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# You're never gonna change me

# You're ne'

# You're never gonna change me

# I was already changing

# You're never gonna change me

# You're ne'

# You're never gonna change me

# I was already changing

# I wish I could protect you

# But that was all wasted

# Flower something new... #

You're having a proper breakfast, aren't you?

Mm? Yeah. What's this?

I'm just saying, you're going to want to fill that stomach,

cos it's going to be full of alcohol later.

Am I allowed to know where we're going yet? No. It's your sten do.

Well, yeah, it's yours too,

and I thought we said we weren't going to call it that.

Well, "hag do" sounds worse. But you can guess if you like.

OK. Erm, do I need my passport?

Well, I'm not made of money, mate. Oh! Are we going to a strip club?

Obviously not. Well, Nina said she'd boycott if we did.

I'll give you a clue.

It's somewhere that's very meaningful to both of us.

Oh. Brighton. What's in Brighton?

I took you there for your 21st birthday.

Oh, yeah. No. Er...

Eh-eh! You're out of time, pal. It's just going to have to be a surprise.

I'll see you later. Love you.

Love you.

Bye. Bye.

Oh. Er, Zack.

Hi.

Just getting some supplies. Off on our, erm...

Well, I guess you'd call it a bachelor party.

What? Oh. Me and, me and Esther, erm,

we decided to get married. So it's a joint...

She finally decided to make an honest man of you, huh?

Yeah.

That is a really...great suit. Looks really, really great on you.

I mean, you look like you're in The Strokes or something.

Yeah, my dad died.

Oh...

Oh, my God. Really?

Yeah. Really.

Jesus. That's... That's awful, I'm really, really sorry, mate.

Well, thanks, man. I appreciate it.

Just came to get some flowers. I'm on my way to the crematorium.

There's a flower shop by the station, you know?

OK. Yeah. Thanks.

Er, is...Fola meeting you there, or...?

She's gone. She left me. I think.

Right.

But, but she'll be at the funeral, I...?

Well, she hasn't returned my calls,

so I guess she doesn't want to hear from me. I haven't told her.

Oh.

I should get going.

See ya.

Not that it hasn't been an absolute pleasure putting you up,

but do you actually have a plan for what comes next?

I'm pretty sure you've been wearing the same pants for a week.

Are you saying that you want me off your sofa?

Because I just got you breakfast.

Oh, no, I appreciate that.

PHONE BUZZES Oh-ho, interesting.

Shut up.

Hello?

Hello?

If this is a pocket dial, I swear to God.

No. It's not, erm... I'm here.

What do you want?

Fuck's sake, Josh.

I just saw Zack.

His dad died, Fola, and he said he hadn't told you.

He was on his way to the crematorium.

Hey.

What are you doing here, Esther? I work here.

Not on a Saturday, you don't.

I just came to pick a few things up.

Are you OK?

No. Not really.

Erm, oh, actually, erm, while you're here,

I was wondering if I could ask you a favour?

The... The timing isn't great,

but I was wondering if I could maybe possibly borrow

the school minibus for the day?

It's, it's for a hen do.

Whose hen do?

Mine.

You're getting married?

Yeah.

Since when?

Like, last weekend?

You were on my doorstep last weekend.

Yeah. Er, yeah. That was...

That was helpful, actually.

It put things into perspective.

Right. Glad I could be of service.

Esther,

I say this as your friend, and not as your boss,

or anything else.

I think you're going through something at the moment.

And I think you'd be really silly if you rushed into anything.

And you absolutely cannot use the minibus.

We're ready for you now.

I'm here.

I'm here, I'm here.

I hate that I nearly missed it.

I don't think I could have forgiven myself.

No, it was my fault.

We don't have to talk about it.

I'd like to.

It's something else to think about at least.

I... I don't even know where we start.

Well, we're both sorry. We can agree on that.

Yeah.

It's all new to me, this. It's, it's confusing.

Maybe you shouldn't feel ashamed about it.

I spent too much time being ashamed, and it fucks you up.

I'll try.

Well, have you ever thought about where it might come from?

Like, did you walk in on your parents or...?

Oh, Fola, gross, he just died.

Oh, sorry.

But no, I don't know.

All I know is, when I heard you, I was angry,

and turned on, and I felt like, relief.

Yeah, well, sex is a, is a kind of pressure.

Big time. And...especially if you're as hot as we are.

People... People assume that you're good.

I assumed you were good when we first started seeing each other.

I'm sorry I'm not.

You've always had a lot to take care of

but I still think you should probably see a therapist.

Yeah. Yeah, no shit. Mm.

Shall we go home?