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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,667 --> 00:00:06,533 ♪ 2 00:00:06,613 --> 00:00:10,148 MEREDITH: Before surgery, we ask patients a series of questions. 3 00:00:10,182 --> 00:00:11,949 "Do you have a job to return to? 4 00:00:11,984 --> 00:00:13,986 Do you have a support system at home?" 5 00:00:14,598 --> 00:00:16,789 We're screening for mental illness. 6 00:00:16,823 --> 00:00:19,457 Anxiety, depression, delusions. 7 00:00:19,492 --> 00:00:25,097 ♪ 8 00:00:25,131 --> 00:00:28,434 We need to make sure you're of sound mind. 9 00:00:31,538 --> 00:00:34,206 We need to make sure you know what to expect. 10 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:38,310 ♪ 11 00:00:38,344 --> 00:00:41,313 But if we check patients for mental illness, 12 00:00:41,347 --> 00:00:42,847 why not surgeons? 13 00:00:42,881 --> 00:00:45,850 [VOMITING] 14 00:00:45,884 --> 00:00:47,686 Someone should really get on that. 15 00:00:50,256 --> 00:00:52,390 She's in the worst part of the detox. 16 00:00:52,424 --> 00:00:54,225 I can stay stay, help... 17 00:00:54,259 --> 00:00:56,360 No, I'm okay. I got it. Thank you, though. 18 00:00:56,396 --> 00:00:58,729 - Okay. Well, good luck. - [BETTY COUGHS] 19 00:00:58,765 --> 00:01:03,201 ♪ 20 00:01:03,235 --> 00:01:04,802 All right. Dr. Webber, we have to go. 21 00:01:04,837 --> 00:01:07,004 Vik Roy and his lawyer brother are here. 22 00:01:07,040 --> 00:01:09,007 What do you mean "we"? You're the chief. 23 00:01:09,042 --> 00:01:09,942 And you fired him. 24 00:01:09,975 --> 00:01:11,643 They say how much it would cost to settle? 25 00:01:11,677 --> 00:01:12,743 No, and unlike you, 26 00:01:12,778 --> 00:01:14,680 we don't have millions of dollars at our disposal. 27 00:01:14,713 --> 00:01:16,314 And if we can't settle, 28 00:01:16,349 --> 00:01:19,817 we have to make sure we were 100% justified in firing him. 29 00:01:19,853 --> 00:01:22,688 I do recall his having a disrespectful attitude 30 00:01:22,722 --> 00:01:24,856 toward a patient who tried to cut off his own hand. 31 00:01:24,890 --> 00:01:26,390 Acted as if it were a joke. 32 00:01:26,426 --> 00:01:27,725 Ooh, go on. 33 00:01:27,760 --> 00:01:29,661 Well, I called Dr. Carina DeLuca 34 00:01:29,695 --> 00:01:31,162 to tell the boy that masturbation 35 00:01:31,197 --> 00:01:32,531 was perfectly healthy... 36 00:01:32,564 --> 00:01:35,234 Stop. I want you to imagine that sentence 37 00:01:35,268 --> 00:01:37,569 with "Your Honor" at the end of it. 38 00:01:39,073 --> 00:01:40,707 - Yeah, never mind. - Mm. 39 00:01:40,742 --> 00:01:44,078 Avery, do you have anything helpful on Dr. Roy? 40 00:01:44,112 --> 00:01:46,246 I think I do. He tried to take advantage of Dr. Kepner 41 00:01:46,281 --> 00:01:48,216 during a particularly vulnerable time in her... 42 00:01:48,250 --> 00:01:50,984 "When he was an intern and she was an attending, Your Honor." 43 00:01:51,020 --> 00:01:51,984 You know what? 44 00:01:52,020 --> 00:01:55,022 - Forget I... said anything. - [EXHALES SHARPLY] 45 00:01:58,460 --> 00:01:59,493 OWEN: He spits up a lot. 46 00:01:59,527 --> 00:02:02,362 I thought it was GERD or A pyloric stenosis, but... 47 00:02:02,397 --> 00:02:04,031 No, they just barf. 48 00:02:04,066 --> 00:02:06,266 I think it's triggered by the cleanliness of your shirt. 49 00:02:06,301 --> 00:02:08,269 [CHUCKLES] Oh. The babies. 50 00:02:08,304 --> 00:02:10,938 I love them like this, Enjoy them like this. 51 00:02:10,973 --> 00:02:13,307 Hey you, um, why don't you go get yourself checked in, okay? 52 00:02:15,144 --> 00:02:16,743 Sofia got suspended from school. 53 00:02:16,778 --> 00:02:18,012 From second grade?! 54 00:02:18,046 --> 00:02:19,079 What, did she color outside the lines? 55 00:02:19,114 --> 00:02:20,882 No, she stole the field-trip money. 56 00:02:20,915 --> 00:02:22,070 - What? - Oh, that'll do it. 57 00:02:22,104 --> 00:02:23,884 - Why? - Why? Uh, 'cause she's acting out. 58 00:02:23,919 --> 00:02:26,020 [CHUCKLES] 'Cause she's sad 'cause I'm a terrible mother. 59 00:02:26,055 --> 00:02:28,323 I don't know, but enjoy those babies. 60 00:02:33,162 --> 00:02:34,896 Any minute now, she's gonna realize 61 00:02:34,930 --> 00:02:36,129 I am the love of her life. 62 00:02:36,164 --> 00:02:37,632 Meredith Grey is straight. 63 00:02:37,665 --> 00:02:39,387 Ever heard her talk about Cristina Yang? 64 00:02:39,421 --> 00:02:42,228 Hey. Someone needs to run this bloodwork up to the lab. 65 00:02:42,937 --> 00:02:45,206 Hey! You know, we're also shorthanded in the clinic today, 66 00:02:45,240 --> 00:02:47,108 and there is a nasty hemorrhoid in bed seven 67 00:02:47,141 --> 00:02:48,942 that needs to be lanced and drained. 68 00:02:48,978 --> 00:02:50,194 I've got the bloodwork! 69 00:02:51,180 --> 00:02:53,247 Have fun with your hemorrhoid. 70 00:02:53,281 --> 00:02:55,149 I'd rather lance a hemorrhoid than be a hemorrhoid. 71 00:02:55,183 --> 00:02:57,252 Great, then you got rectals in the ICU after that. 72 00:02:57,286 --> 00:03:00,221 [SIGHS] - You want bed sores in geriatrics, too? 73 00:03:02,183 --> 00:03:05,335 Wish I could say it was nice to see you back at work, but... 74 00:03:06,328 --> 00:03:07,662 Come on. 75 00:03:07,695 --> 00:03:09,563 I'm gonna show you the coolest thing ever, 76 00:03:09,598 --> 00:03:12,233 on the tiniest patient ever. 77 00:03:12,268 --> 00:03:15,235 ♪ 78 00:03:20,509 --> 00:03:22,911 Don't assume the worst, okay? 79 00:03:22,944 --> 00:03:25,646 The worst being my mom is roaming the street in her nightgown? 80 00:03:25,681 --> 00:03:28,650 Or my mom's dead and nobody thought to tell me? 81 00:03:32,187 --> 00:03:34,155 [ENGINE SHUTS OFF, KEYS JINGLE] 82 00:03:36,224 --> 00:03:37,792 [EXHALES SHARPLY] Okay. I'm going. 83 00:03:37,825 --> 00:03:44,865 ♪ 84 00:03:44,900 --> 00:03:52,006 ♪ 85 00:03:52,040 --> 00:03:55,209 Mom? It's me... Alex! 86 00:03:55,243 --> 00:03:57,478 You there?! 87 00:03:59,514 --> 00:04:01,382 [DOORKNOB RATTLING] 88 00:04:01,417 --> 00:04:06,653 ♪ 89 00:04:06,688 --> 00:04:11,893 ♪ 90 00:04:11,926 --> 00:04:13,359 Looking for someone? 91 00:04:13,393 --> 00:04:16,363 Uh, yes. Uh... 92 00:04:16,398 --> 00:04:18,665 The lady that lives here. Helen Karev? 93 00:04:18,701 --> 00:04:28,343 ♪ 94 00:04:28,377 --> 00:04:38,252 ♪ 95 00:04:38,286 --> 00:04:40,153 What happened?! Is it bad?! 96 00:04:40,189 --> 00:04:41,322 Oh, my God... Is it bad?! 97 00:04:41,356 --> 00:04:43,691 Who's the guy?! Did he... Does he know where she is?! 98 00:04:43,725 --> 00:04:45,101 Yeah. 99 00:04:47,088 --> 00:04:49,197 She's at work. 100 00:04:49,230 --> 00:04:54,502 ♪ 101 00:04:54,536 --> 00:05:01,471 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 102 00:05:01,497 --> 00:05:03,244 MEREDITH: I'll talk about that in the presentation, 103 00:05:03,278 --> 00:05:05,016 but Dr. Wilson and I are very encouraged 104 00:05:05,050 --> 00:05:06,346 by the work that we've done so far. 105 00:05:06,382 --> 00:05:09,350 Was any of this work funded by Harper Avery money? 106 00:05:09,384 --> 00:05:11,252 The Catherine Fox Foundation. No. 107 00:05:11,286 --> 00:05:13,353 Do you feel renaming the foundation is enough? 108 00:05:13,389 --> 00:05:14,454 But we haven't simply renamed it. 109 00:05:14,490 --> 00:05:17,091 It's a whole new foundation with a new direction, 110 00:05:17,125 --> 00:05:19,127 which will be exemplified here at Grey Sloan. 111 00:05:19,161 --> 00:05:20,961 What do you have to say to the dozens of women 112 00:05:20,995 --> 00:05:24,298 denied the opportunity to do such research by Harper Avery? 113 00:05:24,332 --> 00:05:29,466 ♪ 114 00:05:29,466 --> 00:05:31,834 Dr. Grey? I said, what do you... 115 00:05:31,869 --> 00:05:33,502 I couldn't be prouder 116 00:05:33,536 --> 00:05:35,437 of the work that my team and I accomplished 117 00:05:35,471 --> 00:05:38,007 in the face of what seemed to be insurmountable odds. 118 00:05:38,042 --> 00:05:39,341 If you'll excuse me, I have work to do. 119 00:05:39,375 --> 00:05:41,911 Thanks so much. Thank you. Excuse me. 120 00:05:41,946 --> 00:05:44,180 WOMAN ON P.A.: Dr. Myers to Oncology. 121 00:05:44,215 --> 00:05:46,783 Dr. Myers to Oncology. 122 00:05:46,817 --> 00:05:48,750 - What's her problem? - Tomophobia. 123 00:05:48,786 --> 00:05:50,954 Fear of medical procedures. 124 00:05:50,987 --> 00:05:52,788 She equates surgery with death. 125 00:05:52,822 --> 00:05:54,858 I've heard of patients who have died 126 00:05:54,891 --> 00:05:56,024 because they refuse treatment. 127 00:05:56,060 --> 00:05:58,261 Well, it's because of her dad. He had an appendectomy. 128 00:05:58,295 --> 00:05:59,795 And they told him it was nothing, 129 00:05:59,829 --> 00:06:01,264 and then there were complications. 130 00:06:01,298 --> 00:06:03,699 He went in for surgery, and then she... 131 00:06:03,733 --> 00:06:05,567 never saw him again. 132 00:06:05,603 --> 00:06:07,036 She was 5. 133 00:06:07,071 --> 00:06:08,370 What's DeLuca doing here? 134 00:06:08,404 --> 00:06:09,706 Oh, I brought him to cheer him up. 135 00:06:09,740 --> 00:06:11,307 And so far, it's depressing me more. 136 00:06:11,341 --> 00:06:13,408 Well, the exciting part is the surgery, not the patient. 137 00:06:13,444 --> 00:06:14,576 You got a golden ticket. 138 00:06:14,612 --> 00:06:18,247 This is the spina bifida surgery on an exteriorized uterus. 139 00:06:18,281 --> 00:06:20,649 Besides the Texas Children's Fetal Center, 140 00:06:20,684 --> 00:06:22,651 we are one of the only places to do this. 141 00:06:22,685 --> 00:06:27,322 Okay, people. Warm faces, library voices, and lay terms. 142 00:06:27,358 --> 00:06:29,759 - [HUSHED VOICE] Yay. - [HUSHED VOICE] Yay. 143 00:06:29,793 --> 00:06:32,295 Hi. Teresa and Ed. How we doin'? 144 00:06:32,329 --> 00:06:33,428 Gettin' there. 145 00:06:33,463 --> 00:06:35,497 But could you go over the whole thing one last time? 146 00:06:35,531 --> 00:06:37,066 - I think it helps. - It does. 147 00:06:37,100 --> 00:06:39,101 It does. It helps me to hear it out loud. 148 00:06:39,136 --> 00:06:40,769 Of course. Um, DeLuca? 149 00:06:40,803 --> 00:06:43,840 Teresa Benson, 24 weeks pregnant, 150 00:06:43,874 --> 00:06:46,475 baby diagnosed with spina bifida with meningocele. 151 00:06:46,509 --> 00:06:47,744 Lay terms. 152 00:06:47,778 --> 00:06:48,877 Right. Uh... 153 00:06:48,913 --> 00:06:52,348 Look, b-because your... your baby has spina bifida, 154 00:06:52,382 --> 00:06:55,151 the tissue around her spinal cord hasn't fully closed. 155 00:06:55,185 --> 00:06:57,185 And this can cause problems after birth 156 00:06:57,221 --> 00:06:59,154 like, uh, paralysis, 157 00:06:59,189 --> 00:07:01,357 bowel and bladder problems, fluid on the brain... 158 00:07:01,391 --> 00:07:03,860 Buh-buh-buh-buh! But I will nip it in the bud. 159 00:07:03,894 --> 00:07:05,261 I'm gonna make a really small incision, 160 00:07:05,295 --> 00:07:06,428 I'm gonna pull out your uterus 161 00:07:06,463 --> 00:07:10,033 and use very tiny instruments to repair the spinal defect, 162 00:07:10,067 --> 00:07:12,268 while she stays very safely inside. 163 00:07:12,302 --> 00:07:14,303 MAGGIE: I'll give her a little medication 164 00:07:14,338 --> 00:07:15,504 to keep her perfectly still, 165 00:07:15,538 --> 00:07:18,374 and I will be there, monitoring her heart the whole time. 166 00:07:18,408 --> 00:07:20,108 - Great. - Okay. 167 00:07:20,144 --> 00:07:21,476 Okay. See? It's kind of a miracle. 168 00:07:21,512 --> 00:07:22,738 Mm-hmm. [CHUCKLES] 169 00:07:22,773 --> 00:07:24,514 You're gonna be under general anesthesia. 170 00:07:24,548 --> 00:07:26,449 I'm gonna make a little tiny incision... 171 00:07:26,483 --> 00:07:28,651 No! No, no! No. God. Sorry. 172 00:07:28,685 --> 00:07:31,353 I... I can't. I'm sorry. No, no. I ca... 173 00:07:31,387 --> 00:07:34,177 - I'm sorry. I can't. - All right. 174 00:07:34,211 --> 00:07:36,526 Teresa, the chances of something happening to you 175 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:39,062 - are so, so s... - Just knock me out. 176 00:07:39,096 --> 00:07:41,331 Just sneak up from behind me when I'm leaving and sedate me. 177 00:07:41,365 --> 00:07:43,332 I can't, because it's against the law. 178 00:07:43,367 --> 00:07:46,235 But I have a sedative, okay? It'll be very, very quick. 179 00:07:46,269 --> 00:07:48,303 No! No, no, no, no, no! Please take me home! 180 00:07:48,338 --> 00:07:50,139 - Please take me home! - Okay, okay, okay. All right. 181 00:07:50,173 --> 00:07:51,538 Listen. We can wait all day. 182 00:07:51,572 --> 00:07:53,308 We'll just... We'll give you some time. 183 00:07:53,343 --> 00:07:55,211 And I can, uh, go check some other patients. 184 00:07:55,245 --> 00:07:56,646 It's gonna be okay. 185 00:07:56,680 --> 00:07:58,314 [BREATHING SHARPLY] 186 00:07:58,348 --> 00:07:59,915 I'll give her therapist a call. 187 00:07:59,949 --> 00:08:03,319 [SOBBING] 188 00:08:03,353 --> 00:08:05,822 [DOOR OPENS] 189 00:08:05,855 --> 00:08:07,790 [DOOR CLOSES] 190 00:08:11,394 --> 00:08:16,331 ♪ 191 00:08:16,367 --> 00:08:21,571 ♪ 192 00:08:21,605 --> 00:08:24,406 I'll with you in one... just in one s... 193 00:08:27,411 --> 00:08:28,577 Hey. 194 00:08:29,579 --> 00:08:30,994 Alex? 195 00:08:32,620 --> 00:08:34,384 Your neighbor said you got your old job back, 196 00:08:34,418 --> 00:08:36,485 but I didn't think that seemed possible. 197 00:08:38,721 --> 00:08:40,322 Alex. 198 00:08:42,759 --> 00:08:44,826 My God. 199 00:08:47,764 --> 00:08:49,932 I've missed you so much! 200 00:08:49,966 --> 00:08:51,533 [LAUGHS, SOBS] 201 00:08:56,634 --> 00:08:58,567 [DOOR BELL JINGLES] 202 00:09:00,433 --> 00:09:01,934 - Coffee. Black. - You got it. 203 00:09:03,604 --> 00:09:05,538 - Not smart. - Excuse me? 204 00:09:05,572 --> 00:09:06,605 The coffee's terrible. 205 00:09:06,639 --> 00:09:08,975 It requires copious amounts of, uh, cream and sugar. 206 00:09:09,009 --> 00:09:10,743 Well, if it's good coffee you're after, 207 00:09:10,778 --> 00:09:13,413 there's a great cart at the hospital across the street. 208 00:09:13,447 --> 00:09:15,548 No, I like the light in here. 209 00:09:15,582 --> 00:09:17,884 And the smell of stale beer. 210 00:09:17,918 --> 00:09:19,619 It does make a good hideout. 211 00:09:19,653 --> 00:09:23,789 ♪ 212 00:09:23,823 --> 00:09:26,625 You know what? You're right. Can you pass me the cream, please? 213 00:09:28,162 --> 00:09:29,162 Thanks. 214 00:09:29,196 --> 00:09:31,831 Are you here for the - Meredith Grey presentation? 215 00:09:31,865 --> 00:09:34,134 Actually I... 216 00:09:34,168 --> 00:09:36,101 - am. - Me too. 217 00:09:38,538 --> 00:09:40,173 [INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS] 218 00:09:40,206 --> 00:09:42,774 After much soul searching on the part of my client... 219 00:09:42,809 --> 00:09:44,476 BAILEY: "Brother." 220 00:09:44,511 --> 00:09:48,681 ...he has arrived at a request we think is more than generous. 221 00:09:48,716 --> 00:09:51,150 He is willing to return to work immediately 222 00:09:51,184 --> 00:09:53,186 with pay for the weeks he has missed, 223 00:09:53,220 --> 00:09:55,355 free medical expenses for the accident, 224 00:09:55,389 --> 00:09:57,524 and... 225 00:09:57,557 --> 00:09:59,959 a formal apology... 226 00:09:59,994 --> 00:10:01,835 from the chief. 227 00:10:02,663 --> 00:10:07,000 [CHUCKLES] That sounds more than reasonable. 228 00:10:07,033 --> 00:10:10,336 We'll take that under advisement. Thank you for your time. 229 00:10:13,740 --> 00:10:15,307 - [CHUCKLES] - [DOOR SLAMS] 230 00:10:15,341 --> 00:10:18,677 ♪ 231 00:10:20,581 --> 00:10:22,514 [GASPS] 232 00:10:26,687 --> 00:10:30,238 The nightmares will stop. I promise. 233 00:10:33,427 --> 00:10:36,786 A day into my last detox, I was afraid I was gonna die. 234 00:10:37,597 --> 00:10:39,966 The next day, I was afraid I wasn't. 235 00:10:40,456 --> 00:10:42,869 You just got to keep telling yourself it is not forever. 236 00:10:42,903 --> 00:10:44,571 Your life must be really pathetic 237 00:10:44,605 --> 00:10:46,072 for you to just have all this time 238 00:10:46,105 --> 00:10:48,173 to sit here watching me puke. 239 00:10:53,510 --> 00:10:55,414 Don't ignore me. 240 00:10:55,804 --> 00:10:57,716 I'm not ignoring you. 241 00:10:58,140 --> 00:10:59,552 I'm ignoring the demon. 242 00:10:59,893 --> 00:11:01,053 What demon? 243 00:11:01,087 --> 00:11:02,422 Your last high. 244 00:11:02,456 --> 00:11:04,423 It is like a demon, 245 00:11:04,457 --> 00:11:06,491 and it is dying a painful death right now. 246 00:11:06,527 --> 00:11:08,001 And it knows it's dying, 247 00:11:08,035 --> 00:11:10,395 so it's trying to push me away so that it can live. 248 00:11:10,431 --> 00:11:13,451 But I am the exorcist. I'm protected. 249 00:11:13,486 --> 00:11:16,402 So the demon can say whatever it wants. I'm good. 250 00:11:17,034 --> 00:11:18,571 Pathetic. 251 00:11:20,807 --> 00:11:22,341 None of the doctors are really sure. 252 00:11:22,375 --> 00:11:26,044 Just sometimes, with age, schizophrenia burns itself out. 253 00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:27,779 But that doesn't mean you're cured. 254 00:11:27,815 --> 00:11:29,048 No, no. 255 00:11:29,463 --> 00:11:31,583 But it's... 256 00:11:31,619 --> 00:11:34,754 It's more like the volume's been turned down. 257 00:11:34,788 --> 00:11:36,495 Medications have a better effect. 258 00:11:36,529 --> 00:11:40,027 And, uh, I just have to be really vigilant with my routine. 259 00:11:40,061 --> 00:11:41,553 Routine? 260 00:11:41,587 --> 00:11:42,894 Yeah. I-I, uh... 261 00:11:43,217 --> 00:11:44,717 I keep my days the same. 262 00:11:44,753 --> 00:11:46,352 I-I make my tea at the same time, 263 00:11:46,388 --> 00:11:48,187 I take my breaks at the same time. 264 00:11:48,222 --> 00:11:51,926 It just helps keep reality more tangible. 265 00:11:52,783 --> 00:11:54,191 Oh. Thank you, Joyce. 266 00:11:54,216 --> 00:11:55,515 Thanks, Helen. 267 00:11:59,134 --> 00:12:00,333 So you're fine? 268 00:12:00,368 --> 00:12:02,413 You're just... You're fine now? 269 00:12:03,638 --> 00:12:05,239 You didn't tell me? 270 00:12:05,273 --> 00:12:08,341 You just... You just stopped cashing the checks. 271 00:12:08,919 --> 00:12:12,546 Well, you're so busy. Uh, you deserve your space. 272 00:12:12,581 --> 00:12:14,181 - I didn't... I didn't wa... - My space?! 273 00:12:14,215 --> 00:12:15,592 You're my mom. 274 00:12:16,317 --> 00:12:18,846 I came here because I was worried about you. 275 00:12:19,486 --> 00:12:21,554 Why didn't you tell me you were doing better? 276 00:12:21,590 --> 00:12:24,524 - Why didn't you tell me that? - I had so much to manage. 277 00:12:24,558 --> 00:12:27,961 Manage? I'm not something you manage. I am your son. 278 00:12:27,995 --> 00:12:29,596 I think you need to go. 279 00:12:29,630 --> 00:12:32,066 - What? - Look, I realize you were worried. 280 00:12:32,100 --> 00:12:34,567 And I'm sorry I caused that. But right... 281 00:12:34,602 --> 00:12:36,604 But right now I have to take care of myself. 282 00:12:36,638 --> 00:12:38,471 I'm... I'm... [EXHALES SHARPLY] 283 00:12:38,505 --> 00:12:39,974 I'm getting really upset, 284 00:12:40,008 --> 00:12:43,143 and, uh... and in moments like this, 285 00:12:43,177 --> 00:12:45,211 I need... I need to keep my focus, 286 00:12:45,245 --> 00:12:48,548 and I'm at work, so I need to do that. 287 00:12:49,251 --> 00:12:51,018 Please. 288 00:12:55,123 --> 00:12:56,289 [DOOR SLAMS] 289 00:12:56,323 --> 00:12:57,357 What happened? 290 00:12:57,392 --> 00:13:00,159 My presence is upsetting her. She asked me to go. 291 00:13:00,195 --> 00:13:02,495 - What? What'd you do? - I didn't do anything! 292 00:13:02,529 --> 00:13:04,731 I mean... [SCOFFS] She's my mom. 293 00:13:04,765 --> 00:13:07,234 I came all the way out here. I thought she was dead. 294 00:13:07,268 --> 00:13:09,669 Okay, let's... let's get out of here. 295 00:13:09,703 --> 00:13:12,191 - And go where? - Just... somewhere else. 296 00:13:12,974 --> 00:13:13,941 How much money was it? 297 00:13:13,975 --> 00:13:17,977 Um, 30 times $40, so not exactly grand theft 298 00:13:18,013 --> 00:13:19,178 but enough to make me feel like 299 00:13:19,213 --> 00:13:20,947 I've fundamentally failed as a parent. 300 00:13:20,981 --> 00:13:23,951 No. Every kid steals something at some point. 301 00:13:23,985 --> 00:13:25,653 I stole a lipstick from the drug store. 302 00:13:25,687 --> 00:13:26,986 Not quite $1,200, but... 303 00:13:27,022 --> 00:13:28,588 So, what did your dad do when he found out? 304 00:13:28,623 --> 00:13:31,024 He never knew. I was an excellent thief. 305 00:13:31,058 --> 00:13:33,594 MAGGIE: Teresa. Teresa, wait! 306 00:13:33,628 --> 00:13:35,629 Hey. Whoa! What's... What's going on? 307 00:13:35,663 --> 00:13:37,530 She's checking out. She consented to sedation, 308 00:13:37,565 --> 00:13:39,033 but when we tried to get the IV in... 309 00:13:39,067 --> 00:13:41,034 I'm sorry. I-I will come back. 310 00:13:41,068 --> 00:13:42,669 I'll... I'll try to come back. 311 00:13:42,703 --> 00:13:44,138 C-Can you please tell her? 312 00:13:44,172 --> 00:13:45,938 Teresa, if you don't have 313 00:13:45,974 --> 00:13:47,707 this procedure today, then your baby could be... 314 00:13:47,741 --> 00:13:49,308 I know! She can be paralyzed! 315 00:13:49,344 --> 00:13:51,979 Please don't say that anymore! 316 00:13:52,013 --> 00:13:54,114 [EXHALES SHARPLY] Is that everything? 317 00:13:54,149 --> 00:13:57,283 Can we go? Ed? Please. 318 00:13:57,317 --> 00:14:00,153 Okay. All right. 319 00:14:00,187 --> 00:14:04,524 ♪ 320 00:14:09,609 --> 00:14:10,775 [SIGHS] - Bailey. 321 00:14:10,811 --> 00:14:13,044 All the boy wants is an apology. 322 00:14:13,078 --> 00:14:15,714 Do you know how much worse this could be? 323 00:14:15,749 --> 00:14:18,716 You know, I am a big believer in the power of words 324 00:14:18,751 --> 00:14:20,251 and an even bigger believer 325 00:14:20,287 --> 00:14:22,288 in the power of a good apology. 326 00:14:22,322 --> 00:14:23,389 [BREATHES SHARPLY] 327 00:14:23,423 --> 00:14:26,792 But I will not sully my belief in those two things 328 00:14:26,826 --> 00:14:31,230 by putting fake words into some forced apology 329 00:14:31,264 --> 00:14:33,231 to a person who is in the wrong! 330 00:14:33,265 --> 00:14:35,649 Roy made a mistake, a grave one. 331 00:14:36,635 --> 00:14:40,972 But it's... it's possible I overcorrected in firing him. 332 00:14:41,006 --> 00:14:42,441 You did no such thing! 333 00:14:42,475 --> 00:14:43,908 If he had operated under the con... 334 00:14:43,943 --> 00:14:45,311 But he didn't. 335 00:14:45,345 --> 00:14:47,812 But you know who has operated in this hospital 336 00:14:47,847 --> 00:14:51,115 knowingly under the influence? 337 00:14:51,150 --> 00:14:52,518 Me. 338 00:14:54,321 --> 00:14:56,388 You gonna fire me, too? 339 00:14:56,423 --> 00:14:58,157 Now, that's just manipulative. 340 00:14:58,191 --> 00:15:00,225 This has nothing to do with you. 341 00:15:00,259 --> 00:15:03,928 ♪ 342 00:15:03,964 --> 00:15:06,130 [SIGHS] 343 00:15:06,166 --> 00:15:08,600 Thought you had a big surgery today. 344 00:15:08,634 --> 00:15:10,168 Oh, it was canceled. 345 00:15:10,202 --> 00:15:11,903 [VOICE BREAKING] Cold feet. 346 00:15:11,937 --> 00:15:15,106 - Are you okay? - [SNIFFLES] 347 00:15:15,140 --> 00:15:16,508 [SOBS SOFTLY] 348 00:15:16,543 --> 00:15:18,277 Sofia stole the money 349 00:15:18,311 --> 00:15:20,479 so that she could buy a plane ticket to New York. 350 00:15:20,513 --> 00:15:23,581 And she didn't want to tell me 351 00:15:23,616 --> 00:15:25,183 because she... 352 00:15:25,217 --> 00:15:26,851 'cause she didn't want to hurt my feelings. 353 00:15:26,886 --> 00:15:28,019 [SNIFFLES] 354 00:15:28,053 --> 00:15:29,254 She said that? 355 00:15:29,288 --> 00:15:30,288 No. 356 00:15:30,830 --> 00:15:33,192 I read it in her diary. I picked the stupid lock. 357 00:15:33,225 --> 00:15:37,196 Which... is also another gold-star parenting moment. 358 00:15:37,230 --> 00:15:39,298 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 359 00:15:39,331 --> 00:15:41,267 What are you gonna do? 360 00:15:41,301 --> 00:15:42,966 [SNIFFLES] 361 00:15:43,736 --> 00:15:45,177 I don't know. 362 00:15:46,338 --> 00:15:49,774 Because I can't keep her against her will, can I? 363 00:15:49,808 --> 00:15:51,342 You're her mom. 364 00:15:51,378 --> 00:15:53,979 You can do whatever you think is best for her. 365 00:15:56,515 --> 00:15:57,899 Oh. 366 00:15:58,551 --> 00:16:00,385 Where are you going? 367 00:16:00,419 --> 00:16:03,288 ♪ 368 00:16:03,322 --> 00:16:05,224 ♪ I came home last night ♪ 369 00:16:05,258 --> 00:16:07,125 So, are you in Seattle much? 370 00:16:07,159 --> 00:16:08,192 All the time. 371 00:16:08,227 --> 00:16:11,562 I like it. It's so gloomy and, you know, rainy. 372 00:16:11,597 --> 00:16:13,164 You like the gloom? 373 00:16:13,198 --> 00:16:14,299 Well, I grew up in Los Angeles, 374 00:16:14,333 --> 00:16:17,302 so I'm way over my sunshine quota. I like the rain. 375 00:16:17,336 --> 00:16:19,904 MEREDITH: Well, I didn't know anybody grew up in Los Angeles. 376 00:16:19,940 --> 00:16:21,373 I thought everyone just moved there 377 00:16:21,408 --> 00:16:23,475 to chase their dreams and then have them crushed. 378 00:16:23,509 --> 00:16:26,544 No, some people, uh, grow their crushed dreams right there. 379 00:16:26,578 --> 00:16:29,347 - No offense. - No, none taken. 380 00:16:29,381 --> 00:16:32,017 It's weird... Everyone that likes it already lives there. 381 00:16:32,052 --> 00:16:34,753 Everyone else seems to hate it. 382 00:16:34,788 --> 00:16:35,788 Something stronger? 383 00:16:35,822 --> 00:16:38,222 Oh, not for me. I have a thing. Thanks, Mark. 384 00:16:38,258 --> 00:16:40,426 I'll make a fresh pot, Dr. Grey. 385 00:16:41,347 --> 00:16:43,095 "Dr. Grey." 386 00:16:43,129 --> 00:16:44,395 [CHUCKLES] 387 00:16:44,431 --> 00:16:46,264 - You're kidding me. - [CHUCKLING] 388 00:16:46,298 --> 00:16:47,832 You could've said that. 389 00:16:47,866 --> 00:16:49,368 - I could've. - Tha... 390 00:16:49,402 --> 00:16:50,735 - I knew... - Is everything okay? 391 00:16:50,769 --> 00:16:52,236 [LAUGHS] 392 00:16:52,272 --> 00:16:54,773 It's just... No. Of course... I mean... 393 00:16:54,807 --> 00:16:56,542 Yeah, you're... you're Dr. Grey, 394 00:16:56,576 --> 00:16:58,543 and of course you're terrific. 395 00:16:58,577 --> 00:17:03,282 And that just makes it really hard to keep hating you. 396 00:17:03,316 --> 00:17:04,883 Why would you hate me? 397 00:17:04,917 --> 00:17:07,019 Because you wasted a year of my life. 398 00:17:07,053 --> 00:17:09,755 ♪ Yes, I do ♪ 399 00:17:09,788 --> 00:17:11,346 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 400 00:17:17,060 --> 00:17:19,030 You're at my house. Wh... Is that normal? 401 00:17:19,065 --> 00:17:20,398 Is that... Is that a thing you do? 402 00:17:20,432 --> 00:17:22,267 No. It's not normal. It's really weird. 403 00:17:22,301 --> 00:17:24,569 I just... I needed to ask you a question. 404 00:17:25,971 --> 00:17:27,772 If it weren't you having surgery, 405 00:17:27,807 --> 00:17:30,241 if it was your daughter's life at stake... 406 00:17:30,276 --> 00:17:33,378 and she was... and she was standing right there, and she needed surgery... 407 00:17:33,413 --> 00:17:35,447 what would you do? 408 00:17:35,481 --> 00:17:37,373 Would you let her have it? 409 00:17:38,451 --> 00:17:40,652 ♪ There is a swelling storm ♪ 410 00:17:40,686 --> 00:17:42,887 Can I come in? 411 00:17:42,922 --> 00:17:48,227 ♪ And I'm caught up in the middle of it all ♪ 412 00:17:49,929 --> 00:17:53,097 ♪ And it takes control ♪ 413 00:17:53,133 --> 00:17:54,298 This is dumb. 414 00:17:54,334 --> 00:17:55,233 So let it be dumb. 415 00:17:55,268 --> 00:17:57,903 ♪ Of the person that I thought I was ♪ 416 00:17:57,936 --> 00:18:02,407 ♪ The boy I used to know ♪ 417 00:18:02,442 --> 00:18:06,912 ♪ But there is a light in the dark ♪ 418 00:18:06,945 --> 00:18:10,115 ♪ Why can't I hold on? ♪ 419 00:18:11,984 --> 00:18:16,488 ♪ It comes and goes in waves ♪ 420 00:18:16,522 --> 00:18:18,156 ♪ Into the flood ♪ 421 00:18:18,191 --> 00:18:20,659 [PITCHING MACHINE WHIRRING] 422 00:18:20,692 --> 00:18:24,328 ♪ Into the flood ♪ 423 00:18:24,364 --> 00:18:26,265 She ruined my whole damn life. 424 00:18:26,298 --> 00:18:28,333 I hid Aaron and Amber from her. 425 00:18:28,367 --> 00:18:30,469 ♪ A feeling I thought was set in stone ♪ 426 00:18:30,502 --> 00:18:32,471 Failed Geometry 'cause that was the year 427 00:18:32,505 --> 00:18:34,506 that she decided to get up and walk out of the house 428 00:18:34,540 --> 00:18:35,840 every morning... 429 00:18:35,875 --> 00:18:38,676 no shoes, no money, nothing. 430 00:18:38,711 --> 00:18:40,445 [BAT HITS BALL] 431 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:42,614 I'd spend all of first period looking for her, 432 00:18:42,648 --> 00:18:45,284 and there's she'd be, just laughing her ass off, 433 00:18:45,317 --> 00:18:47,786 or yelling at nobody on the street corner. 434 00:18:47,820 --> 00:18:49,320 [BAT HITS BALL] 435 00:18:51,490 --> 00:18:53,157 No friends, no girlfriends, 436 00:18:53,192 --> 00:18:54,859 'cause, I mean, who the hell wants to hang out 437 00:18:54,894 --> 00:18:57,695 with the freak with the psycho for a mom? 438 00:18:57,730 --> 00:18:59,964 But it's good that she's better, right? 439 00:18:59,999 --> 00:19:03,167 Yeah, yeah. Sure. It's... It's freaking great. 440 00:19:03,202 --> 00:19:05,570 She's nice. She's... She's calm. 441 00:19:05,605 --> 00:19:07,806 She's... She's working, and she's eating, 442 00:19:07,840 --> 00:19:09,907 and she's looking perfectly normal 443 00:19:09,942 --> 00:19:11,576 in her perfectly normal life! 444 00:19:11,611 --> 00:19:13,511 Okay, if she's good, why are you so angry? 445 00:19:13,546 --> 00:19:15,380 Why the hell now?! 446 00:19:15,414 --> 00:19:16,714 [BAT CLATTERING] 447 00:19:16,749 --> 00:19:18,549 Now?! Why now?! 448 00:19:18,585 --> 00:19:20,318 Now, when... when nobody needs her, 449 00:19:20,353 --> 00:19:22,253 when nobody wants her around, 450 00:19:22,288 --> 00:19:24,355 w-when Aaron and Amber don't need a mother 451 00:19:24,390 --> 00:19:25,606 instead of me raising them?! 452 00:19:25,641 --> 00:19:28,559 Why, when all the freaking damage is done?! 453 00:19:28,595 --> 00:19:32,498 Now she's good? She's fine?! She's okay?! 454 00:19:32,531 --> 00:19:35,267 [SCOFFS] And I can't even say a damn thing about it. 455 00:19:35,300 --> 00:19:38,871 Because I have been cleaning up her mess my whole damn life. 456 00:19:38,904 --> 00:19:42,540 But never once did I cause it. And I am not about to start now! 457 00:19:42,575 --> 00:19:44,843 ♪ It always does ♪ 458 00:19:44,877 --> 00:19:46,010 You want to take a break? 459 00:19:46,045 --> 00:19:48,913 - No. Load it, please. - Okay. 460 00:19:48,948 --> 00:19:51,282 - [COIN RATTLES] - ♪ And carries us away 461 00:19:56,820 --> 00:19:57,921 [SIGHS] 462 00:19:57,954 --> 00:20:02,625 I just know that if you put me under, I won't come back. 463 00:20:02,660 --> 00:20:05,194 That I'll die. That I'll never see my baby. 464 00:20:05,229 --> 00:20:07,864 That I'll never see Ed. I'll never come back. 465 00:20:10,034 --> 00:20:11,867 I used to roller-skate. 466 00:20:11,902 --> 00:20:13,903 Uh... 467 00:20:13,938 --> 00:20:17,173 M-My family used to move around a lot, which was really scary. 468 00:20:17,208 --> 00:20:19,075 But whenever we'd get somewhere new, 469 00:20:19,109 --> 00:20:20,410 first thing, my dad would... 470 00:20:20,443 --> 00:20:22,412 my dad would take me skating. 471 00:20:22,445 --> 00:20:24,789 And so no matter where I was in the world, 472 00:20:24,825 --> 00:20:26,582 that would stay the same. 473 00:20:26,615 --> 00:20:27,983 And I... I felt safe. 474 00:20:28,018 --> 00:20:29,428 [INHALES DEEPLY] 475 00:20:29,452 --> 00:20:33,021 I did it in college, um, and I did it in med school, 476 00:20:33,057 --> 00:20:35,191 and then I did it when I first got my job here. 477 00:20:35,224 --> 00:20:36,192 Um, I worked with kids, 478 00:20:36,226 --> 00:20:39,694 and so it kind of made them feel safe, too. 479 00:20:39,730 --> 00:20:42,223 And then I was in an accident. 480 00:20:42,900 --> 00:20:44,809 And they told me that... 481 00:20:45,368 --> 00:20:47,369 that I may lose my leg. 482 00:20:47,403 --> 00:20:49,838 And all I could think about was... 483 00:20:49,873 --> 00:20:51,740 I'll never be able to skate again. 484 00:20:51,775 --> 00:20:53,409 [SOBS SOFTLY] 485 00:20:53,443 --> 00:20:55,211 And a lot of my life would change, 486 00:20:55,244 --> 00:20:59,157 but that seemingly tiny thing felt like... 487 00:21:00,084 --> 00:21:03,251 I felt like my whole life was being taken away from me. 488 00:21:03,287 --> 00:21:06,321 And that all the stuff that my dad had given me, 489 00:21:06,355 --> 00:21:07,990 you know, all the magic and all the safety, 490 00:21:08,025 --> 00:21:09,996 was just gonna be gone. 491 00:21:10,029 --> 00:21:14,363 And so I made my wife promise me 492 00:21:14,397 --> 00:21:16,065 that she would not let them take my leg. 493 00:21:16,099 --> 00:21:18,701 No... matter... what. 494 00:21:21,038 --> 00:21:23,739 But then it came down to my life or my leg. 495 00:21:23,773 --> 00:21:28,144 And they needed her consent to amputate. 496 00:21:29,579 --> 00:21:34,450 I am so lucky... 497 00:21:34,484 --> 00:21:37,920 that she and my doctors could clearly see what I couldn't. 498 00:21:37,954 --> 00:21:39,387 And you know what? 499 00:21:39,423 --> 00:21:41,784 I skated again. 500 00:21:42,392 --> 00:21:46,028 And my worst fear was wrong. 501 00:21:46,063 --> 00:21:47,963 And the only thing I really lost was my leg. 502 00:21:47,998 --> 00:21:50,133 And I would've died if I'd have kept it. 503 00:21:50,166 --> 00:21:53,603 And I have so much joy in my life right now. 504 00:21:53,636 --> 00:21:55,304 More than I could possibly imagine. 505 00:21:55,338 --> 00:21:57,140 I have a... I have a healthy daughter, 506 00:21:57,173 --> 00:21:59,407 and I have work that I love, and I'm okay. 507 00:21:59,442 --> 00:22:02,444 I'm... I'm great. 508 00:22:02,479 --> 00:22:03,880 And I want that for you. 509 00:22:03,913 --> 00:22:05,615 I want that for your life, too. 510 00:22:05,648 --> 00:22:07,383 [WHIMPERS] I just... I... 511 00:22:07,416 --> 00:22:08,718 [SOBBING] I'll die. 512 00:22:08,751 --> 00:22:10,252 No. 513 00:22:12,422 --> 00:22:14,107 Your dad died. 514 00:22:14,625 --> 00:22:16,459 And it was unfair. It was terrible. 515 00:22:16,492 --> 00:22:18,326 - And it still scares you. - [SOBBING] 516 00:22:18,362 --> 00:22:20,328 But you're a mom now. You're her mom. 517 00:22:20,364 --> 00:22:23,833 And you need to do what's best for her. 518 00:22:23,866 --> 00:22:31,673 ♪ 519 00:22:31,708 --> 00:22:34,076 - Hey. - Hey. 520 00:22:34,111 --> 00:22:35,443 Everything okay? 521 00:22:35,479 --> 00:22:38,480 A surgery I was excited about got canceled. 522 00:22:38,515 --> 00:22:39,981 What about you? 523 00:22:40,017 --> 00:22:42,518 Oh, I spent all day cutting checks. 524 00:22:42,552 --> 00:22:44,420 Paid $38 million before lunch. 525 00:22:44,453 --> 00:22:46,855 I took a break to read a hard-hitting op-ed titled 526 00:22:46,890 --> 00:22:49,959 "TOO LITTLE TOO LATE: How Much Did Grandbaby Avery Know?" 527 00:22:49,992 --> 00:22:52,361 - Yeah. - Good stuff. 528 00:22:52,395 --> 00:22:53,762 Well, it's easy, and it's lazy 529 00:22:53,797 --> 00:22:55,765 to sit outside a complicated situation 530 00:22:55,798 --> 00:22:57,859 and attack the people involved. 531 00:22:58,568 --> 00:22:59,940 But you know what's sexy? 532 00:22:59,974 --> 00:23:01,074 What's that? 533 00:23:01,108 --> 00:23:03,471 The way you just keep doing you. 534 00:23:03,507 --> 00:23:04,973 - Is that right? - Mm-hmm. 535 00:23:05,008 --> 00:23:07,710 You want to go find someplace private? 536 00:23:07,743 --> 00:23:09,144 Yep. 537 00:23:09,179 --> 00:23:11,113 - Take your mind off money? - Mm-hmm. 538 00:23:11,147 --> 00:23:13,516 You know, if we keep doing this every time I write big checks, 539 00:23:13,549 --> 00:23:16,152 then we're not gonna get much work done. 540 00:23:16,185 --> 00:23:17,987 I'm okay with that. 541 00:23:18,020 --> 00:23:21,490 ♪ 542 00:23:21,525 --> 00:23:23,392 Hey, Betty? 543 00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:26,127 Sounds like it's quieted down in there. 544 00:23:26,163 --> 00:23:27,296 I know you hate my guts right now. 545 00:23:27,330 --> 00:23:30,432 But will you let me change your fluids? It'll really help. 546 00:23:31,768 --> 00:23:33,469 Come on, Betty. We'll play a game. 547 00:23:33,502 --> 00:23:37,440 I will just sit there, and you can mean-girl me until I cry. 548 00:23:39,242 --> 00:23:41,810 Betty? You okay? 549 00:23:41,845 --> 00:23:43,578 [DOORKNOB RATTLES] 550 00:23:43,614 --> 00:23:46,515 Betty?! Betty! 551 00:23:46,549 --> 00:23:51,420 ♪ 552 00:23:51,454 --> 00:23:56,692 ♪ 553 00:23:56,727 --> 00:23:59,427 DAVID: So, I went to my team, and I said, 554 00:23:59,462 --> 00:24:01,430 "I have good news and bad news. 555 00:24:01,464 --> 00:24:03,065 The good news... 556 00:24:03,099 --> 00:24:05,567 the abdominal-wall transplant definitely works. 557 00:24:05,602 --> 00:24:06,669 Bad news? 558 00:24:06,702 --> 00:24:08,671 We can all go home. Meredith Grey just pulled it off." 559 00:24:08,704 --> 00:24:11,606 [CHUCKLES] I fail to see how that warrants hatred. 560 00:24:11,642 --> 00:24:13,108 I had no idea. 561 00:24:13,143 --> 00:24:14,109 And I'm sure your work 562 00:24:14,144 --> 00:24:16,278 will help perfect the process in the future. 563 00:24:16,313 --> 00:24:17,680 You ever hear of Pete Conrad? 564 00:24:17,713 --> 00:24:18,681 No. Is he a surgeon? 565 00:24:18,714 --> 00:24:20,449 - Astronaut. - Oh. 566 00:24:20,483 --> 00:24:23,118 First guy to walk on the Moon during the second Moon landing. 567 00:24:23,153 --> 00:24:25,954 And one of only 12 people in history to do that. 568 00:24:25,989 --> 00:24:28,557 And no one cares. Because he wasn't first. 569 00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:29,788 You looking for an apology? 570 00:24:29,821 --> 00:24:31,259 You're barking up the wrong tree, 571 00:24:31,295 --> 00:24:33,596 because I won fair and square. 572 00:24:33,630 --> 00:24:34,896 That's just another reason I hate you. 573 00:24:34,931 --> 00:24:36,499 Get in line. 574 00:24:37,601 --> 00:24:39,134 Beat someone else to the punch? 575 00:24:39,169 --> 00:24:40,536 Uh... 576 00:24:40,569 --> 00:24:42,438 Someone tried to steal mini-livers. 577 00:24:42,471 --> 00:24:44,539 A friend. Or so I thought. 578 00:24:44,574 --> 00:24:47,476 Literally to my face said she was going to steal it 579 00:24:47,510 --> 00:24:48,778 and beat me to market. 580 00:24:48,811 --> 00:24:50,145 Sounds like there's a story there. 581 00:24:50,180 --> 00:24:51,413 There is. 582 00:24:53,150 --> 00:24:55,584 So... got any... [CHUCKLES] Got any pets? 583 00:24:57,788 --> 00:25:00,455 That doesn't make sense. She texted me she was coming here. 584 00:25:00,490 --> 00:25:02,458 So if she's not here, she's not okay! 585 00:25:02,491 --> 00:25:04,226 I'm sorry, but we haven't seen Teresa 586 00:25:04,260 --> 00:25:05,594 since you left this morning. 587 00:25:05,628 --> 00:25:07,229 She's here. 588 00:25:07,263 --> 00:25:11,067 Babe, what happened, what are you... 589 00:25:11,101 --> 00:25:12,790 [MOANING SOFTLY] 590 00:25:12,825 --> 00:25:14,603 - We had... It's okay. - [GROANS] 591 00:25:14,637 --> 00:25:16,905 We had a little trouble getting out of the car. 592 00:25:16,940 --> 00:25:20,343 And then we had a little trouble getting in the door. 593 00:25:20,376 --> 00:25:24,680 But we're here. So those are some little victories. 594 00:25:24,714 --> 00:25:27,583 - Mm-hmm. - We're gonna keep going, okay? 595 00:25:27,616 --> 00:25:29,684 We're just gonna keep going. 596 00:25:29,720 --> 00:25:33,955 ♪ 597 00:25:33,990 --> 00:25:35,657 [COIN RATTLES] 598 00:25:35,692 --> 00:25:37,460 [CAN THUDDING] 599 00:25:41,298 --> 00:25:43,332 Sorry me and my family is so depressing. 600 00:25:43,366 --> 00:25:44,866 Shut up. 601 00:25:44,901 --> 00:25:48,537 She had one really good year when I was a kid. 602 00:25:48,572 --> 00:25:49,826 She worked at that library, 603 00:25:49,859 --> 00:25:52,273 and I would hang out with her there. 604 00:25:52,308 --> 00:25:53,942 We'd play hide-and-seek in the stacks. 605 00:25:53,977 --> 00:25:55,544 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 606 00:25:55,578 --> 00:25:59,481 My whole life, all I ever wanted was a mom who wasn't sick. 607 00:25:59,516 --> 00:26:03,719 I didn't care about toys or sports 608 00:26:03,753 --> 00:26:05,838 or any of that crap. 609 00:26:07,490 --> 00:26:09,509 I just wanted a mom who was okay. 610 00:26:10,894 --> 00:26:12,304 And she is. 611 00:26:12,863 --> 00:26:14,696 She finally is. 612 00:26:14,730 --> 00:26:17,298 [PITCHING MACHINE WHIRS, BAT HITS BALL] 613 00:26:17,334 --> 00:26:18,968 And she doesn't want me there. 614 00:26:21,671 --> 00:26:24,240 You may never hear what you want to hear from your mom. 615 00:26:24,273 --> 00:26:26,307 You may never get an acknowledgment. 616 00:26:26,343 --> 00:26:28,344 You may never get an apology. 617 00:26:28,377 --> 00:26:30,145 But you have a shot at having a mom. 618 00:26:30,180 --> 00:26:32,548 And that... Alex, that's... 619 00:26:32,582 --> 00:26:34,910 That's something that's real. 620 00:26:39,623 --> 00:26:41,589 ARIZONA: Okay, it's just sleep. It's not dying. 621 00:26:41,625 --> 00:26:43,592 You're gonna go to sleep, and then you're gonna wake up. 622 00:26:43,626 --> 00:26:44,759 And you'll be okay. 623 00:26:44,795 --> 00:26:46,729 [EXHALES SHARPLY] You promise? 624 00:26:48,531 --> 00:26:49,932 I promise. 625 00:26:50,384 --> 00:26:52,034 Easy for you to say. 626 00:26:52,635 --> 00:26:55,703 If you're wrong, you're off the hook, 'cause I'll be dead. 627 00:26:55,739 --> 00:26:58,673 [CHUCKLES] - I promise. 628 00:26:58,708 --> 00:27:02,912 ♪ 629 00:27:06,221 --> 00:27:07,755 Don't be nervous, Dr. Schmitt. 630 00:27:07,789 --> 00:27:10,604 I'll be talking with all of your colleagues. 631 00:27:10,628 --> 00:27:11,996 And for the moment, 632 00:27:12,030 --> 00:27:13,865 these conversations are off the record. 633 00:27:13,898 --> 00:27:15,866 - Okay. - Okay? 634 00:27:15,901 --> 00:27:20,038 So, how would you describe your experience 635 00:27:20,071 --> 00:27:21,972 working with Dr. Vikram Roy? 636 00:27:22,007 --> 00:27:24,509 Especially any mistakes 637 00:27:24,542 --> 00:27:27,811 or... gross incompetence 638 00:27:27,846 --> 00:27:29,547 you may have witnessed. 639 00:27:29,582 --> 00:27:30,932 If you're asking 640 00:27:30,965 --> 00:27:33,550 if I think you made the wrong decision firing him, 641 00:27:33,586 --> 00:27:35,119 I don't. 642 00:27:35,153 --> 00:27:36,954 It was the right call. 643 00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:39,958 If the Chief of Surgery can admit to being high, 644 00:27:39,991 --> 00:27:41,058 so should an intern. 645 00:27:41,093 --> 00:27:43,161 And I watched you. [CHUCKLES] 646 00:27:43,194 --> 00:27:45,230 I watched you stare into the abyss 647 00:27:45,263 --> 00:27:47,030 of a patient you'd opened up, 648 00:27:47,066 --> 00:27:50,667 higher than a kite, for what felt like an eternity. 649 00:27:50,702 --> 00:27:52,336 But you made the right call. 650 00:27:52,371 --> 00:27:56,340 That is leadership, on drugs or not. 651 00:27:57,075 --> 00:27:58,609 "Your Honor." 652 00:28:01,579 --> 00:28:02,980 Hey. Got your page. What's up? 653 00:28:03,015 --> 00:28:04,249 Hey. 654 00:28:04,282 --> 00:28:09,586 Uh, well, this was what I was able to set aside for Harriet. 655 00:28:09,622 --> 00:28:12,222 Everything I have might be up for grabs, 656 00:28:12,258 --> 00:28:13,825 but they can't touch this. 657 00:28:13,858 --> 00:28:15,093 Thank you. 658 00:28:15,126 --> 00:28:17,028 Yeah, she's gonna be okay. 659 00:28:17,061 --> 00:28:19,163 Everything else is fair game? Really? 660 00:28:19,198 --> 00:28:22,032 Well, the foundation has to keep the hospitals afloat, 661 00:28:22,067 --> 00:28:25,036 so I have decided to pay all the personal settlements myself. 662 00:28:25,604 --> 00:28:28,038 People must really appreciate that. 663 00:28:28,073 --> 00:28:30,174 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] It's mixed. 664 00:28:30,209 --> 00:28:33,411 You know, a lot of folks want jobs, others want lost wages. 665 00:28:33,445 --> 00:28:35,046 Of course, there's a few lawyers out for blood. 666 00:28:35,079 --> 00:28:39,049 But, I mean, it's really hard to quantify loss like this. 667 00:28:39,084 --> 00:28:40,660 This means a lot. 668 00:28:41,086 --> 00:28:42,720 And it will to her one day, too. 669 00:28:42,755 --> 00:28:44,221 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 670 00:28:47,326 --> 00:28:48,497 So, you know, there's this 671 00:28:48,521 --> 00:28:50,028 - story in the Bible. - Oh, yeah? 672 00:28:50,061 --> 00:28:52,063 Yeah, hear me out. Hear me out. You're gonna like this one. 673 00:28:52,096 --> 00:28:55,032 About this rich young ruler who wants to follow Jesus. 674 00:28:55,067 --> 00:28:58,470 And Jesus tells him to sell all of his belongings 675 00:28:58,503 --> 00:29:00,270 and give the money to the poor. 676 00:29:00,306 --> 00:29:04,442 So for what it's worth, you are on a really good path. 677 00:29:06,811 --> 00:29:09,113 Your buddy Jesus interested in buying a yacht? 678 00:29:09,147 --> 00:29:10,414 [LAUGHS] 679 00:29:12,651 --> 00:29:14,251 So my mother had a choice to make... 680 00:29:14,286 --> 00:29:16,221 follow the medicine, or her friend. 681 00:29:16,255 --> 00:29:18,823 - Tough choice. - It isn't, though. 682 00:29:18,857 --> 00:29:21,291 You follow your friend. Period. 683 00:29:21,326 --> 00:29:22,894 And my mother didn't. 684 00:29:22,928 --> 00:29:24,929 And Marie got the short end of the stick. 685 00:29:24,963 --> 00:29:27,632 So in her mind, it's okay to stab me in the back. 686 00:29:27,665 --> 00:29:29,067 But it's totally not. 687 00:29:29,101 --> 00:29:31,134 It's totally not. And I can't even look at her. 688 00:29:31,170 --> 00:29:33,104 But you still feel for her. 689 00:29:33,137 --> 00:29:35,272 Which pisses me off even more. 690 00:29:35,307 --> 00:29:39,109 Because I won fair and square. And screw her. 691 00:29:40,813 --> 00:29:44,281 But something terrible happened to her. 692 00:29:44,316 --> 00:29:46,284 But that doesn't justify what she did. 693 00:29:47,102 --> 00:29:50,688 I saw your mom speak once, on the Grey Method, ages ago. 694 00:29:50,722 --> 00:29:53,657 Most inspiring presentation of my career. 695 00:29:53,692 --> 00:29:56,260 It made me switch from plastics to general. 696 00:29:56,295 --> 00:29:58,128 Really? 697 00:29:58,163 --> 00:29:59,497 See? That's the thing. 698 00:29:59,531 --> 00:30:01,699 I mean, she was hell to live with, 699 00:30:01,733 --> 00:30:06,770 but she really did inspire so many people... 700 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:10,083 and inspired a whole generation of female surgeons. 701 00:30:11,175 --> 00:30:12,977 That's... That's the dream. 702 00:30:15,079 --> 00:30:16,681 That's the dream. 703 00:30:16,714 --> 00:30:18,182 That's why we do what we do, right? 704 00:30:18,217 --> 00:30:21,184 I mean, everybody wants their place in history. 705 00:30:21,220 --> 00:30:25,189 Nobody wants to be the astronaut that no one remembers. 706 00:30:25,223 --> 00:30:27,892 - Are you trying to rub it in? - Sorry. No, no, no. 707 00:30:27,926 --> 00:30:31,028 But that's what she took from Cerone. 708 00:30:31,438 --> 00:30:33,230 She stole the dream. 709 00:30:33,265 --> 00:30:35,165 And that's why Cerone feels 710 00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:37,201 that she deserves that place in history. 711 00:30:37,236 --> 00:30:38,670 Because she does. 712 00:30:44,410 --> 00:30:48,046 ♪ Hollow one ♪ 713 00:30:48,079 --> 00:30:51,214 ♪ With inverted tongue ♪ 714 00:30:51,250 --> 00:30:53,151 [MONITOR BEEPING] 715 00:30:53,184 --> 00:30:59,156 ♪ From whence does fulfillment come? ♪ 716 00:31:01,125 --> 00:31:04,862 ♪ When I expel ♪ 717 00:31:04,896 --> 00:31:07,397 ♪ From this mortal shell ♪ 718 00:31:07,432 --> 00:31:10,101 [LIQUID SUCTIONING] 719 00:31:10,134 --> 00:31:16,007 ♪ Will I die for living numb? ♪ 720 00:31:17,942 --> 00:31:22,246 ♪ Am I vital ♪ 721 00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:26,183 ♪ If my heart is idle? ♪ 722 00:31:26,218 --> 00:31:33,590 ♪ Am I doomed? ♪ 723 00:31:34,826 --> 00:31:39,197 ♪ Am I vital ♪ 724 00:31:39,230 --> 00:31:43,233 ♪ If my heart is idle? ♪ 725 00:31:43,268 --> 00:31:51,608 ♪ Am I doomed? ♪ 726 00:31:51,644 --> 00:31:55,613 ♪ I feel you ♪ 727 00:31:55,647 --> 00:31:59,549 ♪ But nobody else ♪ 728 00:31:59,585 --> 00:32:07,057 ♪ Though you're someone I can't see ♪ 729 00:32:08,359 --> 00:32:12,230 ♪ Yet you say nothing ♪ 730 00:32:12,263 --> 00:32:15,532 Alex, please. This is for the best. 731 00:32:17,836 --> 00:32:19,671 Look. I don't want to mess with your routine. 732 00:32:19,704 --> 00:32:21,939 I, uh... I just needed to say a couple things. 733 00:32:25,611 --> 00:32:27,778 I want a library card. 734 00:32:27,813 --> 00:32:29,780 - What? - I mean, it's... 735 00:32:30,682 --> 00:32:33,417 You have to be here for your job. That's part of it, right? 736 00:32:33,451 --> 00:32:36,354 ♪ Will you cast me ♪ 737 00:32:36,387 --> 00:32:40,557 ♪ To the wayside? ♪ 738 00:32:41,660 --> 00:32:44,362 ♪ Well, I feel the peeling ♪ 739 00:32:44,395 --> 00:32:48,298 I'm so happy for you. And proud. 740 00:32:48,333 --> 00:32:51,536 And, uh, seeing you here doing so well, it... 741 00:32:52,203 --> 00:32:53,671 it was a lot. 742 00:32:54,122 --> 00:32:56,307 And I got mad. And... 743 00:32:56,340 --> 00:32:58,476 And I know it was a lot for you, too. 744 00:32:58,509 --> 00:33:00,420 So much more. 745 00:33:01,346 --> 00:33:03,181 ♪ Am I vital ♪ 746 00:33:03,214 --> 00:33:04,382 And I know... 747 00:33:04,415 --> 00:33:07,018 ♪ If my heart is idle? ♪ 748 00:33:07,051 --> 00:33:10,954 I know that I haven't stayed in touch. 749 00:33:11,472 --> 00:33:13,599 But I always thought about you. 750 00:33:14,425 --> 00:33:16,794 And I'm... 751 00:33:16,828 --> 00:33:18,480 I'm so happy. 752 00:33:19,832 --> 00:33:22,133 I'm really happy for you. 753 00:33:22,166 --> 00:33:24,501 ♪ So I can see ♪ 754 00:33:24,536 --> 00:33:26,503 ♪ If I'm doomed ♪ 755 00:33:26,538 --> 00:33:28,405 Um... 756 00:33:29,942 --> 00:33:31,375 Uh, I'm gonna go. 757 00:33:31,410 --> 00:33:33,344 You want to do the stamp? 758 00:33:33,377 --> 00:33:34,912 - Huh? - The due-date stamp. 759 00:33:34,947 --> 00:33:37,248 I always change it at the end of the night for tomorrow. 760 00:33:37,281 --> 00:33:39,683 And when you were a little boy, 761 00:33:39,718 --> 00:33:42,052 you used to love to do that for me. 762 00:33:44,757 --> 00:33:45,757 [LAUGHS] 763 00:33:45,790 --> 00:33:47,491 It's silly. Never mind. 764 00:33:47,526 --> 00:33:49,951 No, no. No, no, no. 765 00:33:49,987 --> 00:33:51,194 That'd be cool. 766 00:33:51,230 --> 00:33:52,930 - Yeah? - Yeah. 767 00:33:52,964 --> 00:33:56,099 ♪ So I can see ♪ 768 00:33:56,134 --> 00:33:57,067 [CHUCKLES] 769 00:33:57,102 --> 00:34:00,104 - [LAUGHS] - These things are archaic now. 770 00:34:00,138 --> 00:34:02,507 ♪ 771 00:34:06,683 --> 00:34:07,784 Online, in-store or in print! 772 00:34:07,818 --> 00:34:09,820 [APPLAUSE] 773 00:34:15,193 --> 00:34:16,793 Thank you all for coming. 774 00:34:19,664 --> 00:34:24,735 Before I get started, I have a statement I'd like to make. 775 00:34:24,768 --> 00:34:26,635 My mother, Ellis Grey, 776 00:34:26,670 --> 00:34:29,373 did not come up with the Grey Method on her own. 777 00:34:29,407 --> 00:34:31,541 [ATTENDEES MURMURING] 778 00:34:31,576 --> 00:34:36,045 She did it with the help of and alongside Dr. Marie Cerone. 779 00:34:36,079 --> 00:34:39,311 Due to the reprehensible behavior of Harper Avery, 780 00:34:39,347 --> 00:34:40,916 Marie Cerone was blacklisted. 781 00:34:40,952 --> 00:34:43,686 And my mother made the regrettable decision 782 00:34:43,721 --> 00:34:46,590 to publish the work as her own. 783 00:34:46,623 --> 00:34:48,724 I'd like to think that was a result 784 00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:50,559 of the time or the workplace culture, 785 00:34:50,594 --> 00:34:52,762 but that I can't know. 786 00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:55,431 What I can do... 787 00:34:55,909 --> 00:34:57,800 is correct that error. 788 00:34:59,403 --> 00:35:00,969 So from this day forward, 789 00:35:01,003 --> 00:35:04,708 I would like the method known as the Grey Method 790 00:35:04,742 --> 00:35:07,744 to be known as the Grey-Cerone Method. 791 00:35:07,778 --> 00:35:10,746 [APPLAUSE] 792 00:35:10,782 --> 00:35:20,590 ♪ 793 00:35:20,625 --> 00:35:23,126 And now on to business... 794 00:35:23,161 --> 00:35:24,728 [CAMERA SHUTTERS CLICKING] 795 00:35:24,762 --> 00:35:26,797 The Formation of New Liver Tissue 796 00:35:26,831 --> 00:35:30,567 with Intraperitoneal Hepatocyte Injection. 797 00:35:30,601 --> 00:35:33,068 Dr. Wilson and I are faced with a problem... 798 00:35:33,103 --> 00:35:35,237 And she's okay? My baby's okay? 799 00:35:35,273 --> 00:35:37,773 Oh, yeah. Yeah. I got a good look at her. 800 00:35:37,809 --> 00:35:41,043 She's better than fine. She's got two super-strong legs. 801 00:35:41,077 --> 00:35:42,813 And a-a great head of hair. 802 00:35:42,847 --> 00:35:45,614 And a closed spine. We like that, too. 803 00:35:45,650 --> 00:35:47,416 I can't believe I put you all through that. 804 00:35:47,452 --> 00:35:49,719 I was so scared... for nothing. 805 00:35:49,753 --> 00:35:53,556 Hey. Would you stop it? You saved our little girl, babe. 806 00:35:53,590 --> 00:35:55,157 You're my hero. 807 00:35:56,054 --> 00:35:57,927 ARIZONA: He's right. You did. 808 00:35:57,961 --> 00:35:59,563 You did it. 809 00:35:59,597 --> 00:36:01,465 You did everything that you could for her. 810 00:36:02,018 --> 00:36:03,733 I'm a mom. 811 00:36:03,768 --> 00:36:05,668 You are a mom. 812 00:36:05,702 --> 00:36:07,103 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 813 00:36:10,807 --> 00:36:15,679 Dr. Roy, on behalf of Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital, 814 00:36:15,713 --> 00:36:19,583 I would like to tell you that I am s... 815 00:36:19,617 --> 00:36:20,954 I... 816 00:36:21,885 --> 00:36:23,286 I... 817 00:36:23,320 --> 00:36:26,822 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 818 00:36:27,626 --> 00:36:30,594 Um, I think what Chief Bailey is trying to say 819 00:36:30,628 --> 00:36:31,795 is that she would like... 820 00:36:31,829 --> 00:36:35,331 I would like to tell you... 821 00:36:35,365 --> 00:36:38,768 that you are lucky. 822 00:36:38,802 --> 00:36:44,608 Lucky to learn from good doctors who have given everything 823 00:36:44,641 --> 00:36:49,012 in the face of obstacles you cannot begin to imagine. 824 00:36:49,045 --> 00:36:54,217 People that fought and bled to pave a way. 825 00:36:54,251 --> 00:36:56,364 Doctors like me. 826 00:36:57,355 --> 00:36:59,856 And I have made mistakes, 827 00:36:59,891 --> 00:37:01,791 but firing you was not one of them. 828 00:37:01,826 --> 00:37:04,204 You got what you deserve. 829 00:37:05,195 --> 00:37:07,530 That said... 830 00:37:07,565 --> 00:37:11,067 I am willing to have you back 831 00:37:11,101 --> 00:37:14,704 for a one-year probationary period, 832 00:37:14,739 --> 00:37:18,641 during which time I will watch you like a hawk. 833 00:37:18,675 --> 00:37:21,077 I've spent the better part of a year 834 00:37:21,112 --> 00:37:24,880 researching the best way to get up in someone's butt, 835 00:37:25,601 --> 00:37:28,717 so expect to find me up yours. 836 00:37:28,753 --> 00:37:32,922 And if... if you don't screw it up, 837 00:37:32,956 --> 00:37:36,860 I will shape you into an amazing surgeon. 838 00:37:42,699 --> 00:37:44,536 I accept your apology. 839 00:37:46,938 --> 00:37:49,505 MEREDITH: Fixing your mental health isn't like surgery. 840 00:37:49,539 --> 00:37:50,673 Write that up. 841 00:37:50,708 --> 00:37:53,443 We can't just run the bloodwork and check the vitals. 842 00:37:53,476 --> 00:37:55,878 A doctor got her high for the first time. 843 00:37:55,913 --> 00:37:58,014 It wasn't a dealer. 844 00:37:58,048 --> 00:37:59,583 It wasn't some random pusher from the street. 845 00:37:59,617 --> 00:38:02,847 It was a surgeon. Like me. 846 00:38:03,588 --> 00:38:05,855 And I took an oath to do no harm. 847 00:38:05,889 --> 00:38:08,757 And I just feel like there's this epidemic going on out there. 848 00:38:08,793 --> 00:38:09,925 There are these kids... 849 00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:13,797 They're good kids with ruined lives and ruined families. 850 00:38:13,831 --> 00:38:14,831 And it's all because 851 00:38:14,864 --> 00:38:17,967 somebody like me who didn't know any better... 852 00:38:18,001 --> 00:38:22,639 somebody like me who doesn't understand addiction... 853 00:38:22,672 --> 00:38:27,143 wrote a prescription in an attempt to help. 854 00:38:27,177 --> 00:38:28,612 And the hilarious part is 855 00:38:28,646 --> 00:38:33,148 I'm so angry about it all that I am craving drugs! 856 00:38:33,184 --> 00:38:36,360 With mental health, progress is way harder to measure. 857 00:38:36,394 --> 00:38:38,253 I just hope she comes back. 858 00:38:38,289 --> 00:38:41,992 And if something's wrong, we have to take action. 859 00:38:42,025 --> 00:38:44,293 OWEN: You know you're the first girl I've introduced to my mom in 20 years? 860 00:38:44,327 --> 00:38:46,228 Seriously? I'm really, really nervous. 861 00:38:46,262 --> 00:38:47,597 Why would you say that? 862 00:38:47,632 --> 00:38:49,099 Oh, come on. She's gonna love you. 863 00:38:49,132 --> 00:38:53,503 Oh. Hey. Uh, Mom, this is my fiancée, Jo. 864 00:38:53,536 --> 00:38:57,007 Ohh. Lovely to meet you. 865 00:38:57,041 --> 00:38:59,608 You too, Ms. Karev. 866 00:38:59,643 --> 00:39:04,313 ♪ 867 00:39:04,347 --> 00:39:06,016 Uh, we're getting married soon, 868 00:39:06,050 --> 00:39:08,751 and we would love for you to come to the wedding. 869 00:39:09,371 --> 00:39:11,487 Wow. Nothing would make me happier. 870 00:39:11,521 --> 00:39:12,750 [CHUCKLES] 871 00:39:14,057 --> 00:39:18,827 But, uh, travel's tough for me to manage with my routine. 872 00:39:18,862 --> 00:39:20,697 We totally get it. 873 00:39:20,731 --> 00:39:22,927 There's a lot of uncertainty. 874 00:39:23,701 --> 00:39:25,637 There's a lot of fear. 875 00:39:27,538 --> 00:39:29,838 And what might be easy for one person... 876 00:39:29,873 --> 00:39:31,373 for someone else might take 877 00:39:31,409 --> 00:39:33,610 inner strength you can't even imagine. 878 00:39:33,643 --> 00:39:35,811 That's my ride. 879 00:39:35,846 --> 00:39:37,347 Right on time. 880 00:39:37,380 --> 00:39:39,983 Yeah. We got a plane to catch. 881 00:39:41,518 --> 00:39:43,719 My sweetest boy. 882 00:39:43,753 --> 00:39:45,954 ♪ 883 00:39:45,989 --> 00:39:47,990 My truest love. 884 00:39:48,025 --> 00:39:51,327 ♪ 885 00:39:51,362 --> 00:39:53,295 But we have to try. 886 00:39:53,329 --> 00:39:57,067 ♪ 887 00:39:57,101 --> 00:39:58,735 [BUS DOOR CLOSES] 888 00:39:58,768 --> 00:40:07,210 ♪ 889 00:40:07,244 --> 00:40:09,545 MARIE: Mer Mer. 890 00:40:11,514 --> 00:40:13,916 Thank you so much. 891 00:40:13,951 --> 00:40:15,217 Can we talk? 892 00:40:15,251 --> 00:40:18,021 Marie, I think I've said all there is to say. 893 00:40:20,925 --> 00:40:22,992 We have to stand up to our demons. 894 00:40:23,027 --> 00:40:24,860 ♪ That's privilege ♪ 895 00:40:24,894 --> 00:40:26,695 We have to face reality whenever possible 896 00:40:26,731 --> 00:40:28,831 and ask for help when we can't. 897 00:40:28,865 --> 00:40:30,500 I know that you don't agree with me. 898 00:40:30,534 --> 00:40:33,036 I know... I know that you think that I coddle her, 899 00:40:33,070 --> 00:40:34,186 but I'm her mother. 900 00:40:34,221 --> 00:40:35,938 And I have to do what's best for her if I can, 901 00:40:35,972 --> 00:40:37,172 and in this case, I can. 902 00:40:37,208 --> 00:40:38,907 Okay, then, why defend yourself to me 903 00:40:38,943 --> 00:40:40,710 if you don't even care what I think? 904 00:40:40,744 --> 00:40:43,346 ♪ Can't sleep at night ♪ 905 00:40:43,380 --> 00:40:45,614 ♪ Can't convince myself ♪ 906 00:40:45,648 --> 00:40:47,951 ♪ To turn it off ♪ 907 00:40:47,985 --> 00:40:49,719 ♪ To let go ♪ 908 00:40:49,753 --> 00:40:53,856 [VOICE BREAKING] I just wish that what's best for her 909 00:40:53,891 --> 00:40:56,559 wasn't what's worst for me. 910 00:40:56,594 --> 00:41:01,864 ♪ War ♪ 911 00:41:01,898 --> 00:41:03,432 ♪ Am I runnin' late? ♪ 912 00:41:03,467 --> 00:41:05,869 ♪ I get overwhelmed ♪ 913 00:41:05,902 --> 00:41:07,871 ♪ All the awful dreams ♪ 914 00:41:07,905 --> 00:41:10,039 ♪ All the bright screens ♪ 915 00:41:10,074 --> 00:41:11,907 ♪ Is my lover there? ♪ 916 00:41:11,942 --> 00:41:14,110 ♪ Are we breakin' up? ♪ 917 00:41:14,144 --> 00:41:15,978 ♪ Did she find someone else? ♪ 918 00:41:16,012 --> 00:41:21,217 ♪ And leave me alone? ♪ 919 00:41:21,251 --> 00:41:29,324 ♪ Alone ♪ 920 00:41:29,360 --> 00:41:33,762 ♪ 921 00:41:33,797 --> 00:41:35,798 [PHONE RINGING, CLICK] 922 00:41:35,833 --> 00:41:37,333 Callie, hey. 923 00:41:37,367 --> 00:41:41,137 Um, so, I was... I was thinking. 924 00:41:41,172 --> 00:41:44,606 Um, and I think... I think that... 925 00:41:44,641 --> 00:41:47,342 I think that Sofia should move back to New York with you. 926 00:41:47,378 --> 00:41:50,612 And when we do that, healing is possible. 927 00:41:50,648 --> 00:41:52,815 Mm-hmm. Yeah. 928 00:41:57,454 --> 00:42:00,096 And I think I need to move back with her. 929 00:42:00,130 --> 00:42:03,726 ♪ 930 00:42:03,751 --> 00:42:11,753 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 931 00:42:13,304 --> 00:42:14,369 1 second can ruin my dish 932 00:42:14,471 --> 00:42:15,538 ♪ 933 00:42:15,639 --> 00:42:18,875 You must master them or you won't survive 934 00:42:18,976 --> 00:42:20,543 One slip, and you're out. 935 00:42:20,643 --> 00:42:21,945 ♪ 936 00:42:22,045 --> 00:42:23,246 (WHOOSH) 67140

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