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=Crush=

=Episode 12=

(The Biography of Romain Rolland)

(Decisive Moments in History)

It's the temperature.

When there's sunshine,

what's crucial is not merely the light,

warmth is important too.

Do you feel it?

The Little Prince

I had dinner with Mr Li today.

We talked about that band you were listening to.

Mr Li wants to sign them.

He also asked,

when you will be releasing new music.

See how it goes.

By the way,

as for the radio ads recording you accepted earlier,

please spare some time and get it done.

Is it the one Xi talked about?

Yes.

It was supposed to take place

at the radio station as editing is required.

But, you are reluctant to move around.

Well, I have informed them that

we will get it done in our studio,

and send them the recording.

Just do it there.

I mean the radio station.

The Silver Linings Playbook

Why hasn't Su Nian Qin come and pick me up?

I told them to get ready.

Wu Yan.

Guess who will come this afternoon?

Bradley Cooper.

Forget it, it doesn’t matter.

it's Yi Jin.

Xi just told me.

It is for the public service ads.

His agent agreed.

i thought the previous arrangement was

just a short recording from his end.

This morning,

his agent called up out of the blue,

said Yi Jin is coming over to do it.

Finally I have a chance to meet him.

But, Zhong Cheng said...

he is a very reserved person.

Reserved? Really?

It's just an ads recording.

Is this grand meet-and-greet necessary?

These people are here for Yi Jin.

Well, well, well.

Seems like he is doing better

without me.

Fine.

What an idiot.

How could I feel hurt

in just a few days time?

No.

God has heard me.

Let him hurt for a few more days.

Let him hurt badly.

Long time no see.

He seems cordial with the chief.

Is he doing it on purpose?

Well, that's great.

Sang Wu Yan.

Why are you standing still over there?

Hurry up and serve water to our guest.

Can I have your autograph, Mr Yi Jin?

When will you release new songs?

Is it possible for Mr Yi Jin

to be the guest of our program for once?

-Yes. -Exactly.

Water is ready.

-What’s going on? -I have no idea at all.

As for guest appearance in your show,

just speak to my agent will do.

Wu Yan.

Are you getting

Mr Yi Jin's autograph?

If you are,

could you please help me as well?

Mr Yi Jin, sign this.

It's just a post-it note.

Just go ahead and sign it.

I hurt my hand.

Sorry, we'll do it next time.

Let's leave.

We've waited for such a long time.

I'll excuse myself first, Wu Yan.

I need to talk to Nie Xi.

to find out why they haven't started.

Wu Yan.

I just want to check with you.

Do you really want to eat at the canteen?

It is not nutritious at all.

Why not we have a meal together?

After that, we can go for a movie.

Is that western restaurant great?

Actually, I've never been there before.

The online review is good though.

I can eat beef to my heart's content, right?

Beef?

Of course.

It's a steakhouse,

so it's a place to enjoy beef.

But, it's too late for movie after dinner.

It's not convenient for me to go home.

Don’t worry about it.

I will drive you home.

-Really? -Yes.

Then you are really the lucky one.

Let me tell you,

that friend of mine is...

Sang Wu Yan.

Follow me home.

No way.

Mr Yi Jin.

Can we talk?

I don't know if there's anything Wu Yan did wrong.

Why not I apologize to you on her behalf?

What's going on?

Yi Jin

Why are you giving me this?

I don't need it.

Aren't you the one who said,

once the label is attached, it becomes a personal belonging?

When did I...

Then you should write your own name.

You wrote the stage name here,

as if I'm an autograph seeker.

Don't you know it's lengthy

to write my name in Braille?

It will not fit your forehead.

Hey, Su Nian Qin.

You are so cute.

Shut up.

How dare you tell me to shut up!

You are asking the person whom

you pursued with great effort to shut up?

Su Nian Qin, haven't you figured out what going on here?

Do you feel it?

This is how your name is written.

Stop making trouble.

I like it that way.

He came to the station suddenly.

Isn't it because...

Yes.

It's obvious, isn't it?

Recently,

it seems he has reached puberty.

Are you okay?

Team Leader's Office

Come in.

Are you looking for me, sir?

The roadshow proposal next Wednesday,

you will be our representative.

Me?

What's wrong?

You want a leave to handle school matters?

No, I...

But, my...

I know.

You feel inferior for not having a professional background.

You lack confidence.

You are just a listener in meetings.

But, since you have

taken this job offer,

you decided to pursue this career,

I hope you can be more confident soon.

Non-professionals can become professionals.

Go for tuition whenever necessary.

Get the necessary certifications.

No matter which industry you're from,

after all, it's about your ability.

Sure, I will be well prepared.

That's all.

You may go to work now.

Thank you, sir.

I believe most likely our team leader

is offering Xu Qian a permanent position.

What? She is just an undergraduate.

She is not from our major either.

That's a big difference.

You got master degree abroad,

there's nothing to be afraid of.

If she's like what you described,

how did she manage to join the company?

If she's able to join,

maybe there is a way for her to stay on.

I'm completely clueless.

She was appointed to submit the proposal,

that's really strange.

This is a great opportunity to showcase

your skills in front of the boss.

Exactly.

I asked team leader about the headcount.

He said there's a budget slash this year.

The headcount is uncertain.

Okay.

Good. See you then.

Thanks, Xiao Lu.

Bye.

Face reader?

So? What did she say?

Is it

negative feedback for our music?

Xiao Lu said,

Galaxy Records

may be interested to sign us.

There's an audition next Wednesday.

What did he say?

That means

our dream might be coming true.

We'll become a professional band.

We'll be able to make money through music.

That means

I may not need to go to work anymore.

What a surprise!

Once-in-a-lifetime!

I'm becoming a singer soon.

We are singers!

What am I?

We are singers now!

You came just at the right time.

I have good news.

Galaxy Records just called us.

We are going for an audition.

I won’t be joining.

Keep it up, guys!

What's wrong, girl?

Are you leaving the band?

An audition with a big company

is definitely about singing commercially.

I need to work regularly.

I can’t be a singer like you all.

So...

Why must you work in such a way?

What is stopping you?

Let them talk to each other first.

No, Xu Qian.

You're thinking too far ahead.

Just stay present.

Let's go for the audition first.

We will talk about the outcome later.

I have a roadshow proposal at that time.

After all,

it's not about the time-clash.

-It's that we... -That's not a big deal at all.

I'll speak to Xiao Lu again.

Just reschedule the audition will do.

Wei Hao.

Why can't you look just a step forward?

Think about this.

If we pass the audition,

and they want to sign a contract with us,

I can't proceed.

Won't that end in disbandment too?

I enjoyed singing with you all.

I really want to perform with you

during the graduation party.

But,

hobbies and livelihood,

they are basically two different things.

It's true.

I reiterate what i said earlier.

We are about to graduate.

It's time to be wake up

and plan for the future.

What are you doing?

Xiao Lu has asked someone to fix it.

It’s mine now.

Isn’t it nice?

It's too big for you.

Women wearing men watches is a trend now.

It's cool.

As long as you like it.

Isn't this your apology gift?

Of course I have to accept it.

Mother

Hello.

Your mother called?

I checked my phone.

My mother's call was answered.

You took the call?

What did she say?

Nothing much.

She was asking about

your dissertation defence.

Wu Yan.

Is there anything

you wish to tell me?

I don't think so.

Oh, yes.

When I played on your precious piano earlier,

I was getting impatient

and kicked it twice.

-What? -I was so scared.

But then I thought,

surely this precious piano

can't be more important than me, right?

Wu Yan.

I don't think

I've asked you this before.

Are you really

not bothered by my blindness?

I envy you instead.

You have a pair of eyes

that are pure, pristine, untainted

by the unavoidable things out there.

I really like your eyes.

Nian Qin.

I don’t think I've asked you this.

Why do you want to be a songwriter?

Haven't you guessed it long time ago?

Is that so?

Although I can't see the world,

but I want all people to notice me.

without knowing who I am.

Come to think of it,

it is also a kind of revenge.

Liar.

You don't have the heart to do it.

What?

Nothing.

I think such revenge

is really cool.

Let me practice now.

Wu Yan.

Wait a minute.

Rhythm will be wrong if you play this way.

Haven't I taught you before?

Place your fingers like holding an egg.

Wait a minute.

Let's not pick this up.

For ordinary people,

how long does it take to master a song?

Everyone has different skills.

Some may take three years,

some may accomplish it in just a few days

What about me?

It's hard to tell.

Then I don't want to learn any more.

Mainly because you seem

to be in pain to teach.

It's nothing compared to your pain of learning.

I want to showcase to students

in my last class

and bid farewell in elegance.

Well, they don't have the chance now.

Today

is my last class.

Of course,

I'll still go for the outing tomorrow.

I'll be back frequently to see you.

Thank you very much.

I thoroughly enjoyed

spending time with all of you.

Thank you for helping me grow a great deal.

Thank you.

All rise.

Thank you, Miss Sang.

You don't seem to be in bad mood.

-I thought... -It's not a permanent goodbye.

I'm joining them for the outing tomorrow.

What about Xiao Lu? Hasn't she arrived yet?

She is busy with something.

Oh, I see.

Let's take a taxi home.

Wu Yan.

I'm thinking

maybe we can take the bus?

You want to

take the bus with me?

It's boring to take a bus.

Let's loiter together.

This is how my parents fell in love.

-Are you humming, Su Nian Qin? -No.

Obviously you did. I heard it.

You sing very well.

You're pitch is perfect.

Because I never learned to be out of tune.

Then you can sing your own composition.

No.

Will you sing for me?

No.

Sing for me, please.

No.

Just sing.

I worry that you wouldn't even order delivery when you're busy.

So I brought it for you.

Now I'm relieved.

I'd better get going.

I still hope you'll attend tomorrow.

I will wait for you.

Don’t wait any more, just start.

No.

Wei Hao, I understand what you think,

but we can start first

-while waiting for Xu Qian. -I said no.

She is not here.

Our band is incomplete.

Don't force him.

What's the use of arguing?

Up to you then.

I'm sorry.

Please wait for a little longer.

Wei Hao: We're here waiting for you

Xu Qian.

It's our turn.

Line up, students.

Come this way.

Watch your steps.

Come, line up properly.

One, two, one, come over.

Follow my pace and walk forward.

Line up properly.

Do you smell the scent of grass?

What about the sound of the lake?

The feeling of wind blowing in the face?

Sun ray on the face?

What's wrong?

Nothing.

I'm just thinking,

wouldn't it be great if I'm not enjoying

this beautiful scenery alone.

Let's have our meal first.

Xiao Lu has left,

but we are still here.

It's awkward.

It's my fault.

I'm sorry.

You all leave first.

I'll wait for her.

Sure.

Just continue what you're doing.

I'll excuse myself first.

Don't be in such a hurry.

Wei Hao.

Whatever happened between you and Xu Qian,

that's your own business.

We are not in the position to comment.

But, this time round,

you've hurt your buddies.

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight...

You go back first,

I've to look for something at the park.

Mr Lee.

Could you bring them back first?

I need to search for my lost item here.

Sorry for troubling you.

-Wu Yan. -Wu Yan.

Xiao Wei.

Go back with Mr Lee and the rest.

I'll visit you when I'm free.

Okay.

Mr Lee.

Mr Su.

I'm sorry.

Could you help me look after Xiao Wei?

I have to look for her.

Alright.

Hey lady.

What are you doing here?

Hello.

May i ask

if there is loss and found corner in this park?

I lost something.

I just came from the management office.

We did not receive

any lost item today.

Is there any other place

I could look for it?

I may have dropped it on the floor.

It's possible that the cleaner swept it off unintentionally.

Why don't you check it out at the recycle corner.

The garbage today

is still around.

Is it?

Thank you.

-Garbage. -Wu Yan.

Why are you here?

How could you ask me to leave by myself?

I'm looking for something urgently.

It takes time to locate it.

Then you should let me stay by your side.

Why do you always make me worry?

Just wait for me here, okay?

I will be back soon. Please wait for me.

Hey...

Where is it?

Where did it go?

Haven't I told you not to come over?

You're a clean freak.

Why are you here?

Why are you disobedient?

Stop searching.

What is so important?

Can't we just buy a new one?

There's no way to get a replacement.

It's the audiobook I made for you.

You mentioned earlier

about that interesting movie.

I saw my colleague

reading the book by chance.

I was thinking

to record it for you.

I've almost finished it.

Now it's gone.

I found it.

Thank goodness. Everything is intact.

Give it to me.

Wait, it's a little dirty.

I'm saying,

give me your hand.

You...

After that,

kiss in between his eyebrows.

It ends here.

Speaking of this,

I was in the studio,

there was an ad hoc program to handle.

That's why I missed out the last bit.

Wait for me.

I found it.

"I can feel the snowflakes

melting between my lips

and his warm skin,

in a gradual manner."

"I took a deep breath,

then I told Tiffany,

I believe

I need you too."

Judging from your look,

seems you haven't figured it out.

Let me explain it to you.

In fact, at this moment,

The male protagonist is saying,

"I love you."

I love you not because I need you.

I love you, therefore I need you.

Got it?

It seems you'll never figure this out.

Close your eyes.

♪I want to see♪

♪All the possibilities♪

♪Let me believe♪

♪You're the only one♫

♪Yes I believe♪

♪Your promise♪

♪No matter how long the journey is♪

♪We will always be together♫

I think I need you too.

♪You are my most reliable♪

♪Refuge♪

♪You're also my deepest secret♪

You all went to the music company

Xiao Lu introduced?

Xu Qian did not show up after all?

In fact it's not really a surprise.

Stop staring.

Even she could tell that Xu Qian made up her mind.

Okay.

That's the story.

That's how it is.

What are you implying?

Are we disbanding?

Watch your words.

Why not

let me ask Xiao Lu again.

Let's see if she could give a second chance.

Forget it.

There's no point without the lead vocalist.

Brother, get real.

If you really want the band to persist,

be decisive and get a new lead vocalist.

What are you doing here?

There you are. Have a seat.

Quick.

Look.

I've ordered your favourite dishes.

These are not my favourite food.

Only you think they are.

How could you talk like this?

You are graduating soon.

As I'm not able to attend the ceremony,

I thought to rush over and have a meal with you.

Why are you being ungrateful?

Ungrateful?

Have I ever said you are welcome to my graduation?

Have I demanded you to dine with me?

Just leave.

What are you up to?

You!

Forget it.

Please leave.

And don't come back.

Xu Qian!

Why would a person like you

be a mother?

Why?

Please take note that musical therapy

is ineffective in the short term.

Within a short duration,

musical therapy is unable to provide

psycho-transformative space for patients.

Therefore,

musical therapy requires long-term treatment,

in order to achieve the expected outcome.

That's it?

How was it?

I have a question.

Your thesis

seems meaningful and well done.

Why don't you

further pursue this?

Undergraduate studies

only touches the surface.

There's still a long way to go

to conduct the actual research.

To join the radio station is my dream.

Then why are you

enrolled in Psychology in the first place?

This is because

I felt obliged to meet

my parents' expectation.

Think about it.

They have put in a lot of effort

to raise me up to 18 years old.

They nurtured my learning wholeheartedly.

At least I must return their favour.

To me, majoring in Psychology

is not that difficult.

Although it's not really my cup of tea,

but I don't dislike it either.

Things are not easy for my parents.

They may seem decent

on the outside,

But I could tell that

in order to give me a good life,

they work so hard all these years.

It has not been easy.

By obtaining my degree in psychology,

At least this makes them feel relieved.

Even if I don't like it, it's only four years.

Compared with what they've been through,

It's actually nothing.

What's wrong?

I can't say for sure.

I just feel

a little envious about you and your parents,

the mutual understanding.

I suddenly realized that...

you are not that childish after all.

I'm childish?

How dare you call me childish?

If I was childish,

I wouldn't have won you over

with my major in psychology.

Oh yes, Nian Qin.

I'll be quite occupied during graduation.

I'll move to Cheng Yin's place.

It's nearer and easier for me.

Is that fine?

Deal.

Remember to attend my graduation ceremony.

Don't have to dress up or anything.

Just wash your face and come over.

Okay, be a nice boy.

Play the piano and take your meals.

Be obedient.

That's all.

I've finished my thesis presentation.

Your advice is most welcome and appreciated.

Thank you.

Next.

Sang Wu Yan.

Psychology Theses, Donghu University

Good day, lecturers.

The topic of my thesis is

The Orff therapy towards the

practical research on autistic children.

The Orff therapy

is based on Orff's music

and its target respondents.

It was invented by German musicians,

Gertrud, Carol and Iemgard

after a long-term research.

Orff music education approach,

is the world's most famous,

most influential system.

You're still keen

to look at our original composition?

I've spoken to Mr Lee.

He felt that your original music

is very unique.

If being a signed artist doesn't work out,

we can still consider other forms of collaboration.

Plus, Xu Qian came to me.

She explained what happened that day.

In fact, I do understand your situation.

Xu Qian?

She went to meet you?

She came and apologized to me.

There's nothing to be sorry about.

I could tell that

she came over after a long deliberation.

Are both of you still on good terms?

Wu Yan.

I bought the tomatoes you told me earlier.

Let's cook...

What's wrong with you?

There's nothing to be surprised about.

I fried an egg for Wu Yan before.

What?

You're really...

Xiao Lu.

Before this,

was I really immature?

Why are you suddenly asking this?

Nothing.

Let me do it.

It's fine.

I'm the one who takes care of Wu Yan.

Where is Wu Yan? She moved to Cheng Yin's place.

You should relax.

She is busy with school matters

Staying nearer makes things easier.