Original subtitles

(Meredith) PICTURE THIS--

YOU'VE SPENT THE PAST FIVE YEARS OF YOUR RESIDENCY

TRAINING TO BECOME A SURGEON,

BUT THOSE FIVE YEARS SUDDENLY DON'T MATTER. (siren whoops)

THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS... (siren wailing)

THE ONLY THING BETWEEN YOU AND THE REST OF YOUR CAREER

IS A TEST

IN A RANDOM HOTEL IN A RANDOM CITY

WITH A RANDOM EXAMINER ASKING YOU RANDOM QUESTIONS.

NERVOUS? YOU SHOULD BE.

WE SHOULD BE GONE BY NOW.

THE FLIGHT'S NOT FOR THREE HOURS. YOU'RE FINE.

I-I'D BE FINE IF PEOPLE SHOWED UP ON TIME.

NO ONE IS GOING TO BE LATE.

SAN FRANCISCO IS A SHORT FLIGHT AWAY.

THERE'S NO REASON TO BE NERVOUS, OKAY?

(crying)

OH. NOT AGAIN.

(sobs) I'M SORRY.

IT'S JUST THAT MY PARENTS CALLED ME THIS MORNING

TO WISH ME LUCK,

AND THEY TOLD ME THAT THEIR CHURCH IS PRAYING FOR ME,

AND WHAT--WHAT--WHAT IF I DON'T PASS?

ONE IN FIVE PEOPLE DON'T PASS.

KEPNER, STOP. YOU'RE A TRAUMA SURGEON.

WE'RE SOLDIERS.

WE FIGHT BATTLES HARDER THAN THIS TEST EVERY SINGLE DAY,

AND WE WIN, OKAY?

SO DRY YOUR TEARS.

(continues crying)

I WANT YOU TO REPEAT AFTER ME.

I AM A SOLDIER.

I'M A S-SOLDIER.

NO, NO. I WANT TO HEAR YOU MEAN IT.

REPEAT. I AM A SOLDIER.

I AM A SOLDIER.

NOW GET ON THE BUS. OKAY.

(sighs)

KAREV?

NOW HAVE SALMON FOR DINNER.

AND TELL ROOM SERVICE TO MAKE SURE IT'S NOT FROZEN.

YOU LOSE OMEGA-3s IF IT'S FROZEN.

AVERY, ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME?

I'M TRYING NOT TO.

ALL RIGHT, HOW ARE YOU ON CASH?

I FIGURED YOU NEEDED SOME. UH...

(Teddy) OKAY, DON'T OVERTHINK IT.

THEY WANT STANDARD PROTOCOL, NOT CUTTING EDGE.

I MEAN, THIS IS A TEST IN PROFICIENCY,

AND WELL, Y-YOU'RE PROFICIENT IN YOUR SLEEP.

SO JUST MAKE SURE THAT YOU GET A LOT OF SLEEP.

YOU WANT ME TO BE RELAXED, RIGHT?

EXACTLY.

THIS ISN'T HELPING.

YOU'RE RIGHT. BYE!

GO! (man) BYE.

♪♪♪

KICK ASS.

♪♪♪

AHH. HEE!

IT'S EXCITING, HUH?

THEY STARTED OFF WITH SO LITTLE PROMISE,

I FEEL LIKE I'M WITNESSING A MIRACLE.

WHERE THE HELL IS KAREV?

OH, HE'LL BE HERE. I TRAINED HIM RIGHT.

OH. OKAY.

(giggles)

COMING! DON'T LEAVE WITHOUT ME.

MIRACLE.

♪♪♪

WHERE IS MEREDITH GREY?

(Derek) THEY CALLED TEN MINUTES AGO.

SHE STARTED THROWING UP RIGHT AFTER I DROPPED HER OFF.

SHE'S REALLY WARM. MAYBE I SHOULD STAY.

NO, BABIES GET SICK. IT SUCKS,

BUT IT'S THE DISGUSTING CIRCLE OF LIFE.

WE HAVE TRAINED TOO HARD.

I HAVE PERSONALLY PUT IN HOURS OF MY LIFE

THAT I WILL NEVER GET BACK, SO YOU ARE NOT FAILING

JUST BECAUSE YOUR MOMMY HORMONES ARE ALL "CODE ORANGE."

GO TO THE AIRPORT. PASS YOUR BOARDS.

MY BABY IS SICK.

WELL, LUCKY FOR HER, HER FATHER'S A DOCTOR.

TAKES A VILLAGE.

AND ZOLA'S VILLAGE IS CHOCK-FULL OF DOCTORS.

OKAY? SHE WILL BE FINE. JUST GO. MAKE ME PROUD.

ALL RIGHT. (kisses) MAMA LOVES YOU, ZO.

YOU'RE MY ZOZO. I LOVE YOU. (kisses)

I'LL BE HOME SOON. YEAH, SHH.

HEY, TORRES, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

DO YOU MIND LOOKING AFTER HER FOR A MINUTE?

I GOTTA MAKE SOME CALLS.

YEAH, NO. NO.

SOFIA HAD THAT BUG LAST WEEK, SO...

I'M NOT GETTING ANYWHERE NEAR THAT.

WHAT HAPPENED TO, "WE'RE A VILLAGE"?

IT'S A METAPHOR, SHEPHERD. GOOD LUCK.

(people speaking indistinctly)

(monitor beeping rhythmically)

WHAT'S THE DEAL WITH TOMMY'S PLATELET COUNT?

DID YOU KNOW IT DROPPED?

HE'S NOT YOUR PATIENT ANYMORE, REMEMBER?

HIS CRIT'S BEEN DECREASING, AND HIS SATs ARE LOW.

WE MIGHT WANT TO--

WE'VE BEEN GETTING ALONG JUST FINE WITHOUT YOU

THESE PAST FEW WEEKS.

I DON'T NEED YOU BUTTING IN NOW.

(sighs) KAREV, OUTSIDE.

NOW.

(beeping continues)

(Alex) TOMMY'S DETERIORATING.

WHAT DID HIS X-RAYS SHOW?

JUST--SHH.

OKAY...

LOOK YOUR EXAMINER IN THE EYE, BUT DON'T STARE.

AND DON'T-- AND DON'T RUSH YOUR ANSWERS.

YOU KNOW, IT'S OKAY TO TAKE A SECOND

TO JUST COMPOSE YOURSELF.

BUT DON'T-- DON'T TAKE TOO LONG.

YEAH, I GOT THIS.

OKAY, I HOPE YOU DO.

WHAT?

I MEAN, I KNOW YOU DO.

(elevator bell dings)

(door hisses)

23 MINUTES LATE? NOT OKAY!

IS IT TOO LATE TO REQUEST A VAN WITHOUT YOU ON IT?

(indistinct conversations)

(van door closes)

(engine turns over)

(indistinct conversations continue)

(doctors speaking indistinctly)

(horn honks)

(woman speaking indistinctly over p.a.)

(speaks indistinctly)

I NEED YOU, LEX.

HI. UH, UH,

WHAT?

I NEED YOU.

I'M DOING A SKIN GRAFT,

AND I'M STUCK WITH AN INTERN WHO THINKS THAT

DEBRIDING THE NECROTIC TISSUE

IS THE TITLE OF A NINE INCH NAILS ALBUM.

ARE YOU SURE IT'S NOT? (chuckles) IT MIGHT BE.

I'M NOT FAMILIAR WITH THEIR LATER WORK.

YOU'RE JUST SAD BECAUSE JACKSON IS OFF TO TAKE HIS BOARDS.

HE AND I WORK WELL TOGETHER.

WE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER.

LIKE YOU AND I USED TO, YOU KNOW?

SO I NEED YOU.

I CAN'T.

UH, I-I-I AM WAY BEHIND

ON ALL OF THIS, UM, RESEARCH FOR SHEPHERD.

YOU KNOW, I WAS GONNA PULL AN ALL-NIGHTER TO FINISH, SO...

ALL RIGHT.

THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUN, WORKING TOGETHER AGAIN.

BUT IF YOU'RE BUSY...

MARK, WAIT.

YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT THE LATEST NINE INCH NAILS ALBUM.

IT IS PRETTY...

FRESH.

(elevator bell dings)

OKAY.

(people speaking indistinctly)

(whispers) I SAID FRESH.

(monitor beeping erratically)

16-YEAR-OLD MALE DRIVER, CAR VERSUS STREETLIGHT.

ARRESTED ONCE BEFORE THEY FREED HIM IN THE CAR

AND ONCE IN THE RIG.

B.P. 80 SYSTOLIC, TACHYCARDIC.

CONTUSIONS AND LACERATIONS OVER CHEST AND ABDOMEN.

WHERE'S ALTMAN? (Miranda) ABDOMEN IS RIGID

SO THERE'S PROBABLY A LOT OF BLOOD IN THE BELLY.

(Nicole) IT TOOK OVER AN HOUR TO GET HIM OUT.

(beeping continues)

UH, KID ARRESTED TWICE IN THE FIELD.

ADD AN E.K.G. TO THE TRAUMA LABS

AND GET X-RAY IN HERE, STAT.

(woman) RIGHT AWAY. OH, GOD. RICKY.

OH, EXCUSE ME.

WHAT WAS HE EVEN DOING IN HIS CAR?

HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE AT BASKETBALL PRACTICE.

OKAY, IS HE ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? NO.

DOES HE HAVE HEART PROBLEMS?

NO. PROBABLY DRIVING TOO FAST.

WE SORE THAT IF HE GOT EVEN ONE TICKET,

WE WOULD TAKE THAT CAR AWAY FROM HIM. (monitor alarm beeping)

HANG A UNIT OF O NEG AND MAKE SURE THE C.T. IS READY.

RICK! WHAT IS HAPPENING? WHY ARE THEY DOING--

LET'S STEP OUT. LET'S STEP OUT. WHAT'S GOING ON?

(beeping continues)

♪♪♪

(cable car bell dings)

(indistinct conversations)

OH, SORRY. OW!

THAT'S-- OH, CASE WESTERN RESERVE.

UH, DO YOU KNOW TED STEVENSON, HEAD OF TRAUMA?

I DO, YEAH.

HE JUST OFFERED ME A JOB. I MIGHT BE AN ATTENDING THERE.

APRIL KEPNER, SEATTLE.

KEVIN BANKS. I'M THE GUY WHOSE JOB YOU TOOK.

I WAS WAITING TO HEAR, BUT I GUESS I JUST HEARD.

THANKS A LOT.

WELL, HE HATES ME.

(Alex laughs) HOW DO YOU DO THAT?

YOU'VE BEEN HERE, LIKE, TWO MINUTES.

MY EXAMINER IS GONNA HATE ME, TOO, INSTANTLY.

DON'T PSYCH YOURSELF OUT.

ONE IN FIVE PEOPLE FAIL THE BOARDS.

FINE. PSYCH YOURSELF OUT.

IT'S JUST A TEST. WE'VE ALL DEALT WITH WORSE.

NO ONE'S BLEEDING OUT ON YOUR TABLE.

WE WILL BE FINE.

(man) ♪ SHE WONDERS IF ♪

CRISTINA.

(sighs)

WHAT?

ZOLA HAS THE STOMACH FLU.

(exhales) SO? KIDS GET SICK. DEREK'S WITH HER.

ZOLA HAS THE STOMACH FLU.

(elevator bell dings)

OH, NO. NO, MER, YOU CAN'T BE SICK.

MM. YOU CANNOT BE SICK.

OKAY.

YOU'RE JUST FREAKING OUT.

OKAY.

J-JUST TAKE DEEP BREATHS, OKAY?

(clears throat)

JUST TAKE DEEP BREATHS.

SO DO YOU GUYS WANNA GO REGISTER

AND THEN GO GET SOME LUNCH? (inhales sharply and retches)

OH.

(vomits)

WH--UH, WHAT JUST HAPPENED?

STOMACH FLU.

♪♪♪

ZOLA HAS THE STOMACH FLU

AND YOU DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING?

HOW COULD YOU? ARE--ARE YOU TRYING TO SABOTAGE US ALL?

IT'S NOT LIKE IT'S THE BLACK PLAGUE.

YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ARE FRIEND.

OH, APRIL, CALM DOWN. OH...

Y-YOU STAY RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE, TYPHOID MARY.

COME ON. LET'S GO REGISTER.

MER, JUST SIT.

AND I'LL GET YOUR REGISTRATION PACKAGE.

(man) NEXT IN LINE. (speaks indistinctly)

HEY, DR. ROBBINS, IT'S ALEX.

UH, LISTEN, I WAS THINKING ABOUT TOMMY.

UH, HAVE YOU TRIED LIQUID VENTILATION?

IT'S JUST AN IDEA. LET ME KNOW.

(beeps)

DUDE, IS THAT YOUR MOM?

(indistinct conversations)

BABY.

OH, NO.

I KNOW.

I KNOW YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR MOTHER BEFORE THE BOARDS.

BUT THEY ARE WEARING THIS OLD GIRL OUT.

GOT ME EXAMINING THREE SESSIONS TOMORROW,

AND I MIGHT NOT SEE YOU,

SO I HAD TO SAY GOOD LUCK.

OKAY.

MWAH. THANK YOU, MOM.

OH, AND I BROUGHT IT.

MNH-MNH. NO, NO, THAT'S FINE. YOU DON'T--

IT'S IN HERE SOMEWHERE. THAT'S FINE. THAT'S OKAY.

THAT'S WHAT YOU ALWAYS SAY,

BUT YOU ALWAYS WANT IT IN THE END. OKAY, ALL RIGHT.

MOM, I'M GOOD. I AM.

I'M IN ROOM 809 WHEN YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND.

ALL RIGHT.

ALL RIGHT. EXCUSE ME.

MOMMY BRING YOU YOUR BINKY?

IT'S MY LUCKY PENCIL. SHE BROUGHT MY LUCKY PENCIL.

YOU KNOW THIS IS AN ORAL TEST, RIGHT?

YES, I KNOW, OKAY?

IT'S JUST, I USED IT FOR MY S.A.T.s,

AND MY M.C.A.T.s, AND MY INTERN EXAM.

SO IT'S YOUR BINKY.

IT'S...

SORT OF LIKE MY BINKY, YEAH.

(elevator bell dings)

OKAY.

FILL THIS OUT.

(indistinct conversations continue)

THERE MUST BE, WHAT,

LIKE A HUNDRED PEOPLE IN THIS ROOM?

OKAY, IF KEPNER IS RIGHT,

20 OF THEM ARE SCREWED.

I'M GONNA PUKE. RELAX. YOU'RE NOT ONE OF THEM.

NO, ON YOU.

(indistinct conversations continue)

(phone rings)

(rings and buzzes)

(beeps)

SO... IT'S HIS BOWEL?

AGAIN?

WE WON'T KNOW HOW BAD IT IS

WITHOUT OPENING HIM UP.

OKAY.

(sighs)

(monitor beeping rhythmically)

MORGAN, WE'VE ALREADY REMOVED PART OF HIS BOWEL.

THERE'S A VERY GOOD CHANCE

HE WON'T MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER SURGERY.

YOU'VE SAID THAT BEFORE.

A LOT. WE'LL DO IT.

DO THE SURGERY.

(beeping continues)

WE CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO PREP AN E.V.R.

ALL RIGHT. WELL, WHY DON'T YOU OPEN HIM UP,

AND I'LL GET HIM PREPPED?

YOU'RE GONNA FILL HIM FULL OF BLOOD THINNERS,

HIS ORGANS WILL BLEED OUT BEFORE WE GET A CHANCE TO SAVE THEM.

HE NEEDS DAMAGE CONTROL.

OPENING HIS CHEST WILL CAUSE MORE DAMAGE IN THE LONG RUN

THAN WE CAN CONTROL.

SHE'S RIGHT. THIS GIVES HIM HIS BEST OPTIONS FOR RECOVERY.

THIS SOUNDS LIKE A GOOD COMPROMISE.

DR. HUNT, SIR, NO ONE'S TOLD US

WHAT WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE PREPPING FOR?

LAPAROTOMY. E.V.R.

(monitor beeping rhythmically)

BOTH. NOW THAT'S A GOOD PLAN. (slaps hands together)

(sighs)

BOTH.

PREP HIM HEAD TO TOE.

ALL RIGHT THEN.

OKAY, PAGE ME FOR THE TIB-FIB FRACTURE WHEN YOU'RE DONE.

HEY, WHERE YOU GOING?

OH, YOU WANT TO BE IN THE O.R. WITH THOSE TWO?

THEY HATE EACH OTHER.

OH, THEY'RE PROFESSIONALS. THEY'LL BE FINE.

NO, IT'S AWFUL.

IT'S TENSE AND IT'S COLD AND IT'S DANGEROUS.

IT FEELS LIKE DEFUSING A BOMB

IN A HAUNTED HOUSE THAT'S BUILT ON A MINEFIELD,

AND THERE ARE BEARS EVERYWHERE,

AND THE BEARS HAVE KNIVES.

UH, NOW I HAVE TO BE IN HERE WITH 'EM

FOR THE NEXT EIGHT HOURS.

YOU HAVE TO TAME THEM OR YOU WILL DIE.

WE WILL ALL DIE.

THEIR HATE WILL DESTROY THE HOSPITAL,

AND THEN THE WHOLE PLANET.

I AM COUNTING ON YOU, BAILEY.

WE'RE ALL COUNTING ON YOU.

GODSPEED.

(door opens)

(door closes)

(sighs)

(cable car bell dings)

OKAY, 56 YEAR OLD PRESENTS WITH PANCREATIC DUCTAL OBSTRUCTION...

(cell phone beeps)

AND DILATED MAIN PANCREATIC DUCT.

POST-OP PROCEDURE...

YES.

(beep) DUDE, GIVE IT A REST.

IF WE DON'T KNOW IT BY NOW, WE'RE SCREWED.

BESIDES, YOU'VE GOT YOUR MAGICAL PENCIL

TO SEE YOU THROUGH.

HE'S GOT A MAGIC PENCIL? OH, SAY MORE.

HIS MOMMY BROUGHT IT.

WAIT. HOW MAGICAL IS THIS PENCIL?

AND CAN IT STOP THAT?

(crying) I'M SORRY.

I'M SORRY. THIS ALL JUST GOT

REALLY, REALLY REAL.

AND MAN DOWN.

TWO MEN DOWN. FIRST GREY, NOW--

MEREDITH'S NOT DOWN. SHE'S FINE.

WHOA. SHUT UP.

DR. ROBBINS. Karev,

WHY DO YOU KEEP CALLING ME?

WELL, YOU DON'T ANSWER MY TEXTS.

I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF YOU GOT TOMMY'S X-RAYS BACK YET. Yes. Okay?

YES, AND YOUR HUNCH WAS CORRECT.

HIS NECROTIZING ENTEROCOLITIS HAS RETURNED.

IS MORGAN, UH, ARE-- ARE YOU GONNA OPERATE?

Yeah.

IN A FEW HOURS. WE'RE PREPPING HIM SOON.

LISTEN, I WILL TEXT YOU WHEN I-- (beep)

WAIT. KAREV?

I GOTTA GO.

GO WHERE, TO EAT?

NO, I GOTTA GO BACK TO SEATTLE.

(door opens)

(door closes)

(cries) WHAT?

(cell phone rings and buzzes)

(rings and buzzes)

(blows air)

(rings and buzzes)

(rings and buzzes)

(rings and buzzes)

(beeps)

HI.

YEAH, NO, JUST-- SORRY, I WAS NAPPING.

I'M JUST, UH, I-I FEEL A LITTLE TIRED IS ALL. (Zola crying)

HOW'S ZOLA?

(continues crying)

HER FEVER'S DOWN TO 100. STOP WORRYING.

I can hear her screaming, Derek.

NO, NO, SHE'S SCREAMING, "GO, MAMA. KICK BUTT ON THE BOARDS." (continues crying)

IS SHE REALLY FEELING BETTER? Yeah, you hear that?

(Zola coughs) SHE STOPPED CRYING.

And now she's smiling

THAT CUTE LITTLE SMILE SHE DOES. (cries)

OH, YEAH. I LOVE THAT SMILE.

YOU GONNA BE ALL RIGHT FOR TOMORROW? Tomorrow? Yeah.

I FEEL GREAT. Listen, I made some calls.

THERE IS AN OPENING AT MASS GENERAL,

AND WE COULD DO THIS.

And Zola could grow up

WITH A BOSTON ACCENT. Whoa.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I WANT THE JOB AT THE BRIGHAM.

AND I HAVEN'T PASSED MY TEST YET. You will.

(keypad beeping) OH, DON'T TOUCH THE BUTTONS.

Zola, I'm talking to your m--

(dial tone drones)

(knock on door) (sighs)

(beep)

(blows air)

(groans)

(gags)

(knock)

WH--

NICE.

I DON'T TAKE CHANCES.

(sighs)

MY KID JUST HUNG UP ON ME.

YEAH, THAT'LL HAPPEN AGAIN.

W-WHERE DID YOU GET AN I.V. AND FLUIDS?

I'M A DOCTOR IN A HOTEL FULL OF DOCTORS.

ROLL UP YOUR SLEEVE.

YOU'RE A NICE PERSON.

AH, DON'T GET ALL MISTY.

I'M OUTTA HERE IN 60 SECONDS.

THIS ROOM IS LIKE A VIRAL CESSPOOL.

OW.

I TAKE THAT BACK.

(monitor beeping rhythmically)

ALL RIGHT. FLUORO OUT.

OKAY.

WHERE WERE WE? CLAMP, PLEASE.

I HOPE THAT WAS WORTH IT. (suction gurgling)

HEY, JUST CHECKING IN. ALMOST DONE?

ALMOST, BUT YOU SHOULD ASK ALTMAN.

UH, SHE USUALLY DISAGREES WITH ME.

I NEED TO CHECK THE FINAL POSITION OF THE GRAFT

SO, YEAH, I DISAGREE WITH HUNT.

OKAY THEN.

I DON'T WANT TO INTERRUPT THE WORK THAT YOU'RE DOING HERE,

FIXING THE PROBLEMS THAT WE ALL WANT FIXED,

THAT WE ALL NEED FIXED.

SO, UH, I'LL BE BACK.

UH, YOU COULD STAY.

THERE--THERE'S ROOM. STAY!

(woman speaks indistinctly over p.a.)

(indistinct conversations)

(crunches) YOU MIND IF I JOIN YOU?

NO. UH, PLEASE.

I SENT MY IDIOT INTERN TO GET ME LUNCH.

I TOLD HIM TO GET ME ANYTHING BUT LENTIL SOUP.

YOU KNOW WHAT HE BROUGHT ME? LENTIL SOUP.

THE FUTURE OF MEDICINE.

I DON'T KNOW. WE'RE NOT ALL HOPELESS.

I KNOW. I'M SPOILED WITH AVERY.

HE'S QUICK, HE'S THOROUGH, HE'S FUNNY.

RIGHT, IN A VERY DRY KIND OF WAY. RIGHT?

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU TWO?

WHY'D YOU BREAK UP?

(smart phone chimes)

GREAT.

IT'S DUMBO, THE FLYING IDIOT.

I LEFT HIM TREATING A BURN.

NOW HE'S PROBABLY THE ONE ON FIRE.

(laughs)

TO BE CONTINUED.

O--

(indistinct conversations continue)

(monitor beeping rhythmically)

RETRACT MORE HERE.

I NEED BETTER VISUALIZATION.

(door hisses open)

HOW CAN I HELP?

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?

LOOK, I CAN'T JUST STAY IN THAT HOTEL ROOM

AND NOT DO ANYTHING.

THERE'S NOTHING FOR YOU TO DO.

COME ON. I'M HERE. I CAN SCRUB IN.

NO, THERE'S NOTHING THAT I CAN DO, ALEX.

TAKE A LOOK YOURSELF.

(beeping continues)

ALMOST THE ENTIRE BOWEL IS NECROTIC.

THERE'S NOTHING ELSE TO BE DONE.

I'M CLOSING.

(The Naked and Famous) ♪ HERE IT COMES ♪

♪ THE UNAVOIDABLE SUN ♪

♪ WHERE'S MY HEAD? ♪

(indistinct conversations)

♪ AND WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE? ♪

WE'RE FALLING APART.

MEREDITH'S SICK

AND ALEX...

WHAT THE HELL WAS HE THINKING? MNH-MNH.

SEE, YOU GOTTA PUT ALL THAT OUT OF YOUR HEAD.

OKAY? CONCENTRATE ON YOUR OWN GAME.

(inhales)

(exhales deeply) I'M A SOLDIER.

WHAT?

(chuckles) NOTHING.

HEY, BUT WE'RE STILL STANDING, RIGHT?

HELL, YEAH, WE ARE. YEAH.

ME AND YOU.

ME AND YOU.

(laughs)

WHO IS THAT?

OH, THAT'S THE GUY WHO THINKS I STOLE HIS JOB.

HE HATES ME.

SO WHAT? HE'S A DOUCHE.

AH, AND HERE HE COMES.

(man) NAH, DUDE, JUST DON'T.

JUST SIT DOWN-- NO, NO, I-I WANT TO APOLOGIZE.

I WAS A TOOL THIS AFTERNOON.

NO HARD FEELINGS?

SURE, YEAH.

NO PROBLEM. NO PROBLEM AT ALL.

I'M SORRY.

YOU HAVE NOTHING TO BE SORRY FOR.

I MEAN, BEST MAN WINS AND ALL THAT STUFF, RIGHT?

OR WOMAN, WHATEVER.

YEAH, HE'S HAD A FEW BEERS. YOU KNOW WHAT?

AND HE GOT BAD NEWS TODAY, SO WE'LL JUST--

ALL I'M SAYING IS, OBVIOUSLY,

SHE CAN OFFER SOMETHING THAT I CAN'T OFFER.

ALL RIGHT. EVERYBODY'S A LITTLE WOUND UP, ALL RIGHT?

SO BIG DAY TOMORROW, MAYBE YOU SHOULD, UM,

GO SLEEP IT OFF.

ARE YOU THE BOYFRIEND?

YOU KNOW, YOU SHOULD WATCH OUT NEXT YEAR,

'CAUSE, UH, TED STEVENSON

LIKES HIMSELF A REDHEAD. (laughs)

ALL RIGHT. OKAY, KEVIN.

I THINK YOU CAN LEAVE.

OR MAYBE YOU FOUND THAT OUT ALREADY.

IS THAT HOW YOU GOT THE JOB?

♪♪♪

OH!

OHH! WHOA.

BITCH!

HEY, LOOK, YOU NEED--

REALLY?

YOU WANT TO GO?

YEAH, BITCH! I WANT TO GO!

AAH! APRIL!

AAH!

(April screaming)

(people speaking indistinctly)

STOP! YEAH, YOU WANT MORE OF THIS?! 'CAUSE I GOT MORE!

SHUT YOUR BIG MOUTH, ALL RIGHT?

OH, YEAH, IT GOES WITH MY BIG BRAIN, DUMBASS! WHAT?

THAT'S WHY I GOT YOUR JOB NEXT YEAR! APRIL!

UGH!

ENOUGH! (grunts)

(people speaking indistinctly)

NOW IF ANYONE IS STILL HERE IN 30 SECONDS,

YOU'RE BARRED FROM THE TEST.

NOW GET!

(people continue speaking indistinctly)

THAT WAS NOT OUR FAULT, OKAY?

THESE CASE WESTERN RESERVE GUYS,

THEY STARTED THE WHOLE-- WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!

WHAT AM I DOING HERE? WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?

WE JUST CAME DOWN HERE TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT--

NO, I THOUGHT YOU WERE HERE TO PROVE

THAT THE CONSIDERABLE AMOUNT OF MONEY SPENT

TRAINING YOU WASN'T WASTED,

THAT THE DREAMS YOU HAD OF BECOMING SURGEONS

WON'T VANISH IN A PUFF OF SMOKE TOMORROW

WHEN THE EXAMINER ASKS YOU A QUESTION

AND YOU CAN'T ANSWER IT

BECAUSE INSTEAD OF GETTING A GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP,

YOU WERE ENGAGING IN A BARROOM BRAWL.

(glass shatters)

WE SHOULD PROBABLY GO. WE SHOULD GO.

GOOD NIGHT, CHIEF. OKAY, NIGHT, CHIEF.

(indistinct conversations continue)

(laughs) OH, MY GOD.

GOOD LORD.

SO YOU D--YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING?

YOU JUST CLOSED HIM BACK UP?

THERE WAS TOO MUCH NECROSIS.

HE'S NOT GOING TO SURVIVE.

SO WE'LL KEEP THE PRESSORS GOING,

KEEP HIM ON T.P.N. UNTIL HE'S READY.

THERE'S GOT TO BE MORE THAT WE CAN DO.

MORGAN...

WE DID IT.

YOU DID IT.

YOU DID IT ALL.

(crying)

OH.

(continues crying)

(people speaking indistinctly)

(continues crying)

I'M SORRY.

I REALLY AM.

(whimpers)

(crying)

(continues crying)

(monitor beeping rhythmically)

(Teddy) ALL RIGHT. I AM ALMOST FINISHED HERE.

I THINK THIS BOY IS GONNA HAVE TO LOSE HIS SPLEEN.

YOU SEE ANY WAY OF SALVAGING IT?

MNH-MNH.

(monitor beeping erratically)

WHAT--B.P.'s CRASHING? WHAT--WHAT HAPPENED?

THERE'S A LEAK. THE GRAFT IS LEAKING.

FLUORO IN.

(sighs deeply)

I KNEW IT.

WHAT--WHAT DID YOU KNOW, THAT GRAFTS LEAK?

IT'S COMMON. IT HAPPENS.

WELL, FIX IT AND THEN GET OUT.

WHAT DO YOU THINK THAT I AM TRYING TO DO?

ALL RIGHT, THE LEAK IS BELOW THE DIAPHRAGM.

I CAN TRY AND FIX THE GRAFT BY--

(Miranda) HERE. THE ABDOMEN'S ALREADY OPEN.

WE CAN TRY TO FIX IT MANUALLY.

FINE. TRY IT.

FLUORO OUT.

(beeping continues)

(Miranda) UH, I'M HAVING TROUBLE VISUALIZING WITH ALL THIS BLOOD.

HUNT, A LITTLE HELP, PLEASE.

NO, ALTMAN CAN ASSIST.

ALTMAN?

MY HEAD'S NOT IN THE GAME. I SHOULDN'T BE HERE.

SO, UH, IF YOU'VE GOT THIS, I WILL... LEAVE YOU TO IT.

(beeping continues)

(indistinct conversations)

(elevator bell dings)

CATHERINE?

RICHARD?

YOU'RE AN EXAMINER?

EITHER THAT OR I'M STALKING YOU. (chuckles)

WELL, THAT'S A WIN-WIN IF I EVER HEARD IT.

(laughs) GIVE ME A HUG.

OH. (laughs)

(laughs) MM.

I-I DIDN'T KNOW YOU'D BE HERE. EVERY YEAR.

MAKING THE FUTURE OF MEDICINE WET ITS PANTS.

(both laugh)

WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?

ARCHIE KATZ--HE CAME DOWN WITH THE STOMACH FLU,

AND THEY ASKED ME TO SUB IN.

YOU KNOW, I FIGURED I'D SPEND THE ENTIRE DAY

STARING AT SWEATY, ANXIOUS RESIDENTS. (laughs)

THIS IS A REAL IMPROVEMENT.

I SHOULD HOPE SO.

(both laugh)

COMING.

NO, DON'T OPEN THE DOOR.

I-I DON'T WANT TO BREATHE YOUR AIR.

I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF YOU NEED ANYTHING.

OH, NO. I'M OKAY.

DID YOU SLEEP?

NO, IT'S WORSE WHEN I LIE DOWN OR--WHOA.

UH, UM, WHEN I STAND UP, APPARENTLY.

MM.

OHH.

DO YOU THINK ZOLA'S GONNA HATE ME?

WHY?

BECAUSE MOMS SHOULD BE WITH THEIR KIDS WHEN THEY'RE SICK.

ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS LAY ON TOP OF YOUR MOM WHEN YOU'RE SICK.

MY MOTHER WAS NEVER AROUND TO LAY ON TOP OF,

AND NOW I'M NOT THERE FOR ZOLA TO LAY ON TOP OF.

I WAS JUST WONDERING IF YOU THINK

SHE'S GONNA HATE ME.

(Au Revoir Simone's "All or Nothing" playing)

OWEN SLEPT WITH SOMEONE.

YEAH.

DID YOU KNOW?

YEAH.

DOES EVERYONE KNOW?

NO.

HE THOUGHT YOU TOLD ME

SO HE TOLD ME.

ANYWAY, THAT'S HOW I KNOW.

♪♪♪

OKAY.

HE'S A PIG,

AND YOU DESERVE BETTER.

♪ KNOWING NOTHING OF WHERE YOU'VE BEEN ♪

♪ OR WHERE YOU'RE GOING, FEELS FARTHER ♪

ARE YOU STILL THERE?

YEAH, I'M STILL HERE.

(elevator bell dings)

(laughing) OH, MY GOD. THAT WAS AMAZING.

YOU JUST PUNCHED A GUY.

I PUNCHED A GUY.

YOU WERE FREAKIN' CRAZY IN THERE.

JACKSON, WE ARE GONNA DO THIS.

I-I-I CAN FEEL IT.

I--THIS IS OUR LAST NIGHT AS RESIDENTS.

LET'S HOPE.

NO, STOP THAT! YOU JUST STOP DOUBTING YOURSELF.

WE FREAKIN' KICKED THAT GUY'S ASS IN THERE.

WE ARE GONNA KICK THIS TEST'S ASS.

HOW COME YOU'RE SO CONFIDENT ALL OF A SUDDEN?

I'M A SOLDIER.

YEAH, I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS, BUT--

♪ IT'S ALL, ALL, ALL, ALL ♪

MM. APRIL.

SHOULD I NOT HAVE DONE THAT?

I, UM...

I...

IF YOU WANT ME TO STOP, JUST SAY SO,

AND I'LL STOP.

I JUST--YOU'RE...

THE WAY YOU'RE KISSING ME RIGHT NOW, YOU JUST--

(whispers) YOU'RE A VIRGIN. YOU'RE A VIRGIN.

YES, BECAUSE MY WHOLE LIFE SINCE I WAS A KID,

I HAD THIS IDEA OF HOW MY LIFE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE,

THESE RULES THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO FOLLOW,

BUT I'M NOT A KID.

I'M NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS WHEN I STARTED MY RESIDENCY.

I JUST PUNCHED A GUY.

(laughs) AND IT FELT REALLY GOOD.

AND IF SOMETHING FEELS REALLY, REALLY GOOD,

IT CAN'T BE BAD, RIGHT?

I, UH...

JACKSON, HEY.

IT'S OKAY.

REALLY.

IT'S OKAY.

♪ IT'S ALL ♪

I'M JUST SAYING,

IF JACKSON DOESN'T PASS TOMORROW,

I'M HOLDING YOU PERSONALLY RESPONSIBLE.

WELL, DON'T WORRY ABOUT JACKSON.

HE KEPT HIS HEAD DOWN.

HE'S IN GOOD SHAPE.

AND HOW ABOUT YOU?

HOW'S ADELE?

OKAY, I THINK.

I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN A WHILE.

IT CONFUSES HER MORE THAN ANYTHING

WHEN I'M THERE.

HOW ARE YOU WITH THAT?

(clicks tongue)

IT... IT'S THE RIGHT THING.

ACTUALLY...

SHE'S HAPPIER.

(people speaking indistinctly)

AT OUR AGE, YOU WOULD THINK

WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO GROW UP ANYMORE, HUH?

(people continue speaking indistinctly)

(door hisses)

HEY. HOW ARE WE DOING IN HERE?

I AM NOT THE PROBLEM. HE IS.

I MEAN, HE IS COMPLETELY UNWILLING TO COLLABORATE.

HE SHOULD'VE BEEN IN HERE FIXING THAT LEAK.

OH, BUT, NO.

HE IS JUST NOT WILLING TO EVEN HEAR ME.

I MEAN, IT'S OBSTRUCTING PATIENT CARE...

REALLY? YOU HAD EIGHT HOURS.

(tsks) WHY IS THIS ON ME?

WELL, BECAUSE SHE'LL LISTEN TO YOU.

AND BECAUSE I ORGANIZED LADIES NIGHT. IT'S YOUR TURN.

...JUMP IN AND SAVE THE DAY AGAIN.

I CAN'T WORK WITH HIM IF HE IS GONNA FIGHT ME

ON EVERY SINGLE THING.

OKAY, HE IS NOT FIGHTING YOU.

HE DISAGREED WITH YOU ON A COURSE OF TREATMENT.

THAT IS SOMETHING DOCTORS DO.

BUT YOU DON'T SEE HIM AS A DOCTOR.

YOU ONLY SEE HIM AS THE MAN YOU BLAME

FOR THE DEATH OF YOUR HUSBAND.

AND YOU KNOW AND I KNOW, THAT WAS NOT HIS FAULT.

BUT HE'S ACCEPTED THAT BLAME

BECAUSE HE THINKS IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER.

HE'S NOT FIGHTING YOU.

BUT YOU KEEP FIGHTING HIM.

(monitor beeping rhythmically)

HE LOST YOU.

HE LOST HIS FRIEND,

AND NOW HE'S PROBABLY LOSING HIS WIFE.

HIS WORLD IS FALLING APART.

SO I HOPE BLAMING HIM IS HELPING YOU,

'CAUSE IT SURE ISN'T HELPING HIM.

(door hisses)

I'VE TURNED OFF HIS PRESSORS

SO WE WON'T BE ABLE TO MANAGE HIS BLOOD PRESSURE ANYMORE,

AND HIS T.P.N. AND HIS FLUIDS,

SO HE WON'T BE GETTING ANY MORE NUTRITION.

(monitor beeping rhythmically)

YOU OKAY?

(sniffles)

(beeping continues)

I'M GONNA TURN OFF HIS VENTILATOR

AND REMOVE HIS E.T. TUBE.

(cries)

DO YOU NEED A MINUTE?

(beeping continues)

(switch clicks, ventilator powers down)

(beeps)

(air hisses)

(labored breathing)

HIS BREATHING WILL SLOW DOWN

AND HIS HEART WILL EVENTUALLY STOP.

IT MAY TAKE MINUTES. IT MAY TAKE HOURS.

(crying)

(sniffles)

(labored breathing continues)

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME

I'VE EVER REALLY BEEN ABLE TO HOLD HIM...

(cries)

WITHOUT THE TUBES AND JUNK.

IT'S NICE.

STAY.

PLEASE.

(labored breathing continues)

THANK YOU, DOCTOR.

HEY.

AH, WE MEET AGAIN.

HEY. (chuckles) THANKS.

MM-HMM. UH, BY THE WAY,

IT WASN'T ME, WAS IT?

WHAT?

THAT SPLIT YOU TWO UP--

THE FACT THAT AVERY AND I ARE WORKING TOGETHER,

THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE TO SEE ME ALL THE TIME?

I MEAN, I DON'T--I DON'T MAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE, DO I?

NO. NO, NO, NO, NO.

I... NO, YOU DON'T.

GREAT, BECAUSE THIS IS NICE.

TALKING TO YOU-- I MISS IT.

I MISS YOU.

I MISS YOU, TOO.

AND...

(people speaking indistinctly)

THE REASON THAT JACKSON AND I BROKE UP, IT--

OH, YOU KNOW WHAT? WE DON'T HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THAT.

IT'S REALLY--IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS SO FORGET I ASKED.

WE CAN BE FRIENDS

WHO DON'T TALK ABOUT THAT STUFF, EVER.

OKAY.

(people continue speaking indistinctly)

OH, BUT AS YOUR FRIEND,

IF YOU'RE NOT OVER HIM,

YOU SHOULD TELL HIM,

BECAUSE SERIOUSLY, YOU GUYS ARE GREAT TOGETHER.

THANKS.

DON'T STAY TOO LATE.

(people continue speaking indistinctly)

AND I LOOK JUST TO THE LEFT OF THEIR HEAD.

IT FREAKS 'EM OUT. (laughs)

YOU ARE TERRIBLE.

OH, COME ON, NOW.

YOU GONNA TRY AND TELL ME YOU'RE ALL WARM AND MATERNAL?

I AM SUPPORTIVE AND I'M ENCOURAGING.

MM-HMM. I'VE WATCHED YOU WITH YOUR STUDENTS.

I KNOW YOUR MOVES.

(laughs) OH, DO YOU NOW?

I CERTAINLY DO.

I DON'T KNOW.

I MAY HAVE A MOVE OR TWO THAT YOU HAVEN'T SEEN.

(Lakehouse's "Of Monsters and Men" playing)

(clears throat)

WOULD YOU LIKE SOME-- SOME COFFEE?

NO.

MORE--MORE DESSERT?

NO.

♪ OH, I MISS THE COMFORT ♪

YEAH.

YOU TIRED?

♪ WHERE WE ARE ♪

NOT IN THE LEAST.

♪ WHERE WE ARE, WHERE WE ARE ♪

WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO GET THE CHECK?

♪ THE FLOOR UNDER ♪

HONEY, COULD YOU GET US THE CHECK, PLEASE?

♪ WHISPERS OUT ♪

YES, MA'AM.

♪ "COME ON IN, COME ON IN ♪

♪ WHERE IT ALL BEGINS" ♪

♪ CAN YOU CHASE ♪

♪ THE FIRE ♪

♪ AWAY? ♪

♪ CAN YOU CHASE ♪

♪ THE FIRE ♪

♪ AWAY? ♪

♪ A FOX THAT GAINS OUR TRUST ♪

♪ BUT THEN BREAKS IT AS HE WALKS AWAY ♪

♪ FROM US ♪

♪ AWAY FROM US ♪

♪ CAN YOU CHASE ♪

♪ THE FIRE ♪

♪ AWAY? ♪

♪ CAN YOU CHASE ♪

♪ THE FIRE ♪

♪ AWAY? ♪

♪ IN THE FALL ♪

♪ WE SLEEP ♪

♪ ALL DAY ♪

♪ WHERE WE ARE, WHERE WE ARE ♪

♪ WE SLEEP ♪ ♪ WHERE WE ARE, WHERE WE ARE ♪

♪ ALL DAY ♪

♪ WHERE WE ARE, WHERE WE ARE ♪

♪ WE SLEEP ♪ ♪ WHERE WE ARE, WHERE WE ARE ♪

♪ ALL DAY ♪

(exhales)

OHH.

(pants)

(laughs)

OKAY.

THAT WAS REALLY GREAT. THAT WAS REALLY--

(laughs) YEAH. YES. YES. YES, THAT WAS...

(laughs)

(sighs)

YOU WERE GREAT. I MEAN-- I MEAN, ARE YOU, UH...

(laughs)

ARE YOU GLAD WE DID THAT?

(panting)

YEAH.

(laughs)

YEAH.

(sighs)

(chuckles)

SO YOU'RE OKAY?

YEAH, I'M FINE. I'M JUST... TIRED.

(chuckles) YEAH.

YEAH.

YOU SHOULD GET SOME SLEEP.

(chuckles) YEAH, I SHOULD GET SOME SLEEP.

(exhales deeply)

HERE OR--

YEAH.

YEAH.

OR...

OR YOU COULD GO.

DON'T YOU HAVE TO GET YOUR PENCIL?

(chuckles) IT'S THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.

(both laugh)

RIGHT.

YEAH. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?

I COULD GO IF YOU WANT.

YEAH. YOU KNOW WHAT? I'LL GO.

YOU CAN GET SOME SLEEP.

OKAY.

YOU SURE YOU'RE OKAY?

I'M GREAT.

I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW.

YOU CAN STAY WITH ME.

ALEX, JACKSON, AND APRIL MOVED OUT. THERE'S ROOM.

I DON'T WANT TO COME STAY WITH YOU.

IS HE MOVING OUT?

I DON'T KNOW.

BUT YOU'RE NOT TOGETHER. YOU BROKE UP.

NO, WE CAN'T JUST...

BREAK UP.

WE'RE MARRIED. I KNOW.

I MEAN, I THINK DEREK USED A PRETTY GOOD ATTORNEY

FOR HIS DIVORCE.

I DON'T WANT AN ATTORNEY.

OKAY.

WELL... HE CHEATED ON YOU.

YEAH, THIS ISN'T YOU AND DEREK.

HE DIDN'T FALL IN LOVE WITH HER.

HE SCREWED SOMEONE...

ONE TIME...

WHEN HE WAS DRUNK.

I MEAN, DOES THAT MEAN MY MARRIAGE IS OVER?

WHAT HE DID WAS WRONG.

AND IF IT WERE ME--

HEY, IF I SCREWED SOMEONE ONCE WHEN I WAS DRUNK--

AND I COULD, I KNOW ME.

IF I DID IT...

I WOULDN'T WANT OWEN TO LEAVE ME FOR THAT.

EVERYTHING ISN'T SO PERFECTLY RIGHT

OR PERFECTLY WRONG.

OKAY.

SAY IT.

YOU GOT MARRIED AWFULLY FAST.

(voice breaking) BE ON MY SIDE.

I AM ON YOUR SIDE.

BUT IT, YOU KNOW, IT'S LIKE YOU'RE DEFENDING HIM.

AND I DON'T KNOW HOW WE'RE SUPPOSED TO FEEL.

WELL, HE'S MY HUSBAND. TH-THIS IS A MARRIAGE.

OKAY.

(sighs)

(Washington) ♪ WHY DO I SEE STARS ♪

OH, I WANT TO LEAVE HIM.

♪ EVERYONE ELSE ♪

OKAY.

SO THAT MEANS I'M GONE.

SO YOU'RE GONNA TAKE THE JOB AT STANFORD?

OR COLUMBIA.

♪ I'M SURE ♪

WELL, YOU'D BE LEAVING ME, TOO.

WELL, YOU MIGHT GO TO THE BRIGHAM.

PROBABLY NOT.

MAYBE.

♪ 80 MILES OUT ON THE SEA ♪

♪ AND I AM ♪

YEAH, I-- I'D LEAVE YOU, TOO.

♪ PARTS OF YOU AND ME ♪

♪ I'M BUILT ♪

THERE ARE PHONES, YOU KNOW?

OH, YOU HATE THE PHONE. I KNOW I DO.

BUT...

I MEAN, I DON'T HAVE TO LIKE IT.

♪ ...BESIDE ME WHEN ♪

♪ YOU ARE BESIDE ME ♪

PUT YOUR HAND UNDER THE DOOR.

WHAT?

JUST DO IT.

♪ YOU ARE BESIDE ME ♪

♪ OH, SAILOR ♪

♪ OH, SAILOR ♪

♪ TAKE THE WHEEL ♪

♪ OH, SAILOR ♪

♪ DON'T MEASURE ♪

♪ HOW I FEEL ♪

♪ DANCE AROUND THE FIRE ♪

♪ DANCE AROUND THE FLAMES ♪

(labored breathing)

♪ WE SETTLE ON THE WIRE ♪

(labored breathing stops)

♪ YOU SETTLE ON MY NAME ♪

OH, GOD. OH.

HE STOPPED BREATHING.

NO. I'M NOT READY YET.

I DON'T--I DON'T-- JUST PLEASE--

I'M NOT READY YET.

(sobs)

(crying)

OH, GOD.

OH, GOD.

OH, MY SWEET TOMMY.

(continues crying)

MOMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH.

(sobs) OH, MOMMY LOVES YOU SO, SO MUCH.

♪ WE GO SLOW ♪

(continues crying)

(woman speaking indistinctly over p.a.)

(people speaking indistinctly)

HOW'S MORGAN DOING?

SHE JUST LOST HER BABY. HOW DO YOU THINK SHE'S DOING?

OKAY, LOOK, KAREV--

OH, COME ON. IT'S BEEN A LONG NIGHT.

WHATEVER YOU WANT TO NAG ME ABOUT,

JUST--CAN'T IT WAIT?

NO, IT CAN'T.

I NEED YOU AS MY PEDS FELLOW NEXT YEAR.

I NEED YOU TO PASS YOUR BOARDS,

AND YOU CAN'T PASS YOUR BOARDS UNLESS YOU TAKE THEM.

LOOK... (sighs) I NEED TO STAY HERE WITH MORGAN--

MORGAN NEEDS TO GET BY WITHOUT YOU RIGHT NOW.

YOU WERE HER BABY'S DOCTOR. THAT'S ALL.

SHE'S GONNA BE OKAY. I WILL MAKE SURE SHE IS.

THE TEST IS GONNA BE, LIKE, IN--IN THREE HOURS.

I HAVE NEVER ONCE SEEN YOU GIVE UP ON A PATIENT, KAREV.

DON'T GIVE UP ON THIS.

I'M NEVER GONNA GET THERE IN TIME.

TRY.

(alarm beeping)

(beeps)

(blows air)

(sighs)

ARE YOU UP?

(Cristina) UH-HUH.

HOW ARE YOU FEELING?

WORSE.

(sighs) GET UP.

SERIOUSLY, CRISTINA, I DON'T THINK I CAN.

OPEN THE DOOR.

JUST GO GET READY. I'LL BE FINE.

OPEN THE DOOR, MER.

(whimpers)

OH.

(vomits)

EASY. (coughs)

EASY.

(moans)

OOH.

OKAY, NOW THAT'S THE LAST TIME YOU THROW UP.

MIND OVER MATTER. YOU CAN DO THIS.

OKAY?

FINE, MA. YOU WERE RIGHT.

(laughs) I ALWAYS FEEL--

OH.

SORRY. I THOUGHT THIS MY MOM'S ROOM.

UH, UH, NO, NO PROBLEM.

I THOUGHT YOU WERE ROOM SERVICE.

NO PROBLEM AT ALL.

OKAY.

NO.

GOOD LUCK, BABY.

I...

DO YOU THINK HE'S TRAUMATIZED?

FOR LIFE.

(laughs)

WELL, WE DID IT.

WE MADE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT.

YOU KNOW WHY, ZOLA? 'CAUSE WE'RE SURVIVORS, ME AND YOU.

AND YOUR MOM'S GONNA PASS THE BOARDS,

AND HOPEFULLY, YOU DON'T THROW UP ON ME

IN THE NEXT 15 MINUTES, RIGHT?

(The Naked and Famous' "Young Blood" playing)

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL NIGHT?

AT THE HOSPITAL. I WAS FINISHING YOUR NEURO RESEARCH.

WHY IS SHE IN A BUMBLEBEE COSTUME?

OH, SHE'S THROW UP ON ALL OF HER OTHER CLOTHES.

♪ WE REQUIRE CERTAIN SKILLS ♪

(sighs)

MARK SAID THAT, UH...

THAT HE MISSES ME.

BUT I MISS HIM, YOU KNOW?

I, UH...

(voice breaking) I REALLY...

I REALLY MISS HIM.

YOU KNOW, AND HE--

HE THINKS THAT I STILL LOVE JACKSON,

BUT I TRY TO TELL HIM THAT I DON'T,

I TRY TO TELL HIM THAT I STILL LOVE HIM...

BUT--BUT I-I OPEN MY MOUTH...

(crying) AND NOTHING COMES OUT.

AND EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE.

IT'S GONNA BE OKAY.

(sighs and sniffles)

IT'S GONNA BE OKAY. (sighs)

♪ YOU KEEP MY SECRETS HOPE TO DIE ♪

(people speaking indistinctly)

WHAT?

CRISTINA TEXTED,

AND SHE'S ABOUT TO GO IN.

SHE'S FEELING GOOD.

AND... AND SHE'S READY.

♪ TRYING TO FIND ♪

I JU--I JUST THOUGHT YOU'D WANT TO KNOW.

♪ THE IN-BETWEENS ♪

♪ FALL BACK IN LOVE ♪

KINDERGARTEN, HIGH SCHOOL...

COLLEGE, MED SCHOOL...

RESIDENCY...

IT ALL LEADS TO THIS MOMENT.

GOOD LUCK.

(woman) DIANA ACARDO.

(woman) HERE.

APRIL?

COME ON.

YOU'RE NOT EVEN GONNA LOOK AT ME OR--

NO.

NO, IT'S NOT YOU, JACKSON. IT'S...

IT'S JESUS.

I WAS A VIRGIN BECAUSE I LOVE JESUS.

AND NOW JESUS HATES ME.

SOME PEOPLE CAN CRACK UNDER THE PRESSURE.

(door opens)

(man) APRIL KEPNER.

HI.

♪ PAIR OF FORGIVERS ♪

OTHERS THRIVE.

♪ BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE ♪

JACKSON AVERY.

HERE.

♪ WHISPER ♪

(cracks)

OH, SORRY.

♪ WHISPER ♪

EITHER WAY... (man) MATTHEW ANDERSON.

THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO DO.

NO MORE STUDYING, NO MORE PREPARING... NICE TO MEET YOU.

CRISTINA...

MIND OVER MATTER.

(door opens)

CRISTINA YANG.

♪ FALL BACK IN LOVE EVENTUALLY ♪

PLEASURE TO MEET YOU.

LIKE IT OR NOT, THE MOMENT HAS ARRIVED.

MEREDITH GREY.

THE ONLY THING LEFT FOR YOU TO DO

IS SHOW UP.

ALEX KAREV.

ALEX KAREV.

♪ FALL BACK IN LOVE EVENTUALLY ♪

♪ E-YEAH, E-YEAH, E-YEAH ♪