmare,

I'll be here to comfort you. Okay?

Let's give it a try.

Let's go.

Are you ready?

I'm letting go.

It's nothing. It's just fireworks.

I'm really letting go this time.

Bang!

- Watch the fireworks too. - I'm watching.

Bang!

Bang!

Honestly, when you hear the bang sound,

if you can think of the fireworks or today's memory,

that would be nice.

You've made so much progress.

I guess going to see a therapist actually worked.

What did she ask you to do?

On my latest visit, she asked me to draw things in my head.

Draw the memories that hurt me in a square.

Then keep making that square smaller

and that picture will become smaller too.

She asked me to imagine putting that square into something

that was very tightly sealed

and throwing it away somewhere where it couldn't come back to me again.

Draw it on my hand then and I'll throw it away for you.

- It's going to be a lot. - I don't mind.

Here you are.

Draw yours too.

I'll throw it away for you.

Sure.

Done.

Are you ready?

- Go away! - Go!

- Yay! All gone! All gone! - Go away!

- Never come back! - Right.

Never come back!

Min, you know what?

Since that incident,

I never thought I could feel as happy as I was before.

But today, I'm so damn happy.

Same here.

I never thought I would stop blaming myself

or stop believing I didn't deserve happiness.

Importantly, I want you to know that I couldn't feel this way without you.

Thank you, Q.

Thank you too.

I love you.

I love you too.

How have you been since our last session?

4 MONTHS LATER

I think I've gotten a lot better.

It's so much better that I could notice the lives of people around me.

I realized that their lives have changed a lot recently.

Come on. I can stay alone.

I'm off to university now. I'll hang up.

I'm almost running late.

Someone finally achieved what he's been striving for all this time.

Let's go to the aquarium after class this evening.

This is the new series.

It's my work. See?

Two of my friends are in it.

- Just a second. - No, come on. Take a look at it first.

- Someone faced disappointment. - Why would we do that?

Come on. Let's make some changes. Please take a look at it first.

But he still hasn't given up.

I would like to resign.

I'll try living the kind of life

you once told me to, Mr. Kacha.

Sure.

Just make sure you don't end up in a place like that again.

Thank you.

Someone wanted to start fresh.

Q.

- I have something to show off. - What is it?

Here.

MARKED FOR THE HUNT MORE RELENTLESS THAN HELL

- Hey! - A movie poster!

- What do you think? I'm in it too. - That's cool.

Looking at everyone closely…

Mr. Warrior.

…I realize we're moving forward all the time.

- I've got something to show off too. - Show me. What is it?

The therapist isn't scheduling me anymore. She said my condition is better now.

- Are you serious? - Yeah.

And I think I'm also one of them.

My turn.

- Thank you. - Thank you.

Hurry up.

Hey! What's with you, James?

Relax.

What if our characters are dead by the time we get in?

We don't have many scenes, you know.

- No spoilers. - Right.

- I'm sorry. Let's head inside already. - You're spoiling it.

Hurry up.

- It's the five of us. - Please, head inside.

As for whether I'll fully heal from my past pain,

the answer is unclear.

You look super cool.

But even if I'm not fully healed today,

I can smile,

laugh,

and cherish time with the people I love.

With that thought,

nothing scares me anymore.

You took your damn time coming.

If you're so good, why not help yourself?

That's me.

You're so handsome.

That's Min!

Stop arguing and quickly get out of here.

I'm so damn handsome.

What kind of person compliments themselves?

- Come on. - Fine. You're handsome.

They're closing in, right?

Stop it!

When you hear the bang sound,

if you can think of the fireworks or today's memory,

that would be nice.

I love you.

I sleepwalk less now,

but I still have nightmares sometimes.

There's nothing to be afraid of anymore.

But… those nightmares…

can't hurt me anymore.

Come.

Can we skip the rope tonight?

I'd rather hug you while we sleep.

You might have a nightmare. We just watched that movie earlier today.

It's totally fine.

I'll see you after I wake up anyway.

How cute you are.

Let's do this then.

Okay?

Goodnight.

Goodnight.

Let's sleep.

Dad!

There's nothing to be afraid of anymore.

It's over now.

I dreamed about you last night.

I bet it was a good dream.

It was amazing.

Ohm has grown so much that instead of me supporting him,

it's now him supporting me in looking after the cast.

It's been such a great project to work on.

- Dad! - Q.

- Q. - Min.

I'm begging you. Take me to my dad.

- I'm crying. - Who's blocking the ventilation hose?

When it's fun, and we're working with that fun energy,

I'm like, "Hey, what are you bringing to the table in this scene?"

"I've got this one to show. Can you work with it?"

- Thank you. - Thank you.

That was beyond my expectations. I'm proud of you. You're amazing.

Thank you so much.