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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:16,183 --> 00:00:28,556 English Subtitles by yavass September 2018 2 00:03:07,908 --> 00:03:10,241 Hi, I'm Brian, 3 00:03:12,908 --> 00:03:15,033 Hi. 4 00:05:01,366 --> 00:05:03,341 Hey Dom.... 5 00:05:03,616 --> 00:05:05,740 Play the song.... 6 00:05:05,741 --> 00:05:07,792 You're killing me, honey. 7 00:05:07,893 --> 00:05:10,157 Come on. 8 00:05:10,158 --> 00:05:14,866 Why do you always want to listen to those weepy, sad songs ? 9 00:05:14,901 --> 00:05:18,783 Sad songs make me happy, 10 00:05:18,818 --> 00:05:21,025 Okay, one time, alright ? 11 00:05:21,026 --> 00:05:25,083 We're not playing it 20 times in a row like we did in the last time, okay? 12 00:05:32,658 --> 00:05:35,575 Thanks 13 00:06:05,408 --> 00:06:08,623 - Hey ! - Hey ! 14 00:06:08,658 --> 00:06:10,615 - Hello. - Hi ! 15 00:06:12,416 --> 00:06:15,816 Just a beer.... tap ? 16 00:06:15,991 --> 00:06:18,984 What kind, honey ? I'm not a mind reader 17 00:06:18,985 --> 00:06:23,175 Ok....that one 18 00:06:28,866 --> 00:06:31,109 This is like my favorite song. 19 00:06:31,110 --> 00:06:34,384 Yeah, mine too. 20 00:06:39,400 --> 00:06:41,442 Shit, you take cards? 21 00:06:41,443 --> 00:06:43,350 ATM right over there 22 00:06:43,351 --> 00:06:45,450 I got that 23 00:06:46,950 --> 00:06:48,950 Thanks man 24 00:07:15,658 --> 00:07:17,540 Come here. 25 00:07:25,741 --> 00:07:28,283 - Chris. - Brian. 26 00:07:29,700 --> 00:07:32,275 So, what... did you break your piggy bank ? 27 00:07:32,276 --> 00:07:34,817 Yes, this is kinda my last hurrah !! 28 00:07:34,818 --> 00:07:36,407 ....my "Goodbye, money" 29 00:07:36,408 --> 00:07:38,963 As in "Goodbye, money" !! 30 00:07:38,964 --> 00:07:41,950 But you go and buy me this. 31 00:07:45,408 --> 00:07:48,283 I've never been in one of these before.... 32 00:07:49,783 --> 00:07:52,950 Yes, it's a pretty scary place. 33 00:07:54,616 --> 00:07:56,408 Are you....? 34 00:07:58,950 --> 00:08:00,865 Gay ? 35 00:08:00,866 --> 00:08:04,345 I do not know, I suck cock. Does that make me gay? 36 00:08:04,380 --> 00:08:07,825 You know what? Fuck "gay", okay? 37 00:08:07,860 --> 00:08:11,881 "Gay" is a comforting myth. Ain't that right, Dom ? 38 00:08:11,969 --> 00:08:14,032 Hmm, comforting myth. 39 00:08:14,633 --> 00:08:21,554 It's just, you know I think I might be too 40 00:08:22,075 --> 00:08:26,623 Gay, queer, I do not know. 41 00:08:26,658 --> 00:08:30,658 Not gay, I think I'm bi.... ....maybe. 42 00:08:31,600 --> 00:08:33,942 I got this old lady... 43 00:08:33,943 --> 00:08:36,740 We live together in Upper Darby. 44 00:08:36,741 --> 00:08:41,706 She's pretty OK, but I do not know.... 45 00:08:41,741 --> 00:08:46,449 I get these like... "urges" you know ? 46 00:08:47,084 --> 00:08:52,458 Sometimes I just got... I just need ... 47 00:08:53,533 --> 00:08:56,825 Hot man on man action ? 48 00:08:56,860 --> 00:08:59,033 Basically.... 49 00:09:07,741 --> 00:09:09,366 So... 50 00:09:10,866 --> 00:09:12,700 So... 51 00:09:16,158 --> 00:09:18,825 You live around here? 52 00:09:27,825 --> 00:09:29,865 Yeah, come on in 53 00:09:29,866 --> 00:09:33,283 .....watch your step. I'm a little bit of a pig 54 00:09:35,991 --> 00:09:38,516 Oh fuck, is it okay? 55 00:09:46,075 --> 00:09:49,575 Go ahead, man, sit 56 00:10:03,741 --> 00:10:06,108 Bottoms up ! 57 00:10:11,283 --> 00:10:13,408 Stop ! Here ! 58 00:10:16,783 --> 00:10:18,796 What's all that? 59 00:10:18,797 --> 00:10:21,095 This? I'm a writer, 60 00:10:21,096 --> 00:10:23,182 Yes, I know, I write, 61 00:10:23,183 --> 00:10:25,207 What, like books and stuff? 62 00:10:25,308 --> 00:10:28,400 Yes, I got one out there, actually.... 63 00:10:28,435 --> 00:10:30,683 ....published. 64 00:10:32,741 --> 00:10:36,200 It is poetry, so yeah, it's kinda "fruity" 65 00:10:37,825 --> 00:10:41,991 Take off your jacket, stay a while, 66 00:10:46,825 --> 00:10:48,796 Can I use the bathroom? 67 00:10:48,797 --> 00:10:51,200 Yeah man, it is through there, 68 00:10:52,616 --> 00:10:54,950 What? 69 00:11:03,825 --> 00:11:06,691 I like you ! 70 00:12:02,200 --> 00:12:04,442 You took your clothes off ! 71 00:12:04,443 --> 00:12:06,366 Yeah 72 00:12:10,200 --> 00:12:13,116 Can I put these somewhere? 73 00:12:13,866 --> 00:12:17,325 Yes, anywhere 74 00:12:21,158 --> 00:12:23,283 Hit that light, 75 00:12:25,533 --> 00:12:28,516 Come here. 76 00:12:35,216 --> 00:12:37,775 Dude, not so hard 77 00:12:37,776 --> 00:12:39,766 Sorry. 78 00:12:39,800 --> 00:12:42,515 - It's Ok -I'm not really good at this. 79 00:12:42,616 --> 00:12:45,109 Okay, just relax your mouth. 80 00:12:45,110 --> 00:12:47,741 - OK ? - Yes. 81 00:12:58,575 --> 00:13:01,541 - Better ! - Kiss Me ! 82 00:13:29,866 --> 00:13:33,283 - Wait, let me get a condom. - I need it. 83 00:13:40,575 --> 00:13:43,850 Fuck ......! 84 00:14:02,158 --> 00:14:04,533 Yes ! 85 00:14:12,575 --> 00:14:14,557 No....wait ! 86 00:14:14,558 --> 00:14:16,615 Not too fast, I'm gonna come 87 00:14:16,616 --> 00:14:19,650 Dude, you feel so good inside me ! 88 00:14:19,651 --> 00:14:22,658 You feel so fucking good ! 89 00:14:24,393 --> 00:14:26,459 I want you to fuck me. 90 00:14:26,460 --> 00:14:30,581 Dude, I kinda am.... 91 00:14:30,616 --> 00:14:33,825 No, I want you to really fuck me ! 92 00:14:46,158 --> 00:14:48,200 Fuck me !!! 93 00:14:49,450 --> 00:14:51,833 Harder !! 94 00:15:11,033 --> 00:15:13,007 I'm gonna come !! 95 00:15:13,008 --> 00:15:15,414 Do it, do it ! 96 00:15:35,408 --> 00:15:38,741 You're intense. 97 00:15:42,658 --> 00:15:44,699 I just want to hold you, 98 00:15:44,800 --> 00:15:47,366 ....like this forever. 99 00:15:49,866 --> 00:15:52,608 Look..... 100 00:15:58,241 --> 00:16:00,046 What's wrong ? 101 00:16:00,047 --> 00:16:02,283 What's up ? 102 00:16:04,450 --> 00:16:06,283 What's wrong ? 103 00:16:08,700 --> 00:16:11,075 Man, come on, what's up ? 104 00:16:12,866 --> 00:16:16,283 - Hey ? - Stop, stop ! 105 00:16:17,450 --> 00:16:21,483 Come on dude ! Are you wigging out ? 106 00:16:27,783 --> 00:16:30,783 Hey man, come on ? What did I do ? 107 00:16:32,700 --> 00:16:35,491 Come on. 108 00:16:37,741 --> 00:16:39,908 Dude, just tell me what was it ! Was it me ? 109 00:16:43,033 --> 00:16:45,865 Come on, what's up, man? 110 00:16:45,866 --> 00:16:48,508 I should have my fucking head examined. 111 00:16:48,543 --> 00:16:50,609 Come on, talk to me, wait ! 112 00:16:50,610 --> 00:16:53,863 Jesus, just tell me what did I do ? Was it me? 113 00:16:53,898 --> 00:16:57,116 It's nothing. I shouldn't have, I'm not ...!! 114 00:16:57,351 --> 00:16:59,737 I am sorry ! 115 00:20:00,825 --> 00:20:02,908 Drew. 116 00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:08,491 Drew! 117 00:20:31,116 --> 00:20:33,991 What you're yelling my name for, like that ? 118 00:20:36,950 --> 00:20:39,283 Hey Beautiful ! 119 00:20:40,541 --> 00:20:42,732 Say my name again. 120 00:20:42,833 --> 00:20:45,866 - Drew. - Slower, slower. 121 00:20:47,575 --> 00:20:49,657 Drew. 122 00:20:49,658 --> 00:20:52,825 Look at you in this light. 123 00:20:52,860 --> 00:20:56,283 You look so beautiful, 124 00:20:57,950 --> 00:21:00,116 .....so perfect. 125 00:21:01,825 --> 00:21:03,067 Say it again, 126 00:21:03,068 --> 00:21:06,450 Drew. 127 00:21:21,450 --> 00:21:23,741 I'll taste your lips. 128 00:21:33,991 --> 00:21:36,450 I love you. 129 00:21:37,783 --> 00:21:40,158 Hug me. 130 00:22:26,325 --> 00:22:27,859 Hey, say my name. 131 00:22:27,860 --> 00:22:28,865 Drew. 132 00:22:28,866 --> 00:22:31,212 - Say it again - Drew. 133 00:22:31,213 --> 00:22:33,991 Say it again, slower. 134 00:22:35,408 --> 00:22:37,366 Drew. 135 00:22:47,825 --> 00:22:51,408 Take this off ! 136 00:23:42,741 --> 00:23:45,234 Say my name ! 137 00:23:45,235 --> 00:23:46,824 Drew. 138 00:23:46,825 --> 00:23:48,442 Say it again, 139 00:23:48,443 --> 00:23:50,458 Drew. 140 00:23:50,733 --> 00:23:52,325 Say my name, 141 00:23:52,426 --> 00:23:53,484 Fuck, Drew, 142 00:23:53,485 --> 00:23:54,532 Say it ! 143 00:23:54,533 --> 00:23:56,942 Drew, Drew, oh fuck ! 144 00:23:56,943 --> 00:23:59,317 Drew, Drew, Drew, Drew, 145 00:23:59,318 --> 00:24:02,366 Fuck ! 146 00:24:08,158 --> 00:24:09,991 Fuck !! 147 00:24:27,741 --> 00:24:31,283 - Say my name. - Drew. 148 00:24:32,866 --> 00:24:35,366 Oh fuck !! 149 00:25:05,450 --> 00:25:07,109 What is my name? 150 00:25:07,110 --> 00:25:09,858 Drew 151 00:26:40,950 --> 00:26:43,991 Here, pull over here. 152 00:26:46,241 --> 00:26:48,807 Hey, hotshot ! 153 00:26:48,908 --> 00:26:52,658 Yes, you, come here a minute 154 00:26:56,308 --> 00:26:58,317 What's up man? 155 00:26:58,318 --> 00:27:00,382 - Hi there ! - Hello ! 156 00:27:00,583 --> 00:27:02,742 - What is your name ? - Scotty. 157 00:27:02,866 --> 00:27:05,234 Hey, Scotty, I'm Bob. 158 00:27:05,235 --> 00:27:07,814 Hello Bob. 159 00:27:07,815 --> 00:27:10,282 What are you up to ? 160 00:27:10,283 --> 00:27:11,525 What I'm up to ? 161 00:27:11,526 --> 00:27:12,782 Yes, what are you up to ? 162 00:27:12,783 --> 00:27:15,275 I saw you standing over there, is that your friend ? 163 00:27:15,276 --> 00:27:17,699 Yes, just you know hangin' out... 164 00:27:17,700 --> 00:27:20,266 You know... Seeing where the night takes us. 165 00:27:20,301 --> 00:27:22,074 Cool ride, Bob 166 00:27:22,075 --> 00:27:24,159 - Like the car? - Yeah.... 167 00:27:24,258 --> 00:27:27,800 This boat is like a shark attack, you know? 168 00:27:28,435 --> 00:27:30,783 "The great white of the streets". 169 00:27:31,041 --> 00:27:33,192 I wanted a black one, but they were all out 170 00:27:33,193 --> 00:27:35,959 Yes, life is bitch, huh? 171 00:27:35,960 --> 00:27:38,492 You get high, Scotty ? 172 00:27:38,493 --> 00:27:39,990 From time to time 173 00:27:39,991 --> 00:27:42,525 Why? You got any party supplies ? 174 00:27:42,526 --> 00:27:44,734 I'm a drunk, son. 175 00:27:44,735 --> 00:27:47,157 I don't do nothing else. 176 00:27:47,558 --> 00:27:51,458 Well, you know, I like to get drunk 177 00:27:52,491 --> 00:27:55,533 Did you wanna take a ride or something? 178 00:27:56,091 --> 00:27:58,115 I think I'll pass. 179 00:27:58,116 --> 00:28:00,233 But it's been nice talking to you. 180 00:28:00,234 --> 00:28:05,141 Wait, wait, I thought you wanted somebody to have a party with, yeah ? 181 00:28:05,476 --> 00:28:07,532 I do not know what I want. 182 00:28:07,533 --> 00:28:10,608 But I'll know when I find it. 183 00:28:10,743 --> 00:28:13,040 What ever ! 184 00:28:13,141 --> 00:28:15,824 Drive on, sir. Drive on ! 185 00:28:15,859 --> 00:28:18,908 He'll be dead in a year. 186 00:29:29,891 --> 00:29:33,915 (Romeo and Juliet, Act 3, Scene 3) 'tis torture, not mercy ! 187 00:29:33,950 --> 00:29:36,379 Heaven is here where Juliet lives. 188 00:29:36,380 --> 00:29:39,136 And every cat and dog and little mouse 189 00:29:39,137 --> 00:29:41,859 every unworthy thing... 190 00:29:41,860 --> 00:29:44,275 Live here in heaven and may look on her, 191 00:29:44,276 --> 00:29:47,665 But Romeo may not. 192 00:29:47,700 --> 00:29:53,900 More validity, more courtship lives in carrion flies than Romeo 193 00:29:55,783 --> 00:29:58,658 Fuck !! (He missed lines.......) 194 00:30:01,033 --> 00:30:02,990 Fuck, shit !! 195 00:30:02,991 --> 00:30:06,950 Fuck Romeo, fuck fucking Juliet ! 196 00:30:11,433 --> 00:30:13,866 Banished ! 197 00:30:15,075 --> 00:30:17,484 Bani-shed 198 00:30:17,485 --> 00:30:20,325 Ba-ni-shed 199 00:30:20,991 --> 00:30:24,366 Bani- la-la-la-la-la-la-la, 200 00:30:30,792 --> 00:30:31,950 Banished ! 201 00:30:36,575 --> 00:30:40,575 Banished ! 202 00:30:44,783 --> 00:30:47,285 Banished ! 203 00:30:56,866 --> 00:31:01,575 (The flies) They may seize on the white wonder of dear Juliet's hand 204 00:31:03,825 --> 00:31:07,158 and steal immortal blessings from her lips, 205 00:31:11,266 --> 00:31:17,908 Who even in pure and vestal modesty, 206 00:31:25,325 --> 00:31:31,841 Still blush, as thinking their own kisses sin. 207 00:31:42,658 --> 00:31:46,783 Though Romeo may not. 208 00:31:50,658 --> 00:31:55,658 He is banished !! 209 00:31:57,283 --> 00:31:59,783 What the hell is this? 210 00:32:01,908 --> 00:32:03,740 Sorry Sorry. 211 00:32:03,741 --> 00:32:06,567 Gene said I could practice here. 212 00:32:06,568 --> 00:32:09,324 Well, nobody told me nothing 213 00:32:09,325 --> 00:32:11,317 Ok, I'm sorry. 214 00:32:11,518 --> 00:32:14,116 I'll go, I'll go. 215 00:32:14,151 --> 00:32:16,033 Shit. 216 00:32:34,908 --> 00:32:36,490 Hey Dan. 217 00:32:36,491 --> 00:32:37,865 Brian, what time is it? 218 00:32:37,866 --> 00:32:40,366 I have no earthly idea. 219 00:32:43,741 --> 00:32:46,282 Jesus ! 220 00:32:46,783 --> 00:32:50,541 You know, I have a door. 221 00:32:56,241 --> 00:32:59,000 Window ! 222 00:33:09,366 --> 00:33:12,317 Damn, I was having a killer dream. 223 00:33:12,318 --> 00:33:14,366 Yeah ? What was it about ? 224 00:33:16,741 --> 00:33:19,116 I can't remember now. 225 00:33:22,450 --> 00:33:25,517 You know, I wrote this in two weeks. The initial poems. 226 00:33:25,658 --> 00:33:29,706 Editing took longer, but for two weeks man, I was "on fire" 227 00:33:29,741 --> 00:33:32,525 Is that why you woke me up? 228 00:33:32,526 --> 00:33:35,147 To see if I still had your book? 229 00:33:35,148 --> 00:33:37,645 These ain't poems, you know, 230 00:33:37,646 --> 00:33:40,032 Okay, what are they then? 231 00:33:40,033 --> 00:33:42,609 Remember the first time we fooled around ? 232 00:33:42,610 --> 00:33:44,199 Of course. 233 00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:46,199 Remember the morning? 234 00:33:46,200 --> 00:33:48,615 The next morning, in bed ? 235 00:33:48,616 --> 00:33:51,658 Man, I was so happy. It was killer sex all night long 236 00:33:51,693 --> 00:33:54,126 And then we just talked, you know, 237 00:33:54,127 --> 00:33:56,449 The light coming through the windowpane 238 00:33:56,450 --> 00:34:01,366 And I told you my favorite thing to do was to be kissed. 239 00:34:01,401 --> 00:34:03,525 Do you remember what you did? 240 00:34:03,526 --> 00:34:05,740 Yeah... 241 00:34:05,741 --> 00:34:08,366 You kissed me ! 242 00:34:10,908 --> 00:34:14,408 It was amazing, we made out for like an hour. 243 00:34:14,643 --> 00:34:16,657 Soul to soul. 244 00:34:16,658 --> 00:34:18,900 You remember that ? Did you feel that? 245 00:34:18,901 --> 00:34:21,059 Yeah... 246 00:34:21,660 --> 00:34:23,907 Yeah... 247 00:34:23,908 --> 00:34:27,581 How many times we fooled around that summer ? 248 00:34:27,616 --> 00:34:29,942 I don't know man, we were drunk half the time. 249 00:34:29,943 --> 00:34:31,525 Three times, it was three times. 250 00:34:31,526 --> 00:34:33,565 Man, you were amazing !! 251 00:34:33,566 --> 00:34:35,925 You were curious and playful, 252 00:34:35,926 --> 00:34:38,150 passionate and hot. 253 00:34:38,151 --> 00:34:39,282 Shut up ! 254 00:34:39,283 --> 00:34:40,775 There was love in that room, 255 00:34:40,776 --> 00:34:42,949 You could feel that, couldn't you ? 256 00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:45,975 And those other times you were the one.... 257 00:34:46,110 --> 00:34:48,825 ....you came knocking on my door 258 00:34:50,825 --> 00:34:53,817 My straight roommate wanted me..... 259 00:34:53,818 --> 00:34:56,408 Yeah ? 260 00:34:58,283 --> 00:35:00,367 Why did you stop? 261 00:35:00,468 --> 00:35:02,407 Brian. 262 00:35:02,408 --> 00:35:04,990 No, come on man, tell me. 263 00:35:04,991 --> 00:35:09,533 Why did you stop wanting me ? What did I do ? 264 00:35:09,568 --> 00:35:12,334 What did you do ? 265 00:35:12,335 --> 00:35:14,490 You didn't do anything. 266 00:35:14,491 --> 00:35:16,484 Then why, tell me ? 267 00:35:16,485 --> 00:35:18,549 I don't know. 268 00:35:18,550 --> 00:35:20,282 - Tell me. - I don't know man. 269 00:35:20,283 --> 00:35:22,342 Jesus, you wake me in the middle of the night..... 270 00:35:22,343 --> 00:35:24,509 - Just tell me. - I do not know, okay? 271 00:35:24,608 --> 00:35:27,554 - I tried it with guys.... - Guys? 272 00:35:27,589 --> 00:35:30,623 I tried it with you and you were "guys" for me. 273 00:35:30,658 --> 00:35:34,091 Okay, so... was I some experiment ? 274 00:35:34,426 --> 00:35:36,984 Something to do between girlfriends ? 275 00:35:36,985 --> 00:35:39,950 No, no, man. 276 00:35:47,408 --> 00:35:52,366 Look, being with you, meant so much to me. 277 00:35:54,325 --> 00:35:56,407 It did........ 278 00:35:56,408 --> 00:36:00,248 But, I like girls, man. 279 00:36:00,283 --> 00:36:05,283 I do and I got this thing with Sandra and ... 280 00:36:05,825 --> 00:36:08,825 And you love her..... 281 00:36:17,866 --> 00:36:21,825 "The days were bright red and every time we kissed," 282 00:36:21,860 --> 00:36:24,334 "....there was another apple to slice into pieces," 283 00:36:24,335 --> 00:36:26,575 "Look at the light through the windowpane" 284 00:36:26,576 --> 00:36:28,674 "That means it's noon," 285 00:36:28,675 --> 00:36:31,290 "That means we're inconsolable" 286 00:36:31,325 --> 00:36:34,275 "Tell me how all this and love too, will ruin us." 287 00:36:34,276 --> 00:36:37,105 "These, our bodies possessed by light" 288 00:36:37,106 --> 00:36:42,266 "Tell me we'll never get used to it". Poem "Scheherazade" by Richard Siken 289 00:36:42,550 --> 00:36:44,834 It's my favoured one 290 00:36:44,935 --> 00:36:47,449 I wrote it for you 291 00:36:47,450 --> 00:36:50,498 The whole book is for you !! 292 00:36:50,533 --> 00:36:52,817 For you, because of you, because I fell in love with you !! 293 00:36:52,818 --> 00:36:57,040 And that sucks for me 'cause my love is a sickness, it's a disease ! 294 00:36:59,366 --> 00:37:03,431 And I'm wiped out ! I'm gone !! 295 00:37:04,366 --> 00:37:09,325 I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't write ! 296 00:37:09,700 --> 00:37:12,450 I can't do anything but look for you ! 297 00:37:14,091 --> 00:37:16,693 I thought you said your new book was going great..... 298 00:37:16,874 --> 00:37:18,874 OK, well I lied !! 299 00:37:18,908 --> 00:37:21,442 I am a one-year-wonder and I'm going down 300 00:37:21,443 --> 00:37:23,709 My savings are gone and the advance is gone 301 00:37:23,710 --> 00:37:26,155 You know, my dad is gonna be so happy about that 302 00:37:26,156 --> 00:37:28,567 Stupid faggot artist son fucks up again !! 303 00:37:28,568 --> 00:37:30,642 Hey, your dad is gonna be upset... 304 00:37:30,743 --> 00:37:33,366 ...because his son is broke, OK ? 305 00:37:36,075 --> 00:37:40,116 You didn't fail, Brian, OK ? 306 00:37:40,351 --> 00:37:42,357 You made a choice..... 307 00:37:42,458 --> 00:37:45,783 ...you took a risk and I respect the hell outta ya for that 308 00:37:45,818 --> 00:37:47,833 In this book..... 309 00:37:48,741 --> 00:37:51,831 Do you have any....? 310 00:37:51,866 --> 00:37:55,866 This book means the world to me. OK ? 311 00:37:55,901 --> 00:37:58,665 And then, it gets published and you win all those awards, 312 00:37:58,866 --> 00:38:01,873 and you go off and you travel and you do all these readings, 313 00:38:01,908 --> 00:38:06,992 I mean, if you don't feel pride or gratitude for that..... 314 00:38:10,325 --> 00:38:12,775 I'm gonna smack you up in the head, 315 00:38:12,876 --> 00:38:14,957 I was arrogant ! 316 00:38:15,058 --> 00:38:17,199 One stupid little book .... 317 00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:19,609 and I ditched school and quit our job because... 318 00:38:19,710 --> 00:38:22,758 ....I am a real writer now 319 00:38:23,693 --> 00:38:26,200 I'm so stupid !! 320 00:38:28,450 --> 00:38:32,033 Now they want another book and I cannot write ! 321 00:38:32,068 --> 00:38:34,074 My life depends on it, and I can't ! 322 00:38:34,075 --> 00:38:36,865 So get a job ! OK ? 323 00:38:36,866 --> 00:38:40,741 Get a job, just like the rest of us. 324 00:38:40,776 --> 00:38:43,199 Yeah ! 325 00:38:43,200 --> 00:38:47,225 You wrote this book while you were bussing tables, you douchebag ! 326 00:38:47,660 --> 00:38:49,740 And screw you, by the way 327 00:38:49,741 --> 00:38:51,817 Do you know how lucky you are? 328 00:38:51,818 --> 00:38:53,574 You got a gift, man. 329 00:38:53,575 --> 00:38:55,984 You got a gift, I would kill for something like that ! 330 00:38:55,985 --> 00:38:58,750 - It is not a gift. - Shut up !! 331 00:39:01,866 --> 00:39:04,575 Everybody leaves !! 332 00:39:06,491 --> 00:39:09,825 No !! They don't !! 333 00:39:12,116 --> 00:39:15,241 Not everybody ! 334 00:39:19,033 --> 00:39:22,825 I do love you man ! I do ! 335 00:39:22,860 --> 00:39:26,783 You know that, right? 336 00:39:33,783 --> 00:39:37,833 Come here, come here..... 337 00:39:51,950 --> 00:39:54,442 Hey ! 338 00:39:54,443 --> 00:39:57,325 No, dogboy !! 339 00:40:05,450 --> 00:40:08,950 Go home, Brian, 340 00:42:07,091 --> 00:42:09,158 You live here ? 341 00:42:10,300 --> 00:42:12,457 Not for long... 342 00:42:12,458 --> 00:42:14,483 Wait here one second, okay ? 343 00:42:14,684 --> 00:42:16,775 What ? We can't go inside ? 344 00:42:16,776 --> 00:42:19,291 Just one second. 345 00:42:29,991 --> 00:42:31,950 Drew ? 346 00:42:33,033 --> 00:42:35,116 Drew ? 347 00:42:35,908 --> 00:42:37,958 Drew ? 348 00:42:58,825 --> 00:43:01,200 Hey..... 349 00:43:06,908 --> 00:43:10,825 What are you doing staring out of the window? 350 00:43:10,860 --> 00:43:14,116 You look so beautiful in this light. 351 00:43:17,783 --> 00:43:20,366 I'm making a decision. 352 00:43:22,075 --> 00:43:24,491 About what? 353 00:43:27,450 --> 00:43:29,907 Stuff.... 354 00:43:30,508 --> 00:43:32,950 Stuff.... 355 00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:39,657 I'm not lunch, you know? 356 00:43:39,658 --> 00:43:44,533 You can't just fuck me every time you want a fucking break. 357 00:43:44,568 --> 00:43:47,658 Hmm, fuckbreak, I like that ! 358 00:43:49,783 --> 00:43:53,825 Hey look at you ! Stay right there ! 359 00:43:53,860 --> 00:43:56,408 You look so beautiful. 360 00:43:58,741 --> 00:44:03,833 My beautiful, gentle..... beautiful boy 361 00:44:15,325 --> 00:44:19,466 I'm moving to New York. 362 00:44:25,366 --> 00:44:27,783 What ? 363 00:44:29,325 --> 00:44:31,283 NY ? 364 00:44:32,991 --> 00:44:36,291 Okay, baby, talk to me ! 365 00:44:39,175 --> 00:44:41,754 - What are you doin' ? Come here ! - Let me go ! 366 00:44:41,755 --> 00:44:45,200 Let me fucking go !! 367 00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:54,441 OK ! When did you decide this ? 368 00:44:55,816 --> 00:44:57,740 A few days ago. 369 00:44:57,741 --> 00:44:58,907 - A few days ago ? - Today !! 370 00:44:58,908 --> 00:45:00,567 - Today? - Whatever! 371 00:45:00,568 --> 00:45:01,907 - So when ? - Whatever ! It doesn't..... 372 00:45:01,908 --> 00:45:04,656 Wait, I told you I was gonna be working on this piece for the next three.... 373 00:45:04,676 --> 00:45:06,715 ....or four months and you said it was fine 374 00:45:06,716 --> 00:45:09,349 -Fuck that fucking statue! -I've been working on that..... 375 00:45:09,450 --> 00:45:12,333 When you're through with it, are you gonna throw me out ? 376 00:45:12,950 --> 00:45:15,907 I'm not gonna throw you out ! 377 00:45:15,908 --> 00:45:19,137 I love you, I'd never do that. 378 00:45:19,172 --> 00:45:23,066 I'd do anything for you... You know that 379 00:45:23,175 --> 00:45:25,265 Yes, you would do anything for me. 380 00:45:25,266 --> 00:45:27,567 Yes, I would do anything for you. 381 00:45:27,568 --> 00:45:29,649 Fine, destroy it ! 382 00:45:29,650 --> 00:45:32,450 Break it into a million fucking pieces ! 383 00:45:34,116 --> 00:45:36,865 Are you serious ? 384 00:45:36,866 --> 00:45:38,892 - Is that what you want ? - Yes Yes ! 385 00:45:38,908 --> 00:45:40,971 So, that's gonna prove my love for you ? 386 00:45:40,972 --> 00:45:43,397 That's what I fucking want! I want you to fucking destroy the fucking thing! 387 00:45:43,498 --> 00:45:45,525 You're a fucking liar. 388 00:45:46,458 --> 00:45:48,484 I love you, but I ain't doing that. 389 00:45:48,485 --> 00:45:51,093 No, you don't love me ! 390 00:45:51,194 --> 00:45:53,590 You fucking.... You just use me. 391 00:45:53,691 --> 00:45:55,740 Baby, let's calm down. 392 00:45:55,841 --> 00:45:58,950 Shut up, I'm not your human sacrifice! 393 00:45:58,985 --> 00:46:01,157 Human sacrifice ? What the fuck are you talking about? 394 00:46:01,210 --> 00:46:03,450 Don't fucking touch me ! 395 00:46:07,200 --> 00:46:09,616 What the fuck just happened ? 396 00:46:20,866 --> 00:46:23,458 Got a smoke ? 397 00:46:35,366 --> 00:46:37,817 What are you doing sitting here on the curve ? 398 00:46:37,818 --> 00:46:39,999 Waiting for a friend, he's coming right out 399 00:46:40,000 --> 00:46:42,075 Yeah ? What's your friend's name ? 400 00:46:42,076 --> 00:46:44,109 I don't know, we just met. 401 00:46:44,110 --> 00:46:45,724 What's my name, yo ? 402 00:46:45,725 --> 00:46:48,067 How the fuck should I know ? Sal Mineo ? 403 00:46:48,068 --> 00:46:49,984 Close...... Sergio. 404 00:46:49,985 --> 00:46:51,907 Yeah ? 405 00:46:51,908 --> 00:46:54,088 I'm Brian. 406 00:46:54,089 --> 00:46:56,116 Brian ? 407 00:46:56,117 --> 00:46:58,074 Cool 408 00:46:58,075 --> 00:47:00,442 - You smoke pot ? - I guess.... 409 00:47:00,908 --> 00:47:04,416 'cause I got this killer stuff but I ain't got no pipe. 410 00:47:04,751 --> 00:47:06,690 You got one ? 411 00:47:06,791 --> 00:47:09,741 Yes, I think so. It's back, in my house. 412 00:47:09,776 --> 00:47:12,275 You live around here ? 413 00:47:12,276 --> 00:47:15,748 I have no idea. 414 00:47:15,783 --> 00:47:18,379 It would be fun to get high with you. 415 00:47:18,380 --> 00:47:20,942 You'd be funny high 416 00:47:20,943 --> 00:47:23,325 Thanks ? 417 00:47:24,700 --> 00:47:26,942 Isn't this where that famous sculpture artist lives ? 418 00:47:26,943 --> 00:47:29,324 - Is it ? - Yeah 419 00:47:29,325 --> 00:47:32,008 Famous sculptor artist, big shot ! 420 00:47:32,043 --> 00:47:33,984 You model for him ? 421 00:47:34,085 --> 00:47:36,606 Me ? No ! 422 00:47:36,641 --> 00:47:38,643 Big fucking moon, yo ! 423 00:47:38,644 --> 00:47:40,977 Yeah, big fucking moon. 424 00:47:58,783 --> 00:48:01,734 Well, have fun with your imaginary friend. 425 00:48:01,735 --> 00:48:04,616 He is not imaginary. 426 00:48:08,033 --> 00:48:13,516 If I was an artist, you could model for me anytime you want. 427 00:49:48,866 --> 00:49:50,200 Fuck ! 428 00:49:51,408 --> 00:49:53,616 Hey man, are you okay? 429 00:53:24,450 --> 00:53:26,900 Wow, that was hot. 430 00:53:26,901 --> 00:53:28,615 Yeah 431 00:53:28,616 --> 00:53:30,046 What's your name? 432 00:53:30,047 --> 00:53:32,900 - What difference does it make ? - What's your name? 433 00:53:32,901 --> 00:53:34,949 Jim. 434 00:53:34,950 --> 00:53:36,950 I'm Brian. 435 00:53:38,741 --> 00:53:40,950 Cool 436 00:53:55,208 --> 00:53:57,275 Alright, I'll see you later 437 00:53:57,276 --> 00:53:59,740 Wait a minute ! 438 00:53:59,741 --> 00:54:02,866 I mean....what are you up to ? 439 00:54:02,901 --> 00:54:06,040 Wanna get a drink or something ? 440 00:54:06,075 --> 00:54:10,125 No, I got to go meet my friends 441 00:54:45,991 --> 00:54:48,462 - Hello ! - Hi ! 442 00:54:48,463 --> 00:54:50,824 Where do you come from ? 443 00:54:50,825 --> 00:54:53,525 A cold and lonely night ! 444 00:54:53,526 --> 00:54:56,115 Poor baby ! You're by yourself, huh ? 445 00:54:56,116 --> 00:54:57,907 Can I buy you a drink ? 446 00:54:57,908 --> 00:54:59,817 - Certainly - What'd you have ? 447 00:54:59,818 --> 00:55:01,507 Whisky... 448 00:55:01,508 --> 00:55:04,149 ....and a beer chaser. 449 00:55:04,250 --> 00:55:06,966 Two whiskys and a beer chaser for my friend 450 00:55:07,001 --> 00:55:09,900 I know he wants to chase something.... 451 00:55:09,901 --> 00:55:11,824 - Tony. - Gus. 452 00:55:11,825 --> 00:55:14,998 You are fucking fine ! 453 00:55:15,033 --> 00:55:17,942 I'd love to take you home and let you fuck me ! 454 00:55:17,943 --> 00:55:21,092 - Fuck me all fucking night - That's hot ! 455 00:55:21,373 --> 00:55:23,617 Fucking loony hot ! 456 00:55:23,818 --> 00:55:25,824 - Cheers ! - Cheers ! 457 00:55:25,825 --> 00:55:28,575 - To tonight ! - Fuck yeah ! 458 00:55:30,908 --> 00:55:34,158 Two more ! 459 00:55:38,116 --> 00:55:40,775 I've been looking for you all evening 460 00:55:40,776 --> 00:55:42,334 And I have found you. 461 00:55:42,335 --> 00:55:43,859 Hey, I'm Brian! 462 00:55:43,860 --> 00:55:45,839 - Hey ! - I'm Jim's boyfriend. 463 00:55:45,908 --> 00:55:47,942 - Tony. - Yeah, sure you are... 464 00:55:48,043 --> 00:55:49,824 Yeah.... 465 00:55:49,825 --> 00:55:52,324 You like my boyfriend ? 466 00:55:52,325 --> 00:55:54,817 No, it's OK, everybody does !! 467 00:55:54,818 --> 00:55:56,947 Look at him, he's gorgeous, right ? 468 00:55:57,048 --> 00:56:00,491 We've only been dating like two or three months. 469 00:56:00,526 --> 00:56:01,699 Wow! 470 00:56:01,700 --> 00:56:03,742 Yes, we're sickly in love, right? 471 00:56:03,843 --> 00:56:05,699 Yeah, sick.... 472 00:56:05,800 --> 00:56:08,866 That's great, I'm really happy for you. 473 00:56:09,101 --> 00:56:11,126 Nice meeting you 474 00:56:11,127 --> 00:56:12,740 Don't go ! No ! 475 00:56:12,741 --> 00:56:15,525 That's alright.... I'm not into fucking dramas ! 476 00:56:15,526 --> 00:56:18,075 He's the best fucking fuck I've ever had. 477 00:56:18,276 --> 00:56:19,907 Fuck !! 478 00:56:24,360 --> 00:56:26,325 Come on. 479 00:56:41,783 --> 00:56:44,588 I'm leaving, okay? 480 00:56:44,589 --> 00:56:47,359 Can you hear me ? 481 00:56:47,360 --> 00:56:49,299 I'm leaving ! 482 00:56:49,700 --> 00:56:52,700 Don't fucking follow me !! 483 00:56:54,866 --> 00:56:57,477 OK ? 484 00:57:09,166 --> 00:57:11,817 Hey, you're a real dick, you know that ? 485 00:57:11,818 --> 00:57:14,575 Anybody ever tell you that ? 486 00:57:14,676 --> 00:57:16,740 Hey ! I'm talking to you ! 487 00:57:16,741 --> 00:57:19,300 At least be a man and look me in the eye ! 488 00:57:19,301 --> 00:57:21,074 Look, I don't know you, OK ? 489 00:57:21,075 --> 00:57:23,490 Just because we fucked, it doesn't mean that we're friends ! 490 00:57:23,591 --> 00:57:25,609 Go home, you're drunk, stay away from me ! 491 00:57:25,610 --> 00:57:28,532 Do whatever the fuck you wanna do, stay away from me! 492 00:57:28,533 --> 00:57:31,131 Wait, don't walk way from me 493 00:57:32,866 --> 00:57:36,116 Fuck man ! Never touch me again you fucking psycho ! 494 00:57:45,741 --> 00:57:47,991 Look, just ... 495 00:57:50,741 --> 00:57:53,158 Go home, okay? 496 00:57:55,341 --> 00:57:58,971 Just go home. 497 00:58:07,741 --> 00:58:09,853 You're a soulless fucking dick and I hate you ! 498 00:58:09,854 --> 00:58:12,397 I wish I'd never met you ! 499 00:58:54,075 --> 00:58:57,283 Female companionship..... 500 00:58:57,708 --> 00:58:59,740 Excuse me ? 501 00:58:59,741 --> 00:59:02,490 Only one thing can put a puss on a man like that ! 502 00:59:02,791 --> 00:59:05,048 And that's females ! 503 00:59:05,283 --> 00:59:09,658 Jealousy and lover's contempt, something like that. 504 00:59:09,693 --> 00:59:12,734 - Am I right ? -Yes, something like that. 505 00:59:13,915 --> 00:59:16,004 I thought so. 506 00:59:16,005 --> 00:59:18,325 What's her name? 507 00:59:20,866 --> 00:59:21,824 Maryanne 508 00:59:21,825 --> 00:59:25,116 Maryanne, sweet Maryanne 509 00:59:26,741 --> 00:59:30,574 A name that's hung like a bell in my heart, 510 00:59:30,609 --> 00:59:35,808 And when it swings, it rings: "Maryanne,Maryanne,Maryanne" 511 00:59:36,950 --> 00:59:40,991 Well, fuck her if she can't take a joke, right? 512 00:59:41,026 --> 00:59:42,400 - Right - Am I right ? 513 00:59:42,401 --> 00:59:44,491 You're right. 514 00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:47,865 - Hey, - What? 515 00:59:47,866 --> 00:59:50,200 What do you think of my ride ? 516 00:59:53,033 --> 00:59:55,050 - It's awesome. - Damn right, it is !! 517 00:59:55,100 --> 00:59:58,265 Have you ever been inside one of those things? It's like the Titanic. 518 00:59:58,400 --> 01:00:00,632 A fucking ocean liner !! 519 01:00:00,833 --> 01:00:03,915 Yeah, once in high school prom 520 01:00:03,950 --> 01:00:07,008 Well, you're not in high school anymore 521 01:00:07,243 --> 01:00:08,740 Are you ? 522 01:00:08,741 --> 01:00:11,866 No, I'm not in high school anymore 523 01:00:11,901 --> 01:00:14,142 So, hop in ! Yeah, hop in ! 524 01:00:15,116 --> 01:00:18,825 We'll drink like men and cruise around in style 525 01:00:18,860 --> 01:00:22,116 The envy of everyone around us ! 526 01:00:26,366 --> 01:00:28,942 Yeah ! Sure, why not ? 527 01:00:28,943 --> 01:00:31,332 That's it. Grab life by the balls !! 528 01:00:31,985 --> 01:00:34,366 Take it !! 529 01:00:37,783 --> 01:00:40,074 Help me up here ! I'm an old man 530 01:00:40,075 --> 01:00:44,123 You're not that old but you probably should slow down on that stuff 531 01:00:44,958 --> 01:00:49,158 Blaspheme !! Speak not as the gods will hear !! 532 01:00:52,450 --> 01:00:53,859 - In you go ! -After you !! 533 01:00:53,860 --> 01:00:56,366 No, no, I insist ! 534 01:01:07,950 --> 01:01:11,067 I'll tell you something kid. Girls ruin everything 535 01:01:12,481 --> 01:01:15,025 Here, have a drink 536 01:01:19,950 --> 01:01:22,125 Too weak for you, kid ? 537 01:01:22,126 --> 01:01:24,224 It's really strong !! 538 01:01:24,325 --> 01:01:26,407 Then, better to get you drunk with 539 01:01:26,508 --> 01:01:29,658 You got to catch up with me, right ? 540 01:01:29,693 --> 01:01:31,658 Apparently.... 541 01:01:33,075 --> 01:01:35,574 So, what do you do exactly ? 542 01:01:35,575 --> 01:01:39,700 I'm an agent, son. Agent to the stars... 543 01:01:39,735 --> 01:01:42,709 Agent, like..... Like a talent agent ? 544 01:01:42,710 --> 01:01:46,116 Yeah, known around the world ! 545 01:01:49,783 --> 01:01:54,825 My name is Bob. But you may call me "Bob". 546 01:01:54,860 --> 01:01:57,043 What do they call you around here, son ? 547 01:01:57,044 --> 01:01:59,157 What....who... Who are you agent for ? 548 01:01:59,158 --> 01:02:03,033 Don't be a starfucker, kid. It's unattractive. 549 01:02:03,068 --> 01:02:06,123 Tonight, you get to be the star. 550 01:02:06,158 --> 01:02:09,157 Now, tell me your name, or I will pick one for you. 551 01:02:09,158 --> 01:02:11,525 And you won't like it, but that will be tough shit for you 552 01:02:11,526 --> 01:02:13,859 Because it will be your name for the rest of the night. 553 01:02:13,860 --> 01:02:15,525 How would you like that ? 554 01:02:15,526 --> 01:02:17,667 No, no. 555 01:02:17,668 --> 01:02:20,530 I'm Jim, 556 01:02:20,531 --> 01:02:23,282 Oh, that's too bad ! 557 01:02:23,283 --> 01:02:26,324 I was hoping for "Mike" 558 01:02:26,359 --> 01:02:29,365 I like that name...."Mike". 559 01:02:30,366 --> 01:02:34,053 You're Mike and Mike was a car mechanic, 560 01:02:34,088 --> 01:02:37,741 And he had his old lady and two girlfriends at the side 561 01:02:38,783 --> 01:02:41,866 and they all chased you around. 562 01:02:41,901 --> 01:02:45,325 I'm sorry, I'm just Jim. 563 01:02:46,866 --> 01:02:51,825 Then I'll call "James," and you shall be a prince.... 564 01:02:52,366 --> 01:02:56,908 ...and henceforth, you shall be "Prince James". 565 01:03:00,866 --> 01:03:04,456 So, what do you do, rock star James ? 566 01:03:04,491 --> 01:03:06,817 Well, it's funny you should mention that because.... 567 01:03:06,818 --> 01:03:09,392 Just don't tell me you're another fucking actor! 568 01:03:09,393 --> 01:03:11,738 Because if you're a god damn fucking actor.... 569 01:03:11,839 --> 01:03:14,115 ...just get the hell out of my car !! 570 01:03:14,216 --> 01:03:17,116 I've had enough of god damn actors in my god damn life. 571 01:03:17,151 --> 01:03:21,075 If you're an actor, there's the door, beat it ! 572 01:03:21,110 --> 01:03:24,700 Because tonight, I'm on vacation. 573 01:03:28,150 --> 01:03:30,275 I'm sorry, what were you saying ? 574 01:03:30,276 --> 01:03:32,983 Yes, what you do, Mike ? 575 01:03:33,818 --> 01:03:36,866 I'm sorry, Jim. 576 01:03:36,901 --> 01:03:39,901 James. 577 01:03:47,841 --> 01:03:50,275 I'm an car mechanic. 578 01:03:50,311 --> 01:03:53,682 - Get the fuck out....! - No, really, a car mechanic, 579 01:03:54,325 --> 01:03:57,209 - It's funny how you knew, huh ? - Unbelievable ! 580 01:03:57,575 --> 01:03:59,975 Yeah, I work over on 5th street with my buddy Al. 581 01:04:00,076 --> 01:04:02,084 We're friends since high school. 582 01:04:02,085 --> 01:04:04,200 I used to bang his sister. 583 01:04:05,533 --> 01:04:07,838 Yeah. And now she has a kid.... 584 01:04:07,839 --> 01:04:10,109 ...with some bon from Pittsburgh, a real dick 585 01:04:10,110 --> 01:04:11,324 Oh yeah ? 586 01:04:11,325 --> 01:04:15,866 Yeah, he's a soulless dick ! 587 01:04:50,700 --> 01:04:53,004 I give up ! I give up ! 588 01:04:53,005 --> 01:04:55,199 I surrender, OK ? 589 01:04:55,200 --> 01:04:57,324 I did it, I confess. 590 01:04:57,325 --> 01:04:59,741 Do with me what you will ! 591 01:05:01,450 --> 01:05:03,533 It was me, 592 01:05:05,783 --> 01:05:13,116 Oh my soul, be with me now, all things shining (film "The Thin Red Line" 1998 by Terrence Malik) 593 01:05:21,116 --> 01:05:23,740 Chris. 594 01:05:24,741 --> 01:05:27,991 Your name is Chris and we made sweet love right there.... 595 01:05:28,026 --> 01:05:32,950 ...tonight, years ago 596 01:05:36,075 --> 01:05:39,408 You are Dan 597 01:05:41,033 --> 01:05:44,134 And I love you and that's OK. That's okay, 598 01:05:47,033 --> 01:05:51,887 Chris, Jim, after meeting Sergio, 599 01:05:51,922 --> 01:05:56,741 Tyrell, Andre, Tim, Michael, Phil, Dave. 600 01:05:57,450 --> 01:06:01,077 Andre, Cameron, Frankie. 601 01:06:27,700 --> 01:06:30,241 Inhuman sacrifice 602 01:06:31,575 --> 01:06:34,025 Human sacrifice. 603 01:06:34,026 --> 01:06:36,657 Use you up and throw you 604 01:06:36,658 --> 01:06:39,950 Hey !! I'm not a vampire! 605 01:06:42,700 --> 01:06:44,949 I'm not gonna try suck your blood..... 606 01:06:44,950 --> 01:06:47,859 ...anything like that and then get rid of you. 607 01:06:47,860 --> 01:06:50,491 You don't know me ! 608 01:06:51,866 --> 01:06:54,775 New York, New York, big city of dreams, 609 01:06:54,776 --> 01:06:58,241 Go to New York. 610 01:06:58,276 --> 01:07:00,033 Cool.... 611 01:07:01,991 --> 01:07:04,325 Do what you need to do. 612 01:07:05,908 --> 01:07:09,408 Jim, do you hear me? 613 01:07:13,408 --> 01:07:15,908 I'm not a vampire. 614 01:07:19,700 --> 01:07:21,408 Jim. 615 01:07:23,450 --> 01:07:28,033 Jimmy, what are you gonna do in New York anyway ? 616 01:07:28,068 --> 01:07:29,188 Jim ? 617 01:07:29,189 --> 01:07:30,199 Jimmy ? 618 01:07:30,200 --> 01:07:31,615 Come on, what are you gonna do ? 619 01:07:31,616 --> 01:07:33,782 Move to New York and get a little.... 620 01:07:33,783 --> 01:07:36,866 ... shitty apartment on the Lower East Side ? 621 01:07:36,901 --> 01:07:39,126 With about 40 hipster roommates ? 622 01:07:39,127 --> 01:07:41,240 Is that what you wanna do ? 623 01:07:41,241 --> 01:07:45,366 With no contacts, no money, no nothing ? 624 01:07:49,283 --> 01:07:52,908 All right, big man, you're a grown man ! 625 01:07:52,943 --> 01:07:55,567 Do what you got to do. 626 01:07:55,568 --> 01:07:57,658 NY! 627 01:07:59,241 --> 01:08:02,658 Baby, it's the work. 628 01:08:02,693 --> 01:08:04,908 It's the work. 629 01:08:07,200 --> 01:08:10,950 That work takes everything 630 01:08:10,985 --> 01:08:14,081 It takes all you got ! 631 01:08:14,116 --> 01:08:16,775 It takes your blood, your sweat, your tears, 632 01:08:16,776 --> 01:08:18,782 ...your heart, your fucking.... 633 01:08:18,783 --> 01:08:21,991 It takes everything man! You got to put it all in there 634 01:08:22,026 --> 01:08:24,575 And sometimes you don't have time for... 635 01:08:26,866 --> 01:08:29,950 I don't know..... The day to day.... 636 01:08:30,825 --> 01:08:33,588 ...stuff..... 637 01:08:33,589 --> 01:08:36,317 Jim ? Jim ! 638 01:08:36,318 --> 01:08:38,533 Jim ! 639 01:08:39,908 --> 01:08:42,408 Baby. 640 01:08:44,283 --> 01:08:47,533 Baby. 641 01:08:55,491 --> 01:08:59,533 You know, sometimes, it just hurts me... 642 01:09:01,783 --> 01:09:04,407 ....how beautiful you are. 643 01:09:04,408 --> 01:09:07,741 I'm not talking aesthetics, I'm talking.... 644 01:09:10,700 --> 01:09:13,765 ...of your innocence, your pure beauty. 645 01:09:14,300 --> 01:09:16,699 That's what I see and sometimes, I guess.... 646 01:09:16,700 --> 01:09:19,234 I'm all over you because I just want to devour it. 647 01:09:19,235 --> 01:09:21,332 I just want to be closer to it. 648 01:09:21,433 --> 01:09:24,825 I just want to touch it and feel that beauty. 649 01:09:27,116 --> 01:09:29,200 I don't know. 650 01:09:32,616 --> 01:09:35,866 But hey, if you want to go, go. 651 01:09:35,901 --> 01:09:39,279 I'm gonna go crazy here without you, 652 01:09:39,314 --> 01:09:42,658 but a man has got to be free. 653 01:09:42,693 --> 01:09:44,615 OK ? 654 01:09:44,616 --> 01:09:46,817 I'll let you do what you got to do. Alright ? 655 01:09:46,818 --> 01:09:48,855 That's my love talking, baby. 656 01:09:48,956 --> 01:09:51,425 That's my love talking, right here. 657 01:09:52,741 --> 01:09:54,991 You hear me, Jim ? 658 01:09:56,158 --> 01:09:58,158 Jim ? 659 01:10:02,200 --> 01:10:05,491 Jimmy ? 660 01:10:09,491 --> 01:10:11,171 Jim, do you hear me ? 661 01:10:11,172 --> 01:10:13,283 I am talking to you. 662 01:10:15,450 --> 01:10:17,241 Jim. 663 01:10:17,983 --> 01:10:20,058 Motherfucker ! 664 01:10:26,191 --> 01:10:28,192 Let me ask you something 665 01:10:28,193 --> 01:10:30,033 Shoot 666 01:10:30,800 --> 01:10:32,875 You're a ladies' man 667 01:10:32,976 --> 01:10:34,565 That's right 668 01:10:34,566 --> 01:10:36,942 You got a lot of girfriends ? 669 01:10:36,943 --> 01:10:39,365 A few 670 01:10:39,366 --> 01:10:41,608 How old are they? 671 01:10:41,609 --> 01:10:43,740 Different ages 672 01:10:43,741 --> 01:10:46,033 I go where my body takes me 673 01:10:48,200 --> 01:10:50,283 Where the body takes you. 674 01:10:52,366 --> 01:10:54,616 I like that. 675 01:10:57,241 --> 01:11:01,075 Has your body ever made it with a guy before ? 676 01:11:01,110 --> 01:11:05,200 As a matter of fact.... Yeah, once. 677 01:11:07,708 --> 01:11:09,824 Tell me about 678 01:11:09,825 --> 01:11:12,833 It was a couple of years ago, 679 01:11:13,568 --> 01:11:17,241 It was summertime, hot, sweaty. 680 01:11:18,241 --> 01:11:23,200 This guy drives by, does a U-turn, stops.... 681 01:11:23,825 --> 01:11:27,700 So I said, you know..... Fuck it ! 682 01:11:30,783 --> 01:11:34,158 I got into his car, went to his place... 683 01:11:36,241 --> 01:11:39,108 - And ? - And what ? 684 01:11:39,109 --> 01:11:42,001 What did you do? 685 01:11:42,002 --> 01:11:44,447 We fucked, Bob ! 686 01:11:44,448 --> 01:11:46,859 What did you think ? 687 01:11:46,860 --> 01:11:48,783 Yeah ! 688 01:11:51,200 --> 01:11:57,491 Suppose I was to tell you that I want to have sex with you. 689 01:11:57,526 --> 01:12:00,283 What would you think about that ? 690 01:12:01,366 --> 01:12:04,408 Yeah, I kinda put one and one together, Bob 691 01:12:04,443 --> 01:12:08,616 I can pay.... good money 692 01:12:12,116 --> 01:12:15,283 Is that what you meant when you said you were on vacation ? 693 01:13:11,325 --> 01:13:13,166 Interesting. 694 01:14:54,400 --> 01:14:57,484 You're right there ? You look a little woozy 695 01:14:57,485 --> 01:15:00,298 Oh, just dizzy 696 01:15:00,733 --> 01:15:03,004 I am an old man, son. 697 01:15:03,005 --> 01:15:05,942 No, you're not that old. Come here. 698 01:15:07,450 --> 01:15:10,275 Awfully nice of you to say it, but.... 699 01:15:10,276 --> 01:15:12,866 ....the facts speak otherwise. 700 01:15:18,241 --> 01:15:20,807 Keep dancing, 701 01:15:20,908 --> 01:15:24,350 I like to watch you dance. 702 01:15:32,508 --> 01:15:34,577 Take off your shirt. 703 01:16:06,158 --> 01:16:08,075 You...... 704 01:16:09,908 --> 01:16:14,075 You're a beautiful something !! 705 01:16:17,675 --> 01:16:20,758 You like it when people look at you ? 706 01:16:22,575 --> 01:16:24,921 I do 707 01:16:24,922 --> 01:16:27,157 Good. 708 01:16:27,158 --> 01:16:32,651 Because I could look at you for the rest of my life. 709 01:16:39,658 --> 01:16:42,250 You're not straight, are you ? 710 01:16:42,451 --> 01:16:43,774 Yeah....No ! 711 01:16:43,875 --> 01:16:46,366 I thought so 712 01:16:46,800 --> 01:16:48,865 Why didn't you say anything ? 713 01:16:48,866 --> 01:16:51,109 Because we're having so much fun, right? 714 01:16:51,110 --> 01:16:53,259 -Aren't you having fun ? - Yeah 715 01:16:53,991 --> 01:16:57,831 Are you seeing somebody, right now? 716 01:16:57,866 --> 01:17:01,558 I'm living with this guy... he is an artist. 717 01:17:03,283 --> 01:17:05,754 He's kind of famous, actually 718 01:17:05,755 --> 01:17:08,761 His name is Drew Tiger. 719 01:17:08,762 --> 01:17:11,734 Your boyfriend is Drew Tiger? 720 01:17:11,735 --> 01:17:13,950 Yeah 721 01:17:15,241 --> 01:17:18,248 We met at this party. 722 01:17:18,283 --> 01:17:21,575 I never thought I'd meet anyone like him. 723 01:17:21,610 --> 01:17:24,242 He taught me a lot, you know ....about art 724 01:17:24,343 --> 01:17:27,408 About lots of things, 725 01:17:30,283 --> 01:17:33,908 He holds me and I get butterflies. 726 01:17:33,943 --> 01:17:36,200 I get hard, you know ? 727 01:17:37,158 --> 01:17:42,950 He just wraps me in those big arms, I could live there forever, 728 01:17:44,700 --> 01:17:48,758 I just feel..........safe. 729 01:17:49,393 --> 01:17:51,400 You swoon.... 730 01:17:51,401 --> 01:17:53,365 Yeah 731 01:17:53,366 --> 01:17:58,450 And honestly, it's probably the best sex I've ever had. 732 01:17:58,485 --> 01:18:01,168 Like.....fuck ! 733 01:18:01,169 --> 01:18:04,283 He sounds nice 734 01:18:07,741 --> 01:18:10,275 Well, it doesn't matter anymore. 735 01:18:10,476 --> 01:18:12,525 We are breaking up 736 01:18:12,526 --> 01:18:15,408 Why ? 737 01:18:19,741 --> 01:18:21,824 I don't know. 738 01:18:21,825 --> 01:18:23,900 What's happening ? 739 01:18:23,901 --> 01:18:27,248 Come on, tell me. 740 01:18:27,283 --> 01:18:29,949 I'm one of his things, you know ? 741 01:18:29,950 --> 01:18:33,450 Like his fuckboy or his art 742 01:18:33,485 --> 01:18:37,540 You know, he tells me he loves me. 743 01:18:37,575 --> 01:18:39,775 He tells me he loves me all the time. 744 01:18:39,776 --> 01:18:43,581 But, you know, I... 745 01:18:43,616 --> 01:18:45,775 I don't think he means it 746 01:18:45,776 --> 01:18:47,990 Why do you say that? 747 01:18:47,991 --> 01:18:50,658 Because all he cares about, is his art. 748 01:18:50,793 --> 01:18:53,209 Well, he is an artist ! 749 01:18:53,210 --> 01:18:54,832 - So ? - So ? 750 01:18:54,933 --> 01:18:58,873 Cut him some slack ! 751 01:18:58,908 --> 01:19:01,609 Do you think an artist like him has a choice ? 752 01:19:01,610 --> 01:19:03,740 He is hardwired in ! 753 01:19:03,741 --> 01:19:06,783 He has to work, there is no choice there. 754 01:19:06,818 --> 01:19:08,834 You can't be mad at him for that. 755 01:19:08,835 --> 01:19:13,950 Maybe you don't know what it means to be an artist of his level. 756 01:19:16,450 --> 01:19:22,331 For an artist like Drew Tiger, he'll die if he can't work. 757 01:19:22,366 --> 01:19:24,442 You know, he tells me I'm his muse. 758 01:19:24,443 --> 01:19:26,865 And you don't like that? 759 01:19:26,866 --> 01:19:29,365 No, I never asked to be his fucking muse ! 760 01:19:29,366 --> 01:19:32,358 And when he's through with that fucking sculpture....! 761 01:19:32,359 --> 01:19:35,317 ...I'll be done, he'll throw me out 762 01:19:35,318 --> 01:19:37,658 Is that what you really think ? 763 01:19:41,075 --> 01:19:44,956 What does he say he loves about you ? 764 01:19:45,991 --> 01:19:50,950 He just says he loves me and he would do anything for me. 765 01:19:51,325 --> 01:19:55,331 Like a broken record, over and over.... 766 01:19:55,366 --> 01:19:58,400 Maybe that's the only way he knows how to say it 767 01:19:58,401 --> 01:20:01,366 Maybe he communicates better with his hands. 768 01:20:04,241 --> 01:20:06,900 I do love his hands. 769 01:20:07,866 --> 01:20:11,158 I swear, we fit like a glove. 770 01:20:11,193 --> 01:20:14,241 And you feel safe. 771 01:20:15,908 --> 01:20:18,450 Isn't that a kind of love ? 772 01:20:19,825 --> 01:20:22,325 I guess so. 773 01:20:23,783 --> 01:20:26,575 Have you ever been in love before ? 774 01:20:27,700 --> 01:20:31,179 Yes, once. 775 01:20:33,814 --> 01:20:37,165 - He killed me. - Well, shit happens. 776 01:20:37,200 --> 01:20:39,859 You'll know more next time you fall in love. 777 01:20:39,860 --> 01:20:42,409 So it gets easier ? The older you get ? 778 01:20:42,825 --> 01:20:46,998 No, son, not at all. 779 01:20:47,033 --> 01:20:50,491 It just gets a lot more complicated. 780 01:20:52,283 --> 01:20:55,491 I was in love once, a long time ago. 781 01:20:57,950 --> 01:21:01,325 You remind me of him, 782 01:21:01,360 --> 01:21:04,665 Was his name Mike ? 783 01:21:04,700 --> 01:21:08,540 You see how smart you are? 784 01:21:08,575 --> 01:21:12,450 Best friends in love, the best kind of love. 785 01:21:12,485 --> 01:21:15,491 We were beautiful then 786 01:21:17,866 --> 01:21:20,783 Damn, I loved him 787 01:21:23,783 --> 01:21:26,825 Where is this Mike of yours now ? 788 01:21:26,860 --> 01:21:28,939 He died. 789 01:21:28,940 --> 01:21:30,984 I am sorry. 790 01:21:30,985 --> 01:21:32,999 - Aids ? - No. 791 01:21:33,041 --> 01:21:35,577 This was way before that. 792 01:21:35,658 --> 01:21:37,900 He died in the war 793 01:21:37,901 --> 01:21:40,575 Fucking Vietnam 794 01:21:42,700 --> 01:21:47,575 Yeah, dead and gone. 795 01:21:51,283 --> 01:21:54,873 Your generation got it made 796 01:21:54,908 --> 01:21:59,700 Holding hands in public. You take that for granted. 797 01:21:59,735 --> 01:22:03,616 It didn't always used to be that way 798 01:22:03,651 --> 01:22:06,282 Gay marriage. 799 01:22:06,283 --> 01:22:09,915 I wish I could have married him. 800 01:22:09,950 --> 01:22:14,991 I would have, but then I would be a widower by now 801 01:22:19,033 --> 01:22:23,533 I think about him.... every day. 802 01:22:25,866 --> 01:22:30,866 There's a part of me that is still there, somewhere with him 803 01:22:35,325 --> 01:22:38,400 Wandering around. 804 01:22:53,491 --> 01:22:55,216 Bob ? 805 01:23:02,700 --> 01:23:04,200 Bob !? 806 01:24:09,325 --> 01:24:11,782 Chemical names, Bird names 807 01:24:11,783 --> 01:24:14,275 Names of fire and flight and snow, 808 01:24:14,276 --> 01:24:16,699 baby names, paint names 809 01:24:16,700 --> 01:24:19,574 delicate names like bones in the body, 810 01:24:19,575 --> 01:24:22,866 names that no one has ever been able to figure out, 811 01:24:25,450 --> 01:24:28,067 names of spells and names of hexes 812 01:24:28,068 --> 01:24:30,376 names called out to fill the yard 813 01:24:30,377 --> 01:24:32,385 calling you inside again, calling you home, 814 01:24:32,386 --> 01:24:34,282 names called out across the water, 815 01:24:34,283 --> 01:24:36,900 names I called you behind your back, 816 01:24:36,901 --> 01:24:40,165 names of flowers that open only once, 817 01:24:40,200 --> 01:24:42,717 shouted from rooftops muffled by pillows, 818 01:24:42,718 --> 01:24:44,690 whispered in sleep 819 01:24:44,791 --> 01:24:47,741 we are not traitors, but the lights go out, 820 01:24:47,776 --> 01:24:51,873 his voice on tape, his name on the envelope, 821 01:24:51,908 --> 01:24:54,859 the soft sound of a body falling off a bridge behind you 822 01:24:54,860 --> 01:24:57,740 the body hardly makes a sound, 823 01:24:57,741 --> 01:25:00,525 all night I stretched my arms across him 824 01:25:00,526 --> 01:25:02,740 rivers of blood, the dark woods singing 825 01:25:02,741 --> 01:25:06,262 with all my skin and bone, "Please keep him safe" 826 01:25:06,297 --> 01:25:09,783 his lips at my neck... and yes I do believe his mouth is heaven, 827 01:25:09,818 --> 01:25:13,200 his kisses falling all over me like stars, 828 01:25:13,235 --> 01:25:14,782 names of heat and names of light 829 01:25:14,783 --> 01:25:17,421 names of collision in the dark on the side of a bus, 830 01:25:17,422 --> 01:25:19,990 in the bark of a tree, in ballpoint pen on jeans 831 01:25:19,991 --> 01:25:23,825 and hands and the backs of matchboxes that then get lost, 832 01:25:23,860 --> 01:25:26,876 Your name like a song I sing to myself, 833 01:25:26,877 --> 01:25:29,760 Your name like a box where I keep my love, 834 01:25:29,761 --> 01:25:32,639 Your name like a nest in the tree of love, 835 01:25:32,640 --> 01:25:35,204 Your name like a boat in the sea of love 836 01:25:35,205 --> 01:25:37,611 We are now in the sea of love 837 01:25:37,612 --> 01:25:40,294 Your name like a detergent in the washing machine, 838 01:25:40,295 --> 01:25:42,385 Your name like two Xes, like punched-in eyes 839 01:25:42,386 --> 01:25:44,618 to mark the spots, to hold the place 840 01:25:44,619 --> 01:25:47,283 to keep the treasure from becoming ever lost 841 01:25:48,991 --> 01:25:50,962 I'm saying your name in the grocery store, 842 01:25:50,963 --> 01:25:53,240 I'm saying your name on a bridge at dawn, 843 01:25:53,241 --> 01:25:55,407 Your name like an animal covered with frost, 844 01:25:55,408 --> 01:25:58,129 a suit of fur, a coat of mud, a kick in the pants, 845 01:25:58,130 --> 01:26:00,817 a lungful of glass, the sails in wind and the slap of waves.... 846 01:26:00,818 --> 01:26:03,359 on the hull of a boat that's sinking..... 847 01:26:03,360 --> 01:26:05,584 to the sound of mermaids singing songs of love 848 01:26:05,585 --> 01:26:07,775 and the tug of a simple profound sadness 849 01:26:07,776 --> 01:26:10,699 when it sounds so far away, 850 01:26:10,700 --> 01:26:13,338 We laugh and it pits the world against us, 851 01:26:13,339 --> 01:26:15,942 We laugh and our hearts turned red, 852 01:26:15,943 --> 01:26:18,032 and the river rises like a barn on fire 853 01:26:18,033 --> 01:26:21,700 It's a bed of straw darling, it sure as shit is 854 01:26:21,735 --> 01:26:24,032 Say "Hallelujah" say "Goodnight" 855 01:26:24,033 --> 01:26:27,408 Say it over the canned music and your feet won't stumble, 856 01:26:27,443 --> 01:26:30,783 His face getting larger, the rest, blurring on every side 857 01:26:30,818 --> 01:26:32,859 and angels knocking on your head, 858 01:26:32,860 --> 01:26:34,866 A flash in the sky, 859 01:26:36,116 --> 01:26:41,075 Here is my hand, my heart, my throat, my wrist, 860 01:26:42,825 --> 01:26:45,692 Here are the illuminated cities at the center of me 861 01:26:45,693 --> 01:26:48,825 and here is the center of me, which is a lake, 862 01:26:48,860 --> 01:26:50,834 which is a well that we can drink from 863 01:26:50,835 --> 01:26:52,775 but I can't go through with it 864 01:26:52,776 --> 01:26:54,782 I can't go through with it 865 01:26:54,783 --> 01:26:58,401 I just don't want to die anymore !! 866 01:26:59,863 --> 01:27:05,942 Poem "Saying Your Names" by Richard Siken, Yale Prize of Younger Poets 2004 867 01:27:22,958 --> 01:27:25,900 Every time I see you, you're all alone on the curve 868 01:27:25,901 --> 01:27:28,965 That's how I find you. I sit on the curve and there you are !! Boom ! 869 01:27:30,235 --> 01:27:32,822 - It is like a bat-signal. - Then I'm a superhero 870 01:27:33,042 --> 01:27:35,625 - Maybe this is your disguise - My disguise ? 871 01:27:35,741 --> 01:27:40,540 Check you out !! That's a good one, yo 872 01:27:40,575 --> 01:27:43,950 I got these when I was drunk and stupid 873 01:27:46,491 --> 01:27:49,575 I like them. They tell my story 874 01:27:52,758 --> 01:27:55,157 So what's up? 875 01:27:55,158 --> 01:27:57,650 Still waiting for your imaginary friend ? 876 01:27:57,651 --> 01:28:00,749 - No, I live here. - White boy found his house !! 877 01:28:00,985 --> 01:28:03,408 Yes, I've found it 878 01:28:04,908 --> 01:28:09,283 Hey I still got that stuff. You got that pipe ? 879 01:28:09,318 --> 01:28:12,956 Yeah.... 880 01:28:12,991 --> 01:28:15,649 I don't really feel like getting high right now 881 01:28:15,750 --> 01:28:17,900 I'm kinda high enough already, you know? 882 01:28:17,901 --> 01:28:20,013 - It's cool, it's cool - No offense 883 01:28:20,616 --> 01:28:23,325 No worries, no worries 884 01:28:31,283 --> 01:28:33,366 It is just that... 885 01:28:36,908 --> 01:28:39,950 Got to tell you, I'm torn, man 886 01:28:40,275 --> 01:28:42,282 Torn about what ? 887 01:28:42,283 --> 01:28:46,367 - I like you and want to invite you inside - Well invite me inside !! 888 01:28:55,866 --> 01:28:58,467 I just want to talk, you know? 889 01:28:58,468 --> 01:29:00,499 About what? 890 01:29:00,500 --> 01:29:03,566 Anything, I just want to hear stories. 891 01:29:03,701 --> 01:29:06,325 Your stories if you want 892 01:29:08,716 --> 01:29:11,232 Alright 893 01:29:12,033 --> 01:29:14,400 Under one condition. 894 01:29:14,401 --> 01:29:16,425 Shoot. 895 01:29:17,700 --> 01:29:20,408 You got to let me hold you. 896 01:29:21,825 --> 01:29:24,650 I like to hold a guy....close 897 01:29:24,651 --> 01:29:26,682 Spooning and all. 898 01:29:26,683 --> 01:29:28,775 Make fun of me, all you want, 899 01:29:28,776 --> 01:29:31,200 No, no, I won't make fun of you. 900 01:29:32,325 --> 01:29:36,708 I'd give anything in the world for you to hold me right now. 901 01:30:15,612 --> 01:30:22,676 English Subtitles by yavass September 2018 62329

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