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People see the hijab and think they already know who I am.

But there's a lot about me that they don't know.

For example, they have no idea that I'm incredibly sexual

and that I have to wait for my husband to leave Ottawa with many business trips

so I can find any objects I have to leave with.

With our community being very strong in its values, I just had to keep this side

of me very deep.

So, I decided to write a bucket list.

Not of waltz, dance, or travel dreams, but of moments, choices,

Tiny rebellion that helped me reclaim me.

Maybe when I come through the walls, I'll stop being just a woman in a hijab

people's eyes.

And finally start being seen as a full, sexual, powerful person I really

am.

But before I started, I needed to make sure I was ready for the challenge.

And because I couldn't turn to any member of my community for help, I

call someone a little unusual.

And I gave him permission to simply walk into my house and go straight towards

the kitchen so he could find me.

I'm so sorry.

That's an idiot.

I'm really sorry.

The door was just open. I don't want to lose my job. No, it's okay. I'm really,

really embarrassed.

I mean, I have this list of all this nursing,

of these sexual fantasies, desires I've been wanting to cross off my life.

I'm so ashamed.

Wow, give a blowjob?

Post lingerie pictures online?

Hearing this out loud is so much more embarrassing.

Make out with a stranger?

I was really not expecting this from someone like you.

Someone like me?

Well, you know, because of the... Because of the headshots.

Yeah. See, that's the problem with people.

They don't see me as just a woman. I mean, these American women, they can be

sexually free, and that's just all I want.

Well, I mean, I wish there was someone I could help you.

I mean, there is one really specific thing on that list I've been wanting to

do.

Sure, yeah, what is it?

I've always wanted to take lingerie photos, but I don't know, I just, that's

just kind of unnerving.

Yeah, why not? I'd be happy to help.

Okay.

Here.

Right now? I just, I'm going to overthink it, and I'll probably end up

the photos. I don't...

You should probably get undressed first, right?

You were okay with it earlier.

I mean, I don't know if I can.

It's just too intimate.

I don't know. Here in America, we like stuff like that. I mean, you have a

dildo. That's super hot.

Well, I mean, it is on my lip.

very uncomfortable.

Don't worry, I'm just trying to help.

That's forbidden.

Let me help you.

I feel like this is still a little too much. We need somewhere less into this.

You won't stop feeling ashamed until you break some rules.

I wasn't expecting that.

I got the perfect solution for that.

Yeah?

This is going a little too fast.

Come on, you can just look at it.

You don't have to touch it.

Alright, just get down on your knees. Let's take some pictures.

Okay.

What should we do?

Show off your tits.

Pull them out.

How are you turning out?

I look super sexy.

You know, maybe you could touch my dick.

Am I doing a good job?

Why don't you stand

up so we can take some more pictures?

The day of the photoshoot was so intense that I was about to give up. But then I

realized that I was actually making progress on my lift.

I had successfully made out with a stranger and had photos of me in

which were a hit online, by the way.

I simply couldn't stop yet. I knew I had to call him again.

Do you really think I look nice?

I'm just still nervous.

Come on, don't you remember how good it felt when my dick pressed up against

your pussy?

I don't feel like that anymore.

It just feels pretty well.

Over in America, in here, we take care of our needs.

I feel like I'm still not ready.

It just feels wrong.

Come on, I mean, you had a dildo. You're not so innocent.

It's funny that you say that, because when I came to this country, I felt like

if I got a dildo that wasn't realistic, I wouldn't feel as guilty.

But I mean, me actually craving an actual penis, it just still feels

Come on, well, you're in America, and here, we take care of our needs.

And remember, you had blowjob on your list.

We may as well just fuck out of the way now.

I... want to do that.

I don't know if I can do this.

Could you help me?

Yeah, just take your time out.

Just like that, you look so good.

Yeah, you can kiss it a little.

Does that feel good?

Yeah.

like that

You're so sexy, but you're so tall.

Yes,

I'm not.

I struck it while I suck it. Oh yeah, that's good. See?

Now you know what to do.

And do a good job.

How would you get the rest of the way in just... Yeah?

Oh my goodness.

What's up with you getting wet for a minute?

It feels bad to say, but it is.

There's one more thing I want to add to my bucket list.

Oh yeah, what's that?

I want to feel you inside of me.

For real?

That's all by now.

You're gonna

tell your husband I'm fucking you? Oh my

god.

How things cost off my list.

She looks so sexy. Oh, my gosh.

Oh, my gosh.

You're going to make me cum.

Oh, my gosh.

Here, come on over there.

Oh, yeah.

You're meant to be alive.

Don't get where you get from.

Oh my gosh.

It's so, so deep.

Yes.

Oh.

I'm just feeling even harder and harder.

The pussy keeps getting tighter and tighter.

You're definitely teaching me a thing or two.

Thank you.

Okay.

every inch.

You're gonna cross that off my list.

Give me every drop of your color.

Your hijab all covered in comb.

I feel so free.

This is the American dream everyone talks about.

Oh, fuck yeah.