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I'm sorry.

If I hadn't hurt my arm, none of this would have happened.

It's not your fault.

It was wrong of me to make you scared,

and I'm really sorry.

I'm not going to lie for you.

My lawyer's gonna talk to you.

Make sure we're on the same page.

I mean, he's already threatened you.

Why would he be worried about hurting you

when he's already gotten away with it once?

I was there that night.

Mary was there that night. You weren't.

You didn't see what happened.

Start talking about how the whole system is unfair

and the wrong person is being punished.

The switchboard went nuts!

Hospital board folded in two hours.

What time are you gonna be back tomorrow?

The plea change decision...

...hasn't happened yet. - No, but...

I'll stick around for that.

Call you tomorrow, beautiful.

Kisses to the kids.

What about Hamish?

How are things between you two?

It's bumpy. I can't talk to him because he's just so... soft.

Isn't that why we love him?

I mean weak.

Has something happened between you two?

Just, you know, everything's been so weird.

A woman named Taylor has Ash's lungs,

and I found her unconscious in her driveway

and I took her to hospital.

Why didn't you tell me?

Sorry.

Taylor and her husband, they want to meet you.

That's why I'm here.

Oh, it's Theresa

from Greenvale Crematorium,

and this is just a courtesy call

to remind you that we have your ashes here to be collected.

And to tell you that, obviously, we're here

if you need assistance with their pick-up and delivery.

Hello?

Mrs Dost? Are you there?

Whoa, easy tiger.

OK, just hang on there, buddy.

No, no, no!

Don't touch me!

- What the fuck? -Oh, I'm sorry.

Didn't you see me coming at you from behind?

What's up?

Sorry to wake you.

Someone leaked the hospital security camera footage

from the night Ash died.

Right.

I don't know if it was at our end

or someone at the hospital who's had a gutful,

but it's out there.

OK.

Mary,

I don't want you to watch it.

I'm gonna call Lillian too.

It's...

Just do a media blackout for a while.

Yeah.

'Bye.

Who was that?

It was just work.

So this journalist is married to the football coach,

and he's guest speaker at a Rotary do last night.

She's gone along for wifely support.

But before he gets up to speak,

she gets sent the leaked video.

She shows him. He's disgusted, of course.

Changes his speech to talk about the case.

Makes it all about young men, values,

on and off the field.

Here.

You know which bit I love?

How he calls it a 'coward punch'.

So much better than 'king hit', you know? More emotion.

"We need to send a message to young men.

"This is cowardly, sickening,

"and you'll not get away with it."

I'm on a media blackout.

Oh!

That's right. Sorry.

I mean, you can imagine

the kind of influence this has in the community.

I mean, the judge making the decision could've been there.

Should you be eating bacon? Uh... is that good for you?

Well, I only have it as a treat.

Whatever.

It's your heart. I mean, it's not, but...

Yeah... ...I won't eat it.

Fuck. Sorry.

- Eat it, please. - No, no, you're right.

No, I'm not. This...

The whole thing is... is horrible.

I shouldn't be talking about it.

I was just excited that our strategy worked

and, uh...

Maybe you could take me sightseeing today?

I can't, sorry. I have stuff to do.

Hey!

Hello.

Did Fiona call you?

You coming in?

I just need to speak to Hamish.

He's in the shed.

Cool.

Hamish told me about the lung recipient.

Is she OK?

Why, what do you need? A spot on '60 Minutes'?

Fuck you, Lillian. That was Andrew's idea.

Ah! Fuck me. OK, right.

What's all this "Andrew's idea" shit anyway?

Like, why are you hanging out with Andrew all the time?

Don't you think it's a little bit weird?

Well, I'm not sleeping outside his house.

Thank God he did help,

or else I'd still be stuck here, sidelined from my job.

Having to spend time with your husband?

Your soft, weak husband?

- Look, I didn't mean... -OK.

What did you mean?

Andrew is the only person who got what was going on with me,

who understood what needed to happen.

Yeah, I know you don't want to hear this,

but I knew that Hamish couldn't be there for me

in the way that I needed.

He couldn't handle it.

I'm a tr-train wreck. F-fully off the rails.

I'm a catastrophe.

Every time I pick myself up, even just a little bit,

I manage to somehow completely obliterate myself again.

And every time I do that, who's there to help me get up?

Hamish.

He can handle anything.

You're never gonna lay an egg, you know.

Because you're a man

and not a chicken.

I said that because you're squatting

like you're trying to lay an egg.

Not getting any funnier.

I'm picking up a tiny vibe

that you might still be a little bit mad at me,

so in the interests of full disclosure,

I am driving to Melbourne to meet Taylor Parkinson,

the recipient of Ash's lungs.

Just being honest.

Have you at least given her some warning?

This is not me. This is all her and her husband, Brendan.

They... they want to meet me.

And it's not like I can say no

after the whole stalking situation.

Anyway, I just wanted you to know

in case I get arrested or something.

I'm not going to get arrested.

Wait, so are you going back

to stay with your parents after that?

What are you doing about the money?

I just need to get through today.

OK, just hang on there, buddy.

No! No, no, no. Don't touch me!

Don't touch me!

I just saw Geoff Barry, Bancroft's lawyer,

down at the, uh, courthouse, very pissed off.

So I called my friend Sally.

You remember Sally?

Y-you met her down at the, uh... the trivia night.

Sh-she works for the, um...

That doesn't matter. That doesn't matter!

Um, uh, the plea change has been denied.

OK? He's going to jail.

Oh, my God.

It's OK.

It's OK. You're OK.

You're OK.

This is so fuckin' unfair.

Why aren't we getting to go to trial?

Because the judge decided

there were insufficient grounds to change your plea.

This is bullshit!

I've been stitched up by the media... and you.

Did you leak that footage?

Of you punching a doctor

who wasn't even looking at you?

No. No, I didn't.

I thought you were supposed to fix this.

We didn't stand a chance

after Brooke took the doctor's side.

Oh, she is such a bitch.

Which she might not have if you hadn't threatened her.

Yeah, well, I'm gonna get her.

Where do you think you're going? Sit down!

Jordan,

you aren't gonna do anything,

except get very good at washing dishes.

Everything right here?

All good.

We're done.

Have you heard?

I sure have!

Wow, huh?

Hey, I'm out the front of your place.

Should we celebrate?

Oh, I'm at work.

Oh! Yeah, of course.

Well, what about tonight? We'll all go out for dinner, my shout.

Oh!

That sounds so good,

but, um, I'm just getting match fit again here.

I just left a message for Lillian.

Yeah, I don't know.

I think I'm gonna be

spent after my shift.

Right.

Yeah, no, that makes sense.

- Can we raincheck, though? - Absolutely.

Yep, we'll do it in style.

With Kelly too. She wouldn't want to miss out.

OK, 'bye.

Hello?

Hamish?

Oh, jeez.

Door was open.

Oh, yeah. I, uh, like the breeze.

Yeah.

- Did you hear about Jordan? - Yes.

- Amazing. - Isn't it?

I spoke to Mary. She sounded thrilled.

Yeah.

She was.

Sorry, just let me...

Yeah, yeah, it's alright.

-Ahh... - Love this, by the way.

Oh, thanks.

Did you do it?

Wow.

Do you do commissions?

Ah, don't get to flex the painting muscle too much

these days.

Right.

I suppose all your creative juices

go into the graphic design.

Yeah.

Well... yeah.

Hey, Andrew,

I just wanted to say...

...thank you for all your efforts.

For... everything you've done.

Yeah.

Anyway, listen,

uh, I was hoping you might be free for lunch.

Bit of a celebration?

Uh, actually, this afternoon's a bit jammed.

Oh, OK.

Just a few errands.

Yep, no worries.

It's, uh, very short notice, so...

Alright, I'll, um...

I'll leave you to it.

And, uh, yeah.

Oh, that looks lovely.

That really highlights your curves.

Oh, I'll let my sister be the judge of that.

She's the one with the eye for fashion.

Janet!

What do you think?

Very nice.

- Really? -Hm!

Ooh, that's my phone.

She's right. You do have an eye.

I like it too!

I think the colour works really well with my skin tone.

You know how I normally can't wear orange?

Oh, that was Robbie. I'll call him back.

Call him later. You're in the middle of something.

Oh, might be important.

The children have been home from childcare.

They've had those nasty colds.

Oh, hello, darling! Sorry I missed you.

I'm shopping with Janet.

Oh, wait.

Wait, she's right here.

Jordan Bancroft's plea change has been...

He didn't get it.

- He's definitely going to jail. - Ohh.

Thank you so much for letting us know, darling.

Love you too.

It's over!

What's over?

Oh, well, not 'over'.

But that part is.

But we can start to put it behind us.

Can we?

He's getting justice. I mean, isn't that something?

What about her?

Who?

Lillian! What about justice for what she did?

How are we going here, ladies?

Is it a yes to the dress?

I don't think you should buy it.

- You said it was nice. -It is.

But it really does show how heavy you are.

♪ Come on, everybody... ♪

-Nice. Alright. - Nice.

Just like we showed you, alright? Both hands.

Eyes.

- Nice! - Nice!

- Good work. - Good job.

Look at that. You're getting really good at this.

Yep.

Hey, babe?

I think that's her.

Lillian?

Hi!

Good to see you again.

Um...

You found us.

Sorry, uh, this is my husband, Brendan.

And, uh, that little guy is our son, Jet.

Yeah. Hi.

Uh, this is a... it's a nice park.

- Yeah! Yeah! -Yeah.

I hope it wasn't too far for you to come.

- You're in Ballarat, right? - Yeah.

Did you come up the, um...

Oh, what way do we go when we visit Helen?

Uh, Brendan's aunty lives in Meredith, so...

Oh, yeah?

- Yeah, on the Midland Highway. - Yeah, yeah.

Oh, that-that's a pretty drive.

No, um, I just suck it straight up the Western.

It's boring but quick.

Uh, um...

We were just making Aperol spritzes.

Do you like those?

Love them!

Oh, God.

You're not allergic to egg, are you?

And you do eat meat?

Oh, I eat everything.

Oh, right.

Thank you.

Sorry I didn't bring anything.

Oh, no, no, don't be silly. It's our pleasure.

Hey, matey, not too far.

Oh, do you want another one?

Yeah, I might, actually. That was very refreshing.

-Yeah? - Yeah. I'll... I'll get it.

- Oh. - Do you want one?

Oh, no, I'm still going fine.

- Brendan, you right for a drink? - Yeah.

So, um, how is the recovery going?

Since the other day, I mean.

Good, yeah, fantastic. Really good, really good.

I, uh, pretty well came good

the next day in hospital, didn't I, hon?

Well, not sure it was the next day.

Well, it was as soon as

they started pumping the antibiotics in.

And that's the great thing about, uh, an infection.

It's... it's not that the lungs aren't working.

It's... it's...

It's a bacterial thing, you know. It can be fixed.

Still, you have to be careful not to overdo it.

OK, Nana.

Well, in fairness to Brendan,

when I saw you, you didn't look too great.

Hey, Jet!

That's too far, buddy. Come back.

Little monkey!

I can't believe he's gonna be at school next year.

But it's actually perfect timing

because I'm gonna go back to work full-time.

Well, maybe.

Well, definitely.

Or you might just enjoy being a stay-at-home mum for a while.

And you might enjoy being a stay-at-home dad.

I'm not the one likely to have to go to hospital.

How far away are the sausages?

Couple of minutes.

Ooh, yummy.

Oh, I love brie.

Is Trentham good for cheese?

I haven't been out there yet.

What are you celebrating?

Sam, do we need to have a talk

about boundaries?

For a start,

you shouldn't be reading my messages.

And you shouldn't be standing so close

that you can read my messages.

You should be over the other side of the ward

doing some fucking work.

Sorry.

That's OK. Sorry for swearing.

Just... mind your own business.

I'm so glad I got these on sale.

Goose down's usually so expensive!

That's what I call a productive shopping day.

We got everything we came for.

What?

I wanted to buy that dress.

What dress?

Well, you should have bought it.

Oh, are you joking? You told me I looked heavy in it.

You were so rude. You embarrassed me.

Well, you were rude to me!

How?

Telling me to put Ashley's death behind me.

- I didn't say that at all. - You did!

I said it was good

that we could put the court case behind us.

For heaven's sake, Janet!

You must be pleased about that.

What difference does it make, though, really?

Well, it helps you move on, surely?

Don't say that!

What a stupid, stupid thing to say!

Why should I?

What if I don't want to?

Why does everyone keep telling me I've got to move on?

Will you please open the door?

I know you're upset.

I know how hard everything is,

but you can't treat me like that.

You don't talk about Ashley ever, except to get angry.

I'm worried about you.

The crematorium rang me...

...to say I should pick up his ashes.

But I thought Lillian took them.

Half. She gave me half.

Oh, well, why haven't you collected them?

Oh, fantastic!

No, of course, I'm happy to do my bit for the school.

OK, no worries.

Alright, well, I'll see you at 8am.

Yes, sharp. OK. Thanks, Mark.

Oh, don't know if I've got another school fete in me.

- Congratulations, darling. -Ohhh.

I'm so proud of you.

Mmm. It's really something, isn't it?

Oh, it sure is. Mary must be so relieved.

- They all must be. - I think so.

- Terrific result. - Mm!

And the best part is now I get my husband back.

I don't suppose you want to help me out

on the badge-making stall on Saturday?

Sounds fun, doesn't it?

Why are we buying bacon?

What?

You know I'm not supposed to eat this.

But I will if it's there.

Where are all the healthy snacks?

Since when is bacon a snack?

- What's wrong? - Nothing.

Well, that's plainly not true.

Are we unpacking this,

or are you planning on flitting off again?

- I'm not going anywhere. -Good!

Because Anna Davenport is coming tomorrow. Finally.

Who?

The new viticulturalist that's taking over from Steve.

Ah, fuck, is she?

Yes, we've been waiting to see her for three months.

Actually, that's good.

I'm gonna ask her about soil samples.

OK.

Well, don't be surprised when you see Mathilde wearing

your leather jacket in the play.

What play?

Mm. That was delicious, thank you.

Oh! Well...

I think it's really worth bringing a barbecue.

I mean, they... they have the electric ones here,

but I think you really miss that...

...that charcoal flavour, you know?

Dad!

Push me!

In a minute!

I'll go.

Oh, no, it's OK.

-I don't mind. -It's all good.

I'm actually an excellent pusher.

No!

Brendan!

Don't be so rude.

Sorry, but I just... I just don't...

We don't...

- We don't know you. -It's OK.

Of course we do. Of course we do.

No, we just know that she was

sitting outside our house watching us.

Yeah, and thank God, because she saved my life.

I know, and I'm grateful. Of course I am.

But, I mean, like, how long were you doing that for?

Why were you doing that?

- It doesn't matter... - No, it does, Taylor.

Lillian is from our donor family, Brendan.

- I know. - And what she's given us...

And I can't thank you enough for that

and for what you gave to us.

But, I mean...

...she was sleeping outside our house.

She said that she was your sister. That's not normal.

Sorry, but you're not normal.

Yeah. Um...

I might just call an Uber.

To go to Ballarat?

Is that the big IKEA?

Yes.

Why are we out this far?

Where are we going?

Caroline, what are you doing?

Caroline! Stop right now!

What do you think you're doing?

Turn this car around right this second.

You need to collect his ashes.

Not for you, for him.

You gave Ashley the most beautiful funeral.

The flowers, the string quartet, you spared no expense.

You gave him everything in that funeral

to say a fitting goodbye.

And it can't just sit on some shelf forever.

It's not right.

I'm making an electric sword.

Oh!

- So I put the ray parts on here. -Mummy?

-It's Mummy. - Yay!

Am I taking a ludicrously priced slab of cheese

out of the fridge now?

Babe, I'm so sorry.

No!

We've had a multi-car collision.

No, you haven't!

There's loads of injuries. It's a mess.

Well, can't the others handle it?

It's all hands on deck.

I'm sorry, honey.

How late, do you think?

I don't know.

I've got to go. Sam's calling me.

I love you.

I love you too.

But your job's stupid.

Mm-hm!

See you tomorrow, Mary.

Have a good night.

Yeah.

And again, I'm sorry for...

Thanks, Sam.

Thank you.

I'm so sorry. I... I wish we had an extra bedroom.

Oh, no! Uh, thank you.

Uh, it's silly, you having to pay.

It's my fault.

I mean, I probably would have been OK to drive.

I'm just gonna duck to the loo.

She... uh, she's just in the bathroom.

Thanks for this.

I'm sorry for acting like a psycho.

I know that watching your house was...

...really creepy.

Look...

...obviously you finding her in the driveway was so lucky,

but...

...it was the worst thing that could have happened.

She wants to be perfect for you.

That's why she's been putting off writing to say thank you.

She wanted to be, like, 100% full health.

And then you saw her at rock bottom.

You rode in the ambulance with her while she was unconscious.

She was devastated when she found out.

She knew you'd be disappointed.

And it's obvious that you are.

No, that's not true!

Which frankly is fucked-up.

She has CF and had a double lung transplant. And look at her.

She's got more guts than anyone I know.

She had the guts to meet you,

even though she knew that'd be shitty.

That determination?

That's why you couldn't have given those lungs

to a better person.

And I'm eternally grateful.

But I never want to see you again.

All good?

Excuse me.

Sorry.

Oh, hi.

Hey. Sam!

Sorry. Vaguing out.

No worries. Late night?

Early start.

My little one begged to go to before-school care,

which either makes her a resilient child

or me a parent she doesn't want to spend time with.

How are you, anyway?

God, sorry, I shouldn't be yawning in front of you

after the night you've had.

The car accident?

Oh, I wasn't on last night.

Oh, really? I thought Mary said that you were there.

She said it was really full-on, so the whole team was there.

No, I was on call, but I didn't get a...

Oh, shit. I didn't miss a call, did I?

Sometimes my voicemail doesn't alert me and...

Where were you last night?

What are you doing here?

What are you doing here?

I feel like the coffee and toast is a clue.

There was no car accident last night. I just ran into Sam.

Sam didn't... He wasn't even on the...

You literally told me,

that you had all hands on deck.

So where the fuck were you?

I was here.

Where's Andrew?

W-what?

Oh, Jesus.

I don't know where Andrew i...

How could you think there's anything...

Gee, I don't know, Mary.

Could it be that you confide in him?

That you trust him more than me?

- I don't. - Bullshit!

I promise you, there is nothing going on...

Like your promise means anything to me.

When was the last time you told me the truth? Actually?

I can handle you being depressed, not talking to me.

I can even handle you forming

a posse with the right-wing media.

But what I cannot handle is you lying to me.

That will be the fucking end of us, Mary.

Oh! Hi.

Sorry. I, um... I texted you, but...

Oh, yeah. I think my phone was on silent.

I wasn't sure if you checked out or not.

No, no, no. I was just... just about to.

Anyway, I...I came to give you a lift back to your car.

Uh... Oh!

I...I...

Uh, Brendan and Jet are at home. So...

Right. That...

That's so nice,

but I can just jump in an Uber.

What is it with you and Ubers, huh?

It's fine, honestly.

I know, but you already had to pay for the room and I would...

Yeah, but I don't need a lift.

- I won't take no for an answer. - Jesus! Stop!

S-sorry.

But honestly,

I'm fine.

You have to know I never wanted this to happen.

I never wanted to meet you.

I just wanted to see that you were doing OK

and then you weren't OK, so...

But I am.

I am, really. I...I...I...

And I promise that I will be.

No, Taylor, you don't have to say that.

But I am getting better, all the time.

And, um...

...the first year is... is the hardest, apparently.

Oh, fuck. I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry.

No, no, I-I'm the one who needs to apologise. I...

I'm so sorry that I badgered you into writing to me,

that-that I pressured you into getting better.

Brendan said to me that you...

...you wanted to be perfect for me.

Oh!

You are.

You just are.

At first, I was euphoric.

I just... I couldn't believe that I could breathe.

I had been sucking on oxygen for a year.

Does it happen straightaway or...

Yeah, pretty much.

They take the breathing tube out

and then, boom, you're on your own.

That must feel in... incredible.

Like, actually.

You just feel like...

OK, anything is possible.

So then when you land back in hospital with an infection...

Yeah, it's bad.

As bad as this motel coffee we're drinking?

- Almost. - Wow.

I don't mean to sound weird again,

but... do they feel like your lungs?

Physically? Yeah.

Mentally...

...sometimes that's a bit of a struggle.

No-one can really prepare you for...

...knowing that someone died but you got to live.

But it's a really good motivator.

Even on the tough days,

because I know that... that my donor, that Ash...

...that he deserves that.

He would have loved you.

He loved people who didn't let anything stand in their way.

He loved... guts.

He'd be very happy about this sitch.

Maybe not so happy with me and the whole hunting-you-down part.

Maybe he'd think it was romantic.

OK.

Yeah, that-that's a good take. I'm gonna run with that.

I'm not insane. I'm just romantic.

Yeah!

This looks intense.

Ah, always intense when you're exploring new frontiers.

Anna, do you take sugar?

No, that's great. Thank you, Kelly.

- There you go. -Beautiful.

- What's the map of? - Victoria.

It's so exciting!

I was just telling Andrew

there are some really formidable soils out that way.

Out what way?

Western District.

Ballarat.

- Yeah. -Yeah.

People always think Heathcote,

but there are some chromosols out west

that are bang-on for pinots and chardonnay.

No, exactly.

I had a tremendous local chardonnay there

the other day.

What do you reckon, Kel?

You've always liked your pinot.

♪ Back with another one of those block rockin' beats

♪ Back with another one of those block rockin' beats

♪ Back with another one of those block rockin' beats

♪ Back with another one of those block rockin' beats. ♪

Hamish!

How are you?

Hi, Phillip.

Your dad gave me your address,

but he didn't tell me how quaint this place...

What brings you up here?

Well, I'm looking for Lillian.

She's not here.

No, well, um, I went to

the, uh, tourist town...

It's a living museum.

...and they hadn't seen her.

Well, she's probably at home.

And where is that?

Look, Hamish,

it's not my fault

I don't know where Lillian lives.

She's done her utmost to exclude us from her life.

I wonder why that is.

I'm not the bad guy here.

If Lillian had been more responsible...

You know she owes us over $30,000?

Michelle is out of her mind with worry.

Could you stop doing what you're doing...

Descaling the coffee machine?

...and talk to me?

Well, no wonder she followed you up here.

You're as childish as she is.

And there it is.

You left all your opportunity, you moved to bum-fuck nowhere.

I'll pass that feedback on to the local council.

What do you even do for a living?

Really? You straighten teeth.

Have you seen the car I drive?

Oh, it's very impressive, Uncle Phillip.

Oh, you can joke, Hamish,

but the truth is you opted out of life

when the going got tough.

I never opted out of life.

Just the one you and my dad chose.

And I certainly don't opt out when things get tough.

I'm here, in the good and the shit.

And Lillian didn't follow me here.

- You drove her here. - Oh, please!

You and Michelle nearly broke her

trying to bend her to your will.

And when she finally found her way free,

finally got her life together,

she lost Ash.

And where were you?

We were right here.

You don't even know where she lives!

The man she was going to marry died

and not once did you come to visit her!

You talk about opting out of life.

What the fuck do you call that?!

She's your daughter!

You only want her back now

so Michelle can try again

to make her into a mini version of herself.

Jesus Christ. Leave her alone.

Lillian is a miracle just the way she is.

Ash saw it.

My wife sees it. I see it.

You, Michelle and your idiot son are the only ones who don't.

He's gone.

What?

He's gone.

I told him where Lillian lives.

I wasn't sure what else to do.

Hamish?

The way you stood up to him,

de... defended Lillian and yourself...

...that was really brave.

I'm sorry for lying.

There was no car accident.

I didn't want to come home

because I didn't want to tell you the truth.

I started having panic attacks a couple of months ago.

Mary, why didn't you tell me?

Because I'm supposed to be the strong one.

I run the fucking ED.

So what?

Now I'm scared to go to work.

I thought the plea change thing would make it better, but...

Baby, what you saw happen to Ash...

No, you see, that's not it.

I keep thinking it...

...it could have been me.

You know, he could have killed me.

And I know that's so selfish, when we lost Ash,

to make this about me.

Jesus! Honey.

Don't you think I think that every day?

What kind of a monster would you be if it didn't affect you,

if it didn't make you terrified?

But I can't... I can't control it.

It's like when Lillian started getting better,

I started getting worse.

Remind me, when did Lillian start getting better?

She's been mad at me...

...because I said you were weak.

OK.

But I know I only said that

because I was weak.

I-I just kept feeling the ground slipping from under me.

Like, what if I never saw the kids grow up?

Or I never got old with you?

Baby. I love you.

I got you.

Left side.

What is that?

Get over here, come on.

Here, come on, come on, come on.

Mmm, whatever's in the oven smells amazing.

Hey, come on, Mo, over here.

Ooh! OK, come on.

Is that leek?

What's up?

When were you gonna tell me?

Well, I wanted to surprise you.

That was embarrassing.

Anna knew our plans before I did.

- Oh, Kel... - No, don't 'Oh, Kel' me.

I'm not stupid.

I'm lost.

I know why you're doing this. Wanting to start up over there.

I don't know why you're upset.

We always talked about expanding when the time was right.

- Not in Ballarat! - I didn't know it was an option.

- Oh! - But the wines are excellent.

And I've been way too pig-headed about our own region

to think about anywhere else.

Argh!

Oh, for Christ's sake, boys!

Stay away from the house!

-Oh, God, Mum's cracked it. -Sorry!

When are you going to admit

that you would rather spend time with all of them

than with us?

It's a commercial decision!

It's not.

Hey, Rick.

Hey, Lillian. How are ya?

I need to give you my notice for the apartment.

I have to move out.

Ohh.

So, it's two weeks, yeah?

Sure, sounds good.

Is that why your dad's here?

What a beautiful spot.

She sent you to get me.

She's worried about you.

And she really wants you to be part of the family.

And the business.

I don't know how to raise $33,000 except to work for you,

so if I set up your new clinic,

I want my pay doubled so that I can pay off my debt sooner.

And I won't live with you.

I'll find a place.

I'll move out of here so that I can afford it.

I thought you were gonna tell me to fuck off.

Ash's mum didn't want me to donate his organs.

That's why she... Why I ended up with the funeral bill.

She was angry that I was his next of kin and...

Anyway, she wants me to pay for what I did.

Which I will, because I did the right thing.

I'll drive back first thing in the morning

and I will come back on the weekend and clear out my stuff.

Can I see your place before I go?

Do you want a cup of tea or something?

Sure.

So Ash lived here and you moved in with him?

Yeah.

Must have been small for the two of you.

It was enough.

And... it's lovely, Lill.

What's all this?

Oh, that's... that's Ash's stuff.

And, no, it's not some crazy shrine.

It was... it was all downstairs, but Rick needed the space,

so I have to take it to the op shop.

He was a serious cyclist.

Maybe you had more in common than you realised.

Lillian, do you have any idea what this bike is worth?

Well, you'd be lucky to find one of these, even second-hand,

for under 18K.

$18,000?

Yep.

Are you serious?

How... He never said...

And this is handcrafted cedar.

Beautiful inlay.

Must be worth seven or eight.

Plus, your fancy ski boots...

Wait. So...

How could he spend that much?

He clearly had taste.

But all up, if you sold this properly...

...you'd be debt-free.

♪ La-la la-la... ♪

♪ La-la la-la la-la-la

♪ I've learned to hold the line

♪ And to never look away

♪ I've taught myself the lies

♪ That will get me through the day... ♪

♪ And nothing ever lasts

♪ But the pain that circulates

♪ Through the chasms of our past

♪ And the breaths we dare to take

♪ Hmm-mm-mm-mm

♪ Hmm-mm-mm-mm

♪ Hmm-mm

♪ Oh, Mama, can't you see?

♪ I've got a darkness shining through me

♪ I've got a darkness shining through me... ♪