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Were there any witnesses
to the abduction?

WILL: The department will make an
official announcement later this afternoon.

REPORTER 2: Do you have
a description of the killer?

WILL: Not at this time.

REPORTER 3: Mrs. Hoyt,
can you tell us
where your daughter

was last seen
before she was abducted?

She was walking home
from Third Street
Elementary,

just like she's done
100 times before.

We only live a block away.

(ALL TALKING)

If there's anyone
who can help find
who did this,

please,
for my little girl...

Please, please...

WILL: It's okay.
Please. Please.

(REPORTERS CLAMORING)

It's our anniversary.
April second. One year.

You're kidding.

No. We kissed
on my porch.

We kissed
at the science fair
before them.

Why did you
retain that?

You know, it's not
the same thing.

We were all, "Should we
or shouldn't we"

for the longest time,

and then, that night
on the porch,

we definitely
took the plunge.

We should celebrate.
Sure.

Stop talking like this
in public.

Are you saying that
you don't remember

when we first
became official?

Bye-bye.

I can't believe
you remember the day
and everything.

(GIGGLES)

My lips are
an alarm clock.

(SCHOOL BELL RINGING)

(IMITATING BELL RINGING)
One year.

History.
French Revolution.

Au revoir, baby.

Don't mark me, dude.

Biology closet, 2:15.

Come on, lover boy.
We're late for Spanish.

ADAM: Okay, okay.

Oh.

Oh, I'm sorry.
Sorry.

I didn't...

Oh, no, but
you shouldn't be.

I startled you, so
I'm the guilty party.

God feels guilt?

Such an interesting
question.

Of all the life
on Earth,

only humans experience guilt.

Or innocence,
for that matter.

Dogs don't.
Birds don't.
Fish don't.

Okay, I got it.

You see, you're
the only creatures
with a conscience.

The only ones able
to distinguish

between right and wrong.

Recognizing it is
the real problem,
though, isn't it?

Don't you love exploring
such a complex issue?

You should join
mock trial.

They love talking
about these things,
too.

Mock trial?

Oh, yes.
The legal system
affords you

so many ways to look
at guilt and innocence.

You missed
a few papers.

I don't want you
to overlook anything.

How about one day
I get to ask you
to do something?

♪ What if God was one of us?

♪ Just a slob like one of us

♪ Just a stranger on the bus

♪ Trying to make his way home

♪ Just trying
to make his way home

♪ Just trying
to make his way home

♪ Just trying
to make his way home ♪

Thank you.

Ah, hey,
look at this.

You actually showed.

I never thought
I'd see you again.

I just needed
some time

to think things
over.

What can I get you?

Green tea, please.

So, um, God's looking good
to you again?

It's not that.

I just have things
to deal with at home.

You know that.

So you just needed
some time away

from the ever-present one.

How'd that go?

Is all the gloating
really necessary?

No. Just one
of the perks.

You know,
teaching the Catechism
can get a little dull.

So, did you bring
your notebook?

Okay, then...

Thank you.

Now, where were we?

Um, confession.

Uh-huh.

The sacrament
of reconciliation,

conversion,
repentance.

Whoa, first day back
and already I'm feeling
like a bad person.

(CHUCKLES)
It's not about
feeling bad.

Confession is
a sacrament
that's used

to celebrate God's
limitless capacity

to forgive.
You know?

He knew we'd
feel guilty
all the time,

so he gave us a way
to deal with it.

Well, that's beautiful.

And, um, in the spirit
of confession,

I should probably
tell you that

Kevin and I
are dating.

He's been
too freaked out
to tell you.

Oh?

Yeah. So, the key is

the sacraments are
an outward sign

of inner Grace.

Is this weird for you?

It's weird for you.

No. No, no...
It's terrific.

Because he's so cute

and sensitive.

I mean, he listens...

Okay. All right.
Absolutely.

Let's just go back
to confession.

Well, I'm not gonna
tell you any details,
if that's what you mean.

(CHUCKLES)

Okay, um, confession.

(CLEARS THROAT)

Shut up.
Why are you here?

Well, because
we are creatures
with a conscience.

But you...

Victim of
the ruling class.

Hear ye, hear ye.

Mock trial is now
in session.

I'm Mr. Harbison,

civics teacher
and legal enthusiast.

He even has
his own gavel.

This is gonna be ugly.

If he pulls out
one of those giant wigs,
I'm out of here.

You're Polk.

Miss Hoder sent you
because you're
failing history.

Not failing.

Refusing to
answer questions

about our so-called
justice system,

which everyone knows is
a corrupt capitalist farce.

Excellent.
You'll be the
defense attorney.

What? N-no. I just want
to do my time and leave.

Not without
a fair trial.

(CHUCKLES)

Mock trial
was created

by the American Bar
Association

in order
to teach youngsters

how the court system works.

A hypothetical case
is assigned,

using the time-tested
structure

of a well-known
fairy tale.

In this case,
Jack and the Bean.

Wait.
We're trying Jack,

from Jack
and the Beanstalk?

For the murder of the giant.

I don't understand.
I mean, Jack
obviously did it.

Any five-year-old
knows that.

It was self-defense,
dude.

The giant was trying
to eat him.

(SCOFFS)
Jack broke in
and stole stuff.

That's breaking
and entering and
murder one.

Am I hearing
the sound of
a prosecutor?

Oh, no. I...

Sorry. I can't
help myself.

My dad's a cop.

You'll need this,

A Basic Approach
to Law.

Oh, you know, I really
don't want to.

HARBISON: Welcome to
mock trial, counselor.

(BANGS GAVEL)

Detective?

Detective Girardi?

WILL: Yeah.

Yeah. I recognize you
from the TV.

I'm James Karon.

Yes. The front desk said
you had some information

about the Hoyt girl?

I killed her.

It was me.

I don't get it.
I mean,

why would I kill
a giant?

He had food.
You were oppressed,

poor.

She roped you in?

You're gonna be Jack?

I don't think
I said yes.

Oh,

you are so guilty.

She says I'm not
responsible for
my actions.

Right.
Yeah.

My client was
a working man

exploited by
the interests
of the wealthy,

i.e. one Mr. Giant.

Huh. You're actually
getting into this.

I'm gonna prove law
doesn't apply to
the common man,

and Hoder is going
to regret the day

she sent me
to mock trial.

GRACE:
See you in court, counselor.

Hey, look.

JOAN: Bonnie's got
a new boyfriend.

Ew! How weird does he
have to be?

Yeah.

So you're not gonna mind
if I tear you apart
on the stand,

are you,
my little felon?

I'm a victim.

(CHUCKLES)

Oh, hey, I know
another place we can go

for our anniversary.

The Unurban?

Remember that coffee shop
that exhibited your stuff?

Oh, yeah. Sure.

Wherever you want.
Okay.

Oh, man, uh...

I'm supposed to be
at work at 4:00.

I hope Michael's
paying you overtime.

You've been working
like crazy.

I have to pay
my defense attorney.

(CHUCKLES)

Call you later,
okay?

You're going down, Jack.
Going down.

(EXASPERATED SIGH)

JOAN: Come on!

You better prepare.

This trial could
get personal, Joan.

Reality check.

Shouldn't God be able
to remember this is
a fake trial

about a fairy tale?

Symbols and metaphors
can stir up a lot
of passion.

You know,
wars have been waged

over what a flag
represents.

Is this about Grace?

Because she doesn't
even believe
in the legal system.

Oh. Am I supposed
to let her win

to show her
how important
this all is?

Would it be right
to let a guilty person
go free?

So I should
wipe her out?

(POLICE RADIO CHATTERING)

What was
the murder weapon?

A knife.

I don't know
how long it was.

Eight inches, maybe.
Stainless steel.

You could find it
under the floorboards
in my kitchen

with the shirt
I was wearing.

How many times
did you stab her?

Five, I think.

And where on her body
did you stab her?

Look, do we have
to talk about this?

Yes. Yes, we do.

In the stomach
and the chest.

And once in the back.

That was the first time.

I didn't want
to touch her face.

She was so pretty.

KARON: I saw that woman,

her mother, on TV.

I saw what I did to her.

The pain and suffering
that I caused.

I just couldn't live
with it anymore.

Hmm. Did you know
that if you admit
you did something,

it's less of a crime
than if you deny it?

I didn't know it was
the last piece of cheese.
Kill me.

Interesting.
A guilty conscience

always rises
to the surface.

I was actually
talking about
mock trial.

What is that?

A Dagwood.
A sandwich named
for the husband

of the long running
comic strip Blondie.

See, his constant hunger
could only be satiated

by making
a foot-tall sandwich.

Oh, Grace was right.

(CLEARS THROAT)

Some things
just should not
be remembered.

Look, when you're done
inhaling the entire
deli section,

I'm gonna need
your geek services

in compiling some data.

Sorry, Joan.
I'm already serving

as legal advisor
to the defense.

You're helping Grace?

What happened to
blood is thicker
than water?

Got trumped
by make-out sessions
in the biology closet.

Well, I guess
that leaves you
on the losing team.

(CLEARS THROAT)

Jack is totally guilty.

The only question is,
can I up the charges?

Murder in the commission
of a felony carries LWOP,

life without parole.

Don't you think
it's weird that

you're prosecuting
your boyfriend?

Can it, Sigmund.

No, really.
This sounds like
a classic case

of playing out
latent feelings

of resentment
and aggression.

Things are fine.

It's our anniversary.

Yeah. But I know
how weird it was
when you two

went away for the night.

I don't think
you should be the one
hosting Loveline.

Your love life consists
of making out next to jars

of pickled frogs.

Adam and I are fine.

You don't have to go.

My parents won't be home
for a long time.

I think it'd be nice
sometime to talk.

You know about Joan.

I didn't lie
about anything. Okay?

Yeah, I know.

It's cool.

♪ Are you waiting alone ♪

but I just laid there
thinking about the case.

How you just have to pay
for what you did.

I mean, Mrs. Giant
gave you food,

but you still went back
and stole from her.

Jane, you and Grace
have to get a grip, okay?

ADAM: It's not real.

Well, we'll be in court.

And then it will
be personal.

Grace is going to see

that laws have
a purpose.

Good luck.
She's going at this

like she's bringing down
Enron.

Oh, she's just
justifying
immoral behavior

because of
a past injustice.

That's a society
based on revenge.

Like before
the Magna Carta.

Actually,
it's in this book,

which is
pretty cool...

Hey, watch it, moron!

Are you okay?

Yeah, sure. I'm fine.

(SIGHS)

Jane. An airbrush?

Yeah.

Anniversary present.

I was going to give it
to you on Friday night.

I've been saving up
for this for months.

Well, I didn't want
to have to watch you

drool in the art supply
store anymore.

What's wrong?
You look like
you're gonna hurl.

I thought we said
we weren't getting
each other big presents.

I know, but you've been
working so hard,

and I wanted you
to have it.

Don't I get a hug?

Yeah.

Thanks for coming in,
Mrs. Hoyt.

Have you caught him?

A man came in yesterday
and confessed.

His story matches
the details of the crime.

The lab ran tests
on his shirt and
the murder weapon.

They found blood and hair
that matches Melissa's.

Have you, uh,
ever seen him before?

Mmm-mmm.

So just like that,
it's over.

He's gonna be
arraigned tomorrow.

So Melissa
will get justice.

I guess that's all
I can hope for.

Knowing that
he's been caught,

I, uh...

I haven't been able
to let my little boy
go to school.

You know, I mean
I just kept thinking

he was...

(SOBS)

Yeah. Maybe now.

Maybe now.

Thank you.

(SOBBING)

Preparing the case, Joan?

Yes. Does God want
to sit second chair?

This one you're gonna have
to figure out for yourself.

Oh, well,
there's a first.

I can't believe they're
going for self-defense.

He so killed that guy.

Everyone has their
own rationale for
why things happen.

Yeah, and sometimes things
are either wrong or right.

You said so yourself.

Yes, but figuring it out
can be a real trial.

Cute.
(CHUCKLES) Thanks.

You see, a trial is just
an outward representation

of what goes on
inside people
all the time.

The moral debate.
Am I good or bad?

How do I behave in this
or that situation?

It's a state of
examination

where, hopefully,
you find the truth.

Have I done something
that I don't know about?

I shouldn't
bother you anymore.

You have a lot to do.

No. See, if you answer
the question,

then you're not
bothering me.

Knock 'em dead, Matlock.

Matlock? What are you,
like a million?

Oh, that's right.
You are.

Bless me, father,
for I have sinned.

(LAUGHS)
That sounds so
old school.

MALLORY: How long has it been
since your last confession?

Father Ken,
is that you?

Helen?

Oh, what a surprise.

Is everything okay?

Oh, yeah. I'm back
in catechism class,

and, uh, we're covering
confession,

so I though I'd do
a field trip.

Wonderful.

So, uh, how long
has it been?

Um, I'm not sure
the exact date,

but Ford had just
pardoned Nixon,

so I felt inspired.

I see. Well, welcome back.

Um, why don't
we skip the Reagan
and the Clinton years,

and we'll start with
something more recent.

(SIGHS)

Sometimes I nap

through planning
period at school.

A few times.

I'm sure God understands.

What else?

And

sometimes I give
students As

when they only
deserve Bs.

That's about it.
Thanks.

Helen.

Okay, but, um,
can we do this
somewhere else?

I feel like I'm in
The Exorcist.

Please state your name
for the record.

Jack.

My last name isn't
Beanstalk, is it?

No.

Profession?

Farmer.

Why did your mother
ask you to sell your cow?

I can't do it, Grace.

I can't do this
right now.

Are you gonna bail on me?

Hey.

Did your girlfriend
get to you?

No. It's just...

What?

I cheated on Joan.

Say something.

What? What do you
want from me?

It was just sex,
a couple of times.

It didn't mean anything.

And you had to
tell me this why?

I don't know.

I had to tell someone.

I figured you'd understand.

You're the one
with the view
on relationships

not being possessive
and everything.

So I'm supposed
to tell you it's okay?

Well, yeah.

Yeah... No...

I don't know...
Look, dude,

don't drag me into this.

So you think people are
supposed to own each other?

It doesn't matter
what I think.

It matters what
you think and what
Girardi thinks,

and I think you know
what that's gonna be.

I'm sorry, okay,
but it's over.

It was Bonnie, and...

No, no, no.
I don't want details.

You're not going
to say anything, are you?

No.

But thanks for
putting me in
the middle of this.

I've missed this
in my life.

So I've been
overtaken by these angry,
negative feelings

about a certain ex-nun.

Anger can be very
destructive.

(SIGHS)
What am I supposed to feel?

She's dating my son.

And it's weird,
and it feels
wrong and awful,

and I hate it,
and I want them to stop.

So you want to
put your happiness
before theirs?

I want them both
to be happy.

I do. Just not
with each other.

Because your son
could get hurt.

No, because...

(SIGHS)

I could lose Lilly,

and she's...

She's more
than a teacher,

she's a friend.

A nasty, abrasive,

honest friend,

and I need that.

(SIGHS)
And when their relationship
ends, and it will...

(SIGHS)

I have to take
Kevin's side.

So what's that gonna do
to our friendship?

Oh, God, I'm such
a horrible person. I feel...

So guilty.

Guilt is the spiritual
equivalent of physical pain,

and like pain,
things go horribly wrong
when we ignore it.

I'm not ignoring it.
I confessed.

So why don't
I feel better?

It's not enough to just
say it, Helen.

Confession only works
if it's accompanied by change.

How about a few
Hail Marys?

Sorry.

I'll do a lot of them.
A hundred.

(BELL RINGS)

Hi.

Hey.

I thought you were
special projecting.

No, no. I'm not
doing that anymore.

Anything happen
with Michael?

No. No, it's just
finished.

Oh, well,
that's great, right?

Yeah.

Means now we can
spend more time
with each other.

Oh.

Mmm. Wow.

You should finish
special projects
more often.

WILL: Pop tarts?

Not exactly
brain food.

Let me make you
some eggs.

Oh, uh, no time.

I have to be in court
this afternoon.

That sounds so cool,
doesn't it?

As long as
it's not Juvie.

No. Mock trial.
Jack is going down.

Tough going up against
the self-defense claim.

The giant was
chasing Jack, right?

That's Jack's story.

Everyone takes his
word for it

because the giant
is this total mean,
scary ogre,

but Jack stole
his golden goose.

Well, the family
was hungry.

There are mitigating
circumstances.

Jack's family
is starving,

so he trades
their only cow in
for five crummy beans?

Give me a break.

Stupidity
is not a crime.

Maybe
he's not stupid.

Maybe he knows
those beans

will take him to
the giant's castle.

You're arguing
it was premeditated.

If he was starving,
why didn't he harvest
the beans?

I mean, why did
he have to climb
that stalk instead?

Textbook breaking
and entering.

Exactly.

He takes what he wants,
kills the giant,

pleads self-defense.

Sweet, young Jack
is a stone-cold killer.

Nice job, counselor.

Thank you.

You know, you can't take
anything at face value.

There's always
something else going on.

That's mock trial
handout 3-F.
Bye, Dad.

ADAM: So I called Spumoni,

and they don't take
reservations,

but, I, uh, told the guy
in the back

I'd pay him 10 bucks
if he didn't bus
the corner table for us.

That'll cost more
than the whole dinner.

Well, I wanted
to remember it
exactly how it was.

Like we were.

Stop fraternizing
with the enemy, Rove.

I hope you're ready,

because the prosecution
is locked and loaded.

You don't know
the real Jack.

Save it for the trial.

Okay, I found another
legal precedent
for your defense,

if other fairy tales
are admissible.

Good luck, dead man.

Your ID Badge.

I don't even get a name?

You know who you are.

Please hang on to that.

Hmm. Bailiff God.

I figured that you would be
the judge or something.

Actually, I'd prefer to
stick to the sidelines,

maintain a sense
of order.

You know,
if I'm supposed to, um,

hold back for
Grace's sake,

you should probably
tell me now.

Otherwise,
she's going down.

I would never ask you
to compromise what
you believe to be right.

Sounds like there's
a "but" in there.

These proceedings
are about justice.

You know,
it's a powerful force.

It has the power
to reveal the true
nature of things,

as well as the value
of innocence.

But he's guilty, right?

Hear ye, hear ye.

Mock trial is now
in session.

We are happy to welcome
a real superior court judge,

the Honorable
Patricia Claymore,

(AUDIENCE APPLAUDING)

who will be presiding.

BOY: That's awesome.

Someone rob
the good humor man?

Got it from
my nephew's birthday.

Forgot he's lactose
intolerant.

Want a piece?

Can't celebrate
just yet.

I've been going over
all the evidence in
the Hoyt case.

Problem?
No.

Blood splatters
on the shirt,

fibers, murder weapon.

It all adds up.

I though that's what
we were going for,

being cops and all.

Yeah. Except the guy.

It was too easy,
him walking in
like that.

First timer,
suffers remorse,

turns himself in.

It happens.

He did everything
but type up the report.

Can you stop eating
for a minute?

Sorry. Was I eating?

Yeah.

I wanna send the knife
back to the lab.

Will, the blood's a match.

I--I--I know.

I want them to look
at it again,

as if it's all
we've got.

Sure.

Mrs. Giant, I know this
must be a very difficult
time for you right now,

but can you please tell
us what happened when
Jack came to your house?

I let him in.

He said he was hungry,
so I gave him breakfast.

Eggs, bacon, toast,
some juice.

Big meal.

Then what happened?

GLYNIS: After my husband
came home

and went to take
his nap,

Jack grabbed
our golden goose

and ran out
of the house.

My husband chased
after him.

He loved that goose.

He just wanted it back.

This is about more
than a pet goose.

This is about
oppression.

History has shown
that the rapacious
ruling class

will always exploit
the poor

unless someone
rises up.

Objection.
She's making
a speech, right?

JUDGE: Sustained.

Get off the soap box
and ask a question,
counselor.

When Mr. Giant came home,

what did
you ask Jack to do?

I...

I told him to hide
in the cupboard.

Hmm. Why?

My husband
was a jealous man.

He had a temper!

So you were afraid
that he would
kill Jack if he saw him.

Rebuttal, Ms. Girardi.

JOAN: Yes, I just
have one thing. Uh,

Mrs. Giant,

you said your
husband was napping

when Jack snuck out
of the cupboard.

Um, so when did
Mr. Giant wake up?

When Jack
was running out
with our golden goose.

It squawked.

(SQUAWKS)

(ALL LAUGH)

So, if Jack hadn't
stolen the goose,

he would've escaped
without ever
waking up Mr. Giant,

and none of us
would be here today,
isn't that correct?

Objection.
Leading the witness.

Overruled.

Answer the question, ma'am.

Absolutely. Yes.

JOAN: Nice job,
counselor,

but wait until
my cross-examination.

You're toast, bean boy.

I don't know.
Grace was on fire.

Law is such a joke.
You can manipulate it
however you want.

Well, I can.

Well, there are
still absolutes.

Or such a thing
as innocence and guilt.

Says who?

Says very
important people.

Can we talk?

I'm kind of busy.

Hey, Bonnie.

Are you okay?

You can
give me two minutes.
I think I deserve that.

What's going on?

What was
that all about?

Nothing.

Um, I, well,
I lost some of
her art supplies.

She's a freak.

Adam...

SKINNY KID GOD: Please return
to the courtroom!

Court is back in session.

Um...

Jack, I understand
you sold your cow.

Why?

It wasn't
making milk anymore.

And what did you
get for it?

Some magic beans.

I was hungry.

Is that why you

(SIGHS)

climbed up to
the Giant's house?

Yeah, I was hungry.

Hungry?

Yeah, hungry.

I already said that.

So maybe
it was your hunger

that diminished your
mental capacity.

You weren't
thinking clearly.

Yeah, that's right.

That would
explain why you

stole the goose
from the Giant,

because if you were
thinking clearly,

you would
have realized

how much
you were risking
by going over there.

Right?

I guess.

But you needed to
satisfy your hunger.

It's all you were
thinking about, right?

Yeah.

But, um...

Isn't she
leading the witness?

Shouldn't you object
or something?

You're lying.

(WHISPERING)
It's not like that.

Mrs. Giant
had just given you
a huge breakfast,

isn't that right?

Yeah.

JOAN: So you weren't
really hungry

when you stole
the Giant's goose,
were you?

You just took it
because you wanted it.

That's the only
reason, isn't it?

(CLEARS THROAT)

I'll rephrase
the question.

Do you believe
that just because
you want something,

that that means
it is okay for you
to take it

no matter what
the consequences are?

Answer the question!

I didn't think
that far ahead.

Did you need to steal
the goose to survive,

or did you just want it?

I felt like I needed it.

You stole the goose,
and you didn't care

who you hurt
in the process,
did you?

Jane.

It wasn't like that.

Then what was it like?

What?

Objection.
Badgering the witness.

I'm done.
The prosecution rests.

(PEOPLE CHATTERING)

So, we ran a few
tests on your knife.

The murder weapon?

Funny thing is,
Mr. Karon,

the edge is clean.

If that knife
would have done
what you say,

it would've
hit bone.

The edge would've
shown damage,
even slight.

The knife
you gave us

was the same as
the murder weapon,

but it wasn't
the murder weapon.

You work for
a temp agency
as a janitor.

We checked
with them
this morning.

March 29th,
you were assigned

to the Coroner's
office.

Isn't that correct?

Yeah.

The night Melissa Hoyt's
body was brought there.

You knew where
all the wounds were,

how the body
was found.

You had access
to the hair and
the blood samples.

(SIGHS)

She looked so little,
lying there
on that table.

And that room was so cold.

And I kept
thinking to myself,
"This is somebody's baby."

And those people...

They just
lost their child,

and all they wanted
was an answer.

And I wanted
to help them.

I lost my little girl.

One day, she just died.

Her heart stopped.

She was three years old.

No one could
tell me why.

And I couldn't
live with that.

I couldn't
live with the fact
that I had no answer.

I left
my house one day,

and I just,
I just...

I never really
did anything
with my life.

You know, I just...

I just wanted
to help these people.

I just wanted
to give them
an answer, that's all.

I'm sorry.

See? The law
is precise, Grace.

It has
a mathematical construct

into which the moral
variables must be placed.

I mean, your idealism
has no part in it.

Zip it, dude.

Congratulations,
Ms. Girardi.

Quite an achievement
for a novice.

Thanks, feels good.

Well,

seems like everybody
knows something but me.

I'm definitely
out of the
loop here.

I think we should
leave you two alone.

JOAN: Yeah,
I think so, too.

I always trusted you.

(WHIMPERING)
I am so sorry.

It didn't mean anything.

It was just a hook-up,

and I thought that's
the way it would be.

And...

I just kept thinking
that it could
stay like that.

That it could
just be about sex.

Sex?

You had sex with Bonnie?

Because I wouldn't?

No. I don't know.

I...

It kind of
just happened, I mean...

I love you, Jane.
I love you so much.

Nobody will ever be
what you are to me,

and if I could
take it back, then...

I understand
why you don't
wanna have sex, okay?

But I just thought
that with Bonnie...

Shut up.
I don't wanna hear it.

I don't wanna hear you try
to convince yourself that
what you did was okay.

How long have you
been lying to me?

I wanted to tell you.

And I just wanna
get over this.

You don't understand.

We're not
gonna get over this.

You gave her a...

A part of yourself

because I wouldn't
sleep with you?

But you had
my heart, Adam.

And that's what
you took with you

when you went to
hook up with her.

Jane.

No, we're done.

It's over.

♪ I'm through with

♪ Promises in the air

♪ I can't swear and curse

♪ And nobody's there

♪ You said you'd find me

♪ No matter how I got lost

♪ Where were you

♪ When I needed you most

You knew and
you didn't tell me.

That's your
idea of justice?

I don't interfere.
You know that.

Yeah, well, maybe
free will wasn't
such a great idea.

I believed in him.

I know.

That's what
makes it hurt so much.

What did I do
to deserve this?

Nothing.

This isn't
punishment, Joan.

It's simply
part of being alive,

of being involved,
of loving.

Yeah. I'm not
doing that anymore.

I'm never
doing that again.

I know
how painful this is.

But what
you and Adam had
was beautiful, too.

And that was
every bit as real

as the pain
that you're feeling now.

You experienced how deeply
two people can be connected.

So what do I learn
when someone I trust

destroys all of that, huh?

Maybe it was never real.

Maybe you're
not even real, you know?

This whole
morality thing,

right and wrong,
it's all just junk.

We're all
just animals,
taking what we want.

Do you know
what innocence is, Joan?

You know, I don't want
mock trial right now.

Well, it's more than
an absence of guilt.

It's having faith
that there's goodness

in the face
of cruelty and pain.

Someplace, you still
feel that way.

And that's me.

And I'll always be there.

♪ When I need you most

Oh, honey.

♪ Where were you

♪ When I needed you most ♪