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Story: Damayanti TV scripts: Nelapi

I'm here to return the stuff.

Good. Make it quick.

Hey. Are you done?

Yes, I am.

Go

Got it.

Hello, Od.

Where are you ?

I will go there.

I have photos to show you.

They're real-deal type of photos.

What's the matter brother? Why do you suddenly come to me?

I have something for you to take a look.

Take a look at this.

Then tell me

your thoughts.

What's this?

It's disgusting.

Who is this?

Why are you showing me this?

I can't read a doctor's handwriting.

Blimey!

He must have got his whole body done.

Removing ribs is a thing. You know.

To make the waist smaller. Something like that.

Check this out.

Mister

Cha...Cha

Chanuntawat.

Chanuntawat?

To determine the mental conditions.

Doctor Benjang.

What's this, brother?

I think.

Mr Chom.

Mr Chom. Mr Chom.

What?

Someone is here to meet you.

Ponchai!

Brother.

What's going on?

This is the letter your wife meant to send it to you.

But she got into a car accident first.

Isn't the price

way too high?

And how do we know if you didn't make this up?

It's her handwriting.

This is really Nilamon's handwriting.

I don't know what is inside.

But if you two don't want to see.

I will burn it down before your eyes right now.

But if you want to know.

You must pay a handling fee.

Brother Chom.

Then stop wanting to see.

Stop wanting to know everything.

Ponchai.

What else have you got?

What more do you hide?

And what's the price for all of that?

Relax, mr Chom.

I'm freaking ask you how much more you want?

There are 7 or 8 photos kept with me.

Let's say.

The total price is three millions.

Then everything will settle down.

Including me.

Rong.

Get my men to escort him.

Check everything.

And take it all back.

- Finish everything within today. - Brother!

Let's go madam.

This way.

I send you the pictures of our son.

I want you to see how elegantly he has grown up

without you.

He's at the age of full 20 in this picture.

Remember him as in this photo.

As for the other photo.

He transformed himself to someone you wouldn't recognise.

You will never know who he has become.

Even you two pass by one day.

You still won't know that the person

is Chanatawat, your son.

Our son was willing to go through pain.

To become what he dreamt of.

And not to be related with you again.

As for me.

You don't need to worry.

I'm the same.

I still want to see you in pain.

All the time.

Same as before.

You are making our son to become a homosexual.

You made up that image on your own.

He's still a kid.

He doesn't know a thing or two.

Want to be a homo?

Why did you let it come down?

Why did you let this ponce come down?

My freaking son will not be like this.

Isn't this damn embarrassing?

Right hand at the bottom, left hand at the top.

I don't want to do it any longer father.

Men have to be strong. Yous mum is like this.

Instead of trying to make our kid strong.

Pamper him more. He keeps getting more fragile.

Stop acting like a girl.

Top-notch.

See? Superb as I said?

The size should be around this. How about this one? About this we have to write for 4 angles. It needs to be precise . Do you agree? Fine

Hello, Ni.

I can't go back tonight.

I might have to stay in the office until tomorrow's afternoon.

Because my colleagues asked for my help.

Call me any time you want.

Okay. Two more days left.

I will just stay here. Not going anywhere.

I love you.

Doctor, Please look after this.

For you to listen to when you miss me.

Nira.

Go check out that side.

Hey. Are you done?

Give me a sec.

Where is it?

Hurry the freak up.

This.

Come here, man.

I will bring this to our boss.

You wait and finish things here.

I knew there was something abnormal about her.

But never thought that she would be this abnormal.

It will be very shocking news

Yeah. I think it will go viral.

Are you sure to release it?

Stupid.

Are you not?

You are the only one that has these two photos.

Not really. I haven't paid for it yet.

I told him I needed time to make a decision.

How much does he want?

Two hundred thousands.

Give me his bank account number. I will pay for it.

You can start spreading the news เอา

Manow. I think it is..

Just put up a head line saying

A famous actress is a transgender

To be honest.

I think it's too cruel.

We just spread half of the information.

Then other people will look up the rest.

Everyone does this, I would say.

Other Facebook pages

would trash her down to death. The photos are so clear.

The photos are too precise.

If I have to pay 200k.

I won't want to keep it to myself.

Let me tell you something.

A part of a celeb's life

is to jump over hurdles.

Everyone has to face it.

It is fine.

But this time.

It is just Nira's turn.

To clear a hurdle.

Story: Damayanti TV scripts: Nepali

Brother Chom.

You asked him to investigate Nira's secrets.

But what we got back is your son's.

Do I misunderstand something?

Nira is

Not yet.

I need to see more evidence.

I won't believe anything yet.

But the information we gathered points out to that.

This

means

Chut had sex with.

We need to call Chut back.

If it's as we think.

We need to sort things out within our family first.

Others must not know this.

They must not.

Mr Chom.

Here it is.

This is not right. This is not true.

This can't be true. Impossible.

It is impossible.

It is not like this.

It can't be like this.

It must not be like this.

It must not be like this.

My son.

I love you, son. It can't be like this.

It can't be like this.

No way. It's not right. It's not true.

It must not be like this.

It's alright, brother.

My son.

I have tried my best. I never wanted it to be like this.

It must not happen.

Someone please tell me that it's not true.

There are top trending hashtags on Twitter.

There are three hashtags.

We don't know if they are related to a celeb.

The first hashtag is #transgenderedNira,

The second is #Niragotrevealed.

And the last one is #ShockingNira.

Who and how these three hashtags involve?

We need to stay tuned.

It's not true, mum. This must be a fake news.

Believe me, mum.

What do we do, mum? Is she fake?

She's that pretty. It can't be fake.

Untrue scandal. Believe me.

Baitong. Tong. Tong.

- Why did you shout? - Check this out.

- Mum! - Is this true?

Why is it like this mum?

Ni.

What shall we do mum?

Auntie, check this tweet.

- What's going on, Nira? - Is that her?

The most shocking news right now is none other than this news.

Last night, there was a post showing two photos.

About the surgery of someone.

Before is the picture of a flower boy.

After is the picture of someone

which seems to be in the process of surgery

But it happens that she looks like a celeb.

This is going viral in social media.

Because if it really is that actress.

then it means she is a transgender.

Chanuntawat.

Wake up, my son.

Did you call Chut back?

He hasn't taken my call.

Get someone to go there.

Escort him here.

Then we will tell him here.

Got it.

And what do we do with

(Chanunta)wat?

I don't know yet.

Maybe.

We need to ask for Doctor Ben's help.

He should know what to do.

Madam. Madam.

What's wrong?

You should watch TV. News related to mr Chut is broadcasting.

Why do you tell me now?

But it resembled the superstar’s face. Right now the Social Media is almost exploding.

If it is really her, then it means she is a transgender.

We don't know how shocked his boyfriend, who is famous too, will be.

Maybe, he's known already. Maybe not.

You have to go this far?

The hell are you doing? Why did you have to go this far?

Chut, calm down. Hear me out first.

We have to talk.

Fuck you.

You are garbage. Fucking garbage.

We have to talk.

- Do you have to go this far? - Don't hit my brother, Chut.

Chut. Stop.

Calm down and listen to me.

Trust me.

I beg you.

Calm down and hear me out.

We need to talk.

Take a seat first.

Take a careful look at this.

Read carefully.

- On. - Yes?

- If Nira calls you, speak normally and don't ask. - Okay.

- Try to persuade her to come back here then tell me. - Okay.

Don't answer reporters' calls.

Reject and cancel all appointments.

Where are you going, doctor?

I'm going to find Ni.

She definitely can't be alone.

Ni surely can't overcome this

Oh my. My dear Nira

Ni, please relax and be mindful.

Where are you? Please call me. I will quickly go to you.

Jenny: Damn. She's a tranny. I couldn't tell.

Lisa: Wow. She's deceived everyone in the country.

Pop: I'm shocked. I can't take it.

KIAT NAJA: She looks so real. Not gonna lie. I never thought..she was

Toiting: Nira is a tranny!!!!

Joey Ganae: I knew it. Freaking fake.

Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.

What the fuck do you want from me?

Hell yeah.

Burn in hell.

Fucking rubbish world. I wish this world get fucked.

[Add the strongest cursing you can imagine]

Mr Chutchawee.

Mr Chutchawee. I'm doctor Ben.

Open the door please.

I need your help.

Mr Chutchawee.

I couldn't find Nira. She's not at her condo.

Where is she? Do you know?

Then tell me.

Mr Chut. You must tell me and let me be with her.

Let me go with you.

Me too.

Mr Chom, I think..

He's my son, doctor.

Let Rong go too.

No. You and Rong shouldn't go.

Only me and Mr Chut should go.

Doc.

Let me go with you.

I can do anything.

I can do anything.

You must save him. You must.

You must save my son.

Promise me, doctor. You have to save my son.

I didn't know.

I didn't know.

I didn't know.

I didn't know at all

I didn't know at all that this would happen.

I didn't want him to be like today.

I did everything. I tried everything.

To prevent this from happening.

This shouldn't have happened.

Am I so wrong?

Am I a very bad father?

Doctor, please let us come with you.

My brother and I will do as you say.

Save my son please.

Please doctor.

Okay.

Listen.

She's in a fragile condition.

The situation is like we are trying to persuade a person wanting to jump off a bridge.

You know what I mean?

I will be the one telling everyone

what to do or what to say.

Got it.

I want us to call an ambulance. Just in case.

Why?

You think..

I hope she's stronger than I think.

Isn't this too quiet?

Isn't this world too quiet?

You rubbished me down.

Then you turned quiet on me?

Typical!

♪ I'm willing to be in pain ♪

♪ I'm willing to have a heartache ♪

♪ I am willing even love leads to ♪

♪ getting killed and mocked ♪

♪ I want to try loving ♪

♪ Getting left in pain, let it be♪

♪ Regardless of bliss or suffering ♪

♪ I will try until I can know what love is ♪

Fruits here are very good. Every Thursday at 11 o' clock.

How did you know?

Uncle Chut, please keep it well. I drew it for you with all my heart.

Do you like the framed drawing?

It looks funny.

Unlike other drawings.

It's my nephew's. The one I once told you.

Many things were so apparent.

Why did I have no idea?

Don't blame yourself.

No one would have know that.

Don't cry yet.

You won't look pretty.

Chut.

Are you here to pick me up?

You are here.

Regardless of how I am?

Wait a minute, Chut.

After

I have finished doing make-up, we leave immediately.

Ni couldn't finish it.

My tears won't stop.

I don't know why either.

After my make-up has been done,

let's leave right away.

Uncle Pon is waiting there.

You will like him.

He's kind.

My mum is kind.

They love me

as I am.

Unlike my dad.

Unlike that woman.

Auntie Rungrong.

She's the meanest woman in this world.

A woman who is like a devil.

She

and her brother.

Nira.

Nira.

Let's leave this place.

You are very beautiful.

Let's go now.

Am I beautiful?

You are very beautiful.

Do you know,

before I can be this pretty,

how painful I had to go through?

You know? Before I gained this beauty,

how suffering I have gone through?

But I was willing to do it.

I wanted to be a girl.

I wanted to be a beautiful girl.

The most beautiful.

And compatible with..

You are always beautiful for me.

I like every moment

I am with you.

I like

Everything that is you.

Even though

I was a man?

Yes.

Even though you were a male before,

I still want to marry you.

Take care of you.

I love you a lot.

But less than a boy I used to love.

The boy I loved him as a son.

I want to see him being happy.

I want to see him grow.

And I never wanted to see him in pain because of me.

I just understand now

Why I feel a deep connection with you.

Let's go home, shorty.

Get out

- Get out. - Calm down, Ni.

Get out.

All the fuck of you get out.

- Get lost. - Don't do it, son.

Don't.

Who? Who's your son?

Your son is a tranny. A fucking tranny.

Who you slapped to death long ago.

Has everyone already known?

Do you know?

Uncle Chut.

Do you know it too?

Doctor! Doctor!

Everyone knows.

It's fine, Nira.

It is fine.

Everything will be fine.

Even they know.

They still love you.

As I love you.

Just as I love you.

Just as Chut will still love you.

Your father has known.

He's also ready to understand you.

You need to give me a chance.

Really?

It's true.

I apologise.

I'm sorry my son.

I did all that.

Because I was worried about you.

I loved you so much.

You slapped me.

Because you loved me?

You scolded me because you were worried about me?

Why?

Why did you..

Never understand me?

I am sorry.

I am really sorry.

I

I couldn't understand something like this.

It's not something easy to understand.

There is not a father in this world wanting to see his son

Be what he shouldn't be.

I was concerned.

Concerned how you would grow up.

How you would live.

How people would look down on you.

I couldn't fix. I tried to protect you.

I didn't want you...

To be.

My heart ached.

Just like today.

I didn't want to see this happen.

Please understand me.

I love you, son.

I love you so much.

Nira.

Nira, my baby.

Nira, my baby.

Nira.

Listen well.

Let's make a fresh start.

With you.

With everyone.

All of us

love you.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry

for doing this.

I'm sorry

for being like this.

I'm sorry

for lying.

I'm sorry

for wanting to see everyone getting hurt.

I'm sorry.

Everyone should have been happy.

Should have been happy.

No!!

♪ Cut and blown away aimlessly, ♪

♪ my life is as if a drifted leave. ♪

♪ My tears make a river. Bathing in a failed love. ♪

♪ Cut and blown away aimlessly, ♪

♪ my life is as if a drifted leave. ♪

♪ My tears make a river. Bathing in the love that was let down by you. ♪

♪ I complain to the sand that I carelessly fell in love with you. ♪

♪ I have to sit and blank out because of my one-sided love. ♪

Do you know, before we die,

we will feel

that our life is so precious?

In the minute that everything is about to perish,

we will desire to go back.

We will desire to go back to do everything

as best as we can.

We will want to go back to forgive

the ones we once resented,

we once hated.

We will want to go back to love

the ones we loved,

again.

We will understand everything,

in the last minute,

that, actually,

we can be stronger than we thought.

That we are more precious than we felt.

If we love ourselves enough.

We will never let our beloved ones die

because we are deep in our own torment.

One year passed by.

A lot of things have changed.

Auntie Rong eventually divorced uncle Chut.

And She's looking after my dad

that suffers from depression.

Nira.

Has Nira ever phoned us?

Not yet.

If she does,

tell me.

Tell her that

I am waiting.

I don't resent

or hate anybody any longer.

- Rubbish. - Serves her right.

Facebook comment: I saw Manow today. She's so ungly.

Top fan: So is she the one spreading out the video clip to kill Nira?

"This bitch killed someone indirectly"

I just let someone face the result of her karma.

She must tolerate it.

If one day,

people know that

her mind is not as beautiful as her appearance.

So am I.

I am ill.

And were left with scars.

But I'm still lucky

that I get to live in the same world

my loved one lives.

I get to know

that he's still happy.

Although we won't get to meet again.

We always stay together.

In our feelings.

My love

will still be at the same place.

I will keep the love,

the kindness

that I used to receive from everyone

as a drive force that keeps my life going.

I've made a promise to myself that

I will be happy with my life as much as I can.

And if one day,

I can eventually forgive myself.

I probably go back

my beloved ones.

Story: Damayanti TV scripts: Nepali

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