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Come on down here a minute.

Got your lessons done for tomorrow?

Yeah, well, I was just heading up to finish them.

How was your lesson with Neal?

Fine.

Work on anything new?

Um, yeah.

A duet.

I can't begin to tell you how happy it makes me,

seeing my little girl up there singing for the Lord.

She's not a little girl anymore, Daddy.

She will always be my little girl. Even when she's an old granny.

Isn't that right, Hannah Bear?

It's just sex.

It's just sex?

That's, like, the worst thing I could possibly ever do!

No, it's is not.

How do you think you got here?

You know what I mean.

What. Because he's married?

You know what he told me?

He said that...

he and Lilly haven't...

you know... since before the twins were born.

They don't even share a bed anymore.

Well, shit, if I'd popped out four of his pups, I wouldn't let him near me. Either.

Wait... You don't think that I could be...?

I don't know.

Did he, you know?

You've got to be kidding me.

Hasn't anyone told you anything about sex?

Just that it's a sin to do it before you're married.

Maybe you should ask Neal.

What?! No way!

Why not?

Because...

I'd be too embarrassed.

Embarrassed?

You wouldn't understand. I'm not as experienced as you are, okay?

Technically, you are more experienced than me.

Wait.

You're saying that you've never...

Then how do you know so much about it?

Just because I know about sex doesn't mean I've done it.

I guess sex ed wasn't part of your home school curriculum.

Are you kidding? That's why I'm home schooled.

Wait. You are telling me that your parents home schooled you

all this time to keep you out of sex ed,

and then you end up learning about it on the Sunday School room floor?

It's not funny.

I'm sorry.

You're right.

It's not...

I brought you some breakfast.

You sure you don't want to come to church with us?

There's a lot of people who'd love to see you...

I'm sure.

Morning, Neal.

- Morning. - Any messages?

Yeah.

Thank you.

Well, how's Hannah?

Hardly been out of her room since she got here.

I don't know what's wrong with her.

Whatever it is, she's not telling me about it.

Well, you let me know if there's anything I can do to help.

I appreciate that.

Be all for you?

Uh, pack of lights, please.

That'll be 8.32.

- Thank you so much. - Thank you.

I'm sorry...

Hannah?

My goodness, I almost didn't even recognize you!

I heard you were back home.

You did? How?

Same way I hear all the town's gossip.

The prayer chain.

Great. Might as well announce it from the pulpit while he's at it.

I'll tell Rachel that I ran into you.

You know. She's back at school in New York now, she's about to graduate...

- Yeah, um, I have to go. - Take care...

Don't be a stranger...

Wow, Rach, these are amazing.

You'll definitely be able to get into a good art school with these.

Well, that'd be cool.

Who's this?

My mom.

You look like her.

You think?

How come you don't live with her anymore?

She decided to move in with this guy,

I guess he didn't think it was too cool having a teenager around.

But you're her daughter.

How could she just leave you like that?

People leave their kids all the time.

Not all the time.

So, what are you going to major in?

Music probably.

Neal thinks I'd make a good choir teacher or something like that.

Is that what you want?

It'll make my parents happy.

I think Neal's worried about me going off to college and meeting some guy

and forgettin' all about him.

Well, at least you'd be able to go out in public together.

Neal and I go out.

The other night he took me down to the lake.

It was really nice.

I bet you didn't even get out of the car.

We didn't need to.

We could see the sunset over the lake through the windshield.

You have such a dirty mind.

Who's this?

That's some girl from our old apartments.

She asked me to take some photos of her so...

...she could send them to some modeling agency or some shit.

Hey.

Got a cigarette?

What?

Mind if we bum a cigarette?

Oh. Yeah.

You new around here or what?

Um. No.

Hey, there's a party tonight at the lake.

A garden party.

Should be pretty cool.

Thanks.

Can I borrow the car?

Where are you going?

I just need to get out of the house for a while.

- I can drive you wherever you want... - Forget it. I'll walk.

Hannah!

There are no more second chances.

You get in trouble again,

I'm not bailing you out this time.

What do you want me to do, Maxine?

Shackle her to the banister?

Hannah, just a second!

Here.

Thanks.

He just wants what's best for you.

Yeah. Well. That's not his , place to decide anymore.

Be careful okay?

I just got you back.

Is Garden in there?

Garden.

A new customer?

No no no... wait a minute.

New old customer.

So, the rumors are true.

The prodigal daughter has returned.

Don't tell me you're on the prayer chain now.

Prayer chain... no I'm not on the prayer chain.

I got some inside information.

Hey, uh...

Can we maybe chat somewhere a little bit more private?

More private.

Yeah. My crib.

Sure.

Hey, let's go!

C'mon, everybody out. Let's go!

C'mon, move your asses! Let's go. Get out.

You don't gotta go home, but you gotta get out of here.

Caleb? Oh my god, what are you doing here?

Shit. What are you doing here?

Me? We have to go.

Fuck you! I'm not going anywhere with you!

- Caleb. Listen! - Get the fuck off me!

Whoa whoa... Easy... easy.

Hey, let's not argue, all right?

C'mon, I got, uh...

plenty of...

Get that shit away!

Are you fuckin' kiddin' me?

Doin' that kinda shit in my house? After all I did for you?

I'm sorry.

- He's my brother, ok? - He's about to be your dead little brother.

- Dude, you're going to shoot me in front of all these people? - Shut the fuck up!

What are you talkin' about? Shut up!

Now which one of you two is gonna meet Jesus first?

I'm sorry. Okay? He didn't...

It was me. I came here. He doesn't know what he's doing.

Please, I...

He doesn't know what he's doing.

Do you think I'm that fucking stupid?

Do you?

I'm not a killer.

I'm just a guy that provides

a well needed service to the community.

Not unlike your old man, actually.

Oh.

You don't get it, do you.

You see this pill?

This is a gift from God.

He gave us the ingredients...

He gave us the intelligence to create it.

He musta wanted us to have it, right?

To enjoy? Have some fun.

Relax.

Yeah.

But you.

You...

don't honor God's gift.

You choose to disrespect it.

Throw it in the dirt!

Well, now you're gonna pick up...

every one of God's little gifts.

And for those that you don't find, you're gonna pay me...

...one way

or another.

You got that?

Yeah. That's my girl.

That's my girl.

You. Go to bed.

And you. You pack your bags.

- What? - John...

That boy is on something, and don't you pretend you don't know anything about it.

You think I gave him drugs?

Did you?

No! Of course not.

- Stop lying! - I'm not!

- Stop it! - I'm not!

Stop it!!!

If you want to ruin the rest of your life...

If you want to destroy it, you go ahead. I can't do anything about it.

But I will not let you destroy the rest of this family!

Still as blind as ever.

Wait!

It's not her fault.

She didn't give me the drugs.

Hey.

You look like you could use an ear.

I uh...

I don't know what happened to my family.

Would you like to pray about it?

Heavenly Father, we...

come to you with heavy heart to pray

for John and his family...

There are two types of Christians in the world.

There are Spiritual Christians, and there are carnal Christians.

Now, Spiritual Christians, they seek to please God.

To bring glory and honor to Him in their everyday lives.

Amen.

But carnal Christians. They seek to please themselves.

They yield to earthly pleasures and, well, carnality!

Now, carnal Christians may seem to be spiritual Christians.

Oh, they come to church, they sing the hymns,

they even bring covered dishes to all the church fellowships.

But deep down,

they are drowning in sin.

Drowning in sin!

Hey.

What's wrong?

Who took this?

Just Rachel.

Rachel.

Does she know?

- She's not going to say anything. - Oh my God, Hannah...

Are you... Are you trying to get us caught?

No, of course not.

I thought you'd like it.

I don't.

Oh, man.

We have to stop seeing each other.

What?!

No... what... Why?

Because of a stupid picture?

Because it's wrong!

What we're doing is a sin.

You never cared about that before.

Yes, I did. I just...

I don't know, I just ignored it I guess.

God spoke to me today.

- He spoke to you? - Yes.

He laid it on my heart to get things right with my life

before I lose everyone that I love.

I thought you loved me.

I care about you, a lot.

So much that it scares me. I... I...

That's why I gotta to do this now, you see?

While I still can.

Rachel was right.

You are a hypocrite!

Don't you feel guilty at all?

You know what?

Fuck guilt!

My whole life I have been told that I was a sinner.

Have been since the day I was born.

So why should I feel guilty?

Why should I have to repent for being the way God made me to begin with?

Y'know, if he doesn't like what he created, then screw him!

# Do I have to let go and watch you walk away? #

# Do I have to let go and wish you would have stayed? #

# I think I'll just play the part #

# I think I'll just play the part #

# And it may take some time before you find that #

# You're back to good again #

# Right where you shoulda been #

# And even though the letting go can be that hardest part #

# I think it's time you start living like you loved again and #

# I don't care where you been I wish you'd let me in #

# And show me how to get you #

# Show me how to get you back to good #

You waiting up for me?

No. I was just reading.

How was your first night?

Fine.

I only screwed-up one order.

It's for the court fees.

It's not all of it, but

I should be able to pay you back by the end of the month,

depending on my tips.

You don't have to do that.

Yes I do.

Well, I'm pretty wiped, so I think I'm just gonna

head on up to bed.

Yeah, I guess I should get to bed too.

Night, Dad.

Night.

I think I'm gonna color it or something...

I think it looks fine.

You're just glad she's not wearing that wig anymore.

No, now, I never said anything about the wig.

I learned a long time ago there's two subjects men should always avoid with women.

Their hair and their weight.

Praise the Lord.

'Scuse me.

White residence.

Hello?

Yeah, is Hannah there?

May I ask who's calling?

A friend from Houston.

If this is the friend I think it is, you are not welcome to call here.

So you're keeping her locked-up in your house? Is that it?

Whatever it takes to keep her away from you.

Man, you're blaming the wrong person, dude.

She was totally messed up way before she ever met me.

Please...

don't call here again.

Here you guys go.

Hannah?

I thought that was you.

It's so good to see you! Isn't it?

Yeah. Yeah, you look great.

- I didn't know you worked here. - I just started.

- How are you? - Honey... she's workin.

Of course.

Maybe we'll see you in church on Sunday then.

- Oh... Sorry. - Whoa, watch out.

- I, um, need a break. Can you cover my tables? - Sure.

- You okay? - Yeah.

Did he say anything?

Yeah. He said "That'll be $24, you little whore."

I'm kidding. Here.

Um...

I don't, um...

How... how?

OK.

Oooooh... Ok.

Oh, Hannah... Hannah...

Hannah, I could uh,

I could go to jail for this.

I could lose my family. I could lose my job.

Your father could lose his.

Do you think abortion is murder?

My dad says it is, but I don't know.

I'm gonna need some money.

Some of us are headed over to Buck's for drinks.

Want to come?

No, I'm pretty tired.

Maybe some other...

You know him?

Um, yeah.

I'll see you tomorrow.

You sure? I can...

No, you go ahead.

Hey.

What are you doing here?

I, uh...

Just uh,

How are you?

Actually, I was sort of hoping that we could talk.

There's nothing to talk about.

Hannah, please...

I need to ask you something. It's important.

I need to ask you for your forgiveness.

You have no idea

how much this has been eating me up inside all these years.

I still think about what happened. About you.

- About what you had to... - Shut up!

Just shut the fuck up!

You have no idea what I went through!

Then tell me!

Just tell me.

I was up all night

trying to figure out

I don't know, something.

You think I'm doing the right thing?

It doesn't matter what I think.

Or Neal thinks.

Or your dad.

This is your decision.

You gotta do what you think is right for you.

What's right...

This should be the street.

Un-fucking-believable.

"Stop killing babies..."

I knew I shouldn't have let them get to me like that but...

...I was a different person back then.

If you didn't go through with it, what did you do?

I prayed.

I begged to God...

to help me.

I thought

maybe

it wasn't murder if I miscarried, right?

But he never did.

He just wasn't there.

Well...

what's the worst thing they could do to you if you told them?

They'd never forgive me.

Are you sure about that?

I'm not telling them.

I can't...

I can't. I just...

Evening Ladies.

Y'all got some... car troubles?

No, we're just chillin.

Yeah? You gotta be careful out here at night.

Watch out for the boogy man.

I like the uh, earring on your lip.

Thank you.

Hard to get, huh?

What's wrong with your friend? She looks a little down in the dumps.

Um, nothing is wrong with my friend.

Doesn't look like nothing.

What's wrong, sweetie?

Oh, come on.

Your boyfriend dump you?

Oh, come on now. It can't be that bad.

Why don't you tell the Garden. Maybe the...

Maybe I could help.

Turns out he could help me.

He game me these pills.

Said they'd "take care of my problem."

"Stop killing babies..."

- Why didn't you come to me? - I don't know!

I don't know why I did anything!

All I knew was that my parents couldn't find out!

That is all I cared about!

No. Don't! I can't... I have to go.

Morning.

White residence.

Hello?

What is going on?

That's the third time today someone's called and hung up.

You're resigning?

Yeah, I'm afraid so, John.

Well, it's Lily. She wants to move back to Oklahoma.

To be closer to family. And I...

I feel like it's time that I moved on.

You... have another church lined up back there?

No, no, I've decided to leave the ministry.

Leave?

Neal...

You are the single best musical minister this church has ever had.

Well, it's been a difficult decision, but I feel like it's the right one.

Son, are you're sure this is the direction that God is leading you?

I'm sure.

John, um,

thank you

for everything that you've done for me and my family.

I wish I were half the man you are.

Hello?

Finally! You fucking answered!

Zane?

Yeah, I been trying to call you forever.

Your god damn dad would never let you talk.

You're out of jail?

Shit, you know they can't keep me locked up, C'mon.

You probably shouldn't be calling me here.

But Babe, I'm dying to see you.

- You said in your letter... - I know what I said.

Look, I can't come back to Houston right now.

You don't have to. I'm here.

You were right. This town is a piss hole.

What... Wait... you're here? You mean you're in Trinity?

Yeah. Can you meet me?

Where?

Hey, blondie. I like it!

Hello.

Is Hannah there?

No, I'm sorry, she's already gone to work.

This is Camille from the restaurant and she didn't show up tonight.

What time was she scheduled to come in?

Two hours ago.

I was sort worried because of that guy.

What guy?

When we left last night, there was this guy waiting for her in the parking lot.

I could tell she was kind of freaked out about him being there.

But she said she knew him.

This guy... did he have a scruffy look... Have tattoos?

No tattoos. Drives a blue mini van.

I've seen him in the restaurant before with his family.

Got a bunch of kids.

Ok, uh, thanks you for calling. I'll make sure

Hannah gets back in touch with you just as soon as she comes in.

John?

What's going on?

I don't know. But I'm going to find out.

Hello?

Lanette, this is Maxine.

I have an urgent prayer request.

Poor preacher and Maxine...

...Hannah's run off again...

...I heard she was in jail...

...with Mary Lou's daughter...

Hello?

This rainbow should be a token of the covenant between me...

I just got a call from the Prayer Chain.

Looks like Hannah's run off again.

Yeah.

I just got a call from the prayer chain. Hannah is here at the motel.

Hello!

This is the motel manager!

I don't think anybody's in there.

Can we make sure?

Oh, my Lord...

Call the police!

What the fuck?

Get the fuck out of my room, ass hole!

All right, Zane.

It's confession time.

Now you tell me where my daughter is right now

or I swear to you boy,

I will rip your arm off!

Drowning in sin...

drowning in sin...

drowning in sin...

Oh my Heavens...

She's okay.

She just passed out I think.

Let's get her upstairs to her bed.

I'll get her a wet rag.

John?

Hey.

I, um,

I found her at church.

In the Baptistery.

The Baptistery?

Here we go...

Thank goodness you found her when you did.

As far as I'm concerned. John nobody needs to know about this.

The last thing I...

I want to see her is in prison. She doesn't deserve that.

You know.

For the longest time, I've tried to

tried to figure out where... where I went wrong

for Hannah. You know... I mean...

How could somebody change so suddenly.

I guess I always

blamed it on the drugs.

But now...

I need to ask you something, Neal.

Your leaving our church.

It wouldn't have anything to do

with my daughter, would it?

Oh, John.

Why?

Why?!

You listen to me. Ok?

Just hear me out, all right?

I uh...

I wish I had an explanation

that would make this easier for you, but I...

I don't.

I never meant for any of this

to happen.

I loved her.

No!

I love her!

Neal...

I trusted you!

You son of a bitch!

Caleb... Caleb! Caleb, no!

No, Son, that's in not the way we do it...

You!

You get out of my home!

No, son.

It's all right son, it's all right...

This is...

a blow to our church family.

We will not be disrupted in our choir practices and our Sunday services.

We'll be able to get assistance from our sister churches, and have somebody...

fill in for Neal.

On a temporary basis.

Now...

You thinking you should have left me in jail?

I was uh, thinking about when you were little.

You used to love to come in here.

You'd to sit at that piano all day long

and play the same song over and over again.

Drove me crazy.

This Little Light of Mine.

You remember that?

It was the first song I ever learned.

Neal resigned.

He's leaving the ministry and going back to Oklahoma.

Gotta let it go, Sweetheart. Just let it go.

I'm so sorry.

Shhh...

I thought I could protect you.

But I couldn't.

I failed you.

No... please don't think that.

You never gave up on me.

Even after

everything I put you through.

Sweetie, I could never give up on you.

You're my child.

You're my little girl.

You're a part of me.

But I'm not you.

I know.

I know.

So, are you back for good or just visiting?

Just visiting.

You know, I got a internship lined up when I get back.

That's cool.

I always wonder what it would have been like if I'd gone to college.

Just another one of my countless fuck ups, I guess.

You could still go.

There aren't many music schools around here.

There's tons in New York.

New York?

Why not?

I really missed you, Rache.

- I did try to call. - I know.

I know, and I meant to call you back.

It's all good. You don't gotta explain.

I get it.

You know what's funny?

I was supposed to be the good influence on you.

What do you say we get out of here?

Lead the way.