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Oh, man.

Oh.

I haven't been here since I was a little kid.

I thought you grew up here.

It's like around the corner.

It's not my tooth out on that step.

Got my brain damaged.

It's not New York, but it's out.

I think it's pretty good.

Yeah?

Like I said, for my drum kit.

No way.

No.

My uncle was a hoarder. I didn't realize how much space there was in here.

People. I can just record an album out here so easily.

Where is he?

What? In the office.

Oh.

Write your great American novel up here.

What? Uh... It's alright. It's just a little rat situation.

We should get a cat.

He can write all day, every day. Nothing but the bird thingy.

How did he die?

Uh... I don't know.

Yeah I need a broom

Hey, where's your mommy?

Where's your mommy?

Where's mommy?

We just need to sit down and let it go.

Mom wanted to stop by.

Mom?

I told her it wasn't a big deal. It's like a us thing.

It's just six months anyway, so... Mm -hmm.

I just feel kind of bad, because... I think she just wants the company.

I don't mind her coming.

It's weird. It's like...

She doesn't know how to function anymore.

She's still cooking for two people. Did she tell you that?

It's too sweet.

Yeah? No, it's nice.

Who liked it?

A real mom would have baked a cake.

Want another one?

Why is it so fucking hot?

Why is it so fucking hot?

It's always hot.

Meow.

Mm -hmm.

What are we doing in a different universe? Are we together?

Sure we are.

Am I a rock star?

Can you sing in a different universe?

Hey.

Yeah, I'm sure you're a rock star.

Do we fuck?

Mm -hmm.

All the time?

You know what?

Do we fuck?

Like rabbits.

Do you hear him?

No.

He's crying. Listen.

Grace, you're totally silent.

Am I boring you?

Not you. The universe.

It gives a shit.

Does it feel like a girl?

What does a girl feel like?

If it moves more on the right, then you're probably having a boy.

You didn't want to know?

Mm -mm.

Grace?

I, um, I didn't find out what I was having either. I think that's nice.

You didn't find out because you wanted a girl. Oh, gosh.

He forgets to drink.

Oh, Harry!

You gotta have a drink.

No, I didn't. I wanted a baby. I wanted two of those in there. Yeah, and you got

Jackson. I'm lucky.

I heard that, Auntie Jen.

You off your food, Grace?

Leave her alone.

You didn't eat.

Being pregnant makes your stomach shrink.

That's bullshit.

I am sucking on you every minute of the day. Then you'll be famished. I couldn't

get enough in me. That never really went away, did it? Talk with your excuse.

Never had a baby in there, but all we did was just drop triplets.

You know, Grace, if you get a screamer... She's not going to get a

Jackson was a screamer at the lab. Jackson was a sweetheart.

The point is, if you do, let the baby cry. Just walk away from it. Don't let

yourself get tired, stressed.

It's a horrible thing to say. Oh, fucking death.

If you're not at your best, it's no good for anyone, especially babies.

And a crying baby doesn't mean it's in pain. It's the only way they have of

communicating. No, it's not. People just say that just because I want to walk

away from the kid.

Anyway, all I can do is take care of her.

Mary, if you need me, she doesn't need just a walk away.

What are you doing in here, Pop?

Want to wash your grizzlies?

Want to open some of those presents?

Whose presents?

We're the baby.

No, I gotta sort out these shoes.

Okay? They're the wrong ones.

Good to me.

Get enough to eat, Mom?

Honey, I'm stuffed.

Would you get your dad something to drink, please?

No more pie.

Well, I'm stuffed.

Can't stop eating the same thing every holiday.

Oh, well, you can do it. You've always been skinny.

Quite like the lean. You can starve in January.

What are you all doing?

Why are you all here?

This is Frank's house.

It's his house.

Harry, this is Grace and Jack. Hello, this is my brother's house.

Sweetheart, Frank's not here.

Get out of my brother's house!

Harry?

Did you find the right size?

Hello?

Hello?

A baby.

A baby?

A boy.

I don't know.

I think maybe.

Oh, it is.

Oh? Don't leave him to cry.

I won't.

You know, when he comes, he's a cat.

He's a bear and a baby.

And he's you. He's all of you. He's going to be so funny.

Amen.

Thank you.

L 'oiseau qui se penche autour des branches dans le ciel bleu. Le coq de l

'église tourne sous l 'emprise du vent joyeux.

Le bal sous la tente commence déjà.

Un couple s 'élance en se parlant tout bas.

Un autre s 'avance à petits pas.

Et je sens léger sur mon bras son bras.

Find everything you're looking for?

In life.

Any gas for your car?

No.

Alrighty. Oh, I love this stuff.

Whatever they put in that powder, it's like magic.

It's two for six dollars if you want to grab another.

I'm good. This one's four dollars and you get the other one for two. I get it.

No thanks. He's a boy, right?

He's so cute.

Hi there, handsome.

Hi there, sweetie pie.

Does he have a name?

No. We decided not to name him.

Oh, how old are you, sweetie?

Wait, let me guess.

I'm really good at this.

About six months. Why are you talking?

Do you ever think about what you're going to say or why you're speaking? Or

you just open your mouth and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

In about 30 seconds, I'll be gone. We don't need to speak.

Thank you.

Already.

Already.

Alrighty. Alrighty.

Alrighty.

What's going up, little bug?

I was bored.

You got bored so you kept the baby up?

I got something for you.

What the fuck, Jackson?

You got a dog?

I got a dog.

Look at him.

We need a cat.

Oh, baby.

I'll go, baby.

It's work.

Come here. Come

here.

Come here.

Want to see a medicare?

... ... ... ...

...

Ready to drive?

To the moon.

And left to New York.

What is that?

Do you feel that?

Where are you now?

Burger place outside of Napa.

84th.

You're eating?

Mm -hmm.

A burger?

Yep.

Is it good?

Yeah, it's all right.

Well, what else have you been doing?

Working.

Uh -huh.

Is everything all right?

Asking you about your day.

A conversation.

What have you been up to?

Nothing.

You ready?

I'll call you when I get closer, okay?

Boy, are you going to want to eat?

Yeah, we can have dinner when I get back. It's only kind of late, though.

What sounds good for supper?

How's the boy?

He's sleeping.

Hey, darling, here's your check.

I'll talk to you later.

Thank you, baby.

Okay, bye.

Pam Pam

Pam.

Pam, what the hell?

You snuck in.

I didn't sneak.

I brought the baby.

You brought the baby? He's asleep.

Oh, that's nice.

Yeah, as long as you don't blow my brains out.

Is that thing loaded, Pam?

Oh, yeah.

It's Harry's.

Sleep with it next to him.

Made him feel safe.

I don't know what to do with it now.

I don't know what to do with it anyways.

I never do my hair.

It's pretty.

Harry likes it loose.

Yeah.

You sleeping at all?

Oh, you know.

Jackson says you've been sleepwalking.

Oh, yeah.

I had to.

You get far?

Woke up on Culver Road scraping my head off.

Never done anything like that before.

Nothing seems real since... since he died.

My brain just seems...

How wonderful the two of you were taken on that house.

Mm -hmm.

Oh, he was such a happy little guy, Frank.

He shot himself?

Uncle Frank?

Yeah.

And you found him?

I did.

That must have been awful.

I did.

It was.

In the head?

In the head?

No.

Where?

The heart?

Chest?

No.

Legs? Feet? Back? Arm? Stomach?

Dick?

Grace.

Oh, my God.

He shot himself in his own ass intentionally?

You know, he looks just like you.

Uncle Frank?

No.

Baby, you goose.

Oh.

You think?

Grace, you know, everybody goes a little loopy the first year.

Yeah? Yeah.

Well, you and Harry have known each other your whole life.

Of course you're going to go a little loopy. No, no, I mean you.

After a baby, my mother went and died. Jan lost it. I didn't feel myself for a

while.

But you'll, you'll...

You know, if you're having a hard time,

we'll come again soon.

Thanks for the tea.

question you.

Is that a goat?

We are able to...

Fuck do you want?

Cut your lip.

Cut it.

Vroom, vroom, vroom.

Vroom, vroom, vroom.

Vroom, vroom, vroom.

Vroom, vroom, vroom.

Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom.

Vroom, vroom, vroom.

Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom,

vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom.

Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom,

vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom.

vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom, vroom.

Vroom, vroom, vroom.

Vroom, vroom, vroom

You should make better choices in who you bring home.

Why are you mad at me? Why didn't you just let him out?

He's not my problem.

Put him on his leash.

Take him out the back until he gets used to where he is.

I'm not going to train your fucking dog.

A baby.

No, shit.

I can't.

This place is a fucking hole. You moved us into it. I am working.

And when I come home, I'm the one cleaning everything up. Oh, three days a

when we shower you in metal.

Shut up.

You have an ashtray on the carpet.

You don't think the baby's eating that shit? Shut up.

Move us into the house where your uncle shot himself up the fucking ass.

Oh, my God.

Up the ass.

Up the fucking ass.

I knew it. I knew it.

Why are you not having your short time?

Why are you not having your short time? Shut up. Jesus Christ.

Fucking sanctimonious dick. You probably pissed on it for yourself.

Blame it on the fucking dog. You're mean, G -Dog. And sanctimonious means

you think you're morally superior to other people, don't you? Where's your

going, by the way? Fantastic, baby.

Your great American novel. The main character is about to batter her husband

death with a hammer. Something shit.

You can't read, so... Maybe I spend a little less time in my pants and a

more time writing.

Maybe I'd write something.

Maybe.

My hands are down my pants because you put your dick everywhere except there,

asshole.

You're going to wake up the baby.

Now you're worried about the baby. I'm always worried about the fucking baby.

We're going for a drive. No.

Get angry.

Fuck off. We need to talk.

We can talk here.

up a schedule or something or just... I just want to make a plan.

Chris,

I don't want you to think that I don't appreciate everything that you do. I

just... You're the glue.

You're the one.

You're the OG.

If you're not feeling good, then...

I don't know. Maybe we should talk about it.

I just want you to know that I'm here.

Having a baby is like the most monumental fucking thing.

I get that. I want to know how much and get that.

If you want to talk about it, then... Can we turn this on?

What?

The music.

Can we turn it off?

It's a classic.

I don't care. I hate it. I hate guitars.

Since when? Since forever.

What? That's insane. Who hates guitars?

You don't hate guitars.

Great.

I know what you're thinking, but that whole pack has been there forever.

You've seen them before.

Seen you before?

Yes. Look, they're great.

Wow, you and Blake are very, very close.

Stop it.

Run, you can run, tell my friend Bob Lee Brown.

Run, you can run, tell my friend Bob Lee Brown.

And I'm standing at the crossroads, believe I'm sinking down.

I'm not breathing.

Sorry.

Hi, baby.

Up. You have to shoot the dog.

What?

You have to shoot the fucking dog.

He's crying.

What the fuck did you find out? A thing you love is suffering.

You lost your mind.

And you can solve it. You're insane.

He's in pain.

I'll take him to the vet tomorrow.

And they'll put him down.

Grace, please.

I'm not going to kill my dog.

Okay?

Pass your lip.

I like to eat, eat, eat, apples and bananas.

I like to eat, eat apples and bananas.

I like to eat, eat apples and bananas.

How do you start your days, Grace?

What do you mean?

Oh.

Yoga.

Running. Hot water and lemon.

Riding.

What's happened with your riding?

I can't do it anymore.

Why not?

You know who's teaching yoga?

Who? That neighbor of yours, Melissa.

She does it over the Internet.

Maybe you could take a class with her.

I don't think that's yoga, Pam.

Oh, I'm pretty sure it is.

Well, it might be a relaxing thing for a young woman to do.

You're still so pretty.

Grace.

Let me help you, sweetie.

Just with the baby, with the house, whatever you need.

Just give you more time to do other things. All right.

Oh, you found some.

Good stuff, Mom.

I know this range.

This is the hot one.

I'm going for a walk. I won't be long.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

or whatever.

Oh,

no! I don't want to get...

Good job.

Hi. That's a big girl.

That's a big girl.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Sorry to bother you.

Huh? I think my car might have a flat tire. Would you mind just taking a look

it?

Look at Mommy.

Hey. You don't have any time for this. No.

So...

Okay. Yeah, sorry.

Put your legs in the car.

Alright.

When was the last time we had sex?

Rough guess.

I really can't say, Gracie.

Go on.

Take a stab.

I don't know, like a month?

Try two and a half.

Well, things have been, you know... And it was four in the morning, and you were

essentially asleep.

And the time before that, we were watching TV about that thing on the

and I was begging you, then you put a towel down. Right, right, right.

We used to be good, right?

So good, Chris.

It doesn't exist, Jackson. It's not a thing.

All right, well, I'm going to put more of an effort in.

Tonight?

Okay. You want me?

Yeah, I want you.

Say it again.

I want you, yeah.

Before or after dinner? Great, ma 'am. Just have a fucking opinion. Oh, Jesus

fucking Christ.

When we get home?

Yeah.

You'll fuck me when we get home?

Yeah.

In the car?

If you like.

We used to fuck in the car all the time, remember?

Uh -huh.

I'll unbuckle. I'll come over to your seat and you'll fuck me?

Yeah. Oh, come on.

My mom's right there.

Fuck me quickly, then.

Grace, come on. I'm sorry.

The wind didn't keep us down.

We need to use this fucking dagger.

Everything okay?

Open the door. I need to use it. It's outside.

Shit in the bush. I don't care.

I

don't

want to shit in the bush. I want to shit in the toilet.

Come on, come now.

Come on.

It's gonna be all of them.

I'm starting to smell it.

Greg said we have enough food to feed a village.

That's what we've got, right?

Well, you can add these, I guess.

They fell over in the car. They looked better when we got them.

What happened to your fingers?

I burnt them trying to bake you a cake. Hey, there you are.

Welcome, buddy.

Good to see you.

This place is great.

You're such a beautiful baby.

Jack. Do you want a snack?

Sure, whatever the kids are having. Okay, new allergy?

So do you think you'll have another one?

Yeah, pregnant now.

Cooking up twins.

What happened to your hands?

Oh.

You should see the wall.

Yeah, I am.

I have two kids, and two is a lot, if I'm being honest.

Seems like it.

Babies, though.

Babies are hard.

I don't think anybody talks about that enough.

It's all anyone talks about.

It changes you.

I think I nearly lost my mind for the first six months.

When do you think you'll be getting it back?

You know, postnatal depression is so much more common

than people think.

What do you do for work, Grace? I don't.

I'm stuck between wanting to do something and not wanting to do.

Anything at all.

Oh, hang on.

Cheryl mentioned that you're a writer.

That's cute.

That must be nice, having something you can kind of squeeze around a bit. Yeah,

I don't do that anymore.

Why not? Stuck for inspiration?

I'm sure it'll come back.

Jackson, look at me, okay?

Somebody get some water. Jackson?

Let me call someone. What, your chest hurts?

Yeah. It's me.

Yeah,

see?

He's okay.

It's just kind of a wake -up call here.

We need to look out for each other, Grace.

I am getting really stressed.

About what?

No one took our pastries. You see that?

But it was a ton of food.

It's rude.

Come on, be rude. Come on.

You know what's rude, Grace?

Getting into a pool full of kids in your fucking underwear.

That's what's rude.

Embarrass me.

You embarrass us.

Don't ever do that again.

Right?

Amelia was a little girl.

She liked to imagine she could stretch her wings and fly like a bird.

One day she got to ride on an airplane and liked it so much she didn't want to

ever come down.

The world looked so small.

Houses and cars were like toys.

They flew for thousands of miles over oceans and jungles.

Some people thought they were crazy, but Amelia wasn't afraid of having a

thousand adventures.

So she flew on like a bird farther than anyone had gone before, never to return.

What the fuck?

You want to get married?

Yeah. Yeah, let's go.

She don't like her eggs already.

She thinks crossing her legs is funny. She looks down and knows that money.

She gets it on like the Easter Bunny.

She's my baby. I'm her honey. I'm never gonna let her go.

He ain't got laid in a month of Sundays.

I caught him once and he was sniffing my undies.

He ain't too sharp, but he gets things done.

Drinks his beer like it's oxygen.

He's my baby and I'm his honey. Never gonna let him go.

In spite of ourselves, we'll end up sitting on a rainbow.

Against all odds, honey, we're the big door prize.

We're gonna spat our noses right off of our faces.

There won't be nothing but big old hearts dancing in our eyes.

Uh -huh.

What's your name?

Charlie.

Charlie, would you mind getting it for me, please? I'm a little...

Are you still there?

Yes. Is there anything else we can help you with? Well, my husband is at the

party downstairs, our wedding.

And I think it would be really nice if the champagne was

cold for him when we came up.

I understand.

I'm just trying to be a good wife.

You have a really beautiful voice, Charlie.

Thank you, ma 'am.

twinkling of an eye might have to be restrained

Must have been about three.

My parents and I went down to the beach.

They must have been reading or maybe they fell asleep.

I had my feet in the water and then this girl came up to me. She must have been

about ten.

But to me she seemed, you know, like a grown -up.

She took my hand and we walked for a while.

She bought me an ice pop.

People would say how cute we were.

It was really nice.

And then as my parents realized I was missing them.

My mom was crying and my dad was really angry. And I remember just

thinking, I wish you weren't mine.

I wish I didn't belong to you.

What do your parents know, Grace?

They died in a plane crash.

How old were you?

Ten.

It must have been terribly difficult.

Like, perhaps you have some abandonment issues.

Which makes it hard for you to safely attach to people.

Your husband.

To your son. I don't have a problem attaching to my son.

He's perfect.

Everything else, fuck.

What?

You got a rental?

Oh, no, it's ours.

I got off Greg.

Where's that money?

Don't worry about it.

He's taking care of us.

You like it?

Yeah, it's cool.

Big.

I'll turn this up. I love this song.

I didn't like guitar.

When did I ever say that? I loved it.

Will you stay in my lover's story?

If you stay, you won't be sorry.

He's not really a fan, are you, buddy?

I babysit a kid just like him. He's just cuter, though.

Have we been in the water yet?

No, not yet.

We could take him to the edge. Do you think he'll go with us?

Very socially.

We can make him a castle if he wants.

If we go just there, we'll be in sight.

Go with him, buddy?

What's his name?

Harry.

Oh, Chris!

You kept saying sorry when you were sleeping.

When I came in, you were saying it.

What are you sorry about?

I don't remember.

Do you think you need to apologize for anything?

No.

Do I have to get up?

No, Gracie.

You don't need to do anything.

I can just stay in bed.

If that's what you want.

Oh.

It's you.

How are you?

Everyone misses you.

Come here, babe.

Yeah.

Fix it up a little bit.

Looks nice.

Love me tender Love me sweet

Never let me go You

have made my life sweet

And I love you so

Love me tender

love me

tender

love

me long

Take me to your heart For

it's there that I belong And

will never part Oh, Grace, you look so well.

So great that you're home. You look so healthy.

Thanks.

Sometimes all we need is just...

A little break, right?

You know what? You and Jackson are really lucky to have each other.

Yeah.

you too. You look so well.

Thank you.

No, but really, like, you just look so much better.

You too.

You look a lot better.

Oh, good. You're doing great. We're both doing a lot better than we were. You

having a good time? The best.

I'm just so grateful to you.

Taking care of everything and painting the house, taking care of the baby.

Sweet. Have I been fucking committed?

You're just the best.

Uh -huh. You did great. But I mean it. Thank you.

Don't do it. Don't do what?

I shot a dog.

It was in pain.

We came to be and we ran amok.

May we live long and die out.

Yes.

May we live long and die out.

Grace! Leave her be, Jackson.

Grace!

Where are you, Grace?

I'm right here.

You just can't see me.

I can't go back.

I love you.

I love you.

Try harder.

She don't like her legs long running. She thinks crossing her legs is funny.

She looks down and knows that money.

She gets it on like the easiest dirt bunny.

She's my baby.

I'm her honey. I'm never going to let her go.

He ain't got laid in a month of Sundays.

Caught him once and he was sent from Miami.

He ain't too sharp, but he gets things done.

Drinks his beer like it's oxygen.

He's my baby.

I'm his honey.

Never gonna let him go.

Inside of ourselves, we'll end up sitting on a rainbow.

Against all odds, honey, we're the big door bride.

We're gonna spy.

Our nose is right off of our faces.

There won't be nothing but big old hearts dancing in our eyes.

When routine bites hard, and ambitions are low,

and resentment's right high, but emotions

won't grow, and we're changing our ways,

taking different roles,

then love, love will tear us apart.

Again.

Love.

Love will tear us apart.

Again. Why is the bedroom so cold?

You turn away on your side.

Is my time in life lost?

Our effects run so dry.

Yet they still disappear.

That we've kept through our life.

But love, love will tear us apart

again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

You cry out in your sleep, all my failing ex

-boys.

Raise your face.

In my mouth, a desolation takes hold.

Just that something so good just can't function no

more.

In love,

love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us...

Thank you.

I am God, love who stands with me.

I am God, love who stands with me.

I am God, love who stands with me.

I am God,

love who stands with me.

Love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.