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Is this okay?

I can't forget it.

I heard of a clinic where rape victims go and talk their problems over with

people that had similar problems.

I think it's worth a try.

No, I just couldn't. I just couldn't talk to strangers.

Got to.

Do you think maybe it would help me?

Yes.

Right. I'll try it.

Now, you see, darling, the whole point of this clinic is people, especially,

know, young people, you know, really have such a difficulty expressing their

whole thing about this rape occurrence in their life. They have such terrible

guilt from it. You must talk about it. That's the only way. Oh, are you Bonnie?

Yes. Oh, do come sit down and listen.

I don't think I can talk about it. Oh, now and now, don't be silly, child.

This young lady has gone through the same terrible experience you have,

you, Bonnie?

And she's here because she has to talk about it too, so don't be frightened.

Just sit and tell us all about it, okay? And I'll understand.

Well, I don't know why I

decided to walk home that night.

I guess I was trying to see if I can't fear.

Well, it must have been 20 minutes before I realized I'd taken the wrong

and I was in the wrong neighborhood, and then I realized I was being followed

also.

I heard snickering laughter, and when I walked faster, they walked faster.

I took another wrong turn, and the next thing I knew, I was in a dead -end

alley, and there were two shadows approaching.

Hey, come on, we're going to take a look at it.

Come on, we'll let you go. Come on.

Hey, we just want to look at you. Right there, you guys?

Come on, come on, come on, take it off.

Hey, come on, we just want to look at you.

Come on, we're out to close. Get this thing off. Come on.

We'll let you go.

Promise.

Take your clothes off, girl.

Come on.

Come on. Move, move.

Take it off.

Come on. Come on. Come on.

Hey,

look at the little secretary.

Hey, look at the little secretary. Hey.

Black and French underwear.

Hey, hey, hey.

Right. Come on, take a guess. Hey, hey. You went out. Oh, come on.

Hey, come on. Take it off.

Oh, hey.

Hey, taxi.

Please. Let him in.

Oh.

Oh, hey.

Hey. Hey.

Take it.

Oh. Come on. Man, you know.

Hey, get the rest of it off. Come on.

We'll let you go.

Just take a look at it. Come on. Come on.

Come on. Come on.

Damn.

All right.

Hey.

And, uh, get a good look at that.

Oh, wow. Hey. Hey.

Whoa.

Hey. Hey, we're going to have a little contest, like we used to do on the farm.

Dear, dear, dear, you really must continue.

The whole point of this clinic is for people to unburden themselves of their

guilt. You know? And you really must... We both understand.

I understand.

Well, I really didn't know what that maniac had in mind until he came back

with a cancelled...

I'll kill you.

Don't stop now.

No.

I begged them not to do it. It only made them more excited.

I tried to keep my legs closed, but they were already breaking my knees already.

There was the smell and the awful grease everywhere.

Right now.

Take it on in.

Oh.

that poor girl tell such a gruesome story helped me realize that my own

experience might not be as bad as it could have been.

Glad to see my idea was a good one.

I wanted to come to bed and see if your new treatment's working.

I just hope that judging all that out doesn't have the opposite effect on me.

part of my life.

That's why I feel so strongly about this.

Well, I think you really have convinced me, Philip.

Yes, I really do.

Oh, Bonnie.

Where's Darlene? Who's he?

What's the man doing here?

Oh, one thing at a time, Bonnie.

Well, Darlene's gone because she's cured. She's finally rid herself of this

horrible torment she carried around for years.

And this is Philip.

You know, he's just been telling me the past half an hour about a terrible

emotional scarred rape experience that happened to him. You know, the same

that happened to you and Darlene.

And you know, he's made me realize one thing.

That we certainly cannot limit this clinic to women. We have to include men.

Because they might have the same kind of experiences. So we can't be.

Just, you know, just for women only.

So, why don't you sit down and begin?

Perhaps it would help if I begin.

Never, never. I could never go through this in front of a strange man.

It took me years before I could even tell my husband. Even then I left out a

lot.

Maybe listening to me would help relax her.

Of course, of course.

It... It was quite some time ago.

I was driving around in my car with no particular place in mind to go.

And I saw these two girls hitchhiking.

I'll never understand why I stopped to pick them up.

It's not the sort of thing I ordinarily do.

Anyway, I stopped the car and they got in.

Maybe subconsciously I had lecherous thoughts.

I don't know.

I tried to make conversation, and I felt something against my neck.

It was night.

They forced me to drive to an abandoned warehouse.

They forced me inside at night.

I didn't mean anything.

Give me that wallet.

Oh, it's a jackpot. I was just going to take you for a ride.

The credit cards?

No, that's all I have. I'm taking you for a ride, buddy. That's all I have.

Is that everything?

That's all I have.

Are you sure?

Yes.

I can write you a check. I have more money.

You do?

At home.

Okay, that's good.

I have a lot of money. I'm very well off.

Oh, I don't think I'm ready to go yet.

Well, what do you have in mind now that you had a look?

I think we should have a little fun first, don't you? What are you going to

Wouldn't you like to look?

Oh, yeah. Maybe we should, uh... Yeah. Come on. I've given you all my money.

I'll cut your ball. Oh, you dildo.

You dildo.

Yeah, okay.

Hey,

give me some of that gold.

Thank you.

Come on.

No, please.

Get her off.

You can take my card.

You want my card?

Anything, sis.

Yeah. Come on.

Look at this cough.

Isn't it a good deal, don't we? Don't stick your finger in. Oh, yeah.

Come on.

Oh, you stuck me with this finger.

Oh, no, no, no.

Would it help if I told you something about what happened to me?

Please.

It happened while I was still in college.

I was at the library late.

He must have followed me back to my apartment from somewhere near there.

I was too busy thinking about finals to realize that anything else could

possibly be happening in the world.

I was back in my place, getting settled in for an evening study, when I turned

and saw something that's haunted me every night since.

Come on, more.

Mom, take it off. No. Come on, come on.

Take it off.

Come on, come on. Is it in there? No.

All right, come on.

All right, come on.

Come on. Is it out there? Get him off.

Come on. Please.

Come on.

Come on, where is it? No, I don't have any more. Where is it? No!

Hunter?

Come on.

Come on.

It's okay, kid. Take it easy.

Relax. I'll finish my story.

Well, those two teenage gangsters worked themselves into a frenzy.

They started referring to me as a dildo. They decided they were going to go even

further.

One of them placed her mouth in my organ, and then they said something

Oh, fuck him.

Oh, it feels good. Give me your hand.

Fuck. Oh, fuck my pussy.

Oh,

it feels good. Oh, it looks good.

You should get the rest of the gang here for him. Oh, yeah, they'd love it.

They'd love this dildo.

Hmm.

oh oh

I think, I think we should keep them for the rest of the day. Yeah, they give

you that. Oh no, no!

Why are you doing this?

I

can't take it

anymore. No!

No!

No, don't.

Oh, no.

Oh,

no. No, not that.

Oh, no,

don't. Oh, no, no.

Oh, please, no.

Did they? Did they?

Thank God, no.

Apparently, they were only trying to torment me.

As you did.

When I awoke, I was alone.

This is the first time I've told the whole story to anyone.

When I came out of my faint, unlike your story, no one was gone.

He was still there, leering over me, waiting for me to come to so he could

his rotten pleasure.

Thank you.

Irwin, I feel as if I've put down a heavy load.

Do you think it would be all right if Philip and I talked about this further?

I mean... What do you think, Philip?

Well, I'd like to talk to Bonnie also.

I feel like sharing this experience with her today.

I've known her a long time.

Yes, I'm sure that would be fine.

Thank you.

Remember, only if you share your problems with others can you overcome

traumas of life.

Somehow I feel that this is all okay.

Even my husband wouldn't want you.

Kind of like part of the therapy.

We're both in the same boat, Bob.

I think we both need that sex therapy.

Thank you.