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=Crush=

=Episode 14=

(Emergency)

Dad.

Stop moving.

You're back.

Your mum told me.

No.

I'm sorry, Dad.

I didn't know that you're sick.

Silly girl.

You don't have to apologise.

I'm fine.

I heard from mum that you have a boyfriend now.

When will you introduce him to me?

Dad.

Did mum tell you...

that my boyfriend...

is visually impaired?

Moreover, he comes from a complicated family.

Do you love him?

I...

That's the only thing that matters.

Nothing else matters.

I know my daughter well.

You insist...

to do something you like but not something you're good in.

You want to love...

but not to be loved.

I...

will support all of your decisions.

But you...

You have to promise me...

to take care of yourself.

I don't ask for anything else.

Mum.

-Mum. -Go back now.

I'll take care of him.

You should take a rest.

You're just a child. What do you know?

-I... -Take your luggage and go home now.

I'm no longer a child.

I've grown up.

I can do my part. I can take care of Dad.

Furthermore, I'm part of this family.

Your dad needs to be turned every two hours.

Do you know how to do that?

Also,

he needs intravenous drip every night and it usually ends at 3:00 AM.

You have to inform the nurse when it's done.

Can you promise that you won't doze off?

Also,

there's a urinal under the bed.

Do you know how to use it?

Furthermore, you're a lady.

It's not convenient for you to do it.

Whether you can take care of him is not your call.

Go home.

Your main mission is just to pay your dad a visit.

It's to make him happy and to keep him motivated.

Let me make it clear.

If I were the one who's lying in the bed,

it wouldn't matter to me if you're back.

You may go anywhere you want.

People raise children for their old age.

Your dad and I have pension.

We don't have to rely on you.

Just make sure that you can sustain yourself.

Mum!

I don't have the time for argument.

I don't want your dad to overhear our conversation.

I've said what I'm supposed to say.

If I talk too much,

you'll complain that I'm interrupting your life.

Fine.

I need to tell you something.

After the surgery,

your dad was transferred to ICU.

The moment he woke up,

he asked about you.

He asked where you were.

He blamed me for scolding you.

Wu Yan, think about it.

Your dad was not feeling well.

He almost lost his life.

What about you?

Your love life is everything.

Your dream is everything.

I don't get it.

Is your parents' love worth nothing?

Is it really a matter of course?

Here's your new phone.

You should give Wu Yan a call.

Her dad fell sick.

You should know it.

No parents would use illness as an excuse to trick their children to go home.

Nian Qin.

To be honest,

you're unschooled in the way of the world.

I...

Xiao Lu.

Actually, I received a phone call from Wu Yan's mum.

Her mum said...

they oppose our relationship.

For me,

Wu Yan has turned against them.

I know I'm a selfish person.

In the past, I didn't think that it was wrong.

If I don't think for myself,

can I expect someone else to think for me?

She doesn't want me to know about it.

So, I pretend not to know.

I even proposed to her.

However...

Now...

I don't know what to do.

If you don't give it a try,

how would you know that you won't be accepted?

(Emergency)

Here you are.

Look at Hao.

He's here early in the morning to pay your dad a visit.

If you ask me, Wei Hao is lovelier.

Wei Hao just told me...

he's in a relationship with your high school friend, Xu Qian.

Like I said earlier, she's so lucky.

That's why she found a guy like Wei Hao,

who is caring and responsible.

Mum.

What's wrong?

Was I wrong?

Why are you here?

My parents told me. Your dad fell sick.

Of course I have to pay him a visit.

Thanks.

Why are you so polite with me?

I'm not chasing you away.

Aren't you looking to work with another record company?

Don't delay your work because of me.

Actually, I'm hesitating.

I kind of want to stay in the hometown.

Xu Qian's grandma is not in good health.

Someone has to take care of her.

You've become more mature.

I'm serious.

I plan to propose to her one year later.

I wonder if we can come home together when the time comes.

Why must it be one year later?

I need to save up for the wedding. I have to be financially independent.

I mustn’t mistreat her.

Xu Qian can sustain her own life.

You're right.

All right, you may go home now.

Sure.

What are you doing?

Shouldn't I bid goodbye to them before I go?

You're a grown up now. You should know better.

Mrs Sang, I'm leaving.

One day soon, I'll pay you guys a visit together with my girlfriend.

Why are you leaving so soon?

Hold on. Let me send you off.

Mum, I can send him off.

Bye, Mrs Sang.

All right, let me send you off.

It's okay, just stay here.

I'm going back to Xiamen. Call me if you need me.

What's wrong?

Did you chase him away?

I... I didn't do that.

I can't keep him here forever, can I?

Even so, you shouldn't chase him away.

He's here to pay your dad a visit and he brought so many things.

I feel bad for that.

I planned to let him take some of them back.

Mum, don't do that. He has a girlfriend.

Why do you still try to be close with him?

What's wrong?

If it weren't for you, he might have become my son-in-law.

He's such a nice kid.

Compared to Su...

What's his name again? He's obviously better.

Will you stop comparing? What is there to compare?

Su Nian Qin is great. He's the best.

Why are you shouting?

Keep quiet.

You claim that he's great in every aspect.

You also claim that he loves you.

Something big happened in our family.

However, he didn't come...

and pay your dad a visit.

He's too busy.

As you know,

it's not convenient for him to come here.

Please be understanding.

You're considerate of him.

But I don't get it.

Your dad and I raised you up with love.

Did we do that so that you can be considerate to someone else?

Sure.

You're thinking about him.

What about him?

(Missed calls)

(Wu Yan)

Su Nian Qin.

Come with me! You must come with me.

Your dad is dying. You have to meet him one last time.

Nian Qin, this way.

Do CPR.

We're ready.

-Get ready emergency injection. -Okay.

Dad.

Take a look at this.

My boss really likes my proposal.

She thinks it can bring the underground bands...

some exposure.

That way, more audiences will realise there are many good musics...

which have gone unnoticed.

It sounds interesting.

When it's out,

I'll listen to the broadcast every day.

Sure.

If it's a success, I'll become a broadcaster.

However, if that happens,

I'll have to stay in Xiamen forever.

Then you'll be...

I overheard the conversation yesterday between you and your mum.

Don't mind your mum.

Her bark is worse than her bite.

In fact, she's thought it through.

She told me,

it's your life after all.

The path that she thinks is right for you doesn't necessarily mean that it is right.

Moving forward,

if you settle down in Xiamen,

have your own career, and family,

just make some time...

to pay us a visit at times with your family.

That's good enough.

What does that mean?

I won't do that.

I'll come home every day to annoy you.

I'll make sure you get annoyed and chase me away.

Look at you.

No doubt you look arrogant and spoiled,

but since young,

you have never let your mum and me get worried.

One of your mum's proudest achievements...

is that you managed to get into any school that she wanted you to go.

She's so proud of that.

I spoil you all the time but when I think back,

I've been focusing on teaching all these years.

I have never talked to you properly.

You've always been good at school.

You have never gone out of line.

Everything has worked out well.

So, we don't think...

you suffer from any stress...

and worry.

That's precisely why...

we've neglected something.

I know your feelings.

However, I didn't handle it well.

Don't say that.

I have a big heart.

I have never thought about it.

So you shouldn't worry.

Dad.

Try this.

I picked it for you.

Isn't it sweet?

All right. I'll adjust it before sending it to you.

Don't worry, Ms Xi.

Even if I'm not the broadcaster, I'll get this show done.

Therefore, I would like to ask you if I have to stay here...

to take care of my dad, please take care of the show.

Okay, thank you, Ms Xi.

That's all.

(Nian Qin: Wu Yan, go and visit my dad with me tomorrow)

Incoming call from Wu Yan.

Incoming call from Wu Yan.

Incoming call from Wu Yan.

Sorry, the number you've dialled is unavailable.

Please try again later.

Nian Qin.

You can't keep going like this.

Nian Qin.

Nian Qin!

Nian Qin!

Somebody!

Nurse!

Here, just a little bit more. Yes.

More.

You're indeed my dad.

You're so handsome!

That's because my daughter has got skills.

(Xiao Lu)

Hello.

Hello, Wu Yan.

Is your dad feeling better?

My dad's condition is stable.

He's in the hospital.

What's wrong?

Can you come back?

Nian Qin's dad almost died two days ago.

He's brought back to life but things aren't looking good.

I worry that he might not be able to take it.

Ms Xiao Lu. Tell me slowly. Calm down.

What's happened?

Nian Qin's dad has always been looking for a liver for transplant.

His condition was okay not long ago.

However, it suddenly worsened.

Nian Qin...

Nian Qin is...

What's wrong?

He sat outside the ward, refusing to eat nor talk.

He ignored everyone.

In the end, he passed out.

Now, he's getting intravenous drip in the ward.

None of us can handle him.

Will you please come back to see him?

Please.

Okay, got it.

I'll be gentle.

Just go back if you need to.

I'm okay.

But, Dad...

Since your dad wants you to go back, you should go back.

You can't do anything here anyway.

But...

But...

No buts.

Just do whatever you need to do.

You're not so indecisive in the past.

Listen to you.

Can't you talk nicely?

Am I wrong?

Dad.

Dad.

I'll be back soon.

Go on.

I'm going.

Bye.

Yan.

Have a safe journey.

I'm leaving.

(Tongcheng, Xiamen)

No tickets are available.

Excuse me.

Can we go to the bus station?

It's getting late.

Why don't you leave tomorrow?

I can't. I've checked.

Even the earliest high speed rail ticket is not available.

I'd better take a bus.

I'll reach there tomorrow early in the morning.

All right.

♪Dreams of a light year♪

♪Is as vast as the sadness♪

♪The earth is quiet ♪

♪Like the eyes of the stars♪

I'm sorry. Excuse me.

Stop squeezing.

♪I want to see clearly♪

♪Every expression on your face♪

I was so worried.

Why are you worried?

No matter where you are,

I'll always wait for you at the same place.

♪From one star♪

♪To another♪

♪Tears are like crystals♪

♪Submerged in the sea of stars♪

♪Continuing its trajectory♪

♪By taking your surname♪

♪I won't be alone♪

♪All alone♪

What time is it?

It's early in the morning.

Your brother-in-law can't eat anything at the moment.

Why did you cook?

It's for Nian Qin.

Where is Nian Qin?

He's in another ward.

He had a fight with Wu Yan and that was a huge blow to him.

Then, something happened to his dad.

So, he broke down.

I'll check on him.

I've listened to your songs.

They're well written.

However, the quantity is too little.

I don't need much.

I don't have to work so hard to make money.

However, you'll need to sustain your family in the future.

A good life is built on a material basis.

I can become a teacher at the blind school,

so that I can enjoy a stable income and social insurance.

You can consider that.

Nian Qin.

It's been a long time.

It's been a long time since we had a conversation so peacefully.

I forgive you.

When my dad's heart stopped beating right in front of me,

I got scared.

I've never imagined it.

I haven't done my duty as a son.

Wu Yan reminded me.

The past...

is no longer important.

Your dad will make it through...

because you're here.

When your dad gets better, you should meet with Ms Sang.

Apologise to her.

Apologise?

Yes.

I accused her parents...

of tricking her to go home using sickness as an excuse.

I was wrong.

However, I know it well that to her family,

I'm just a burden.

Nian Qin, how could you...

Ms Sang is here.

Have a good chat with her.

Why are you here?

Ms Xiao Lu said that you refused to eat.

You also ignored everyone.

She told me to check on you.

You're really something.

Why are you so sure that I'll listen to you?

Why are you laughing?

Su Nian Qin. Must you talk like that?

Let me ask you.

When did my mum call you a burden?

Isn't that your own assumption?

What matters is not your visual impairment nor your family background.

Those aren't important at all.

I've never thought...

these could be the obstacles that stop us from being together.

But...

Do you think you're the only one who face difficulty?

Do you think you're the only one who has a temper?

My dad fell sick.

I went back to take care of him.

I was so worried. I was struggling.

I was exhausted.

However, so many days have passed.

You didn't even give me a call.

It took me so much of effort to travel here.

I came back in a rush to coax you. Then what?

Do I deserve all the smack talk?

I...

I really don't know why I came back.

For once, I thought...

you loved me too.

That's why I...

That's why I put up with your unreasonableness.

Now, I realise,

you love only yourself.

Everything else is not as important as your dignity.

Because of your low-esteem,

you have taken the moral high ground that you deem right...

to hurt me and everyone around you. Am I right?

I thought I could tolerate you.

However, I realise that it's not true.

♪Who is willing to take the fall?♪

♪And give up on taking the initiative♪

♪Spending all the years♪

♪For an exchange of apology♪

♪Is it stubbornness or determination?♪

♪Refuse to listen to people's advice♪

♪Watching the memories♪

♪Burn in flames♪

♪I'm willing to take the fall♪

♪But I can't escape from rising♪

♪The hurt along the way can only be written, not erased♪

♪The blue past♪

♪Is now covered in snow♪

♪How can love melt away?♪

Mum.

How is it?

Have you reached Xiamen?

You went back to see Mr Su, right?

I thought about it and I knew I was right.

What's wrong?

You went back in a rush.

Did something happen?

♪A precious chance♪

Nothing happened. Don't be delusional.

When I talked to him on the phone that day,

I was a bit mean to him.

Perhaps he has taken it to heart.

If you see him,

please tell him not to take it to heart.

Don't say that.

You're not at fault.

You're not at fault.

Wu Yan.

Wu Yan, what's wrong?

Why is your voice...

If there's nothing else, I've to go.

I need to do something. I'll call you back later.

♪The blue past♪

♪Is now covered in snow♪

♪How can love melt away?♪

♪When the final goodbye and initial feelings♪

♪Appear before our eyes♪

(Patient lift)

Wu Yan.

♪Spending all the years♪

♪For an exchange of apology♪

Wu Yan!

Wu Yan!

Nian Qin, what's wrong?

Have you seen Wu Yan?

No.

I want to see her.

I'll look for her. Just stay here, okay?

We've just found a matching liver.

Your dad will undergo surgery right away.

♪The hurt along the way can only be written, not erased♪

♪The blue past♪

♪Is now covered in snow♪

♪How can love melt away?♪