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Welcome to Seattle International Airport.

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Hey, man, I like the car.

You mind if I...

My name's Scott.

What's yours?

Jonathan.

Okay.

Is your place cool, or we could go around the corner and touch your thing?

No, my place is fine.

Safety first.

It's okay.

Don't be nervous.

Look, stop it.

What is it?

I want you to do something for me.

You see the cologne over there?

I want you to wear that for me.

Is there something wrong with the way I smell?

No, I want you to do what I say.

Now wear it.

For me, please.

No, take your shirt off first.

Not too much.

Not too fast.

Bye.

You ever do roleplay?

What?

Keep your eyes shut.

Who am I supposed to be?

You're a young guy.

-Lost. -A little rough around the edges.

Very temperamental.

Not a problem.

Put this on.

Wow.

I don't know man, I don't know

how I'm done with you.

What?

What?

It's okay, man.

-Bye. -Bye.

We could go get some G here.

I think you should leave now

Fucking weirdo.

You're a fucking weirdo.

Hey, hey Like your jacket

Thank you It's not mine.

Oh, it's nice on you The old man's got a broken back.

It's a waste of time.

Don't even try it. He's got it Fuck off Good

luck asshole Thank you It's not my first time

He's gonna make you dress up like his mother!

Your first time in San Francisco?

No.

The strong silent type I like it

There we go.

Is that a little smile?

You're a little different than the other guys I usually see out there.

How so?

I feel like you require something more intricate.

So what's your thing?

Edging,

massages, bondage?

What do you like?

Roleplay.

I should have guessed.

There's that smile again.

Hmm?

Okay, so what's my character?

Am I your student, your slave, your, uh...

You're a young guy.

You're...

lost.

A little rough around the edges, but you're very temperamental.

I like that.

What's your name?

Jonathan.

What's my name?

Brandon.

It's a pleasure to meet you, Jonathan.

I'm Brandon

You see that the cologne on the dresser

Would you put that on for me, please?

Not too much, now.

Hey.

I don't know, wasn't expecting that.

So when do we begin?

At Harvey's store.

Yeah, right.

I'm...

I'm rough around the edges, right?

What was the word you used?

Temperamental.

Oh, I don't know.

Now come here

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What the hell?

Oh, yeah.

Just give me a second.

Yeah.

Oh, fuck me.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Oh, yes.

Fuck.

Mm-hmm.

That was good

I'm sorry, this thing just...

No, it's okay.

I'm gonna go anyway.

Didn't mean to wake you up.

Thanks for the coffee.

What are your plans the next few days?

Why?

Thought I might keep you around for a while.

Definitely more than blowjobs and assplay.

That's like talking and shit, personal stuff.

I'll double your nightly rate, give you 500 extra at the end.

Why don't you give me double my nightly rate plus a thousand?

How's that sound?

Alright.

Well, I'm going to have to see, you

know, half of that up front, like a deposit.

Make sure you're good for it.

Don't run off with that.

Relax.

So where are we headed anyway?

The Grand Canyon.

Have you ever been?

No.

-Me neither. -This will be great.

We're not flying.

Are we? I get airsick. No, we're driving.

Good.

So what's in the Grand Canyon?

Why are we going?

We should set some ground rules.

OK.

Rule number one, don't ask me personal questions.

Are you kidding me?

It's a three-day trip.

I can't ask you any questions.

Personal questions.

You can ask anything you like, but I reserve the right not to answer.

OK, rule number two.

We stick with the role play.

You're Brandon.

Always. I'm not going to refer to you as anything else.

Got it.

And rule number three, if I ask you to do something, do it.

OK, but you're not going to ask me to, like, wear a diaper, clean your house?

Not that I'm saying I wouldn't, just I'd like to know first.

Could we stop by my place, grab some clothes before we leave?

That won't be necessary, everything's taken care of.

Nice ride.

Throw your arms up in the air, excited.

Okay.

Like, uh...

-this? -Whoo!

Hold that.

Why do you use that old thing?

Can't you, like, take pictures on your phone like a normal person?

Has your hair always been long kind of why I'm trying to picture it shorter

I like it long

Okay, so help me out here.

I'm Brandon from Kansas City.

Ah, great.

All right, fill in more blanks for me here.

Let me do some research.

What is my favorite movie?

Breakfast at Tiffany's.

Yeah, love me some Audrey Hepburn.

Are we together?

Yes, boyfriends.

How long?

Three years.

That's like 20 years of gay time.

Something like that.

Okay, how did we meet?

We met in a bar.

Scandalous.

What is my favorite book?

Brave New World.

Yeah, I don't know that book.

What if it was...

The Shining.

Or Carrie.

Fuck, I love Carrie.

Oh my god.

What?

Okay, I take it you're not a Stephen King fan.

Good to know.

Brave new world it is.

What is my favorite thing to do on a Sunday morning?

Cook brunch.

Naked.

Is there any other way to cook brunch?

What do I do for, like, work and shit?

That's a tough one.

You've tried everything artistic, music, art, poetry, but

whenever something doesn't work out, you just move on to the next.

What am I currently into?

Music.

Okay.

Very big question.

Are we in love?

Athlete.

You need anything?

Yeah, what's my favorite non-alcoholic beverage?

Dr. Pepper.

I'll have Dr. Pepper.

I don't smoke that brand.

You do now.

Shut your eyes.

Why?

Come on.

Vintage, just like you.

It's gorgeous, huh sunset look at it

What would you look yeah?

pull over what pull over pull over right

now pull the Jonathan pull the car over Jesus

Don't look at me.

Look out there.

Look out there.

-Come on, sit down. -Jonathan, sit down.

I'm not gonna sit down. Yes, yes, sit, sit.

Please.

Good.

You see that?

Yeah, it's a sunset.

It happens every day.

No.

No, you don't see it.

I don't understand.

What are you saying? You want me to get the camera?

-No. -No. -Fuck no. -No camera.

No.

Okay, do something for me.

I want you to breathe.

Good.

And watch.

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Take it in.

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There's that smile again.

I'm sorry.

I know you're in shock.

Kiss me.

Mmm.

I'm not buying that.

You're gonna have to stick your hand in my crotch to make me feel it.

Now kiss me.

Better.

How is it?

It's nice and greasy.

How's yours?

I've had better here.

Have you been here before?

Rule number one.

Right.

Did not ask you anything.

So why the Grand Canyon?

What did I just say?

Well, it's the reason for the whole trip.

I just want a clue.

Why do people go to the Grand Canyon?

Hmm. Well, I want to go because it is huge and beautiful.

Mother Nature leaving her mark, you know?

That's why I'd go. Well, I've never been.

Good reason to go.

Let's talk more about you.

So what about me?

Where are you from?

Kansas City.

Right? Yep. You ran away from your Bible-beating parents when you were 16.

It's pretty close actually Really?

Mm-hmm.

What about you?

Where are you from, or do I not get to know that?

I'm originally from New York.

Came out to San Francisco, met you.

Mm-hmm.

Here we are.

We just have the whole thing figured out

So We met at a bar, right?

Can you paint that picture for me?

I was sitting in the corner and You saw me

And who made the first move he sat next to me

Like, um, like this?

And what did I say that turned you on to me?

You said you got a life.

Oh my god, you're so cheesy.

I think you can do better than that.

I'm paying you.

You should show a little more respect.

Yeah, you're okay.

You're right.

I'm sorry that was stupid

I'm gonna piss.

Great.

Got a light?

No, no, I don't.

I don't smoke.

Oh, wow, that...

-that's... -that is good.

It's a terrible habit.

The good news is that I, in fact...

I already had one.

I just wanted to flirt with you.

I'm Brandon.

Jonathan.

We are going to fall madly in love, Jonathan.

-We are. -I can tell.

Already.

Already, huh?

Mm-hmm.

Oh, this is a step down from last night.

Ooh, looky here.

They have a pool.

We should go for a dip right now.

Right now.

Ugh.

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There ain't no love here,

to use.

There ain't

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crashing down, yeah.

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Crashin' down on me

Oh, yeah.

No, I'm going to be sweeter tonight.

You're in charge

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Morning.

Where are my clothes?

I packed them.

Wear those instead.

Well, these are a little old.

Don't you think?

Okay.

Do I get my clothes back?

-Of course. -They were just dirty.

We'll have to go that way just a little bit.

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No, put that down.

-Yes. -Give me the camera.

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Christ, fuck my feet.

God, okay, uh, these boots are killing me.

Oh, I wish I had a size bigger.

What is it?

That's right

I lost you

You retreated into that head of yours.

You do that sometimes, you know that?

I'm gonna go freshen up.

Yeah.

You wanna hop in?

No, I'm just dropping the bag.

Okay.

All right.

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Needs to be cleaned up

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Hey.

Can't sleep?

Could ask you the same thing.

This helps does it bad for you,

so are a lot of things

Give it a shot

I tried.

I'm too old to pick up smoking.

Bullshit.

You're never told to try something new.

We should, uh, go to bed.

Dad.

Come on.

Take a step to your right.

Your other right.

That's a little too far.

Okay.

I'm smiling.

This place looks nice,

tablecloth nice.

Hey.

This is fucking sexy

Oh, yeah.

Fits great.

Do I get to keep this?

So many choices.

You decide, gentlemen.

Uh, yes, I'll have the ribeye medium rare.

I'll have salad, no dressing.

And you, sir?

He'll have the prime rib, medium, mashed potatoes.

Would also like a bottle of the Rosemont Cabernet Sauvignon, please.

I'll put this in for you guys.

Thank you.

I was gonna order the chicken, actually.

Oh, you'll love the prime rib.

Sure I will.

Come on, lighten up, Brandon.

Doesn't this place remind you of that dinner we had with Gene and David?

Who?

Who?

-Gene and David? -What? -I'm sorry.

I don't know a Gene or a David.

They're friends of ours.

Give me...

Give me a solid and just drop this whole

role-play thing just for tonight, just for the meal.

It'd be so great.

I'm sorry, sir.

You ordered the Rosemont Cabernet Sauvignon?

Yes.

I'm sorry to say we don't carry that particular wine anymore.

You don't?

No, my manager tells me we haven't carried it in some time.

I've had it here before. Could you check again, please?

I'm sorry.

We don't have it. But I can recommend a nice bottle of...

Okay, this is ridiculous. Is your manager here?

I want to talk to your manager.

Yes.

-Let me find her. -No. -Hey, wait.

I think the sound of the other wine...

Let's do that. Let's do the other wine.

-That sounds great to me. -Thank you.

That's perfect.

He'll love that.

What are you doing?

Dude, they don't have it, so you gotta move on.

Don't call me dude.

I'm paying you.

You're paying me?

Oh, so that gives you the right to be a fucking asshole?

Where are you two visiting us from?

We're from New York.

What brings you two out here?

He's a fashion photographer.

I'm his assistant. We're shooting nearby.

Where?

The Dinosaur's up the way.

It's a cover for Vogue.

-Terrific. -Nice little local gem.

Yeah. Oh, yeah. Have I seen your work before?

Uh, I don't know.

Coffee table books.

He's got a bunch of them.

There's Cosmo Magazine.

So, you read that.

I'd like to apologize again about the wine, sir.

Who the fuck do you think you are?

You've got to lay down your ground rules now.

It's my turn. I hired you for a role play.

My rules are that I want to have some fucking fun.

Very explicit about the fact that I was in charge.

Can you let me have fun for one night?

Jesus Christ.

Keep your fucking hands to yourself.

Go.

Just go.

The door's behind you.

Go.

-Go. -Okay.

I'm going to do that because none of your money is worth this weirdness.

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Oh, it's cold.

Could we get another bottle of wine, please?

-Of course. -Same. -Sure.

Okay, here's the deal.

I'm gonna finish this meal, and then you are

going to pay me, and then you'll never have to

see me again since this clearly isn't working out for you.

Does that sound like a good idea to you?

-Did you know... -What?

Did you know that my favorite shoot we ever did was that one for Vanity Fair?

The one in Morocco.

Morocco, mm-hmm, yeah, it's gorgeous in the fall, right?

Very beautiful.

Mm-hmm.

How's that wine?

Let's not talk about the wine.

You're still alive.

That's good.

Come here.

Come here.

-What? -Just come here.

What?

Look

what's in there.

No.

-Yes. -No. -A pool.

No, listen to me. Listen. I shouldn't have even driven.

I drank too much. Well, that's why we should jump in.

No.

-You know you want to. -I don't.

-Okay, just wait. -Wait right here.

-No. -Wait. Wait right here.

Brandon, don't do this. Wait one second.

Brandon.

Brandon.

-It's late. -The bar is closed now.

-Shit. -Come on.

-You like to swim. -Come on. -Come on.

-Come on. -Come on.

Come on.

I'm going

to be the biggest shark you have ever seen.

Oh, I have an idea.

What?

Why don't we...

play...

a game?

I hate games.

You hate everything.

Truth or dare.

Now.

I'm too old to play truth or dare.

Okay, well, why don't we play, um, Never Have I Ever?

You will love it.

There are no questions.

What is it?

I'm gonna make a statement about something, and if it's

true of you, you have to take an article of clothing off.

So, for instance, if I said, Never have I ever smoked a joint, then

we'd both have to take clothes off because we have indeed smoked a joint.

And if I say, Never have I ever listened to

NPR, then you take something off and I do not.

You're first.

Never have I ever been in a wedding.

-What? -That is very lame, but okay.

Never have I ever, um, driven a Dodge Charger.

Well, that's not fair.

You know so much about me.

I know very little about you.

I know. That is what makes this game amazing.

What are you doing? You have to take your socks off with your shoes.

That's part of the rules.

Never have I ever had sex for money.

Oh, you dirtbasket.

Never have I ever...

And in love.

Really?

Yeah.

You're missing out.

No, sex and jealousy and insanity exist, but not love.

Someday you're going to realize you're wrong about that.

Hmm.

This guy.

Come on.

Never have I ever gone skinny-dipping.

Oh, well, that ends tonight.

Never have I ever.

Ben's at the Grand Canyon.

You kidding me?

I thought you were lying about that.

Never have I ever had sex in public.

Okay, all of mine are sexual.

That is not fair.

Ever have I ever voted.

Whoo!

I never pretended to be somebody that I'm not.

Last one.

I never

got my heart broken.

I mean, it's warm.

I love it when you're adventurous.

Why'd you come back in the restaurant tonight?

Why do you think?

The money.

You said I'd love the prime rib.

Brandon, we should leave, I guess.

Hey!

What are you guys getting into?

Oh, sorry.

We shouldn't be here.

We won't tell if you are.

You don't mind if we join you, do you?

Oh, come on in.

I'm getting out.

-No. -No, stay.

Stay.

-This will be fun. -This will be fun.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha,

ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha

Oh, you guys make a cute couple.

Why, thank you.

It's a great night for this, isn't it?

Oh, yeah.

Hey, babe, come on.

Oh, come on.

I gotta get up early in the morning.

You go ahead.

That's no fun.

Oh, come on, stay.

Yeah.

Well, I guess we're turning in, so...

Well, I hope we didn't scare you guys off.

No, no, it's just...

It's been a long day, so you guys have fun without us.

Oh, yeah.

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Hey, babe.

Hey.

Hey.

So, it's weed to get us coffee.

Thank you.

So we should probably go, right?

There's no need to rush.

Okay.

Well, do we have time to maybe fool around a little bit?

Or at least, like, get a picture?

Yeah, picture.

Is everything okay?

Yeah.

Oh

Yeah, you don't have to do that.

Hey, hey.

-What? -You're always getting me on.

I'm gonna return the favor.

Whoa.

Sorry, I'm sorry, it can be hard for you, it's okay.

Oh, yeah.

Oh.

Yeah.

Stop, stop, stop.

-Stop. -Here. -Here.

OK, let me try.

Kiss me.

Oh.

Oh, stop, stop, stop.

No, no, no, no.

It's okay.

Ta-da!

Untuck that shirt.

Why?

You're dressed too nice.

Oh, can I get a please and thank you?

Please.

Thank you.

I thought I was a wine guy.

You're like anything that'll fuck you up.

Cheers to that.

I'm too far away, I can slide over here.

Better?

Well, excuse me.

Oh, be goddamn.

I thought that was you guys.

Working up the same trail, huh?

Yeah. Where are you guys headed? Well, we're visiting from Europe.

Where in Kenya?

You?

Driving up old Route 66.

It's been a dream of Jameson's college.

Mm-hmm.

So, look, I feel like maybe we intruded on you guys last night.

So let me make it up to you and buy you a drink.

-Yeah, yeah, please. -Sit down.

Come on.

I feel like maybe we intruded on you guys last night.

guys last night. I said, do you have a light?

That's a great make-up line.

It's so fucking cheap.

It's so cheap.

Wait, wait. How long have you guys been together?

Three years now.

Wow. Do you find the age difference to be a problem?

Honey.

What? You guys don't have to answer that.

No, they're secure in their relationship.

-I can tell. -It's a valid question.

-It is. -No, it is. -I mean, yeah, sure.

I mean, we have an age gap, and we get looks.

But I know deep down that I care for the students.

Yes, ma'am.

And he's got some scars, I'm sure.

But he gets me, and I get him, and I love him.

And, yeah, I mean, it's an odd joy to say that I

wouldn't be the same person that I am today if it wasn't for him.

you know, lack of a better term.

He makes me

Shine.

I don't know, shines, but fuck off.

But, uh, no, he's right.

He, uh, had scars.

I'd been hurt.

Then he approached me romantically.

I knew it wasn't over yet.

Aw.

You guys are so cute.

And drunk.

-No. -Oh, come on.

-Just one shot. -One shot.

-One photo. -Yes. -We have to.

All right.

Be very serious.

I hear some cameras over there.

Kids smiling.

-Oh, that's good. -That's good stuff.

One, two, and...

Nice.

Meanwhile, I'm almost empty here.

Uh, another round?

No, no, no, no.

-No more. -One more round.

No, no, no, no, no.

-No more. -Come on! -Yes, no, he's right.

He's right.

Now.

-Yeah! -Shot, shot!

Yeah, shot, shot.

Cheers.

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frightened, darling, You'll never be afraid, When you go home!

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Woo!

All done.

You're the best, I can't get enough of you.

Oh no.

Hello.

-Howdy. -Hey, partner.

Yep.

You're doing this with me right now.

Come on.

Be a man.

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Thank you.

$17.

All right.

-See you guys soon. -All right.

Enjoy your trip.

Thank you.

-We will. -You too.

I think I should drive.

No.

Okay.

You are in charge?

Right.

-I'm fine. -Jesus Christ.

-No, you're not. -You're not fine.

Let me drive, please.

No.

-Slow down. Slow down. -Stop.

-Stop. -Stop.

Let you sit here for a moment.

Jonathan, I have to ask you something.

And you have to promise you won't get mad, okay?

Could never be mad at you

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Who is Brandon?

Why am I wearing this clothes?

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For you and not for me.

I love that song.

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dance.

Jonathan, what are you doing?

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Hi there.

Hi.

I like when you're adventurous.

Why are we on this trip?

Why are we on this trip?

Mm-hmm To fix you

-Yeah? -God, you're a mess.

You're such a mess.

But you're a lovable mess.

You're a mess always cleaned up by me.

What do you love about me?

Everything. I love everything about you.

You're everything I'm not.

You're passionate.

You're fearless.

You're...

too fearless.

Hmm.

And where am I?

You're right here.

I found you and we can be happy now.

Jonathan, you're not happy.

From the moment I met you, I wanted to marry you.

I did.

I did.

That's what I love about you.

So romantic.

I can be impatient, though, right?

I was always working to get us happy, waiting for that happiness to start.

Mm-hmm.

I always thought there'd be more.

Of it, you know

You know what I didn't realize at the time?

What?

That back then, those moments, those were the happiest I was ever gonna be.

That was my happiness, and I missed it.

You know.

I wish there'd been a way to know at

the time that that was the time of my life.

I'm so sorry

You pity me.

I hate that.

No, I just, I don't think you should hold on to all this stuff.

If I let go of it, what do I got?

What do I have?

I need to sleep now.

Okay.

Good morning.

Afternoon, actually.

Oh.

-Sit. -Thank you.

How are you feeling?

How are you feeling?

Do you remember anything from last night?

Not much.

Lots of shots.

And headlights.

Did we dance?

Yeah.

We did.

Anything else?

No.

Look, we should get a move on.

I want to make some headway today.

We're behind.

Can I just sleep for one more minute?

There's no late checkout.

So, no.

I really want to get out of here.

I feel like shit.

You can feel like shit on the road.

One more hour.

Look, I'm paying you.

Are you kidding me you heard me?

I'm paying you by the day.

We're a day behind. I got to pay you more Jesus I feel like

you're hustling me I'm hustling you You're gonna say that to me

after last night last night after you got me fucked up and dance

and had a great time Right I did look I'm asking nicely just get dressed.

I'm gonna check us out And don't shower.

There's no time. We've been five minutes

Fucking...

Back off give me the wallet.

I said back off

Are you okay Jesus Christ give me for one second, and this is what

happens he asked me for some money I gave him I gave him a few dollars.

He saw my wallet, and he grabbed at it

You okay

Let's just get you inside.

Come on.

God!

Let's see this here.

Okay

-Yeah. -There.

Yeah, all right Still a little bit

hmm, but just keep icing it.

I nursed a few of those myself

You saved me.

Thank you.

I'm gonna check us out You should wait here.

No, no, just just stay here with me For a minute.

Okay. Well, I think the manager might know that I am Please

Just hold me for a minute.

Please?

I'm so sorry for everything.

I know I'm impatient with you, and I bark at you, and I...

Even after that argument, you still saved me.

I love you so much.

Now, tell me you love me.

What?

I love you.

Say it.

I love you.

Hey, I'm gonna be right back, okay?

What the fuck is wrong with you?

Are you going through my things?

You like how I nailed this one?

This?

You did this to yourself, why?

Why?

Let me guess, you paid to have that guy hit you, right?

That's how you get anyone to do anything you want?

You know, I figured it out a few days ago.

The motels, the rest stops, the fucking pictures.

Who is he?

He's Brandon, he's you.

No, stop that shit.

I don't want to hear that.

Who is he?

Why do you care?

You're in this for the money, right?

I give you money, you give me comfort.

-That's how this works. -Comfort?

This isn't comfort, this is sick.

I don't owe you an explanation.

You don't get to ask questions.

You're a hired fuck.

That's all I am to you after this whole goddamn trip?

A hired fuck?

Yes.

You're going to stand there and you're going to

tell me that I don't mean anything to you at all?

Why?

You're nobody.

You're some young dipshit who doesn't know anything.

You're a different person to every guy you

fuck and you want to be anybody but yourself.

Leave.

No, wait.

Sorry, I forgot to pay you.

Fucking weirdo.

-Piece of shit. -Fuck you.

-Hey! -Stop!

-Stop! -Stop! -Stop! Stop!

You stupid trick!

We always wanted to go to the Grand Canyon.

It was supposed to fix him.

It was supposed to fix us.

Goddamn hole in the ground.

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He told me he quit

He promised.

I shouldn't have, don't I?

Nothing changes.

Nothing ever changes.

I stood outside that door, and I knew it was only a...

I knew.

I turned my back for ten minutes.

I should have done something

I did nothing.

Hey, hey, Jonathan, can we just go back to pretending?

No.

-Please. -No, we can't do that.

-You can go back to sleep. -I can't.

-I can't. -Jonathan. -Jonathan. -Jonathan.

I cannot do that.

Because this isn't role play anymore.

This is morbid.

This is morbid.

I thought you were different than the others.

Others?

-Thank you. -You can go.

What?

You're taking this personally?

You're a hustler.

I'm paying you so you can leave.

Take it.

Enjoy the rest of your sad, lonely life.

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Hey.

Where are you headed?

Wherever you're headed.

What's your name?

I'm sorry, was that a difficult question?

My guess is you're in the ass end of Denver right now.

to do so I'm playing a little

music I miss you on

your work trips so I decided to write a song about it

Three hours left before you leave and already I'm missing you.

I'm gonna write this song right now for

my sweet baby boo Can't stand

to be without your touch, your kiss, that fuzzy chest The strength

with which you wrap around me, oh baby, you're the best So call me

when you find this and don't hesitate,

just do I'm waiting by the

phone for you, my sweet, sweet baby boo

Sweet, sweet baby boo, oh my,

sweet, sweet baby boo So call me when

you find this, oh my, sweet, sweet baby boo

I'll see you when you get home, babe.

It's not a light.

Good.

I'm trying to quit anyway.

You're right about me.

You know, I don't like being myself.

I didn't mean any of those things.

Yes, you did.

I don't know that many happy people...

in my life or in my line of work.

I wouldn't know what a happy person would look like.

So forgive me if I can't picture you happy with Brandon.

One of the things in life I'm good at is starting over.

You, you right now, are in the worst of it.

This is the hardest part of starting over.

You don't know anything about what I went through.

I was 15 when I got kicked out of the house for being a little cocksucker.

Ever since then, starting over is all I've ever done.

Look, I, um, I get — I don't know who I am.

I don't, but you know who you are.

You're way ahead of me.

I decided a long time ago to live like

there's no tomorrow because there isn't one.

And you have to move on, move forward, and start over again.

And as soon as you figure out what that is for you, then you do it.

And you don't look back.

You want to move on.

You want to be happy, but you feel like you don't deserve it.

Turn off the light.

You deserve it.

Never have I ever.

What?

I've never given my real name to a client.

I'm gonna go to the bathroom and when I come back, I'm gonna

come back as me not as Brandon I'm gonna be honest with you

about who I am And where I'm from and everything if you're not

comfortable with that then it's been nice knowing you I'm in charge

Thank you.

Oh

Oh, boy.

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Hey, do you have a number for a cab company?

Yeah.

I don't think they let you smoke that in here.

It's a terrible habit.

I know.

That's why I'm trying to quit.

No time like the present.

Another round, guys?

What you drinking?

An old-fashioned.

Nice.

Two, please.

-Two? -Where are you from?

Uh, Dayton, Ohio.

You got family there?

Yeah.

Ah, where are you from?

New York.

But I'm in Seattle now.

Couple of nomads, aren't we?

Yeah.

I'm Jonathan, by the way.

I'm Adam.

My name's Adam.

Pleasure to meet you, Adam from Ohio.

That is a nasty dream.

So, New York, that's, uh, I've always wanted to go to New York.

Never been to New York.

What?

How come I educated you?

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-Hi. -Hi.

Thank you.

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