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When we met, I was about to leave for Canada.

You know very well that I have this desire.

It's a deep desire.

Besides, in Berlin...

You have to wear a mustache!

Where are you taking us, Markus?

It must be great to only think about yourself.

You think you love me, but you don't...

That's not true.

300 mg of aspirin and 2 ticagrelor tablets.

My colleague is coming.

How are you? Honestly.

Bad.

- I'm going home. - Are you sure?

I wanted to see you, I saw you.

- So? - What?

It's weird, 35 years old and... no wife, no kids.

Do you still talk to each other? Like friends...

At the beginning of Covid, yes. But not anymore.

She was in France and she must still be there.

Hello.

I'm coming.

OK.

I'll wait for you.

I really needed that.

Don't worry.

Do you want to eat something? Go ahead, help yourself.

- Can I take that? - Sure.

- You haven't slept, have you?

- I told you to wake me up. - Why would I wake you up?

- You have only one mission today.

- And I have to work. - OK, two missions.

We'll see about the rest. We have time.

On Wednesday, we're going to the maternity ward.

Until then, let's not think about it, OK?

You're right.

Yeah, okay. Let's do that.

Pff... My pants are too tight.

No. Your pants aren't too tight.

I didn't want to disturb you. Hello.

- Hello, Silvi. - Is everything okay?

Yes, everything is under control.

Let's see.

- So? - Listen...

The Jeannauds pay in cash,

so don't forget to take change.

Mrs. Bernard.

Mrs. Fleury and Mr. Dupont, well...

Okay. Great.

What about the sauce?

I added Tabasco. Come and taste it, because...

It must be delicious.

Wait.

Yes, give it to me. So...

I'll try it.

Perfect.

Incredible. They're going to love it.

And your head?

I'm feeling groggy. And we're out of paracetamol.

But I'm fine.

I feel bad leaving you in charge of everything.

No, don't!

Go, or you'll miss your flight.

My OCD is kicking in again. This obsession with controlling everything!

Get some rest, my friend. Enjoy yourself.

- Thank you very much. - You're welcome.

And you, good luck with the in-laws.

Have fun.

- Goodbye. - Bye. Happy New Year!

Do you want me to help you?

No, no, I'm fine.

- No? - No, no, it's fine.

- OK.

- I'm fine.

- I'm going this way. - OK.

- Will I see you for lunch?

I'd rather be alone with them.

- OK. Whatever you want. - Yeah.

See you tonight. OK?

- 8 o'clock? - More like 8:30.

OK.

See you tonight.

Ciao.

- Have a good day. - See you tonight.

- Hello, Ana. - Hello.

- Don't stay outside. - Thank you.

You can take off your mask.

Thank you.

Follow me.

I'm so glad, Silvia told me she was going to Madrid

and that you were closing for New Year's Eve.

That was the plan, yes.

Cover with aluminum foil and heat for 30 minutes.

- This is my friend Francine. - Nice to meet you, Francine.

Hello.

You're “Délices Españolas,” right?

Yes. Yes, yes, “Délices Españolas.”

If I need to, can I call

anytime? - Yes, yes.

- I'll walk you out. - Thank you.

Goodbye. Have a nice New Year's Eve.

Happy New Year. Have a nice evening.

- I'm making a delivery. - How long will you be?

I'll be done around 11:30.

Let's meet at L'Apostrophe, okay?

Should we take umbrellas?

Better safe than sorry. You never know around here.

The river is really high. You'll love it.

Yes, Manu told us.

Let's go, then.

See you later.

Hurry up.

Kiss.

- Are you done at the hairdresser's? - Not at all.

- My son will wait for you. - I'll be there in 15 minutes.

This is Ana, from Délices Españolas.

Yes, your mother gave me your number.

Yes, yes. Yes, I'm here.

But she told me...

Fuck, awesome!

Hi, Silvi. You must be on the plane.

Have fun.

I was a bit rude earlier.

I wasn't feeling well.

I'm fine here. Only Mrs. Bernard is left.

She's pushing it. She keeps changing the time.

But don't worry, everything will be fine.

Love you. Kisses to your family.

Bye!

Did you sleep well?

- More or less. - I did.

- Want to see Lyon? - Of course!

What's that?

A customer's order. She postponed the delivery.

I don't want to leave it outside. It's not the first time she's doing this.

Where's Mom?

She's coming. She's taking her time.

Yesterday she told me it was her first trip without Dad.

We're not in a hurry. Maybe she'll make up her mind.

I'd rather we leave early. The days are short.

I have to wait for that lady.

- How long? - She's at the hairdresser's.

I have to be there in 50 minutes. Count on an hour and ten minutes.

- Fuck! - That gives us time to wait for Mom.

It depends on where you're going. If you're going to Croix-Rousse... .

- Hello. - What can I get you?

A latte for me.

- Very well. - A glass of water, please.

-I'll bring that to you. -Thank you very much.

- So? - So...

Go ahead, I'll catch up with you.

- Shall we do that? - Yes.

- Yes, great. - Hey.

- What? - Is Manu coming?

- I don't think so. He's working. - He needs to eat.

I guess so.

- He's so nice. - That's true.

- And you have nothing to say? - What do you want me to say?

Ana! You have an incredible boyfriend!

You're silly.

- Above all, he's smart. - Yes.

He's charming, subtle. He's perfect for you.

- And very cute! - Shall I give you his number?

With pleasure!

Are you going to Croix-Rousse, yes or no?

- Is it close by? - Very close.

I want to see the Amphitheater.

We know! You're annoying!

- Honey! - But look...

We'll have to climb up to get back down.

And it's raining. Is it going to stop?

You never know around here. Not likely.

- What are you doing? - What do you think?

- Is the diagnosis confirmed? - Yes.

- Early menopause. - You didn't tell me.

Sorry. How are you coping?

I'm stuffing myself with pills.

For circulation, hot flashes, bones.

- Tryptophan. - Otherwise she'll kill the twins.

Yes. 180 euros a month.

That much?

That's quite a sum, huh?

I saw Elena, she told me she was spending

300 euros a month. That's crazy.

Does she have the same thing?

Yes.

It's ruining her. She's getting really fat.

Did you tell her, about me?

No. Why?

You're telling me about her, but maybe she doesn't want you

to you shout it from the rooftops.

Why should it be a secret?

When it happens to you, you won't post it on Instagram.

I think I will. I'll tell everyone

until the public health insurance covers it.

Listen... I don't know.

The worst part is the libido.

Zero desire.

But you're not dating anyone, are you?

I don't even masturbate.

- Seriously? - No, never. It's tragic.

But...

It's temporary. It will change, Ro.

- Sure. - Obviously.

It's normal that you feel weird, but...

It'll pass, of course. We're still having sex, right?

Obviously. Excuse me, but... Mom!

She never hung up!

Mom is different.

Speak of the devil...

Yes, Ana is here. What?

No, Mom.

But we're in Lyon.

What?

We're going to take a walk nearby and eat at a nice restaurant.

Okay.

Okay, Mom. Well...

Let me talk to her.

Call us whenever you want...

Let me talk to her.

And you'll join us.

Kiss.

She's not coming. I told you so.

- I wanted to talk to her. - She wouldn't have come.

If you don't insist, of course.

That's all I do. Every day.

The little saint. The martyr. I'm dreaming!

- It doesn't matter. - I'm with her all the time.

Remind me please.

- You want to call her? Here. - Yes, I'l call her.

- Go ahead. - Ana, listen.

She hardly ever goes out anymore, everything weighs on her.

What? Why didn't you tell me?

Because we didn't want to worry you.

Because you're busy and far away.

Tell us where you are.

Great, Lyon!

Mom...

Honey! What are you doing here?

Why aren't you coming?

What for? To ruin your walk?

You're ruining it by staying here.

Besides, my neck really hurts. And it's raining.

The rain has stopped.

Why did you come?

Why did we plan this trip? Buy tickets?

Back then, I wanted to.

And not anymore?

These days, I rarely want anything.

Very well.

After a year and a half, you come to see me,

we manage to get all four of us together for New Year's,

after what happened to Dad, and you're going to stay here?

That's right.

I'll call you for dinner.

She wouldn't hear it, she doesn't want to go out.

Sorry.

No, she's staying home.

When I'm done, I'll call you.

Hello, Mrs. Bernard.

I don't know if you'll hear this, but I'll be there in 5 minutes.

I'm sorry about that.

Seriously?

Damn it!

Come on! Damn it!

Hello, ma'am. I'm here for my medication.

-Hello. -Hello.

-Here you go. -Thank you very much.

-Thank you. Have a nice day. -Goodbye.

Honey, aren't you telling that young woman a story?

Of course I'll tell her.

-Despite my age... -Excuse me?

I'll be right back.

With pleasure.

Youth is not a period of life,

but a state of mind.

It's an intensity...

Hello?

- This is Mrs. Bernard, where are you? - Very close.

- Do you have to leave? - That's what I'm saying.

OK, I'll be right there.

Yes, I'm here.

Calm down!

Yes!

-Shit, damn it! - Oh no.

- Isn't that my order? - I'm sorry.

- If... - “Sorry”?

I've been waiting for you for an hour.

Me too. I waited for you, I rang the bell twice.

OK, but that's your job.

I'm sorry. I apologize.

- It's my fault. - It is.

What can you offer me now?

Yes, um...

I don't know,

I can go home, and in three hours...

Three hours? Are you kidding me? I'll be at my country house by then.

I'll give you 20 minutes to bring me a decent dish.

- I can't. - What do you mean?

That's not possible.

I know, it's my fault...

- You can't because you're useless. - Excuse me?

- You're incompetent. - That's enough.

- You're incompetent! - Come on. Come on, come on.

- Ma'am, that's enough. - You can't put two words together

- Don't talk to me like that. - I'll talk to you however I want.

I'm going to call Silvia.

Call Silvia!

Call her! Go on!

- What am I supposed to eat tonight? - That's enough.

- My food is on the floor! - Don't yell me! Don't yell me!

I'm not "yelling" you. I'm calling Silvia.

Sure, call Silvia! Call her.

Go on!

- I'm going to give you a zero. Zero.

- Zero. - Come on, Mom.

Breathe.

I can't.

Breathe.

I can't.

Take a breath.

Hold your breath for 5 seconds.

And exhale slowly while counting to 5.

Very good.

Once more. Breathe in.

Exhale.

- Feeling better? - Yes.

What are you doing here?

You see.

Shall we go for a walk?

- Yes? - Please.

Come on.

What about the bike?

Leave it there. It'll be fine.

- You've got a stain on your coat. - Yes.

When was the last time?

- Almost two years. - At least, yes.

That's crazy.

- How are you? - Good.

Really good.

I was doing pretty well until I found out.

- How long have you known? - I took the test last night.

I hear the city is beautiful. I don't know it.

It's magnificent.

You'd like it.

The French and me...

They're not like Parisians.

Fuck!

- You're disgusting. - I didn't say anything.

What was that again?

That's how you say it.

Paris was nice, huh?

Yeah, it wasn't bad.

- How's your life here? - My life?

What do you do, besides crying in the street?

- I'm a caterer. - Makes sense.

“Délices españolas.”

Very original.

- Are you making fun of me? - No.

I ended up in Lyon.

Yes, you told me.

I was at Silvi's place when Covid started and I stayed there.

She was working in a restaurant, I was helping her with the orders

and we decided to start our own business.

- It suits you. - Not at all.

But it's making good money. And I like it.

I really like it.

- What's up with this fog? - Yeah. It's weird.

How beautiful!

It's very beautiful, but the river might overflow.

- Is that normal? - During the rainy season, yes.

Last winter...

I freaked out, I thought we were all going to drown.

But it eventually subsided.

It's nothing to worry about. Everything's fine.

Until it happens.

That line is mine.

I'd like to know so many things!

For example?

I don't know.

If you still work at the hospital.

How are your friends?

If Palo and Ros are still together.

Guille.

If you're with someone.

Are you with someone?

Forget it. I don't want to know.

I want to know.

What's Manu like?

Manu?

He's a good guy.

He's...

intelligent, sensitive. He takes good care of me.

What I think matters to him.

- That sounds like a criticism. - Sorry.

That wasn't my intention.

What I thought mattered to you too,

and what was happening to me.

Do you love him?

Yes.

I think so.

So...

So what?

We've been together for eight months.

It's too soon.

And that's not all...

I really like Lyon, but...

I hadn't planned to stay here forever.

And my mother needs me.

And Délices Españolas is very nice,

but I don't know if...

You feel like you're drowning right now.

But...

it eventually subsides.

Right?

That's weird!

I should be sure that I don't want to keep it.

- But it's not that clear? - No.

The day...

it happened, I was... ..

I was in a sad mood, thinking about my father.

I had put...

his last voicemail

on repeat...

My father's death was a shock.

I was there and I thought to myself...

“If it has to happen, let it happen.”

And it did.

I'm really sorry about your father.

Tomorrow, you'll be 36.

Shit!

Happy birthday!

Happy birthday.

Thank you very much.

Will you write to me?

What do you think?

Ana?

I wanted to be with you.

Does that bother you?

No.

What about your neck?

It still hurts.

You need a massage.

Are you serious? Awesome!

What are you reading?

A trashy novel. But it keeps me entertained.

I'll put this down.

It's on the left.

- Here? - Wait.

No.

There! Yes.

- You're all knotted up. - I know. Harder.

There.

We have your gift certificates at home.

- Did you keep them? - Not me. Your dad did.

“Certificate for a half-hour massage.”

And it would last 5 minutes.

And you would earn 5 pesetas.

That feels good! Keep going.

Where did your sisters go?

- To see the looms. - No!

- What? - I liked that idea.

What a coincidence!

- I'll take you there tomorrow. - Okay.

More than sightseeing, what I'd like to do

is see your neighborhood, the cooking school.

For that, we have to go out.

Tomorrow.

Okay.

I brought quiche.

Thank you very much.

You look tired.

I got up early to cook.

It's going well, isn't it?

Yes, very well.

- Is that true? - Yes!

If you need money. ..

Mom, I'm telling you, we're rocking it!

You are "rocking it"!

Guess the price of paella for 8.

Paella for 8 people? I don't know...

- 200 euros? - Double that!

Double? For real?

That's crazy.

A millionaire at 36!

I'm 36, but I feel like I'm 20,

doing an Erasmus exchange in Lyon.

Really?

I do the same things, I think the same way,

I feel the same way.

I don't know...

I think there are lots of things I haven't done.

What do you mean? What about the catering?

That's all well and good, but I'm talking about things...

Important, vital things. You know?

Yes, I know.

Okay, that's enough.

- Already? - Yes.

- That didn't take long. - It's fine.

Listen.

I put pressure on you.

- Mom, please! - It's the truth.

I keep saying you're inconsistent.

“Inconstant.”

Inconstant, inconsistent, whatever.

But look at yourself.

In Lyon. Independent.

You're starting your own business in the middle of a pandemic!

- It's not... - Yes, it is!

Your sister Irene, without theater, she's lost.

She takes care of you.

You can do whatever you want.

Do you know why?

Because the head...

makes a lot of noise and...

This.

The guts.

That's what you have to trust.

I'm a little jealous. That's why I get upset.

When you were little, you had intuition.

Me, intuitive?

Why?

Do you remember the summer in Chiclana? Your father wasn't there.

You had a friend.

- You were inseparable. - Diego Cebrián!

Fuck! Diego Cebrián!

I saw him on Facebook.

He was posting far-right stuff.

How awful!

You were just a kid.

You must have been 8 or 9.

One day, Diego's father and I,

we were sitting on our towels, chatting...

- Flirting. - Anyway.

Anyway, you came,

you stood in front of us,

you put your hands on your hips

you looked at us sternly and you said...

“I don't like that at all.”

It was huge! Everyone knew.

No, that's the point! You were the only one who understood.

The only one. Listen to me.

Your aunts, your sisters, they didn't see anything.

- To be honest, neither did I. - Mom!

I knew something was going on.

We got along well, he was charming...

Did the two of you date?

Seriously?

I swear.

But it went...

All the way, yes.

- Mom... - A summer fling. Don't...

Fuck!

- Crazy. - Yes.

My daughter, the smart one.

Now, are you going to tell me what's going on with you?

What's going on with me?

Yes, what's going on with you.

At the end of the training, I will go to Madrid for a few weeks.

Very well.

You'll come home.

Do you know what's happening to me?

By being here,

I forget about Dad's death a little, you know?

Yes. It happens to me all the time.

Earlier, I was reading a page that I liked.

And I turned around, to tell him about it.

I came here and...

after two days, everything was fine.

I went out, I laughed.

What should you have done? Lock yourself away and cry?

No, but... I don't know, it's weird.

Your sisters ask me every day how I'm doing

and tell me to go out...

They want you to feel good.

I know, Ana.

But...

I'm not going to feel good. It's impossible.

Impossible.

And that's okay.

So, if you're having fun, if you're drinking, if you're going out... .

that's okay too.

Okay.

Okay?

Are you sure?

I'm going to the bathroom.

You know what?

He was going to quit his job.

Really?

- Yes. - I didn't know.

And I thought he was a hopeless case...

A few weeks earlier,

he told me he'd had enough.

And that he wanted to take me to Africa,

to Ngorongoro.

Tell me the story of the croquette.

- The croquette? - Please.

Mom, I want to hear it!

So...

We were having dinner at Aunt Julia's.

She would cook those amazing croquettes.

- Delicious! - Beef flavoured. So good.

There was one left, the croquette of shame.

Everyone wanted it.

Aunt Julia couldn't think of anything better

than to turn off the light and say:

“The fastest gets it!”

In the dark, you can hear...

We turn the light back on.

We look at each other.

No one is chewing.

And suddenly, I see your father, all red,

He had grabbed it and...

Goodbye, croquette!

He was so excited, he threw it in the air.

I miss you so much.

Both of you.

You fell asleep.

- What time is it? - 3 p.m.

Have you made up your mind?

Yes.

I spoke to your sisters.

They went to the basilica.

And then the sky cleared up.

Mom...

Something's really happening to me.

It's typical here.

Where is it? Is it far?

No, Mom.

I'm soaked.

I can't believe it!

How awful!

- Wait. Let's go in there. - Where?

- In the traboule. - What's that?

You'll see.

- Quick! - The puddle!

Phew!

- Are you wet? - A little, yes.

The light? It's there.

- What's that? - You'll see.

They're passages that serve as shortcuts.

They were used to protect the fabrics from the rain.

- Do people live here? - Yes, look.

We mustn't make any noise so as not to disturb the inhabitants.

It's strange, I like it.

Come over here.

What? Shall we go?

Yes.

Watch out!

Ro? It's me again.

Did you get caught in the downpour?

Yes, we did too.

Yes, I'm with her.

She's fine.

Let's go inside, shall we? With all this rain...

Okay.

See you later.

Kisses.

Yes, they're coming home.

Very well.

Hi. Since it's raining, we're going home with Mom.

You can join us. Kisses.

Once, I stayed like that with Manu for 2 hours.

Is your father from Lyon too?

Yes, my parents too.

What do they do? What do they work in?

-Phew, it's complicated.

Ana! Where's the cutlery?

Third drawer.

When I was little, I took French lessons.

When I started middle school, I had a teacher...

Mom! What was the French teacher's name?

- Jérôme. - No. Guillaume!

- Did you get him, Ana? - No. I didn't take French.

Guillaume was from the Paris area...

I guess he was not a great teacher, I can't remember anything.

It wasn't your thing.

That's for sure!

- This wine is delicious. - Do you like it?

Manu's friends produce it. It's organic.

- We could go and see the vineyards. - Great idea!

- Great idea! - Are you up for it?

- Yes. - But it's a bit far.

- What? - A friend is lending us...

Ana, I don't understand.

We have a car.

Really? I won't drive.

Of course! I'll have to drive.

A real princess!

I love that song.

- Do you know it? - Yes. Do you know the words?

There are those who want to die on a rainy day

Go ahead.

- And others in the sunshine - In the what?

- Sunshine! - Ah!

THERE ARE THOSE WHO WANT TO DIE ALONE IN A BED

PEACEFULLY IN THEIR SLEEP

I WANT TO DIE ON STAGE

IN FRONT OF THE SPOTLIGHTS

YES, I WANT TO DIE ON STAGE

WITH AN OPEN HEART IN FULL COLOR

Come on!

At the last rendezvous

I WANT TO DIE ON STAGE

SINGING UNTIL THE END