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Previously on "The Hills..."

Spencer still hadn't forgiven Stephanie

for being friends with me.

Just, like, be nicer to me.

Why don't you start being loyal to your family?

And she didn't know if he ever would.

When Audrina believed a crazy rumor...

Basically, that Lauren and Justin hooked up.

Oh, my God.

It did big damage to her relationship with Justin.

This is so stupid.

You put something in your head and you think that you really

believe it when it's really fictitious.

Something not right there, dude.

But it did even bigger damage to ours.

You did this! I didn't do anything!

You're doing the same thing you did to Heidi to me.

No, no, I-I'm not. Because you're way worse than Heidi.

Now I had to decide if I could trust someone

who didn't trust me.

- Hey. - Hi.

What's going on? How was your day?

'Fine, I'm just bummed about Audrina.'

I mean, I'm done yelling. I'm done being upset about it.

It's really unfortunate when somebody you consider

to be your best friend questions you in that way.

I think that that's what she doesn't get.

She just, like, acted like it was no big deal.

'Because it was about Justin'

'somebody she cares so much about.'

And it felt like she cared more about him

than in you in this situation.

Considering how he's treated her...

The way he's treated her over the past few years is the reason

why she believed this.

It's a hard situation.

But what would you do? Like...

Truly, like, if somebody questions you in that way

you will always know that they don't trust you.

- Yeah, that's-- - 'Completely.'

That's the thing for me. It's about the trust.

Well, I mean, what would it take for you to forgive her?

For her to actually be sorry.

♪ It's not right ♪

♪ We're so wrong ♪

♪ For another while I've been trying to carry on ♪

♪ I'm so tired ♪

♪ It's too strong ♪

♪ The will to get away from you and what's been going on ♪

'Did you end up doing anything this week?'

- No. - I wish you went with me.

What, uh, what happened?

'We went to Winston's, that little bar.'

- But Lauren was there. - Did you talk to her?

Well, obviously I had to do something.

She was there with Lo.

So I went up there and I was like

"Okay, we need to talk about this whole situation."

What'd she say?

She just kept saying that I hurt her

I humiliated her.

It wasn't even a conversation, Chiara.

It was like a scream fest.

Like, I would start talking, she would yell over me

I would try to yell over her and it just escalates

so I just sat back and let her do what she wanted

and say what she wanted.

It's just sad, because there's a history there, you know.

I've never had a conversation with anyone like that, ever.

And then I've got a hold of Justin, finally

and I went and met him at Cobras and Matadors.

What was his excuse for not reaching out to you?

He didn't bring his phone charger, blah, blah, blah.

And I was like, "Why didn't you text me back

or call me back when you did get 'em?"

He said, "Because when I did get 'em, beyond the nice ones, like

"I just read all your *** ones that were hurtful.

Like, those things you said to me, I would never say to you."

I'm like, "Well, I was upset, I was hurt.

- 'Like, what was I--"' - Nobody was answering you.

And he's like, "Audrina, like, you should know, of all people

like, I've known you forever. I wouldn't do that."

He's like, "You've made me just not even wanna talk to you."

'And then he just walked out and I haven't talked to him since.'

I'm sorry.

I don't know.

So now you're pretty convinced and you don't think it happened?

No.

It's almost like I feel better, but yet at the same time

I don't because it costed my friendship with Lauren.

So what do I do now?

I just want all this to, like, be gone and just disappear

and then all go back to how it was.

♪ On and on and on oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ On and on and on oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ On and on and on ♪

♪ The waves crashed on and on and on oh-oh-oh ♪

It's open.

Well, that's safe.

- Hi. - Hi.

What's up?

You decorate this place pretty janky.

Like, this should be all clear and nice.

You got it like it's a bathroom.

Oh, my God, Spencer.

So Heidi and I are gonna go visit our nana.

Nana the great, in Huntington Beach.

And, uh, Heidi had suggested I invite you.

- To go to Huntington Beach? - To visit nana.

I have something called school and work.

If you guys go on a weekend, maybe I can go.

Can't she come here?

What kind of person doesn't check in with their nana?

And I go to school three times a week.

You can't pick up the phone once a month

and call her and check in with her?

- I can, but like-- - You don't though.

All she cares about is how you treat her.

Well, it sounds like you've got her wrapped around your finger.

Sounds like I'm giving you an opportunity

to go make good with your nana.

I don't know if I wanna go and, like, listen to you, like lie

and, like, say how great you are and--

Well, if you wanna roll, we're leaving tomorrow.

I'm out of here.

- Spencer. - 'I'm not trying to be mean.'

Like, you should really make peace with your nana.

She's 84 years old.

♪ To hear you speak to me ♪

♪ Back and forth ♪

♪ The waves keep crashing ♪

♪ Hold on my head I keep on sinking ♪

You need to get the heat working in this thing.

'It's like 100 degrees out. You want the heat on?'

'Yeah, outside. In here, it's like 50 degrees.'

So I have something to talk about.

- What? - Why you banging Justin Bobby?

Honestly, it's not funny.

'That's a crazy ♪ I've heard my entire life.'

I'm just, I'm so angry.

It's disgusting and it's embarrassing for other

people to, like, ask me about that.

It is, but sometimes, it's not about standing up for yourself--

You're gonna let people say things like that about you

and not even defend yourself?

- You know what? - What?

That's not the kind of person you want in your life.

- I know. - Plain and simple.

You shouldn't have any dislike towards Audrina at all.

'You know, just go about your life and leave people like that'

that are constant drama and constant, like

leave them to do their own thing.

It's just lame, honestly.

It's kind of like one of those lose-lose situations.

I don't think it's a lose-lose.

I think it's a win-win situation.

How?

'Cause you don't need somebody like that in your life.

Yeah, but, like, where did she, like, where did she turn?

- Everybody changes. - Yeah, I know, I know that.

Some change for the bad. Some change for the good.

'You gotta let her go as a friend.'

I've already done that.

No, you haven't.

♪ Lost in the moment ♪

♪ We almost collide ♪

♪ Explosions of light in your eyes ♪

♪ I need you on ♪

Had any good ideas?

Yeah, there's a lot of, like, this magazine

has called the most romantic rooms ever.

- That's cool. - 'Yeah.'

Well, not bedrooms. It's just rooms.

Cool.

So Justin still isn't talking to me.

Just for him to not even call me back or text me.

'It's just he's very good at, like'

manipulating and kind of turning it back on me.

It's like he likes seeing you hurt.

I know. This is the worst of all.

Everything that we've been through, you know?

Because it involves Lauren.

Yeah, it's not another random girl.

Random girls don't matter. I don't know them.

Lauren is, like, someone that I know and care about.

So it's like I understand why Lauren is upset because I...

Why would I even think that of her?

Do you think I should apologize to Lauren?

- You do, huh? - 'If you, I don't know if...'

If you really believe that she didn't do it and she's genuine

about it, like she's not gonna forgive you for being the victim

until you apologize to her.

I'm kind of nervous. I don't know why.

'Cause she's all upset that you accused her of it.

It's just the... Well, the whole situation just sucks.

♪ Let go ♪

♪ Of everything you know ♪

♪ Of everyone you thought you knew ♪

♪ 'Cause they had their fun and washed their hands off me ♪

So you didn't hit up the tanning salon before you saw nana today?

Oh, my God. No, I hit up a store to get a nice outfit.

That's your nice outfit to visit your nana?

For me.

Queen Nana!

Here, nana, this flower is from Heidi and I.

- Thank you. What a surprise! - 'We got you a flower!'

- Oh, thank you so much. - Hi, nana.

- It's so good to see you guys. - Hi.

You remember Stephanie, right?

Hi, sweetheart. Long time no see. How are you?

- Good, how are you? - I'm good, I'm good.

- It has been a long time. - Come on in.

What, you haven't seen nana in five years?

This is the first time you've called?

- Did we see nana last week? - Yeah.

- We see nana all the time. - Yep.

This is our, the love our my life.

Oh, look at all these photos!

- Aren't they wonderful? - Look at this one, nana.

'Oh, the cutest little boy in the entire world.'

'You know I can get you frames'

'that only have, like, one heart'

'and we can just have one like that.'

Are you thirsty? I have some lemonade and some and cookies.

I don't think Stephanie's ever had your lemonade and cookies.

- You take Heidi outside then. - Are you okay?

- Yeah, I'm good. Thank you. - Okay.

How lovely out here. My favorite part of coming.

- 'I know.' - Besides you, of course.

I'll put 'em down right here.

- Alright. - That would be nice.

Those look good.

So, Stephanie, what's new with you?

I haven't seen you in so long.

- It hasn't been that long. - 'How have you been doing?'

Stephanie, not knowing what family is and loyalty

she decided to become friends with the person

that was talking mean about poor, sweet Heidi

'for over a year, and Stephanie decided to go'

be best friends with this girl.

- Oh, dear. - Okay.

Nana doesn't know the whole story.

Why does this remind me of years back where you two

'were fighting then and now you're still doing it?'

I don't remember ever fighting with Spencer.

I remember playing, like, Nerf guns.

'I want you to get along and to be happy, you know?'

Everything is a, is such a nice time when people are happy.

You know, I wish I had had a brother

when I was young who would have been protective of me.

You can trust him and you can rely on him

and he will always be there for you.

'I'm just happy that I got to see you'

and I hope that, uh, our visits will become more frequent.

'Speaking of that, Stephanie, maybe you could'

start visiting more often.

Whenever, whenever I'm not at school.

Maybe we could get together tomorrow and--

Stephanie's got her day free. Of course, she'll go.

Just you and I.

♪ It's a bittersweet life ♪

♪ And it's leaving me a-okay ♪

♪ Bittersweet life ♪

♪ I have loved and lost my heart ♪

♪ All along the way ♪

Do you wanna check and see if these are checked in yet?

Thanks.

Will you update me with the boy situation?

'Do you, like, talk to him on the phone or you just text?'

I talk to him.

So he's so cute.

He just puts, like, XOs after every sentence.

- Does he really? - Yeah, they're like XXX.

It's so... He's so cute.

'I hope that I can see him again soon.'

Has Audrina tried to get in touch with you

since the last time you guys spoke?

She texted me that she wants to meet

at Bond Street tomorrow night to explain to me

you know, kind of her situation, but...

To try to make peace, you're assuming, or to try to--

I don't think she's looking for round two.

But I really, really, really don't wanna go.

Just playing devil's advocate, maybe she just has

something different to say.

I mean, what would have changed?

She's already heard from Justin

that it wasn't true and knows that she was wrong, so...

You guys have been through so much

'that if she's reaching out to you this hard'

she must really, really need someone

to talk to right now, you know?

Because you guys have been there for each other

so much in the past, like, maybe she just needs you right now.

♪ I'm falling ♪

♪ Into the depth ♪

♪ Where do I begin? ♪

♪ Do I seem so different? ♪

♪ But I'm really really nothing ♪

♪ I'm just asking where do I fit in? ♪

- This is really pretty. - Cute dog.

I'm glad we're doing this. I think it's much needed.

Yes, it is.

You wanna sit down for a minute?

Yeah, might as well.

I'm glad this, this opportunity came

because I don't think we would have had it otherwise.

There isn't any reason why you and I can't have

when I come up here, we can have our time, just the two of us.

It's really good to spend time with you

but whenever you come into town

I don't even know you're in town

'cause you were just, like, with Spencer and Heidi

like holed up. I'm not even, like, included.

Yeah, well, it's not up to me. That's the problem.

If it was me, I would definitely include you.

And, like, I know you don't know this side of Spencer

but with Spencer and I, it was just competition.

And this is just like one battle that

like I should fight for your attention

but he's just, like the star in the spotlight.

Well, that's, that's always tough to have somebody

you know, you're living in his shadow.

Do you think if you looked closer at Spencer

he would still be your favorite?

I can only go by the way he treats me.

I just think that he wouldn't be your favorite

if you knew more about him.

Well, maybe it's just as well I don't know more about him

because maybe I wouldn't like him.

You know, life is sometimes a bucket of worms

and you don't know what to do with them.

That's how I feel about Spencer.

Like, he just, like, doesn't care

and I don't understand why he's so mean to me.

Stephanie, you have to wait till he grows up a little bit.

That's what you'll have to do

and then he'll see the error of his ways.

Well, I'm gonna start stealing your time from him.

I'll go shopping with you.

Now that's something we can do together.

Yeah, that's true, we could.

I am very good at that.

♪ Let it out ♪

♪ And let it out ♪

♪ And let me in ♪

♪ I'm wanting to belong here ♪

♪ I'm trying to hold on and understand ♪

♪ That you've been through so much ♪

♪ That's it's hard to trust someone again ♪

- Hi. - Hello.

- How are you? - Fine.

This is a mess, Lauren.

Well, I came to hear what you have to say 'cause...

I just, I mean, I know I'm sorry

that I jumped to conclusions.

You're accusing me things that are, like, crazy.

'They are so out of character for me.'

You know I wouldn't do that.

Some crazy person told you a crazy story.

I know it was in left field, but whenever someone is so like

"I swear, I was there," duh, like--

But it wasn't about what he said

or anything that could've happened

it was that you, after I even told you

it wasn't true, still believed it.

I know and I believe you and I believe Justin now.

And it's just, I realize the damage that it's done

and I'm, you know, I'm sorry on my end

for what I've caused you and what you went through.

As far as I'm concerned, if you have a friendship

with someone and you trust them, then that's everything.

'You know what I mean?'

'Who, who are your friends if you don't trust them?'

Which was one of the hardest things for me

was that I realized that you don't trust me.

I feel like an idiot because I didn't trust you

and I didn't trust Justin. It's like--

Audrina, I get why you didn't trust Justin.

What really made me upset is that I've watched you

over the past few years repeatedly

'go back to Justin and trust him'

with not just, you know, your feelings, but your heart.

And you couldn't give me the benefit of the doubt

on something crazy like this.

I don't trust anyone and you've known that for so long.

I don't think it's about trusting people

it's about knowing who to trust.

'The right people.'

'As bad as it sounds, like, I feel like'

if Justin wasn't in my life, I just feel like

I think I would be happier in a sense.

Happiness comes first.

I just, I just feel like my happiness lately

like, I haven't been happy.

I've been, like, so torn up inside and so angry

and so just, almost lost.

Like, I don't know who I am anymore.

But I just feel, like, inside I've lost who I am, like...

Audrina, you gotta believe that there's people

that just really want the best for you.

And it's almost like I've learned to become

my own best friend and not trust anyone

because of all that.

And that's not healthy, it's bad.

I was not gonna cry today.

I don't know.

'I wish you'd just trust me.'

I promise you, I would never want you to be sad.

♪ One more minute of pain ♪

♪ Will not change ♪

♪ Everything we are ♪

♪ And time will always ♪

Well, call me and we'll go out this week, okay?

I will. Bye.

♪ To make me whole ♪

♪ But somehow ♪

♪ I know ♪

♪ It won't be the same ♪

♪ And time will always heal the wounded soul ♪

♪ The scars will mend and make me whole ♪

♪ That's something ♪

♪ I know ♪

♪ And time will always heal the wounded soul ♪

♪ The scars will mend and make me whole ♪

♪ And somehow ♪

♪ I know ♪

♪ It won't be the same ♪

♪ Won't be the same ♪

♪ Again ♪

♪ Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ♪

♪ Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ♪