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Previously on "Below Deck Med..."

I'm surprised that I like Joe as much as I do.

My boyfriend passed on my birthday last year.

And the one-year anniversary is in four days.

I want you to take care of yourself.

So this next charter, I'm going to have you sit it out

and you're back next charter.

So I don't want you to go into this charter

without another deckhand.

So I'm bringing in Gael.

Hello.

- No, don't say that. - Why?

Big thing to drop on day one.

Charter number seven. Bunch of real estate people.

Why does it smell like that?

All crew, all crew, there's poo in the shower.

Cheers.

Some blonde highlights coming through in there.

Thank you.

I want you to put a piece in here.

Okay.

If he did something with Kizzi tonight, it would be sh--.

He's like a dog with two dicks.

No!

Oh, for 's sake!

Oh, God, what's happened?

Hi, Mum. Is everything okay?

Someone close to her has just died.

, man.

Whatever you need.

So my Mum had a long-term partner that was like my dad.

He grew me up from when I was like two.

I'm awfully sorry.

Honestly, don't come back to work, obviously.

You just rest and just process.

And if you need to go home or anything, just let us know.

That's the last thing he would want.

I'm really... So, both my parents died.

I was on charter.

I know how that feels.

It's hard. This is a hard business.

And I'm really sorry.

Whatever you decide, take your time.

Yeah, thank you.

I'm really sorry.

Tell your mom that we're going to take care of you.

I will.

Anytime. You know where my room is.

I will. I'll be up there.

Yeah.

I was at the Barcelona Boat Show

when my mother passed away from heart failure.

My father passed away from a heart attack when I was at sea.

Both of my parents died suddenly.

So, I know what Cathy's going through.

I'm here to support her in any decision she makes.

If she wants to go home, we'll buy her plane ticket,

we'll get her home.

If she wants to stay, she's more than welcome to stay.

And we will support her through this.

Ang, go put your bathing suit on.

I haven't pooped today.

So I've got to, like, loosen it up, you know?

I don't think I''m going to go in the slide before the lighthouse.

No, I think that's, like, way too much work.

By the time you get here, this is going to be done.

We're doing the finishing touches.

Okay, cool.

Just so you're aware, Cathy's stepdad died.

- Oh, shh. - What, just now?

- Yeah. - Stepdad is dead.

Yeah, just be conscious when you come back to the boat.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

Nice for letting us know. Ciao.

Sh--.

I'm just texting her now.

Being on a boat when something happens

is the worst thing in the world.

Like, you can't even be at home.

If my stepdad died, I'd...

But it depends how close she is with him.

Yeah.

I'm just realizing some feeling I have with her now.

Now you tell me she maybe leave us,

I'll start to be like, panicked.

I hope she doesn't.

But equally, if she does it, I understand why.

Yeah.

Like, this is a big... It's a big thing.

Are you good with everything? Do you want me to load anything?

Mm-hmm. Would you fill that with ice?

Yeah.

Another 10 minutes, then?

Yeah, I reckon.

Oh, no.

She would just want to be on her own?

- Yeah. - Oh, it's really sad.

- Yeah, let's just leave it. - Yeah.

Are you sure?

Because sometimes it's nice to have comfort.

I don't know.

She might just want to process it.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yes, girl. Make your entrance.

I'm trying to be Sporty Spice today.

Oh, you look great.

Hello, Captain.

Oh, my gosh. This weather.

- Where are we going? - To a lighthouse.

We got the studs in the front and the bitches in the back.

- Enjoy. - Bye.

Bye.

What the is this day?

Does anyone else just sit there and be like, ow, wow?

I really miss being in love. That was really nice.

Today's my birthday.

And I mean, this is also the one-year anniversary

of Bon's passing.

Yeah, to say it's been emotional would be an understatement.

- Hello! - Hello.

- How are you? - Welcome to your destination.

- Great, how are you? - Good.

Let's go, guys.

Oh, my gosh.

This is gorgeous.

- Hi, guys. - Hello.

- Oh, my gosh. - Welcome.

Hello.

Hi, Nathan.

I'll leave now. And I'll meet you there.

- All right. - Cool.

Max can stay. Kizzi can come back.

Okay. Okay. Just Kizzi?

- Yeah, just Kiz. - Okay. Copy.

- Bye-bye. - Bye.

Adios.

Enjoy.

- That's . - See you later.

This is...

Yeah.

Cool. Nice. Sweet. Happy days.

The stepdad of Cathy is dead.

Coming up...

I'm back, bitch.

It feels like I've been away all summer

and it's like my first day of school again.

I can see all my friends.

I'm excited for all the tea.

I'm just----ed.

Shall we make some sangria, guys?

Yes!

What have we got here?

Happy birthday to our beautiful Carlyn.

50 didn't look so good on somebody.

You know, it's tricky because we are human beings.

Things happen to us, but these people

are paying a lot of money to have a good time.

So I'm trying to put my best stew face on,

keep this charter going,

so then Cathy has the space to process and grieve.

- Cheers! - Cheers.

You're strong. You're courageous.

Okay.

Would you like a chicken and pesto sandwich?

Uh, please.

The chef is amazing. You guys must eat so well.

Oh, love.

- You look beautiful. - I'm not going to cry.

I'm excited to completely and utterly ignore it for today.

- I'm so sorry. - I'll do what I''m good at.

Yeah.

I tied this line here,

so you don't have to hold the tender

when the guests are getting in.

- Communication. - See?

- Look. Not that hard, eh? - Not that hard.

Yeah.

Nathan's very charming,

and we do get along like a house on fire,

but I just don't want history to repeat itself.

I'll get you a water.

Is this your apology now?

What am I apologizing for?

You can't jump off a cliff and

not be afraid of what might be at the bottom.

It might be really, really fun, or you might die.

Or even worse, you might not die

and just feel every single broken bone

while you lay there at the bottom.

Oh, man.

- You done with this? - It was very good.

- I am so full. - Such a beautiful place.

It's old.

You can see the whole way down Calella Beach.

This is a major landmark around here.

Help, all that sangria got me in trouble.

Well, if you guys want to get going, you're welcome to...

Sure.

I know Carlyn's ready.

Hi, Nathan. Packing up now with the guests.

- I'll leave now. - Happy days, lad.

Is that the guests coming back?

- They'll be 15 minutes. - Perfect.

It's really bright out here. Is this sun?

- Do you want a hug? - Just a little one.

I don't want to cry.

What are you doing? You staying?

Of course. I'm not a quitter.

Pew, pew.

No matter what happens in life,

you put one foot in front of the other

and take minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day.

All crew, all crew,

just to let you know that we are approaching.

Copy. We are ready and awaiting.

Smile and wave. Smile and wave.

You go into survival mode

and you continue doing the job

because it is not finished.

- You're amazing. - Glad you're here.

Thank you.

Stew face.

Lucky I've got some Botox.

- Hello, guys. - What's up?

- How was it? - Amazing.

There you go. Thank you.

I love your hair.

- Formica ready, baby. - I love it.

She's ready. Formica, girl.

- Thanks, Cathy. - My pleasure.

Can you collect Joe and Max now?

Yeah.

Everything all right with lunch?

- Yeah, they loved it. - Cool.

- Dan, let's go change. - You can't change me.

- Welcome back. - Thank you.

- Oh, no. - Oh, sh--.

Oh, it's cool.

- What is tonight, family style? - Yeah.

So I have been wanting to do synchronized service.

So at some point ideally, we would do plated.

I'm happy to do that.

But even with all the dietaries,

with this one, the plated wouldn't be that good anyway.

It would be just a - ing mess.

Yeah.

I'm just noticing that Josh is starting

to go to family style meals, almost every meal now.

Dinner at 9:30, family style.

Big spread again, just like last night.

- Yeah. - Family style.

What's for dinner tonight? Family style again?

Yeah. Family style. Family style. Family style.

But the trouble for me is I did really want to come on

doing high-end service after high-end service.

And it's harder to do that when it's consistently family style.

So next time, don't even ask them.

- Just let's do plated. - Sure.

Every single family style meal that I've done,

there's been a reason behind it.

It's about knowing what the guests need and what they want.

Yeah.

There's been no issue so far.

So I don't know what's the problem now.

On the deck, how are we looking?

They haven't come out to use any of the water toys,

- so they might be out now. - Can we lube up the slide?

Really?

Go.

Holy .

- Hello? - Nice one, Gael.

- Welcome back. - Hey, thank you, sir.

Woo!

There's only three buttons. The red one.

- Stop? - Lower.

Oh, lower.

- The green one, which means... - Up.

She's a good teacher.

Buns out, sun's out.

Max, Max, you want to get your head down?

- Now you can. - Copy.

The change direction.

It's like the calm before the, pfft.

Yeah.

- Hi, Joshie. - Hey.

Tomorrow, are you able to do a cake?

- Yeah. - For V?

Yeah.

V is coming back tomorrow, and it's her birthday.

I'm going to get all these birthday banners, balloons,

some champagne, and flowers that we could put in the water

for Bon to acknowledge everything that's happened.

And I just want her to know that she is a very loved

and valued member of this team.

Okay, cool.

Sandy, how's the weather looking?

We're going to dock tonight.

Oh, we are going to dock, okay.

- Gael. - Yes.

Come in.

Oh, no, my cherie.

See if you wanted to do a dinner outside,

we're going to be underway until about 8:45.

- Shall we do 9:30? - Yeah.

Yeah, cool.

I was waiting for you to come back.

- Dinner is 9:30. - Yeah, okay.

- Start putting it away. - Yeah.

- Where's Max? - I've sent Max down.

Joe was up in four minutes.

But I need Max up to help. Weather's coming in.

We need to head back to the dock.

Yeah, I understand.

He can sleep when we're driving. He'll be fine.

- So you stay? - Yes.

Yay.

- Max? - Yeah.

Captain wants you on deck.

- Okay. - Thank you.

Coming.

Yeah.

- See you downstairs. - See ya.

All right, Max, good.

Captain, that is. anchor at the water line.

Oh, yeah, go ahead.

Anchor home, anchor home.

Thank you very much.

ETA, two hours.

Kizzi, I reckon we could start setting up this flamenco dinner.

Copy. I'll start bringing everything up.

I think it'd be a good idea to get into me blacks, then.

Joshie, Joshie.

Aeshie-Wayshe.

He's all tuckered out, is he?

Your last night. How sad is that?

It is.

It was nice being back with you guys.

I was. It was enjoyable.

It's so pretty. You've got to see this.

Take a video.

Hello.

You're good?

You're as bad as a liar as Nathan.

Have you talked to V today?

Yeah, I talked to her yesterday.

I talked to Josh about doing birthday cake for her.

- When's the birthday? - Her birthday is today.

- Oh, really? - Yeah.

Oh, sh--.

me.

When is she coming back?

- I think tomorrow. - Tomorrow?

Yeah, I think so. Yeah.

Okay, I'm useless here. I'll let you be.

Thank you.

What would you even say in my position right now?

Sorry, I'm a stupid bitch.

Yeah.

I'm just carrying this pressure.

The build-up is just...

It's overwhelming.

What's done is done. I'm at peace with it.

I don't really care.

I've never been in such a situation

in my whole entire life.

He's not thinking about V. He's thinking about himself.

Like, I'm in the wrong.

- He doesn't feel guilty. - I'm guilty.

He's just thinking, what are people going to say about me?

I think it's really sh-- of both of them.

And they deserve to feel like sh--.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Do you want two midship? Two on the bow?

And crossovers on the stern?

Yeah.

It's almost 8:15.

Oh.

No one woke me up from my nap.

Hello.

What, what?

Thank you.

Oh.

How are you going?

Oh.

Not going to look out into the sunset

and go into deep thoughts.

No.

Oh, these are gorgeous, aren't they?

Deck crew, deck crew. We are three minutes out.

Clear to proceed.

Hey, Cap. We can straighten up the bow.

26 meters to the dock.

10 meters to the dock.

One at a time.

Don't both throw at the same time.

- You go first. - Okay. Go ahead.

Tighten up. And do the straight backs.

- You got it? - Yeah.

All right, Cap. We look good in the stern.

We are fully tense on portside ground line.

Nice work, everyone.

Don't hurt a girl.

This theme, I'm pretty excited about it.

Any excuse to wear a red lip is my kind of thing.

Oh, amazing.

It's perfect.

Let's do this.

Welcome, everyone.

This is so cute.

And look at the roses.

- Josh, we have all guests. - All right, thank you.

Hi.

Everybody looks so Spanish.

I'm going to pass you it down, really.

Carry it like a baby.

, I'd really be worried about you with my babies.

- Oh, really? - I was joking.

Hey.

I will tell you what,

this thing came in handy the last three days.

It's traveling because I...

Get up at half-six tomorrow. I'll leave a job list for you.

Did you hear from V today?

I just found out it was a birthday.

I just sent her a message.

I'm bad with birthdays, though, to be fair.

There's a lot of work docking a boat

with all the lines and the passarelle.

Oh, I don't know how you'd feel up there.

There's some stress in there.

I make it look fun.

Okay, I'm going to pop the towels down.

Oh, my God, what a result.

Ugh!

Oh God, God.

Why do I keep finding your wet Speedos all over my bed?

I put one in your room, because I had to get my...

It's like his trail.

He leaves a trail for people to sniff him out.

- These can start going. - All right.

Let's run everything.

Here we come.

- Oh. - Oh, wow.

- Is that lobster? - It is.

We have heirloom tomato salad, lobster with chili sambal,

apricot puree, ricotta gnocchi.

- God. - Enjoy, guys.

- Thanks, brother. - Thank you.

Everyone pass to the left.

We're going this way, we're going the left.

Yeah, everybody's going left.

You're passing to the left.

Oh, my gosh.

Would you like some of this?

Just pass it this way. Yeah, it's fine.

No, no, I need to get that.

Um... I don't know where to put that.

- Oh, sorry. - Enjoy your dinner.

Thank you.

Oh, holy moly. It's so good.

It's incredible.

Done.

ing homestretch.

Yeah, baby.

Do you want to go down, Joe?

Copy.

Are you finished with your meal?

I am.

Awesome.

No.

I'm just hoping we could come to a realization

that we are meant to be together.

Like, I can't see a future with someone if it's not Gael.

I'd rather be single and never hurt Gael again.

I just want to protect her and make sure she's happy.

Perfect.

There's no poo in the shower tonight.

Oh, my God.

It's the best day of my life.

I'm relieved there is no poop again tonight,

but I'm not surprised.

I mean, how could there be?

Surely, that person, whoever they are, is empty?

Whoo!

I am so full.

Kizzi, you can knock off.

Okay, my girl, I'm heading down.

Oi!

I don't know if I can hang out.

It's our last night.

You're on a yacht in the Mediterranean, my love.

When is the next time that happens?

- Actually... - Oh!

Oh!

Get off me, get off me, get off me.

- How are you going? - I'm okay.

Are you sure? I'm happy to stay up.

Life still goes on.

I'm still here.

I still have a life to live and a job to do.

- You go down now. - Are you sure?

Absolutely.

There is no way if I just got the news that she got

that I would be out here serving people with a smile on my face.

- Love you. - Love you.

Take care of yourself.

She is incredible.

- Thank you so much. - Anytime.

Have a lovely night.

Sleep well.

How are you going, Nathie-Waithie?

What's going on with you and Gael?

Nothing really.

We had this chat last night,

but I genuinely just want to build trust with her.

- Oh... - Yeah.

Well, I just want to--

I think you guys are super beautiful,

so we'll see what happens.

Yeah, definitely.

Right, I need to get to bed.

All right, okay, Bethany, let's go to bed.

I'm going to go downstairs.

Don't fall down the stairs, baby.

Sleep well.

He can be the kindest and the sweetest

and the funniest and literally everything he's been.

Like, he's done everything right,

but I know reopening that door means things

might be really great for another couple of months, but...

maybe not after that again.

Good night.

Ah...

me, that's----ing devastating.

I may have lost the love of my life forever.

Coming up...

I'm here!

You sound better-- Oh, my God.

Could you maybe not tell her about the Kizzi thing

until after dinner?

Yes, yes, and yes.

You know, when everything's just the worst moment of your life?

- Yes. - That's how I feel right now.

Excuse me, whilst I go jump off the boat.

It was, like, torture being away from you all.

Oh...

Yeah.

Oh, my radio's just fell off.

Amazing, thank you.

Welcome.

Maybe I'll do a carrot cake for V's birthday.

I love a carrot cake.

Good morning.

Good morning, mademoiselle.

You want something like this?

Oh, you make me a hot lemon water.

For you.

You're trying to make me cry already?

Yeah.

I'm going to miss it up here. It's so relaxing.

Is my face all puffy?

- Oh, salmon color. - Salmon color.

- Thank you. - With is pink, which is cute.

For someone so closed off,

I have no choice but to be completely vulnerable.

And having Max helping me to be open

and cry and get it all out without him,

I don't think I''d be able to carry on the way that I am.

I can continue to work.

- Morning. - Good morning.

Can I get you some drinks?

I'll do a black coffee.

Your last day.

How depressing.

Yeah, I didn't think I'd be as sad to go.

How crazy? You do a season with people,

You know you're never going to see them again,

but you actually form really strong connections in that time.

I think I formed the strongest connection last year

if I'm being totally honest.

Come on in, Dan.

Dan and Ang, dang!

How are you doing? Give me a hug.

Okay, I just wanted to come and--

I'm okay. I'm just saying that I''m okay.

Thank you for yesterday.

I feel... Feel the love.

I don't, bro.

Yeah.

This looks so pretty.

Are they bringing it here, or are we going down?

I think we're downstairs.

This is almond and Tonka bean madeleine.

- Good morning, beautiful. - Good morning, princess.

That looks so good.

Kizzi, Kizzi, can I get a hand taking plates, please?

How pretty.

Man, this is so good.

How's it going?

Good. How was last night?

Family style again.

He is the coolest guy,

but you know, we're on a super yacht.

It's a lot of family style in a row.

Yeah, exactly.

- I didn't know. - Yeah.

So I'm going to have to talk to him.

That'd be nice.

- All finished? - It's been so good.

Isn't it the worst now, packing?

I'm going to miss this place.

Always important to hide valuables

in case the pirates get you.

- You excited to see V tonight? - Yeah.

- Perhaps she's feeling better. - Yeah, same.

I love cream cheese.

I reckon cream cheese loves you.

All crew, all crew, 20 minutes until guest departure.

Aw. Please get into our...

Please get into your whites.

Whites!

Whoa, there's a body in here.

Train. Hard.

I don't have enough time.

- You look amazing. - You look amazing.

Perfect.

I'm allergic to leaving.

Here we go. Here we go. Here we go.

- Bye, everyone. - It was amazing.

So good to meet you.

Thank you so much for getting us safely everywhere.

Thank you all so much from the amazing food,

the dancing in the '80s night.

- Woo! - Hey!

- Thank you for everything. - Thank you.

Thank you very much.

- Bye. - Bye.

Bye.

It looks like the poo-petrator will remain a mystery,

much like who shot JFK?

How many kids does Elon Musk have?

Who framed Roger Rabbit?

But I don't like it remaining a mystery.

Oh, you think you're gonna get away with "turder", do you?

Not on my watch.

All right, everyone.

Get out of your whites into your reds

and we'll meet for our tip meeting.

Let's release the Kraken.

- Hello, Captain. - Hello, Captain.

So, first of all, Cathy, we adore you.

Whatever you need, we're here for you.

It's gonna be a really tough time for me,

but this really is the best place for me right now.

Yeah. We're happy to have you.

Yeah, we're happy you''re here.

Thank you.

Gael, thank you for joining us.

I'm so grateful that I actually

got to see you guys again, honestly.

You're welcome to spend the night and leave in the morning.

Oh, I would love to.

Aesha, the interior, you're pros.

So, for our next two charters, we're gonna blow them away.

We won't be doing family style.

We're gonna do your white gloves stuff.

- Yeah, I can do that. - Yes, synchronized.

Yeah.

But the guests, because we're in Barcelona,

they're kind of requesting tapas family style stuff.

But at the same time, you gotta deliver super yacht style.

Yeah.

Do your main as a plated meal.

Okay.

Josh is a great chef.

I think sometimes you get comfortable,

and he's getting a little too comfortable in the family style.

Putting food in the middle of the table

is not a super yacht experience.

That's like sitting at home.

All right. Sometimes you'll do a fantastic job,

and then maybe their budget doesn't allow them to leave

what other people can.

Oh, God.

The total is $16,000.

$1400 per person.

Oh, you're gonna sh-- in my shower

and now leave me a sh-- tip?

How kind. You shouldn't have.

Tonight, you have off.

Is V coming back to sleep on the boat tonight?

Yeah.

She'll be coming back this afternoon.

Have a great night off. Enjoy your evening.

- Thank you. - Thank you, Cap.

Thank you, Captain.

Let's make it look nice.

Ow!

Tuck away the hoses.

I'm staying out of any drama.

I'm hoping there''s no drama. Really, like...

But you wouldn't be so nervous if you knew there wouldn't be.

Ugh.

When Kizzi kissed Max,

it was like I'm running across the finish line

and she sneaks up behind me.

There's no way she''s remotely sorry for kissing Joe.

I think it's bullsh--.

I don't feel guilty about the fact that we kissed.

Yeah, I know.

I feel guilty about the fact that she's gonna be upset.

I'm back, bitch!

I feel so much better from when I stepped off the boat.

It's like I''ve been away all summer

and it's like my first day of school again.

I can see all my friends.

I want to know, like, what went down

while I was gone. I'm excited for all the tea.

I'm back, bitch!

Yo, Victoria's back.

Is she?

How are you feeling, man?

- Amazing. - Yeah?

- Come get this hug. - Yo.

Yeah.

- How are you? - Good.

It's nice to see her smiling face, her bubbly energy.

Just...

I'm just----ed.

You're going to meet Gael today.

She is fantastic.

I don't know when or where and how even to start

speaking to Victoria.

Go and see everyone. We'll catch up later.

All crew, just to let you know. Victoria's back on the boat.

Ah, yay.

- Oh! - Yes!

- How are you feeling? - I feel amazing.

- Like a whole human being. - Nice.

- Kizzi! - Hi!

Oh, my God.

And it honestly feels like it's been so long.

So long, right?

Baby, come here!

Welcome. You sound better. Oh, my God.

Excuse me whilst I go jump off the boat.

- Did you have a nice time? - Oh, it was much needed.

Yeah.

Okay.

I really want to make it special for V.

Okay.

Could you maybe not tell her about the Kizzi thing

until after dinner?

So that she's not bummed out for dinner?

Yeah. Yes, yes, and yes.

- Okay. - Okay.

Thank you.

Oh, God.

I think this is the saddest birthday cake

I'm ever going to prepare, to be honest.

I need to make it super sweet because

it's about to get really sour.

Oh, Kizzi!

Hi, I'm Gael. Welcome back. Happy birthday.

Aw.

Thanks for getting sick,

because I got to see these guys again.

Yeah!

- A little reunion? - It definitely was.

- So, yeah, it was nice. - That makes me happy.

Aw!

Oh, bro.

Oh, my God!

Come on, girl! Come on, girl!

- Oh, my God! - Yeah!

Oh my God!

I miss everybody so much.

Oh, la, la, what you miss!

I haven't seen Cathy, though, where's she?

Did you hear about Cathy's stepdad?

- What? - He died.

- Yeah. - No!

Where is she? I want to go find her.

- Yeah, yeah, go. - She's downstairs?

- Hi, good afternoon. - Oh, hi there.

This is Aesha speaking from Motor Yacht Bravado.

I just wanted to get some birthday decor,

like, maybe a happy birthday banner

and some Mexican food for dinner for 7 p.m., please.

Thank you. Thank you, and see you later at the boat.

Thank you. I appreciate it.

- Hey, baby. - I was waiting for you.

Yeah, they did.

Oh, and it kills me.

'Cause like, yesterday I had my day.

I don't think I''ve ever cried like yesterday.

And I know, you know how that feels.

- Hey, you survived day one? - Yeah.

Deck team, deck team. Commence wash down.

Girls, girls. I'll do the pantry.

- Get some rest. - Thank you!

All good, all finished.

- Happy day. - Happy day.

yeah.

We'll suss it out later.

Have you talked to Joe yet?

No, why did Joe miss me?

Did he really? No, don't with me.

Did he say that he did?

I'm not speaking for, Joe. Joe speaks for himself.

, you're so right.

- Eh. - That's awkward.

I know.

No.

You know when everything's just the worst moment of your life.

Yes.

That's how I feel right now.

- Do I look short and stout? - No.

I need to go find something else.

♪ I'm a little sardine ♪

I'd say, , I look so ugly.

Oh, I want to cry. I just want to go home.

Are you joking?

You look great.

I'm feeling very stressed. I think I might cry.

Obviously, this is a really sensitive time for V,

which makes me feel even----ing worse.

I want to look sexy when I have this conversation,

just purely, because I don't want her to think

that he's kissing someone ugly.

I added more vodka because I needed it.

We just drink away our pain.

So, we're staying on board tonight?

No, we're going to go out after dinner.

Is this better or with the waist clip?

- You guys look lovely. - Thank you.

- You changed. - Yeah.

Three more champagne glasses.

- Yeah. - Is everyone ready?

She's coming. She's coming.

Oh, cute.

Shall we sing?

Three, two, one.

♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

♪ Happy birthday dear V ♪

♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

Hip, hip, hooray!

Yo...

Is it?

Just now I had a meltdown.

I didn't like what I was wearing.

It was like torture being away from y'all.

I'm like, what are you doing? I want to know like, what's new?

Hmm.

Can I have some nappie?

- Yes, sir. - Nice one, bless you.

Joe sitting directly across the table from me,

and he's barely making eye contact.

This isn't the energy I left,

and I'm coming back to a different energy.

- Are you okay? - Yeah.

Thank you, babes.

You're welcome. No worries.

Shall we hand everything along? Let's shove it all in the bin.

Can we keep these chips because I will eat them when I'm drunk?

Is that the cake?

Yes, in galley.

Why do I feel like----ing sh-- tonight?

♪ Happy Birthday to you ♪

♪ Happy Birthday dear V ♪

♪ Happy Birthday to you ♪

Hip, hip, hooray!

- Guys, I missed the song. - Why did you change again?

I'm having a bit of a...

You look good.

Let's have some cake, I'm hungies.

It's a really good cake.

Can everyone smile behind this cake really quick?

Can everyone get together real quick?

I want to make sure you're all in the pic.

Victoria Cake.

Now, babe, you see these two bouquets?

I got a second one.

In case you wanted to go and have a moment for Bon,

put it into the water.

That's so sweet.

Pop it in there and float it away.

Oh, man.

Nathan...

No, no.

Man, I need to----ing get out of this.

Out of what?

What are you feeling? What's the problem?

What's wrong?

I have no idea, man.

Because I'm leaving.

100%.

No!

Let me fix them. Your thing's broken.

What's broken?

This bit. Wait, I don't even have to take them off.

I genuinely don't think I''ve ever cried over a girl before.

I just can't handle it.

I'm going to break down because I know that she's leaving.

I don't know.

It would mean the absolute world to me

if Gael stayed in town until I walk off the boat.

But it's a long time. There's two charters left.

I don't want to be pushy.

Nathan! Nathan!

I'm on my way!

I found him. He got stuck in the toilet.

I was fixing meself.

Please, both.

I'm changing.

Bro, I'm all over the gaff.

Yeah, I know.

Tomorrow, she's off the boat.

Yeah.

- She's a special girl, man. - Hmm.

Hey, where is everybody?

I'm not sure.

Oh, off, all of yous.

Oi.

Why's your boy being weird?

- Who, Joe? - Yeah.

We're just off today.

Nah, it's fair enough. Sure.

Yeah.

Aesha.

- Can I come in? - Yeah!

Oh...

I think I just am so scarred from him

being so real with me for so long.

Like, he was so real.

Like, he was so, like...

I want this yada yada yada.

And then just, like, one day...

Yeah.

Ugh...

Aesha!

- Yeah? - Hello, darling.

Hey... I was wondering, can we send off flowers

before everyone gets too drunk?

Yes, let's do it.

All right, sweet.

We're going to all go down the dock,

and let's just send off some flowers for Bon.

- Can I have another flower? - Yeah, of course, babes.

You going to say some words.

You know...

Yeah, I just want to recognize that, like,

if Bon was never in my life,

I would have never worked on boats.

I would have never have met y'all.

I'm forever grateful to meet you guys.

You guys have changed me forever.

It means a lot.

He would be so moved by this.

Everyone has a journey for a set amount of time.

Yeah.

And I can tell you 100% that his journey was so much better

that you walked by his side for some of it,

so thank you for making his journey better.

That was really beautiful.

- Aesha... - Sweet.

Yeah.

Cheers.

Thank you, guys.

's sake.

- To Bon. - To Bon.

It's been a really tough year without him,

but I really think I did the best I could.

In a way, my life became more beautiful without him

because I kept all the parts of him with me that he taught me,

and I wish he could see what I'm doing right now

because I know he'd be so proud.

Yeah.

Come here, baby.

I love you.