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Friends, have you heard about Jesus?

Have you heard about the Lord?

I didnt use to be a perfect person

But I got down on my knees and I prayed to Jesus

I prayed to the Lord and he heard me

He heard me in my sin he heard me in my pain

You are the king of glory

You are the prince of peace

Get the bible, get the King James bible

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that there is a god that loves us all

He is the king of kings

O, Jesus, we pray, we pray today for all these souls

May you move in their lives

Lord, we pray that they will get the bible,

that they will study your word

like they study their phones Father God

We know that one day, every knee will bow

Shut the fuck up

and every tongue will confess

that you are Lord

We thank you for the bible

O, we pray that you will find them

Shh

He loves you He is the Alpha and the Omega

Hi, guys, Im sorry to ask

I was just wondering if youve got any spare change

Hi, guys, I was just wondering if youve got any spare change

Sorry

Hi, mate, Im just trying to get some money together for a hot

- Sorry - meal

Hi, mate, just wondering if youve got any spare change

some money for a hot meal

Hi, just wondering if youve got any money or spare change

Hi, Im trying to get some money together for a hot meal

- Wake up - Just charging my phone

I said you could charge your phone

Youve been here for thirty minutes now Come on,

youre taking the piss

Yo Lets go

- Bro, come on Lets go - Im charging my phone

Heres your phone, take your phone Come on

Up on your feet, lets go

- You know what I mean? - Its got to be done

- I have to do that, yeah - Its got to be done

You know what you said about shes had another stroke?

- Yeah, she had another stroke - Fucking hell

- Devastated, you know? - Yeah

Just like, dont even Im trying

And some milk, yeah?

all duck out of it

Whats the matter with you?

Nothing Can you just, like?

- You fucking lunatic - Just dont even, like

Im trying

Youre a fucking lunatic you know that?

One minute, youre fucking alright,

next thing, youre going mad

- See you later Go, go - See me later?

Go, go over there, go see that dog

What part of the world are you from?

Slovakia

But now, Dalston

Dalston Thats where Ive seen you

- Yeah - Yes, yes

What is it, a charity or what?

Yeah, a charity Independent charity

No, its private Its a company

Its not private, its not a company

The woman on the desk said that they get some government

No, they dont Its a charity They rely on donations

Its a company

- Stop it Shush, now, yeah? - Im gonna go

Alright, babe Ill see you later

- Got a cigarette? - Yeah, I got one Here

- You had a haircut? - Yeah, that Isaac bloke did it

He looks gorgeous, dont he? Look at him

Here, grab that, babe Dont he look lovely? Yeah

Alright, Im gonna go See you later

Paolo You seen Nathan?

- No - Not at all?

- Call me if you see him, yeah? - I will

Tell him Im looking for him

Excuse me, mate, have you seen a guy with blue trousers on?

Hes got blood on his face

Sorry, have you seen someone with blue trousers on?

Hes got, like, blood on his face

♪ You are my little love ♪

Excuse me Excuse me

For fucks sake

Sorry, darling, you dont have a couple of quid, do you? No?

I hope you have a lovely day Have a lovely day

- Nathan Nathan - Excuse me, sir

I dont suppose youve got a spare cigarette, do you?

Ive just seen Jane and that lot Hes fucked it up

- Got my wallet? - Huh?

Got my wallet?

No Why would I take your wallet?

Cos youre a fucking little snake

Why would I take your wallet?

Youre the only one who knows where I hide my stuff

I would never do that to you, come on, man Relax

- Let me check your pockets - Why would I take your wallet?

Calm down a second Calm down a second

Give me my wallet, man Its not a joke

Let me check your fucking pockets

You aint checking my pockets

Why you fucking running away, then?

Give me my fucking wallet You fucking

Fuck off me, man

Fucking prick My fucking wallet, man

- Hey, come on, get off him - Fuck off

- Come on, now - My fucking wallet

Leave it, leave it Get off him

Get off me Get him off me, bro

Come on, calm down

You have got it

Alright, move on, let him go

I look out for you, man, and this is how you

You owe me money anyway, you dickhead

How can you say thats looking out?

I have, I looked out for you

What you crying for, man? Give me my money back

- Aint crying - Where is it? Its not in here

Let him walk away now, its done now, alright?

- Give me my money back - Havent got it

Know what, man? Its one rule for you and

Fucking prick

Its one rule for you, and a different rule

for everyone else, you fucking dickhead

- Guys - Its always on the other side

- Just let him go - Fuck off

You alright now?

Can I get you something?

- Yeah, my money back - What was that?

Get me a beer

Ill get you a soft drink, yeah?

Hey, here you go, mate

Thanks, man

Im sorry about that I was in a bit of a huff earlier

- Oh, dont worry Its okay - You work here, then?

- The city? - Yeah

I mean, like, yeah, ultimately, yeah Yeah, I do

But "ultimately"? Whats that?

Just Im here most days, but Ive got offices all over

Got it You move around a lot

Yeah

Thats nice Keep it different

You sure I cant get you anything else, food-wise?

Theres a bagel place a few minutes walk away

Or if youve got cash, I could go grab one myself

Yeah, I can Dont worry, Ill get it for you

- Really? - Yeah, lets go

I can get it if you gotta head off

No, its alright Come on

- Lets go Where is it? - Just round there Thanks, man

Alright

Yeah, its funny, isnt it?

Theres a gap in empathy, you know?

It becomes normalised for them

- For who? - The government

You know, its like certain politicians

showing up at social causes,

like public displays of good will and

Whats it called when they do that?

Anyway,

its like they dont give a shit and dont care, you know?

Its just ridiculous how disconnected they are

Do you ever watch the news, or do you stay away from it?

- I dont have a TV - Oh, of course Sorry

Sorry, sorry, sorry

- Do you buy watches? - Yeah, yeah

- How old is it? - I dont know

Its basically new Its in really good condition

Its got a few scratches on the front

Yeah, how much do you want for it?

Let me have a look at the model

Sorry, I just gotta go So, can you just tell me?

Do you want it or not?

Sorry, I just I gotta go

Uh I dont know, maybe forty

Forty? Nah, nah, nah Thats hundreds of pounds there

You wanted me to give you a price, so

Alright, go on, then, check it

Just give me a minute and Ill check it

Alright, come on, then

Just give us your best price

- Forty? - I said forty

Alright, forty, yeah Fortys great

- You want forty? - Fortys good, yeah

- Forty - Great

Excuse me, mate Excuse me

Stop walking for a sec Take your bag off for me

Just take your bag off

Youre under arrest on suspicion of robbery

You dont have to say anything, but

Well, Ill tell you the truth I had to defend myself

Basically, he made a comment, and then he shoved me

- He shoved you first, did he? - Yeah

He shoved me really hard

And I thought, "This is weird What does this guy want?"

I said something like, "Excuse me,"

and he pushed me again So, I had to defend myself

Right Before we go any further, Id just like to remind you

that we do have the whole incident on CCTV

Fair enough

Over here Come on

Your fucking hands are cold

I know Come on Hands on here

Come here, come on

- Warm your fucking hands up - Over here

Can you warm your hands up a bit?

Come on, put your hands up

Yeah, so Ive been arrested again,

and Im looking at fourteen months,

but Ill hopefully only have to do six or seven of those

Oh, Michael

What did you say?

I hope I dont see you here again

- Mike? - Hi

So, if you do miss a session, youll be given a warning

And then, youll be given five days

to provide evidence as to why you missed it

If that proves unacceptable,

youll be getting a warning letter

So, three missed appointments, and its a recall, okay?

Just so you know that

And weve set you up at a local hostel

One that is connected to us

So, tell me about this job

Yeah, Ive got an interview for a chef role in a hotel

Okay Its just an interview to start with?

Yeah, just an interview Havent got it yet

Okay Whens that?

Thats today, a bit later on today

Okay And do you have any family at all?

Parents around?

Yeah, its its complicated because they adopted me,

so its a little bit

Yeah, theyre around, and theyre nice and that, but

Okay And

Um so, where am I staying?

Ive set up your CAS3 for you at the hostel

Just got to double-check, and give them a call,

find out what time they can accept you

And so, what about after that?

Well, youll be there for about six to ten weeks, so

Sorry, I mean after that, when Im done there long term

Try not to worry about that just yet, okay?

Youve just got out, theres a lot to wrap your head around

Well put you in touch with a local authority,

and theyll make referrals to housing

But I have to be honest with you, Mike,

youre not gonna be top priority

Whys that?

A young male with previous convictions,

a history of violence,

no medical problems or physical disabilities

Its just gonna be harder, to be honest

I get that

Its better that you know that from the start

But you know all this,

youve been through it before, havent you?

Im not teaching you to suck eggs And

Right, so were clear on licence and release plan, yeah?

Yes

So, your first restorative justice session

will be three sessions from now

So three weeks time

And then well have a member of the RJ team

come in to chat with you,

prior to your session with the victim Simon,

which should be sometime the week after that

- So, four weeks? - Exactly

Is that something that you still want to do?

You know, you do have a choice

Yeah, I think itd be good

to sit down with him and make it right Im ready

Agreed

Also, I had this idea for a limousine

A chauffeur company

I dont know if theres anyone

that I can talk to about possibly starting up

Sorry, Ive just got to give the hostel a quick call,

double-check what time your induction is, okay?

Just bear with Okay

Hi Hi, yes, its Nadia

Look, we wont be sleeping in that room tonight

- It is absolutely filthy

- Its damp - Shh, Mum

And to be honest, its an absolute shithole

Look, Im really sorry about that Ill talk to the manager

Leave it

Dont kill me

Hi I have a meeting with Franco

- You got a meeting? - Yeah

So, why dont we start you off with a trial shift,

and see how it goes?

- Hows that? - Okay, yeah, sounds good

- Where are you staying at? - In a hostel

Were you working before your sentence?

Yeah I did a few different things

I worked on some construction sites,

and I did litter refuge work

Whats that?

Basically, I was in control

of emptying bins and picking up rubbish

Were not high-end dining, obviously

We have a lot of pre-made dishes

It doesnt get busy down here,

except when we have functions and stuff

- Im smoking quickly - Ramona, meet Mike

Hes doing a trial shift with us

- What for? - Commis chef

- Okay - Nice to meet you

Yeah, so enjoy yourself

Its one of the best hotels in London

Is it?

Yeah, its on the top list in the UK A hidden gem

Just go smoke

And Im not staying later tonight

And this is Diego

Okay, talk to you later Bye

Listen, I spoke to George, so I know about the assault

But he didnt go through details,

and I need to know what happened

Okay

Its just because Im gonna have you in my kitchen,

I gotta get the facts Its just for me to know

- I understand - You understand, right?

Basically, he offered to buy me food,

and I stole his watch and his money

- Was he hurt? - No Not really

- Okay And was you using? - Yeah

- Are you still? - No

You sure?

Yeah Ive been sober for seven months

So, do you want to start tonight?

Or do you need a few minutes to think about it?

- Tonights good - You sure?

- Yeah - Okay

Im gonna first take you through some of the equipment stuff,

and then, after that, we go through safety

And then, after that, we

One second Sorry, one second

Would you like me to do anything?

No Hello?

Yes, Chef Yes, Chef

Mike? Mike You can go home now

- Yeah? - Yeah

Heres a little something

- Cheers - Come for 100pm

Okay, tomorrow

Yeah

Lets see how you go

You dont have to do that,

you dont have to jump in the bin

Oh, its just

Fuck sake

Really nice

Yeah? How are the sleeves?

Well, you could turn them up

Fits you well

- Fits you really well - Yeah?

You know, I really like it

You got some good bits in here

- What shoe size are you? - Ten

We got a lovely pair of loafers brought in the other day,

if youre interested?

Ill have a look, yeah

Thats eighteen pounds, please

Thank you

- Can I get a bag, please? - Certainly

Do you have a toilet, please?

- No, sorry - Just let me use it quickly

Sorry, we dont have customer toilets

Why?

We just dont, its not in our policy

Thats silly Why? Just let me use your

Thats just the way it is

Thats stupid Let me use your one

Thats the rules of the shop Sorry

- Please? - No, Im sorry

Its about changing

the way you speak to yourself

Addressing yourself as "you", "I" or "we"

And the neuroscience backs it up

We can influence our thoughts heavily

with this simple technique

Some examples include: "Youre going to be just fine"

"Your possibilities are endless"

"My universe is expanding, and I am in the drivers seat"

"I have nothing to worry about"

There are multiple ways to address yourself

Find whatever works for you, and try it now

Youre going to be just fine

How did it feel?

- Good - Alright

Try it again

Youre going to be just fine

Try it again

Youre in the drivers seat

Try it again

Youre in the drivers seat

Well done

Youre late

Hey, Ill be back in five Youll be okay?

Yeah, just finish prepping for me

Mike,

- someone wants to speak to you - What? Who?

A customer not happy with the food

Table five Steak

- You did table five, right? - Yeah, well, Diego

No, I cooked the steak Yeah Can you get Franco?

- Is he in his office? - Hes in a meeting

Look, Im in the middle of service

Diegos just gone out five seconds ago

Can you just go get him?

He said he wants to speak to the chef

Can you speak to him really quickly?

Okay, yup Coming

Hi Is everything okay?

Well, no, not really

I hate to do this, I really do

- Would you eat that? - Whats wrong with it?

Its just red raw

- You did ask for medium rare - No, dont say that

Did you not ask for medium rare?

Just medium And thats not even medium rare

Okay, well Youve eaten most of it now

I just had a few bites

Right

- Im sorry you didnt enjoy it - Its not about enjoying it

Its not cooked the way I asked for

Thats why Im saying something You obviously didnt check it

But if youd told me you werent happy about it

before you ate it all

Why has it, all of a sudden, become my fault?

No, Im not saying its your fault

- Why are you arguing? - Im not trying to argue

Look, its

Its simple If Im paying for something, I expect it to be

the way I asked for it in the first place, yes?

I understand that,

its just I dont know what you want me to do about it

Youve eaten most of it now

Look, I didnt want to say anything

I thought its just worth saying something

- Do you want a new meal? - Yes Thatll be great

Nadia, thanks very much for the time

Itll just be five or ten minutes

So, um

So, next week, Ill be facilitating

the meeting between you and Simon

Now, today, I want to try and assess if youre still

in a safe headspace to go through with this

If theres any concerns at all,

you just have to raise them to me, and we can go over them

Scott, do you mind can you not do that voice?

- What voice? - Youre doing like a voice

You dont talk to Nadia like that,

but when you switch to me, you do this sort of breathy voice

I dont

I think maybe it makes other people feel comfortable

But Ill be honest, Scott,

it just makes me feel like a naughty kid

I dont think hes trying to be condescending here, Mike

Nadia, its fine

Point taken

I I didnt realise I was doing that

- Um - You okay?

Yes, yes, I am Im glad you said something

Im glad you did Im glad you said something

Okay

No, Im sorry Im sorry, I didnt mean

to give the impression I was talking down to you

I dont think you were meaning to

I just had to say, you know

It just made me feel like well

Im sorry

Honestly, Mike, its fine, its fine

I didnt realise I think its just my manner, but

So, what were you going to say?

No, wait, wait

Skill is more important than just looks, you know

What? No, no, no, no

Yeah, wait Skill is sexy, you know

Depends what skill

I do not care

Look, you could be the smartest man alive,

and I still wouldnt go there

But personally, I just have basic physical standards, so

- I get that - Mind out Mind out Mind out

Anyway, why are we talking about skill?

We started on personality, now were talking about skill

like its a talent competition

You know what? I like to think that I can deal with bad looks,

but youre right, actually I am very shallow

Yeah, I know you are

I dont know who shes acting for

But do you know what?

Youre allowed to be with someone youre attracted to

Yeah, but personality is such a big part of attraction

Yeah

For example, youre funny or something, its very important

No, no, I get that, I get that I do, I do, I do, yeah

Whats your type, Mike?

Um

Just someone I love, I suppose

- Thats not a type - Thats actually very sweet

Cool What do you mean by that?

No, that came out wrong I guess I just mean someone

whos with me for the right reasons

Alright, cool When you put it like that

Hi Im in room 21

And I dont seem to have any ice in my room

Well well bring it up for you now

- What? - Well bring it up

If you go upstairs, well bring it up

Just go

Should I go now?

What the fuck?

Yeah Right

Anyway are you seeing anyone at the moment?

Oh, no, no

You are not dating at all?

No, Im not doing all that stuff

How come?

Im just not

Alright, cool Well, what are you doing tonight?

Nothing Why?

- Were doing karaoke Come - Yeah, come Yeah

No, no, I dont want to intrude on your night

- No, come on, man - Its going to be fun

Youre gonna enjoy yourself Seriously

No, I dont really I dont sing

Oh, stop it, man Listen, do you know what?

Youre coming Its been decided

- Okay - Yeah?

- Yeah - Yeah?

- Yeah - Great stuff

I gotta get changed first, though

Yeah Me, too

Im gonna go home, Ill text you the address,

get dressed all sexy, like,

and then meet us there for 1100

- Is there a dress code? - Not sexy, just wear

No, no

Sexy, thats the dress code for you, rude boy

Just wear whatever you want, really

Sexy

We spend a lot of time in our head,

negatively impacting our behaviour

The first step in this journey is about unlocking

the freedom and power within

Those steps to freedom

are created by you, and you only

♪ If you see me walking down the street

♪ Staring at the sky and dragging my two feet

♪ You just pass me by

♪ It still makes me cry

♪ But you can make me whole again

♪ And if you see me with another man

♪ Laughing and joking, doing what I can

♪ I wont put you down, cos I want you around

♪ You can make me whole again

♪ Looking back on when we first met

♪ I cannot escape, and I cannot forget

♪ Baby, youre the one, you still turn me on

♪ You can make me whole again

♪ Time is laying heavy on my heart

♪ Seems Ive got too much of it, since weve been apart

♪ My friends make me smile, if only for while

♪ You can make me whole again

♪ Looking back on when we first met

♪ I cannot escape, and I cannot forget

♪ Baby, youre the one, you still turn me on

♪ You can make me whole again ♪

Whoo

Excuse me

Youve got a nice, big, pasty-shaped head

Your shoes, man They suck

Oi Your bodys too big for your legs

Your bodys too big

Hey, fatty bum-bum

♪ Looking back on when we first met

♪ I cannot escape, and I cannot forget

♪ Baby, youre the one, you still turn me on

♪ You can make me whole again

♪ Whoa, looking back on when we first met

♪ I cannot escape, and I cannot forget

- Whoa - ♪ Baby youre the one

♪ You still turn me on

♪ You can make me whole again ♪

The road is clear

Each decision is yours

Notice how your body feels, how it moves,

the way it wants to embrace or be embraced

You have strength now, it surges through you

You are lightning

You are everything

Energy takes over your every atom,

forcing itself out of you

What? What?

Your journey to self-discovery is well under way

Your beam within is shining bright

End of volume three

The whole Eastern philosophy is really helping me,

but the meditation tape is called "Breathe In The Beam"

But its really good

Its great You should try it, actually

Anyway, anyway, Im going on How are you, Nadia?

- You had your hair done? - No, no, I havent

- It looks different - Does it?

Oh, I got you something

Thats lovely

Its just a little

- A little thing - Where did you get it?

Thats a good photo, actually Let me

Smile

Smile

Oh, my god I went karaoke the other night,

and, um it was great

I didnt drink or anything,

so dont worry about that, but, um

You know, I havent done that for a while

God, you need me

to come and help tidy stuff some up for you here, Nadia

Dont Just leave that, please

So, Mike, you remember the reason were here today

We have Simon here, with a member of the RJ team

Theyre just in a room next door

Im about to go and get them in, okay?

Okay, yeah Thats today, isnt it?

- You feeling good? - Yeah

-You okay? -Yeah yeah, Im okay Lets do it

Um

- How are you doing? - Yeah, good How are you?

Good

Okay, um

So, Mike, were here to try to understand

the harm that was done by the incident last year

As you remember,

we agreed that Simon is going to speak first today

So, Simon, when youre ready

Well, I guess, one of the reasons why I wanted to do this

was to understand more

Its a strange thing to happen to anyone, so

I think the violence confused me the most

Cos I was just trying to help

The days after the attack were particularly hard

I had my daughters birthday around that time

So, her seeing me like that,

with the cuts and the bruising, well

Yeah, it was tough

I think she became quite scared, in general,

coming to stay at mine

as if someone was going to do it again,

but this time to her

Well, thank you, Simon, for starting us off

Mike, uh

How are you feeling right now?

Okay

Cool

Were not going to finish there, Mike

We have quite a bit of time, and theres no rush

But if theres something youd like to express to Simon

now is your chance

Somethings burning

Hey, hey, hey

Chickens undercooked, and the chips are cold, apparently

- I didnt send this - I know

- Who did? - I dont know

How many times do I have to tell you?

Use the fucking prober

Sorry, chef

- Remake, chef - Thank you

Alright, table seven, steak well done with chips

What are you doing?

Just, please, go home Come back tomorrow

Table two, large chips, please

Walking towards the end of the garden,

you get to a set of doors built into the ground

Its dark down there, and the path is unclear

You reach down with one foot to test the first step

Its sturdy and safe

You walk down a few more steps

Deep into the earth

Now, I invite you to dive deeper and deeper

And deeper and

- Chop-chop - Fuck off

What?

You tell me to chop-chop, and piss off outside?

- Im sick of it - What are you talking about?

Im saying chop-chop because youre chopping food

Diego, youre on the phone every five minutes

Youre leaving me to do everything

- Yeah, its your job - No, its not my job

I shouldnt be plating up,

I shouldnt be speaking to customers

No, no, no

If you overcooked your chicken, you fucking deal with it

- Youre supposed to check it - You telling me how to my job?

- Fuck off - Im talking to you

Stop Stop, stop

Deal with this

Whats happening here? You, finish this

You, outside

You know, youre forgetting all the basics

Overcooking, undercooking

Franco, just give me a chance, and Ill Ill sort it out

Hang on, Im giving you more than a chance

Ive been more than fair with you, have I not, huh?

- Have I not? - Yeah You have

Then, what?

Its like youre expecting some sort of constant sympathy

Youre behaving like a kid

Youve got away with multiple things

Its just a lot, man Its like a new environment

I know, I understand And I do like you

But I cant take this up-and-down business

Sorry to be brutal like that,

but this is the way it is in every kitchen

Sorry, man, its work Nothing personal

I just dont have time for it

So, thats it? Youre letting me go?

What do you want me to do?

Yeah? Youre letting me go?

How do you expect this situation to go?

Fuck off Prick

Hi, is that Lynne? Hi

I worked for you five or six years ago,

doing litter refuge for the marathon and stuff

Im not sure if you remember me, Michael Wiltshire

Yeah Hi

Yeah, hows it going?

Im good, Im good, Im good, yeah

I was actually just looking for some work

I dont know if youve got any going at the moment

Im pretty flexible with hours

Right, as you all know,

the main concern for your areas is the overflow of bins

Theres about two or three on each patch

Please keep on top of them Its not rocket science, okay?

Some of you might decide

to assign someone to a specific area

Andy, Ill let you make those calls

if you see it getting out of hand

Pickers and baggos arent cheap Look after them

You lose em, you pay for em

Right, any questions?

Do we get given lunch?

You dont get lunch You bring your lunch

Is that Did everyone else has everyone else got lunch?

Yeah

I didnt bring lunch

Thats bullshit Independence doesnt come from that

- No, but money is everything - Well, thats up to you

How is that up to me?

Cos not everythings tied to money

Yeah, everything is tied to money, everything costs money

I think you can make the choice to be free of that

I dont think that we have the option

- to be so picky with our lives - Thats not what I mean

Okay, what do you mean, then?

Well, like, I dont just mean financial independence

I guess Im trying to make a point

about doing things on your terms,

like, you know, youre the driver

Its a cliché,

but do you understand what Im saying about decisions?

I hear you I just dont know if I want that

Well, okay, you need to be told what to do I understand

Its okay, I dont judge you for that

It makes things easier, youre right

Im just trying to do things the other way round,

cos I was sleeping on the streets for a while,

and Im fine with that, but

Yeah, I guess I need to be told what to do

Yeah, and thats okay

For how long were you sleeping on the streets?

Five years

Thats a while

Hey, I forgot your name

Mike

Mike Oh, yeah, I called you Milo the other day

Then I thought, "Fuck, is that even his name?"

No, just Mike Weve done quite a few shifts together

Yeah, I know Im sorry

Um

What did you say the other day

about I seem like Im on the outskirts, or something?

- I didnt say that - What did you say, then?

I meant you seem unaffected

Okay, Im gonna do the bin over there

Yeah

And, yeah, I bought this truck

to change it and make it my home, you know?

This one, there

- Oh, wow - Yes

- Thats amazing - Yeah, I like it a lot

Are you allowed to be here?

No But I dont really care

Like, if someone tells me to go, I will leave, and its fine

How long have you been here?

Uh two weeks, I think, yeah

- Yeah, two weeks - Its really cool

- Oh, you got some sweeties - Yeah

Yeah, you can

Whats in here? Oh

No, its fine It breaks all the time Leave it

Mike, really, its good

Do you want to have a seat?

Do you want to go up, in bed?

- Okay - Yeah?

Just, maybe Just remove your shoes

Ouch

Oh, wow You got some good stuff here

Uh-huh

- Hey, was that a bit quick? - What?

In there

- It was a bit quick, wasnt it? - No It was okay

I just I havent had sex for a while

I wouldve liked it to have lasted longer,

is what Im saying, basically

- How long? - About five minutes, maybe

No, you idiot How long since you last had sex?

Oh, um

Two years

Its not that long, come on

I mean, I was in prison for a bit also,

so thats partly why

Eight months

What did you do?

I stole somebodys watch

You did eight months for stealing a watch?

Uh-huh

Basically Come look

Oh, thats nice

Cute

So, have long have you been working with Lynne for?

- Um one year - What were you doing before?

Um well, Im trying to save some money

to open a truck or a space or something

To do what? What for?

Well, shakes, juices, mostly Small batch, all that

Yeah, working for Lynne is good,

but its mindless, too, and I can people-watch,

and think about how Im gonna build it, you know

And whats "small batch"?

Small amounts of food

- Why are you smiling? - Im not

- Are you judging me? - No, Im not

Cos I dont know what small batch means?

No, Im not

Yeah, I have a business idea also I wanna do

Yeah? Like what?

- A chauffeur service - Chauffeur? Okay

Like high-class

Like you want to drive cars?

No, Id hire people to drive cars,

Id be the manager

Cool

It was like the birth of greed and power, Mike

But youre tearing it down for him

- It was also positive - How?

In what ways was it positive?

Agriculture, transportation, no?

Was there like a main event that started the switch?

Listen, if there had been no Industrial Revolution,

I can assure you that we would be totally free

of this shitty, consumer, capitalist culture

You wouldnt be able

to drive your nice boat around, though, Jerry

So, thats a stupid thing to say

I dont need a boat

- What boat you got? - Narrowboat Its really nice

Its big

Its where I live, for fucks sake, Zara

Why are you trying to make me feel guilty for it?

I work bloody hard

But its big, though

Yeah, but your tone is like

Alright, Ill stop on the history

- I like the history - He liked the history

You reading anything at the moment, Mike?

Um

No, not really

But Im listening to a lot of meditation tapes and stuff

- Im really enjoying that - Hmm Nice, nice

- Did you study? - How do you mean?

- Well, uni or anything? - No, I left school quite young

Good for you Modern education is a conspiracy, anyway

I was destroyed by it

What the fuck are you on about, man?

You know, its hard being Jerry sometimes

Hes always under such scrutiny and oppression

No, no, Im only talking generally

I am aware of my own privilege

Thats not enough

- No, its not enough - Oh, come on, right

I said, as a society, as a group

And Im working class, right?

And we have suffered years of classism and fascism, no?

- You are middle class - Dont be so ridic

- Yes, you are - That is absolutely ridiculous

No, Im not Im fucking not

Im not, no Ill have one of those

- Yeah, take one - Ow, fuck, thats hot

- What did you do that for? - I really dont know

I blame Miguel, or Michael, or whatever

Its Mike His names Mike

Come here, you little fucker

Fucking come here

Come here, give us a cuddle

Give us a cuddle, come on, come on

No, its all right, its all right

Oh, dear, oh, dear

Phew

- There you are - Im gonna have some K

You can never get into these fucking things when you need to

Bloody hell

Oops

There you are

Oh, you do spoil me, Andrea Thank you

- Do you want some, Zara? - No Later, later

- You want some, Mike? - No, Im good

- Actually, what is it? - Ketamine

Its nice, sharp K Its nice stuff

Stop shouting

- Can I have some? - Yeah

- Are we close? - Um Yeah, its there

- Can I have some? - Huh?

- Can I have some? - I dont have it

Can I have some?

Hi, Nadia

I thought I would leave you a quick voicemail

Im sure youre aware already,

but my hostel is kicking me out in two days,

and Im a little bit confused

as to where Im supposed to go from here

I mean, can you sort something or?

Is that your job? Is that someone elses job?

I dont know, but

I tried to speak to the hostel in South,

they said they were full, and theres nothing else on

So, is it Housing I need to talk to, or the Council?

If you could just call me back, that would be great Okay

Thanks Bye

Ah

No No, its liquid, asshole

Hello? We have so much to do still

You cant go to sleep Hey, Mike? Get up

- Hello - What are you doing?

Sorry I just

closed my eyes for a second

Well, hurry up

You couldve at least taken your bib off, no?

Okay, do the right side

Do the right side, this side

- What did she say? - I lost the job

That guy told her

Whats his name? That fucking guy we work with

He fucking told on me

I wish you wouldve told me you were sober

Well, its fine, its just a little blow out

Ill be back on it Monday Its not a big deal

So, this is a good book, is it?

Yeah, its okay Its good

- Do you want a bit? - No

What do you think we live for, Andrea?

- No, lets not go there, no - What?

- No, no, Im too stoned now - You love this shit

This is your favourite thing

- Come on - Love Love

- Love? - Yeah

Well, happiness, joy, sadness, melancholy, yeah

Well, youre just listing emotions now

Well, no Well, yes, I am, but

I saw something that was like the happiness

that is steady but nice,

uncomplicated without the big dips

Its always going to have dips, though, isnt it?

Lets be honest

Anyway

Hey, can I stay with you for a bit? Do you mind?

For a few nights?

I dont know, cos I

I dont have really much space in here, so its like

Oh, okay, yeah Thats cool

- And I I move around lots - Yeah, yeah

Thats cool

- Hey, its small - Andrea, its fine

Ill find somewhere I dont give a fuck

Why have you waited until now to figure something out?

Um Well, its not as easy as just figuring something out

Yeah, but also the fact

that you just bought coke with borrowed money

- Thats silly - I said Id give it back

Okay, forget about the coke, then

Your housing is literally running out in a day,

so what are you going to do about it?

Andrea, I literally just asked if I could stay here,

and you said no, so you just threw it back at me

What do you want me to fucking do?

Hey, come on, we know each other

what, its been one week So, Im not responsible for you

I know that

And Im not required to do that

- I know that - Dont make me feel bad,

cos I dont have much space, you know

- Get on top of this yourself - I am doing that

- Are you? - Im literally doing that

Well, maybe I think youre being a little bit lazy

about everything, you know

Well, keep that to yourself

You live in a caravan and pick up shit for a living, so

I dont really know what you think

youre doing with your life

And what are you doing, Mike?

Your stupid mates and silly ideas about the world

A fucking juice van?

Like, do it, then

Youve got a van Do it What are you waiting for?

What are you doing with your life, Andrea?

What makes you think Im gonna fucking listen to you?

Stupid fucking hippie

Sorry, sorry

Youre disgusting Youre so disgusting, like

- What? - Can you please leave?

I dont want you to be here, so maybe take your stuff

Take your fucking stuff

Fucking get out of here Get the fuck out Go

Nathan? Where are you?

Whos this?

Do you know where Nathan is?

I cant understand you

I cant hear you

I cant hear you I cant fucking hear you

- Yeah? - Alright, Mary?

Wait a minute, Ive got a cat Wait there

Is Nathan here?

- Who the fuck are you? - Mike Weve met

- Have we? - Yeah, weve met

Have we?

Yeah, Ive been round here a few times

Well, I aint got a clue who you are

- Is Nathan here? - Depends

- Depends on what? - Depends

- What does it depend on? - Has he done something wrong?

No, I just wanna talk to him for a second

- Nathan - Yeah?

Whos that?

- Alright? - Oh, man What are you saying?

I called you, someone else answered

I lost my phone

- So, youre living here now? - Yeah, Mary let me move in

Had a bit of a situation with Demie and that lot

Bruised one of my ribs

riding on one of those electric scooters, and then

yeah, she just let me move in

Its good, I just get to look after the snake

and I just have to help her a little bit

- I got a job as well - Yeah?

Yeah, Im working at the vets on the reception,

like almost full-time

- A couple of months - Full-time?

Basically, yeah

Nathan, thats really good, man

Yeah

- Well done - Thank you

Have you got anything on you?

No, Im off all that now

- Since when? - Um

Maybe a couple of months

Come on, what you got, man?

I havent I really like, just yeah

Yeah, I feel good, actually

Where you staying? You did a little stint?

Yeah Have you got any money?

- How much? - Ten

A tenner?

Mary, could I just take a little bit from the tin?

A little bit, yeah

No Just a little bit to sort

There you go

No put it back, put it back

- Have you fed her yet? - No, Ill do it now

- Im gonna give it back - I need it back, yeah?

Youre winding her up, you are

- Take that off - There you go,

thats just teasing

Yeah, go on, go on

There you go

- Ooh, she liked that - She liked that

Im only joking I was joking

- Is he okay? - You good?

- You good? - Is he okay?

This one, yeah? Spring Vodka?

Oh, come on, man Its £559

Can you just let me off like three quid?

Sorry, its too much

Come on, just let me off Ive forgotten my wallet

- No, Im sorry, I cant - Oh, come on, please, man

- No - Please

Why are you acting like this for no reason?

I come in here all the time

Ill come back with leftovers later, yeah Ill drop it back

Ill do that for you, my friend

My friend?

Go and get your money and come back

Oh, for fucks sake Why are you acting like this?

Youre acting like this for no reason

Whats wrong with you? Why dont you trust me?

- Why dont you trust me? - Can I get some long papers?

Why dont you trust me? Im an honest person

I fucking work hard, I try

Im trying to be

- One pound, yeah? - You know?

Thank you

Every day, I wake up to this fucking feeling, man

Its like someones there, just saying, "No, you cant come in"

Its like, "No, no, no Not for you Not for you"

Do you ever feel like that?

- Alright, mate? Mate - Come on, man

Would you like me to call someone for you?

Your head is bleeding

Hey No, no, no What are you doing, man?

Fucking hell, man