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Meredith: Before operating,
a surgeon scrubs.

♪ Caught up in
a modern illusion ♪

♪ I'm feeling like
we have to prove ♪

We meticulously wash
our hands and forearms

for several minutes and
then dry with sterile towels.

♪ Trying to find a way
to the answer ♪

♪ 'Cause nobody wants to believe
that we're all one ♪

Technically, we do this
to prevent infection...

♪ Caught up in
a common delusion ♪

...but it's also a ritual.

♪ I'm feeling like
we have to lose ♪

♪ Our right to feel love ♪

♪ Trying to hide away
from the madness ♪

It's a way to shut out
the rest of the world...

♪ 'Cause nobody
wants to reveal ♪

...and mentally prepare.

Because no matter
how experienced you are...

...it's never easy holding
someone's life in your hands.

How's she doing?

Well, Ndugu says
the heart pump is doing its job,

but I won't feel better
until she's awake.

And how are things
going with you?

-I'm fine.
-Have you told Catherine?

She's flying home tonight.

Uh, did you speak
with your urologist?

He wants me to get
new blood work,

and then
we'll discuss a plan.

Oh, you have time
to do that today.

You know, you should do that
as soon as possible.

I got my biopsy results
not even 24 hours ago.

Can I have a minute
to wrap my head around it?

I just want to make sure

that you are taking care
of yourself.

I mean,
you should take the day.

I-I can cover your patients.

That's not a terrible idea.

If that's your way
of thanking me,

it needs work.

Oh.

Okay, I have to
check on a patient.

Hey, would you sit with her
until Link comes back?

I just don't want her
to be alone.

Oh, of course.

Woman:
Dr. Higgins to the E.R.

Dr. Higgins to the E.R.

They are beautiful.

They're so small.

But mighty.

Do they have names?

Uh, we hadn't decided yet,

and if I name them
without Jo,

I'll have
a very short marriage.

Smart man.

Do you know when
they're going to be extubated?

Baby A's having
a CPAP trial later today,

and we don't know
about her sister.

They haven't been able
to decrease the vent settings.

Well, it hasn't even been
12 hours.

She'll get there.

Dr. Kasliwal: Dr. Lincoln,
can I have a word?

Oh, Dr. Kasliwal,
this is Ben Warren.

He's one of the doctors
that helped deliver the girls.

You all did a great job.
They came out just in time.

So I examined them again.

No news on Baby A,
which is good,

but I am picking up
a heart murmur on Baby B.

It can be normal,
but since she needs more oxygen,

I'd like to do an echo.

Yeah, of course.
Whatever you need to do.

Do you want to
check on Jo?

I will find you
when we get the results.

My day-old baby's
having an echo.

NICU is a different world.

Minute-to-minute
and a marathon at the same time.

Just pace yourself.

My usual
and whatever she wants.

Just a coffee.

You sure?

Burned a lot
of calories last night.

Hi.
Uh, large coffee, please.

-Me. Me, me, me.
-Make that two.

-You got it.
-Max host karaoke again?

No, I was just up late
at Joe's.

I wasn't breaking the pact.
I was just having a drink.

Barista: Here you go.
That'll be $5.50, please.

I thought she hated him.

-They hooked up last night.
-Gross.

-And she made him waffles.
-Ugh.

-Ooh, look.
-Check it out.

-Aww.
-See that?

Do you think they changed
their mind?

Wouldn't be
the first person.

Millin, hey, I'm sorry
I didn't make it last night.

Um, no problem.

Rain check?

I don't think
that's a good idea.

Okay.

Uh, well,
if you change your mind,

I will definitely need
a drink tonight.

Yep.

You were trying
to break the pack.

But I didn't.
The pact is intact.

Why? Are you trying
to break the pact?

Absolutely not.

How's my favorite patient?

Yeah, I bet you say that
about all your patients.

Ah, but you are the only one
that I am visiting

on her first day
of her clinical trial.

Come on. Are you ready
to kick cancer's --

I've only vomited
twice today.

But you are here.

Mm.

Look,
and you're young,

you're strong,
and you can do this.

And the results
for this immunotherapy

continue to be
very promising.

Uh --
-Uh, t's time to go?

Uh, well, uh, can I --
can I talk to you?

Sure.

Yes?
-Her medication's expired.

That's impossible.
It just got here.

I don't know.
Maybe it's mislabeled.

Well...

No, it's not worth
the risk.

Okay, better move on
to plan "B."

Which is...?

You tell me.

Uh...I could have them
ship a new bag.

It'll be here
by the end of the week.

Absolutely not.

No, I want her treatment
to start today.

You wanted on the team,
figure it out -- today.

Woman:
Satellite Pharmacy 5-5-0-6.

Looks like
a Monteggia fracture.

We need to page ortho
to get him admitted.

-Mm-hmm.
-"We" as in, you.

Hey.

Hey, can this wait?
We're slammed.

Link's obviously out,

and Webber gave Bailey
all his cases for some reason.

Well,
I'll make it quick.

Sound Science Magazine
wants to do an interview.

Oh, congratulations.

Well, it's about
the ventral aorta,

so it would be
a joint interview.

With Nora.

Oh, well, you don't need my
permission to do an interview.

Wasn't asking. I just
wanted to be transparent.

Yeah.

Incoming trauma.

I -- I need to go.

Okay,
what have we got?

Graham Clayton, 26-year-old
male in small aircraft crash.

GCS 15. Tachycardic.
Systolics in the 90s.

He's got
a right-leg fracture

and burns involving
left-sided lower

and upper extremities,
chest and back.

Damn,
that does not look good.

Uh, I'll page
the burns team.

Okay, tell them 911.
Let's get him to trauma three.

Okay? Let's go.

Whoa!
-Hey, hey. What the...?

-Hey, you can't park here.
-Graham.

That's my friend. Is he okay?
You got to be okay, man.

He borrowed
my Uncle Doug's plane

to propose
to his girlfriend.

-Was she on the plane, too?
-No, she's at work.

So Graham was the skywriter?

He has a pilot's license,

but it was his first time
doing loops.

Sir, you need to move
your car.

Take it. I don't care.

Unfortunately,
her echo doesn't show

an increase in her EF.

Thought you said
the pump was working.

It is working.

It's keeping her alive,

and it's allowing
her heart a chance to recover

after the cardiomyopathy.

But all we can do
is monitor her

and keep watching her EF,

look at
the contractility.

So sit and wait?

What happens
if it doesn't recover?

Okay,
let's not go there yet.

What...happens?

We would need to consider
a more permanent solution.

Possibly a heart transplant.

Can I have a minute?

Of course.
But like Warren said,

let's not go
to the worst-case scenario.

It's only been hours.

I need a minute alone
with my wife.

Dr. Bailey.
I'm late for my next consult,
so talk fast.

Okay,
Harbor General in Tacoma.

It's a site
for the same clinical trial

that Katie's enrolled in.

I'm liking
the sound of this.

Yeah, they have
the medication,

but the drugs are --
-Ah, there's always a "but."

Yeah, the drugs
are already mixed,

so it's too unstable
to transport.

Katie will have to go there
to get it.

Doesn't sound like
an issue to me.

Drive safe, now.

Wait, you want --
you want me to take her?

Well, she's in no shape
to drive.

And if you think
you're going to stuff her

into a rideshare
and call it a day,

you clearly don't understand
the assignment.

Why not send her
with medical transport?

I have other patients.

Your interns
can cover you.

That is what
they're here for.

Katie is precious cargo.

I expect you
to treat her as such.

Woman:
Dr. Brasington to Oncology.

Dr. Ari Brasington to Oncology.

-Ooh, got anything good?
-Plane-crash survivor.

Extensive burns.
Possible internal bleeding.

-Shut up.
-Mm.

He's an intern.

There's nothing
going on.

Trying to convince me
or you?

I have learned my lesson
about dating coworkers,

unlike some people.
-Mm.

Why aren't you
answering my page?

Uh, you paged
two minutes ago.

Precisely. And I heard
you were late for rounds.

Ah, so was Millin.

Oh, throwing your co-resident
under the bus and late.
Thank you.

Congratulations.

You're both on
ureteral stent removals.

All day?

Six kidney transplants
at an hour each

plus documentation,

so unless you do it
in a time portal, yes.

Woman: Trauma Team to the ICU.
Trauma Team to the ICU.

There's nothing you need
help with that's more surgical?

Or less boring?

Uh, could -- could we get in
on that plane-crash guy?

What color are my scrubs?

-Navy.
-Correct. I'm an attending

doing a favor
for your chief resident

who is with his friend
in a coma.

You don't like your assignment,
take it up with him.

Or Bailey.

Would you like
to talk to Dr. Bailey?

Oh. We're -- We're --
We're good. We're good.
Love stents.

I suggest you be on time
tomorrow.

Excuse me.
What have we got?

Full thickness burns
to the left upper

and lower extremities.

Some are circumferential.

Partial thickness burns
to the chest and the abdomen.

Hang another LR and calculate
the modified parkland formula.

Graham,
I'm here, buddy.

Colin...call Fiona.

Owen: I need to intubate
him right now, okay?

I need you to move back,
sir, please.

Can someone get him
out of here?
I'm not leaving him.

We will update you
when we know more.

Let's go.

Yeah. I'm in.

There's free fluid
in the abdominal cavity.

Okay, let's keep
a close eye on it.

Let's get him ready to move
to the burn ICU to resuscitate.

Millin, I need you
to prep a subclavian line

as soon as we get there.

I'll be placing the line.

Oh, with all due respect --

You're
a second-year resident.

I'm a fellow
specifically trained in burns.

It needs to be done right.

It needs to be done ASAP.

Mohanty will place the line,
okay?

Let's get ready
to move him, okay?

Let's move.

Hey.

Who sent you?
Warren or Ndugu?

Myself. Wanted to see
how you're doing.

Mm.

How are the babies?

Uh, I guess they're...

...adjusting
to the NICU.

I'm filling out their
birth-certificate applications.

That's the NICU.

They have the results
of one of the girls' echoes.

Why'd she need an echo?

Well,
they found a murmur.

Is it harsh systolic?
Holosystolic?

I didn't ask.

Well, do you know
where it is?

Do you know
where it's radiating?

They didn't say.

Do you want me
to go with you?

I'm not a neonatologist,

but I do know
all the right questions.

Yeah,
that'd be helpful.

Great.

I'll be back.

Woman: Dr. Manuel
to the Step Down Unit.

Dr. Denise Manuel
to the Step Down Unit.

Aww, they are so tiny
and precious.

Hello,
Lincoln and Wilson girls.

You got here quick.
Dr. Altman, good to see you.

Did you find anything
on Baby B's echo?

She has a shunting
patent ductus arteriosus.

Sorry,
it's been a long 24 hours.

That's an aortic defect?

The opening
between the pulmonary artery

and the aorta hasn't closed.

It puts strain
on the heart.

All preemies have PDA
to some degree.

It's just a question of
how symptomatic they are.

-Will she need surgery?
-She may,

but we'll start with
multiple rounds of indomethacin

and see how she responds.

What are the risks?

Most common side effect
is urinary retention,

which makes it even harder
to breathe.

But if that happens,
we know what to do.

Okay,
let's start her on the meds.

Okay, thank you.

She's in good hands.

What if
she needs surgery?

Let's focus on one thing
at a time.

Right now, we just need
this little lady to pee.

I can't focus
on one thing.

I have to check on Jo
and Luna and Scout.

I haven't even called
out of work today.

Don't worry.
We know.

Why don't you go call the kids
and I'll stay here?

I can't leave.

They're going to do
a CPAP trial on Baby A soon.

You need to take care of
the rest of your family, too.

Okay. Alright.

If anything happens --

I will call you
immediately.

Are we lost?

Well, the app says that
the highway's backed up, so...

How does the hospital have
my immunotherapy?

I thought
it was tailored to me.

Uh, it's tailored
to your tumor.

Someone with the same
biomarkers as you

must have decided
not to do it.

That or they died
before they got the chance.

It -- It could be
a lot of things.

You really think somebody
might decide not to do it?

It can cause
autoimmune-like inflammation

leading to pneumonitis
or colitis.

Normally, it doesn't lead
to hair loss.

-Too late for that.
-Also nephritis, rashes.

Is that it?

Those are the big ones.

I'm joking.

Oh.

Wait, were you actually
hearing yourself?

It sounded like
you were reciting a recipe.

How -- How would you
like me to say it?

I don't know.
Maybe like I'm a human

who's actually
experiencing this stuff.

Woman: Dr. Bradford
to Labor and Delivery.

I eat, uh, when I'm stressed.
How's Graham?

We can't give you
too much information

because you are not family,

but, uh,
his injuries are severe.

He's headed upstairs now.

Is there anyone else
that we can call?

I think his dad lives
in Arizona.

I-I knew
this was a bad idea.

He-- He's only had his pilot's
license for four months.

-You can't blame yourself.
-I know.

It's just, Graham,
He always does everything fast.

You know, he's only known Fiona
for eight weeks.

-And he proposed? Wow.
-In his defense,

we work at a ropes course
for minimum wage,

and she's a lawyer.

Like, she went to law school,
so needed to lock that down.

Uh, have you been able
to reach her?

I haven't heard back
from her.

She -- She might be in court.
Or she hates me.

I'm sure it's not that.

She always cancels when we're
supposed to hang out together.

When it's just the two of them,
though, she --

she drops everything
for him.

You have to fix him.

Please let us know
when you hear from her, okay?

Okay.

Woman:
Nurse Cade, extension 2-2-1-9.

Winston: Dr. Warren.

Nurse Emma Cade,
extension 2-2-1-9.

Still no increase
in EF.

-Where's Link?
-Upstairs in the NICU.

I think, collectively,
this family's had

5 echoes
in the last 24 hours.

Okay, well,
I'm not worried yet.

How's her C-section
site looking?

Everything looks good.

Well, let's hope I never
have to do another one.

Really?
I thought you might want

to get double-board-certified
after that.

No, I do not need that kind
of pressure in my life.

Well, that's a shame.

I thought
we made a good team.

Uh, page me
when Link gets back.

So, um, you and Nurse Iris,
uh, teaming up?

It's just a saying.

-Is it?
-It is.

Are you trying
to wingman me

outside of our intubated
colleague's hospital room?

Please.
Wilson would've loved this.

Got it. Thanks.

Roadside assistance
is on their way.

Who doesn't keep
a spare tire?

Well, it's my aunt's car,
so...

...I guess my aunt.

-You okay?
-I have cancer.

And the car broke down.

Not okay.

Got it. Uh...

Do you -- Look, I know
having cancer must suck.

You wouldn't know
the first thing

about what
I'm going through.

No, I just meant
that I have patients

who have cancer,
and, you know,

between all the treatment
and the cancer itself --

So, you know that
there have been entire days

where I haven't gotten off
the bathroom floor

or that
I can't have ice cream,

my favorite food,
because my mouth hurts so bad

because of the sores
and the nerve pain?

No, no, no, I just --

Or that my best friend
of 10 years

dumped me
after my diagnosis.

Or that my other friend
disappeared

after I told her I had
stage 4?

They think that
they are giving me space...

...but their absence
sometimes hurts worse

than the cancer itself.

You may be a doctor...

...but there is a lot
you do not know.

Uh, can I ask
your advice?

Uh, Mrs. Arrington's
mesh looks infected.

So would you remove it
and do a component separation

or wait until after
we've controlled the infection?

I'd remove it
and place a synthetic mesh.

-Wait, really?
-No.

And you'd fail your boards
with that answer.

Okay, that worried me
for a sec.

Are you checking up on me?

-Nope.
-I'm fine.

Okay,
I just wanted to see

if you've gotten
your labs yet.

Well, that's between me
and my doctor.

Rich--

Don't you have
some patients to see?

Don't you have
my patience to see?

Okay, you are right.

I am sorry.

Hey, you're only on
your third one?

Griffith has the first three,

and I'll make up time
in the last three.

Griffith will
believe that when she sees it.

Just don't forget
to include urology

when you send in your notes.

What's the point of a promotion

when you're asked
to do the same damn job?

You have
about five millimeters.

-I see that.
-A little to the left.

Do you want to do this one?

I don't want to do any
of them.

Neither of us
would be doing this

if your girlfriend
didn't make us late

by making waffles this morning.

"A," you ate
some of those waffles,

and, "B,"
not my girlfriend.

Whatever.
Woman you're dating.

Not dating, just fun.

You can't just have fun
with a coworker.

When you work with someone,
you see them every day.

That in itself
is a relationship.

You sleep with them,

you're taking it
to the next level.

We think differently.

Well, Mohanty is a grown-up,
so you want to keep seeing her,

you need to show her
you're serious.

Am I serious?

You don't have to
buy her jewelry.

Just some kind
of nice gesture.

Buy her a drink
after work.

Send flowers
from the gift shop.

Those are
sick-people flowers.

I'm done.

With this stent
or this conversation?

Both.

Stay superficial.

The goal is to release
the burn skin

so the tissue underneath
can expand.

Good.

How do we graft over
all this?

We'll have to do it in stages
over several months,

if he makes it that long.

All of this
for a two-month relationship.

Sometimes, when you know,
you know.

She's not even here.

Maybe she was too busy
to check her messages.

Epi-soak.
-Or maybe he's delusional.

I'm betting on
a happy ending.

What do you think,
Dr. Hunt?

Well, I think
Graham has a devoted friend,

and he's obviously lovable
to someone,

but short courtship, mismatched
skills and interests --

if I had to put money on this,
I'm going with Millin.

Suit yourselves.

We're almost done
with this leg.

Hold on a second.

Yeah, compartment syndrome.

Going to need to switch
to a fasciotomy.

Should we confirm
with a needle?

No need. Dr. Hunt's right.

The limb's tense,
and he's got weak pulses.

Bryant, we're going to need
more burn dressings.

On my way.

Alright, little lady,
let's see what you can do.

95.
She's got this.

Well,
we'll keep an eye on her,

but she looks great.

How long do you expect
to keep her on CPAP?

Until she can maintain
breathing on her own.

Then we'll be able to --

Oh, her oxygen requirements
are outpacing the ventilator.

We need to put her

on high-frequency
oscillatory ventilation.

-Do we need an ABG?
-I need you to call Dad.

Woman: Dr. Rymoch,
call the Psych Unit.

Permission to come aboard?

Thought you were on
the plane-crash guy.

Uh, they needed
more burn dressing,

so headed back up now.

How about you?

I'm on my way to O.R. three

to remove
my fourth ureteral stent.

Yikes.
Sounds like fun.

God,
I love live music.

You know, there's this bar
on Union Street, and --

No.

I didn't ask you
anything.

It was implied.

Kind of sure of yourself.

What if I just wanted
to talk about music?

Cool.

We don't have to talk at all.

-That's not the O.R. floor.
-Yeah, I'm going to a walk.

Woman:
Cardio Tech to room 12:15.

Oh, hey.
How's she doing?

No change.

But -- But -- But --
But I really need your help

with something.

Uh, with a case?

Uh, with hanging here
while I go to the bathroom.

I just didn't want
to leave her alone.

Yeah, no, no. Go.
Uh, I could use the break.

You are the last person
I should say this to,

but I am beat.

So I'm not supposed
to tell anyone,

but, uh,
I need to talk,

and you seem like
a safe bet, so...

...Richard...

...has

prostate cancer.

He doesn't, uh,
know what stage yet,

but, um, it's never news
that you want to get.

So between him and you

and my cancer patient
whose meds were expired.

I just...

I don't mean
to make it all about me,

but it's, you know,
a lot to --

Jo? You -- No. Stop it.

Uh, hey, hey!

Um, page Ndugu
and bring me an ultrasound.

Jo.

-What happened?
-Uh, she's in V-tach.

Ah, thank you.

Thank you, thank you,
thank you, thank you.

Okay.

Is she okay?

Dr. Kasliwal
just set her up.

You should
prepare yourself.

I thought you said
she was just putting her

on another vent.
-This is it.

It looks rough,
but she can handle it.

Dr. Kasliwal
put her on sedation

to keep her comfortable.

It's normal to be upset.
This is scary.

You didn't say
she'd be sedated.

She was desatting.
There wasn't time to tell you.

I never should've
left you in charge.

You can't be here all the time.
You did nothing wrong.

I didn't ask your opinion.

Fasciotomy's finished.

The leg looks softer.
Okay, let's dress and wrap it.

-Okay.
-How's the arm?

You can see coagulated veins
through the fat.

-Is that the muscle?
-Yep.

Third-, maybe fourth-degree.

The patient's
girlfriend is here.

You two were wrong.

Sorry.
-It's Fiona?

Nurse Jane: Yeah, and
she's asking for an update.

I can go talk to her.

Always bet on love.

Bailey:
Still runs of V-tach.

Have you found anything?

Winston: The pump is working,
and it's in the correct place.

but the swan catheter is coiled
in the right ventricle.

So I'm going to need
to inflate and advance it

into the pulmonary artery.

Why don't you grab that?

Got it. There we go.

Uh...I can redress
the catheter

and secure it in place.

Okay, yeah, um...

Yeah, just let me know
if there's any issues, alright?

Absolutely.

I was trying -- I was trying
to make it go down...

-Shh, shh. Shh. It's okay.
-...but it wouldn't go down.

You're okay.
Listen to my voice.

Name five things
that you hear.

-Your voice.
-Right.

-My voice.
-Okay.

The m-monitor.
The monitor.

It's going --
What else --
What else do you hear?

Shh.
Don't focus on the monitor.

Focus on my voice.
Focus on my voice.

Okay.
So strong.

It's okay. It's okay.

-Okay. Okay. Okay.
-Okay. Okay.

Man: Echo Tech
to Cardiology Bay 3.

Echo Tech to Cardiology Bay 3.

Oh, thank you.

I mean, you don't have to sit
with me if you don't want to.

Yes, but if I don't,
Bailey's going to put me

on rectal exams
for an entire month, so...

Yeah, sorry about dumping
my issues on you.

I just don't want to
worry my mom.

Uh, yeah, listen,
you were right.

I -- I do have
a lot to learn.

Well, luckily,
you seem pretty smart.

Are you ready
for lesson number two?

Mm.

Only way
to get through an infusion

is by watching
a romantic comedy.

I like rom-coms.

Well, "Die Hard"
is not a rom-com.

Hey, wait, is that the one
with Meg Ryan?

Last chance
to save yourself.

-Dr. Mohanty?
-Oh.

-Here you go.
-Thanks?

Oh. Nice flowers.

They're from
your roommate.

That's thoughtful.

Yeah.

He's got the wrong idea.

I mean, he's a nice guy,

but I'm not looking
for a relationship.

I thought he'd understand,
being a surgeon, too.

Guess I was wrong.

Can I leave these
until I finish my shift?

Thanks.

Uh, Fiona?
I'm Dr. Jules Millin.

Is Graham okay?

I'm really not
supposed to say much

other than
we're treating him.

He was in a plane crash.

He suffered significant burns
and injuries.

I don't --
I don't understand.

How did this happen?

You.
What did you do?

It was all Graham's idea.
I swear.

He thought you'd see it
from your office.

See what?
What are you talking about?

How did he get a plane?

It's my uncle's.

You let him fly your uncle's
plane, and he crashed.

Get out. Get out!

He told me to look out
the window,

but I was in a meeting.

I don't know
what he was thinking.

He always gets these ideas
in his head.

You know,
you don't have to say yes,

even with the crash.

What? What?

No, no, I meant...

he could have just taken me
to a nice restaurant or --

or asked me to go
for a walk.

But this? This is so him.

You would've said yes.

Of course I would.

I love him.

Everyone thinks
I could do better,

but I don't care
what they think.

I don't need our relationship
to make sense to them

or anyone else.
It makes sense to me.

To us.

I-I-I need to see him.
Where is he?

He's in the burn ICU.

You wait here, and I --

I will come and get you
when he's ready.

Okay?

♪ Cleaning all my clothes
till I dream again ♪

♪ The sorry wasn't good,
but we wanna be friends ♪

Oh, uh, I'm --
I'm sorry to interrupt.

No, it's okay.

I don't even know
what I'm doing here.

Um, looked like
you were praying.

No, I'm not religious.

Well,
that's not a requirement.

Sometimes I stop in
just to get away from things.

♪ We don't see it coming ♪

♪ But we know how this goes ♪

My...daughter
was sedated

and put on
a medieval-looking vent,

and I wasn't there, so she
had to go through that alone.

So I guess I'm just
looking for some forgiveness.

You feeling any?

Nope.

That's a big ask.

Give it time.

Jo said she prayed for me
after the explosion.

She said
it made her feel better.

But just makes me angry.

You know,
I grew up in church,

and I still struggle
to understand

how God allows
certain things to happen.

But that's what having faith
is about.

It's how prayer...

gives me...peace,

even in times of doubt.

Well, I don't think
it works for me.

There's a thing
we say in recovery.

If you can't bring yourself
to believe in a higher power...

♪ We don't see it coming ♪

...believe in the people
in this room.

I'm biased, but...

you and Jo have
some great people around you.

In this time of doubt,

let them give you peace.

♪ Until it goes away ♪

♪ I don't want your garden ♪

Come on. Come on.
♪ I don't like the cold ♪

-Come on.
-What happened?

Charge to 200. Clear.

He went into v-fib.

-What about his potassium?
-I already corrected it.

Time of death --
-No. No, no, no, no, no.

She's -- She's --
She's here.

She's here,
and she's going to say yes.

Millin,
we pushed six rounds of epi.

His kidneys are shutting down.
He's too acidotic to survive.

Time of death -- 19:23.

♪ I don't want your garden ♪

♪ I don't like the cold ♪

♪ We don't see it coming ♪

♪ We know how this goes ♪

-Okay. Hot take.
-Mm?

"Sleepless in Seattle"
is the worst rom-com.

I mean, they don't even meet
until the last scene.

Yeah, but...

at a house on the water?

Yes, please.

Fair.

I mean,
could you imagine

waking up to that view
every morning?

I mean, I live like
five minutes from the water,

but I haven't been
in months.

Neither have I.

What are you doing
right now?

I think
you're taking me home.

Let's go see
the houseboats.

♪ I hope to keep ♪

Don't you have to go back
to work?
Yeah,
we'll tell Bailey

that the infusion took
a little longer than expected.

You feeling okay?
♪ These years of you ♪

Yeah.

Take the next left.

♪ Forever etched on my heart
like a tattoo ♪

Hey.

I've already started
the notes for Patty Torres.

-Great. Not why I'm here.
-Yeah? Then talk.

I may have steered you in the
wrong direction with Mohanty.

What does that mean?

You and I
may think differently,

but you and her
think alike.

You're not dating.

I knew it. I knew it.
I knew.

You owe me 50 bucks
for those stupid, dumb flowers.

-Flowers cost 50 bucks?
-What do I do now?

I'm not going to get
involved.

Wait.

But there's no such thing
as a stapler for an aorta,

so we had to use
a gastrointestinal one.

That doesn't sound
like "Goldilocks."

I'm sorry.
I'll -- I'll leave.

I just wanted to say goodnight
before I left for the evening.

No, no, you have nothing
to apologize for.

I'm the one who's sorry.
You were just trying to help.

I get it.

Truly.

I'm grateful...

to have people
that understand.

Because I don't even know how
to hold it together right now.

I'm here.

Whatever you need.

Try to get some sleep.

♪ There is a distance ♪

♪ That waits for us ♪

♪ The only way... ♪

I told your brother
and sister that you're here,

and they can't wait to meet you.

Of course, I can't guarantee

they won't try to hit you
when they visit.

They're toddlers.

That's how they show
their love.

But you'll understand
soon enough.

♪ Follow me ♪

She peed.

My daughter --
My daughter peed.

She peed.

-Alright.
-Yes.

♪ When you can't see your way
through the sorrow ♪

Hey, I-I'm --
I'm sorry,

but, uh, these flowers were
delivered to the wrong person.

They're addressed
to Dr. Mohanty.

Yeah, for the, uh --

for the other Dr. Mohanty.

Dr. Sunil Mohanty,

the dermatologist
who's retiring next month?

Yeah.

"Thanks for a great night.

Let's do it again sometime."

He took a look
at a rash for me.

On a patient.

You know what?

I'll send him chocolates
tomorrow.

You keep these.

You coming?

Oh, uh, Bailey,
I just wanted to --

I know you think
I am overstepping,

but I don't give a damn.

You are a mentor,
a friend,

and I care about you.
-Okay.

I know you think
you have it all covered

because you're a doctor,
a smart man,

but you are also stubborn.

And I refuse
to let you get in the way

of your own care because --
What are you doing?

I wanted to ask
if you would draw some blood

for my new lab test,

if you'd let me get a word in
edgewise.

Of course.

Sorry I snapped at you
earlier.

I have cancer.

How long are you going to
milk that?

Until the cows come home.

Okay.
Here.

Hey.

Fiona called me
and told me.

She says it's my fault
he died.

That's not true.

My best friend is dead,

and he's the only person
I want to talk to about it.

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

Me, too.

-Hey.
-Hey.

How's Jo?

Oh.

Same.
Twins are hanging in,

and Link...
-Yeah.

-He'll get there.
-Yeah.

Oh, uh, don't forget
about Allison's, um --

Yeah, dentist appointment
tomorrow?

Yeah, I saw it
on the calendar.

Good luck
with the interview.

What you did was amazing,

and the world should know
about it.

Thank you.

I talked to Nora.

She told me
that you guys broke up.

I mean,
you could've told me.

I could've, but...

...that would've been us
falling into our old patterns,

and I'm trying my hardest
to move forward, so...

Doesn't mean
I'm not proud of you.

-Good night.
-Good night.

Meredith: When a surgeon
steps into the O.R...

♪ Oh I can almost taste it ♪

...there's no room
for self-doubt.

♪ Feels like
I have to chase it ♪

♪ Hoping for something more ♪

You have to silence
that small voice

that says you aren't ready.

♪ All that we waited for ♪

Got to be kidding me.

♪ 'Cause it's here and now ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

Why are you everywhere
all the time?

I work here.

Is that going to be
a problem for you?

♪ It's here and now ♪

♪ Writing this story as we go ♪

Because if you wait to make
a move until you're ready...

♪ Where it leads next,
we never know ♪

♪ We're standing on the edge ♪

♪ Wonder what's coming next ♪

...you might never leave
the starting gate.

♪ 'Cause it's here and now ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ It's here and now ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ It's here and now ♪

♪ Take my hand,
don't look down ♪

You simply have to trust

that you'll be able
to weather the storm.

Contractility has improved.

Her EF has gone up 5%.

Her heart's recovering?

It's recovering.

I'll give you two
some space.

Hey,
if you don't mind --

Checking on your girls?

Was already headed there.

I know it doesn't make
any sense, but...

...Baby B looks
just like Luna.

You'll see
when you meet her.

Baby A,
she's got this way oh, uh,

scrunching up her nose
like you do

when you think
I'm talking too much.

Jo?

Whatever that storm may be.

♪ Show me what it's all about ♪

♪ It's here and now ♪