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Previously on Survive, the three
remaining members of Bear Monday bid

to the Outback.

I don't know why I'm saying goodbye so
hard.

We've been out here for 42 days. It's
made us realize what we take for granted

at home.

This really is not about the money, and
it's totally fine with me.

Colby won the final immunity challenge
and surprised everyone by voting Keith

out instead of Tina. I don't even know
that I have a 50 -50 shot against Tina.

The two of them faced the jury, and in a
final twist, the votes were revealed

live in Los Angeles.

Tina was the ultimate survivor.

Tonight, the final adventure into the
private lives of 16 survivors back from

the outback.

The game is over, and 16 lives have been
changed forever.

Tonight, we're going to take you where
you haven't been, inside the homes and

hearts of 16 ordinary people now living
extraordinary lives.

It's not just children who have dreams.
Adults have dreams, too.

We'll learn who found love.

He just kind of, like, got down on one
knee and took out this box, and I'm

screaming, and I was like, oh, my God,
like, is this happening?

Who didn't?

Knowing him now, I don't know. No way in
hell.

Who is searching for answers?

I ask God why.

Why would he do something like that? Who
is searching for peace?

If I could do it all over again, I
wouldn't do it all over again.

And some surprising spin from last
year's survivors.

I was in love with Colby. He would play
Jerry like a violin.

Every player has a different take on the
survivor experience.

We begin with two who want to set the
record straight.

One. who wants to put it all behind her.
And one who's just loving life and

living like mad.

I'm probably out back, but I'll be happy
to koala you later.

Since I've been back from the Outback,
same old farm, same old Maryland, same

old Mad Dog, I keep telling you,
nothing's really changed.

I went from basically your average
street cop to the Outback on the number

show in America.

How bizarre is that?

But some things don't change. I still
have to muck out my own donkey stall.

This was then.

She's still my sister, but she's a
different mad dog.

This is now.

She is out there, very much out there.
I've lost a total of 20 pounds.

I've got two tattoos, a kangaroo on my
right calf, a wraparound crocodile on my

left bicep.

I tell you, when I came back from the
Outback, I was really tan.

Long about January, I started to fade,
and I decided to heck with it. I want to

make my own tan, so I got my sunbed.

The most important lesson that I took
back from Australia

was that life is short, so it's so

important to live and love every day
like it was my last.

We have about 340 inmates here, and they
all have color television and cable.

They have seen everything there is about
me. They know as much about me as my

own mother has seen.

Life isn't all a bed of roses after this
show is over.

When I come into work, I never know when
I walk through this door what I'm going

to get bombarded with. So why don't you
just wait a second and see if you can

hear what I'm talking about.

What do you think of me and Survivor?

That's what I thought.

Thank you!

What am I saying?

You come home from Australia after being
voted off first in the entire country.

It hates your guts.

I don't know.

I wasn't ready for that.

Before Survivor, I was happy.

I was with my husband 20 years.

I loved him for 20 years, and we were
together. He died.

He died.

I fell in love with his son.

He is the best thing that ever happened
in my life.

The times I'm the happiest are when I'm
here with him and the dogs, the birds.

When Deb got into it, you know, it was
fine. I was behind her 100%. I just kind

of wanted to not be a part of it at all.
But it didn't work out that way.

Somebody at the National Enquirer saw my
name, Debbie Eaton, and my boyfriend,

Bob Eaton.

eaten and eaten, and they're not
married? Whoa, let's check into that.

Maybe it was naive on my part. I mean,
did I know that the public would find

that Bob and I were a couple? Sure.

But I also thought the public was
intelligent enough and understanding

that when they heard the circumstances,
it wasn't going to be like a witch hunt,

and it's been like a witch hunt.

It's really sad that...

There are so many people in the world
who just get a kick out of kicking

when they're down.

They're kicking you when you're down.

Survivor for me has been a double -edged
sword.

Did I have some great experiences?

You bet I did. But it's living with the
after effects now. Was it worth having

that experience to be feeling like this?

If I could do it all over again, I
wouldn't do it all over again.

That's all.

I wouldn't.

You know what? Every time I hear the
word... Jerry!

I feel like I'm dragging my hand down a
chalkboard.

Jerry!

I saw him put something in his mouth.
What she thought was beef jerky.

It just drives me nuts.

I was so relieved when I got voted off.

And I came back to being a soldier
again.

Because the Army accepted me with open
arms.

And they didn't believe the lies.

I knew that I would have to come back to
an intelligence community where we base

everything upon our integrity.

Radio check, over. I hold a top -secret
clearance. I wasn't going to do anything

to jeopardize that top -secret
clearance.

There wasn't any beef jerky.

I'm being approached by a lot of beef
jerky companies, which I find hilarious.

I'm actually going to be making money
off Jerry's lies.

I find that the sweetest revenge.

I love it.

One day I walk in, and there's this huge
dartboard of Jerry. And it's got a

picture on it.

And all the soldiers are just going,
they're so angry.

And they're just like, they're hammering
this photo.

We've had to replace that photo several
times.

I am a very kind, honest,
straightforward, creative,

artistic, vulnerable person.

Jerry is a bitch. She is.

But she's a bitch that will be laughing
all the way to the bank.

I would...

Being myself, I was strong. I was
outspoken. I confronted people when they

needed to be confronted.

No, no, no, no, no. We're going to talk
right now.

I was this woman everyone loved to hate.

I didn't like it at all. I didn't want
people to hate me. I wanted people to

like me.

It saddens me more than anything that
people's behavior can get so

evil. including my own. My own
intentions in some cases were very

and self -centered.

Coming back to LA was a little
overwhelming just because I remember

there and looking around my apartment
and knowing that I couldn't call anybody

or have anyone comfort me because they
didn't understand and I couldn't tell

them. It was by far the loneliest
experience I think I've ever had.

Long before Survivor, I was struggling.
I was at the total point of bartender

burnout from 10 years of bartending and
struggling as an actress.

You only change your mind if you want to
change your mind, and I don't want to.

Very early on, I started doing student
films and independent films.

Acting is my lifelong dream. It's my
life.

My dad always used to say to me, what
are you going to fall back on? And I

to tell him, I'm not going to fall.

I was crushed when you were voted off
Survivor.

It's nice to know people out there, some
people understand me. They don't all

think I'm horrible.

I think the major thing that's different
in my life after Survivor is that my

appointment book is full.

I just learned very early on

what I wanted to do with my life.

Failure.

It's my biggest fear.

When we come back, the man who took his
whole town on an adventure.

I got, like, a famous guy on my shirt.

And what do survivors really think about
each other?

None of the words I'm coming up with are
nice.

But first, here's what one of last
year's survivors has to say about this

crowd. Them people had to be pretty dumb
to build their camp in a riverbed.

You know, when it rained, it washed away
and...

They blamed the elements, but I blamed
their dumbness.

Welcome back. Well, for a bunch of
people who didn't have much to eat, this

crowd sure knows how to dish.

All right, I can't get past the fact
that you want me, of all people, to talk

about people.

Alicia Calloway.

Booyah booty.

Jeff, that little devil.

Jeff?

In other words, I'm coming up with our
night.

Michael Scoopin is just clean nuts.

Kimmy Cabenberg.

Alisa Calloway.

Not my type of person. We just don't see
eye to eye.

I think it's a height thing.

Jerry Manthe.

Jerry Manthe.

Jerry and I are in counseling right now.

Jerry.

God, where do you start with Jerry?

Colby's a very attractive guy.

He's a boy.

I need a man.

Colby reminds me of a cheesy cowboy. The
only thing that comes to mind when I

think of Kel is socially inept.

Nick. Was Nick on Survivor?

Nick. Oh, Nick. I'm sorry.

Marilyn, I love her to death.

Amber was the mad pup.

Being on Survivor is winning the lottery
in a different kind of manner.

Instead of getting a huge lump sum of
money and deciding what I want to do

it, I get this huge big title, Amber,
from Survivor.

Do what you want with that.

But a lot of people mess up when they
win the lottery and end up spending it

in one place and regret what they do
with it.

Coming from a small town, I think it's
very scary looking at the decisions I

have to make.

I'm very scared and very nervous.

I just don't want to mess this up for
me.

So certain decisions like should I push
for Playboy, should I not push for

Playboy, things like that are a huge
pressure.

My whole family has lived within 10
minutes of each other pretty much my

entire life, so me moving away could be
a big deal.

Amber's decisions at this point will
really make or break her.

It's not that easy. There's always a new
face coming out, and she could be

forgotten. She's 22, yes, but boy, I
tell you what, next thing you know,

40. It's amazing how much I think I've
changed as a person from before forever

to now. I have a completely different
expectation on life, you know. I want to

take advantage of this experience. I
mean, why not?

Sip, sip, sip, sip.

Come here, girl.

Sip, sip, sip, sip. Come on.

This fame thing is probably a fleeting
thing, and I realize that. I tell

I say, when I go up to feed my cows,
they still look at me the same way as

did before I left to go to Survivor. I'm
the same person.

I'm very satisfied with the way that I
live.

I've got a good wife, nice daughter,
nice son -in -law, and I live here on

farm.

Really, I'm just very well pleased.

Before he left, Dad was very reserved.

And, you know, it wasn't one to show his
emotions, I don't think, at all.

I think the show has opened him up a
little bit. And that's just been a total

plus, I think. It really opened the
doors for showing our feelings.

Being gone that length of time did give
me a new realization and even a deeper

appreciation. for what I have here at
home.

He thinks so much of his daughter,
Angela, and she's 29.

I thought if there was some young ones
on there, I thought they would go to him

as a father figure, and I think that's
what has happened.

I'm just thankful because he made it
home for me out there, and I know that

dad is so happy that I had someone like
that by my side.

For me personally, it was never about
the money.

I wanted to see how I would do in a
survival situation, especially being

50.

And against, as it turned out, a whole
lot younger people and in excellent

physical condition.

I did not know that he was going to have
to jump off of a cliff or any of that.

I would have just been at wit's end.

We were so concerned. He has back
trouble and he couldn't swim.

Go!

When Roger Bingham jumped off that cliff
into that water, being totally unable

to swim, I just looked at that man, and
I thought, that's what it's all about.

I'm really glad he went. It was his
adventure of a lifetime, and this has

ride for us, a ride for us and our
community.

This little town, it wasn't popular, but
when he was on Survivor, it made our

town like... So popular and it's great.

It's just so awesome because I got like
a famous guy on my shirt and signature

and everything.

I had one girl that came up and asked
for my autograph and I went through

grade all the way through high school
with her. And I looked at her, her name

was Louise. I said, Louise, what do you
want with my autograph for? I said, I've

known you since I was six years old.

Just ahead.

He was fussing at everybody about...

Being a vegetarian, you know, you start
interfering with people's food, you're

not going to last too long.

Welcome back.

The players in our next group all said
living in New York prepared them for the

Outback, and now the Outback has
reshaped their hopes and dreams.

This experience was the most
unbelievable, the most amazing, the most

-altering thing I've ever experienced in
my entire life.

I've been living in New York City for
the last seven years working for

technology companies.

I was burnt out. I was getting sick a
lot. I had days that I just couldn't get

up in the morning and go. I dreaded
going into work. I was miserable.

I just woke up one day and said, this is
not the way my life is supposed to be.

It's not the way it's going to be.

I learned very early in my life that
going through something challenging and

difficult changes you You come out such
a bigger better stronger person than you

were before The experience for me was
not about winning a million dollars,

though I was trying really hard to win
the money It

was about pushing myself and becoming
another person as a result

They hated.

Jeff Barnett. Now I like them. Jeff
Barnett. Jeff, how you doing? Why did

vote you off?

Because I was strong.

I have an agent.

that i never thought i'd have you know i
have friends that are actors and

entertainers that have worked all their
lives to get an agent i go camping and

boom i got one i did speak to uh tele
pictures and they they liked you a lot

good morning jeff welcome to kck good
morning jeff good morning it's karen and

scott how are you hey good morning i'm
doing good what was the deal between

michael and the pig he killed it and we
ate it

I'm going to get you under taping. Oh,
God, I fell asleep.

What's more tough, working your way
through the Australian Outback or

your way through Midtown Manhattan?

Did you masturbate on Survivor 2?

And I want to say, didn't you hear the
answer to that the last 50 times I said

it? Ciao. I am done.

Thank God.

This is the real me. I hope you all know
that I'm not as serious and cutthroat

as I may have seemed on the show.

My

life

before Survivor was very controlled,
regimented, and I liked structure.

You know, you always think that You are
on the path that you're going to

continue on, and then life just throws
you something, and it takes a curve and

goes off in a whole other direction.

There's so many options coming my way
right now.

I was a presenter at the Sports Emmy.

There's also some photo shoots coming up
for muscle and fitness.

And just think about relaxing mouth and
jaw.

I say to my clients all the time, if
they say they can't do something, come

Push three, don't hesitate at the
bottom. I would always come back to them

say, listen, you're going to tell me you
can't do it?

I ate grasshoppers. I stood at a pole
for ten hours. Don't tell me you can't

it because I know you can.

These are all the tulips that I planted
two days before I went to Australia.

That's right.

My life before Survivor was just, you
know, bartending, hanging out with my

family. My grandmother's a riot. She's
85 years old.

Being on Survivor really opened up my
eyes to the fact that my family and my

friends that I have really are
important.

The lowest point for me out there was
the food challenge.

And you get this cow brain, I just give
up. Just give up. Like this little one

ounce of cow brain was ruining my life.

It's a mammal.

Can't do it.

Sorry.

But it was a personal reason for me.
This is a game show, not my life, and I

have to be able to look in the mirror
and go on.

Survivor 2's not -so -popular
vegetarian.

I was a presenter at an awards show that
deals with animal rights.

Who lost $1 million, but not her
convictions.

And that was just an amazing thing
because the animal rights community has

embraced me.

Kimmy Kappenberg.

There's something that I'm believing in.
People are cheering me on, whereas when

I was out in Australia, people weren't
so happy about that. He doesn't have a

good gardener then.

That's right.

I guess the whole experience just
reaffirms any of the beliefs that you

You've got to walk like a dog.

And it really doesn't matter what other
people think.

It's not my job to make everybody else
happy.

Bottom line, nice and easy, that's what
the show taught me, that it's okay to be

yourself.

I really wasn't lazy or boring.

This is a cover of People, and you'll
notice Julia Roberts actually signed it

for me.

See, we're on the same cover.

And a little funny thing that I like to
do with it is to go like this.

Watch this.

Julia, me.

See?

Kissing.

I get approached a lot about people's
music careers.

I want to sing.

Oh, are you a singer? I don't say it to
them, but I have to think to myself,

what do you expect me to do for you?
Because I'm in the same boat as you.

A singer. A singer right here,
everybody. Yeah.

Every time I do a speaking engagement,

There's always an autographed line, and
I tell you what, the scary people hang

out at the very end of the line.

That's when you've got to try and wrap
it up, because they're waiting to talk

you about something.

When we return, he was at the center of
some of the show's most memorable

moments. Guy killed a pig, man.

Guy's a whack child.

Everyone fell in love with Elizabeth.

Well, almost everyone.

It's like a drinking game.

Every time Elizabeth tears up, take a
drink.

She annoys the crap out of me.

You can't spend weeks in the outback
without developing strong feelings about

people's personalities.

When we asked the survivors who they
would least like to get stuck with on a

desert island, try folks.

Jerry. But surprisingly, when we asked
who got the worst rap, the answer, once

again, Jerry.

As for who they would most like to get
stuck with on a desert island, it was a

tie between Jeff and the only person
besides Tina not to be voted out,

Success before I went on Survivor was
about success in business.

It was about making more money.

Pre -Survivor Mike was go, go, go.

Rush as much into a day as you could and
get as much fun and enjoyment out of

life as there was to be had.

Okay, baby.

That's the first dog face I've ever
gotten on here.

While I was out on Survivor, I started
to pray.

And I started to develop a relationship
with God that I'd never knew before.

The most significant point of my
spiritual journey is when I fell into

I didn't understand it at the time
because I thought at that point

had a chance to win it and that my
journey was going to be a lot different.

And why would God let me fall into the
fire?

And I've since learned that it was the
greatest, most significant...

turning point in my life, spiritually.

What I'm here to tell you wasn't about
Survivor, and it wasn't about a million

dollars, and it wasn't about a TV show,
and it wasn't about the healing of my

hands, it was about the healing of my
heart.

A friend of mine started a war on
addiction campaign.

Last year people didn't have any reason
or desire to listen to Mike Spoopin',

but now kids flock like crazy.

to hear stories about Survivor.

And right when we get him laughing, we
hit him with the truth about addiction.

The choices that you guys and that all
of us adults make in life could cost us

lot more than a million dollars.

The choices that we make in life could
cost you your life.

Post -Survivor Mike needs more of a
family man, more of a husband.

And he's always been a great father, but
he's more of a centered father now.

Now my definition of success has nothing
to do with my job or nothing to do with

my income. And it has everything to do
with my relationship with God and my

relationship with my family.

When you set those priorities in your
life, everything else just falls into

place.

Being lazy is the one thing I didn't
want to be called.

You know, it's amazing. Everybody now
thinks I'm Mr. Lazy. I hate that I

him when that lazy rap, because it
stuck.

I always think, like, how can you make
the Harvard Law student army officer

guy?

Nick Brown is not lazy.

Nobody gets through Harvard Law School
by being lazy.

I don't think Survivor has changed me
dramatically.

As far as, like, what I want to do with
my life, you know, I'm not dropping out

of law school.

I have finals like everybody else.

This made me a risk -taker, much more
willing just to say, you know, forget

let's go, let's do it.

I'm going to take that step off that
cliff, and I may land on my feet or I

not.

Somebody asked me, like, you know, when
you die, however long from now, will

Survivor be on your gravestone? God, I
hope not.

I wouldn't mind if it was, like...

Governor Nick Brown, who once got his
start on this, you know, TV show that

popular, that's fine. But if this is,
you know, the highlight of my life, I'll

be kind of sad.

It's just the beginning.

I think people underestimate me
sometimes.

They shouldn't.

I can sneak up on you.

I think that I've always been that type
of person that said, you know, I'm going

to give it 120%. You're the best!

The basic idea of leaving the ones you
love kind of puts your relationships to

challenge. And I had no doubt going into
it, but everyone else said, oh, you

know, this is going to be the major
test.

Found a little rock out here about that
tall, shaped like a heart.

He said, here you go, what's that look
like? And I said, a heart. He said, you

give it to your boyfriend when you get
back.

When Elizabeth came back, she gave me a
rock shaped like a heart.

It was pretty neat to know that she held
on to this through the floods and

through everything that went on and
brought it back here and gave it to me.

Then coming back, my gosh, if I could
have proposed to that boy coming off the

plane, I would have gotten down on my
knee and said, I am marrying you and

you're marrying me and I've had enough
of this not talking.

I've known for a long time that there
wasn't anybody else that I wanted to be

wife.

On his birthday, he decided that we'd
take one of those unknowns away.

One thing that I wanted to make certain
was that we were going to be together

forever. And all of a sudden, you know,
Tim just kind of, he said, the only

thing that would make us more special is
if you would just make me the happiest

man in the whole world and be with me
forever, and if you'd marry me.

He put the ring on my finger, and he
said, you didn't answer me yet.

And I said, yes, I must have said yes a
million times.

I am just the most...

Blessed girl in the whole world. I am so
happy.

What do you think about February?

I kind of think a winter wedding would
be fun.

Why February?

No, because I... No, but why not April
or May?

My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer
just over five years ago, and she had a

really tough time with it.

She's my hero.

And with her, I can do anything.

She is a woman of supreme faith. To look
cancer in the face and say, no, I'm

going to win this.

And I'm going to win it for my kids and
for my husband and for this family.

I hope that I can be that strong.

Everybody thinks that just seeing a
pretty girl with a pretty face, that's

all she has.

I know that I can get through tougher
times.

I came back into...

Open arms, and I feel so loved right
now, and, you know, how can you not just

feel more? I just feel more.

When we come back, the final three and
what it took to get there.

At the end, you can say, sorry, I did
what I did for a million dollars.

Survivor is not a nice game.

You have to be willing to compromise
yourself, compromise your beliefs.

And then there were three, a mother from
Tennessee, a chef from Michigan, and a

tough young Texan, all shrewd, all
strong, but each dealing with success in

different way.

You got him? Donna, that sauce you made
is good. No, it's in these two. Put them

in the hot box.

Is there more cucumbers?

Playing the game Survivors. Yeah!

You're a cast member on the number one
television show in all of America.

How much rice are we going to see? Hey,
don't use that four -letter word with

me.

Survivor magnifies what you've done in
life.

I filed bankruptcy, I think, five or six
years ago, something like that.

And I filed it because of a business
transaction that didn't go right.

I went into Survivor playing for a
million dollars.

I came out of Survivor realizing it
wasn't about money at all. People ask me

the time, would you ever do Survivor
again?

There isn't enough money in the world to
do that for me.

I can't do it.

Can't do it to my kids. Can't ever do
that again.

Hey, Dad.

How you doing?

I was adopted when I was six weeks old.

I know you.

Get over here.

Dad has Alzheimer's.

It's tough stuff.

I'm his custodial guardian.

In World War II, which plane were you
on? B -24, right here.

This one right here?

Yep. Spends his whole day looking for
and remembering what he just did moments

ago. Did you take your medicine today?

I'm a big kid, basically.

Stuck in a 41 -year -old body.

I love to work out, play tennis, things
like that.

Chefs by nature are physical people. We
touch, we feel, we smell, we change

things from the original form they're in
to make them something that's edible

and delicious.

Before I left to go to the Outback, we
had talked about getting married someday

and stuff like that, but there was
nothing planned as far as an engagement

anything. So when I proposed to Katrin,
she never saw it coming.

Thanks to technology, you're about to
chat online with your loved ones. Oh,

isn't that amazing?

I can only think of one important
question.

Will you marry me, Pete?

Are you serious?

When you love someone, and the proposal
comes, you kind of want to see their

face and the sincerity.

So actually finally watching the show
and to see his face when he was doing

it just brought that whole thing
together.

Yes!

I think we're going to be okay. I
really, really love him.

Because of my rice incident in the
Outback, it supported me a new

So I'm writing a new book, and it's
called Yes, I Can Cook Rice.

And I owe that to Jerry. Thank you,
Jerry.

I was living in West Texas, my hometown.

basically packed up the bags, got
everything loaded and ready to go, and

left for Australia.

I remember leaving my mom, and the last
thing she said to me was, remember, this

is a game. You're playing with people
you don't know.

It was a cool feeling, arriving in the
Outback and feeling very at home. West

Texas, where I'm from, you've got a lot
of tall, dead grass and sparse trees and

a few hills.

You know, Australia, when we arrived
there, that's the way it was.

Except for the kangaroos. We don't have
a whole lot of those in West Texas.

My mother said to me, no matter what
happens, no matter what the outcome, you

are coming back to people that love you.

The easiest way to find out who your
true friends are is to go and get on a

show and play a game like Survivor.

Because your best friends don't treat
you any different.

I'm still the big dork that I was in
college, and they know me as that. I'm

Colby.

The people that have known Colby for a
big part of his life have always known

that he was probably not going to lead
an ordinary life.

I've always pushed myself and driven
myself. When I talk about doing

I do it. Ever since his first tricycle,
Colby has wanted to go as fast as

possible.

Where I'm from, my hometown has 300
people. When I returned from Australia,

moved to Dallas immediately.

Colby's 27.

He's single. I think maybe a little bit
of it also was having more

anonymity in Dallas, being able to hide
out.

I have not allowed myself to think about
what's possible in the future.

Right now, I'm focused with the day -to
-day. I've got to maintain the life that

I've had and known for a long time. And
that's not to say I haven't set goals

for myself, but I don't even know yet
what some of those goals may be.

The winner of Survivor, the Australian
Outback.

First emotion was total shock and
disbelief.

Of course, the next emotion was joy. And
then after that, I think I felt proud

that an older woman could win this game.

It's still very bizarre for me when
people call my name because I think I'm

supposed to know them.

It's just above and beyond anything that
I ever imagined.

In the end, it was the mother of two
from Knoxville who was the sole

In her own words, she was part caring.

part cunning and just plain lucky.

I knew that it was a popular show and
that the people who

were on the show was getting a lot of
notoriety and I had no idea it would be

this.

Now I can't leave my house without
looking halfway because I know at some

in the day I'll have to have my picture
taken with somebody.

And I never knew this many people
actually carried cameras with them

the day.

I'm Tina's husband. I'm very famous now.

I have all these people come up and talk
to me.

Hey, what about Tina? What about this?
Very popular guy.

Then Tina walked up beside me, and all
of a sudden I become the invisible man.

Then I become the photographer.

We'll have, you know, everybody around
that's standing there going, could you

take our picture with Tina?

You want me in there? No, no, no, you
take our picture. Oh, okay, sure, you

know, no problem.

Mom,

she always dresses up now. She's got,
like, nice pants and a good, nice shirt.

I got Kenny. Susan, Kenny, Kelsey.

We used to, we were just...

Tennessee hillbillies. Oh, good answer!

All the kids love you, all best friends.

Woo!

Much for this beautiful spring day that
you gave us.

The things that were important to me
before Survivor are the things that are

important to me now, which would be God
and family and fun.

There are the two sides of me. You know,
there is the side of me that is going

to be a good wife and a good mother.
Hey, hey, hey, guys.

And then there's that other side of me
that loves to hang out with the

motorcycle gang and go off to do
Survivor for six weeks.

Leave the family to go do that, which a
lot of people see as very selfish.

But it's like I tell my children, you
know, it's not just children who have

dreams. Adults have dreams, too.

We go to a restaurant now.

We face the wall, and still, you're
sitting there eating, and people are

standing there. They come up. Who do you
want me to make it to? My name's Billy.

You're welcome so much.

I'm going, you know, you can have your
autograph.

And it's great. She loves them. Thank
you. Nice to meet you.

So she stops.

Food gets cold, you know.

We're starting to order salads more now.

When people come and ask me for an
autograph or just want to talk to me, I

realize I live in Knoxville, Tennessee,
and not a lot happens here, and so this

is good for Knoxville. And if I was in
their shoes, I think I would be pretty

dang excited, too.

We went on a cruise back around spring
break. She'll be out of Knoxville.

will recognize her. We'll just kind of
be incognito and walk out on the boat,

and we're going to go look at the pool.
So we walk out on the pool, and the

first thing you hear is...

I don't want much to change in my life.
I've got two kids who I worship and

adore and an awesome husband who adores
me.

But at the same time, I also realize
that I have been given an incredible

opportunity.

right back with a look at the side of
our next adventure.

Next season on Survivor, Africa, a land
of stunning beauty, but also a

land of inherent danger, filled with
exotic and deadly animals.

The continent may have changed, but the
game is still the same.

Outwit, outplay, outlast.

Thanks for joining us.

I'm Jeff Probst, and I'll see you in the
fall on Survivor.