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Heidi and Jordan's relationship had its ups and downs.

I didn't do anything! I walked over there.

I went to the bathroom. Calm down.

Next time, I'm beating his ass.

And they never saw eye-to-eye on anything.

- 'I didn't do any of that.' - You're ridiculous.

- Alright, fine. - Shut up!

- Don't tell me to shut up. - I don't understand you.

Jason surprised me with a romantic dinner

for my birthday, but the evening

didn't go exactly as planned.

Jason, look at me, I've told you

I would rather stay here and just hang out--

Okay, then we can stay here.

Now summer's around the corner.

I'm so ready for work and school to be over.

But I still don't know what will happen with me and Jason.

And Heidi was questioning if her relationship with Jordan

was meant to be.

Oh, what a day.

You and Jordan, you guys have been together how long now?

- Like, seven or eight months. - Seven or eight months.

So we're kind of over the honeymoon stage.

You guys seem like the perfect couple

like, whenever we all hang out.

I feel like a part of him is, like

jealous or mad that I have this job.

See, I have different boy problems.

Like, I've never been in a serious, long-term relationship

but I've, so it's different.

I don't know, we've just been

kind of bickering a lot lately.

- I never have time to myself. - Me time, yeah.

I never do. I think that might be the problem too.

Like, I just don't...

I'm very independent

and I feel like I haven't been lately.

Like, sometimes the way he'll snap at me, I'll be like

"Jordan, like, you can't snap at me like that."

- Oh, my God. - I don't know.

It's so frustrating.

I mean, whatever's supposed to happen is gonna happen and...

I feel like it's on, like, the verge of a turning point

but I don't know exactly what it's gonna be.

Yeah.

♪ Wonder how much longer we can take ♪

Yes, I said that's fine.

Hi, are you okay?

Don't yell, do not cuss at me, Jordan.

Don't do that.

Are you okay? Here, sit here.

What do I do when he, like, cusses and yells at me

and I don't know what to do?

It's okay. Why is he yelling at you?

Because I won't go get him and then

I was like, well, I'm with Audrina right now

and then he just started screaming and cussing at me

and I don't know how I can do this anymore.

I never do that to him. I never yell at him. I never--

I know you don't. You're so good to him.

That's why it's not fair, Heidi. You deserve better.

I used to be sostrong.

I used to be able to do whatever I want.

And then I feel like I've been broken down little by little

and now it's just like I don't know what to do.

I can't have him talk to me like this anymore.

You need a break from him.

It's just like I just want to be with someone

who loves me somuch.

Okay, whatever, I dothink I deserve to be a princess.

Every girl deserves to be treated like a princess, like...

But you don't treat me like crap.

- That's not okay and that's-- - That's not acceptable.

Like, I know what I have to do and I know what I wanna do

but why can't I get there?

I just don't know what to do.

♪ Searching for a way out on her own ♪

♪ Here I am afraid now of everything I'd hope to know ♪

♪ Days roll on that's come on down ♪

- You look so ladylike today. - I do?

- Uh-huh. - I know I put on these pearls.

'Wait, how was your birthday?'

It was, it was good. It was, like, mellow.

- Yeah? - 'Uh-huh.'

In the morning, I had a big thing of roses

'and it was like a little note on it and it was like'

'"Be ready at 5:00. A car will pick you up.'

I went down, there was, like, a limo outside

'and it took me to Standard Hotel Downtown'

and he had probably, like, a hundred candles

like, everywhere and like rose petals--

'So he got a room at the Standard?'

- Yeah. - So romantic.

It was perfect. It's all I wanted.

I'm impressed with guys like that

'cause these guys are so young, but they know what to do.

Seriously.

♪ The matching children ♪

♪ Fall in play ♪

♪ It makes me happy ♪

♪ Without the pain ♪

- Hi. - Hey.

Hey, Belle.

No, Belle doesn't want to talk to you.

- Why? - Jordan, we need to talk.

Of course. Come here, Belle.

Jordan, I've just been thinking a lot lately

about how you've been snapping at me

and it's really been affecting me.

So this was one more push.

It's like the straw that broke the camel's back.

I was just like, how can he keep talking to me like this?

I don't know what to do to make him stop

talking to me like this.

And that was it for me. And I just don't...

I don't know how to make you stop because you think

you're passionate and whatever but it hurts my feelings.

'Listen, I just proved to you...'

- No, no, because-- - 'Yes, Jordan.'

'It's a combination of the words'

and how you talk to me.

Okay, but I'm not gonna do that 'cause that's not who I am.

I'm not gonna completely reconstruct

who I am to become this calm person.

Okay, but you can't watch how you talk to me

just a little bit? You can't monitor it a little bit?

I told you that whenever I'm passionate

'and I get freaking going like this'

I'm not gonna, I'll-I'll watch what I say meanto you.

I would think that the more that you love me, the more

you'd wanna be, like, calm and understanding and trying

to make me feel more comfortable and not snapping at me

and watching how you say it a little bit.

Okay, sometimes you have this whole, like, little princess

persona, like, I have to cater to you all the time.

I'm a girl. I should be a princess.

How you treat me is a big deal.

- It is. - 'And I cater to you a lot.'

I feel like I treat you like a prince

or however you wanna say it

but I feel like I cater to you a lot.

If I'm gonna do something, I'm gonna something.

That's just the way I am.

Bella, come here. Come on, Belle, come here.

Fine, let's just both think about it then.

I'm gonna go run and do something.

To get all your adrenaline out?

Look.

- But I love you. - See you tomorrow.

'Tomorrow, like I'm not coming back.'

'Maybe tonight you're not.'

Shut up.

Come here, Belle.

Bella, come on. Come on, baby.

Fine, stay out here.

I cannot believe you are 20.

I will never again be a teenager.

That's kind of gnarly. That's kind of sad.

Did you like what we did on your birthday?

Yeah.

Did you do anything with your parents for your birthday?

They really want to take you out to dinner.

They do, they keep telling me.

"We'd like to take you and Jason out to dinner."

- Like, think about it. - I will.

I wanna get a house so bad this summer at the beach with you.

Come here and kiss me.

♪ Seventeen's okay for me ♪

♪ I'll be just what I am ♪

♪ I'm a girl who is feeling free ♪

♪ Enjoying where I am ♪

♪ I'm enjoying where I am ♪

♪ I am I am ♪

♪ I'm not gonna try to be ♪

♪ Anything but me ♪

♪ I can't let it run away I will let it ♪

You slept over at our place for a change, huh?

Hey, tell me what happened, dude. Something's up.

No, it was like if I raise my voice like this

she thinks I'm being, like, attacking her.

I'm being mean when I'm not.

I-I think there's something more to this

than she's saying because no way.

She doesn't get mad with the way I talk to her--

Yeah, whenever girls get mad at something

it's usually something else that they're really mad at.

They just don't want to tell you 'cause you should know.

You know, you should know what you did wrong.

Call her and be like what we argue about is so stupid.

Like, come on, I love you, like this is ridiculous.

You know. You guys will be fine.

Um, you know what you should do?

Want to know what would be really cool?

What time does she get off work?

Six, but she's having dinner tonight with Lauren.

'Cause I was gonna say you should show up in like

like a suit and tie, with like

with, uh, with flowers

when she was getting off work and just be like

please let me take you out to dinner.

I don't know if I wanna do that.

It's all I can say.

Let's, uh, you wanna go shoot around, whatever?

Yeah. Take my mind off that.

'I was just like so, I couldn't eat all day'

I was so sick to my stomach

thinking about what was going on.

I don't understand, like, what is your...

- You're fighting over like-- - Um...

It started because he's been treating me really bad lately.

Really bad, and getting, and I haven't said anything

just 'cause I was gonna let it go.

Boy problems are no fun.

I think they're like the worst problems you could have.

You know that Jordan loves you, there's no question.

It's not a question of whether or not he loves you.

It's a question of whether or not

'this relationship is working.'

'You know that whatever you do'

that me and Jason are gonna be there, you know that.

Right.

A part of me is like this is your chance out.

This is your easy out, Heidi. This is it.

And then a part of me is like

no you're really gonna miss him

and I don't know the difference.

I don't know what I think.

Heidi, regardless, you're gonna miss Jordan.

I mean, you're gonna miss even stupid things.

Like, everything in your room

is going to remind you of Jordan.

Love is not a maybe thing.

You knowwhen you love someone.

I love him, but there's a difference between

loving someone and being absolutely in love with someone.

Are you absolutely in love with Jordan?

No.

♪ You haven't been cared for ♪

♪ With my heart ♪

♪ Oh no ♪

'Hey, mommy. Hi.'

'Jordan's coming over here.'

♪ It's not the same ♪

I packed all of his stuff last night.

♪ Not the same ♪

I'm, like, so nervous 'cause it's so hard.

♪ Around me and ♪

♪ Who is to blame ♪

♪ For this newfound insecurity ♪

Just seeing all this stuff makes me wanna cry.

♪ Is where I don't love you ♪

♪ When you're not the one ♪

''Cause I just feel like I've been broken.'

'Jordan's here. I gotta go.'

'I gotta go. Love you.'

- Hi. - Hey.

- I can't do this anymore. - I know.

I know and I can't either.

'I've just completely just screwed things up, but...'

...I love you more than anything in this world, Heidi.

I can't, I mean...

'I try to imagine my life without you, but I can't.'

'I really can't.'

'Jordan, it's not about if I love you'

because you know that I love you more than anything.

It's about us not being the best for each other.

And I'm done and we've tried this.

You don't think I'm the best for you?

No, I think that we've been bringing out

the worst in each other.

'It's little comments that we say to each other'

and it's little things and it's just...

Heidi, I, I can't live without you.

Like, I will do whatever it takes.

I'm done.

I'm done.

Come here.

I'm taking my key.

Here's your bracelet and your necklace.

Come here, Bella.

'Goodbye, Jordan.'

It's so hard.

I'm sorry.

- 'It's done?' - It's done.

- I'm sorry, Heidi. - I know, thank you.

I'm gonna go take a nap. I have the worst headache.

- I feel really sick. - Okay.

- We're gonna be here, okay? - Okay, thank you.

- You're welcome. - Come on, Belle.

♪ I'm not bitter ♪

♪ Just disappointed that's all ♪

♪ It's just one night ♪

♪ Tell me who's at fault ♪

♪ And how would you know? ♪

- So did you talk to her? - Yeah.

- Dude. - Pretty much over, dog.

When you vanished, I came over here to see you.

'I knew that something was up.'

- 'What happened, man?' - A lot.

Obviously a lot more than I even thought.

'It just seems like so out of nowhere.'

It is, I mean, dude, she packed all my stuff.

Took all my pictures out. It's over, like, she's done.

'I mean, you know what? Whatever.'

Maybe, maybe I do talk to her in a way

that I shouldn't or maybe I-I, you know...

'Maybe I should have thought about that, but--'

I'm just literally in shock, like, I just...

The last thing I would ever expect for you guys to break up.

I thought you guys were Ken and Barbie.

But it blows my mind because it's like

'Lauren and I, you know, we always would come to you guys'

you know, like, like when we were like

in fights and you guys would do the same thing.

We'd been back and forth all the time.

'I thought me and Lauren would be way done before they would.'

- But what happened-- - That's what I'm saying.

It doesn't make sense we used to come to you.

You helped us get better.

It's so picture-perfect, like, on the outside.

We always were like, people were always, like

Oh, my God, they're completely in love.

All the time.

♪ Down empty city streets ♪

♪ They lead to a place called nowhere ♪

♪ I think to myself all I have is me ♪

♪ All I want is to go back home ♪

♪ Somewhere where I might belong ♪

♪ Still I'm not afraid to feel ♪

- 'So what's up?' - Heidi and Jordan broke up?

- No! - Yeah.

- No! - Heidi and Jordan broke up.

You're lying.

It's just, like, depressing to be in our apartment right now.

- Oh, my God. - It's crazy.

- I'm like-- - Is he, is he devastated?

Yeah.

Um, oh, my God, I really gotta call Heidi.

I mean, I don't wanna, like, bring her down, but...

Yeah, no, she would like...

She's gonna be here this summer?

- Uh, yeah. - Will you be here this summer?

I don't know if I'm gonna stay in my apartment.

Oh, really?

Me and Jason were looking at places over in, like, Malibu.

Oh, my gosh.

So I just, for the summer, I'd like to live

closer to the water, not as much in the city.

You're really getting a beach house with Jason?

I'm still trying to figure out what I'll do.

As relaxed as summer is supposed to be

it always makes me kind of stressed out

'because I feel like I have to get some sort of job.'

So what if you were, you know, got your own little beach thing?

What will Heidi do? Will Heidi stay in the apartment?

I don't know.

You haven't spoken to her about it yet, huh?

No, I mean, like, she knows that we went looking and stuff

but, like, that was before her and Jordan broke up.

'Like when we went to go look at places, so it was kind of like'

Oh, it's fine, like, I'll just live with Jordan this summer.

- Right. - But not so much anymore.

So what happened last night?

- It was so hard. - 'It's okay.'

Like, that's just the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

For the next couple weeks, Heidi, it's gonna be hard.

I know. It's just so sad.

It's like it's over.

I just have to be really careful with my heart right now.

Yeah, you're gonna deal with your feelings, and, you know.

I don't know, it's gonna be so different now.

I've never seen you without a boy.

I know.

See the crazy Heidi in you.

I just have to stop thinking about it.

At least I got my little buddy back.

Now I have someone to hang out with all the time.

- I can't even imagine. - We should start tonight.

- I am starting tonight. - Okay, good.

Tonight is the first night of my new life.

- I haven't been out in so long! - I'm going out every night now.

♪ So many click click flash I hardly see ♪

♪ All the people think know what's best for me ♪

♪ I think it's time we switch direction ♪

♪ Get the attention off me ♪

♪ What's coming over me I hardly see the crowd ♪

♪ The paparazzi best know can't get some ♪

♪ You hover over me like a harmless thing around ♪

♪ The people I'm so... ♪