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This is child endangerment.

You said she was in the car for an hour?

No, that's my daughter.

You step back.

-No, no, no. -Ma'am, step back.

Mommy!

You have the right to remain silent.

Imani!

Get away from the car!

No, no, no, Imani!

Come on, baby. It's time to get up.

-I'm asleep... -You're asleep.

That's so crazy because you are actually talking.

I'm a ghost. Ghosts don't talk.

Hmm. Ghosts don't talk. I did not have that information.

Hey, Cece, what do you think is going on?

Is Imani asleep?

Hmm. She says no.

Is Imani a ghost?

Oh, negative on that as well.

Oh, yes, Cece?

Oh, is she?

Well, Cece says that you are apparently ticklish!

Yeah, you're ticklish!

I've been... Blame Cece!

I have a master's in business communication

and I excel at making offices run smoothly.

And I excel at making...

Offices run efficiently.

That is much better. Thank you.

-Good morning, Renee. -Good morning, Richard.

Oh, so our 9 a.m., canceled,

but I just confirmed with our 11 a.m., 2 p.m.,

and 4 p.m.

-You're amazing. -Thank you.

Everything okay?

Yeah.

-Great. -Nope, everything's fine.

Richard, so I know that a management position

just opened up.

And as you know,

I have a master's in business and communication

and my passion is making sure things run smoothly.

I'm pretty sure that I would be the perfect fit.

How did you know about that?

You mentioned it in a meeting last week.

Right. Take a seat.

Wonderful.

Okay, so I have a lot of ideas, you know.

The company is downsizing.

Okay, great. I can help with that, so we're streamlining.

-I can be helpful with that. -No, no, it's layoffs, Renee.

Not me.

Richard, I come in early. I stay late.

-I give everything, not me. -I know. I know you do.

I don't deserve this.

Richard, there's nothing you can do?

-Richard. -This is out of my hands.

I will write you a glowing recommendation.

I'm sorry.

Hi. Hi, sweetie.

-Hello. -10 plus 4 is 14.

-I got them all right. -Oh, I'm so proud of you.

-Mommy? -Oh, um, allergies.

Don't worry about it.

Do you think Daddy would have liked this drawing?

Oh, sweetie.

Your dad is up in heaven right now high fiving.

God and all the angels over this.

He's so proud of you. And so am I, you're such an artist

Single mom, huh? That's a tough break.

Yeah, my husband died, so, do you mind if I sit?

Oh, yeah.

At least you are not one of those women

chasing child support.

Yeah, I'm here for the job, so, you know.

You know, thing is, this job is all about fit.

Not exactly corporate here, you know?

Oh, I'm great at getting along with people.

Sure, sure.

But it's about more than just skills.

-It's personality. -Mm-hmm.

-Vibe. -Vibe, right.

No, yeah, definitely.

I have always been told I have really great vibes.

Well, uh, I'll give you a call if anything comes up.

-Mm, okay. Thank you. -Yep.

I'll just do this because...

Now I'm going. Thank you.

Are you still looking for a bookkeeper?

Yes. Okay, well, um, I do.

Yes, I do.

Oh, yeah, I would love to meet.

Your crayons.

We should get you coloring pencils or something.

-Renee Johnson? -Uh, yeah, yeah.

Uh, hi. That's me. Hello.

You brought your kid?

Yeah, I thought there might be a receptionist here

that could watch her.

-We don't provide childcare. -Of course not.

She's gonna sit really quietly during the interview.

-Okay. -Okay.

Come on, sweetie.

Oh, um... Here, pick it up, pick it up.

Pick it up.

Sorry. Sorry about that.

-Um... Okay. -Miss Johnson?

-Yeah? -This isn't going to work.

Oh, no, she's gonna sit really quietly.

It's not about noise. It's about professionalism.

I didn't have any other option today.

Then perhaps you should reschedule

when you're better prepared.

We'll call you to set a time.

Did I do something wrong?

No, sweetie. You did everything perfectly.

-Uh, 10 a.m.? -10 a.m. works fine.

Yeah, I can definitely do that. That would be wonderful.

Okay, we'll see you then.

Thank you. Thank you so much.

All right. I will see you then.

Okay.

Okay, baby. Here.

Do we have to eat this again?

Uh, yeah, baby.

I don't want to eat this anymore.

-I'm sick and tired of it. -It's just all we have, okay?

Um.

This is it?

I tried.

I told them about your record, your years here.

But, um...

They said no.

This is Imani's home. That doesn't mean anything?

It does to me. If it were up to me.

But it's not. I know.

Mommy, are we leaving?

Yeah, baby, we have to.

I don't wanna go, Mommy.

I don't wanna go either.

But, hey, no matter where we go,

we'll always be together, right?

Right? Yeah.

Fill this out. List every expense.

Rent, utilities, groceries, gas.

It'll take three weeks to process.

Rent, utilities, groceries, gas.

So, good news.

I was waiting to tell you,

but you've been approved for interim assistance.

Oh, this is gonna help so much.

Yeah, it's not a lot, but it'll help with your groceries.

Oh, you have no idea how much this means.

-Thank you. -You're welcome.

And if you need anything, you just give me a call, okay?

Okay.

-Ma'am? -Um.

How do I apply for interim assistance?

-Can I have that? -That's only for specific cases.

Well, what are those cases?

No, it's not available for everyone,

and it wouldn't apply to your situation.

Okay.

Are you sure?

Because you don't have the forms on my situation just yet.

It's only for disabled people.

-She didn't look disabled. -Just fill out your form.

Okay.

Oh, I thought I had another day.

Mommy, where'd the lights go?

It's okay, baby. Hold on. I'm gonna come to you.

Here, follow the sound of my voice.

Shh.

Close your eyes,

and if you don't, the mush-mush is gonna get you.

The mush-mush?

No, you don't want the mush-mush to come get you, right?

Shh.

Shh.

Shh.

You wanna sleep, right?

I really wish it could have been different.

Me too. Here's the key.

If you need anything...

I'm gonna be fine.

Let me help you. I'll take this to the car.

That'd be nice. Thank you.

Mom.

Hello.

Need your license and registration, ma'am.

Yeah, that is that and...

You from around here?

No, I'm just passing through.

I've been on the road a while, though. So...

Uh...

You headed anywhere in particular?

I'm heading over to family, but it's a bit of a ways,

and so I just wanted to pull over for the night.

I can't have you stay here.

-Oh, yeah, of course. -It's not safe.

-Yeah. -You can move along.

Okay. Thank you.

Take care of yourself.

Thank you.

Mommy, I'm tired.

Hi.

Uh... Do you have any beds tonight?

We're full. Sorry.

Okay. Um... Look.

Would you mind if we maybe just

just stayed here for the night in these chairs, please?

We'll be really quiet. We won't make any noise.

She's already asleep. Please.

I know. I know.

And I know you've been here a few times,

and I really wish I could help, but I can't allow that.

Try again in a few days.

-Thank you. -Mm-hmm.

Good luck.

Let's... Let's wash under those arms.

Yeah! Okay.

Just...

Okay.

Arms up, please.

Present them. Present the pits.

-You still ticklish? -Yeah.

I don't know. You sure you're not ticklish?

You sure?

-Yeah. -Okay.

Other arm, please.

Okay.

Let me get behind your ears.

And... your neck.

Okay. Present the pits.

Let me smell them.

All right. That one's fine.

-Oh! It's still stinky! -No.

Yes, it's still stinky!

We gotta get... We gotta get all the funk.

Okay.

Let me smell again.

Okay. Better this time.

Let's... Can you put your jacket on?

-Mm-hmm. -Thank you.

-I can zip it all by myself. -You can zip it up by yourself?

Let's see.

Good job!

All right, go inside, it's cold, okay?

Okay.

Can I help you with something?

Do you live here?

Um, I don't think I'm on your property, am I?

Well, you're just not allowed to park there.

Okay.

I didn't realize you were mayor of the street. Sorry.

No, but... I am on the HOA.

-Uh, okay. -You know what?

If you do not move along, I'm going to call the police.

Okay, honey. That's enough.

-Okay, Imani. Seatbelt. -Okay.

But... why do we have to go?

Because they don't want us here.

But they're not gonna take you away, right?

No!

No one's ever gonna take me away from you.

Don't worry about that.

Mom, I'm scared.

I'm sorry, baby.

It's just for tonight, I promise.

Okay.

All right,

by the time you're out of school,

I should have some interviews lined up, okay?

You gonna have a good day?

Good luck in your interviews.

Thank you, but if I get the job, it won't be because of luck.

It'll be because I'm qualified, right?

-Right. -All right, let's do it.

-Oh. -Boom.

Love you.

All right. Have a good day.

Your mom's gross.

Hi.

I was told I could talk to you about financial assistance.

Yeah, how can I help you?

Yeah, I was actually here a few months ago,

and I filled out all the forms already,

but I lost my apartment not long after.

-Okay, um, what's your name? -Renee Johnson.

Okay.

It says your application was processed,

but the mail we sent was returned.

I don't really have an address anymore.

I'm living out of my car with my daughter.

I see.

I'm sorry to hear that.

Thank you, but, okay, but now what?

I need some help,

and I'm starting to feel like I'm getting shut out.

Without a valid address,

the system marks your case as incomplete.

Okay, I'm disqualified from getting help

because I'm homeless,

but I'm homeless because I did not get the help.

I know. I know.

It's unfair, but the system wasn't really built

for situations like this.

Okay, so where does that leave me, okay?

Because it leaves me in a car with my child still.

I...

Well, there are some community organizations.

That might be able to help with temporary support.

Charities. That's it. That's all you, just, okay.

I'm sorry. I wish there was more I could do.

Um, here.

It's not much, but maybe it'll help with something.

I'm sorry.

Thank you, Curtis. How is the music business going?

Well, you wanna hear something new?

Yeah, I wanna hear something new.

You wanna kick something real quick?

Back off the top.

Yeah, freestyle something real quick.

Yeah, let me get a beat.

Boy, if you don't get them headphones off your head,

and you stop bothering Mrs. Johnson.

-Sorry, Dad. -Please.

-Hey. -Hey.

Got some extra fries for you two, just in case you want it.

-Thank you. -You're welcome. You're welcome.

Hey, listen, I need you to, uh,

when you're done, get in the back.

Get he help wanted sign and put it up for me, okay?

-Gotcha. -All right.

-Thank you. -Thank you.

Hi, Ms. Johnson.

This is David Haskell from Diamond and DeVoe Realty.

I'd like to set up an interview.

Oh. Uh.

-Hello? -Hi, this is Renee Johnson.

Didn't expect you to call back tonight.

Yeah, I'm, I'm very, very interested in the position,

and I can start immediately.

Let's start with an interview.

Does 2 p.m. tomorrow work?

Yeah, that would be perfect. Thank you.

-Great. See you then. -All right. Thank you. Bye.

Hello?

This is so disappointing. I cannot believe

that I had to come down here for your behavior.

I know that you know that.

You know what you said is a bad word.

They were being mean.

Imani, I do not care.

You know better than to talk to children like that.

They said we were poor and didn't have a home.

Okay.

Baby, I understand that this is hard. I do.

But we show people who we are by being better.

Right?

Hi.

Yeah, yeah. I just need two hours.

No, I'm gonna pick her up right after the interview.

Okay, thank you. Thank you so much.

Was that Ms. Latoya?

Yes, that was Ms. Latoya. We gotta hustle. Come on.

Careful, though. Okay. Careful.

Okay.

She's not here, is she?

No, she has to be here. You saw, I just called her.

Hi, you reached Latoya,

leave a message after the tone.

Latoya, come on. I'm out here. My interview is 30 minutes away.

Come on. Call me back.

Mommy, I'm not sure if she's here.

Come on. Look. Come on.

Go. Go, go, go.

Yeah, this way.

Imani.

Do you think you can be a big girl and do Mommy a favor?

Uh, sure. What is it?

Yeah, they've assured me

that the wire is gonna be completed within the next hour.

Yeah, I know they must be anxious,

but the second closing will happen.

I'm sorry to keep you waiting.

Would you like a cup of coffee?

No, thank you.

It's a little late in the afternoon for me.

All right.

Where's her parent?

I can't believe someone left their daughter in the car.

It's freezing out here.

So, um, what do you consider to be

your biggest strength?

Mm, mm, mm-hmm.

I'd have to say my ability to stay calm under pressure.

Really.

I'm gonna call the police.

How do you deal with difficult clients?

Hmm. I prefer to listen first.

You know, I found, I found in the past

that when people feel heard,

they're more likely to trust you.

Hi. I'm at 4500 Peach Street

and there's a child locked inside a car.

So where do you see yourself in five years from now?

Hopefully here. Contributing and growing.

And I want to build something meaningful.

Not just for myself, but for any team I'm a part of.

Renee, that is music to my ears.

Mm, mm, mm.

You know, that is the exact mindset we're looking for here.

-Welcome aboard. -Mm, mm, mm.

Glad to be here.

That's great.

Well, I will get you aligned with our admin team,

as well as to get you the new hire paperwork together for you.

Okay, sure.

Yeah, let's get her in the car.

We'll get her back to the station. All right?

You did the right thing. Calling us.

I mean, it's child endangerment.

You said she was in the car for an hour?

Oh, Imani. No, no, no, no, no, no.

Ma'am? Ma'am, stay there.

No, Imani.

Hey, ma'am, step back.

Ma'am, sorry. Stay there.

Stay back. Hey, ma'am, stay back.

-I'm really sorry. -It's no good, ma'am.

Ma'am, you left her in the car for over an hour?

Mommy!

-Imani! Imani! -I'm going in!

You have a right to remain silent.

My interview just ran a little bit late, sir.

Ma'am, that's no excuse.

Anything you say can,

and will be against you in a court of law.

All right?

You're making this harder than it has to be, ma'am.

-No, no, no, this was... -Mommy!

Ma'am?

-Mommy! -Ma'am!

Get away from the car.

Hey, don't make this harder on yourself than it has to be.

You have the right to an attorney.

If you cannot afford an attorney,

one will be provided for you.

-Do you understand? -Imani!

Excuse me, I have to take this.

Yes.

They're taking Imani away from me.

We're going to fight this, but they're following protocol.

Is there anyone else Imani could stay with?

-Family? Close friends? -No, there's no one.

What about her father?

Her father died. My husband died.

We both grew up in foster care.

We never had a family. I'm all Imani has.

Thank you.

Sorry about that. So, where were we?

A class E misdemeanor doesn't fit.

Renee was trying to build a better life

for her and her child under impossible conditions.

The charge is reckless endangerment.

She doesn't deny what happened,

but there was no willful intent to harm her child.

She's asking for leniency.

She's willing to plead no contest

if jail time is off the table.

It is excessive.

Why should I agree to that?

Please.

If I plead guilty, I lose everything.

The system does not make it easy for people like me.

I grew up in it.

I know exactly what I'm up against.

Sure know how to pick them, Laura.

You'll be on probation for two years.

Expect regular check-ins.

Okay.

You'll also need to complete 80 hours of parenting courses

and comply with every court order.

Okay.

You also need a home, and a job.

By law, they cannot legally give you back Imani,

if you're living out of your car.

I understand.

But listen, you can't have any slip-ups.

If you do, she could permanently be in the system.

-Oh, absolutely. -Okay.

-I'll see you in a few days. -Thank you.

Okay.

Excuse me. Sorry. I didn't mean to get...

Please be seated.

Ms. Johnson, this hearing is to determine

whether your daughter will remain in state care.

Your parental rights remain intact for now,

but that all depends on the steps that you take

moving forward.

-Do you understand? -I understand, yes.

What's the state's recommendation?

Given the circumstances,

foster care is recommended to ensure stability.

Counsel, do you have anything to add?

My client has been doing everything in her power

to get her life back on track.

Work, housing, stability,

all while fighting uphill every step of the way.

Ms. Johnson, I'd like to hear from you.

Would you please stand?

Why haven't you found stability yet?

I lost my job,

and then I couldn't get assistance without an address,

and it's just been kind of impossible.

I understand hardship.

But leaving your daughter alone in a car

for an extended period of time, that's reckless.

I did everything I could before it came to that.

I didn't have another choice.

Your love for Imani is clear, Ms. Johnson,

but what your daughter needs most is stability,

and that's what this court will be looking for.

For now, Imani will remain in temporary foster care.

This is not a punishment, Ms. Johnson.

This is a chance for you to get back on your feet.

We'll review your progress at the next hearing.

But parenting classes, check-ins,

a solid plan are mandatory.

Actions matter, Ms. Johnson, not words.

I'll do everything I can to bring her home.

Court's adjourned.

Hi.

I'm just gonna sit over there, okay?

Okay.

Hi.

Mr. Patterson.

-Hi! -Mommy.

Hi. Hi, come sit, sit, sit, sit, sit.

Oh, my God. Oh, I missed you so much.

-It's been weeks. -I missed you too, Mommy.

Oh.

How have you been?

What do you wanna eat? What do you wanna eat?

What's going on up here, girl?

Here you go, Imani.

Jeff's world-famous ice cream.

-Thank you, Curtis. -I got you, girl.

I want to eat.

Hey, so what is it, what's it like with,

um, with that family?

And Mr. Patterson, is he nice to you?

Mm-hmm.

Has he hurt you?

-No. -Okay.

-You promise? -I'm not lying.

Okay, okay.

-Here's the bill. -Thank you.

-Thank you, Curtis. -No problem.

-Mommy? -Yeah?

Can I come home with you?

Um, not this time,

but really, really, really, really soon, okay?

I promise.

Just, um, I'm still working on a few things, okay?

-Bye, Imani. -Bye.

No hug. She doesn't hug any.

Thank you.

Um, here's her stuff.

Oh, Imani wanted you to keep the sketch pad.

Okay. Thank you.

And here is the house line.

Call any time between 6 and 8,

and if you leave a message, we'll make sure Imani hears it.

Okay.

And we will try to find someone around us who can do her hair.

I appreciate that. Thank you.

-Okay, I'll be in touch. -Yes, good to see you.

-Thank you. -Good night.

Bye!

Did you see all the lint in that child's hair?

Have they ever had a Black child before?

You place my baby with somebody

that does not know how to do her hair?

That is the least of your worries right now.

I'm sorry, what does that mean?

Okay. Imani says that she has nightmares of a big shadow

knocking on glass.

She is afraid to go to the bathroom

or take a shower unless someone's there.

I tried everything to keep her safe.

I believe you.

But you need to do better.

Look, look at the Pattersons.

Okay, they have been fostering kids for 10 years.

They opened their hearts

and their home to kids who needed it.

I need to be the one that Imani is with, okay?

I need to be taking care of her.

Then step up. Find any job, okay?

Even if it means flipping burgers, do it.

You need to show the court

that you are fighting for Imani's future.

Okay.

Thank you for today.

-All right, I'll see you. -Okay, I'll see you, thank you.

Mm-hmm.

I don't think this is the right fit for you.

Jeff, I flipped so many patties in college.

I can run this place with my eyes closed.

Come on.

Give me five minutes, they'll be begging me for the recipe

for the secret sauce.

But, uh, why here?

-Can I show you something? -Yeah.

-Here, uh, follow me. -Okay.

Everything I own is in that car.

Everything. My entire world. And I'm in it, too.

Since I got evicted six months ago.

You know, I had, uh... I had plans.

I was gonna have a salon with my name on the door.

A client list that I built from scratch.

Then my husband got sick,

and I thought, you know, dreams can wait.

My focus became taking care of him.

And then he died.

And my sole focus became taking care of Imani,

and now I don't have her either.

And I don't...

I don't even know if those dreams are still in me.

Look, I...

I want the job because I really, really wanna do this on my own.

And I really, really thought that I could, but...

I can't.

I can't.

My wife

had that same fight in her.

And I see it in you.

Renee, you're not alone.

Family isn't just blood.

It's the people that stand by you when it all falls apart.

You're not alone.

Let's get you started.

Yeah?

-Yeah. -Thank you, Jeff.

It's gonna be okay.

Yeah, I shuffle a lot of burgers.

Okay, all right.

Okay, so...

What we have here is the Fryer Dunker.

Now, do you know what we dunk in the Fryer Dunker?

-Fries. -Bingo.

-Okay. -Okay.

No tricks here. Just fries.

All right. Real simple.

Now, the regular basket.

And standard, but our Razzle Dazzle.

Mmm.

You toss up in here.

And that is reserved for our special spice.

Special spice. Razzle Dazzle.

Razzle Dazzle. Special spices.

Now, getting there, we give it a little love.

All right.

Just a little... Just a little loving.

You know, not too crazy.

I make a fry master out of you yet.

All right. Razzle.

-Dad, you got more out front. -Okay. All right.

You're doing great. I'll be right back.

All right. I'll Razzle Dazzle for you.

Razzle Dazzle.

That just pisses me off.

I see a white girl coming out of the same courtroom,

same judge, same problem as me, and she gets handed the world.

Yes. I can understand your frustration.

There are certainly racial disparities going around

within the juvenile dependency system.

However, again, what are we here for?

We're here to focus on what we can do,

the things that we have power over,

in order to improve our lives,

to become better parents for our kids.

On a lighter note,

I got to see my little Elijah.

-Did you? -Yeah. The other day.

-Yeah. -How'd that go?

He's staying with his grandma right now because of everything.

And I know I messed up, like, bad,

but I am busting my ass every day to get him back.

Exactly. Right?

And that's why we're all here.

We're not here to judge each other as mothers.

We're here to be vulnerable, like you're doing,

to open up so that we can know where we can support each other,

so that we can become better parents for our children.

Because we want our kids to be proud of us, too, right?

We're proud of them.

Hey.

Why are you here?

I actually don't have anything to say today.

And you don't have to. Okay?

We don't do that here. We all know that.

So, who does want to speak?

-Hey. -Hey.

First time in there?

Yeah.

It's a lot.

Feels like you're drowning at first.

Yeah, something like that.

You figure it out, though.

No one's coming to save you.

But sometimes somebody will sit with you while you work it out.

Do you live around here?

No.

I actually have a long way to go.

But, um, the session ran long, and the buses stopped running.

I'll give you a ride.

Come on. I'm right here.

-Thanks for letting me stay. -You're welcome.

This is it.

-So, make yourself comfortable. -Thank you.

I pay 600 bucks to sleep on this couch.

It's lovely.

Oh, is this your little side hustle?

Uh, yeah.

It's, um, it's therapy they can't bill me for.

Mm-hmm. Okay. I hear that.

Oh, Imani would love this sort of thing.

Oh, yeah? She's artsy like that?

Yeah. She gets that from her dad.

And where is he?

He's gone. He passed.

I'm... I'm so sorry.

It's fine.

-Oh. We're hugging. -Mm-hmm.

-No, I'm... -Just let it happen.

Okay. I'm fine, though.

-It was a while ago. -Okay.

Well, there's no refunds on hugs.

-Store policy. -Mm-hmm.

-My house. You know. -Very fair.

Oh, I remember these.

I used them in my own side hustle.

I used to braid hair in college.

I had an entire enterprise.

Ran it right out of my dorm room.

-I made good money, too. -So why'd you stop?

Oh, you know. You know how life does.

I always thought I'd come back to it,

but, you know, something always comes up.

I just sort of stopped thinking about it altogether.

Hmm.

Well.

Welcome back.

Okay. You got your first customer of the night.

Thank you. Go.

-Oh. -There you go.

-You're annoying. Now I get it. -Mm-hmm.

-But you love me? -Do I?

Yeah.

Look, whatever I gotta do to stay here.

Ah! That's not an even exchange.

-Hey. You need anything? -No, no.

I'm just cleaning up a little.

I'm gonna shower real quick, okay?

Alright, do not mess up that hair.

-I won't. -All right. You better not.

Hello?

Hi. This is Renee Johnson calling for Imani.

Ms. Johnson,

you know you're only supposed to call between 6 and 8 p.m.

Oh, yeah. I'm so sorry about that.

It's just that I got some news,

and it would mean the world to me

if I could share it with Imani.

Please?

Well just this once, it's almost her bedtime.

-Thank you. -Hang on.

Imani, it's Mom.

Hello?

-Hi, baby! -Mommy!

Hi!

I have some really, really good news to share with you.

Tell me. Tell me.

-Mommy got a job today. -What do you do?

I'm gonna be working at Jeff's Diner,

that place that you like.

No way. You're making burgers?

-And pancakes, too! -That's crazy!

How are you doing? What's it like there?

Mr. and Mrs. Patterson are nice. They are super nice, actually.

Okay. Okay. What are the other kids like?

It's a lot of kids here,

but I'm really the only one that looks like me.

Um, yeah. That can be hard sometimes, huh?

-Yeah, but they're nice. -Oh, well, that's good.

You know, pretty soon, I'm gonna be picking you up,

and you're gonna come home with me.

Oh, that's fine, Mommy. You don't have to.

Hm? What? What does that mean?

I like it here.

Yeah, but you like it better with Mommy, though, right?

Imani, let's wrap it up, sweetie.

-It's time for bed, okay? -Okay.

-Sorry, Mommy. I gotta go. -No, Imani, don't...

Imani?

Ma'am, this is what you ordered.

Excuse me?

I told you I didn't want the cheese on the burger.

-You see the cheese, right? -Ma'am, I'm sorry, right?

But if you ate most of the food,

I can't just take it off the bill.

I'm not going to pay for something I didn't order.

Do you know how many times you've done this?

-This is ridiculous. -This is not the first time.

All this food's gone, and you're...

Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay. Check out.

What?

Oh, okay. Hey, so maybe I can be helpful?

What seems to be the problem?

Yes, this is not what I ordered.

She's lying. Do you know how many times she's done this?

-Ma'am. -Curtis, Curtis, Curtis.

So, you do seem to have eaten most of it, though.

What exactly is the problem?

I mean, this isn't what I ordered.

-It was wrong from the start. -So why did you eat it?

-It doesn't make sense. -Excuse me?

There's no more food on the plate.

-There's food on the plate. -Okay, okay.

-This is your mom. -So unprofessional.

You're not, because you ate all the food.

Excuse me, don't talk to my daughter like that.

Okay, I got it, I got it, I got it, I got it, ma'am.

So, look, you did, in fact, eat the bulk of it,

so we're not going to take it off the bill.

However, what we'll do is we will get you a fresh one

since you were saying it's not what you ordered.

Thank you.

We'll just get you a fresh one.

Curtis, can you make sure it's made right this time?

-Yes, please. -I'll make it right.

-Thank you. -You're welcome.

You're doing a great job, Curtis.

Take care of her.

I'm sorry, Ms. Johnson.

Imani won't come to the phone.

Okay, um, can you just tell her I called, please?

I will.

Thank you.

-Everything all right? -Yeah, I'm fine.

Hey, your mom,

she used to keep the bathrooms open for everybody, huh?

Yeah, she always said family isn't just blood.

So we show up for her.

You know, when I was a kid, I stayed with my aunt for a while.

I remember feeling like my parents

didn't want me anymore.

But it wasn't that.

Sometimes people do what they think is best,

even when it hurts.

Doesn't mean you are not wanted.

Takes a minute to come back together.

What are you listening to?

Oh, something I came up with the other day.

Oh.

Be careful with them, though, my mom gave them to me.

I'll be very careful with them.

Oh, a lot of F-bombs.

You know, your music is good,

but you don't have to cuss so much.

You're right. I'll work on it.

Okay.

Something I'll write down.

You know, I actually write a lot of stuff down.

Helps me get the words out.

Oh, this is really good.

-Not too many cusses. -No.

You are really talented.

You know, I remember you telling me

never to give up.

I still stand by that.

I hope you never give up either.

Thank you, that means a lot.

I know some days it feels like nothings ever working, like

we're stuck.

But you remind me to keep pushing.

Good.

Because that's what we do.

We push through.

All right, I got those chitlins coming up.

All right.

Hey, Jeremy.

We need more pie up there.

Thanks for what you did earlier.

No problem.

Jeff, I have an offer for you.

Why don't you let me do all the day-to-day stuff around here?

You can focus on the kitchen,

and I'll do everything else,

including dealing with the homeless folks in the bathroom.

-I'm not changing my policy. -I know that.

I actually love that about you.

Well, I can't pay you any more.

I'm not asking you for any more money.

I'm asking you for responsibility.

I wanna help you the way you helped me.

Well, I still need you out on the floor.

You still got me out on the floor.

Okay. All right.

Well, let's try it.

Thank you so much, Jeff.

I appreciate it.

Um, I've got a...

I'm going to show you this place,

this old place that we used to stay at.

Little old spot. The landlord owes me a favor.

Maybe you could check it out?

Yeah, that'd be cool.

Thanks. Thanks again.

Okay, let's go.

All righty.

Oh, there's Mom. Okay.

All right. Here's Dee Dee.

Okay, you take good care of Dee Dee.

Silly Dee Dee.

All right.

Have fun. All right? See you later.

Hi, baby! Hi!

♪ I can't fall asleep

♪ I know it's the way it goes sometimes ♪

♪ I don't wanna eat

♪ I think I've got butterflies ♪

♪ And it's not from my girl ♪

♪ Who's changing my world

♪ Though even though that'd be nice ♪

♪ It's a way that I feel a little unreal ♪

♪ I'm thinking I'll take my time ♪

Do you...

Ugh, it took forever to get the lint out of this.

Who's this? You didn't introduce me.

This is Dee Dee.

Mr. and Mrs. Patterson gave her to me.

They said it was just to replace Cece.

Why would you replace Cece?

They said I needed a new one.

Okay.

Well, welcome to the family, Dee Dee.

How much longer?

As long as it takes, baby girl.

Oh!

All right now.

It's been 15 minutes, not five hours.

-Feels like forever. -No, no, no.

Where you going? Right here.

-Ow! -I didn't even do anything.

I don't want you to do my hair.

Imani!

-Hello! -Hi.

Where's Imani? There you are.

-Mrs. Patterson! -Hi!

Did you and Dee Dee have a good day?

Yeah. Okay, hi.

Why don't you wait in the lobby with Mr. Patterson?

I'll be right there.

-But Imani! -Oh give Mommy a hug.

Sorry.

-I love you. -I love you.

Okay, I'll be right there. See you soon.

Here. Maybe you can get these bows in her hair. I couldn't.

We couldn't find anyone to do her hair.

-I'm sorry. -Don't worry about it.

I'll just, I'll take care of it when she's with me.

Bye, Halima. Nice to see you. I'll be in touch.

Great, thank you.

-Ms. Johnson, have a good day. -Have a good night. Yeah.

Tough session today.

You don't see it? Imani won't even call me.

They're definitely telling her

that she's never going to come back.

No, I know it feels that way, but the system isn't perfect.

-Imani's safe with them. -She's safe with them.

Look, look. I was in foster care, okay?

I know what it's like. I was there, okay?

I know what it feels like

to think that your parents are coming for you,

and they never do, and you just feel abandoned and lost,

all right?

I'm not gonna put Imani through that.

Okay? I'm coming back for her.

You have no idea what it feels like to hold on to hope

that your mother is gonna come for you

and everything is just falling apart, and she never comes.

Okay? I know how that feels, me.

I understand.

But I'm just asking you to approach this strategically.

Okay? If you push back, you are gonna jeopardize everything.

Halima, I'm gonna do whatever it takes,

but I'm not gonna pretend that everything is fine

when it's not, okay?

I know exactly what I'm up against.

I'm not going to stop until I get Imani back.

In the meantime, find somebody to do her hair.

I'm sick of this.

I'll see what I can do.

♪ What kind of fool am I?

♪ When too many times

♪ You say that it's true

Are you sure your mother's gonna go for this?

Yeah, girl. Don't worry about it.

I got you.

-Hey, Lena. -Mom.

-What you doing here? -I brought a friend.

-I don't need any new stylists. -Mom... come on, please.

I don't need...

Do you have a license?

I'm actually in between certifications at the moment.

Okay, so you don't have a license.

No.

Can you take her to get washed? Thank you.

Um... How about a 70-30 split?

How about... I don't even know if you can do hair.

Well...

How about you let me finish her hair, okay?

Free of charge.

But if she loves it, then I'm hired.

60-40.

Oh, honey, I'm the one taking all the risk.

60-40.

Thank you for the opportunity.

Mm. Yeah.

Oh, and you got one shot, so don't mess it up.

Really?

Mm.

Hi, I'm gonna take over. Okay?

♪ You don't even know this

♪ Although I love this

♪ Baby, there's gotta be more to us than this ♪

♪ You don't even know it

You ain't do my hair like that.

Well, I didn't need to, really,

you were impressed with very little.

You ever think about, like, a cinnamon?

Hmm.

-Okay. -Mm-hmm.

Okay, my ass. You like it.

-Nice job. -Thank you.

Mm-hmm.

You know you gotta bring in some more clients

to cover what you need to pay me, right?

Yeah, I could do that.

Use the internet,

but do not give them the name of this establishment

until you're certified.

All right?

Just book them and then give them the address after.

And you...

You won't get enough of putting me in these situations.

Hiring your friends.

Let's hope this one's better than the last.

She's good, and you know it.

Mm. What I know is you need to come up here

and clean this up for me.

-Come on. -I don't work here.

Uh, you do today while I go take care of your son.

Let's go.

Chop-chop.

Make it look new-new.

-Good night. -Good night.

Oh, wow. It's bigger than I thought.

It's a nice place.

Yeah, I know, this is really...

How long has it been on the market?

Oh, just a few weeks.

Wow. And the bathroom's back there?

Right there in the hallway.

Okay. Okay.

It's $1,500 for the deposit, same for the rent,

and $40 for the app fee.

And you need to make three times the rent amount.

Wow.

Um, it's a beautiful place, and that's a steal,

but I don't make three times the rent.

See, I like Jeff.

And a friend of Jeff is a friend of mine.

So I'll take a chance on you, but app first.

If everything checks out, then you can move in next week.

Thank you.

Yeah, I'll fill out the application.

All right.

Hey, everyone. How are we this evening?

Hey, Felicia.

-You're okay? -Yeah.

Well, good.

I've got something exciting that we're gonna do together.

And that is we are going to share

something we've all learned recently this week, okay?

So who's going to go first?

Oh.

All right, Renee.

Um, so this week I learned

that sometimes there are no good choices to make,

but if you make the best when you can

and you hope for the best, that's really all you can do.

And I don't know,

just knowing that I'm not the only one going through this,

that means a lot.

So...

We're all just here to try.

All right, so let's try to throw this ball around the room,

right?

Who's next?

Well, that felt like I got my head above the water.

I'm just glad we're getting something out of this.

Yeah.

Oh, by the way, I went down to that school.

Here.

So.

My license will not transfer,

but if I can count my old hours,

I'm pretty ready to take the exam soon.

So you got it all figured out, huh?

Not even close, but it is a step.

Also, you know, I was thinking,

if you move back in with your mom,

it could help you get Elijah back.

Her and I don't vibe like that, so...

I hear you, but if it looks good on paper,

then isn't it worth doing?

Come on.

No, no, no, no, no!

My God, no, no, no, no!

No, no, no...

No, no, no, no! God, no!

Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on!

Come on!

Jeff, somebody broke into my car.

Oh, my God, are you kidding me?

No, they took everything. They took the battery.

Oh, no.

They even got Imani's notebook.

Um, do you need to take the day off?

No, no, I'm still coming. I just need a minute.

Okay, well, take your time. Be safe.

-Okay, thank you. Bye. -Bye.

Packers?

I hope that's not true, young man.

No, I'm just vibing.

You just vibing?

You vibing and I asked you to fill up those napkin holders,

right?

You ain' doing that, but you vibing.

Son, take off those headphones, please.

Stop listening to that garbage.

-It's not garbage. -I said what I said. Garbage.

You know how many dudes out there trying to make it?

For every 50 Cent, there's a thousand Soulja Boys.

Soulja Boys rich.

Why is he the only one you ever mention?

That's not the point, Curtis.

Mom would have supported me.

Your mom would have told you to get real.

No, she'd tell you to move on.

-What did you say to me? -Wait, now.

Wait.

-What did you say to me? -You heard me.

No, like, real talk.

When's the last time you ever been to one of my events?

Well, when you start winning, I start coming.

Winning.

I do win.

You would know that if you cared.

Come on, y'all. Calm down.

You think I wanna be stuck here?

Missing out on you growing up?

You are here because you can't let go.

You better watch your mouth, little boy.

You're only holding on to this place

because you can't let go of Mom.

And you know that.

Curtis.

Curtis.

I'm done, okay? I don't need your help.

I wish she was here.

Curtis, have you shown your writing to your father

like you did with me?

He doesn't care to know that part of me.

You're gonna have to make him see that part of you, okay?

-You need to show him. -What if he doesn't listen?

I'm right here with you, let's just go try.

Let's try it.

Curtis.

♪ My father

♪ He weeps as he buries her in the grave ♪

♪ How is this man to complete without his queen? ♪

♪ He clamors at the night

♪ Whispers of the heart rancor with an undying curse ♪

♪ A wail to the heavens

♪ The crops may grow, but I will wither ♪

♪ And I, the forgotten son

♪ Say let it go

♪ Let it go

I'm sorry, Son.

Oh, what a day.

I could really go for a private island and a cocktail right now.

Okay.

Private island, but hold the cocktail.

Hold the co.

Oh, wait. Do you not drink or something?

Is not really my thing anymore.

Anymore?

What? You abuse the privilege?

I just don't.

Oh, wow. Okay.

So you can pull me into hugs with no return policy,

but I can't ask you anything about your life?

Look, it doesn't matter. Okay?

Oh, I... Sorry, I didn't...

-Do you want to talk about it? -There's nothing to talk about.

I lost my kid.

Yeah, Kelly, so did I.

You can talk to me about what happened.

She almost killed him.

That's what happened.

You were drunk, and you got behind the wheel.

-I did the right thing. -You did the right thing.

You called CPS. They don't just show up.

They come with cops, Tiana, cops.

Watch your mouth. I'm your mother first.

And then you just stood there while they took away my baby.

No, I was not just standing there.

I was cleaning up your mess.

What a minute.

You called CPS on your own daughter?

She was driving drunk with my grandson in the car.

I was saving him.

Saving him from who? From his mom?

You know what?

When I get Elijah back, you'll never see him again.

I promise you that.

When?

You're never getting him back again, Kelina.

Ever.

You know what? Screw you.

Kelly, I'm sorry.

That's right.

Walk out on me like you walked out on your baby.

Kelly, I didn't mean for that to happen.

-Kelly! -Just mind your damn business!

-Thank you. -You're welcome.

-Thank you, brother. -My pleasure, bro.

What is this?

It's for Imani.

It's just a place for her to draw and just be a kid.

It's really sweet. Thank you.

Listen, just hurry up and get some furniture in here

so it doesn't look like you and Imani are struggling forever.

Struggling? What color is my fridge?

-That's a nice fresh silver. -Thank you. Thank you.

-It's not white. -Okay.

Here.

Thank you.

You're more than welcome.

Come on, girl.

Hi, you reached Kelly. Leave a message.

Stop blowing up my damn phone.

Well, pick up your phone, then.

I should have ignored your stupid voicemail.

I'm glad you didn't because I need you here. I really do.

I'm not taking back nothing I said.

I wouldn't expect you to.

And you're still on my shit list.

That's fine with me. That's where I belong.

I moved back in with my mama.

Oh, my God. That's great. Good.

Yeah. It really helped in my case.

So...

So my advice you took? I do give good advice, then?

Girl, shut up. We gonna be late.

Okay. Well, let's not be late.

But also, I do give good advice.

-You ready? -Yeah.

Okay, so

the last foster family I was placed with

was this older white couple.

And there were no other kids, it was just me.

So they just let me do whatever.

Um...

But the husband was always watching me,

always staring a little too long.

And one night, I found out why.

I tried to tell someone,

my caseworker and a few teachers,

but nobody listened.

Well, so I packed up what little I had.

And I left.

And I've been on my own ever since.

I learned really, really quickly to only rely on myself.

Trust can get you hurt.

That's what the system taught me.

And that's exactly what I believed right up until I'm...

Right up until I met Cordell.

He was just like me.

No family, no support system.

We were both just invisible.

And we linked arms

and we were together.

We were two little fishes

just swimming against the tide together.

And then he died.

And then he died.

Right before Imani was born.

I said to myself, I said,

"Renee, you did this alone before

and you can do it alone again".

That wasn't true, though. It wasn't true.

I leaned on him more than I even knew.

And when he was gone, I...

I was convinced that the only way I was gonna survive,

the only way Imani was gonna survive,

is if I taught her to be just like me

and only count on herself.

But now I'm here in this room with all of you and,

and I see that.

I had it all wrong.

And all of you, so many people, Kelly, you've all

you've all shown me something different.

So...

Uh, sharing.

Um, thank you. Thank you.

No, thank you.

I'm so proud of you.

-Oh! Oh, look at the... -Surprise!

Hi!

Hi!

-Honey. -Congratulations.

-Yes. -Thank you.

-I'm so proud of you. -Thank you.

Now, I normally don't do this, but thank you.

Well, what are you thanking me for?

Just... for showing me that it's not too late.

I watched you fight like hell for Imani, for yourself,

and made me wanna fight harder with my mom.

-I love this. So much. -I do, too.

And I kind of love you.

-Okay, this feels thick. -Uh-huh.

Because it is your full pay for the last couple of months.

I mean, since you're licensed now,

I don't have to worry about a lawsuit, so...

Tiana.

-She did not... -She did.

You did earn it, though. And you gave me my baby back.

So... it's the least I could do.

All right. Well, let me put it in the bank.

Put it in the safe place, girl.

-Put it right in the bag. -Black mama purse.

Come on, come on.

-Hold on. Let's get this. -Thank you.

-Let's do it, let's do it. -Yeah?

Yeah, thanks.

It's all good to go. Three beautiful Black queens.

One, two, three. Got it.

Good!

-You did it, Mrs Johnson. -Thank you.

I'm so proud of you.

Come here, come here, come here. Thank you so much.

-Let me take this. -Oh, yeah.

Hang it up around here somewhere.

Okay, somewhere. Thank you.

Hi, baby! Hi! Hi, hi, hi!

-You did good, Mommy. -Thank you.

I'm sorry I was mean to you.

It's okay, Imani.

You have every right to feel your feelings.

I wish you could come live with me and Mrs. Patterson.

She makes the best pancakes in the world.

I'll give you the recipe. Congratulations.

-Thank you. -Congratulations.

Let's go.

-You deserve it. -Yes. Come on.

Thank you.

You ready?

I don't know.

What if they don't give her back to me?

You've done everything they asked you to.

Think positive.

Positive, positive, positive.

Positive.

We've heard from the state's attorney.

I've reviewed the report from Child Protective Services.

Now, Ms. Johnson, if you wouldn't mind,

would you please stand?

I'd like to hear from you in your own words

what's changed since the last time you appeared

before this court.

You got this.

I'm... I'm employed now.

I've also secured an apartment, and I can make rent on my own.

I renewed my cosmetology license for a second stream of revenue

just to fall back on in case of emergencies.

What you need to know about me

is that I grew up in the system,

and it taught me to be distrustful,

and it made me feel invisible.

I really, really wanted to be able to do all of this

on my own.

And I thought that asking for help was a sign of weakness.

And now I know that it's not.

It's about survival.

I learned to lean on the support of the people around me.

And that's what I'm doing now for Imani's sake.

I am here to fight for my daughter.

I'm asking you for a chance.

I'm asking you for the chance

to give Imani the life of love and stability

that she deserves.

Thank you, Ms. Johnson. Please, sit.

This court exists to protect children.

And my rulings may not please everyone,

but they are made with the best interests of the child in mind.

Ms. Johnson, your efforts are to be commended.

However, I can't ignore your challenges.

Your new housing and jobs, while steps forward,

are just not enough yet for permanent custody.

However...

I am willing to expedite the reunification process.

What does that mean?

It means that Imani goes home with you today

under strict conditions.

-Oh, yeah. Yes, thank you. -You can't lose your job.

You've got to pass all inspections.

One slip and custody reverts back to the state.

-Do you understand? -I understand. Thank you.

Good.

You did it. You did it.

Hi.

-Hi, sweet girl. -Can I come home with you now?

-Absolutely, you can. -Yeah, yeah.

Why don't you just follow me back to the house?

We'll get her stuff. And get on your way.

Thank you, I will. Thank you so much.

I'm so happy for you both.

-I made this for you. -What is this?

What? Imani...

Is this daddy?

-And this is us? -Yes.

It's so beautiful, Imani, thank you.

I know the perfect place to put it, in our new home.

You ready?

What I am ready for?

Mommy, it's your car!

I... Are you serious?

Oh, my God! I...

You fixed it?

Reliable wheels for a fresh start.

And the bow was my idea, so...

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

You're welcome.

You're welcome.

Um, let's go for a ride, all right?

-Let's do it. -Yeah, let's go for a ride.

You wanna sit in the front?

-Is there room for... -Yeah.

Welcome home.

Wow.

Here.

-What do you think? -I love it.

Remember I was telling you about the perfect place I had

for this drawing?

What is this?

Mr. Jeff put that up for you.

Isn't that wonderful?

Now we can draw.

Okay.

I see Cece and Dee Dee figured out their relationship?

Yep.

They've been friends from the start.

Just like us, huh?

I'm so happy to have you home.

Me too, Mommy.

Me too.