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I fell out.

100 years old.

Hey.

Hi. How did you sleep?

Look, I think maybe I overshadowed a bit last night.

That's okay. We all did.

I'm used to drinking and I got a bit carried away being out in London and

everything.

And when we got back, I just...

I'm doing my dress. I'm quite embarrassed.

That wasn't weird. I get changed in front of people all the time.

We're both. I don't have boundaries about that sort of thing.

I just don't want you to think I'm that kind of person. We don't.

Wait,

what kind of person? Anyway,

bathroom's free. I'm going to be late.

Mo is going to kill me.

Love you.

You should be asleep.

I went for a run.

You're working nights. You need to sleep.

Do we need to talk?

About what happened last night?

Nothing happened last night.

Yeah, I know, but... Do we need to talk about a thing that didn't happen?

Nothing didn't happen.

Kieran?

Okay.

Yeah, I've got to go.

You ready?

Yeah.

How

did

it look?

Yeah.

You okay?

Don't worry.

It's going to be fine.

Position one.

Whenever the talent is ready, please.

Oh, God.

Well, we're not expecting any coffee. Oh, mine doesn't get in your eyes.

Hold on.

what are you looking for i thought hang on

okay

that's your feet struck

nice and relaxed are you happy yeah excellent three

two one regulator up

Gemma? Hi, Dad.

I've got you, I've got you.

Can someone help me?

Help!

Nick's got no right calling you up. He's concerned for you. We all are.

I'm fine.

So what are you doing?

Victor, can you be more careful, please?

What are your outgoings?

Don't tell me.

Let me look at your books. I'm not getting it wrong.

Dad, I'm doing everything that I can.

You should have stayed at that place in Mayfair.

Asher, Asher, can you take that out the front, not through the kitchen?

Please.

Sorry, Jean -Marc.

Chef. Huh?

You say chef.

You don't call her by her name.

She's your employer, not your friend. Dad, it's OK. She's my nothing.

I don't work here, mate. Just take them out. Excuse me, what did you call me?

What's your problem? Asher, take the tyre out. I'm helping you out. I don't

to be a bitter boy. Asher, get out.

Please, Dad, don't. Relax, man, relax.

It's not working. Relax, man.

What's your name?

What's your name? Your name? I'm Kieran. My name's Kieran. What's your name?

What do you know? Marina, Marina's your name? Okay, Marina, I'm just going to

ask you to put your leg... It hurts? It hurts? You're in pain? Okay, I'm a

paramedic. Look, I'm a paramedic.

Okay, I know it hurts, Marina, but you can have this for one moment.

Legs down.

Okay, I'm going to ask you to roll to your side, okay?

You're going to roll over to your side.

You're doing great. You're doing great.

Okay, that's worth it.

Just breathe with me, okay?

Is there anyone else I can call for you?

Marina, anyone?

No, I don't have anyone.

Okay. I'm here. I'm here, okay?

Any second now, David's going to be here, all right? You're doing brilliant.

He

made

you some sugary tea.

Where's your phone?

I am fine.

I skipped breakfast.

I was out late.

Drinking.

Drinking with who?

My landlord.

Future husband.

I don't know his name, so... The tea guy?

It's a joke, Wilson.

Nothing like him.

Pleasure.

Do you need an intervention?

I've watched you drown twice in two weeks, and you're making some impulsive,

crazy decisions. Would you hold still?

Maybe I should quit, too.

Yeah.

You should.

We should be doing this together.

Adventures, London, staying out late, drinking.

And you shouldn't be alone.

How you feeling?

Teas for me?

She said, thanks.

No problemo.

Uh, what, we're gonna... Okay.

Everyone's here.

No, please don't leave me. No, I'm not leaving you. I'm not leaving you.

OK, Marina.

Got your shopping.

Everything's going to be fine. OK?

What for the silverware?

No, there was a fundraiser.

That's why I'm in London.

Oh.

Thought you'd come to see me.

I made you this.

I've eaten, thank you.

Send more.

Nick tells me you've taken a lodger.

You should be settling down.

Not living like squatters.

Kieran's a good man.

If he intends to make an honest woman of you.

He has my permission.

Just eat something, Dad.

Perhaps next time.

I have to be somewhere else.

Oh, of course.

I know this place may not look like much, and I know you prefer better for

and I know that comes from a good place, but I am proud of what I've got.

What I've made, what I'm making.

Kieran won't propose to me because he respects the fact that I think that

marriage is bullshit.

But if he ever did, the only permission he'd require is mine.

Goodbye, Gemma.

Marina, stay with me. Look at me. Stay with me, Marina. Stay with me.

Look at me, Marina.

That's right. Stay with me. Look at me. Look at me.

All right, Marina.

She's fitting.

You okay?

How was your thing?

Fine.

How was... your day?

Also fine.

No customers.

Again.

I thought you might want this.

The poor guy doesn't even know how to talk to me.

Mum died and left him with a...

Queer, angry brown girl in a quaint little village.

Here.

Thank you. I got put on report for kissing Sarah Finch and

he stopped talking to me.

Entirely. It wasn't until I was with Kieran that he remembered he even had a

daughter.

There's no chlorine.

Oh, yeah, good.

I have to wash my hair.

I've had the same hairstyle since I was 12.

I really want to cut it all off.

But Moe says I should stop making impulsive decisions.

Moe is your friend, yeah?

Best friend.

Moira.

She's on the synchro team.

She has the same hairstyle, too.

The whole team do.

Sorry. It's all right. I actually like people touching my hair.

I've lost my job today.

I'll find something else. What happened?

Nothing.

Nothing.

It was weird.

I was in the water and I thought of just had to get out. Oh, like a

panic attack? No, no.

It sounds like it. No, it was nothing, really.

I'll find another job. I promise.

Oh, wow.

Oh, wow.

This is... This is delicious.

It's my grandmother's recipe. I've lived of...

Protein shakes my whole life, so I'm not the best judge, but this is seriously

amazing.

Oh my goodness.

Why are you crying?

Why are you crying?

I don't know.

I'll cut it.

I'm all for imposing decisions.

Yeah,

I've seen what you've done to this place. You think I'm going to let you

hair?

What are you doing?

Yeah, I have made a complete pig's bollocks of this.

I went rogue.

Just shave it off.

Can I?

Obviously no.

Yeah, it's fine.

So we... Voila.

Voila.

You OK?

I was thinking... I was thinking I'd just call in sick.

Oh, my.

I just didn't sleep today and... Just have a coffee.

Don't you want me? To be here? You never call anything.

What's going on?

Why does something have to be going on? Don't be weird.

I'm not being weird. How's that?

Sorry, I'm just... Do

you have mint tea? Yeah, it's covered on the back.

Mugs are up here, if you want.

You want one too?

No, thank you.

Oh,

Ray,

you should let Kieran check you out.

Excuse me?

No, if Kieran...

suffered from panic attacks when he left the military.

I didn't have a panic attack.

Sorry, why are we talking about this?

Nothing. I was in the water and I felt claustrophobic.

It wasn't anything.

Well, you had an accident not too long ago, so it's only natural that maybe you

feel a bit... I'm fine.

Sorry. Could we not... I'm going to get another job.

Don't worry about the rent.

No, that... I didn't mean that.

Hey, Keir. Me.

Look, I'm sorry it was weird earlier.

Let's talk about it tomorrow.

I hope that's OK.

Ciao. Ciao.

Hey, Jim.

It's me.

I missed your call.

Again.

Anyway, you've probably gone to bed for a while.

I'll see you in the morning. I'm here, man.

I'm just... Do you need the bathroom?

No, you go ahead.

I don't mind. No, I need to... Ideally be after.

Oh.

Oh, cool.

I'll be quick.

Just so you know, I've got two job interviews tomorrow and a haircut.

Oh, God, I'm so sorry. Listen, and about earlier with Kieran, I really wasn't

trying to make you feel like... Not a problem. He's a good person to talk

that sort of stuff if you feel the need.

You said you had panic attacks?

When we first met, yeah.

He'd just come out of the army.

He'd seen a roadside bomb and... Oh, God.

Yeah.

Pretty ruined him, but he's okay now.

He's done a lot of work on himself.

I'll be quick.

No, you take your time.

I seem to have put milk on both.

Can you just give me a minute?

Let me check.

Can you just give me one minute, bro?

Yep. Chris.

Yeah, they're both.

It's not even like cow milk. I think it's oat or cashew. Can you please just

have five minutes of fucking beef?

Just five fucking minutes.

Well, you're fucked tonight.

And you've got glitter on your face.

Ooh, it's actually really nice.

Man, don't make me be the guy that orders cashew milk.

What?

You were married, right?

Briefly. What went wrong?

Really?

Why?

You thinking of proposing?

It's not stopping you, bro.

Wow. They can keep not take that.

Not very Hippocratic Oath -y of you. No, seriously. I can't do it, man.

Don't worry, man. Okay.

Got any change, mate? Nah, sorry, mate. Come on, mate, please.

Calm down, will you two? Bro, what the fuck are you doing?

Calm down, alright?

Calm down.

Yo, bro.

Hey!

Come on, come on!

Ray? What happened?

Nurse, Kieran Lovell. Lovell, the paramedic. Keep him covered.

I need to see him. He's just come out of surgery. His parents are in the waiting

room. And they've been here all night.

Next of kin. Paul and Ruth Howley. Parents. Foster parents. I'm his

siblings. Sister, I'm his partner. We're next of kin. Could someone just tell me

if he's going to be okay?

I'm sorry they called you. Are you okay?

He's out of surgery.

He's had a small brain bleed.

And he's been stabbed in the side.

They say he's lost a lot of blood and there's some damage to his spleen.

Were you at the hospital when I had the accident?

What's going on?

I hadn't really thought of it.

How scary that must have been for you. And yesterday when I freaked out in the

water. Babe.

You're right.

I don't know what I'm doing.

Do you need me to tell you to come home?

Because you can.

You could just drive.

home right now and tell the landlords it was a big mistake and come back?

Or do you need a pre -match pep talk?

Were you just on the loo? Come on, Wilson, you wallowy bitch.

Get out of your head.

Setbacks happen, so you have to push harder. Be better.

Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go.

Bye.

God, they look old.

And how are they still next of kin?

We're here now.

Just don't think about updating this shit.

Is his will up to date?

I don't think he has one.

He did one when he joined the army.

I don't know.

Have you called your mum?

I'll call her if he dies. Jesus.

I'm not in a good place to be dealing with this.

I'm going for a smoke.

Oh, shit.

Danny.

I need to pick him up.

Jim. What the fuck happened?

What?

Yeah, sure.

Thanks. Oh, you.

You'll be all right, Jim.

He's a soldier.

No, I am more.

Look,

look.

I won't bother you.

Just seeing a few things from home.

How's he doing?

They're keeping him sedated, but they say he's going to be all right.

Oh, thank God.

How are you doing?

What with the hat?

I missed my hair appointment.

Oh, no.

Oh, my God. Yes, he's in.

some food and snacks.

And a jumper.

And another jumper.

And socks and pants for Kieran, too.

Is that okay? I didn't want to rummage around the dressing, but... It's really,

really thoughtful of you, Ray.

Thank you.

Do you have a will?

My dad made me do one online.

Not that I have anything worth leaving anyone.

He thinks it's something every grown -up should do.

I'm much to do as a grown -up.

Will you do something for me?

Sure. Will you open up for me tomorrow?

How do you know I won't rob you?

Because there's nothing worth feeling.

And I know where you live.

My laptop, too.

Oh, just exactly.

That was, um...

porn.

Yep.

You have my number, right?

Yeah, yeah.

Will you stay for a bit?

Only if... Is that weird?

No, no, if you want me to stay. Only if you have... I just don't want to be in

your way.

Please.

Just for a bit.

What are the options again?

Bury it.

Cremate it.

You sure you want me to do this?

No.

I'm not fooling to think about my own death.

Mum was buried, but I don't think she wanted that.

To take up space.

I missed our funeral.

Didn't leave hospital for a month.

Dad took me to her grave, but I couldn't really... I couldn't connect it to her.

I'd go into the attic instead and try on her clothes until they stopped smelling

like her.

I kept some of her things.

And when the 90s came back and all her horrible shirts became

amazing.

I'm really rambling now.

I'd like to be shot into space.

Is that an option?

Um, I don't see it on the form, but there is a special

requirements section.

There is?

Oh, now in that case, write down.

Take through the heart.

So you don't rise again. Got it.

Unlikely. I know, but... No, you can't be too careful.

Take, then beheaded.

Then you've got all bases covered.

Or blended.

Take all your entrails and...

Jimma?

Jimma?

Just some water.

Oh, no, you absolutely can't be doing that. Oh, God,

I can't.

I'm just going to take your blood pressure. Oh, God, I give you this for a

reason.

You silly man.

You're not trying.

I promise.

I am.

I'll get you home.

In two or three weeks, babe.

Was this my fault?

Did I make you?

We've been working every possible second.

You've not been sleeping. You've been fighting.

Been thinking about Ray.

How she ignored the signs.

It's not your fault, Gem.

Big, flashing neon sign.

A what?

I don't know, something.

One more time.

You good?

The body calls, yeah, the body calls out.

It whispers at first, but it ends with a shout.

The body burns, yeah, the body burns strong. Until mine is with yours, then

mine will burn on.

My flesh things out, it thinks, come put me out.

bag of pants.

I can't stop talking about it. I mean, I got stabbed in the spleen.

Yeah, all she's talking about is your pants bag.

It's killing, by the way.

One tiny spark That's yours and mine

Hey, can I... Right away, kids.

That'll be £7 .99, please.

Hey, can I call you back?

I've done it.

I've quit the team.

I'm coming to London.

Hello?

I'll call you back. All right.

Still a lot to do, but... You've done this.

Well, Ray helped.

A lot.

Enjoy your retirement.

I'll miss you, bro.

You softy.

Yo.

Is that your rojo?

Bye, Chris.

Jesus.

Welcome home.

What's up?

Nice hair.

What's going on?

Jim, will you show me your side?

Why are there candles? Did you? I'll see you later.

No, you won't. What the fuck's happening? Just come inside with me.

Good luck. No, I'm going to stay where you are. Look, there's a plan, okay? No,

not this.

Dangerous. No, is this what I... I believe that's part of it. I absolutely

won't. You don't believe in it. I do.

Okay, well, I don't believe in it. This is a crisis move when a relationship is

dying. No, I don't think that's true.

Did my dad set you up to this?

What? No.

Wait, can you... Yeah, you know, you...

Stay where you are.

Is this because you nearly died?

No, it isn't. All right, Gem, I got the ring before the accident. How long

before? The day before.

Yes,

all right, fine. It's fucking romantic, you sneaky bitches.

Yeah, but anyone clean out the chimney, though.

Ryan, I did our best.

Look, Gem, if you really don't want to get married, then okay.

Let's not.

I can't offer you much. I'm not rich.

I'm impulsive. I'm insecure.

I can't even get... I don't want you to do this.

Yeah, you're rubbish. I get it.

What I'm saying is... I'm your person.

And I'm not going anywhere.

Because you can't walk unaided.

That's it.

No, that... I'm taking this whole thing back.

Proposal.

Retracted.

Okay, I might actually now be dying.

Okay, fuck it, fine.

Whatever bullshit may reason you clearly need to do this whole thing, but for my

own legitimate reasons, I don't want to be prepared to.

And I won't take your last name.

But... you're right.

You're my person.

And... I've been yours for a long time.

And I'm going to be yours forever.

And you're not rubbish.

You're a hero.

So let's, I mean...

I feel stupid calling myself your girlfriend anyway, and fiancé sounds

pretentious.

So, all right, fine, I'm your wife.

And you're my husband.

That's what we are.

So, let's make it official, right? I mean...

I'm saying yes.

What about you?

I'll look quicker.

Oh, she's good.

She's really good.

The richest man.