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=Crush=

=Episode 15=

(403 Operating Room)

All right, time's up.

The surgery is expected to take more than five hours.

Please wait patiently.

Nian Qin, let go of his hand.

I'm counting on you.

Please don't worry.

I'll do my best.

(403 Operating Room)

Jing De.

Doctor!

Doctor!

Doctor!

Doctor!

Doctor!

Help!

Please check on my husband!

Help! Doctor!

Hurry up!

Hurry up!

Please check on my husband!

You're not allowed to go inside. I'm sorry.

-What's going on? -The doctor will conduct an examination.

Please calm down.

Please calm down.

What's wrong with my husband?

What's wrong with him?

What's wrong with my husband?

Jing De.

Jing De, you'll be fine.

Nothing bad will happen to you, Jing De.

Nothing bad will happen to you, Jing De.

(Picked Up a Fragment of a Star)

♪Is it stubbornness or determination?♪

♪Refuse to listen to people's advice♪

♪Watching the memories♪

♪Burn in flames♪

♪I'm willing to take the fall♪

♪But I can't escape from rising♪

♪The hurt along the way♪

♪Can only be written, not erased♪

♪The blue past♪

In the past...

Use up all your might to bid goodbye and to forget...

only realise how helpless you are.

Do you think...

this feeling is beautiful?

♪Who is willing to take the fall?♪ ♪And give up on taking the initiative♪

♪Spending all the years in exchange for an apology♪

That's because on this planet,

you're the only rose.

♪Watching the memories burn in flames♪

♪I'm willing to take the fall, but I can't escape from rising♪

♪The hurt along the way can only be written, not erased♪

♪The blue past is now covered in snow♪

♪How can love melt away?♪

Sorry.

The number you've dialled is not available.

-Please try again later. -Wu Yan.

Wu Yan.

Wu Yan.

Sorry.

The number you've dialled is not available.

Jia Ying.

I couldn't reach Wu Yan.

I don't know...

Please look for Wu Yan.

I worry that something has happened to Wu Yan too.

Wu Yan.

Wei Hao.

Is Wu Yan with you?

Contact Wu Yan now.

(403 Operating Room)

Doctor.

How is it?

The surgery is a success.

However, the patient needs to be observed for some time.

Upon confirming everything is okay, he'll be sent to the ICU.

Thank you, doctor.

Thank you so much.

Nian Qin, you can put your mind at ease now.

Xiao Lu.

After my dad has been transferred to the ICU,

can you please send me to Wu Yan's place?

Mr Su, you...

Cheng Yin.

Is Wu Yan home?

Have you seen Wu Yan?

She went back to her hometown to visit her dad.

Didn't she tell you?

In short, she came back and left again.

I can't find her anywhere. She didn't pick up the calls.

So, Wu Yan didn't come back, is that right?

Yes.

(Wu Yan)

(Cheng Yin)

Xiao Lu, why don't you go home first?

Nian Qin.

It's not a good idea to wait here.

But this is the only thing I can do now, isn't it?

Now that you mention it,

I actually have no idea where she might have gone to in Xiamen.

I'm really...

(Missed calls: Mum, Yu Xiao Lu, Cheng Yin, Nian Qin)

Wu Yan.

What's wrong?

Why did you answer the phone call?

Where is my mum?

Your dad passed away.

Nonsense!

Wei Hao, you're talking nonsense!

Wu Yan.

What a coincidence, Su Nian Qin.

It's not a coincidence. I'm here looking for you.

I was wrong. I apologise for that.

♪Perhaps we could pretend that nothing has happened♪

♪And move on easily as if nothing had happened♪

My mum was right.

No matter how regretful one is,

there is no turning back.

♪When a hug is still connected to love♪

Su Nian Qin.

I don't want to see you for the rest of my life.

♪What's left are lies that can't come full circle♪

♪Who is willing to take the fall?♪ ♪And give up on taking the initiative♪

♪Spending all the years in exchange for an apology♪

♪Is it stubbornness or determination?♪ ♪Refuse to listen to people's advice♪

♪Watching the memories burn in flames♪

♪I'm willing to take the fall but I can't escape from rising♪

Mum.

Mum.

Mum.

Dad...

Dad...

I...

I was wrong, Dad.

I'm sorry, Dad.

Jing De.

My mum was right.

No matter how regretful one person is,

there is no turning back.

Su Nian Qin.

I don't want to see you for the rest of my life.

I'm sorry.

If you need help,

don't be shy to let me know.

I know.

I won't be shy.

For the past few days,

thank you for the help from you and your parents.

(Xu)

Hello.

It's done.

Thanks for the concern, Ms Xi.

Thank you, Ms Xi.

How about the programme? Is it really okay?

Ms Xi.

I'll go back and get the show done.

I know.

But...

But my dad would want to listen to the show.

Before this, he said when the show is out,

he would listen to it on time.

I promised him...

to work hard and make myself the broadcaster.

I know he could hear it for sure.

Okay. Thanks, Ms Xi.

I'll get going then.

Wu Yan.

Let's go back together.

We'll take the earliest plane.

Thanks.

Mum.

I'm sorry.

Wait for me to come home.

From now on,

let me take care of you.

Wu Yan, are you really okay?

I'm fine.

Ms Xi.

Wu Yan is not in her best form.

Why don't we...

Three, two, one.

Go.

Good evening, everyone.

Welcome to "I Want to Hear You Sing".

I'm the host, Wu Yan.

Today is the pilot episode of this show.

We've invited a new school band, Momo.

Please welcome them.

Hello, everyone. We are Momo.

I'm the captain cum bass, Wei Hao.

How is the review?

As expected, it's not well received.

Everyone is confused.

Just wait and see.

(Our station's new program hosted by Wu Yan, "I Want to Hear You Sing.")

Nian Qin, listen to it.

(Donghu Music Broadcast FM27.1)

Okay.

Thank you Momo for coming to the show.

We hope that you'll become the coolest band in the eyes of corporate slaves.

Thank you.

Ms Xi.

There are more than 5,000 comments now.

Judging by the number of listeners, the interaction rate is really high!

Look, everyone is saying the discussion topic is realistic...

and very relatable.

Before playing the last song,

I have something personal to share.

Ms Xi...

My dad is the first listener of this show.

He really liked the show.

It's interesting.

When it's out,

I'll listen to the broadcast every day.

Perhaps it's because he never expected...

his daughter, who inherited his tone-deafness,

to dream of becoming a music show host,

and that she would actually succeed.

But before this episode came out,

he had left us.

However, I believe that he could hear the show.

He could hear my first show as a broadcaster.

I've been tone-deaf since I was young.

I sing out of tune all the time.

I was teased by my friends because of that.

But my dad was not worried about it.

He got me music scores...

and taught me bit by bit patiently.

He also brought me to karaoke.

He told me,

no one is perfect.

What's more important is to embrace your true self...

and face the world bravely.

My dad...

I really think that even if he's not my dad,

he's still a warm, and powerful person.

He's a very kind person.

My fondest childhood memory is singing in the KTV with him.

The next song...

I'm thankful to the producer for letting me choose this song.

It's me and my dad's go-to karaoke song.

It's "Stars Under the Sun" by Jin Hai Xin.

♪A faint and tipsy scent of coffee aroma♪

Su Nian Qin.

I don't want to see you for the rest of my life.

♪Smiling as bright as the stars♪

♪Turning to the next page of the storybook♪

♪You said the wind will dry the tears shed by the clouds♪

♪I asked you how to console the sighing wind then♪

♪You smiled without replying♪

♪Telling me not to be silly ♪

♪Oh clear skies outside the window♪

♪Oh yeah♪

♪I want to hug you from the back and never let go of you♪

♪Why do beautiful things always make people sad?♪

♪I'm afraid of you leaving♪

♪Hai yeah♪

My goodness.

Wu Yan is going to be big.

Move.

Let me check on the demographics of the listeners.

(Xiamen radio listeners statistics. Number one: "I Want to Hear You Sing")

She said that her dad has left.

Is that true?

Goodness.

Ms Xi.

Can we talk?

Come in.

The show has received good feedback. We may continue the show.

You'll be the host.

Come back again after you're done dealing with your family affair.

Then, we may proceed with the signing of the contract.

Or...

Do you want to stay home for a longer time?

Ms Xi.

(Resignation Letter)

You're...

Ms Xi.

Thank you for taking care of me.

May I know the reason?

If it's because of your relationship, I hope you can consider it again.

I'm not flaunting my seniority.

However, I don't want you to be so deep in your relationship...

that you neglect other things in life.

When you reach my age, you'll realise it's not necessary.

I've indeed neglected something really important in life.

Ms Xi, I understand what you're trying to say.

But I've made up my mind.

I think it's time to grow up.

I need to fulfill my responsibility.

Hence, I made this decision.

Okay.

I respect your decision.

Give me a hug.

Both of us are ladies.

It's not easy to survive outside.

If you need help, you can always come to me.

Thank you, Ms Xi.

Here. I propose a toast.

Thank you for taking care of me.

Just skip the meaningless toast.

This is not going to be the end anyway.

Wu Yan.

-If you need help, I... -It's okay.

I can do it on my own.

Here.

Just contact me anytime if you need time, okay?

Sure.

Always go to Xu for anything.

Wu Yan.

You're really silly.

For him, you...

For him,

you missed the last chance to see your dad.

Let's go.

Let's go and meet him.

I'll get a few friends of mine along.

Stop talking nonsense. Don't make me scold you,

Ignorant Wei.

Wu Yan.

Are you drunk?

She's not drunk.

She's just truly hurt.

Be safe on your way back.

-Wu Yan, please don't... -All right.

Take care of Wei Hao. We're leaving.

Bye.

What is going on?

What is this?

What's wrong?

It's not here just now.

That's right.

Not everyone uses the lift.

My goodness.

Hold on.

Forget it.

Let's take the lift.

You can't take the lift.

Hold on.

You're here.

What else can be done? Do you plan to go somewhere else?

We're almost there.

Okay, it's okay. Relax.

We're almost there.

We're almost there.

All right, it's okay.

We're almost there.

We're almost there.

What's wrong?

Cheng Yin.

Wait for me.

What is going on?

Hold on.

It's okay. It's okay, I'm here. I'm here.

Look, there's light.

My goodness. What's going on?

Is there anyone?

Wait for me. Don't panic. Don't panic.

Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath. Don't panic.

Sit down.

Take a deep breath.

Don't be scared.

Is there anyone outside?

I'm here.

The management will be here soon.

Don't be scared.

Hello.

What?

Which hospital?

Wu Yan.

You're awake.

How do you feel?

What happened to me?

Why am I in the hospital?

Do you feel any discomfort?

I'll get a doctor.

Where is Cheng Yin?

Wei Hao is taking care of her.

Don't worry. Take care of yourself.

I'll get a doctor.

Stop it.

You've been playing the same song for three hours.

What are you doing?

Wu Yan doesn't know that...

her favourite song "Moonlight",

is actually "Pierrot lunaire" by Debussy.

It's about...

a moonstruck clown who was teased due to his depression.

Stop showing off your trivial knowledge.

If you're really upset, you should look for her.

I'll send you there.

Once, Wu Yan told me...

that when a close childhood friend of hers passed away,

she felt...

as if she was the only person who understood what she had lost.

When I heard it,

I felt immediately that she had described my feelings perfectly.

When my mum passed away,

I felt the same way.

She said...

she felt comforted after listening to my songs.

However,

she lost someone again.

Because of me,

she didn't manage to see her dad for the one last time.

Stop talking, Nian Qin.

Xiao Lu.

Didn't you say that it's almost my turn?

Please make arrangements for the eye surgery.

Is it painful?

Of course.

I injured myself but you didn't offer to stay longer.

My mum is waiting for me at home.

You only have a few belongings.

That's so not you.

That's right.

I'm no longer the old me.

You? You always forget things.

You will come back to pick up your things for sure.

I'll just forget about those things that I leave behind.

Are you not coming back again?

No, I'll not come back again.

Wu Yan.

Will you regret it?

Leaving Xiamen just like that.

No.

You're the only person I'm going to miss.

Aren't you going...

to continue your master's degree at my dad's university?

Then, there's nothing for me to miss.

I'm not fooled.

You know what I'm trying to say.

Perhaps, I will regret this...

but it doesn't matter anymore.

I told Xu Qian to at least give it a try.

Now, when I think back, that's indeed inconsiderate.

My mum didn't lie to me.

Some failures are fatal.

Now I understand how it feels to be helpless.

I'm tired.

I can't move anymore.

I'll say the usual line.

Just pretend that he's dead.

No.

I wish I was dead.

I don't want to have any feelings anymore.