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You think I'm here to fucking greet you?

No,

I'm here to use you.

Go down.

I said hi I said hi

Because I deserve it. No.

I don't give a fuck what you deserve or what you don't deserve.

You don't matter to me anymore.

You're such a hardened, ruined fucking whore.

I've given up on treating you.

Do you know why I'm treating you like this?

For my amusement.

That's all that you're good for anymore.

To be my abused.

Little fuck toy.

Go down.

You want this cup?

Yes.

Where do you want this cup?

In my mouth.

Put it in your mouth.

Do you like your cock?

Do you like your cock?

I was

thinking

about fucking you.

But I'm not going to.

Do you know why?

Because you don't want to.

That's right, well I just said that you stupid bitch.

Why do you think I don't want to?

Are you abusive?

Did I say stop a second?

Can you do two things at once?

You're very incapable of two things at once, I believe.

Uh oh. Well you're going to have to try.

Okay, now answer my questions while you keep sucking.

What was the question again?

What was the question again?

The question...

You're terrible at listening, aren't you?

Okay.

Okay.

The question was, why do you think I'm not going to fuck you?

Because somebody else will.

Well, maybe.

But it's too much work, and I think you enjoy it.

I think you enjoy getting your asshole fucking shredded apart. That's what I

think. Don't you?

Well,

you're not going to fuck me.

Take these off.

Yes sir.

Excuse me.

Is that how you fold clothes?

No. Go get those.

Do you like

being treated like this?

I like treating you like this, so try again.

Do you like being treated like this?

Okay, shut up and open.

You got your time.

Go ahead, clean my fucking ass.

Maybe you can get a good piece of fucking toilet paper.

Go ahead.

Get in there.

Go ahead. Dig for gold.

Mix it up and down with the dog.

All the way from the bottom to the top.

Not my balls, it's my ass you stupid dick.

You know what?

I'm bored.

You're boring.

I'm gonna go fuck one of the other patients now.

First I'll give you a little meal, but you're probably hungry, hm?

We haven't fed you very much, have we?

Sit down on your fucking ass.

It's your fucking meal.

Thank you, doctor.

How does that feel?

I can't see anything.

Oh.

It burns.

Oh, it burns.

Oh, you poor baby.

You know what?

I feel sorry for you.

I don't believe you.

Oh, I'm going to let you get the cum out of your ass. It burns.

It burns, little baby.

You know what?

I'm going to ask Nurse Holt to come in and help you with that.

Nurse Hall, would you come in, please?

Nurse Hall. Come in.

This patient, Charlotte, her eyes are burning because she took her patient

through her eyes.

You know, would you help her with that? Maybe you can make her cry the cum out

of her eyes.

She's all yours.

Put your ass in the air.

I dropped something.

Oh look, another.

I'm here to help you.

Thank you.

Ask me to help you a little bit more. It

almost

looks like you're smiling now.

Make sure you get the heel, too.

Yeah.

And when you're done, you can work on the other one.

Get that heel a little bit.

Get the whole thing.

I'm home.

Good luck for you.

Thank you.

Thank you. Want a bag for that to come off?

Yes.

Let's have a good morning.

Get it all in there.

It's like a trash bin.

Trash bin for now.

Slip it more.

This is a very good idea.

Now you're going to look up at me, and you're going to ask me nicely to take

last one off with my cock in your mouth.

I'm sorry. I can't have that.

Say it again.

I'm listening.

Please fuck my ass. Please fuck my ass. Please fuck my ass. Please fuck my ass.

Please, please, please fuck my ass.

Yeah, that's right. Keep it open for me.

Ask me to fuck your garbage hole.

Please fuck my garbage hole.

I'm gonna make a deposit.

This is just your warm -up.

Maybe I'll get a nice big cock and fuck you with a bigger cock. Oh, thank you.

Thank you very much.

I'm stuck here.

Thank you. Clean it up.

I'll finish it up.

You do appreciate your treatment, right? Yes.

Thank you.

Open that bin, you piece of fucking crap!

And before you go on, you might want to attach them.

Yeah, so that you don't stuff them.

It's really far in there.

No, you really are a fucking whore.

You're gonna puke.

That's gonna make a big mess.

You ready for another talk?

Yes, please.

Stick your tongue out.

Yeah,

that's better.

That's better.

Thank you.

Do you think you can fit more?

Uh -huh. I think so.

Oh yeah, you are right in that hole.

You are a very perverted girl.

I think that's a really good idea, and I will.

Why don't you lick that clean?

It's got trash all over it now.

Yeah, clean it off with that filthy mouth.

Let's see the other one.

Oh,

nice flat surface.

I'm gonna give you another one.

Wow. That worked.

You helped me so much. That is excellent news.

Now let's see your ass again.

with your feet.

Let's see.

Can you do it?

Try again.

Oh, there you go.

That's good.

Thanks for that.

You think you can take a bigger cock instead?

I'll do my best, sir.

You

like

being treated this way, don't you?

Yes, I do, ma 'am. I can tell.

That's what your asshole is telling me.

I like watching your asshole open up for me like this.

I'm glad you do.

I think your treatment's really working.

You think so?

I have a feeling I might relapse again.

Uh -oh.

Let's see the condition.

You're going to thank me for that cup. Thank you.

I'm not doing this for my own good.

No, you're doing it for mine. It's very generous.

Thank you. That's right.

Thank you, Eric.

You're welcome. Now take this whole cup.

I want to see this whole cup disappear in there.

But you are. Yes.

Get more of that hard fucking.

You want to be a good slut for me?

Yes, yes. You want to open up that trashy whore hole?

Yes. Good.

11 inches of panel.

I'm so sorry. Come here.

Thank you.

It's a really thin wall. I bet you can.

That's what I'm here for.

I'm here to help you.

Ta -da.

I'm lubricating.

Thank you.

It's okay, you do it.

Thank you. You don't get to stop yet.

I don't want to stop.

It's a good thing, because I'm not ready for you to stop.

musty, sweaty armpit before it goes in your mouth. Thank you.

If you could handle all that in my mouth.

I want to hear a thank you for your therapy.

Thank you.

Say again.

Yeah, do you like that feel?

Yes. Well, you're not supposed to like it.

Is this all for your pleasure?

No, it's for yours.

It's for your treatment.

And yes, it's for my pleasure too. Thank you.

You really learned how to take it.

Clean me off.

I'm done with you.

And when you're done with that, you're going to continue to clean the room with

your mouth.

The filthy mouth.

All right.

That was a very intense shoot.

Charlotte. Yes?

How do you feel?

I feel great. My butthole doesn't hurt yet, but we'll see how I feel in the

morning. All right.

So, we went to town. We went to pound town.

We did. On your butthole, on your mouth, on your mind, I think, in some ways.

Did you get anything positive out of that, or was it just hell?

I feel very accomplished.

During the scene, I was just, like, trying my hardest, doing my best,

red, like, whenever I needed to, obviously. But my goal when I came here

like, create something really spectacular and unique and difficult and

there.

With all the things you, bodily fluids you put into my eyeballs, but the

dildo anal and like the trash aspect and

all that good stuff.

And the hard spanking.

Can I show my butt on camera and see how bruised it is?

Uh, sure.

Why not?

We've shown your butt on camera already. You did really well.

And I didn't go really easy on it either.

You like that?

Show your side.

Now, do you like the remarks?

Yeah, I do.

They're like badges of honor.

Yeah? Yeah.

Now, you were crying.

Mm -hmm.

You were screaming. Yeah.

During those moments, were you in a very bad state of

mind, or were you crying and screaming?

In a more good way? I was in my son's face.

So, um, the goal, like, was I wanted to cry and, like, scream and, um,

like, push myself, uh, so that, like, my reactions would be, like, completely

100 % authentic.

Um,

and, like, some real pain, real fear, real tears.

Um, but, uh, it's not, like, an abusive thing. It's, like, like I said in

the... Pre -interview, just like a cathartic thing. A release.

A release.

What do you mean when you say subspace?

I get into my zone of being as submissive as

possible.

It's not a disassociation, but it's like a little...

part of yourself that's like locked away sometimes and it doesn't really get

unlocked unless like you're getting some brutal beatings. And then that's when

it's the most enjoyable and fulfilling.

Right. So this is another state of mind that

has a cathartic value for you. Yes.

And

There are going to be people out there watching your scene who are going to be

worried about you.

Because they're good people, you know?

And they're going to be worried.

You know, you were miserable during your scene. We were abusing you. You were

being hurt.

What would you tell them, you know, in relation to...

subspace. How would you, how would you explain to people who don't experience

subspace themselves or who don't really know anybody personally who experiences

this subspace and this catharsis? How would you, how would you explain that to

them a little bit more?

Um, like just in general what it really is and like how you achieve it and

stuff? Yeah, if you're talking with somebody who doesn't really don't

how you could get a catharsis from pain or how you could go into this other

state of mind, you know, that had a positive value.

What would you say to them?

Well, like, subspace is like a term used in the BDSM community, so if you're not

in it, you better get in it because you're missing out on a lot of cool

But it's like when you're put into the role of, like, the

submissive, and, um, you're having things done for you, you're obeying,

dominant, or whatever, um,

uh, you kind of, uh, you forget about, like, all your other problems in the

world, and it's, like,

a, not, like, a dreamlike state, but it's, like, a just

get a lot of fulfillment out of, like, um,

pleasing your dominant, and being, uh, a good sub and, like, obeying and

getting pain inflicted upon you and things like that.

Does that make sense?

Yeah, I think that's an interesting way to describe it as a sort of little

vacation. I think metaphors can help, you know, sometimes with people who

not quite understand something.

Yeah, well, it's definitely helpful.

have a situation that's so intense that really demands your 100 % attention.

And it is able to take your thoughts away from other things that you often,

mind roams to.

Absolutely. It's a pretty important time, I think, something that really

requires your being here now.

Now, Nurse Hole, what was it like for you when you

were doing your portion?

of the scene with Charlotte, were you just

abusing her because you hate humanity?

Or were you doing something a bit different than that? No, I'm really fond

Charlotte. I really like being in the same room with her and working with her

especially.

But I'm also a streetist, and I need a responsible way to act out my

desire to consent to adults, and so this is a really good time for that, for

people who have complementary needs in the opposite direction.

So for me, it's a relief, of course, definitely

physical exertion in the moment, but I'm quite... Hi, I'm in

a top space, a top luck, I like to call it. And for me, my sadism is

mainly sexually motivated. Not 100%, but it's a big charm for me.

So it's really nice when I have someone like Charlotte who is responsible and

knows how to receive it and enjoys it. And we can really just let go of all of

those other things we might be worried about and go with it.

And also...

somebody who's very good at communicating what's working, what's not

stuff, which is something you have to be very responsible about in situations

like these.

But I think we all did a good job of keeping an open line of communication

everything.

Nertal, I think you said something interesting when you said so that we can

go.

And I think...

That's a very important part of what we do here. When we do a scene like this,

we don't always do scenes that get this heavy or this deep.

But it really is a together thing.

It's not you letting go, and it's not you letting go. It's

the two of you.

And it takes two. So it really is a partnership. It is a mutual...

adventure. Is that fair?

A hundred percent.

And that's why I think a scene really is about our goals. Even though I'm the

dominant, you're the dominant, and ultimately, yes, it's about your

enjoyment. But I always, you know, what comes to mind more naturally is that

it's our goal, even if our goal is to abuse you at the moment.

Yeah, and another misconception people have is that dominance

are abusive or doing things against their will, but really it's the

who's in control.

They grant permission to the dominant to be dominant to them.

There's definitely a certain granting of authority.

Yeah. It retains a certain bit of control, but, you know,

I think...

It's hard to say you're in control when my foot is on your head.

But she allows you to be in control. But you're granted the authority to control

you in that moment.

It's a little bit paradoxical, isn't it? Yeah, and that's still yours to have or

withhold. I mean, like, I'm in control, like, I'm telling you what to do, but

just, like, I always have the option to, like, say stop. Yeah, you have leader

power. Yeah.

And you're also respected.

Yeah.

Absolutely.

Everybody's respected here.

We're not being degraded.

Actually, we are, but we like it. So, I like it.

You're being degraded perhaps in the moment, but you're not being degraded as

human being outside of the scene. And that really is one of the things that

we like to drive home here at Asylum.

When we do heavy scenes like this, and when we have this sort of dialogue

afterwards, we like to drive home, I like to drive home, this very important

distinction between what we do in the scenes and what we do off set.

You know, when we have a genuine submissive masochist like Charlotte, and

genuine dominant status like Nurse Cole and myself,

We try to produce the genuine dynamic because it's actually a lot better for

actors when you're experiencing something genuine than trying to force

reactions. It's not really acting.

You just get in the moment.

Yeah, I almost consider it a live art performance, which is organic and it

on a form of its own. There's a certain amount of pre -planning, but it really

develops as it goes.

Yeah, but, you know,

The very important thing to know is that before we start the scene, you know,

we're talking to each other as friends and as people who care about each other.

And when we finish the scene, we're doing the same thing.

So that, you know, we go on this adventure together to, you know,

intense places that at the time may be degrading or...

you know, otherwise emotionally harsh.

But we do this for catharsis, and whether or not we successfully achieve

catharsis is its own matter.

Sometimes you try to have a catharsis, but you don't. But we do this with that

intention. And, you know, afterwards, you know, I think we know each other

better. We've been to very intimate places together.

I think that allows us to connect better as friends than as caring people in the

world.

And I can say that if that were not the case,

we wouldn't be doing this.

And, you know, so this is that sort of thing. If you try this at home, you

please take care of your partner as well.

Any last words?

I have to cover this.

I feel great.

That's what I want to say. Me too.