Original subtitles

-[dramatic music playing] -[crows cawing]

[groans]

[screams]

[Ethan] Promise me...

you won't stop.

[dramatic music playing]

[groans]

[radio static]

[dramatic music playing]

[Rayburn] Jenna needs time to adjust to this place.

She'll talk to me when she's ready.

[dramatic music playing]

Hello, Jenna.

Well, if it isn't the invisible man.

It's nice of you to finally show.

It's good to see you.

I'm sorry we lost touch the last few days.

I'm glad you're still here.

Are you?

Because to me, it just looks like

you've been busy remodeling.

[Rayburn] Don't be alarmed by the new surroundings.

The only thing that matters is how you're doing.

You look really great.

You're joking, right?

I look like something I drew with my left hand.

[Rayburn] You've been through a lot...

but you're still here.

You're still fighting.

I understand if you're angry at me for being away.

But a lot has happened since we last talked.

That's my new colleague.

Can you see her?

Yes, I see her.

[tense music playing]

What's the goddamn point?

Ethan, Holly, they're all gone.

I'm tired, Rayburn.

I'm tired of fighting.

This is Riley Cadell.

She'll be working with us from now on.

[dramatic music playing]

She's freaking me out.

[Rayburn] Together...

we're gonna help you find what you're looking for.

I don't need that anymore.

Craven gave this to me.

You met Craven?

[scoffs]

Holy shit, the world is coming to an end.

There is a way out, Jenna.

But you have to find it.

Dorothy had Oz.

You have Safehaven.

[dramatic music playing]

[theme music playing]

[singer] ♪ Your time has come ♪

♪ Can't tell Hell from the sun ♪

♪ When it's all said and done ♪

♪ Who will you become? ♪

Jenna's progress over the last 24 hours

has been nothing short of remarkable.

Her last microdialysis shows

improved brain tissue chemistry.

Our protocols are working.

[Stuart] Then why isn't she awake?

Consciousness works on different levels, Mr. Frost.

These markers simply show

she's trending in the right direction.

[Rayburn] She's right.

This morning was the first time I was able to connect

with Jenna in days.

[Holister] I think we can all agree.

Bringing Jenna here was the right decision.

[Cadell] However, we are gonna ask John

to take a step back starting today.

We're grateful that he was able to reach Jenna,

but that connection will only go so far.

That's not what we agreed upon.

Mr. Frost...

John's abilities are very unique.

But what Jenna needs now are doctors, not healers.

Then I'll pull her,

and John can work with her at another hospital.

This man reached my little girl.

He is the only reason she's alive.

[soft dramatic music playing]

-[singer] ♪ I'm drowning ♪ -[breathing sharply]

[singer] ♪ In the sea ♪

♪ And falling ♪

♪ The stars ♪

♪ I sway them away ♪

♪ Saved for a rainy day ♪

♪ Who are you? ♪

♪ And why have you become... ♪

[car engine revving]

[Jenna] I thought you gave up on me.

Not for one fuckin' second.

Wanna go for a ride?

[soft dramatic music continues]

[sniffles] I'm scared, Craven.

At some point, we all gotta face our demons,

trauma.

If we don't, that shit will feast on your fuckin' soul.

After your mom died,

I told your old man I'd be there for you,

but he didn't wanna hear that.

He never understood me.

[Craven] More like...

you did whatever you wanted to do

and he was too busy to notice.

[chuckles, sniffles]

[chuckles]

[Craven] Somewhere along the way,

you forgot who you are.

Time that shit ends.

You still got plenty to do.

Life is worth fighting for.

Unless you're an asshole.

[chuckles]

Well...

that's my pitch.

I don't know, John.

I was never any good at talking to her

when she was awake, let alone now.

Hearing your voice,

in your words,

it could be the spark she needs.

Hey, when I asked you once,

"Why Jenna?"

You never told me.

[soft dramatic music playing]

I had a daughter.

Adi.

The kindest soul.

She had her mom's quick wit and her dad's...

quirks.

I thought this...

Jenna...

was the universe's way of giving me another chance.

[sighs] I'm sorry.

That's how I know this place.

They recruited me for a drug trial.

A psychedelic designed to reconnect people

with their dead loved ones.

To get closure.

In theory, it was perfect.

You take a pill,

think of the person you lost,

and they'd show up.

Trouble is...

I could never say goodbye to her.

[soft dramatic music continues]

My daughter is gone,

and yours is still here.

Fighting.

If there is anything she should know...

about her childhood...

you...

her mother...

now is the time.

You're about to lie.

Don't bother.

We can still save Jenna.

But only if you tell her the truth.

[dramatic music playing]

[car engine revving]

[soft dramatic music playing]

Since when are you so sentimental?

Sometimes people screw up.

Nobody's perfect.

Me...

you.

Even your mom.

Remember that.

[soft dramatic music continues]

[car door closes]

[birds chirping]

Hi, Mom.

I can't even tell you how hard it's been without you.

I miss you.

So very much.

-[church bell ringing] -[bird wings flapping]

[dramatic music playing]

[singer] ♪ Why would I say it's true ♪

♪ It's not a lie? ♪

♪ Who I want to be Always tonight? ♪

♪ I see it now ♪

♪ I see it now ♪

♪ Why would I say A true part of a lie ♪

♪ Now it's time for us ♪

♪ To say goodbye ♪

♪ Right here, right now ♪

♪ Right here, right now ♪

[choir music playing]

It's you.

They talked about you, but I didn't believe them.

Are you real?

I'm not sure.

I'm Adi.

Hello, Adi.

I'm Jenna.

You did all this.

It's beautiful.

More than I ever imagined.

[Adi] We like it here.

It's safe.

How did you...

I was angry...

at my father.

I wanted to punish him...

for leaving us.

[exhales] John's your dad.

You know him?

He's trying to help me.

He was always good at that.

He misses you.

Tell him I'm sorry.

It wasn't his fault.

If I could,

I would change what I did.

We all would.

Especially her.

[dramatic music playing]

I didn't believe it at first.

The coma work.

But he's made a real connection with her.

He's good at what he does.

Hmm.

And so are we.

Our science will bring her through this.

Bring her home.

That drug...

that Rayburn took...

Reminence.

Yeah.

Why would you create that?

Rayburn isn't the only one who's experienced tragedy.

Holister?

I can only tell you that

she understands the suffering that accompanies loss.

-I failed her. -[scoffs]

We all fail our children,

from the moment of conception.

[scoffs]

-That's pretty grim. -[chuckles]

Think about it.

How long will we turn a blind eye to mental health?

We need treatments. Cures.

Your daughter isn't alone.

Millions suffer in silence and pain every day.

They need us.

Well, Jenna needs him.

Don't let your loyalty to John cloud your judgment.

His work may have gotten her here, but...

ours will save her.

My daughter...

she made this place.

I made it for you.

Jenna?

Hi, Mom.

-[Laura] Baby, look at you. -[exhales]

-[sniffles] -You're all grown up.

Our little survivor.

[breathes shakily]

Hey, it's okay.

-[sniffles] -There's no reason to cry.

Why, Mom?

Why did you leave me?

Oh, Jenna.

Honey, I never meant to hurt you.

I've caused you so much pain.

I didn't deserve to be saved.

No.

No, you did, Mom.

Everyone does.

That's why I drew it.

Dad expected me to move on

and forget you.

But he doesn't know what we had.

Honey, don't be too hard on your father.

He didn't leave you like I did.

Besides...

he's the reason you stayed.

No one here knows what's coming.

Some hope we'll be forgiven.

-Others fear we'll be judged. -Judged?

But you just got lost.

In the moment, for a second, you didn't do anything wrong.

Oh, baby, I did.

I did.

You don't remember, do you?

Remember what?

Where are you going?

Mom?

What's wrong?

Mom.

Mom, what's wrong?

I'll never forgive myself.

I do.

I forgive you.

I forgive you, Mom.

I can't change what I did.

But you still can.

I love you, baby.

[dramatic music playing]

Mom!

[suspenseful music playing]

[thunder rumbles]

[car engine revving]

[Rayburn] It's all right.

I'm with you.

The night of the crash.

I keep thinking about it.

Take me there, Jenna.

Show me.

The night on the bridge.

You found out you were pregnant.

You were upset. You felt trapped.

You thought about her, didn't you?

About how she stopped the pain.

You couldn't take it.

Everything that happened, you were hurting.

You were angry.

At your mother,

at Devin and Marcus, at your life...

[dramatic music playing]

[life support machine beeping]

You had no one to turn to. You were all alone.

[Jenna] Of course, I was alone!

No one loves me.

But you matter, Jenna.

I don't.

I don't. Nothing matters! I don't care anymore!

[eerie music playing]

[Rayburn] You need to live, Jenna.

Say, "I want to live."

I want to live.

Say it, Jenna.

-"I want to live." -I want...

Say it, goddammit!

I want to live!

Come on, Jenna.

Say it for me, "I want to live!" Say it!

I want to live!

I want to live, please!

[Rayburn] I can't hear you.

I want to live! [grunts]

[Rayburn] I don't believe you.

No, no, no!

I want to live!

I want to live!

[screaming]

[water splashes]

[eerie music playing]

No, no, no, no, no, no.

I didn't mean it.

Did you hear me?

I didn't mean it!

[hand smack]

[suspenseful music playing]

Hello, Jenna.

I know what happened.

What you did.

I'm sorry you felt that was your only choice.

Am I dead?

[Rayburn] You hoped it was real,

and in a way, it was.

Safehaven.

Were you able to find it?

Yes.

It was everything I imagined.

They were safe...

protected.

I get it, Jenna.

You created that place to save her,

but you don't know everything about your mom.

I don't understand.

I think it's better if you hear it

from someone else.

Dad.

What's going on?

[sighs]

You know, when your mom died,

it was the worst moment of my life.

It was...

for both of us.

[Stuart] I never thought I'd have to deal

with something worse...

until now.

But I'm still here, Dad.

[Stuart] I know a part of you got lost

when she died.

And I haven't done a good job

of steering you back.

I should have told you from the start.

I mean, you deserved to know.

Know what?

[Stuart] But you didn't remember.

What are you talking about?

And so I made sure

that you never found out what happened...

when your mom died.

[suspenseful music playing]

[Stuart] It was late

and, uh...

she'd been drinking.

You were in bed when I first got home.

[glass shatters]

[Laura] Get that bitch out of my house!

[Stuart] Laura, stop!

-You're drunk. -[Laura] I said get out!

[Stuart] Laura, please.

[Laura] You think I'm an idiot?

-[Nikki] Laura, we're just-- -[Laura] You know what?

Tell your daughter what's going on.

[Stuart] Laura, please.

[Nikki] I should go.

[Laura] Yeah. No, no, no, no.

Stick around. That's what you do, right?

[Stuart] Laura.

[Laura] You stick like dogshit.

[Nikki] I am done with her crazy.

-What did you call me, bitch? -Hey! Hey, stop it.

-Enough. -[Laura] You asshole.

You think you can do whatever you want

and treat me like I don't matter?

[glass shatters]

-[Stuart] Laura, come on. -Well, you know what?

Maybe I don't matter at all.

[Stuart] I'm sorry. Didn't--Laura--

Baby.

-You woke her up! -[Stuart] Hey, sweetie.

[Laura] It's okay, baby. Shh. Did Daddy scare you?

-[Stuart] Hey. Hey, sweetie. -[Laura] It's okay.

[Stuart] Hey, hey. Mommy's just upset, okay?

No, go ahead.

Make me.

Your life would be so much better

without us, wouldn't it?

-[Stuart] Oh, my God. Come on. -[Nikki] Laura?

[Laura] They're gonna blame you, Stuart,

for what you did to us and for what you did to her.

And everyone will know

what you did and who you really are!

-Laura, please. -Shut up!

You don't deserve me and you don't deserve her.

We don't need you.

We don't need anybody but each other.

[Stuart] What do you want?

Anything!

I want you to suffer.

And with Jenna and I gone, you will.

-[Young Jenna] Daddy. -[Stuart] Hey, don't you dare

hurt her, Laura.

-Please, we can help you. -[Laura] No!

No!

Hey, hey, listen.

Laura, come back inside, okay?

For God's sake, don't!

No, don't!

Laura, come on.

Laura, no.

[Laura screams]

[Stuart] Laura!

[Nikki] Oh, my God, Stuart.

[Stuart] Oh, my God.

-[Nikki] We need to call 911. -[Stuart] What?

Give me my phone. My phone.

[Nikki] Stuart, call someone. Call someone.

-[dramatic music playing] -I know. I know. I know.

[Nikki] It's gonna be okay.

Oh, my God, Laura.

[Stuart] Well, she just jumped.

She just jumped.

She--yes, then I--she jumped.

[dramatic music playing]

[sirens wailing]

[Stuart] Just send someone!

No, I don't know.

I don't know but she just jumped.

[dramatic music playing]

[life monitor machine beeping]

Daddy?

-God. -[sobbing] Dad.

Hi, honey.

Hello, Jenna.

It's nice to meet you.

Hi.

You're both here.

[ominous music playing]

He actually did it.

Your turn, Dr. Cadell.

[ominous music continues]

[Jenna] Only three weeks?

It felt more like three years.

Completely normal.

Most coma patients have no grasp of time.

Just everything felt so real.

You have an incredible imagination, Jenna.

I'm not surprised it pierced your subconscious.

What do you remember most?

I remember feeling lost...

wanting to give up.

All this time...

I blamed my dad for her death,

him and Nikki.

But they saved me.

[Rayburn] Dissociative amnesia.

Your mind couldn't accept that your mom put you in danger,

so it just...

erased that moment.

[Cadell] Thankfully, all that's behind you now.

Tomorrow, back to reality.

Rehab.

Simple things at first,

solid food, rebuilding muscle.

We're gonna take good care of you, Jenna.

[sniffles]

Well, that was formal.

Kind of a theme around here.

[laughter]

So, high school counselor, huh?

At least, everyone thought you were hot.

Uh-hmm.

And I'd say thank you.

That would never cover it.

I decided this might do for now.

[soft dramatic music playing]

[chuckles]

[Jenna chuckles]

Um, it's a little rough.

My fingers still aren't 100%.

I look badass.

You kind of were.

When I got to Safehaven,

I saw my mom, some version of her at least.

But she wasn't alone.

Others were there too.

For what it's worth,

Adi said that it's not your fault...

and that she's sorry.

And that she wished she hadn't left.

It's just we lose ourselves

in a moment of sadness or rage.

And we don't think anyone would miss us.

But that's what our minds do.

They lie to us.

-I'm sorry if I-- -[Rayburn] No.

It's good.

I wanted her to be safe, and now I know...

maybe she is.

[exhales]

[chuckles]

You know, there was this guy.

He kept me going.

Wouldn't let me quit.

His name is Will.

He works at the diner.

He's the one who pulled you from your car.

[breathes shakily]

He's real?

Would you like to meet him?

I'll see what I can do.

Now, I'm gonna disappear for a bit.

I need to do some healing, too.

[soft dramatic music playing]

I hope you and your dad can find a way forward.

We're gonna try.

Thanks to you.

[soft upbeat music playing]

[singer] ♪ The higher we fly The farther we fall ♪

♪ Away from here ♪

♪ Wherever we go I know we tried ♪

♪ Behind every word ♪

♪ A meaning That you would bury ♪

♪ But you know you could Have told me anything ♪

♪ Where do we go? ♪

-♪ Where do we go? ♪ -X.

-[singer] ♪ Where do we go? ♪ -L.

[singer] ♪ Where do we go from here? ♪

-[exhales] -[singer] ♪ Where do we go? ♪

♪ Where do we go now? ♪

♪ From here ♪

Good morning, Jenna.

I heard you're not drawing anymore.

I can't really bring myself to.

[Cadell] It's only been two weeks.

Don't give up on your talent.

That imagination of yours is one of a kind.

Well aware.

It tried to kill me.

[soft music playing]

Oh my God.

Hi.

Hi, Jenna.

I'll check in on you later.

Uh, you guys look amazing.

[chuckles]

Well, Rayburn said you came back.

We're in the hospital when you--

I know.

You both showed up in my head.

Well, like middle school you.

[gasps]

Mind fuck, check.

Tell me about it.

Ethan, you even helped me fight off a Demon Cop.

[chuckles]

Well, I hope we kicked its ass.

[laughter]

They were way worse in real life.

I mean, what I-- what I thought was real.

Speaking of real,

things got legit for us too.

-Wanna tell her? -[chuckles]

-Yeah, I was getting to it. -What?

Well, um...

let's just say,

you're not the only one that knows anymore.

Wow.

[chuckles]

Are you guys like, okay?

I mean, obviously.

What straight dude could resist this?

-[laughter] -Okay.

No, but seeing you after the accident,

it made me realize that...

life's too short to not be who you really are.

Um...

[sniffles]

In the coma, I imagined that I...

lost the both of you.

[sobbing]

And it was terrible.

Well, consider us reborn.

And this time, we're sticking around.

That sounds vaguely threatening.

[laughter]

Relax, okay?

After this, I'm sure I can handle it.

-Cuddle huddle? -Yeah. [chuckles]

Bring it in guys.

[soft music playing]

Is there any food around here?

Okay.

[chuckles]

[Jenna grunting]

[breathing sharply]

[suspenseful music playing]

[Holister] I'm sorry your father couldn't make it today.

Must be a big case.

Some things never change.

Have you given more thought to your participation

in our research?

You want me to be a lab rat?

[Holister] I want you to allow us to study

your subconscious experience.

Neuromonitoring the brain after trauma

allows us to develop better protocols,

new treatments.

But I just--I don't see how I--

[Holister] Your case is very unique, Jenna.

You lived an alternate life inside your mind.

Textbook schizophrenia,

yet you were able to overcome it.

It also kicked my ass.

[Holister] Still...

something about your brain's chemistry

allowed you to survive.

You could hold the key to curing millions of people

living with debilitating mental illness.

Eighty percent of the world's oceans lie unexplored.

We know even less about the human brain.

Studying it could help improve its ability to fight back.

Not to be a killjoy,

but all of this, it's a little out there.

It is.

Just like it was for the Wright Brothers.

[Cadell] Forgive the interruption.

We need to borrow her.

Of course.

You feel up to another test, Jenna?

What would the Wright Brothers say?

[dramatic music playing]

Jenna, if you don't mind.

Testing visual acuity

is a way to gauge recovery after brain trauma.

The "Parallax" test is designed to measure your ability

to process a rapid succession of images.

Like socials on crack.

Got it.

Might be a little sour.

[exhales]

I'll be in the booth.

Feel free to talk to me anytime.

And just focus on the screen.

[exhales]

[dramatic music playing]

[singer vocalizing]

[exhales]

[dramatic music playing]

[singer vocalizing]

[dramatic music continues]

[singer vocalizing]

[tense music playing]

[soft dramatic music playing]

[glass shatters]

[gasps]

[panting]

Hello?

Dr. Cadell?

[suspenseful music playing]

Hello?

Anybody here?

[ominous music playing]

Hello?

[ominous music continues]

[lights flickering]

[straining]

-[object clanging] -[breathes shakily]

[breathing heavily]

[elevator dings]

[screams]

[panting]

Help! Somebody help me!

[suspenseful music playing]

It's not real.

It's not real.

[gasps]

[grunting]

[panting]

[nightstick clanging]

[grunts]

[panting]

[ominous music playing]

-[gasps, grunting] -Jenna.

-No. No. No. -Hey. Hey.

-Code seven, sub level 3. -No.

-Jenna. -[Jenna] Let me go.

[grunts] No.

Help me. Hold her.

No. [grunting]

It's okay, Jenna. It's gonna be okay.

No. No. No.

[screams] No!

[monitor beeping]

You gave us quite a scare.

They're real.

[Cadell] What you saw, they weren't real.

Your mind is in a fragile state right now.

I wanna go home.

We will make that happen as soon as possible.

But first,

we need to help you past this trauma.

The mind can be a terrible thing.

-[tense music playing] -[Jenna gasping]

You see them now, don't you?

Mm.

They're real. [breathes shakily]

I'm sorry, Jenna.

There's nothing there.

[dramatic music playing]

Physical transference.

Very good.

Same as the others.

Still not organic.

She's not as special as you think.

Play it back for her.

[woman] Yes, doctor.

[dramatic music playing]

This is only the beginning.

[singer] ♪ Will we make it out ♪

♪ On time? ♪

[backup singers vocalizing]

♪ We are the lost ones ♪

♪ The ones left behind ♪

♪ We are forgotten ♪

♪ Forgotten in time ♪

♪ We are the lost ones ♪

♪ The ones left behind ♪

♪ We are forgotten ♪

♪ Forgotten in time ♪

♪ Will we make it out alive? ♪

♪ Will we make it out ♪

♪ On time? ♪

[backup singers vocalizing]

♪ Will we make it out ♪

♪ Alive? ♪

[backup singers vocalizing]

[singer] ♪ Will we make it out alive? ♪