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English Subtitles by yavass
September 2018
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Hi, I'm Brian,
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Hi.
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Hey Dom....
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Play the song....
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You're killing me, honey.
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Come on.
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Why do you always want to listen to
those weepy, sad songs ?
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Sad songs make me happy,
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Okay, one time, alright ?
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We're not playing it 20 times in a row
like we did in the last time, okay?
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Thanks
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- Hey !
- Hey !
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- Hello.
- Hi !
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Just a beer....
tap ?
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What kind, honey ?
I'm not a mind reader
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Ok....that one
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This is like my favorite song.
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Yeah, mine too.
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Shit, you take cards?
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ATM right over there
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I got that
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Thanks man
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Come here.
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- Chris.
- Brian.
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So, what...
did you break your piggy bank ?
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Yes, this is kinda
my last hurrah !!
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....my "Goodbye, money"
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As in "Goodbye, money" !!
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But you go and buy me this.
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I've never been in one
of these before....
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Yes, it's a pretty scary place.
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Are you....?
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Gay ?
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I do not know, I suck cock.
Does that make me gay?
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You know what?
Fuck "gay", okay?
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"Gay" is a comforting myth.
Ain't that right, Dom ?
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Hmm, comforting myth.
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It's just, you know
I think I might be too
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Gay, queer, I do not know.
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Not gay, I think I'm bi....
....maybe.
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I got this old lady...
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We live together in Upper Darby.
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She's pretty OK, but I do not know....
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I get these like...
"urges" you know ?
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Sometimes I just got...
I just need ...
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Hot man on man action ?
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Basically....
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So...
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So...
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You live around here?
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Yeah, come on in
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.....watch your step.
I'm a little bit of a pig
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Oh fuck, is it okay?
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Go ahead, man, sit
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Bottoms up !
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Stop ! Here !
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What's all that?
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This? I'm a writer,
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Yes, I know, I write,
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What, like books and stuff?
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Yes, I got one out there, actually....
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....published.
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It is poetry, so yeah, it's
kinda "fruity"
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Take off your jacket, stay a while,
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Can I use the bathroom?
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Yeah man, it is through there,
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What?
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I like you !
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You took your clothes off !
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Yeah
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Can I put these somewhere?
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Yes, anywhere
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Hit that light,
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Come here.
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Dude, not so hard
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Sorry.
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- It's Ok
-I'm not really good at this.
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Okay, just relax your mouth.
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- OK ?
- Yes.
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- Better !
- Kiss Me !
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- Wait, let me get a condom.
- I need it.
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Fuck ......!
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Yes !
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No....wait !
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Not too fast,
I'm gonna come
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Dude, you feel so good inside me !
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You feel so fucking good !
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I want you to fuck me.
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Dude, I kinda am....
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No, I want you to really fuck me !
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Fuck me !!!
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Harder !!
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I'm gonna come !!
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Do it, do it !
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You're intense.
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I just want to hold you,
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....like this forever.
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Look.....
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What's wrong ?
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What's up ?
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What's wrong ?
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Man, come on, what's up ?
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- Hey ?
- Stop, stop !
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Come on dude !
Are you wigging out ?
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Hey man, come on ?
What did I do ?
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Come on.
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Dude, just tell me what was it !
Was it me ?
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Come on, what's up, man?
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I should have my fucking head examined.
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Come on, talk to me, wait !
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Jesus, just tell me what
did I do ? Was it me?
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It's nothing. I shouldn't have,
I'm not ...!!
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I am sorry !
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Drew.
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Drew!
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What you're yelling my name for,
like that ?
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Hey Beautiful !
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Say my name again.
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- Drew.
- Slower, slower.
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Drew.
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Look at you in this light.
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You look so beautiful,
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.....so perfect.
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Say it again,
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Drew.
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I'll taste your lips.
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I love you.
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Hug me.
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Hey, say my name.
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Drew.
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- Say it again
- Drew.
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Say it again, slower.
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Drew.
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Take this off !
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Say my name !
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Drew.
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Say it again,
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Drew.
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Say my name,
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Fuck, Drew,
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Say it !
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Drew, Drew, oh fuck !
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Drew, Drew, Drew, Drew,
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Fuck !
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Fuck !!
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- Say my name.
- Drew.
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Oh fuck !!
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What is my name?
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Drew
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Here, pull over here.
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Hey, hotshot !
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Yes, you, come here a minute
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What's up man?
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- Hi there !
- Hello !
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- What is your name ?
- Scotty.
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Hey, Scotty, I'm Bob.
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Hello Bob.
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What are you up to ?
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What I'm up to ?
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Yes, what are you up to ?
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I saw you standing over there,
is that your friend ?
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Yes, just you know
hangin' out...
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You know...
Seeing where the night takes us.
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Cool ride, Bob
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- Like the car?
- Yeah....
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This boat is like a shark attack,
you know?
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"The great white of the streets".
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I wanted a black one,
but they were all out
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Yes, life is bitch, huh?
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You get high, Scotty ?
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From time to time
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Why? You got any party supplies ?
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I'm a drunk, son.
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I don't do nothing else.
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Well, you know, I like to get drunk
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Did you wanna take a ride or something?
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I think I'll pass.
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But it's been nice talking to you.
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Wait, wait, I thought you wanted somebody
to have a party with, yeah ?
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I do not know what I want.
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But I'll know when I find it.
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What ever !
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Drive on, sir. Drive on !
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He'll be dead in a year.
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(Romeo and Juliet, Act 3, Scene 3)
'tis torture, not mercy !
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Heaven is here where Juliet lives.
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And every cat and dog and little mouse
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every unworthy thing...
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Live here in heaven and
may look on her,
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But Romeo may not.
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More validity, more courtship lives
in carrion flies than Romeo
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Fuck !!
(He missed lines.......)
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Fuck, shit !!
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Fuck Romeo, fuck fucking Juliet !
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Banished !
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Bani-shed
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Ba-ni-shed
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Bani- la-la-la-la-la-la-la,
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Banished !
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Banished !
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Banished !
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(The flies) They may seize on the white
wonder of dear Juliet's hand
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and steal immortal blessings from her lips,
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Who even in pure and vestal modesty,
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Still blush, as thinking their own kisses sin.
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Though Romeo may not.
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He is banished !!
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What the hell is this?
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Sorry Sorry.
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Gene said I could practice here.
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Well, nobody told me nothing
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Ok, I'm sorry.
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I'll go, I'll go.
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Shit.
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Hey Dan.
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Brian, what time is it?
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I have no earthly idea.
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Jesus !
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You know, I have a door.
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Window !
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Damn, I was having a killer dream.
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Yeah ? What was it about ?
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I can't remember now.
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You know, I wrote this in two weeks.
The initial poems.
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Editing took longer, but for two
weeks man, I was "on fire"
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Is that why you woke me up?
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To see if I still had your book?
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These ain't poems, you know,
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Okay, what are they then?
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Remember the first time
we fooled around ?
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Of course.
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Remember the morning?
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The next morning, in bed ?
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Man, I was so happy. It was killer sex
all night long
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And then we just talked, you know,
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The light coming through the windowpane
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And I told you my favorite thing to do
was to be kissed.
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Do you remember what you did?
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Yeah...
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You kissed me !
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It was amazing, we made out
for like an hour.
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Soul to soul.
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You remember that ?
Did you feel that?
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Yeah...
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Yeah...
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How many times we fooled around
that summer ?
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I don't know man,
we were drunk half the time.
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Three times, it was three times.
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Man, you were amazing !!
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You were curious and playful,
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passionate and hot.
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Shut up !
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There was love in that room,
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You could feel that,
couldn't you ?
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And those other times
you were the one....
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....you came knocking on my door
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My straight roommate wanted me.....
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Yeah ?
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Why did you stop?
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Brian.
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No, come on man, tell me.
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Why did you stop wanting me ?
What did I do ?
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What did you do ?
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You didn't do anything.
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Then why, tell me ?
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I don't know.
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- Tell me.
- I don't know man.
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Jesus, you wake me in the middle
of the night.....
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- Just tell me.
- I do not know, okay?
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- I tried it with guys....
- Guys?
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I tried it with you and
you were "guys" for me.
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Okay, so... was I some experiment ?
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Something to do between girlfriends ?
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No, no, man.
276
00:35:47,408 --> 00:35:52,366
Look, being with you,
meant so much to me.
277
00:35:54,325 --> 00:35:56,407
It did........
278
00:35:56,408 --> 00:36:00,248
But, I like girls, man.
279
00:36:00,283 --> 00:36:05,283
I do and I got this thing with Sandra and ...
280
00:36:05,825 --> 00:36:08,825
And you love her.....
281
00:36:17,866 --> 00:36:21,825
"The days were bright red and
every time we kissed,"
282
00:36:21,860 --> 00:36:24,334
"....there was another apple
to slice into pieces,"
283
00:36:24,335 --> 00:36:26,575
"Look at the light
through the windowpane"
284
00:36:26,576 --> 00:36:28,674
"That means it's noon,"
285
00:36:28,675 --> 00:36:31,290
"That means we're inconsolable"
286
00:36:31,325 --> 00:36:34,275
"Tell me how all this and love too,
will ruin us."
287
00:36:34,276 --> 00:36:37,105
"These, our bodies possessed by light"
288
00:36:37,106 --> 00:36:42,266
"Tell me we'll never get used to it".
Poem "Scheherazade" by Richard Siken
289
00:36:42,550 --> 00:36:44,834
It's my favoured one
290
00:36:44,935 --> 00:36:47,449
I wrote it for you
291
00:36:47,450 --> 00:36:50,498
The whole book is for you !!
292
00:36:50,533 --> 00:36:52,817
For you, because of you,
because I fell in love with you !!
293
00:36:52,818 --> 00:36:57,040
And that sucks for me 'cause my love
is a sickness, it's a disease !
294
00:36:59,366 --> 00:37:03,431
And I'm wiped out !
I'm gone !!
295
00:37:04,366 --> 00:37:09,325
I can't eat, I can't sleep,
I can't write !
296
00:37:09,700 --> 00:37:12,450
I can't do anything but
look for you !
297
00:37:14,091 --> 00:37:16,693
I thought you said your new book was
going great.....
298
00:37:16,874 --> 00:37:18,874
OK, well I lied !!
299
00:37:18,908 --> 00:37:21,442
I am a one-year-wonder
and I'm going down
300
00:37:21,443 --> 00:37:23,709
My savings are gone
and the advance is gone
301
00:37:23,710 --> 00:37:26,155
You know, my dad is gonna be
so happy about that
302
00:37:26,156 --> 00:37:28,567
Stupid faggot artist son fucks up again !!
303
00:37:28,568 --> 00:37:30,642
Hey, your dad is gonna be upset...
304
00:37:30,743 --> 00:37:33,366
...because his son is broke, OK ?
305
00:37:36,075 --> 00:37:40,116
You didn't fail, Brian, OK ?
306
00:37:40,351 --> 00:37:42,357
You made a choice.....
307
00:37:42,458 --> 00:37:45,783
...you took a risk and I respect
the hell outta ya for that
308
00:37:45,818 --> 00:37:47,833
In this book.....
309
00:37:48,741 --> 00:37:51,831
Do you have any....?
310
00:37:51,866 --> 00:37:55,866
This book means the world to me.
OK ?
311
00:37:55,901 --> 00:37:58,665
And then, it gets published
and you win all those awards,
312
00:37:58,866 --> 00:38:01,873
and you go off and you travel
and you do all these readings,
313
00:38:01,908 --> 00:38:06,992
I mean, if you don't feel pride
or gratitude for that.....
314
00:38:10,325 --> 00:38:12,775
I'm gonna smack you up in the head,
315
00:38:12,876 --> 00:38:14,957
I was arrogant !
316
00:38:15,058 --> 00:38:17,199
One stupid little book ....
317
00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:19,609
and I ditched school and
quit our job because...
318
00:38:19,710 --> 00:38:22,758
....I am a real writer now
319
00:38:23,693 --> 00:38:26,200
I'm so stupid !!
320
00:38:28,450 --> 00:38:32,033
Now they want another book and
I cannot write !
321
00:38:32,068 --> 00:38:34,074
My life depends on it, and I can't !
322
00:38:34,075 --> 00:38:36,865
So get a job ! OK ?
323
00:38:36,866 --> 00:38:40,741
Get a job, just like the rest of us.
324
00:38:40,776 --> 00:38:43,199
Yeah !
325
00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:47,225
You wrote this book while you were
bussing tables, you douchebag !
326
00:38:47,660 --> 00:38:49,740
And screw you, by the way
327
00:38:49,741 --> 00:38:51,817
Do you know how lucky you are?
328
00:38:51,818 --> 00:38:53,574
You got a gift, man.
329
00:38:53,575 --> 00:38:55,984
You got a gift, I would kill for
something like that !
330
00:38:55,985 --> 00:38:58,750
- It is not a gift.
- Shut up !!
331
00:39:01,866 --> 00:39:04,575
Everybody leaves !!
332
00:39:06,491 --> 00:39:09,825
No !! They don't !!
333
00:39:12,116 --> 00:39:15,241
Not everybody !
334
00:39:19,033 --> 00:39:22,825
I do love you man !
I do !
335
00:39:22,860 --> 00:39:26,783
You know that, right?
336
00:39:33,783 --> 00:39:37,833
Come here, come here.....
337
00:39:51,950 --> 00:39:54,442
Hey !
338
00:39:54,443 --> 00:39:57,325
No, dogboy !!
339
00:40:05,450 --> 00:40:08,950
Go home, Brian,
340
00:42:07,091 --> 00:42:09,158
You live here ?
341
00:42:10,300 --> 00:42:12,457
Not for long...
342
00:42:12,458 --> 00:42:14,483
Wait here one second, okay ?
343
00:42:14,684 --> 00:42:16,775
What ? We can't go inside ?
344
00:42:16,776 --> 00:42:19,291
Just one second.
345
00:42:29,991 --> 00:42:31,950
Drew ?
346
00:42:33,033 --> 00:42:35,116
Drew ?
347
00:42:35,908 --> 00:42:37,958
Drew ?
348
00:42:58,825 --> 00:43:01,200
Hey.....
349
00:43:06,908 --> 00:43:10,825
What are you doing
staring out of the window?
350
00:43:10,860 --> 00:43:14,116
You look so beautiful in this light.
351
00:43:17,783 --> 00:43:20,366
I'm making a decision.
352
00:43:22,075 --> 00:43:24,491
About what?
353
00:43:27,450 --> 00:43:29,907
Stuff....
354
00:43:30,508 --> 00:43:32,950
Stuff....
355
00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:39,657
I'm not lunch, you know?
356
00:43:39,658 --> 00:43:44,533
You can't just fuck me
every time you want a fucking break.
357
00:43:44,568 --> 00:43:47,658
Hmm, fuckbreak, I like that !
358
00:43:49,783 --> 00:43:53,825
Hey look at you !
Stay right there !
359
00:43:53,860 --> 00:43:56,408
You look so beautiful.
360
00:43:58,741 --> 00:44:03,833
My beautiful, gentle.....
beautiful boy
361
00:44:15,325 --> 00:44:19,466
I'm moving to New York.
362
00:44:25,366 --> 00:44:27,783
What ?
363
00:44:29,325 --> 00:44:31,283
NY ?
364
00:44:32,991 --> 00:44:36,291
Okay, baby, talk to me !
365
00:44:39,175 --> 00:44:41,754
- What are you doin' ? Come here !
- Let me go !
366
00:44:41,755 --> 00:44:45,200
Let me fucking go !!
367
00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:54,441
OK ! When did you decide this ?
368
00:44:55,816 --> 00:44:57,740
A few days ago.
369
00:44:57,741 --> 00:44:58,907
- A few days ago ?
- Today !!
370
00:44:58,908 --> 00:45:00,567
- Today?
- Whatever!
371
00:45:00,568 --> 00:45:01,907
- So when ?
- Whatever ! It doesn't.....
372
00:45:01,908 --> 00:45:04,656
Wait, I told you I was gonna be working on
this piece for the next three....
373
00:45:04,676 --> 00:45:06,715
....or four months and
you said it was fine
374
00:45:06,716 --> 00:45:09,349
-Fuck that fucking statue!
-I've been working on that.....
375
00:45:09,450 --> 00:45:12,333
When you're through with it,
are you gonna throw me out ?
376
00:45:12,950 --> 00:45:15,907
I'm not gonna throw you out !
377
00:45:15,908 --> 00:45:19,137
I love you,
I'd never do that.
378
00:45:19,172 --> 00:45:23,066
I'd do anything for you...
You know that
379
00:45:23,175 --> 00:45:25,265
Yes, you would do anything for me.
380
00:45:25,266 --> 00:45:27,567
Yes, I would do anything for you.
381
00:45:27,568 --> 00:45:29,649
Fine, destroy it !
382
00:45:29,650 --> 00:45:32,450
Break it into a million fucking pieces !
383
00:45:34,116 --> 00:45:36,865
Are you serious ?
384
00:45:36,866 --> 00:45:38,892
- Is that what you want ?
- Yes Yes !
385
00:45:38,908 --> 00:45:40,971
So, that's gonna prove my love for you ?
386
00:45:40,972 --> 00:45:43,397
That's what I fucking want! I want you
to fucking destroy the fucking thing!
387
00:45:43,498 --> 00:45:45,525
You're a fucking liar.
388
00:45:46,458 --> 00:45:48,484
I love you, but I ain't doing that.
389
00:45:48,485 --> 00:45:51,093
No, you don't love me !
390
00:45:51,194 --> 00:45:53,590
You fucking....
You just use me.
391
00:45:53,691 --> 00:45:55,740
Baby, let's calm down.
392
00:45:55,841 --> 00:45:58,950
Shut up, I'm not your human sacrifice!
393
00:45:58,985 --> 00:46:01,157
Human sacrifice ? What the fuck
are you talking about?
394
00:46:01,210 --> 00:46:03,450
Don't fucking touch me !
395
00:46:07,200 --> 00:46:09,616
What the fuck just happened ?
396
00:46:20,866 --> 00:46:23,458
Got a smoke ?
397
00:46:35,366 --> 00:46:37,817
What are you doing sitting here
on the curve ?
398
00:46:37,818 --> 00:46:39,999
Waiting for a friend, he's coming
right out
399
00:46:40,000 --> 00:46:42,075
Yeah ? What's your friend's name ?
400
00:46:42,076 --> 00:46:44,109
I don't know, we just met.
401
00:46:44,110 --> 00:46:45,724
What's my name, yo ?
402
00:46:45,725 --> 00:46:48,067
How the fuck should I know ?
Sal Mineo ?
403
00:46:48,068 --> 00:46:49,984
Close...... Sergio.
404
00:46:49,985 --> 00:46:51,907
Yeah ?
405
00:46:51,908 --> 00:46:54,088
I'm Brian.
406
00:46:54,089 --> 00:46:56,116
Brian ?
407
00:46:56,117 --> 00:46:58,074
Cool
408
00:46:58,075 --> 00:47:00,442
- You smoke pot ?
- I guess....
409
00:47:00,908 --> 00:47:04,416
'cause I got this killer stuff
but I ain't got no pipe.
410
00:47:04,751 --> 00:47:06,690
You got one ?
411
00:47:06,791 --> 00:47:09,741
Yes, I think so.
It's back, in my house.
412
00:47:09,776 --> 00:47:12,275
You live around here ?
413
00:47:12,276 --> 00:47:15,748
I have no idea.
414
00:47:15,783 --> 00:47:18,379
It would be fun to get high with you.
415
00:47:18,380 --> 00:47:20,942
You'd be funny high
416
00:47:20,943 --> 00:47:23,325
Thanks ?
417
00:47:24,700 --> 00:47:26,942
Isn't this where that famous sculpture
artist lives ?
418
00:47:26,943 --> 00:47:29,324
- Is it ?
- Yeah
419
00:47:29,325 --> 00:47:32,008
Famous sculptor artist, big shot !
420
00:47:32,043 --> 00:47:33,984
You model for him ?
421
00:47:34,085 --> 00:47:36,606
Me ? No !
422
00:47:36,641 --> 00:47:38,643
Big fucking moon, yo !
423
00:47:38,644 --> 00:47:40,977
Yeah, big fucking moon.
424
00:47:58,783 --> 00:48:01,734
Well, have fun with your imaginary friend.
425
00:48:01,735 --> 00:48:04,616
He is not imaginary.
426
00:48:08,033 --> 00:48:13,516
If I was an artist, you could model
for me anytime you want.
427
00:49:48,866 --> 00:49:50,200
Fuck !
428
00:49:51,408 --> 00:49:53,616
Hey man, are you okay?
429
00:53:24,450 --> 00:53:26,900
Wow, that was hot.
430
00:53:26,901 --> 00:53:28,615
Yeah
431
00:53:28,616 --> 00:53:30,046
What's your name?
432
00:53:30,047 --> 00:53:32,900
- What difference does it make ?
- What's your name?
433
00:53:32,901 --> 00:53:34,949
Jim.
434
00:53:34,950 --> 00:53:36,950
I'm Brian.
435
00:53:38,741 --> 00:53:40,950
Cool
436
00:53:55,208 --> 00:53:57,275
Alright, I'll see you later
437
00:53:57,276 --> 00:53:59,740
Wait a minute !
438
00:53:59,741 --> 00:54:02,866
I mean....what are you up to ?
439
00:54:02,901 --> 00:54:06,040
Wanna get a drink or something ?
440
00:54:06,075 --> 00:54:10,125
No, I got to go meet my friends
441
00:54:45,991 --> 00:54:48,462
- Hello !
- Hi !
442
00:54:48,463 --> 00:54:50,824
Where do you come from ?
443
00:54:50,825 --> 00:54:53,525
A cold and lonely night !
444
00:54:53,526 --> 00:54:56,115
Poor baby !
You're by yourself, huh ?
445
00:54:56,116 --> 00:54:57,907
Can I buy you a drink ?
446
00:54:57,908 --> 00:54:59,817
- Certainly
- What'd you have ?
447
00:54:59,818 --> 00:55:01,507
Whisky...
448
00:55:01,508 --> 00:55:04,149
....and a beer chaser.
449
00:55:04,250 --> 00:55:06,966
Two whiskys and a beer chaser
for my friend
450
00:55:07,001 --> 00:55:09,900
I know he wants to chase something....
451
00:55:09,901 --> 00:55:11,824
- Tony.
- Gus.
452
00:55:11,825 --> 00:55:14,998
You are fucking fine !
453
00:55:15,033 --> 00:55:17,942
I'd love to take you home
and let you fuck me !
454
00:55:17,943 --> 00:55:21,092
- Fuck me all fucking night
- That's hot !
455
00:55:21,373 --> 00:55:23,617
Fucking loony hot !
456
00:55:23,818 --> 00:55:25,824
- Cheers !
- Cheers !
457
00:55:25,825 --> 00:55:28,575
- To tonight !
- Fuck yeah !
458
00:55:30,908 --> 00:55:34,158
Two more !
459
00:55:38,116 --> 00:55:40,775
I've been looking for you
all evening
460
00:55:40,776 --> 00:55:42,334
And I have found you.
461
00:55:42,335 --> 00:55:43,859
Hey, I'm Brian!
462
00:55:43,860 --> 00:55:45,839
- Hey !
- I'm Jim's boyfriend.
463
00:55:45,908 --> 00:55:47,942
- Tony.
- Yeah, sure you are...
464
00:55:48,043 --> 00:55:49,824
Yeah....
465
00:55:49,825 --> 00:55:52,324
You like my boyfriend ?
466
00:55:52,325 --> 00:55:54,817
No, it's OK, everybody does !!
467
00:55:54,818 --> 00:55:56,947
Look at him, he's gorgeous, right ?
468
00:55:57,048 --> 00:56:00,491
We've only been dating like
two or three months.
469
00:56:00,526 --> 00:56:01,699
Wow!
470
00:56:01,700 --> 00:56:03,742
Yes, we're sickly in love, right?
471
00:56:03,843 --> 00:56:05,699
Yeah, sick....
472
00:56:05,800 --> 00:56:08,866
That's great, I'm really happy for you.
473
00:56:09,101 --> 00:56:11,126
Nice meeting you
474
00:56:11,127 --> 00:56:12,740
Don't go ! No !
475
00:56:12,741 --> 00:56:15,525
That's alright....
I'm not into fucking dramas !
476
00:56:15,526 --> 00:56:18,075
He's the best fucking fuck
I've ever had.
477
00:56:18,276 --> 00:56:19,907
Fuck !!
478
00:56:24,360 --> 00:56:26,325
Come on.
479
00:56:41,783 --> 00:56:44,588
I'm leaving, okay?
480
00:56:44,589 --> 00:56:47,359
Can you hear me ?
481
00:56:47,360 --> 00:56:49,299
I'm leaving !
482
00:56:49,700 --> 00:56:52,700
Don't fucking follow me !!
483
00:56:54,866 --> 00:56:57,477
OK ?
484
00:57:09,166 --> 00:57:11,817
Hey, you're a real dick,
you know that ?
485
00:57:11,818 --> 00:57:14,575
Anybody ever tell you that ?
486
00:57:14,676 --> 00:57:16,740
Hey ! I'm talking to you !
487
00:57:16,741 --> 00:57:19,300
At least be a man and
look me in the eye !
488
00:57:19,301 --> 00:57:21,074
Look, I don't know you, OK ?
489
00:57:21,075 --> 00:57:23,490
Just because we fucked, it doesn't
mean that we're friends !
490
00:57:23,591 --> 00:57:25,609
Go home, you're drunk,
stay away from me !
491
00:57:25,610 --> 00:57:28,532
Do whatever the fuck you wanna do,
stay away from me!
492
00:57:28,533 --> 00:57:31,131
Wait, don't walk way from me
493
00:57:32,866 --> 00:57:36,116
Fuck man ! Never touch me again
you fucking psycho !
494
00:57:45,741 --> 00:57:47,991
Look, just ...
495
00:57:50,741 --> 00:57:53,158
Go home, okay?
496
00:57:55,341 --> 00:57:58,971
Just go home.
497
00:58:07,741 --> 00:58:09,853
You're a soulless fucking dick
and I hate you !
498
00:58:09,854 --> 00:58:12,397
I wish I'd never met you !
499
00:58:54,075 --> 00:58:57,283
Female companionship.....
500
00:58:57,708 --> 00:58:59,740
Excuse me ?
501
00:58:59,741 --> 00:59:02,490
Only one thing can put a puss
on a man like that !
502
00:59:02,791 --> 00:59:05,048
And that's females !
503
00:59:05,283 --> 00:59:09,658
Jealousy and lover's contempt,
something like that.
504
00:59:09,693 --> 00:59:12,734
- Am I right ?
-Yes, something like that.
505
00:59:13,915 --> 00:59:16,004
I thought so.
506
00:59:16,005 --> 00:59:18,325
What's her name?
507
00:59:20,866 --> 00:59:21,824
Maryanne
508
00:59:21,825 --> 00:59:25,116
Maryanne, sweet Maryanne
509
00:59:26,741 --> 00:59:30,574
A name that's hung like a bell in my heart,
510
00:59:30,609 --> 00:59:35,808
And when it swings, it rings:
"Maryanne,Maryanne,Maryanne"
511
00:59:36,950 --> 00:59:40,991
Well, fuck her if she can't take
a joke, right?
512
00:59:41,026 --> 00:59:42,400
- Right
- Am I right ?
513
00:59:42,401 --> 00:59:44,491
You're right.
514
00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:47,865
- Hey,
- What?
515
00:59:47,866 --> 00:59:50,200
What do you think of my ride ?
516
00:59:53,033 --> 00:59:55,050
- It's awesome.
- Damn right, it is !!
517
00:59:55,100 --> 00:59:58,265
Have you ever been inside one of
those things? It's like the Titanic.
518
00:59:58,400 --> 01:00:00,632
A fucking ocean liner !!
519
01:00:00,833 --> 01:00:03,915
Yeah, once in high school prom
520
01:00:03,950 --> 01:00:07,008
Well, you're not in
high school anymore
521
01:00:07,243 --> 01:00:08,740
Are you ?
522
01:00:08,741 --> 01:00:11,866
No, I'm not in high school anymore
523
01:00:11,901 --> 01:00:14,142
So, hop in !
Yeah, hop in !
524
01:00:15,116 --> 01:00:18,825
We'll drink like men and
cruise around in style
525
01:00:18,860 --> 01:00:22,116
The envy of everyone around us !
526
01:00:26,366 --> 01:00:28,942
Yeah ! Sure, why not ?
527
01:00:28,943 --> 01:00:31,332
That's it. Grab
life by the balls !!
528
01:00:31,985 --> 01:00:34,366
Take it !!
529
01:00:37,783 --> 01:00:40,074
Help me up here !
I'm an old man
530
01:00:40,075 --> 01:00:44,123
You're not that old but you probably
should slow down on that stuff
531
01:00:44,958 --> 01:00:49,158
Blaspheme !! Speak not
as the gods will hear !!
532
01:00:52,450 --> 01:00:53,859
- In you go !
-After you !!
533
01:00:53,860 --> 01:00:56,366
No, no, I insist !
534
01:01:07,950 --> 01:01:11,067
I'll tell you something kid.
Girls ruin everything
535
01:01:12,481 --> 01:01:15,025
Here, have a drink
536
01:01:19,950 --> 01:01:22,125
Too weak for you, kid ?
537
01:01:22,126 --> 01:01:24,224
It's really strong !!
538
01:01:24,325 --> 01:01:26,407
Then, better to get you drunk with
539
01:01:26,508 --> 01:01:29,658
You got to catch up with me,
right ?
540
01:01:29,693 --> 01:01:31,658
Apparently....
541
01:01:33,075 --> 01:01:35,574
So, what do you do exactly ?
542
01:01:35,575 --> 01:01:39,700
I'm an agent, son.
Agent to the stars...
543
01:01:39,735 --> 01:01:42,709
Agent, like.....
Like a talent agent ?
544
01:01:42,710 --> 01:01:46,116
Yeah, known around the world !
545
01:01:49,783 --> 01:01:54,825
My name is Bob.
But you may call me "Bob".
546
01:01:54,860 --> 01:01:57,043
What do they call you around here, son ?
547
01:01:57,044 --> 01:01:59,157
What....who...
Who are you agent for ?
548
01:01:59,158 --> 01:02:03,033
Don't be a starfucker, kid.
It's unattractive.
549
01:02:03,068 --> 01:02:06,123
Tonight, you get to be the star.
550
01:02:06,158 --> 01:02:09,157
Now, tell me your name, or
I will pick one for you.
551
01:02:09,158 --> 01:02:11,525
And you won't like it,
but that will be tough shit for you
552
01:02:11,526 --> 01:02:13,859
Because it will be your name
for the rest of the night.
553
01:02:13,860 --> 01:02:15,525
How would you like that ?
554
01:02:15,526 --> 01:02:17,667
No, no.
555
01:02:17,668 --> 01:02:20,530
I'm Jim,
556
01:02:20,531 --> 01:02:23,282
Oh, that's too bad !
557
01:02:23,283 --> 01:02:26,324
I was hoping for "Mike"
558
01:02:26,359 --> 01:02:29,365
I like that name...."Mike".
559
01:02:30,366 --> 01:02:34,053
You're Mike and Mike was a car mechanic,
560
01:02:34,088 --> 01:02:37,741
And he had his old lady and
two girlfriends at the side
561
01:02:38,783 --> 01:02:41,866
and they all chased you around.
562
01:02:41,901 --> 01:02:45,325
I'm sorry, I'm just Jim.
563
01:02:46,866 --> 01:02:51,825
Then I'll call "James," and
you shall be a prince....
564
01:02:52,366 --> 01:02:56,908
...and henceforth, you shall be
"Prince James".
565
01:03:00,866 --> 01:03:04,456
So, what do you do, rock star James ?
566
01:03:04,491 --> 01:03:06,817
Well, it's funny you should mention
that because....
567
01:03:06,818 --> 01:03:09,392
Just don't tell me you're another
fucking actor!
568
01:03:09,393 --> 01:03:11,738
Because if you're a god damn
fucking actor....
569
01:03:11,839 --> 01:03:14,115
...just get the hell out of my car !!
570
01:03:14,216 --> 01:03:17,116
I've had enough of god damn actors
in my god damn life.
571
01:03:17,151 --> 01:03:21,075
If you're an actor, there's the door,
beat it !
572
01:03:21,110 --> 01:03:24,700
Because tonight, I'm on vacation.
573
01:03:28,150 --> 01:03:30,275
I'm sorry, what were you saying ?
574
01:03:30,276 --> 01:03:32,983
Yes, what you do, Mike ?
575
01:03:33,818 --> 01:03:36,866
I'm sorry, Jim.
576
01:03:36,901 --> 01:03:39,901
James.
577
01:03:47,841 --> 01:03:50,275
I'm an car mechanic.
578
01:03:50,311 --> 01:03:53,682
- Get the fuck out....!
- No, really, a car mechanic,
579
01:03:54,325 --> 01:03:57,209
- It's funny how you knew, huh ?
- Unbelievable !
580
01:03:57,575 --> 01:03:59,975
Yeah, I work over on 5th street
with my buddy Al.
581
01:04:00,076 --> 01:04:02,084
We're friends since high school.
582
01:04:02,085 --> 01:04:04,200
I used to bang his sister.
583
01:04:05,533 --> 01:04:07,838
Yeah. And now she has a kid....
584
01:04:07,839 --> 01:04:10,109
...with some bon from Pittsburgh,
a real dick
585
01:04:10,110 --> 01:04:11,324
Oh yeah ?
586
01:04:11,325 --> 01:04:15,866
Yeah, he's a soulless dick !
587
01:04:50,700 --> 01:04:53,004
I give up ! I give up !
588
01:04:53,005 --> 01:04:55,199
I surrender, OK ?
589
01:04:55,200 --> 01:04:57,324
I did it, I confess.
590
01:04:57,325 --> 01:04:59,741
Do with me what you will !
591
01:05:01,450 --> 01:05:03,533
It was me,
592
01:05:05,783 --> 01:05:13,116
Oh my soul, be with me now, all things shining
(film "The Thin Red Line" 1998
by Terrence Malik)
593
01:05:21,116 --> 01:05:23,740
Chris.
594
01:05:24,741 --> 01:05:27,991
Your name is Chris and we made
sweet love right there....
595
01:05:28,026 --> 01:05:32,950
...tonight, years ago
596
01:05:36,075 --> 01:05:39,408
You are Dan
597
01:05:41,033 --> 01:05:44,134
And I love you and that's OK.
That's okay,
598
01:05:47,033 --> 01:05:51,887
Chris, Jim, after meeting Sergio,
599
01:05:51,922 --> 01:05:56,741
Tyrell, Andre, Tim, Michael, Phil, Dave.
600
01:05:57,450 --> 01:06:01,077
Andre, Cameron, Frankie.
601
01:06:27,700 --> 01:06:30,241
Inhuman sacrifice
602
01:06:31,575 --> 01:06:34,025
Human sacrifice.
603
01:06:34,026 --> 01:06:36,657
Use you up and throw you
604
01:06:36,658 --> 01:06:39,950
Hey !!
I'm not a vampire!
605
01:06:42,700 --> 01:06:44,949
I'm not gonna try suck your blood.....
606
01:06:44,950 --> 01:06:47,859
...anything like that and
then get rid of you.
607
01:06:47,860 --> 01:06:50,491
You don't know me !
608
01:06:51,866 --> 01:06:54,775
New York, New York, big city of dreams,
609
01:06:54,776 --> 01:06:58,241
Go to New York.
610
01:06:58,276 --> 01:07:00,033
Cool....
611
01:07:01,991 --> 01:07:04,325
Do what you need to do.
612
01:07:05,908 --> 01:07:09,408
Jim, do you hear me?
613
01:07:13,408 --> 01:07:15,908
I'm not a vampire.
614
01:07:19,700 --> 01:07:21,408
Jim.
615
01:07:23,450 --> 01:07:28,033
Jimmy, what are you gonna do
in New York anyway ?
616
01:07:28,068 --> 01:07:29,188
Jim ?
617
01:07:29,189 --> 01:07:30,199
Jimmy ?
618
01:07:30,200 --> 01:07:31,615
Come on, what are you gonna do ?
619
01:07:31,616 --> 01:07:33,782
Move to New York and get a little....
620
01:07:33,783 --> 01:07:36,866
... shitty apartment on the
Lower East Side ?
621
01:07:36,901 --> 01:07:39,126
With about 40 hipster roommates ?
622
01:07:39,127 --> 01:07:41,240
Is that what you wanna do ?
623
01:07:41,241 --> 01:07:45,366
With no contacts, no money, no nothing ?
624
01:07:49,283 --> 01:07:52,908
All right, big man, you're a grown man !
625
01:07:52,943 --> 01:07:55,567
Do what you got to do.
626
01:07:55,568 --> 01:07:57,658
NY!
627
01:07:59,241 --> 01:08:02,658
Baby, it's the work.
628
01:08:02,693 --> 01:08:04,908
It's the work.
629
01:08:07,200 --> 01:08:10,950
That work takes everything
630
01:08:10,985 --> 01:08:14,081
It takes all you got !
631
01:08:14,116 --> 01:08:16,775
It takes your blood, your sweat,
your tears,
632
01:08:16,776 --> 01:08:18,782
...your heart, your fucking....
633
01:08:18,783 --> 01:08:21,991
It takes everything man!
You got to put it all in there
634
01:08:22,026 --> 01:08:24,575
And sometimes you don't have time for...
635
01:08:26,866 --> 01:08:29,950
I don't know.....
The day to day....
636
01:08:30,825 --> 01:08:33,588
...stuff.....
637
01:08:33,589 --> 01:08:36,317
Jim ? Jim !
638
01:08:36,318 --> 01:08:38,533
Jim !
639
01:08:39,908 --> 01:08:42,408
Baby.
640
01:08:44,283 --> 01:08:47,533
Baby.
641
01:08:55,491 --> 01:08:59,533
You know, sometimes,
it just hurts me...
642
01:09:01,783 --> 01:09:04,407
....how beautiful you are.
643
01:09:04,408 --> 01:09:07,741
I'm not talking aesthetics,
I'm talking....
644
01:09:10,700 --> 01:09:13,765
...of your innocence,
your pure beauty.
645
01:09:14,300 --> 01:09:16,699
That's what I see and sometimes,
I guess....
646
01:09:16,700 --> 01:09:19,234
I'm all over you because
I just want to devour it.
647
01:09:19,235 --> 01:09:21,332
I just want to be closer to it.
648
01:09:21,433 --> 01:09:24,825
I just want to touch it
and feel that beauty.
649
01:09:27,116 --> 01:09:29,200
I don't know.
650
01:09:32,616 --> 01:09:35,866
But hey, if you want to go, go.
651
01:09:35,901 --> 01:09:39,279
I'm gonna go crazy here without you,
652
01:09:39,314 --> 01:09:42,658
but a man has got to be free.
653
01:09:42,693 --> 01:09:44,615
OK ?
654
01:09:44,616 --> 01:09:46,817
I'll let you do what you got to do.
Alright ?
655
01:09:46,818 --> 01:09:48,855
That's my love talking, baby.
656
01:09:48,956 --> 01:09:51,425
That's my love talking, right here.
657
01:09:52,741 --> 01:09:54,991
You hear me, Jim ?
658
01:09:56,158 --> 01:09:58,158
Jim ?
659
01:10:02,200 --> 01:10:05,491
Jimmy ?
660
01:10:09,491 --> 01:10:11,171
Jim, do you hear me ?
661
01:10:11,172 --> 01:10:13,283
I am talking to you.
662
01:10:15,450 --> 01:10:17,241
Jim.
663
01:10:17,983 --> 01:10:20,058
Motherfucker !
664
01:10:26,191 --> 01:10:28,192
Let me ask you something
665
01:10:28,193 --> 01:10:30,033
Shoot
666
01:10:30,800 --> 01:10:32,875
You're a ladies' man
667
01:10:32,976 --> 01:10:34,565
That's right
668
01:10:34,566 --> 01:10:36,942
You got a lot of girfriends ?
669
01:10:36,943 --> 01:10:39,365
A few
670
01:10:39,366 --> 01:10:41,608
How old are they?
671
01:10:41,609 --> 01:10:43,740
Different ages
672
01:10:43,741 --> 01:10:46,033
I go where my body takes me
673
01:10:48,200 --> 01:10:50,283
Where the body takes you.
674
01:10:52,366 --> 01:10:54,616
I like that.
675
01:10:57,241 --> 01:11:01,075
Has your body ever made it
with a guy before ?
676
01:11:01,110 --> 01:11:05,200
As a matter of fact....
Yeah, once.
677
01:11:07,708 --> 01:11:09,824
Tell me about
678
01:11:09,825 --> 01:11:12,833
It was a couple of years ago,
679
01:11:13,568 --> 01:11:17,241
It was summertime, hot, sweaty.
680
01:11:18,241 --> 01:11:23,200
This guy drives by, does a U-turn,
stops....
681
01:11:23,825 --> 01:11:27,700
So I said, you know.....
Fuck it !
682
01:11:30,783 --> 01:11:34,158
I got into his car, went to his place...
683
01:11:36,241 --> 01:11:39,108
- And ?
- And what ?
684
01:11:39,109 --> 01:11:42,001
What did you do?
685
01:11:42,002 --> 01:11:44,447
We fucked, Bob !
686
01:11:44,448 --> 01:11:46,859
What did you think ?
687
01:11:46,860 --> 01:11:48,783
Yeah !
688
01:11:51,200 --> 01:11:57,491
Suppose I was to tell you that
I want to have sex with you.
689
01:11:57,526 --> 01:12:00,283
What would you think
about that ?
690
01:12:01,366 --> 01:12:04,408
Yeah, I kinda put one and
one together, Bob
691
01:12:04,443 --> 01:12:08,616
I can pay....
good money
692
01:12:12,116 --> 01:12:15,283
Is that what you meant when
you said you were on vacation ?
693
01:13:11,325 --> 01:13:13,166
Interesting.
694
01:14:54,400 --> 01:14:57,484
You're right there ?
You look a little woozy
695
01:14:57,485 --> 01:15:00,298
Oh, just dizzy
696
01:15:00,733 --> 01:15:03,004
I am an old man, son.
697
01:15:03,005 --> 01:15:05,942
No, you're not that old.
Come here.
698
01:15:07,450 --> 01:15:10,275
Awfully nice of you to say it,
but....
699
01:15:10,276 --> 01:15:12,866
....the facts speak otherwise.
700
01:15:18,241 --> 01:15:20,807
Keep dancing,
701
01:15:20,908 --> 01:15:24,350
I like to watch you dance.
702
01:15:32,508 --> 01:15:34,577
Take off your shirt.
703
01:16:06,158 --> 01:16:08,075
You......
704
01:16:09,908 --> 01:16:14,075
You're a beautiful something !!
705
01:16:17,675 --> 01:16:20,758
You like it when people look at you ?
706
01:16:22,575 --> 01:16:24,921
I do
707
01:16:24,922 --> 01:16:27,157
Good.
708
01:16:27,158 --> 01:16:32,651
Because I could look at you for
the rest of my life.
709
01:16:39,658 --> 01:16:42,250
You're not straight,
are you ?
710
01:16:42,451 --> 01:16:43,774
Yeah....No !
711
01:16:43,875 --> 01:16:46,366
I thought so
712
01:16:46,800 --> 01:16:48,865
Why didn't you say anything ?
713
01:16:48,866 --> 01:16:51,109
Because we're having
so much fun, right?
714
01:16:51,110 --> 01:16:53,259
-Aren't you having fun ?
- Yeah
715
01:16:53,991 --> 01:16:57,831
Are you seeing somebody, right now?
716
01:16:57,866 --> 01:17:01,558
I'm living with this guy...
he is an artist.
717
01:17:03,283 --> 01:17:05,754
He's kind of famous, actually
718
01:17:05,755 --> 01:17:08,761
His name is Drew Tiger.
719
01:17:08,762 --> 01:17:11,734
Your boyfriend is Drew Tiger?
720
01:17:11,735 --> 01:17:13,950
Yeah
721
01:17:15,241 --> 01:17:18,248
We met at this party.
722
01:17:18,283 --> 01:17:21,575
I never thought I'd meet
anyone like him.
723
01:17:21,610 --> 01:17:24,242
He taught me a lot, you know
....about art
724
01:17:24,343 --> 01:17:27,408
About lots of things,
725
01:17:30,283 --> 01:17:33,908
He holds me and I get butterflies.
726
01:17:33,943 --> 01:17:36,200
I get hard, you know ?
727
01:17:37,158 --> 01:17:42,950
He just wraps me in those big arms,
I could live there forever,
728
01:17:44,700 --> 01:17:48,758
I just feel..........safe.
729
01:17:49,393 --> 01:17:51,400
You swoon....
730
01:17:51,401 --> 01:17:53,365
Yeah
731
01:17:53,366 --> 01:17:58,450
And honestly, it's probably
the best sex I've ever had.
732
01:17:58,485 --> 01:18:01,168
Like.....fuck !
733
01:18:01,169 --> 01:18:04,283
He sounds nice
734
01:18:07,741 --> 01:18:10,275
Well, it doesn't matter anymore.
735
01:18:10,476 --> 01:18:12,525
We are breaking up
736
01:18:12,526 --> 01:18:15,408
Why ?
737
01:18:19,741 --> 01:18:21,824
I don't know.
738
01:18:21,825 --> 01:18:23,900
What's happening ?
739
01:18:23,901 --> 01:18:27,248
Come on, tell me.
740
01:18:27,283 --> 01:18:29,949
I'm one of his things, you know ?
741
01:18:29,950 --> 01:18:33,450
Like his fuckboy or his art
742
01:18:33,485 --> 01:18:37,540
You know, he tells me he loves me.
743
01:18:37,575 --> 01:18:39,775
He tells me he loves me all the time.
744
01:18:39,776 --> 01:18:43,581
But, you know, I...
745
01:18:43,616 --> 01:18:45,775
I don't think he means it
746
01:18:45,776 --> 01:18:47,990
Why do you say that?
747
01:18:47,991 --> 01:18:50,658
Because all he cares about, is his art.
748
01:18:50,793 --> 01:18:53,209
Well, he is an artist !
749
01:18:53,210 --> 01:18:54,832
- So ?
- So ?
750
01:18:54,933 --> 01:18:58,873
Cut him some slack !
751
01:18:58,908 --> 01:19:01,609
Do you think an artist like him
has a choice ?
752
01:19:01,610 --> 01:19:03,740
He is hardwired in !
753
01:19:03,741 --> 01:19:06,783
He has to work,
there is no choice there.
754
01:19:06,818 --> 01:19:08,834
You can't be mad at him for that.
755
01:19:08,835 --> 01:19:13,950
Maybe you don't know what it means
to be an artist of his level.
756
01:19:16,450 --> 01:19:22,331
For an artist like Drew Tiger,
he'll die if he can't work.
757
01:19:22,366 --> 01:19:24,442
You know, he tells me I'm his muse.
758
01:19:24,443 --> 01:19:26,865
And you don't like that?
759
01:19:26,866 --> 01:19:29,365
No, I never asked to be
his fucking muse !
760
01:19:29,366 --> 01:19:32,358
And when he's through with
that fucking sculpture....!
761
01:19:32,359 --> 01:19:35,317
...I'll be done, he'll throw me out
762
01:19:35,318 --> 01:19:37,658
Is that what you really think ?
763
01:19:41,075 --> 01:19:44,956
What does he say
he loves about you ?
764
01:19:45,991 --> 01:19:50,950
He just says he loves me and
he would do anything for me.
765
01:19:51,325 --> 01:19:55,331
Like a broken record,
over and over....
766
01:19:55,366 --> 01:19:58,400
Maybe that's the only way
he knows how to say it
767
01:19:58,401 --> 01:20:01,366
Maybe he communicates better
with his hands.
768
01:20:04,241 --> 01:20:06,900
I do love his hands.
769
01:20:07,866 --> 01:20:11,158
I swear, we fit like a glove.
770
01:20:11,193 --> 01:20:14,241
And you feel safe.
771
01:20:15,908 --> 01:20:18,450
Isn't that a kind of love ?
772
01:20:19,825 --> 01:20:22,325
I guess so.
773
01:20:23,783 --> 01:20:26,575
Have you ever been in love before ?
774
01:20:27,700 --> 01:20:31,179
Yes, once.
775
01:20:33,814 --> 01:20:37,165
- He killed me.
- Well, shit happens.
776
01:20:37,200 --> 01:20:39,859
You'll know more next time
you fall in love.
777
01:20:39,860 --> 01:20:42,409
So it gets easier ?
The older you get ?
778
01:20:42,825 --> 01:20:46,998
No, son, not at all.
779
01:20:47,033 --> 01:20:50,491
It just gets a lot more complicated.
780
01:20:52,283 --> 01:20:55,491
I was in love once, a long time ago.
781
01:20:57,950 --> 01:21:01,325
You remind me of him,
782
01:21:01,360 --> 01:21:04,665
Was his name Mike ?
783
01:21:04,700 --> 01:21:08,540
You see how smart you are?
784
01:21:08,575 --> 01:21:12,450
Best friends in love,
the best kind of love.
785
01:21:12,485 --> 01:21:15,491
We were beautiful then
786
01:21:17,866 --> 01:21:20,783
Damn, I loved him
787
01:21:23,783 --> 01:21:26,825
Where is this Mike of yours now ?
788
01:21:26,860 --> 01:21:28,939
He died.
789
01:21:28,940 --> 01:21:30,984
I am sorry.
790
01:21:30,985 --> 01:21:32,999
- Aids ?
- No.
791
01:21:33,041 --> 01:21:35,577
This was way before that.
792
01:21:35,658 --> 01:21:37,900
He died in the war
793
01:21:37,901 --> 01:21:40,575
Fucking Vietnam
794
01:21:42,700 --> 01:21:47,575
Yeah, dead and gone.
795
01:21:51,283 --> 01:21:54,873
Your generation got it made
796
01:21:54,908 --> 01:21:59,700
Holding hands in public.
You take that for granted.
797
01:21:59,735 --> 01:22:03,616
It didn't always used to be
that way
798
01:22:03,651 --> 01:22:06,282
Gay marriage.
799
01:22:06,283 --> 01:22:09,915
I wish I could have married him.
800
01:22:09,950 --> 01:22:14,991
I would have, but then I would be
a widower by now
801
01:22:19,033 --> 01:22:23,533
I think about him....
every day.
802
01:22:25,866 --> 01:22:30,866
There's a part of me that is still there,
somewhere with him
803
01:22:35,325 --> 01:22:38,400
Wandering around.
804
01:22:53,491 --> 01:22:55,216
Bob ?
805
01:23:02,700 --> 01:23:04,200
Bob !?
806
01:24:09,325 --> 01:24:11,782
Chemical names, Bird names
807
01:24:11,783 --> 01:24:14,275
Names of fire
and flight and snow,
808
01:24:14,276 --> 01:24:16,699
baby names, paint names
809
01:24:16,700 --> 01:24:19,574
delicate names like
bones in the body,
810
01:24:19,575 --> 01:24:22,866
names that no one has ever
been able to figure out,
811
01:24:25,450 --> 01:24:28,067
names of spells
and names of hexes
812
01:24:28,068 --> 01:24:30,376
names called out to fill the yard
813
01:24:30,377 --> 01:24:32,385
calling you inside again,
calling you home,
814
01:24:32,386 --> 01:24:34,282
names called out across the water,
815
01:24:34,283 --> 01:24:36,900
names I called you
behind your back,
816
01:24:36,901 --> 01:24:40,165
names of flowers
that open only once,
817
01:24:40,200 --> 01:24:42,717
shouted from rooftops
muffled by pillows,
818
01:24:42,718 --> 01:24:44,690
whispered in sleep
819
01:24:44,791 --> 01:24:47,741
we are not traitors,
but the lights go out,
820
01:24:47,776 --> 01:24:51,873
his voice on tape,
his name on the envelope,
821
01:24:51,908 --> 01:24:54,859
the soft sound of a body
falling off a bridge behind you
822
01:24:54,860 --> 01:24:57,740
the body hardly makes a sound,
823
01:24:57,741 --> 01:25:00,525
all night I stretched my arms
across him
824
01:25:00,526 --> 01:25:02,740
rivers of blood,
the dark woods singing
825
01:25:02,741 --> 01:25:06,262
with all my skin and bone,
"Please keep him safe"
826
01:25:06,297 --> 01:25:09,783
his lips at my neck... and yes
I do believe his mouth is heaven,
827
01:25:09,818 --> 01:25:13,200
his kisses falling all over me
like stars,
828
01:25:13,235 --> 01:25:14,782
names of heat and names of light
829
01:25:14,783 --> 01:25:17,421
names of collision in the dark
on the side of a bus,
830
01:25:17,422 --> 01:25:19,990
in the bark of a tree,
in ballpoint pen on jeans
831
01:25:19,991 --> 01:25:23,825
and hands and the backs of matchboxes
that then get lost,
832
01:25:23,860 --> 01:25:26,876
Your name like a song
I sing to myself,
833
01:25:26,877 --> 01:25:29,760
Your name like a box
where I keep my love,
834
01:25:29,761 --> 01:25:32,639
Your name like a nest
in the tree of love,
835
01:25:32,640 --> 01:25:35,204
Your name like a boat
in the sea of love
836
01:25:35,205 --> 01:25:37,611
We are now in the sea
of love
837
01:25:37,612 --> 01:25:40,294
Your name like a detergent
in the washing machine,
838
01:25:40,295 --> 01:25:42,385
Your name like two Xes,
like punched-in eyes
839
01:25:42,386 --> 01:25:44,618
to mark the spots,
to hold the place
840
01:25:44,619 --> 01:25:47,283
to keep the treasure from
becoming ever lost
841
01:25:48,991 --> 01:25:50,962
I'm saying your name
in the grocery store,
842
01:25:50,963 --> 01:25:53,240
I'm saying your name
on a bridge at dawn,
843
01:25:53,241 --> 01:25:55,407
Your name like an animal
covered with frost,
844
01:25:55,408 --> 01:25:58,129
a suit of fur, a coat of mud,
a kick in the pants,
845
01:25:58,130 --> 01:26:00,817
a lungful of glass, the sails in wind
and the slap of waves....
846
01:26:00,818 --> 01:26:03,359
on the hull of a boat
that's sinking.....
847
01:26:03,360 --> 01:26:05,584
to the sound of mermaids
singing songs of love
848
01:26:05,585 --> 01:26:07,775
and the tug of a
simple profound sadness
849
01:26:07,776 --> 01:26:10,699
when it sounds so far away,
850
01:26:10,700 --> 01:26:13,338
We laugh and
it pits the world against us,
851
01:26:13,339 --> 01:26:15,942
We laugh and
our hearts turned red,
852
01:26:15,943 --> 01:26:18,032
and the river rises
like a barn on fire
853
01:26:18,033 --> 01:26:21,700
It's a bed of straw darling,
it sure as shit is
854
01:26:21,735 --> 01:26:24,032
Say "Hallelujah" say "Goodnight"
855
01:26:24,033 --> 01:26:27,408
Say it over the canned music
and your feet won't stumble,
856
01:26:27,443 --> 01:26:30,783
His face getting larger,
the rest, blurring on every side
857
01:26:30,818 --> 01:26:32,859
and angels knocking on your head,
858
01:26:32,860 --> 01:26:34,866
A flash in the sky,
859
01:26:36,116 --> 01:26:41,075
Here is my hand, my heart,
my throat, my wrist,
860
01:26:42,825 --> 01:26:45,692
Here are the illuminated cities
at the center of me
861
01:26:45,693 --> 01:26:48,825
and here is the center of me,
which is a lake,
862
01:26:48,860 --> 01:26:50,834
which is a well
that we can drink from
863
01:26:50,835 --> 01:26:52,775
but I can't go through with it
864
01:26:52,776 --> 01:26:54,782
I can't go through with it
865
01:26:54,783 --> 01:26:58,401
I just don't want
to die anymore !!
866
01:26:59,863 --> 01:27:05,942
Poem "Saying Your Names" by
Richard Siken, Yale Prize of
Younger Poets 2004
867
01:27:22,958 --> 01:27:25,900
Every time I see you,
you're all alone on the curve
868
01:27:25,901 --> 01:27:28,965
That's how I find you. I sit on the
curve and there you are !! Boom !
869
01:27:30,235 --> 01:27:32,822
- It is like a bat-signal.
- Then I'm a superhero
870
01:27:33,042 --> 01:27:35,625
- Maybe this is your disguise
- My disguise ?
871
01:27:35,741 --> 01:27:40,540
Check you out !!
That's a good one, yo
872
01:27:40,575 --> 01:27:43,950
I got these when I was
drunk and stupid
873
01:27:46,491 --> 01:27:49,575
I like them.
They tell my story
874
01:27:52,758 --> 01:27:55,157
So what's up?
875
01:27:55,158 --> 01:27:57,650
Still waiting for your
imaginary friend ?
876
01:27:57,651 --> 01:28:00,749
- No, I live here.
- White boy found his house !!
877
01:28:00,985 --> 01:28:03,408
Yes, I've found it
878
01:28:04,908 --> 01:28:09,283
Hey I still got that stuff.
You got that pipe ?
879
01:28:09,318 --> 01:28:12,956
Yeah....
880
01:28:12,991 --> 01:28:15,649
I don't really feel like getting high
right now
881
01:28:15,750 --> 01:28:17,900
I'm kinda high enough already,
you know?
882
01:28:17,901 --> 01:28:20,013
- It's cool, it's cool
- No offense
883
01:28:20,616 --> 01:28:23,325
No worries, no worries
884
01:28:31,283 --> 01:28:33,366
It is just that...
885
01:28:36,908 --> 01:28:39,950
Got to tell you, I'm torn, man
886
01:28:40,275 --> 01:28:42,282
Torn about what ?
887
01:28:42,283 --> 01:28:46,367
- I like you and want to invite you inside
- Well invite me inside !!
888
01:28:55,866 --> 01:28:58,467
I just want to talk, you know?
889
01:28:58,468 --> 01:29:00,499
About what?
890
01:29:00,500 --> 01:29:03,566
Anything, I just want to hear stories.
891
01:29:03,701 --> 01:29:06,325
Your stories if you want
892
01:29:08,716 --> 01:29:11,232
Alright
893
01:29:12,033 --> 01:29:14,400
Under one condition.
894
01:29:14,401 --> 01:29:16,425
Shoot.
895
01:29:17,700 --> 01:29:20,408
You got to let me hold you.
896
01:29:21,825 --> 01:29:24,650
I like to hold a guy....close
897
01:29:24,651 --> 01:29:26,682
Spooning and all.
898
01:29:26,683 --> 01:29:28,775
Make fun of me, all you want,
899
01:29:28,776 --> 01:29:31,200
No, no, I won't make fun of you.
900
01:29:32,325 --> 01:29:36,708
I'd give anything in the world
for you to hold me right now.
901
01:30:15,612 --> 01:30:22,676
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