All language subtitles for The Colbys - 01x05 - Shadow of the Past

Last time on "The Colbys."

I made it myself.

Oh, it is beautiful.

Come in.

Hello, Constance.

Whatever you're looking for?

A bracelet, a silver bracelet.

Arthur, it's Sable again.

What you said about Conny
being of sound mind,

what if she weren't?

I'll be damned if I'll get
into bed with Zach Powers.

I want my oil shipped
when it's pumped,

no storage and no delays.

And if it takes Zach Powers'
supertankers to do it,

so be it.

I always mix business
with pleasure,

and I have an insatiable
appetite for both.

I'm looking for loyalty,

and if I'm right, I see in you,

a woman who wants
to prove something.

What do you say, is it a deal?

Good morning, darling.

Miles.

Oh, don't worry about Jeff.

He can understand two
people being in love.

Can't you, cousin?

Are you part of my past,
Blake Carrington?

There's my grandpa.

See?

That's me and my mommy.

Oh, my God!

Look at these, look.

Fallon with Jeff,
Fallon with L.B.

I am Fallon,
but I don't remember!

If anything happens
to that girl,

I swear to God, I'll kill you!

Anything?

No trace of her,

but I'm not gonna give
up until I find her.

You find her?

You're the one
she's running from.

She ran from you once before,

she's doing it again now.

She was my wife.

Was, that's right.

A fact she obviously
wanted to forget.

Then and now.

You don't know anything
about our relationship.

Maybe not, but I know
Dr. Parris warned you,

he warned all of us, "Let
Fallon find her own way out",

don't rush her,
don't try to force her memory."

I didn't show her
the photo album.

Your son did, Jeff,
you brought him here

to see if she'd recognize him,

and instead, you've hurt her.

God knows how much.

I would never
do anything to hurt Fallon,

- that's a lie!
- You!

All right, all right!

Knock it off,
damn it, both of ya.

I told you before,

I promised Blake I'd
look after his daughter.

So far, I'm not doing too well.

You two kicking each
other around is no help,

it's gotta stop.

All right?

Huh.

Let me talk to Dr. Parris,
please,

this is Jason Colby.

Well, find him,
have him call me back.

At home, yes.

You bet it's urgent.

Huh.

This is Dr. Parris,

I'm on my way back
from Santa Barbara.

Any calls?

Jason Colby.

Hmm, all right, who else?

Randall Colby?

From where?

Call her back and
tell her I'm on my way.

Will you be staying
with the Colbys

while you're in town,
Mr. Carrington?

No, as a matter of fact,

they don't even know
I'm in Los Angeles.

I wanted to see you first,
Mr. Powers.

Then, I gather this conversation

is just between us, huh?

And my father.

Which means Blake Carrington
is nervous about,

uh, either Jason Colby or me.

Thank you.

Not nervous, just careful.

And curious.

Denver Carrington made a deal

with Colby Enterprises
to build that pipeline

from California to the Midwest.

Which involved Jason's
tankers shipping your oil

out of the South China Sea.

I know all that.

- Please, have a seat, won't you?
- Thank you.

But now, all of a sudden,

your supertankers have
become part of that deal.

Now, Colby tells us, that
you slipped in the back door,

while he wasn't looking.

I don't slip through back doors,
Mr. Carrington.

The fact is,

uh, Jason's plans were
bigger than his tankers.

And when you discovered that he
would not be able to deliver...

We're all in business
for profit, my friend.

But ask yourself this,
what would've happened

if I hadn't stepped in,

and Jason couldn't find ships
to subcontract the overage?

What would've happened?

Well, suppose you tell me.

Well, Blake Carrington
and his partner

would have to invest
in new tankers.

Supertankers.

And Jason Colby
would have himself

a fleet of supertankers to
add to his existing fleet.

The cost of which,
shared by Blake Carrington.

You know this for a fact?

I know Jason Colby.

He has a way of
getting what he wants,

and it's always perfectly legal.

You assure your father,

that with my supertankers,

he will have all the
tonnage he needs,

without having to invest
in a new fleet for Jason.

Tell him that, will you?

I'll tell him your side
of the story, Mr. Powers,

but Blake Carrington

has a way of sorting out
the facts for himself.

Naturally.

I have all the questions,
but none of the answers.

Sometimes, I think it was
better when I was alone,

there was no one in my life,
no past, no future.

Oh, you don't believe that.

You wanna remember, you,
you've spent months

tryin' to find out who you are.

If you'd really wanted
to give up,

you'd never have called me,

never told me where to find you.

Help me, please?

I will, Fallon.

But you've gotta help me.

You've seen proof
of who you are,

but it's like,
like seeing the cover of a book.

What you are, is inside.

We can't skip any chapters,

or read the last few pages
to find out how it ends.

You've gotta be patient,

and you've gotta trust me.

Do you?

I'm supposed to say yes,
aren't I?

But I don't know.

I can't even trust myself.

Meaning?

That I know how Randall feels,

but we're trying to find Fallon.

I trust you, but would she?

We know where Fallon is.

She's right inside,
waiting for us.

I can lead you to her,
but it'll take time,

and a lot of courage
on your part.

If you're willing,
we can start in the morning.

Are you?

So, this is where the high
and mighty Jason Colby lives.

No, this is where
the woman you love

drops her socks.

Will you look at the
size of this place?

Obscene.

Will you give me a kiss?

Or I'm not gonna introduce
you to my mother,

you reverse snob.

Bliss.

Oh, hi, Mommy.

I'd like to speak to you, alone.

Well, as you can see, I'm, uh,
rather busy at the moment.

Uh, it won't take long,

I'm sure your friend
will excuse us.

Sorry, Sean.

I don't think this is any
time for introductions.

Call you tomorrow?

Bye.

Really, Mother,
that was very embarrassing.

Oh, and that display wasn't?
In public.

This isn't public,
this is my home.

Well, one would never guess,

you're so seldom here.

Especially when there's a crisis

and your family needs you.

Crisis? What's happened?

Is daddy all right?

It's Fallon,

she found out who she
really is and ran away.

Oh, God.

Your bother and Jeff
are looking for her now.

Oh, poor Fallon,
how terrible for her.

Well, it's comforting to
know that you really care.

You know I care!

Of course, I know.

You've always been very loving,
very caring,

ever since you
were a little girl.

But have you never wondered
why I get so worked up

about the way that you behave?

It's because I love you.

We all love you, and yet, you insist
on behaving like an outsider.

It's all as if you
don't want to be one of us.

Well, maybe that's because
there's no room left

in the fabulous Colby clan
for the misfit.

Tell me, Mother,
how do you shine in this family?

How do you get any attention,
when your father

is one of the richest
men in the world,

your mother is one
of the chicest,

your sister is a legal brain

and your brother is
an international champion?

Who cares about a brat
with no special talent

when they're around?

Just tell me now, Mother,
would you tell me?

All right, doctor,
you asked to see me alone,

now let me ask you.

What the hell is she
doing in your clinic?

It is her choice, Mr. Colby.

You put her there without
consulting me, or her father?

She'll get the best
care at my clinic.

Yeah, last week you said
she'd be better off here.

That's fine,
this is Fallon's home now.

But she ran away. Why?

She feels betrayed.

She's a frightened child,

running away from her pain.

Oh, she's seen photographs,
that tell her who she is,

but she has no memory
of that person.

We were following your orders,
doctor.

What can you do for
her in your clinic,

that you can't do here?

Narcosynthesis.

Truth serum?

Exactly.

Now,
I can't give you a guarantee,

but I,

I believe that Fallon's
chances are good.

She's desperate to
retrieve her past.

This might do it.

How long would it take?

Oh, please, be patient.

Give me a little time

with no interference.

All right, doctor,

I'll give you that.
"A little time,"

but results count with me.

If anything happens
to that girl,

I will hold you responsible,
believe me.

Jeff.

Could I see you a minute?

Sure.

Good morning.

Good morning.

I want you
to know how sorry I am

about Fallon and you.

I know how you feel.

Really?

How could you know how I feel?

We're strangers.

You don't know me,
you were never around.

I told you there were reasons.

You keep saying that,
what reasons?

I was very young and frightened

when Phillip died.

I felt alone,

I couldn't face being the poor
relation here with the Colbys.

So, I went home to my
own family to have you.

And that's when your uncle
Cecil started to pressure me.

Pressure you to do what?

To give you up.

To let him raise you as
a Colby should be raised.

And you agreed?

At first it seemed unthinkable,

huh, but he found my weak spot.

And what was that?

Phillip died before he
came into his inheritance.

He left nothing.

Cecil offered to give
you what would've been

your father's share
of the Colby estate.

Francesca,
did it ever occur to you,

that a boy would
rather have his mother,

than the Colby education,
or the Colby money?

Right or wrong,

I did what I thought
was best for you.

Can you understand?

I understand the consequences,
I lived them.

Francesca, let's not make things

any tougher than
they already are.

You made your choice,
let's live with it.

How convenient for you.

I made the choice, I'm to blame.

I'm as human as you are, Jeff,

only you can't forgive
me for that, can you?

Well, I've loved you since
the day you were born,

and I will go on loving you,
no matter what.

You're swimming the wrong race,
Miles.

Hey, Mom.

You should concentrate
on long-distance,

the sprint'll get you nowhere.

Who said I was racing?

You're always in a hurry.

You drive too fast,
you play too hard,

- you always...
- Burn out too quickly.

All right, yeah,
I've heard it before, okay?

Yeah, but you don't listen.

You gotta concentrate,

plan your moves carefully,

or you'll be left
behind without anything,

and Jeff will win it all.

Wh-wh-what're you talking about,
Randall?

It's not Randall,
Miles, it's Fallon.

Fallon Carrington Colby.

She has a name and a history.

She never remarried Jeff.

But she's my wife now.

You fell in love with a little
lost girl.

You married a Carrington.

Don't you understand,
you've created a dynasty,

the Colby-Carrington dynasty.

With this marriage,
anything is possible.

You could become one
of the most powerful

and influential man in this
country, in the world.

I don't care about any of that.

All I can think of is Randall.

Fallon.

Sick, frightened.

I never loved anyone
like I love her,

I never thought it was possible.

It's as if the day I met her
was the first day of my life.

Dear Miles, I know you love her,

that's why I'm so concerned.

Whatever hurts you, hurts me.

You and Monica were my first.

Now, Monica had an easy birth,

but you had to
struggle for your life.

I nearly lost you.

So, if I worry more about
you than your sisters,

who's to wonder?

I don't want you to lose
this love that you've found,

but, Miles,

love doesn't conquer
all in this world,

believe me.

Mother,
what do you expect me to do?

Protect your interests.

Mine or yours?

Look, you and dad can
worry about the merger,

the empire.

Let me worry about my wife.

Right now she needs me.

In the meantime,

what about Jeff?

Jeff Colby doesn't worry me,

I can handle him.

Well, he worries me.

A great deal.

Conny, Conny?

Just out of my bath, Sable.

Just about that check
for the charity banquet.

Oh, in my purse, on the table.

Never mind,
you can give it to me

when you come down to breakfast.

I've just had a long
talk with our son.

I'm sorry, honey,
what did you say?

I wanted Miles to know

how concerned
we are about Fallon.

I expect he knows that.

I'm just not sure we're doing

as much as we could be
for the poor girl.

She's in the hands
of one of the best

psychiatrists in the country.

So I am told.

By whom, your sister?

Conny's hardly an authority.

I didn't say she was.

That's just one woman's opinion.

Sable, do you think I'd
let a doctor treat Fallon,

without having
him checked first?

Conny's opinion of Parris

is shared by his colleagues.

Also by me.

Well, then, that's fine.
I feel much better.

Well, I'm off.

Darling, it's Saturday.

I work most Saturdays.

Well, Jason,
Conny'll be down in a minute.

Honey, I'm going to the office,
not Australia.

- Oh, Jason, I do wish you'd...
- Oh, just a minute.

Just coffee, please.

Conny, have you got that check?

Yes, yes.

Uhh, let's see.

Now, how on Earth did...

Isn't that the bracelet
you thought you had lost?

Well, yes,
but how did it get in there?

You must've forgotten
you put it in your purse.

People do forget things,
you know.

No, no, I-I-I did not forget.

Well, you were there,
Sable, you saw...

That was another purse.

Just be grateful that
you've got it back.

You changed your mind?

Mm, uh, about what?

Our date.

Date?

To go riding.

You're not dressed for it,
don't you remember?

We were going to
see the new saplings.

Mr. Malani's planted?

No, I, uh, no,

I don't remember, I...

I'll go and get changed.

Jason, I must tell you,
I am very worried about her.

Who?

Conny,
she's getting so absentminded,

she has these lapses.

Conny?
Ha-ha, that'll be the day.

If Dr. Parris calls,
have him patched through

to me in the office, will you?

Mrs. Patterson.
There's someone here to see you.

Thank you.

I am delighted you did.

Look who's decided to join us.

Frankie! Hah, good morning.

Angelo, Miss Francesca
will ride Springdance,

and I'll get another horse.

Uh, no, uh, Angelo wait.

Um, uh, you take my horse,
Frankie,

Springdance is
really too spirited.

Oh, nonsense, I can handle him.

No, you can't, I'll ride him.

You'll have to catch me.

No, Frankie, wait.

Ah! Ho, boy, ho.

Ho, boy, ho.

Ho!

Ho, ho!

Ah!

Mother.

Oh.

Mother, are you all right?

You called me mother.

You called me mother.

Let me help you.

I'm fine, really, I am.

Well, can I at least
help you up to your room?

I appreciate your concern, Jeff,

but I'm really all right.

All right, well then, lie
down and get some rest, okay?

Excuse me, Francesca,

I'd like a word with Jeff.

Go ahead, I'll be in my room.

I'll rest, I promise.

I want to see Fallon,
where is she?

She's not to see anyone,
doctor's orders.

Not even her brother?

Especially not the the
brother she never trusted.

She ran away from you,

not from anyone else
in her family.

I don't care who
she's running from,

but I'm telling you right now,
Adam,

I'm not giving you
the chance to upset her.

I'm here to see my sister.

Why?

Why now, why are you
so anxious to see her?

You may be
the self-appointed guardian

of the family portals,
but you are not a Carrington.

I am.

And with or without
your permission,

I'm gonna see her.

Monica, what're you doing here?

Daddy, I didn't think
you'd be in today.

Huh, what's happening?

I'm leaving.

What's wrong with this office?

Nothing, Daddy.

It's what goes on here,
that's the problem.

Well, what goes on here?

Here, I'll give you a hand.

I'm sorry, Daddy, I,

I had hoped to be packed and
out of here before I told you.

Before you told me what?

I'm not just changing offices,

I'm changing buildings,

careers, I'm,

I'm starting over.

What are you talking about?

A new job, Daddy.

One based on my own merit,

my own abilities.

Dominique's asked me
to run Titania Records.

You can't leave
Colby Enterprises.

Then stop me.

Make me an offer, please.

Well, if it's money, I...

I'm not talking about money,

I'm talking about the challenge,

trust, responsibility.

Responsibility?

You're a vice president

of one of the biggest
companies in the world.

There are 12 vice presidents,
Daddy.

You toss that title out,
like scraps to a stray dog.

Well, if you've had
a better offer, fine, but,

huh, think it over.

Th-there's a lot more to life

than giving orders
to a boardroom full of men.

And women,

there are women in
boardrooms now.

Yes, I know that,
I put three of them in mine.

Then use them.

Oh, Daddy,

you put me
on a pedestal years ago.

Your precious little girl,

who'd grow up and have
any man she wanted.

Well, that's not what I want.

You don't want a good man, uh?

You want a good corner
office in the top floor.

At the end of the day,
when everybody's gone,

who'll be there for you, honey?

Who'll tuck you in at night?

I don't need tucking in.

Sweetheart.

Sweetheart, I-I know
a lot of successful women

that got careers they're
proud of,

and they should be,

but at night, each
one of them goes home

with only the TV to talk to

and a pillow
to hug till she falls asleep.

But I want more than
that for you.

So do I!

Daddy,
it's not that way anymore.

A woman today can have it all.

In the office and in bed.

Oh, daddy,

I don't need the pedestal,

- I need the chance.
- Monica...

You still think of me
as your little girl.

If I don't leave now,

that's what I'll always stay.

I'm sorry.

I'll have my things sent
to my new office on Monday.

How did you sleep last night?

I woke up a couple of times,
shaking.

Nightmares.

A dark figure,

someone going to hurt me,

but I don't know who.

I can't remember.

Fallon, dreams are only a clue,

it's your life,
we need to remember.

- I want to.
- I know,

and there may be a way,
if you're willing.

A simple technique, painless.

What is it?

Narcosynthesis.

Truth serum.

Safe and quite effective.

It can be a shortcut for us.

You'd be able to
recall whatever memories

you've blocked out.

Whatever trauma might have
produced your amnesia.

You said painless.

What if I start
remembering things that...

What if I can't live
with what I find out?

Fallon, can you live
with the way you are now?

Are you sure you're all right,
Frankie?

I'm fine, Sable, not a scratch.

In fact, I've never felt better.

I told you that
horse was skittish,

the day you bought him, honey.

I didn't want
Frankie to ride him,

I specifically said I
would ride Springdance,

but she wouldn't listen.

Conny or I would've

known something was wrong
as soon as we'd mounted.

It was no one's fault,
Jason. The saddle was lose,

that's all.

It was not lose,
I tightened that cinch myself.

Sable, you were there,
you saw me,

I did tighten it, didn't I?

Well, Conny, I, I...

There's no harm done, Conny.

Of course not,
you mustn't blame yourself.

Anybody could forget.

Forget to tighten the cinch?

Oh, no.

No, I've been around horses
all my life and I g...

Oh, my God, Francesca,

you could've been killed, you...

Excuse me.

Conny.

Excuse me.

I've never seen her like that,
uh,

- maybe you should...
- I'll go.

Your hand's shaking.

Is it?

Well, maybe,

I'm not used to seeing
Conny like this either.

Well, she'll get over it.

Oh, but will she?

I mean, I'm not talking
about just now, er...

Haven't you noticed?

I've been trying to
talk to you about it.

She misplaces things,

forgets things.

I'm listening.

I know it might be very
painful for you, darling,

to accept that your own sister,
well,

that Conny might
be losing her grip.

She's the same as ever.

Really?

How do you explain
her gift to Jeff?

With no discussion,
no preparation,

and she gives away a fortune
to a nephew she hardly knows.

Now, does that strike
you as rational?

She thought I was dying,

she was thinking of the company.

To bring in a virtual stranger.

I just got a call
from the clinic.

Fallon's with Dr. Parris.

They've started.

Where are you now, Fallon?

Room with a fire

burning in the fireplace.

Go on, I'm right here.

It's dark outside.

Rain,

rain hitting the windows,

thunder, loud clap of thunder.

But you're inside, Fallon,

the storm can't hurt you.

No, not the storm.

What're you doing now, Fallon?

What do you see?

Looking in the mirror.

All in white, wedding dress.

Wearing a wedding dress.

There are other girls here.

- Hah.
- What is it?

There's a terrible noise,
I'm not sure.

Terrible noise, I...

Oh, it's awful.

I'm sending them away,
"Get out."

Telling them to get out of here.

I'm alone now.

Wait a minute,

someone's coming,
someone's outside the door.

All right, the door, Fallon,

somebody's at the door.

It's opening, he's coming in.

Who, Fallon, who's coming in?

Don't touch me.

Get away!

Help!

Aaah, somebody help me!

He's raping me.

Who, Fallon?

I don't know, I can't see,

I can't see him.

All right, Fallon.

It's all right now, Fallon.

You're safe now.

I don't know,
I don't know, I don't...

Sleep.

I don't know.

You said it was a safe,
simple procedure.

The treatment is, Mr. Colby,

but whatever traumatized Fallon,

she still can't face it.

Oh, I can give her
the chance to break through,

but she's the one,
who ultimately has the answers.

And they're still locked
up inside her.

I'm afraid so.

Well, what next?

Well, she's a voluntary patient,

and right now,

as much as I prefer Fallon
remain in the clinic,

she wants to go home.

Which one?

With you and your family.

If that's what she wants,
that's what we'll do.

Whatever it takes
to get her well.

I can't promise you that.

Give her your love,
warmth, reassure her,

but you must face
the possibility

that Fallon may
never find herself.

I can't accept that.

You have no choice, Mr. Colby.

You see, whatever terrified her

might be buried so deep,
it may never surface.

And yet, I do have a feeling

that she's close
to a breakthrough.

How close?

I don't know,
it could come at any time.

File under Future.

Subject:

The successful life and times of

Monica Colby.

First item:

One Jason Colby,

will be ultimately
pleased and proud,

as his daughter
brings Titania Records

to new heights

with a platinum release,

four Grammy nominations,

and a feature story
in "Fortune" magazine.

On Monica Colby,

new genius
on the recording scene.

I thought I was alone here.

Well,
I can't think of any reason

you should ever be alone.

May I help you?

As a matter of fact,
I'm here to help you.

Any questions you might have,

getting to know
the organization, the people.

You're Neil Kittredge.

Dominique filled me in on you.

She said you'd be out of town,
though.

I got back early.

I know next to
nothing about you,

except the magic of
the Colby name, of course.

It's just a name, Mr. Kittredge.

Neil.

Neil.

Well,
it'll take me some time to learn

everyone else's names,

their, their jobs, their bios.

Let me save you
the time on mine.

For the last four years,

I've run this record
company for Miss Devereaux.

I personally created
a new jazz label,

expanded our rhythm & blues,

and increased
overall sales by 31%.

Now, anything and everything

you wanna know about
this company, Miss. Colby...

Or should I call you Monica?

If you like.

Oh, by the way,
I would have that desk

moved two feet closer
to the wall.

You'll have the afternoon sun
in your eyes, where it is now.

At least, that's what happened
when I had this office.

Jeff tells me you, uh,

flew here from
Denver to see Fallon.

She is my sister, Mr. Colby.

But you were here
more than 24 hours

before you came by
the house to ask about her.

How's that?

There was some other
business I had to attend to.

What kind of business?

Business.

I don't think so, son.

I think, maybe, we ought to
get this out in the open, now.

Inquisition time.

All right, it was business
regarding the pipeline.

Blake asked me to check into it.

Well, I know you met
with Zach Powers,

that's why I wanted to see you.

I'd like to know why.

You have a contract with Powers

that could affect
Denver Carrington.

I wanted to make sure
that everything was in order.

Yes?

Ask him to hold, please.

You tell your dad,
when I have a contract,

I check to make
sure it's in order.

Now, uh, if you'll excuse me.

I'll show you out, Adam.

Mr. Carrington,

next time you have questions,
come and ask me.

Don't go behind my back again.

Uh, excuse me, miss.

But, uh,
I'm looking for Mrs. Colby, uh,

something about takin' her home?

Oh, Miles.

I was thinking
you aren't gonna come.

You're my wife.

I love you more than
I've ever loved anyone,

why wouldn't I take you home,
huh?

I just thought maybe you, uh...

With everything that's happened,

Jeff, who I am...

Miles, I'm so sorry for
what I've done to you.

This is what you've done to me.

What is it, sweetheart?

Nothing, let's,
let's just go home, please?

No. Loo-look at me.

- R-really, everything is fine.
- Y-you,

you're hiding something from me.

Something happened here
didn't it? What?

I want to know.

Please, Miles.

I have a right to know,
don't you think?

Yes.

Yes, you do.

When I started remembering,

the night of my wedding
to Jeff...

You remember Jeff,

remember being married to him?

No, just the night
we were going to remarry.

I was getting ready,

I saw myself,

the gown, the room.

Miles, there was a man.

In the room with you?

He came in, he came closer.

And then, he raped me.

Raped you?

Who?

I don't know who.

I couldn't remember.

I can't see his face,
I try, but I can't. I can't.

Oh.

Henderson told me you were here.

And you told Henderson
to send me away.

Well, I'm not going.
Not until I see my sister.

Don't force me to throw you out.

Who the hell are you,

to dictate who sees her
and who doesn't?

She's married now,
to Miles Colby,

and if anybody tells me
I can't see Fallon,

it's going to be her husband.

Hello, Fallon.

M-my God, it's you.

What is it?

You're, you're Adam, aren't you?

That's right.

You do remember?

Remember?

I remember everything.

It's you!

You're the one,
you're the one who raped me!

My God, my own brother!