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Hi guys, we have an unusual therapy session here this time.

We shot this scene continuously in one take.

We shot for over two hours and we never stopped.

We never made adjustments.

Jessica and I have great chemistry.

She's a lifestyle slave and needless to say I was I

was very into her and we had an exceptional, exceptional day.

So I wrestled with how to present this to you. Two hours is an awfully long

for a scene.

And a lot of what we did included some slow bonding that from a visual

perspective might be boring for you, especially when you're jerking off.

Do I have a conclude the slow wrapping of the

bandages that we use for bondage or do I remove that and just sort of cut to the

juiciest? I decided to share pretty much all of it with you.

I asked our editor to cut through some of the really long tedious stuff to sort

of speed it up a little bit, but I didn't want to

Deprive any of you who are interested from the experience of the continuous

-hour scene.

I figure those of you who just kind of want to get to the fucking or whatever,

you can fast forward through that or skip ahead.

And that's your choice.

Whatever you guys prefer.

It's now available to you because we're presenting the whole scene to you.

We only cut out a couple blooper -type bits when we had

stickers on her shoes that had to be removed, a couple tags on her clothes,

little things like that that are pretty much irrelevant to your enjoyment and to

the authentic experience of the scene.

And we're also including some of the doggy anal footage

that didn't come out perfectly.

There's always something that goes a little bit wrong when you're shooting.

with no opportunity for the crew to make adjustments while the

action is paused. That's how we shoot here these days, which is extremely

unusual because we want it to be authentic for you.

So we have some corrupt footage from one of the three cameras that was giving

the best action for the doggy anal.

So we included the action from another angle that you don't really get to see a

lot, but I didn't want to interrupt.

the continuity of the scene for you. And we've got some great anal penetration

that you can see a lot better when we were in other positions.

So, I hope you enjoyed it. This is something that you will be very,

very hard pressed to find anywhere.

Two hours of continuous, real, intense domination

with two people who I think were both having an incredible time i'm very very

proud of this scene this is very special to me so thank you for watching

becoming

intense right um it's not gonna be easy my aim is to challenge you and my aim is

to make you suffer

I want you to suffer physically and I want you to suffer psychologically.

But ideally, I'd like it to be that paradoxical kind of suffering that we

go for in BDSM. It's like, you don't like it, but you do.

Yeah. That would be ideally what I would say. You know, hopefully that's the

outcome. Yeah.

So if you need to stop anytime, you can say red.

Okay. Stop doesn't mean that, like, we end the shoot and you don't get paid or

anything like that. Yeah.

It just means that we stop and see what's going on with you, and then we

it. If you're gagged, you can go, uh -huh, uh -huh, uh -huh.

Now, a question comes up, too, for some people.

We can take two approaches to natural language when it comes to stopping.

So you can say, like, no, I don't want that, right? And you can have that mean

that. Or you can be like, stop, I can't take that anymore. And you can have that

in there.

Or we can take a consensual, non -consensual approach.

Where, you know, as long as I don't think you really mean it, I

basically ignore you saying no or stop. And your fake word becomes your way,

your only way to stop the thing. That's up to you.

I'm fine with that. That's what I'm pretty used to is only using my safe

I really mean stop, but kind of like begging and, you know, feeling like, oh,

please stop.

But, yeah, I'm okay with that.

All right. Now, if you're screaming or crying or reacting strongly, I won't

necessarily stop and I'll be relying on you to use your safe word. Yeah. If I

think you're in a bad headspace and you've lost your ability to use your

word or you're being harmed in some way, I would never want that to happen to

you. I would stop.

Yeah. For kind of a fair mind reader. So, you know, ultimately, if you get

that space and I don't detect it, it's up to yourself.

Yeah, that's fine.

Okay, so do you have any questions?

I don't think so. I think we covered everything today.

All right.

All right.

Jessica. Yes.

We're about to do your final shoot.

Uh -huh.

What is going through your head right now?

I'm kind of blank -faced at the moment, just waiting to see what you have in

store for me.

Are you nervous?

Nervous in a good way, yeah. Like, you know, just kind of.

as I would get before a shoot, but not like hand attack nervous or anything.

Good.

So do you think this is going to be easy or do you think this is going to be

hard? I definitely think it's going to be a very challenging shoot.

Yeah, I don't have it down in my mind. I don't think anything about it's going

to be easy.

Okay. Are you looking forward to being challenged?

Yes, I am.

Okay. I enjoy that.

Okay.

Now, you know, this is the sort of thing you also enjoy in your private

life. Yes. Like you're actually a submissive masochist. Is that correct?

Yes. Okay.

Do you switch as well, or are you just... I do. I do switch.

I haven't ever... I really want to dominate a guy in real life, which I

done yet, but I've done it with women.

That's my thing. Generally, with men, I'm more submissive, and with women, I'm

more dominant.

Okay. Okay.

Yeah.

Now, you know, I've seen some of your other work. You take a good beating.

But you're also into, I think, the psychological stuff as well. Yeah.

I like to be challenged both physically and mentally and, you know, be a little

bit scared of, you know, like when you're tied up and bound or

whatever is going on gets to a point where you're like, oh, wow, this kind of

sucks, you know.

It's pushing past that and realizing I'm going to be okay and then dealing with

it for the time being.

I think that's my biggest thing is that even with beatings or whatever I do, I'm

always, the end goal is that I'm still going to be fine at the end of it. So

like torture now, cry later about it and then be fine.

Now, this is a broad question.

Generally speaking, what do you get out?

of, you know, submitting to a sadistic dominant who just kind of fucks you up?

I always basically with most shoots that I do, I come to, I do something that

I haven't done before, whether it be like one thing or the whole shoot in

itself. And I like to know what I can take physically, both physically and

mentally.

never really had many limits like I've always been the person where it's like

well I'll try it twice just to see first time I may not like it second time I

may end up liking it so I'm very open -minded when it comes to that and I like

to be tortured okay all right now um

there's also the anal component yeah so you do anal in your

Personally? Yeah, I do. Not very often, but being a CAM model, I do it often

enough to where I'm comfortable with it and everything.

What's it like for you?

It's another general question, and maybe there are multiple answers. Yeah.

What's it like for you again?

Fuck, yeah.

I've had really good experiences. I've had very bad experiences being young

you know, not really even having lube and just kind of trying it out.

That's never really fun.

I think the old guy pulls it out and rams it in there with no lube kind of

thing. Yeah, like, oh, can I do anal?

you know, we don't really have any resources, so just kind of do what you

do.

And so I actually stopped doing anal until, like, I was about 19 again.

But I realized that with lube and, like, my favorite way to do it is, like, lube

and have a vibrator on my clit. That's ultimately, like, the best way.

What did you ask me? I'm so sorry.

What did I get? Like, what do I like about it? Yeah, what's it like for you?

What is the experience of anal life for you? It's kind of scary only because

it's always painful at first, even if it's just a little bit or a lot. You

it's not your vagina. It's not a vagina.

So it's different. It's, you know, but.

And that's a challenge for me within itself, and I like doing that because

I am able to take more, I feel proud of myself. I'm like, yeah, I did it. The

first time I fisted my ass, I was so happy about it.

Two years ago, I didn't do it at all. And then I had basically a goal within

months to be able to kiss my ass.

And I did it in four months.

And so to work up from nothing to be able to do that was pretty cool.

And I really like butt plugs or like weighted butt plugs and kind of bigger

ones. They're fun for me. So I've always enjoyed that. And then ass fucking,

the only reason that it's really difficult for me.

It's not so much anything else but that, like, my actual whole, like, the skin

around it gets very raw.

And that's really the only reason that it bothers me. But other than that, it's

really fine.

Mm -hmm. So.

Do you know why I like it?

Why? Why do you think?

Um, it is, I mean, it's sadistic, I think, in nature. And it can, it's more

torturous, it can be more torturous if you make it.

And, uh.

Seeing girls squirm.

Or it could also just be the feeling of it.

Because a lot of guys say that, I mean, it's tighter or it's more... I don't

know. I don't know what it feels like for a guy, but... For the first two

reasons, yes.

I would actually say on a purely physical level, the pussy usually feels

than the ass.

Unless the girl's pussy is just like... Bad.

Blown open and she has more control. Yeah, yeah.

That's unusual, but then it's not very satisfying.

But usually it feels better because it provides, you know, sort of a

surface, you know, for the full depth of the penetration.

Whereas you only really feel the anal canal when you're fucking somebody's

And that's only like an inch long.

Oh, okay.

But, yeah, the pain and the scaring.

But, like, above all, it's like...

The control shift.

Yeah. Because, like, you know, most girls have pretty good control of their

vaginas, right? Like, I feel like they're able to control, like, how much

they're squeezing it or not or, you know.

Whereas, like, I feel like girls have much less control of their ass.

You know?

So, when I'm, like, fucking girls' ass, I feel like I'm... I'm taking control of

the wool, you know. And I can make it really miserable, or I can make it nice,

you know. Yeah. It's like it's up to me.

Whereas, like, with a vagina, I feel like I can be tricked.

Yeah. You know, I don't feel like I'm really in control. I feel like, you

like, I could be sort of, the wool is going to be pulled over my eyes. Yeah.

That hole. Mm -hmm.

So.

All right. Well.

We're going to go to town on Jessica.

We're going to fuck her up.

And I'm very excited about it.

And then we'll come back after this, after we put our pieces back together,

let her tell us what it was like.

Alrighty. Yeah, here we go.

Okay.

Stand up.

Okay.

Jessica. Yes.

I'm going to recreate you.

Okay.

I'm going to give you another name.

I'm going to use Jessica's body.

I'm going to use Jessica's brain.

But Jessica's not going to be here anymore.

Okay. Okay? She's going to have a new name.

Your body, your brain, these arms, these legs, and whatever else I want. Okay.

Okay? Yes.

I'm going to make you into what I want.

Do you look forward to that?

Yes. Okay, so you're going to have a new name.

Okay. Okay? It's going to be Little Monster Girl.

Okay. What's your name? Little Monster Girl. Yeah, or just Monster for short.

Okay. Here, come back down.

You're very beautiful girl Yeah,

you probably hear that a lot.

Yeah, yeah I'm gonna make you protest.

Okay, I'm gonna take away Your control limb by limb.

I'm going to replace some of your limbs.

I'm going to make you a little ugly.

I'm going to hobble you. I'm going to cripple you.

I'm going to turn you into a little monster.

Why do you think I would want to do that?

To have control over you?

Not as simple as that.

Why do you think I would want to do that?

I don't know.

Yeah?

Because...

It's a test.

Uh -huh. Okay? Okay.

I want you to feel beautiful, as beautiful as you are now, no

matter what I do to you.

Okay. When I turn you into a grotesque, fucked up little monster, I still want

you to feel beautiful because I'm throwing you that way. Okay. Does that

any sense?

Yeah. Yeah? Because I like very thick, fucked up...

twisted, grotesque things.

And I want you to enjoy being those things for me. I want you to enjoy them

much that you feel incredibly beautiful, even while you're a fucked -up little

monster. Okay. You understand?

Yes. What's your name?

Little Monster Girl.

Okay.

Okay.

Put it on here. All four.

You're going to do everything I tell you to do, no matter what I do to you and

what I turn you into.

And if you follow my instructions to make me happy, I'm going to give you

pleasure.

If you disappoint me, I'm going to give you pain.

I might give you pain anyway, because that might be right.

But if you disappoint me, I'm going to give you more pain.

Back of your hands to me.

Crawl from there.

Big circle.

Go that way. Other way.

All the way to the corner.

Come all the way over here.

That's it.

Open up.

Good girl.

How can I?

Come to the cock.

Give the cock some pleasure again.

That's good.

You're just getting further, you see.

How does it feel to crawl with her?

Interesting.

Crawl more.

pick a little amount although we'll be using it i'm sure quite a bit and down

So, give me some pleasure again.

Go for it.

Go ahead.

Give me some pleasure.

Good little monster.

You too.

You're gonna earn some pleasure, do you think? Yeah.

Okay, let's give you a little bit.

That's a good one.

Wow.

You got it in there?

Mm -hmm.

You think this is funny?

Okay, you can laugh at yourself.

It's going to get very tortuous very soon. I think you're worn out.

Oh, you're messy, aren't you?

Missy little monster, you're going to get very grotesque.

This is going to go on for a long time.

I'm not sure if you think I'm serious or not.

Nice and slow. I want you to be beautiful.

Crawl. Make it beautiful.

Crawl monster.

Nice and beautiful.

Tell me how beautiful you can be as a monster.

Are you starting to feel fucked up yet?

Yeah? Yes,

sir.

Crawl monster.

It's a good monster.

Is it trying to get harder?

It's going to get much harder.

Thank you.

That wasn't for you. That was for me.

Yes, sir.

Come

here.

Give me some pleasure, monster.

Let me explain something, okay?

Pleasure for me, listen to me, pleasure for me if you suffer it for me.