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hi

my name is Nina and this is my first shoot with Abby Winters

so let's go over there

hmm so my first memory

I think it's like really vague

but I kind of remember visiting the hospital when my brother was born

when I was I guess I must have been like 2 years old

but I only remember like

kind of the shape of the room and like some sounds of people's voices

and it's really not so super clear

but I think that's my first memory

I was like a pretty studious school girl actually

like I I did my homework most of the time

I think

um

yeah I mean

I guess when I was really like younger

I was like a kind of tomboy always growing up

like wearing a lot of like boyish clothes and stuff like that

yeah this book

it's a book I have had in my bag

I haven't actually read it

but I I've heard from a lot of people that it's really a good book

it's um

called Sister Outsider by Audre Lord

it's like it's like a collection of

um essays and like also poems

I think by this person

um

yeah she's like

a black lesbian feminist who's writing about racism and feminism and

like

I don't know it sounds pretty awesome

but I haven't read it yet

but I'm looking forward to it

hold on

yeah I think I would call myself a feminist

I guess for me feminism is like really a lot of things

it's like

I guess it's just really like it's working against like

any thing that causes discrimination based on gender but but yeah

I think it's like really not so simple to define because like

it's also interacting with like

a lot of other ways that people face discrimination

like I think if you're a feminist

you also have to work against like racism and homophobia and like

all these other things that it's

I think you can't just be a feminist and like

only think about something like women Equality

because I think it's not so simple as

as that but

I don't know it's a lot of different things that you have to do

if you want to be a feminist

but I think it's good

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so my breasts um

I really like my breasts um

I guess I think they started growing when I was around

I think the beginning

I was always thinking they would become a little bit bigger

at this age when you're like

thinking a lot about whether you're boobs should be big and whatever

and they never became any bigger

but then I pretty quickly started to like them a lot and yeah

I'm happy with them I like my nipples a lot

they're always very pointy

um and I like having kind of small boobs

they don't get too much in the way when you're trying to do things and

but they're still nice and hahaha

yeah I'm pretty happy with my boobs

um yeah they're good for a lot of things like I

and sex of course they're fun

and I'm doing like some bondage stuff a lot

and there

you're always doing a lot of different ropes and ties that like

shaped them in different forms and stuff like that

so yeah I have a lot of fun with my breasts I guess as you can see

I'm sitting in front of a pretty busy window here

a lot of people passing by um

yeah I think I probably shouldn't like

do the whole masturbating scene here

might push some consent issues

but I think this like female body itself is not an issue so yeah

I guess maybe more in the evening

like the more common time that I would masturbate

but could really happen any time of day

um

it's like the most public place I ever or I ever masturbated um

I think one time I was on like this like

ferry boat between Italy and Greece

and we had to like sleep everybody like 50 people in sleeping bags

like on the on the deck of the ship

and I just really wanted to masturbate and I did that there

and like the the deck of the ship like

many people are up

but it like in a sleeping bag so I don't think anybody noticed

but yeah

um

yeah I guess I have always kind of had long pubic hair

I did not cut my pubic hair

um

I think I just like it better like that

I yeah

I tried it one time to shave all of the pubic hair off

but it was really I didn't really like how it looked

and it also was really like

maybe I did it wrong but it got like really itchy

and you could feel the hair is really itching

when they were growing back in

stuff like that

which I didn't really like and it just looked kind of weird

so yeah

I just kind of prefer it long and I think it looks kind of cool

I like when I see other people with long pubic hair and I yeah

I mean I didn't really have any problems with having long pubic hair

nobody ever was like EWW

that's horrible or something like some people seem to really like it

but I mean most people just like

yeah I don't know

seems fine with it haha

the I guess the

I don't know if I have a favorite

like body part or thing about people's bodies that I like the most

in my partners I think

I think just anything that they're like

confident about and like themselves

I probably like cause I guess I like when people are

yeah I don't know

I think I get turned on by other people's like being into their

bodies and I don't know I think I have really wide standards of like

what I find attractive in other people but but definitely like

yeah seeing other people's excitement about

their body can definitely be a huge

turn on um

and I I found that also the case for me that people like

respond to what you're excited by like

I mean sometimes people like

have certain parts of your body that they like a lot

like a lot of people told me they like my nipples or something um

I guess cause they're nice shape or something I don't know

um but

yeah

I think the thing that seems to get people most excited is just like

seeing you being excited and sexy

and like that I don't know that this like

energy can be more exciting than like the specific body part sometimes

it's actually pretty boring

like I'm kind of lazy so I

I kind of like my favorite would just be like

being on the bottom in missionary position

cause then I can just kind of lay there and enjoy

I guess but I I do like other ones as well but like

yeah I guess it's I don't know

I kind of just enjoy being able to like

feel sensations and not too much work

but no I I try to switch around as well like

but if I'm honest then like probably it's just like this

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um

yeah I guess when I masturbate

it used to be that I would always like

fantasize a lot about different things

but like I try more and more to like

not do that as much and like just kind of focus on my body

which is like hard to do sometimes

but it's kind of cool so I don't know

just kind of really try to not think about anything at all

and just to like kind of feel your body feeling good

and yeah I don't know

I guess orgasming is kind of a awesome feeling like I guess for me

I can feel it in my whole body

just kind of like this really nice warm

shaky feeling like all over your body

and then usually like I have it comes in like a couple of waves

like maybe at least a couple times and then like yeah

then it just feels like all of your muscles are really relaxed

and it's really nice haha

um

hmm

so the best or like the most exciting sex I ever had

and maybe I think maybe it was like this time where me and my partner

we were hitchhiking back like

I think we had been in Budapest or Prague or something

and we were trying to get back to Berlin and trying to find a car

like to take us back and it wasn't really working

and then at some point we

we both realized we were just like super

super turned on and then like

completely left the gas station and just went in search of like

a grass field and like had sex for

I don't really know how

I think we didn't realize quite how long it was

but it must have been quite a long time because like when we were done

it had become like completely dark outside um

and yeah we had no chance to find a car anymore to take us over there

but it was totally worth it

um

so yeah then we got stranded at the gas station

but most definitely worth it to have like exciting sex in a field

in the sunshine and it's like on the side of the highway

yeah it was yeah it was really nice

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so I'm not really sure when I started like liking people of all gender

I think growing up I probably had some like sort of

kid crushes on people of different genders

but like I guess until I was probably 12 or 13

I was like kind of

I don't know brainwashed or whatever into like

thinking that I was supposed to just like boys or whatever

so I had some kind of I had two boyfriends

but like it was just kind of like

this type of boyfriends you have when you're a kid who are like

just like holding hands and

whatever kind of then I think then the

when I was around 13 probably like I

my best friend and me started realizing that we were into each other

and kind of ended up seeing each other

and then yeah at that point yeah

she was a girl

so I figured out that I was not probably not just into boys um

yeah

but then it was also confusing cause then for a long time I was like

oh I'm a lesbian then probably

and then at some point I was realizing like

oh like you could also be bisexual or oh

you can also be queer and like not just be into two genders

but like a million different genders

um so I guess it was like a long time of figuring things out

and I think it changes for me also

like sometimes I'm like

really attracted to certain types of people and other times I'm not

but yeah I feel like my sexuality is also like always changing

and it's kind of like exciting as well

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so I guess my some of my favorite things is like

I feel kind of like rough sex and like biting and scratching and like

I like that kind of intense sex

I guess is the most exciting for me like

I don't know

like a little bit of hair pulling and like not like super

super rough but like I guess I like a little bit

of like haha

I don't know

like pushing each other around and like playfulness in this way

and like

like a little bit of bondage maybe

um

I think I wanna have another orgasm

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I'm gonna close the windows now

cause I think now people can probably see inside pretty well

oh

it doesn't completely work but but so

so yeah thanks for joining me for my first Abby Winters shoot

I'm feeling good a little bit exhausted but yeah good

I had two orgasms and yeah

I think I'm ready to relax even more now but thank you

thanks for joining me and see you next time