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Let's get this over with.

We-- We can wait.

Until he's buried,
at least.

You took us there,
we'd talk. That was the deal.

Ask what you want to ask.

How did you end up here?

That's a big question.

Sometimes those are
the easiest ones
to answer.

There was one day...

when we could have stopped

all of this from happening.

Let's start there.

Tell me about that day.

How long had it been
since they'd showed up?

A couple of weeks.

We started to stretch
our rations with cattle feed.

Have you ever
eaten cattle feed?

Lemme tell you--

it's an acquired taste.

You OK?

I'm fine.

Allow me to be
of assistance.

No, let's save it.

It's the last we have.

Yeah, when the pancakes
get better.

For when
things get better.
- That's right.

This is far too significant
a condiment

for cattle feed pancakes.

For when things
get better.

That can happen.

It already did for us.

Even if it feels
not like that right now.

Things will get better.

Shouldn't we be
eating the cattle
before we eat their feed?

No one's killin'
anything that moves today.

We're sailing out
even farther?

We've already been
everywhere within
50 miles of here.

Everywhere we thought
there might be food.

I started
to get creative.

I thought of places
our friends

in the parking lot
may not have hit.

- Bowling alley

Maybe they have nachos.

Cheese that comes
from a can.

Where we goin'?

"We"?

No one goes out alone,

and I still have half
the county to grid.

Let's go.

Goin' on runs that day...

...that was our first misstep.

Now, remember--

no spines, no purple,
no black.

You know I went
to A&M, right?

Spent more time
smokin' the plants

than I did studyin' them,
but...

I know which ones
are safe to eat.

All right,
I told you somethin'.

Now you tell me
something.

- About what?
- About you.

I didn't go to A&M.

Look here. It appears
our search has borne fruit.

I'll see
if there's a cart.

How long you gonna
keep doin' that?

Doin' what?

Actin' like
you're afraid of me.

Ah. I assure you,

that is not the case.

Well,
then what is it?

Were you afraid of him?

No. Of course not.

What did you think of him?

I thought we were
talking about Nick.

Talkin' about you.

Ohh, man.

Heads up!

Ohh!

I see him!

Aaah!

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Ohh--

Thanks.

Ahh. Pricks.

Saw it on my map
when my mom
brought us out here.

I know it's crazy,
but it felt like a sign.

Of what? We're not gonna
find food in the library.

I know.

You coming or not?

I went
because Nick wanted me to.

I thought it would be
good for me.

I thought it would be
good for him.

You really taking that?

Nick, what are we doing here?

Books. We need books.

- For what?
- For a library.

People need a reason
to fight, Lucy.

People need a reason
to want to stick around.

It can't all
just be about food.

Nick,
there's nothing left.

There's gotta
be something.

This is about her, isn't it?

She thinks
they're lookin' out for them,

she thinks
they're like family.

I was just like her.

At the colonia,
I believed in
what we were doing.

I thought it was
a good place to be,
but it wasn't.

I just couldn't see it.

And you helped me.

And we'll help her--
just not like this.

But you couldn't
help her, could you?

She killed Nick.

What do you think?

Hey.

You know, I used to be
a police officer...

...and I knew a guy
back on the force,

he'd drink a bottle
of rye whiskey for dinner
every night.

Day in, day out.

Then one day,
he survived a close call
with a suspect.

Stole a garbage truck,

squashed his patrol car
flat as a pancake.

You know, he only went one week
without that rye.

What I come away with was,

takes more than
one bad afternoon--

or a good one--
to turn somebody.

So I'm guessin'
once we pay our respects,

you're gonna be
on your way, huh?

Back on your old course.

I'm tellin' you...

I'm tellin' you,
I'm gonna find her.

I am.

And I want you with me
when I do.

I want you to meet her.

I want her to meet you.

I just want to see him buried,
John.

And then, yes,
I will be on my way.

Man, I'm better
on my own.

We can stop...

if it's too much.

- Too much?
- It's OK...

if you just...

Your brother just--

Yeah, he did.

Man, I used to love
these places.

- You ever been?
- Been a while.

Just you?

No.

Places like this...

they made
really good churros.

Yeah, they did.

This is a good one.
We should take this one
back with us.

Height's good if you get caught
with the dead around you.

Run flat tires.
Gets mileage,
but holds a lot of gas.

It's even got
a tape deck.

No keys, though.

How do you know so much
about cars?

I don't know that much.

Come on.

Looks like people
lived here.

Mm-hmm,
till the fences gave.

Whoever was camped here

moved to higher ground
when the fence went down.

Looks like
they barricaded the stairs.

There.

That's how we get up.

Think we can make it?

Yeah, we can make it.

So what's your record
of churros in a single visit?

Four. I was
having fun.

May have been high
on chlorine.

Well, that's worse
than Band-Aids in the water.

Then what happened?

I just wanted
to do the right thing.

There's a reason why
we haven't been
on a run before.

Well, if you don't like me,
you can just tell me.

I do.

That's why I didn't want
to give you a chance
to get to know me.

I've, uh, done things.

I keep this to remind me

that I don't want
to become that man again.

Just looks like
a piece of rock to me.

It's not.

So, going on the run
brought you closer together.

Of course it did.

We were the only people there
still breathing.

Go.

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There's still some ammo.
We should grab the extra.

Naomi!

Hang on!

When did you sharpen it?

That came later.

Keep talking.

Check this out.

Okay, this stuff's
really hard to come by.

We gotta take
as much of this back
as we can.

Thanks.

Here.

Take a look.

Maybe those people
missed this whole area.

This might not be
the only place around here

those people
haven't picked over.

I thought I saw some buildings

off the road back there.

We could drive out there,
maybe.

Naomi?

So what happened?

Did she run?

We were all running.

Victor?

What the hell, man.
Where are we?

I've been loading this
with provisions
since the crops failed.

There's enough in here
to last...maybe a month.

Why are you showing me this?

There's enough room
in here for two.

This food, the stadium--
Victor, people are hungry.

What's here would barely
feed everyone for a day.

Yeah, and that day
could be the difference

between people making it
and not making it.

So can this.

I did things
before I met you.

People got hurt.
People died.

At times for no other reason
than my own self-preservation.

I want to live.
There's famine
on our horizon.

And this-- this is how
I ensure I survive it.

How we both survive it.

You want to
to get to know me?

This is me.

I'm sorry, Victor,
I can't do that.

I didn't think so.

I'll drive myself back.

You got everything you need
right here.

So, did you leave?

Strand?

You think this
is your fault.

It's not his fault.

He wasn't the only one
that thought about leaving.

Shit.

Second time
you ran out on me
since we met.

You don't have to
tell us where you came from

or what happened to you.

You don't have to
tell us anything.

But you're either with us
trying to keep this going,
or you're not.

I just can't do it again.

I just... I can't.

Do what?

Try to keep this going.

I did the same thing once.

I went off on my own.
Nobody could've talked me
out of it.

Then I realized it wasn't
where I wanted to be,
not really.

Maybe you will too.

Let's get you some gas.

What about you?

Did you think
about leaving?

Yes. We all did.

We have to go.

There could be
something for her--

records or cassettes
or CDs.

Something.

[ growling continues

Lucy, I'm sorry,
we shouldn't have come here.

I don't want
to end up like that.

We're not gonna
end up like that.

We're not gonna give up, OK?
Things are gonna get better.

- This isn't the colonia.
- Maybe it is.

Maybe we just haven't
realized it.

No. We know what's wrong,
we're trying to fix it.

Maybe we just can't!

What if we found a new place?

What if we started over?

New fields, new crops--

we've done it before,
we can do it again.

Where would we go?

First page we open to--
that's where we go.

That's where we start over.

That's where we take everyone.

What page did it open to?

Whatever page it was,

it's the reason
you're sitting here,
isn't it?

I never should
have opened that book.

You need help
with something?

You got any relish in there?

You finished the relish
already, haven't you?

And the ketchup,
and the...mustard.

Always go through
all the condiments

trying to dress up the things
you really don't want to eat.

Smell pretty good, don't they?
Considering they're from a can.

So...where you
sending everyone
out to these days?

So you can beat us there?
I don't think so.

You know, Madison,

every time you send someone out

there's a chance
they might not come back.

- They'll be back.
- You sure?

I know my people.

OK. Did I ever
tell you the story

about where Ennis and I were
before I packed up the bus?

I used to live
just like you fine folks.

Well, not in a baseball stadium,

nothing quite that unusual,

but it was a settlement,

my family's cattle ranch
in the hill country,

two or three other families.

It was a really nice
place to be.

Then some wildfires
kicked up about 30 miles away--

I know where
you're going with this.

You were smart.

You saw what was coming,

tried to warn everyone else,
but they didn't listen.

So you and your brother left
before the fires hit.

I'm sorry about
the rest of your family.

People are
stubborn creatures.

Weenie?

I'm good.

If you didn't come out here
for the food,

or the...company,

what are you doin' here?

To tell you that
my offer still stands.

You want relish,
I'm sure we could scrounge up

a packet or two
in the concession stands.

We could all make a go of it
in there,

if we just work together.

You genuinely believe that,
don't you?

I do.

That's why this place
is gonna fall.

My offer stands, too.

Oh, I'm not gonna join you.

You had the story wrong,
by the way,

about me and Ennis leavin'.

I convinced everyone to stay.

I told 'em
we could save the place.

And they listened.

Then the fires got close,
and...

my brother and I
were the only ones
that made it out alive.

We could hear them dying...

screamin' as we drove off.

So that's why
this day was so important...

because you decided to leave.

Because you gave up
on the stadium.

Here we go.

I was a nurse in ICU.

I saw a lot of car accidents,
lot of strokes.

After a while,
you knew who was gonna make it
and who wasn't.

You gotta talk to your mom.

The stadium...
it's not gonna last.

You gotta start thinkin'
about where you're
gonna go next.

I'll talk to her.

You think you know
what happened that day....

but you're wrong.

Where's Victor?

- Is he OK?
-

Why'd you bring back
the supplies for everyone?

Why not just try to get Cole
to keep it a secret?

I got a little reminder
of what I stood to lose.

And what did people think
when they found out

about your escape hatch?

Wow. Looks like you guys
had a big day.

Finally caught a break,
right?

Boy, we were due!
Good work.

I didn't tell them the truth

I was the one
who packed it.

So, are you gonna tell me?

What page did it open to?

I guess we're going north.

Wonder how the soil is
up there.

Lucy, what if there's
another way of looking at this?

I don't understand.

Where did the book take you?

What'd you find?

OK, what if we went farther
than anywhere on these maps,

farther than those assholes
in the parking lot
have scavenged?

Nick, we can't go
that far out every time
we need something.

No, we only need
to do it once.

We find seeds,
we find fertilizers,
we replant.

Ya know? We turn this place
back into what it was.

OK. I'll go tell the others.

Good work.

Thanks for today.

Hey, replanting
was your idea.

I'm just glad
we're gonna do it here.

Mom.

We need to talk.

You told her
about Naomi, right?

No.

Were you always right?

The ICU. The patients
you thought would die.

They ever live?

No,

I let Naomi do her own talking.

Nice wheels.

What else did you find?

Even if we make it work here,
things are gonna get worse

before they get better.

I want to help
set up an infirmary.

And I'm gonna help.

I don't understand.
You stayed

at the stadium,
you fought for it.

Why is that the day
everything changed?

We should have talked my mom
into leaving.

I should have
followed my gut.

I should have
kept that car secret.

We should have flipped
to another page.

We should have found
someplace else to go.

But we wanted to believe.

We wanted to stay.

I wanted to be
a better person.

That's why my brother is dead.

That's why Nick is dead.

That's why my friend is dead.

We could have stopped it all.

Is this it?

This is it.

Why here?

What difference
does it make to you?

I...
I just wanted to know.

This isn't about Nick, is it?

You're goin' after
the rest of them.

Even after
what happened to him?

You don't know that.

You didn't know Nick.

You've been lying to me
this whole time.
We had a deal.

To answer your questions.
And we did.

The answers only matter
if they're the truth.

They are.

Maybe. But you served them to me
between two slices of bullshit,

so how am I supposed
to tell the difference?

Sniff before you bite.

Good luck finding them
without me.

We don't need you anymore.

Alicia found this

on our friend
with the El Camino.

They split off
across the landscape

and reassemble
with their gains.

We know where
they meet up next.

You just needed
a ride here.

You got snookered, Al.

So you're all
really gonna lug
all of this

wherever the Vultures
are meeting?

Depends.
You offering to drive?

Don't take them, Al. Take me.

Their story just ends up
with more people getting hurt.

Mine doesn't.

There's a lot of our story
you don't know.

Give me one reason
I can believe

anything you tell me
from here on out.

We don't have
to tell you anything.

You want the truth?

You want to know
how this ends?

Come see it for yourself.

- Load up.
-

But you're still planning
on burying your brother,
right?

You're not gonna just leave him
on the side of the road?

We'll bury him here.

Here.

He liked growing things,
right?

Hey.

Where'd you get that?

We took what we could
when we left the stadium.

Guns, supplies...
put 'em in anything
we could find.

Could I?

Please?
It belonged to her.

To who?

Laura.

Uh, we should set this stuff up
in the locker room.

Just give me a second.

Naomi

She never told me
her real name.

Where is she

Where is she?!

Naomi didn't make it out.

The stadium.

Things went wrong.

What happened?

She's dead.

No, that's not true.

She's out there.

She's gotta be.

There's the rub.
Your story did end
with someone getting hurt.

- Looks like you need--
- Shut up.

They did this.

Come with us.
Help us end it.

Just let me be.

Everybody...
just let me be.

I'll find out
what happened...

and I'll come back
for you.

Al.

Go.

Go.

I'm sorry, John.

You were right.

We're always
on our own.