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Seth and I live in an upscale area of Los Angeles.

We both work hard and are lucky enough to enjoy the finer things in life.

We eat at the best restaurants, drive nice cars.

We live in a beautiful home in the hills.

I am happy.

However, I do think about just leaving everything behind.

Just get away.

Amen.

No!

I live in a nice place in a nice part of town.

I make a decent salary managing some very important accounts for a tap

firm in the valley.

He makes a little more money than me, which is nice, but he's not chauvinistic

or anything.

He's a catch, I think. I mean, most of my friends are dating 30 -something

-old losers or in long -term relationships with lint rollers and cat

We're pretty good together.

He is kind of boring, though. He doesn't really say or do much.

He doesn't challenge me much or anything.

We're kind of boring.

But boring is safe.

Boring is stable. And boring is easy to control.

And control is important.

Sometimes I think about not being with him. But not being with him wouldn't

sense to me either. I mean, I am happy, right?

Hello?

Good morning, sunshine.

What's up, you love?

A little bit of everything.

A whole lot of nothing.

Just painting my toenails and watching Seth send emails.

You two still going strong, huh?

Honestly, I wouldn't last dating the human equivalent of updating your CV.

You do your thing, eh?

Oh, shut up.

What are you up to?

you about this dream i had i was driving a tractor and i had like a corn farm or

something and the littlest bird i have ever oh my god yes

uh yeah a farm little bird super cool no let's go on a

road trip i just found the most amazing

I totally would if I could, but they're swamping me with work. You know how they

always take advantage of me.

I wanted to get my new room set up for next week and everything.

Stop it.

Stop doing the thing.

What thing?

The thing where you think of every excuse not to do something instead of

doing it.

Well, I could use a girls weekend, but...

I'm gonna need you to send me pictures of the place, and I'm gonna have to do

some research on Yelp and everything, and... Yep!

Okay.

Done. We are booked for tonight.

Tonight? Wait, hold on, what? I thought you meant, like, in a few weeks.

Nope. Tonight.

Start packing, bitch. I'll be there in an hour.

Okay, but I have to be back on Monday. This can't be one of your extended trips

on a whim.

Give me a little credit.

I'll have you back to this whirlwind of excitement life of yours by Monday.

Okay. Okay. Bye.

Isn't this place amazing?

place amazing.

Oh, I love last minute booking.

Yeah, you know, I gotta give it to you, Sharla. This place is absolutely

beautiful.

You know, it's just so nice. All the stress that's been at work and just

like... No, no, no. Come on.

I know, and all the art.

Yeah, all the horses over there.

Actually, they're amazing.

I don't know how you found this place.

I know, architecture is unbelievable.

Well, welcome, welcome.

Glad you guys made it. I'm Tyler.

Pleasure.

And this is the lovely Dillian.

Hello. If you ladies need anything, just feel free and ask, and we'll bring it

to you.

Welcome to the ranch.

Thank you, guys.

I'm Charlotte. We spoke earlier.

That's it. I remember.

And this here is Adria.

Hello.

Wow.

This place is so pretty.

Do you guys own it?

We do. It's been about a couple years now. Hasn't it, Ty? Yeah, I'd say so.

About a couple years.

You guys are so young.

I mean, this place is really, really nice. You wouldn't assume.

the owners would be so young oh yeah we actually get that a lot my parents just

recently passed away and left me with the property so you know i didn't really

know what to do with it at first but dillian helped me get it all set up and

really couldn't have done it with her help and now we just we just be right

let people be you know exist yeah it's home

guys and we can't wait to share it with y 'all So, come, let us

throw you around.

Can we just

exist? Come on.

That's not how we live life, okay?

Go away. Come on. Get a grip, right?

Did you see the way he grabbed her ass?

I mean, come on.

It's like a good first impression for us.

They don't know how to live in life with people.

I just, I don't know. I don't know how.

Adria, give them a chance.

They're adorable.

Come on.

We came here to have fun. Go on. Have some fun.

Huh?

This place is beautiful, at least.

Even though it's a little more Jonestown than my tastes are used to.

And, of course, Charlotte's right at home here with these...

It's like, she's always been like this.

I love her to death, but one day she'll wake up and regret her choices, or lack

thereof. I'm sure of it.

Right?

Cruising, cruising, drinking in the city.

Looking,

cooking, cruising in the city.

Have they even slept yet?

Maybe they're early risers.

I mean, it'd make more sense considering they have to operate a business and

all. There's no way they can run a place on no sleep.

No way.

What am I saying?

Oh my god.

I should go. Why can't I go?

Thank you.

Thank you.

Oh my God. Oh my God.

Oh my God.

You're never going to believe what I just saw.

What happened? Are you okay?

No, I was just taking my morning run like I always do.

And I saw Tyler and Dillian and... Okay, and?

They were having sex.

Like, right outside in public.

I mean... Who do these people think that they are? You can't just have

sex wherever you want. That's not how this works.

Why do you care?

You can't just have sex wherever you want. It doesn't work that way.

None of this works that way.

Well, I think it's cute.

Of course you do.

You know, one day you're going to realize that life has rules for a

life has structure for a reason, Charlotte.

You know... For fuck's sake, Adria, let it go.

I'm going back to sleep.

What? Yeah. Me?

Who cares?

Are you actually working while we're here?

Um, well, yeah. I mean, it's just... I just gotta make sure everything's good

for next week, that's all.

Hmm, looks important.

What is it?

Um, well, actually, I'm... I'm putting together this account

with Japan and introducing their president with armed distribution VP and

reducing their expenditure about... 20%, as you can see here.

Oh, wow.

Let me look at these sheets.

Yeah, of course.

Um, you know, if you ever want to start out with, like, maybe some data entry or

something, I could totally talk to them about getting you hired.

Real nice asshole.

Could you at least pretend to relax for...

Two days?

Two days.

I guess.

Hey, ladies.

How'd you sleep?

Great.

So peaceful here.

It is, isn't it? You know, I like to take moments out of the day and just

breathe it all in.

Serenity, you know?

Oh, and how about you, Adria? How was your morning run?

Um... What do you mean?

How did you know that I went for a run?

I, um... Well, no, it just seemed like you were relaxing after a jog, and you

seemed like the jogging type, so... Oh, um... The jogging type? What kind of

type is that?

The type that cares about things that actually matter?

Uh...

I don't know, just you seem fit.

You know, I'm just saying.

I see.

Yeah. Yeah, it was nice.

Good.

There's tons of places to explore and run by. I can show you if you'd like.

you have to do is ask.

Hey, join us. You know, if you're not too busy.

Hey, that actually sounds great. You're our only guest this weekend, so you have

to run to the place.

So are you guys from around here, or what do you guys do for work?

We're from L .A.

I'm a waitress at this adorable Thai -Indian fusion restaurant.

Oh, very cool.

And what about you, Adria?

I'm an account manager.

Oh, okay.

For some pretty big firms, I'm guessing?

Yep.

Cool.

You both seem so positive and happy.

It's refreshing.

Well, we met about five years ago at the beach, and he was surfing, and I was

relaxing.

And we just became one. Of course he did.

What?

She said...

Yeah, well, you know, we really didn't have much of a purpose before this

You know, it's not like we would, you know, judge anyone by how they live

lives or anything.

But, you know, having this place kind of just, I don't know, made us whole.

That's beautiful.

We're eternally connected.

That's right.

In ways, views, and philosophies.

Which are?

Be free.

Be happy.

Kamatana.

It's basically wanting sense pleasures, either through the body or other senses,

and seeking anything that brings pleasure to those senses.

It's like when you're eating something really yummy and you want to take

bite. That's Kamasana, in the most simplistic form.

Yeah, you just live in the moment. Whatever brings you peace. Any desires,

whether it's spiritual, intellectual, cardinal?

Cardinal?

That's... Such a hard desire to fulfill when you're in a dedicated relationship.

I mean, which is pretty much why I'm single.

Well, we're not exclusive.

Oh.

I mean, we don't mind sharing, and it's part of it, part of

the conversation.

Yeah, you know, humans are animalistic.

And, you know, just because our souls are monogamous doesn't mean, you know,

have to be in the flesh.

Oh, how interesting.

I wonder why we have those impulses in the first place.

I guess it counts for something.

I mean, if people live a certain way and are happy, there's got to be something

appealing about it.

Maybe it is me.

Have I stopped my own growth to be secure?

Am I actually happy?

Um,

so

I forgot to call Seth when we got here.

Um, so I'm gonna go do that.

Adria!

How about you guys enjoy each other and I'll go see what she's got.

Okay, baby.

I don't know. I really hope you didn't do anything to upset her.

No, no, no, not at all.

Adria, look, I am so sorry. Sometimes Dillian and I go way overboard and don't

consider other people's feelings.

Yeah, you're damn right you don't. You and Dillian thinking you can preach your

beliefs like they're the norm.

I mean... I'm in a committed relationship, asshole.

Okay, well, I'm sorry. We didn't think... Yeah, exactly. You didn't

I mean, you can't just be happy all the time and choose whatever lover you want.

That's not how life works. I'm in a committed relationship.

I love Seth.

Who?

You're never going to get it. I'm not like you. Oh, right. I get that. But

is wrong with peace and love? Why are you so opposed to that?

God, would you stop? You're not my fucking psychiatrist.

You just don't know me at all.

Leave. Get out of here, please.

All right. I'm sorry.

I haven't been happy for a while, with myself or Seth.

Truth is, I've held myself back for a while now, and I have the nerve to think

I'm healthy.

The banality of my everyday is its own form of cancer, eating away at any

ability I may have had to feel joy.

I felt that when I was younger.

When did it change?

What happened?

Why have I lost that side of myself, and for what?

To jump through hoops for a company that doesn't give a shit about me? To share

my life with a man who's basically walking, breathing nothingness?

I give Charlotte a hard time, but she's got more courage in a strand of her

pretty blonde hair than I do in my whole being over the last couple of years.

Can I ask you a question?

Sure.

Um...

Have you ever been with a woman?

Of course.

I don't need a photo.

No worries, Ray.

Thank you.

I love it when you come in my mouth.

You're so cute.

Thank you.

It comes so hard.

I think I'm totally starting to understand this kamatana.

I want to, I get a lick of you and I just want another lick.

You

can't

take a stone back after you've tossed it. You can't take a word back after

you've said it. You can't take a moment back.

after you've lost it.

Hey, you.

Oh, hey.

Why don't you come in and join this party?

Come on.

I'm fine. I will.

Why don't you just give me a few more minutes out here?

I know. don't always see eye to eye, but you're my best friend.

I just want you to be happy.

I know you do.

I'm okay.

You mean the world to me too, Char.

I'll be in in a few minutes, okay? Go have fun.

You sure?

Absolutely.

he is cute I mean what do I have to lose

I'm going for it

Oh my God.

You're so good.

Oh, my God.

Oh God.

yeah just like that

Oh, my God. Oh, fuck.

Yeah.

Oh, fuck.

Thank you.

So.

I'm happy.

Always into my fashion, girl, you heavy like lead.

Liposuction, I just shell like a chicken or egg. Feeling confident, but now

you're becoming obsessed.

First you know, then you wait, now you're butting your breath.