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O God, the Eternal Father, we ask Thee, in the name of Thy Son, Jesus Christ, to

bless and sanctify this water to the souls of those who drink of it, that

may do it in remembrance of the blood of Thy Son, which was shed for them.

And they may witness unto Thee, O God, the Eternal Father, that they do always

remember Him, that they may have His Spirit to be with them.

Amen.

Amen.

I have

a

lot of non -member friends, and I think I really

think that...

Us bearing our testimonies is a great way to expose everyone to the gospel.

That's a wonderful idea.

I'm going to make you guys my goal at the college.

Me too.

Okay, all right, I'll see you guys Wednesday, okay? Bye, good to see you.

Oh,

Sister Ferris, I need to talk to you for a minute.

Just give me a second, okay?

You were awesome.

Great job on that basketball game.

Me? Yeah.

So, Sister Ferris. Yes, Bishop Bond. How are you doing today?

Good, thank you.

That's good to hear.

I need to speak to you in my office.

Okay.

It's about the letter of recommendation.

Oh, yes, yes. That would be great.

Okay.

4 p .m. work for you? Yeah, I can make that work.

Okay, great. I'll see you in a couple of hours. Thank you. All right, great.

Bye, Bishop.

Who would have thought?

You can jump that high.

You mean?

Just a minute.

Alicia, hello.

Hi, Bishop.

Come on in.

Have a seat.

You know why I asked you here?

Wasn't it about my referral letter?

Yes, it was.

I bet your parents are extremely proud that you decided to apply for BYU.

Yeah, they really are.

That's great.

The Lord has big plans for you.

Do you think so?

Without a doubt.

Wow. Yeah.

Pretty exciting, huh? Yeah.

So, tell me, how's your mom doing?

They're great.

My dad's finally home from out of town and he's not leaving again for the rest

of the summer, so I'll get to spend plenty of time with him before I go off

school. Good. And your mom?

Yeah, yeah. She's good, too.

Great. And what about your brothers and sisters?

They're great. My brother just got engaged last weekend.

That's right.

Congratulations on that. Thank you.

So, and your schooling?

School is great.

I'm about to graduate at the top of my class, and yeah.

And your friends?

My friends are good, too. I mean, they're all kind of, you know,

getting ready for graduation.

Filling out last -minute college applications.

Well, not really what I mean. I mean, like, are your friends, you know,

remaining on the straight and narrow?

I mean, yes, I would assume so. Yeah, a little bit of peer pressure, but I mean,

for the most part, they're... Yeah, they all seem to be doing well, and

I mean, I see them here every Sunday, too, so...

Okay, what about your boyfriend?

What was his name?

Johnny? Yeah, he leaves on his mission next week, so... Oh, really?

Where? Which one?

He's going to South America.

Ah, good for him.

So, you do know the reason why he asked me here.

Well, I thought it was about my letter.

Um, yes.

But...

I need to be very truthful about it.

And I'm not sure if you're worthiness of it.

Because I didn't take the sacrament today.

You notice that?

Yeah, I did notice that.

Is there anything that you want to say?

Is there something that you feel a little guilty of?

I don't know.

Alicia, I know you're 18 years old now,

and I know you're at a point that you're kind of exploring and everything and

kind of tapped into water, so to speak.

You know, what's right, what's wrong.

But, you know, I'm sure that anything you've done could be forgiven.

Right?

Look, I need you to trust in the Lord and the

repentance process.

Only then,

Can you truly be forgiven?

And only then can I write that letter of recommendation to you.

That's all I want.

I just, um, one slip up.

One slip up?

Just one?

Boyfriend.

You do realize that that's probably one of the most important laws.

We were watching a movie.

What kind of movie?

A scary movie.

So, just a scary movie, just something happened, startled you, you jumped into

his arms, that was it?

Right? No. No, we were laying on the couch.

How were you laying?

We... Were you faking each other?

On our sides and he... Where was he?

He was behind me.

Behind you?

Yes. So his front of his knees were to the back of your knees?

How close was he to you?

He was so close that he could feel the heat from your body.

Yes.

Go on.

He started to massage me.

Where?

Where?

Over your

shirt or under your shirt?

It was under.

I wasn't wearing

one.

What do you mean you weren't wearing one?

What were you wearing?

in my pajamas.

It was late.

And at that point, was the Holy Spirit with you?

Or did you feel the Spirit leave?

I don't know.

It all happened so fast.

How's it going?

What happened next?

Over or under your panties?

Tell me.

You know how the Lord can know when you're lying.

It was under.

Yeah. Keep going.

Yeah.

He did that for a minute and then he took off the rest of my clothes and kept

touching me.

Yes.

Was he erect?

Yes.

I need you to be very specific about what happened next.

He took

off my clothes and I took off his.

Did he put his penis inside of you?

Answer me.

God will know if you're not telling the truth.

Did he put his penis inside of you?

He did.

Did you like it?

Did it feel good?

I didn't stop him.

Did you orgasm?

What? Did you orgasm?

Answer me.

Did he stay in that one position?

Or did he move you around in a different position?

He went on top of me.

Yeah?

Did you get on top of him at any point?

No. No?

Is it because he didn't want you to, or is it because you were afraid?

How did that make you feel?

So tell me what else you did.

Did he turn you around? Did you face each other?

He was kissing me.

Yeah, kissing you where?

Here. Yeah, kissing you on your breast.

I still have marks on me.

Marks?

What do you mean marks?

Alicia.

He hit you?

No.

They're just from kissing.

Oh.

Oh. The kid's cool in there. He's like, hey.

Yes. Oh.

Okay.

I need you to show me.

Show me.

But...

Show

me.

What? Show me.

But... Come on.

Why don't you take your dress off?

Take your dress off.

Go on.

And while you do that, I'm going to read a little scripture to you that's

fitting.

You should know about it.

It was actually on the board today during class.

It's Hebrews.

4 .13 Nothing in

all creation is hidden from God's sight.

Everything is naked and exposed before the

eyes of him to whom we must

Give a count.

I'm trying to face me.

Do you know what that means?

That means that God has already seen all of you.

Do you deny God?

No. Are you denying the opportunity to go to the school that you want to go to?

No.

my hands on you?

Is that true? Your body

is such a beautiful

Everybody is.

to know that you're not pure, do you?

I mean what would everybody think?

I mean nobody wants a piece of bubble gum after it's already been

chewed.

for sure.

You know.

Hmm?

wanted to do it, right?

Huh?

Keep going.

and you're starting to reflect.

the spirit.

And said, hey.

promptings directly from your guidance.

Thank you, Father, for helping Bishop Vaughn guide me through

the repentance process.

You blessed me on this journey.