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Welcome home.

I'm not sure about this.

I have a lot of hesitation.

I don't know where to start.

Tell me where you're from.

Why? So I can get to know you.

There's not much to tell.

I remember this music box I played with when I was a kid.

It was my grandmother's.

And it's plastic ballerina figurines that spun round and round, ever so

gracefully, for as long as I was entertained.

When I was alone in the desert, my dreams filled all the empty space that

surrounded me.

And I swear you could see it.

Everything was clear and more colorful.

And I wasn't invisible to no one.

I was my own ballerina figurine, spinning round and round, to the melody

silence, at one, and a part of the vast wasteland that surrounded me.

I won't tell them what you did to me.

I won't tell them that you beat me.

I want all the cash you have saved.

I know where you hide it.

I've stolen from it before.

And then I want you to let me go.

And never contact me again.

I don't want to hear it.

Yes, what?

I said yes, you crazy fucking whore.

Too many cops.

Did they catch you? No, they caught my friend and now she's permanently in

Caught three times.

Don't be shy, honey. You can wait back.

Only one chance, sweetie.

What is your name?

Tiffany

Do you live in L .A.? From Chicago.

That's where I live.

You like it?

I guess I don't really think about it.

I like L .A.

Yeah?

What do you like about it?

Didn't you know?

This is where dreams come true.

That's what they say.

So what do you want to do?

I, um... It's okay.

You can tell me.

I want to come on your feet.

Okay.

It's going to cost you a little more.

Don't be nervous.

Why don't you take your cock out and jerk at me?

Do you ever get turned on by it?

I'd like to say no.

Like at first I didn't.

Not even close.

I just feel ashamed.

And the more I felt that way, the more it made me feel dirty and wrong.

And the more it became like a drug.

Can you explain what you mean by like a drug?

I wanted it to be gross.

I know it sounds crazy.

But there are two completely different feelings inside me.

I wanted the guy to be older.

I wanted him to be heavier.

I wanted him to be rich.

I wanted him to be so rich that I couldn't say no.

And when they were inside me, I'd have to fight it.

Because it would be so wrong.

And I didn't want to come.

I didn't want them to see that.

It's incredible.

Suit you.

I know.

Do you think he'll buy it for you?

There's no guy.

How much is it?

Let me check.

That one is...

$6 ,995.

I'll take it.

All right. Let me get that ready for you.

Can I have one for $2 .30?

Isn't he just a doll?

I'm going to fucking get a dick hard with a woman like you.

Nagging, nagging, fucking nagging. Nagging, nagging, nagging. If you had a

fucking job, I wouldn't have to nag.

It's the same shit with you every fucking time, isn't it? You start in on

you won't fucking let it go. It's idiotic.

What do I start in on? I start on you because it's always the same shit from

you. You don't do anything around here but sit down.

Get the fuck out of here.

I've never tried this. Just go, Bray. Go, go.

It's all your fault I have to fraternize with that... gum.

How is it my fault?

It drove us fucking crazy from the day you were born.

And it killed your daddy.

I know it's gonna kill me inside too.

Hello? Hey.

Yeah, I read it. I can do that.

No, I like role play. It's fun.

It's just... It costs more.

A lot more.

$2 ,500?

So here's everything you needed.

Thank you. Go.

We can concentrate.

Ugh.

I told you

I'd fucking concentrate when you made all that fucking noise while I'm trying

work.

You got it now.

Look at me.

I don't know what's going on.

Where's that fucking pussy come from? Come on.

Come on, make it come for me.

Huh? Make it come for me. Make it come hard.

Huh? Come on.

Come on.

Am I scared with you?

No? No? No? Really?

Really?

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Oh,

God,

yes, yes, yes.

Don't, don't, don't, don't do it.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

I can stroke it. I can stroke it.

Huh?

I love when you do that like that. Do it faster.

Faster. Faster. Do it like you want to make me fucking cum.

Right there.

What's that right here?

All right.

Comment, comment, comment.

Is that what you wanted?

Is that what you wanted?

Huh? Is that what you wanted? Tell me.

Huh?

Do it.

Don't stop.

Yeah,

that's the way.

That's the way.

until you come. Do it.

Still.

I don't want to do that.

Let me see those pretty fucking eyes. I don't want to do that.

It's so funny.

I feel like I'm letting go.

I've never seen you smile like that before.

It's different.

What happened?

I had an experience.

And it touched me.

But now it's over.

Are you sad that it's over?

Yeah. I want more.

But I'm scared.

Why?

It's like opening Pandora's box.

I don't want to see what comes out.

So what's up with you and your boy toy? Dan, right?

Boy toy?

Go easy, sister.

You really like him, don't you?

Oh, don't look at me like that.

I can see it. You really do.

What about you? What do you want?

What do I want?

Yeah, and a guy. What do you want in a guy?

I want me.

I don't want to have to depend on a guy.

Yeah, but it's not just depending on a guy.

There's more to it than that.

You're the hottest friend I've got. No, seriously.

And you haven't had a single boyfriend the entire time that I've known you.

Something's up.

Something's up?

Yeah, I can tell. Something's up with you. There's something you're not

me, like... Oh, my God. You're a lesbian.

No!

That's it. I knew it. Oh, my God. No. And you're in love with me. No, no, no.

I'm your unrequited love, aren't I?

Ew.

Come on. I'll race you to the pier. Let's go.

It's so nice to hear from you again.

Yeah, can you email me?

It's on my website.

I'll talk to you soon.

Darn it!

Hey, Elle, it's that time. We're going to be late. We better come on. Let's

roll.

You know, you have to be nice to cops because cops will help you in any

situation. I mean, they are assholes to you because they want to catch you in a

slip -up so they can arrest you for prostitution. But you just say, I'm an

exotic dancer.

I don't do sex.

They call me for entertainment. I step away from them, and I do my thing, and

that's it.

They don't give a fuck, you know.

There was one incident where my driver, we hustled some guy, and they called for

us again, but down the street, and so we thought it was a different person. We

went, and he hit my driver, stole our wallet, stole the money, and took our

Yeah.

It gets hardcore.

Tiffany, are you okay?

Yeah, just daydreaming.

I was just asking you a question.

I'm sorry.

Ask me again.

Okay.

Do you think a guy like me and a girl like you could ever... Or is that just

absolutely impossible?

I think you're a little too old to be in a relationship with me.

But maybe that's better.

Maybe I could take care of you better.

Maybe I can make you feel better.

I can buy you beautiful things.

I can make you feel very special.

It's funny.

All the guys that I see...

They try to be what I want them to be.

What do you want?

I want to please you, Jack.

I'm going to run in and go use the restroom. I'll be right back.

Okay.

Okay, where to?

Let's go to the hotel.

Hey, do you have a cigarette?

No, I'm fine.

Sure? You don't smoke cigarettes?

Hey, motherfucker!

Yeah, I'm talking to you.

You owe me some money, punk.

Yeah, come here. We're going to discuss this.

Where's my money at motherfucker you think you're gonna get away with robbing

me?

Don't worry.

Everything's gonna be okay.

I called 911.

Would you like something to drink?

Sure

Thank you.

Who bought the thing? Who bought the thing?

Let's do it.

Right on.

Okay.

How do you like that? You love that?

Okay, yeah.

You got that piece.

Come on,

come on.

Oh, yes.

Oh,

yes.

Oh, my God.

You have to see the dog inside you.

You have to see the dog inside you. You have to see the dog inside you.

You have to see the dog inside you.

It's funny.

Amen.

Oh, fuck.

Oh, yeah.

Oh,

yeah.

Oh, fuck.

I don't even have to your name.

It's Al.

Nice to meet you Al.

Hi, Gabrielle Shepard?

Yeah, that's me.

Hi, I'm Detective Taylor, and this is Detective Bradley.

Can we come in and ask you a few questions?

Your stepfather filed a report with us a few months back, Ms. Shepard.

Nathan Glenn? He says a valuable baseball card was stolen from his

Mr. Glenn believes you're responsible.

When was the last time you were in his home?

It was a while ago.

Maybe a year or more?

Look.

It was ridiculous.

He hated me.

I was a shitty kid.

But I didn't steal anything.

Sounds like things were difficult between you and Mr. Glenn.

It had been like that for a while.

But it didn't get bad till the end.

Any particular reason why?

It's not what it looked like. It's... Just promise me you're not going to tell

anybody, baby.

He didn't trust me.

He was threatened.

He wanted me to leave.

What do you know about the card?

I know it was the most important thing to him in the whole world.

Are you aware of the card's worth?

I forget.

Sports and Trade has it listed at $150 ,000.

How are you paying your bills, Ms. Shepard?

Look, Nathan's nothing but a blowhard drunk.

You'll see.

Most people that I see, they can't stop talking about their past.

For them, they let the past control their presence because they give it too

weight and they don't take any responsibility.

But you, you don't say anything about your past.

And it's my feeling, and please tell me if I'm wrong, it's my feeling that

you're hiding from something.

I'm not sure, Fala.

I think there's something in your past that you're hiding from.

All I know is that I'm on this train.

And it's the only way I can explain it.

And it's gone off the rails.

And it's dangerous and scary.

But I've never felt so alive.

And I don't want to look back.

I've got something to tell you.

Well, I've been waiting for it.

I'm not a lesbian.

Well, that's a relief.

And I'm not in love with you.

Well, now you're just hurting my feelings.

I'm a call girl.

I did not expect that.

It was kind of hard to tell you.

Why? I have to do it. I don't know why, but I have to.

But you are a smart, pretty, charming girl. You could do anything with your

that you want.

File bankruptcy. Go back to school.

You're 21, for Christ's sake.

Are you trying to punish yourself?

How would it look like?

I trust you're right, baby.

Now you're completely out of control.

It's finally nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you, too. Where are they?

They're right inside.

Uh -uh.

Not till you're done.

Everyone.

I've always been afraid of the dark.

When you walk in, when they say stop, you stop.

Huh?

Stop Don't be shy

Yeah!

thank you

Come on. Come on.

Come on.

Come on.

There you go.

Okay, come, Jack.

Harder, harder.

Harder. Come on, faster.

Oh, there you go. There you go.

Oh, I like that one.

Come here. Come here.

Come here. Come here.

Come here.

There you go.

There

you go.

Give me back my fucking teeth.

You got a teatone?

Tell her to stay on.

There you go.

You're fucking talented, huh?

That's it.

Grab it. Grab it.

Check it.

That's it. More, more, more.

There. Grab this one as well.

He fucked it up.

Oh, God.

Oh, my God.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

It's what I do.

Would you like to go out or something?

Are you serious?

Yeah, definitely.

Yeah, that'd be nice.

Cool.

There's too much here.

Yeah, I heard you're pretty good. They tipped you.

Speaking of, next Friday, got another gig.

You think you might want to...

No. I'm okay.

You sure?

Yeah, this was great.

Alright.

What are you doing here? It's so late.

Before I moved to LA, there was this guy.

His name was Sam.

He really loved me.

But I didn't know it then.

I just needed somebody to take care of me.

I left my house.

Work wasn't going that good.

And I didn't really want to work.

So he put me up in his house.

He was nice and generous.

And my family, they didn't want anything to do with me.

I caught my stepdad cheating on my mom.

When I tried to tell her,

He was so manipulative.

He told her I had mental issues and blamed all this crazy shit on me.

She believed him.

So they kicked me out of the house.

But Sam, he helped me out.

He was nice.

That sounds cool.

It was.

It was cool.

I was just young.

I'm stupid.

Angry.

I was angry at everything.

So what happened?

This guy, Sam, I started to hate him.

He was so nice to me, and I treated him like dog shit.

I would call him names, tell him how much of a loser he was.

This one night we went to a bar in town.

There was a new guy there.

Really hot.

Tall.

Broad shoulders.

Dark eyes.

And I danced with him.

Right in front of Sam.

Sam left.

I still danced.

And I took this guy to the back of the car and I fucked him.

And I loved it.

And I went home, and Sam didn't say shit.

He just went to work, paid the bills.

He wanted me to be happy.

He saved so much money.

He was a laborer, got paid in cash, hid it in the house.

Told me one day he was going to take me to the city and raise a family.

Sounded kind of good to me then.

But I told him he needed to do something for me to prove how much he loved me I

Was really mad at my stepdad He

traded this really expensive baseball card it meant a lot to him

So I wanted to take it away from him and I told Sam if he did

I would marry him so did he

Yeah.

And that was the last straw.

I told him he was dishonorable.

He had no integrity.

And I didn't want to marry him.

No matter what names I called him.

No matter what fucked up shit I did.

He'd still love me.

He'd still care for me.

And he'd never leave me.

So what happened?

I told him to pull over at the gas station and wait in the car for ten

I told him I'd prove him wrong and show him how unlovable I

really was.

You beat yourself up?

Tell me I was wrong.

You are wrong.

Why would you do this to yourself?

I didn't do this.

You did this to me.

What are you, drunk?

You know that's bullshit.

I know it's bullshit.

You know it's bullshit.

The police won't know it's bullshit.

They'll just think you're a piece of shit.

And you beat women up for dicks.

I won't go to the police, though.

I won't go.

I won't.

I won't tell them what you did to me.

I won't tell them that you've beaten.

I want all the cash you have saved.

I know where you hide it.

I've... I've stolen from it before.

And then I want you to let me go.

And never contact me again.

That's the plan.

pretty fucked up, Al.

But, Al, maybe you're not so bad.

Maybe you're just trying to find your way like everyone else.

Maybe.

No problem. It's good seeing you again. Thank you.

Can I help you?

Oh, hi.

Hi.

I need to return this.

Long time no see.

How you been keeping?

I've been keeping good.

You know where Sam is?

Nah, you know where to find him.

So was that you call me all those times?

Yeah.

Why'd you keep hanging up?

I didn't know what to say.

I'm sorry.

I know sorry's not enough, but... Look, Elle.

I can't really talk.

Maybe someday, you know, but... I just can't go back to that place.

Not after everything.

Does that old lady still live up on the hill?

Yeah.

With her husband?

They used to complain about all the noise we made.

I think about them every now and then.

They barely said a word to each other.

They just went through their daily routine, reading, gardening, and then

have lunch by their trailer and fall asleep watching TV.

It's their beautiful dance each day, hardly sharing a word.

No matter how mundane, it's all they needed.

Their only fear was the prospect of losing each other.

What are we when we're not connected?

You look great.

You look like a weight has been lifted.

Yeah, it's strange.

I'm still getting used to it.

I get this urge to destroy it. I just want to beat it down.

Are you going to continue your work as a call girl?

Have you thought about that?

I don't have an answer for that question.

I'm just going to take it one day at a time.

this music box I played with when I was a kid.

It was my grandmother's.

And it's plastic ballerina figurines that spun round and round ever so

gracefully for as long as I was entertained.

When I was alone in the desert, my dreams filled all the empty space that

surrounded me.

And I swear you could see it.

Everything was clear and more colorful.

And I wasn't invisible to no one.

I was my own ballerina figurine, spinning round and round, ever so

to the melody of silence, at one and a part of the vast wasteland that

surrounded me.