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Beautiful

Thank you.

Beauty equals power.

And power protects you from getting hurt.

And I can't wait for you to see me.

God damn, baby, what's your number?

Oh, you think you're better than me, bitch?

Hey.

Yo,

what the... No, I'm... Yo, what the fuck?

Me neither.

What?

I don't answer phone calls from my father either.

It's not like that.

Well, there's only so many times you can tell somebody you don't want to go to

the Yankee game with them.

So, why don't you just go?

Because I didn't have to hear all the ways I could have been a better ball

player.

You are sitting on the strap of my help.

I

think.

In case you're thinking about getting some more, maybe share a laugh.

Have a good one.

At Faith, we use the Golden Ratio, a formula dating back to the 18th century.

We take precise measurements of your face in order to create your

treatment plan.

Our expertise in aesthetic science guarantees meaningful

transformation.

You're late.

I'm not working today.

Then why are you here?

Because I want my skin to look dewy and plump.

I'm using our employee discount to get myself a laser treatment.

Only 10 %?

Why don't you just go for the cosmetic counselor position?

She's going to have to replace Charlotte fast and you do know that they get

their shit for free, right?

Are you going to go for it?

Why would I?

I don't need anything.

Yes? Paola is here and she's wondering if you can take her early.

Tell her I'll be with her in a minute.

I'll be back in five.

Sorry.

Sorry about that.

Everything okay?

Yes. You are worth the wait.

So I was thinking, all the procedures that I've had down here, they're

confidential, right?

Do you have a problem with people knowing about it?

I don't really want people to know about, like, the big stuff.

Uh -huh.

Anyway, my high school reunion's coming up, and I was thinking I would love to

get a nose revision, but they're...

Thousands of dollars. And you have to hire a new cosmetic counselor.

So I was wondering maybe if they get their stuff for free. So I was

thinking maybe I could throw my hat in the ring and... Nothing is for free.

earn it through sales.

My cosmetic counselors are walking billboards for what I do.

That people were trying to hide.

The big stuff.

You could benefit from a nose revision.

Got a... Are

you numb?

I think so.

Okay.

You alright?

Don't hold back.

Catherine, I can numb you more.

No, I don't mind feeling it.

Reminds me that I'm getting closer.

And Catherine, you're lucky I don't fire you right now.

For not talking to my patients about all the surgeries that I have done for you.

I didn't go to school to inject tox or do lasers. I went to learn to cut.

And that's exactly what I expect you to talk about.

That'll be $2 ,150.

Sorry. And you entered our discount?

Do you have another card?

Yeah, I'll just use my debit.

What?

It's all worth it, right?

So, who's the new tech?

Dr. Angelica's me.

Abby, I think.

Great.

Thanks. I'll see you soon.

I promise I'll get you your money tomorrow.

Well, can I at least get my stuff?

Come on.

I don't have any place else to go.

Hello?

I just got a laser!

Sorry, he thinks he's a lap dog.

It is my pleasure to announce the next Ms.

Byron Township.

The ever so pretty Kim Duvall.

Excuse me.

I'm sorry, but your father made it clear that no one is allowed to stay

overnight.

We're trying to make him as comfortable as possible.

Wake up!

What are you doing here?

I could ask you the same question.

It's not what it looks like. I just... No, no, no. I get it. You work at the

front desk.

You spend all your money on procedures, steal the talks you can't cover, and

you're homeless.

Miss anything?

Please. I just need a place to stay until I can get back into my apartment.

Please don't say anything.

Why? I need this job.

Okay. Why don't you just give the talks back and I won't say anything.

You're a goddamn junkie.

Nice scrubs, by the way.

Wait, I'll do anything. Please don't say anything.

Please, come on. I'll do anything.

Pick a card.

Put it on your forehead. If I have the higher card, I tell her today. If you

have the higher card, you get to keep your job.

No.

Okay, then I'll just tell her.

Come on.

Look,

you know, I'll tell you what.

I'll let you pick a different card if you want.

Are you going to pick another card?

So?

What are you going to do?

Well, come on.

Don't keep me waiting.

I'll stay.

Good.

On the count of three, look at your card.

Ready?

One.

Two.

Three.

Looks like you'll live to see another day.

Wait, wait, wait. What do you mean another day?

Well, the bet was for me to keep quiet today.

You know, you should probably wipe the blood from your face.

Oh, my God.

Is it that bad?

Oh, my God.

Sweet.

Girl, this is the place of business.

And while you are at my front desk, perhaps you could highlight my beautiful

work with what some... What is that word?

Searching for. It's a product that they sell to women to help them make

up.

Yes.

Makeup. I'm sorry. I know I need to be better. Why isn't your hair up?

I'll put it up. I'll put it up.

Are there holes in your pants?

Oh, no, no. Strike two.

I'm back. I'm just checking in for my 2 o 'clock appointment.

Hi. Great. We'll let her know that you're here.

Well, aren't you a pretty young thing?

I see why she has you out here. You're the fountain of youth that everyone

aspires to.

But you?

Sure, because she wouldn't have you out here for everyone to look at if you

hadn't had something done.

So, tell me everything.

Not a lot to tell.

Botox and...

Lasers? Oh, I don't care about that. Everyone does that.

I'm thinking about tweaking my nose. Did you do yours?

Like I said, I've done toxin laser.

Was it Bulba?

You look Italian.

I bet it was Bulba. Like one of them mobsters noses? What's that actor's

Robert? Like I said, I've only done toxin laser.

Bless your heart.

You want everyone to think that you were born like this?

She can get away with that.

Now, come on.

Just show me a before and after.

Oh, heavens to Betsy.

Darling, you don't look so good.

Micah, it's so lovely to see you.

Right this way, hon.

I'll see you later in my office.

Yes.

Are you okay?

She's... She's gonna fire me.

It's okay.

Relax, you know.

Breathe in through your nose, out through your mouth. In.

In through your nose.

Out through your mouth.

Here.

Yeah. Breathe through that.

That should help.

She made a sandwich.

They're ungrateful, what you are.

Okay, can we just start over?

I'm Catherine, yeah, front desk.

I'm Abby, disgruntled niece.

What are you doing with that stuff?

God, I'm getting rid of expired product.

You know what?

Why do you work here if you hate it so much?

My mom is obsessed with plastic surgery and Aunt Angie.

And I couldn't find a job.

So you can have anything you want for free.

Ew, you sound like my mom.

I would kill for that.

Let me guess, you're going to go for the cosmetic counselor job, right?

Sell the poison so you can get the freebies?

That's a pretty bougie job for a homeless person.

I haven't seen my sandwich bag.

Uh, what did it look like? It had my name on it.

No. I gotta go.

So what did you have in mind?

I'm so sorry to barge in. Can I help you? My kid was asking me about the work

that I had done, and we didn't get to finish our conversation. Catherine, this

is not the time.

Dr. Angelica gave me an upper and lower eye lift.

She sculpted my legs and my stomach with lipo.

She lifted my jowls with a deep, plain facelift.

And she did my boots.

And what about your nose?

You were right.

I am Italian.

And it was bulbous.

I had it done when I was 18 by a lesser surgeon because it was all I could

afford.

But I'm hoping that Dr. Angelica will refine it for me.

You are in the best hands ever.

This woman, she's an artist.

Maybe even a magician.

Anyway, I don't want to take up any more of your time, but I am more than happy.

To answer any and all of your questions.

You're excused.

I want everything she's had.

Catherine. I want the cosmetic counselor job.

What? I want the cosmetic counselor job.

Why? You know how badly I want that nose revision for the reunion.

What does that have to do with me?

I've been working here for three years. And I can sell what you do better than

anyone. Because I am what you've done.

I could be the billboard.

Excuse me, Aunt Angie.

Yes, Abby.

How important is trust to you?

It's everything.

Yeah. Have you checked the Botox supply lately?

You know, it just seems like it should be monitored better.

So where are you going with this?

Well, a staff member or a patient could just swipe it.

You know, I care.

I care about things that are important to you.

Thank you, Abby.

If you want to be successful, you have to look the part.

You are an extension of me, of faith.

Your wardrobe needs to reflect that.

And you'd better be worth it.

If you don't look better than our clients, you won't be taken seriously.

Your top, covered.

Your filler, covered.

The clothes I gave you and the procedure that you want for your reunion, you

will have to earn that through sale.

And it's all worth it

Catherine

Dr. Angelica.

Why are your clothes in my storage closet?

Oh, I was going to go on a date and I was going to get changed here. Get them

out.

Hi, Dad.

You look different.

I got a new job. New clothes.

My hair's lighter.

Like Mom's was.

Do you want me to get a hair?

Let me see your mom.

my beautiful angel again.

Do you think I look like her now?

Oh, honey.

I need to sleep.

Don't forget your bag's on your way out.

Hi, Mike.

I don't know if you're going to remember me. We met at the bus stop.

Bus stop?

Yeah, that's me.

Well, actually, my name's Catherine.

I thought bus stop girl had a nice ring to it.

I'm just kidding.

How you doing?

Good. I was thinking about getting some more ink.

That's awesome.

Yeah, do you think I could stop by to check out your work?

Yeah. Yeah, anytime.

Oh, yeah. I was thinking maybe now because I don't want to check it out

I just, I just, I know how I am.

Come on over.

Really?

Great.

Can't wait to see your ink.

carving out of here until I open up my shopping jersey.

Huh.

Somebody went on a shopping spree.

Yeah, they're for work.

Is that a bruise on your lip?

I love this one. This is so nice.

You know, you're so nice.

Only nice.

I think you misunderstood what I meant.

I didn't mean all that. I was hoping maybe I could take you out on a date.

Get to know you a little bit. Yeah, sure.

Oh, my God, shit. I totally forgot. I have to meet my friend.

She's giving me keys. My landlord's going to be getting us this whole thing.

I'm so sorry. I've got to go.

Okay.

Bye.

Hey, you left your bag.

Hi. Hey.

You left all your fancy clothes here.

Oh, my God.

I'm so sorry.

Do you think I could come by tomorrow morning and pick them up?

Actually, can I get dressed there, too?

It's really tight here at my friend's place.

Maybe.

Maybe?

I mean, if I'm letting you get ready at my place, I think you should do

something for me.

Which would be?

Let me take you out on a date.

Sure.

Here we go next.

Hey, I gotta run, so just let yourself out when you're done.

It's open.

I'm ready to fly solo.

I can sell the patient before you even come in the room. I can save you time

money. And all you have to do is come in and give your blessing.

First of all, you get to do what you love most.

Cut. We'll see.

Why should I choose Dr.

Angelica and Faith?

Dr. Angelica has been voted the top cosmetic surgeon in New York City ten

in a row.

Nobody else can boast that.

There is a reason why she has a six -month waiting list.

Her results are unparalleled.

Come on. We all know you only feel as good as you look.

And here at Faith, we make sure you look your absolute best.

In fact, if you give us enough time, we'll make you perfect.

Have you practiced on the facial imaging software yet?

When you master that, you're ready to fly solo.

Exactly how much do I need to sell before I can get my nose revision?

Start with Abby.

You're excused.

Who put you up to this?

Dr. Angelica wanted me to practice.

No, this is all my mom.

What do you mean?

They're in cahoots.

My mom thinks I have a big nose, and she's been getting me to get my aunt to

it.

Well, I'm sure they're just trying to help.

You know, I don't need their help.

Well, actually, they're right.

And you're wrong.

According to the software, your nose is out of proportion to the rest of your

face. See?

Right there.

Whatever.

She's a lawyer.

And her sister's a plastic surgeon, and they're both beautiful.

Meanwhile, can't even get a job.

I get it. My mom's not even alive and she still haunts me.

Sorry.

I don't even remember her.

My dad has pictures of her everywhere and I know she was really pretty.

He wishes I was more like her.

What are you talking about? You're... Pretty.

I will be.

Once I get my nose revision.

Is my nose really out of proportion?

Waiter, ruin a moment.

Come on now, quit lying. You did not have fun bowling.

The shoes are hideous.

But I did have fun with you.

Do you have any wine?

Sorry.

This is the strongest stuff I got.

This is bullcrap.

I must have something somewhere.

I don't drink.

All right, where is it?

I'm not playing. Pray, please.

With the cherry on top.

I do love cherries.

Still don't.

Please.

Why not?

Because.

11 months over.

Now I feel stupid.

Don't feel stupid.

Sorry.

I know that's a lot for a first date, but I practice radical honesty.

After the job.

So, what else have you done?

anything with me.

Just a little refreshed.

Hey, uh, Catherine, it's getting lonely.

How about, um, how about I walk you home?

Yeah?

Oh, Catherine.

Hey, Catherine, stop.

Stop.

There's a cherry on top.

There's

a

cherry on top.

I've never

You win.

You win.

my shirt.

Where are you going?

I'm just going to go wash my face.

Like, Catherine, you don't need to go do that.

I think you're... I just don't want you to feel like you need to... That I have

to look pretty?

No.

Like you would have given me a second glance if I didn't look like this.

I don't know.

Maybe, maybe not.

God, look at you. How many tattoos do you have?

You're a fucking hypocrite. Look, I'm trying to be nice.

Yeah, well, at least I can take my makeup off.

You think the makeup is the biggest thing?

You work in a plastic surgery center. I decorate people. You change them. It's

different. Why isn't it decorating when someone enhances their lips? Because

it's an alteration, not an addition.

So what? I mean, seriously, so what? If somebody comes into the spa...

And they're feeling insecure.

Fucking... You know, we can help them. We can fix them. We can make it so that

they don't feel any more pain.

I'm sorry, Catherine, but people are supposed to feel a little bit of pain.

That's life.

We're not mannequins.

So somebody changes their nose permanently.

You think they're a fraud?

I think they're hiding the truth of who they are.

I think they're showing me something fake.

Yeah?

Or maybe your taps are just a desperate cry for attention.

Catherine, I...

Yeah?

Hello, Barbara.

Oh, you can call me Babs.

This is Catherine, our new cosmetic consultant.

Catherine Campbell?

Oh, my God.

Look at you.

I'm sorry to interrupt.

What is it, Raina? Your son is on line three. Next time you use the intercom,

that's what it's for.

I'll be back shortly.

You're in good hands.

Holy shit.

You went from, well... You weren't prom queen to this.

Thank you. That really means a lot coming from you.

Well, lately I've been looking so, um... You know, I'm not really sure what I

need.

I could use some guidance.

Do you think you can help me?

Please?

Actually...

I know I can.

Pretend that this is a magic wand, and it can fix any flaw.

I want you to point to anything that bothers you.

Everything.

Everything bothers me.

What are you doing this weekend? We should grab drinks.

I'm booked this weekend.

Well, maybe another time.

Well, if you follow our program, we're going to be seeing a lot of each other.

Here's what I'm recommending.

A series of five fraxel lasers, followed by a deep plane facelift by Dr.

Angelica.

Are you going to the reunion?

I'm thinking about it.

Raina will schedule you.

Oh, yeah.

You should have seen her face when I told her I was going to the reunion.

Dude, you need to stop living in the past.

So she wants to be like me now.

She even wants to grab a drink.

Ooh, drinks.

I need a drink.

I need to get away from you.

Well, you know, actually, no, wait. You're coming with me.

Uh, no, I don't need a drink.

Uh, you're right, yeah, phlebotomy. But the drink's where we're going to start.

We're going out.

No, I don't want to go out with you. Okay, well, I could just tell my auntie

about it. Oh, my God.

Seriously,

I thought we were past this. Okay.

So, should I just, you know, pick you up here tonight?

No.

Because I got my apartment back.

Good for you.

Look at you go.

Did you ever just pick something up? Sorry.

Not a good time.

Come back another day.

Yeah, okay, I'll just see you at work tomorrow.

Oh wait, no I won't because you're gonna be fired.

Love what you've done with the place.

I need to get ready. Just... No need to worry. Yours truly is here to do your

hair, makeup, and wardrobe.

No, thank you.

I'm not asking.

Whoa! What are you doing?

It's a hack for flyaways and frizzies.

Just let it happen.

Stay still.

And there.

You're going to put makeup back on me, right?

No. I am not going out like this.

Well, I'm not done yet.

Why are you doing that?

Come on.

It's fun to not care.

Then let me do something to you.

What?

Shade your nose.

Fine.

Okay, that's enough. No, no, no.

Okay.

That looks good.

You can't blackmail me forever.

Let's get out of here.

Why are we staying here? What's wrong with the tape?

Come on.

Hi, gorgeous.

Beat it, pencil dick.

Whoever told you that was lying.

It's one of them.

Fuck off. Come on, I can't help it. His beautiful face made me want to come over

here. Come on, please.

Fine.

Song's almost over.

You wanted me to look awful.

That's why you wouldn't let me put makeup on, because you wanted me to look

awful. You have to stop caring so much about what other people think of you.

Yeah. Mm -hmm.

That's easy for you to say.

You can't control how other people treat you just by how you look.

What you can control is how you feel about you. No.

No, no, no, no, no. You don't get it.

Somewhere in this world, there is a woman.

She's so... She's so beautiful.

And people treat her nice.

And she's happy.

She's happy.

Why don't you try being happy?

You know, being nice.

Take another shot.

You're not nice.

You're right, yeah, but...

I do have more fun.

Catherine Kendall, come on down!

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,

no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,

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no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,

no, no, no, no,

no,

no

Man, you know who the life of the party, uh. Gonna celebrate nice, we were

hardy, we alive, and everything right with them Charlie. Oh man, gotta

too. Relegate, nah, that's how money came through. You never gotta

when you make moves. Party with the heavyweights, and I say true. Oh yeah,

neighbors looking like you're so lazy.

I just tell them that's just too racy. You ain't gotta be a store crazy.

It's a just floor without soul ladies.

Whoa, man, I roll clear on a Tuesday.

Whoa, flowers in the air like a disco. Whoa, look up in here like a toothache.

No, I don't want any. Yeah, no gluten, no dairy. Ladies and gentlemen, she's

back to her old self.

I mean, come on, you were so free up there, Todd.

You knew all the words, too.

That was because I had a crush on Vanilla Ice Baby.

That's funny.

That's funny.

Whatever, you probably don't even...

You don't even know who he is because you're so young.

You're like a little whippersnapper.

Whoa. You know what? What?

Sometimes I wonder who I would have been if I didn't change the way I look.

Yeah, I will.

Sometimes I wonder who I would have been if I had.

Really?

Really.

You know, I went on a date with this guy the other day and he said something

about my nose.

Really? What happened?

Nothing.

Yeah, I don't know. It's nothing. It's nothing.

Tell me.

Come here.

I want to show you something.

It's not expired.

I'm going to burn this place down from the inside.

Wait.

You've been blackmailing me this whole time, getting me to wear this crazy

stuff, and you've been burning thousands of dollars of her filler?

I thought we were friends.

Come on. No. I thought we were... No.

We're even.

I don't care if you're her niece.

Don't ever blackmail me again.

It isn't always about you.

I fucking killed her.

Catherine?

Coming.

Thank you. We were just reviewing the digital images that you took, and I

Abby is considering getting her nose fixed.

And what do you think?

Yes, I mean, look at the images. They don't lie.

Well, I'm happy to do it, but I'm just not convinced that you want it.

Well, what happened with that date you went on?

What happened?

Yeah, Abby. We kissed.

And our noses bumped.

Yeah, but what did he say about your nose?

Um, you got a permit for that thing?

And then he laughed, and the whole restaurant turned around and looked at

There's always going to be that one person that says that thing that just

you. It's like you just can't shake it.

But you can do something about it so you never have to feel that way again.

I want it.

Very good.

Thank you, Catherine.

Welcome to Faith, and thank you for attending.

Tonight, you're going to learn how to turn back the hands of time with the

latest and greatest cosmetic procedures.

And now I'd like to introduce our star,

Dr. Angelica.

Catherine. I'm so sorry, Dr. Hatchell.

Don't worry about it. My sales have increased by 40 % since you started.

Really? Yeah. So I've cleared some space in my schedule.

Tomorrow to do your nose revision.

I assume you're available.

My reunion's in four weeks.

Plenty of time. With my technique, you will barely bruise.

I will see you in the OR.

I declare you officially perfect.

Oh, also, I wanted to thank you for your help with Abby.

She's here for her pre -operation.

Maybe you want to wish her luck.

So you're really doing it.

Yeah.

And you can have a nose just like me.

It doesn't look any different.

What's wrong?

Are you getting cold feet?

I mean, this isn't me.

I'm not like this. I don't care about this shit.

I like who I am.

Just there are some days where I wake up and, you know, I don't really...

Like what I see, but I deal with it.

Okay.

I feel like you're blaming me.

And I'm just trying to help you.

I wanted you to tell me not to do it.

Why would I do that?

Clearly, the digital imaging said you needed it.

You are so fucking toxic.

And you can't even see it.

It's really pathetic.

I even feel sad for you.

But this isn't good for me.

You're not good for me.

I never got the chance to thank you for the other night.

Are you sober?

That's awesome.

I brought you coffee.

Decaf. Because I remember you mentioned something about how caffeine dehydrates

your skin.

Thank you.

Could I walk you home?

So how you been?

Good. Really good.

How about you?

You know, going to meetings, laying low.

What do you got going on this weekend?

My reunion.

Ah.

Yes. You want to be my plus one?

I appreciate the invite.

But, uh, I'm good.

Thanks. You're good.

I just don't think that's such a smart idea, you know?

Like, I'm still working on my stuff, but you, you're in a different place.

I feel like you've still got to figure some things out.

What do you think?

Look, um, why do you want to go to this thing anyway?

I mean, it just feels like it's the same shit, you know? Like everyone is trying

to prove that they made it and that they're different.

I am different.

Why do you still care what these people think?

You know, maybe you should care more what other people think.

What is that supposed to mean?

You know what?

Look, forget it. I'm not even supposed to be hanging around with much less

dating someone who's... Who's what?

Nothing. Who's what?

I shouldn't have said anything. I'm sorry. No, someone. Who's what, Mike?

You are an addict, Catherine.

Said the drunk.

Fuck off.

No, no, Mike, no.

What am I addicted to?

What am I addicted to? Tell me what I'm addicted to. You want to know the truth?

Yeah, tell me. It is not normal to cut and stick yourself with scalpels and

needles on the reg.

You have no idea what I've been through. Then tell me.

I told you my story. Tell me yours.

I'm not like you.

I'm not weak.

I'm not a loser like you.

You know what? I wish I never met you.

Yeah. Oh, actually, Mike, I think they just opened up a new bar over there. You

might want to go grab yourself a drink.

Fuck you, Catherine.

You are addicted to plastic surgery and the five -minute high you get when

someone tells you that you're pretty. I don't know what the fuck you did to hate

yourself so much. I hate you.

Fuckin' enjoy Jersey!

Enjoy your nose job, your boob job, and all the other jobs.

Is Abby here? Not my job to watch her.

I don't know.

Something's happening to me. I don't feel right.

I don't feel like me anymore.

I just need a friend.

I'm sorry.

Please, Abby.

Have made you feel like you needed that surgery.

I should have made you feel like you weren't enough.

Say something.

What do you want me to say?

I don't have anyone to call me anyone.

You know, why are you so obsessed with this?

Hi,

Barbara. I thought you said the red would have gone down by now. Do you know

much makeup I have on?

Burn. You look like a fucking tomato.

You gotta start with the skin, Barbara.

Besides, I think you look great.

Great. Yes.

Yes. Everything is great.

Everything is fucking great.

My life is a disaster.

I'm in the middle of a divorce.

I didn't even know if I was going to come here tonight.

But I can't say no to an open bar.

I don't think it's an open bar.

Well, I still have my ex's black card.

Girlfriend didn't get that yet.

So.

What else have you had done? Not here.

I need a... I need a transformation.

So I need whatever... Fuck a transformation.

And you know, like, fuck him. What?

Let me guess, he's just like a younger woman with bigger tits, right?

He's a 20 -year -old admin.

Ah, gross.

Well, you know what they say. The only way to get over somebody is to get under

somebody else. Am I right, baby? Come on, Catherine. I mean, haven't you ever

wanted to just, like... Mounted you to drown him like a fucking cow. How do I

know? Fucking like your life depended on it, you know?

Stop! You're embarrassing me.

Come on, Barb. Let's go to the bar. Yeah!

What are we going to do? You're going to get spent some money on your ex

-husband's car.

Don't you pause your shots for everybody.

Let me... Thank you.

What are you doing?

It slipped, sorry.

Can we go, please?

You're an ass.

Chit Chat.

You look great.

Can I get you a drink?

Straight vodka's still your thing?

Tito's and soda.

Oh, look at you.

Vodka, please.

Hello. Oh.

Sorry.

Helps me unwind.

Don't be.

I do sometimes, too.

Really? Mm -hmm.

Why, um, a room here. Oh, maybe we could fit this.

Catch up.

We don't have to do anything.

Yeah.

Cool.

I have to grab something.

But, uh, we'll see you up there.

Sounds good.

Give it to me.

Tell me why.

You making one for me too?

Right up.

Thank

you.

Cheers.

To the most beautiful girl in the world.

that was terrible yeah like we did in high school

Hey, did you see the old yearbook down there?

No. No, I don't want to see it. Come on. I don't want to see it. Look at all the

pictures. Give it to me. Give it to me.

Okay.

Geez.

I'm going to head back down to the party.

Okay, yeah, wait.

Just let me get dressed and I'll go with you.

Yeah.

P -Cat, you're really not my type.

But we always have fun.

Right.

But you just said that I was the most beautiful girl in the world.

No.

I said to the most beautiful girl in the world.

I actually think you looked better back then.

Now you just look fake.

And that's saying something.

Right, didn't you?

I don't know!

Whoa! I'll kill you!

Get the fuck off of me!

Hey, hey, hey, hey!

Stop! Stop!

Stop!

Stop!

You dumb bitch! Just stop!

You fucking dumb, ugly bitch! Just stop!

It's going to be okay.

It's okay. No, it's not okay!

Everything is hot.

Leave my face.

Leave my face. No, leave my face.

I have nothing. I have nothing now.

Hey, hey, hey, please don't, please, please, no, wait, wait.

It's okay.

What happened to your face?

Catherine.

Catherine.

Catherine.

Would you step into the hall, please?

We have to fix that right away. Come on. No.

What do you mean, no?

I want to remember.

Remember what?

How much it cost me.

Whoa.

I came in quiet like I always do.

Hoping silence might be enough for you.

But your eyes never stopped and never strayed.

You held your love like a lot to press.

Gave me rules but never were.

And I learned to shrink, to bend, to break.

Father's law, you crave the sake in my bones.

Time me to trade myself for being known.

No little girl says, when I get older, I'm gonna cut up every recognizable part

of myself so I can be beautiful.

We all think we're beautiful until someone tells us we're not.

Desperation fueled my gore Why can't I -