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Hey, he's right here.

I've only read about it.

I know it's extremely rare.

So he can't feel...

...or touch?

No, he responds to normal
touch and pressure.

His body just can't recognize
sensations of pain.

CIPA is a very
dangerous condition.

He could bite his own tongue
off and not even realize it.

He could break a bone
and keep on playing.

Even hot foods have to be
checked before he eats them.

Of course.

He has to be checked hourly for
cuts and bruises, and not just

his arms and legs, but his whole
body, even inside his mouth.

This is very important.

Martin can't tell
when something hurts.

Hi there.

I bought this new bike for my nephew's
birthday, but he doesn't like the color.

Can you believe that?

I was gonna just throw it out
when I saw you and I thought,

"There's a kid who'd
probably love a new bike."

Am I right?

It's right in my truck.
Want to take a look?

Do you like red?

It's difficult and exhausting.

I've been through
two aides already.

You don't have to
worry, Mrs. Bristol.

Whatever you need, I'm here.

Would you like to meet him now?

- Yes, please.
- Okay.

Oh, my God.

Martin!

Martin!

Don't be afraid.

It doesn't have any feelings.

It doesn't hurt, see?

No!

It'll be over soon.

It's good to see you.

How are you holding up?

Okay.

You know, you were here once before.

You were about that big.

Remember?

Not really.

So, that's everything?

Yeah.

Okay.

♪ If I could see ♪

♪ Beyond this moment ♪

♪ I'd hope to see you ♪

♪ Looking... ♪

How long do I have to give up my room?

Well, just until your father
finishes remodeling the den.

I'll be in college.

They're here!

Now remember, calm and compassionate.

No, Wen... Wendy.

Hi.

She's an only child.

- Hi!

- Do you like mice?
- No.

- How about snakes?
- No.

I can do a cartwheel. Want to see?

Oh, Allison, look at you.

Oh.

Mom, get out of the way!

You didn't tell me how pretty she is.

My side of the family.

- You must be starving.
- Not really.

Come on, Randy.

This dog is always under my feet.

Come on in.

- Hey, Dad, need some help?
- Yeah, I could use a hand.

Mom, Dad needs some help.

Do you really get up at 4:00 every morning?

When I'm in training, yeah.

Can't you use a treadmill?

Dad's got one. He hangs his shirts on it.

Wendy.

I run distance.

This is my room, or was my room.

Now you'll be sleeping here just until
Jonathan finishes remodeling the den.

You didn't have to do that.

Whiskers, how did you get out of there?
You naughty little boy.

We'll be having supper
in just a few minutes.

If you need anything, just give a shout.

This is your home, too, now.

She's really taking it hard.

Well, what do you expect?

Her whole life's been turned
upside down overnight.

- Hey, Melissa, are you leaving already?
- Yeah.

Hey, can you cover my shift tomorrow?

I have exams.

I know. I have to take
Jesse to the doctor again.

How about Danielle?

I asked her already.

Yeah, okay.

- Thank you, sweetie.
- No problem.

Hey, you're blocking my car.

No. No, wait, please.

No, no, please.

What are you doing?

Are you crazy?

No.

Help!

Please.

Help!

Help.

It's no use.

Who's there?

Hello?

We're gonna die down here.

No.

No, we're gonna get out of here.

What day is it?

Curiosity killed the cat.

Ow!

Whoa.

- Are you all right?
- I think so.

They wouldn't brake for
the pope on this road.

Yeah, I see that.

Your... your arm is bleeding.

You want to come inside?
You can wash up.

It's nothing.

Oh, shit.

- Are you sure you're all right?
- Yeah, it's just my leg.

You want me to give
you a ride home?

No, it's okay, really.

It's not a big deal, just a
couple miles up the street.

How do you know?

Small town.

Come on. What are neighbors for?

A few miles?
That's hardly neighbors.

Around here that's a
next-door neighbor.

Okay, sure.

All right, I'll be right back.

I think I'm just gonna walk.

Are you afraid?

I'm not afraid.

Great.

Then get on.

What's your name?

- Allison.
- William.

Slow down. I've never been on
one of these things before.

After my accident the doctor
said I'd never ride again.

I'm kidding.

So where are you from?

Chicago.

I was there once.

What brings you to this armpit?

I came to live with my uncle.

Problem with the parents?

Family issues?

Yeah.

You too, huh?

What kind of problems?

They're dead.

Shit, I'm sorry.

Yeah. Me, too.

Thanks for the ride.

Keep it.

You need it.

Still no leads in the disappearance
of college student Melissa Barnes

who was last seen leaving her place of
employment at the Charcoal Diner...

Hey, how was your run?

Interesting.

Melissa, I... I think

my hand is coming loose.

He's coming. Don't make a sound.

We're gonna get out of here.

When steer are led to slaughter...

...they smell the stench
of fear and blood...

...and they panic.

Sometimes we'd have to saw off their
hind legs so they couldn't run.

No.

No, please.

No.

No. Oh, God!

Hold her still.

Get back here.

It's okay.

Everything's under control.

Looks like I got here just in time.

When something outlasts its
usefulness, it gets discarded.

Still here?

- See you later.
- Yeah.

- Bye.
- Bye.

Are you sure you're all right?

Yeah, gotta get it over
with sooner or later.

She'll be fine.

Nervous?

You think they'll have
a decent track team?

Don't get your hopes up.

No chance of that.

What is that place?

That's the Sutter Plant.
It's been closed for years.

I saw someone there yesterday
while I was jogging...

...a boy.

A boy?

Yeah, I thought so.

Probably just some kids
vandalizing the place.

I kind of wish you'd stay away from
there and jog on the main road.

Yeah, and get hit by a truck.

Graham's a pack rat. That
place should be condemned.

Someone lives there?

Yeah, he stays
mostly to himself.

You know him?

We're about the same age.

He never went to school.

His Dad made him work at
that place day and night.

It was a meat-packing plant...

...till they couldn't afford to
upgrade the equipment to code.

I'll tell you one thing:
I don't miss the smell.

I'll pick you up at 2:30.

Silence...

...is a sound of...

...no fear...

...No pain...

...the sound of peace.

I envy your serenity.

The path to redemption...

...begins with forgiveness...

...absolution.

You're my witness.

What did I tell you?

I tell you don't touch, didn't 1?

Yeah, the bolts are stripped.

$17.50.

- Can I owe you the 50 cents?
- Yeah, right.

Thanks, Eddie.

Jonathan, how's that extension coming?

It's going really good.

You know you've got drywall nails here?

Oh, shit.

Just cheerleading. Unless
you can kick a field goal.

That's it?

There isn't much of a demand for
girls' sports in this area.

Our cheerleading squad did win best
routine in the state final last year.

Come on! Whoo-hoo!

Yeah!

Ready?

Let's shake it. Let's shout it.

P-H-S!

Let's shake it. Let's shout it.

P-H-S!

Let's shake it. Let's shout it.

Aren't you scared of that
falling and crushing you?

How's your leg?

Oh, it's better.

So... uh, this is what you do...

Fix cars?

Guidance counselor
told me my aptitude tests

said either medical
school or auto mechanic.

I can't stand the
sight of blood, so...

Okay, well, I don't want
to bother you, so...

Hey.

Yeah?

Are you busy later?

Um, I was gonna go home and stare
at the ceiling until I fell asleep.

Why?

Well, I was...

I was wondering if
maybe you wanted to...

Billy!

Excuse me.

- Billy!
- Dad?

In here.

- Christ.
- God.

I dropped the fucking remote.

Be careful.

- Jesus!
- Sorry, Dad.

- Oh, man.
- You're dead weight.

Yeah, well, I'm not dead yet.

- Oh.
- Can I help?

- Just... just lift me up.
- Yeah, just hold his chair.

- Okay.
- Come on, just put me back on my chair.

You got it.

Here.

- Okay.
- You could have hurt yourself.

What do you mean "could have"?

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

Um, Dad, this is Allison.

Allison, this is my Dad.

- Hi.
- She's from Chicago.

Really?

- From Chicago?
- Yeah.

I hate Chicago.

- Hey, at least you're not gay, right?
- Dad.

You know, he spends most of the time
alone in his room, doing who knows what.

Yeah, you should talk.

Yeah, but it's about the
only thing I've got left.

Um, I should probably go.

No, stay.

No, it's getting late. I
really have to get home.

He's not normally like this.

He's usually much worse.

Well, maybe you should
give him the helmet.

Bye.

- What the hell is the matter with you?
- Can't she take a joke?

Hey, come on.

Hey, toss me my cigarettes.

Hey, what...? Now what
am I supposed to do?

What's your name?

Hello?

Can you answer me, please?

If they have no feelings,

they can't know fear.

But if they can't know fear...

...why do they run?

Let me go.

All clean?

Come here.

What are you doing?

Give me your arm.

Don't.

Run!

He doesn't understand.
Can't you see?

Stop it. Stop it!

His conscience is unburdened.

You're crazy!

Is yours?

Let me go! You're fucking crazy!

Let me go!

Oh, God.

Where were you?

Um, I'm sorry.

You're sorry?

Jonathan.

I thought we said 2:30.

I left early.

We were beginning to worry.

Well, I said I'm sorry.

Let's not make it a habit.

- Okay?
- Okay.

You've been to Paris?

Yeah, a few times.

Wow, you've been to so many cool places.

Yeah, my Dad used to turn all of his
business trips into family vacations.

He was great like that.

I've never been anywhere.

Well, maybe someday you can
go to Chicago with me.

- Tomorrow?
- No.

Hi guys. Wendy.

Can I borrow your camera?

Yeah, there's a few more pictures left.
You can finish the roll if you want.

Dad, can we go to France?

Sure. I'll cash in some stock options.

See what I mean?

How about Pittsburgh?

How much longer do I
have to give up my room?

Not much longer.

Don't you think Whiskers
needs a bigger cage?

I think that cage is just fine.

Do you think Allison's happy here?

I hope so.

I don't think she likes me.

How could somebody not like you?

- I know, right?
- Right.

You know, I'm... ... I...

I'm feeling... feeling something.

I'm feeling a little... I'm
feeling a little hungry.

Oh no.

I need a pillow sandwich.

Hello.

Can you talk?

I can help you.

You've just got to help
me get loose first.

Please.

Help me.

I've done everything you've asked me.

You could make it stop.

God damn it!

Now they can't trust you.

You're gonna have to make
it up to them somehow.

They take advantage of
vulnerability and weakness.

Bury it.

The furnace needs scrubbing.

You caused all this.

- Be good, sweetie.
- I will.

Whiskers, no.

Theories on our emotional development are
divided into two schools of thought...

Whether we're products of genetics...

Predisposed to exhibit certain behavioral
patterns, or products of our environment.

Evolutionary biologists
believe that our inherited genes

are what determine development.

Opponents argue that our
individuality is directly influenced

by the patterns of behavior
that we see and hear every day.

In other words...

A child raised in a loving environment
will respond to the world

in a much different way than a child
raised in fear or taught to hate.

Our children are in essence
mirror images of ourselves...

...our beliefs, our ideologies,

...our conscience...

...ground control to Major Tom...

...which brings us to psychotherapy...

the psychoanalytic theory of personality.

This will be on the test, people.

Hey, need a ride?

Ahh, I don't know.

Come on, get in.

Take a break. Have some fun.

Are you starting your own pharmacy?

I get headaches.

I can't stay out late.

Don't worry. I'll have you back by Monday.

Yeah, I restored it piece by piece.

I thought about opening my own
body shop one day, but...

Why don't you?

Um, well, my Dad... he's
not so good on his own.

So how far do you run anyway?

Five, six miles.

I would have a heart attack.

Yeah.

These will give you a heart attack.

I guess you never eat junk like this?

I'm not in training right now.

Yeah, me neither.

So do you have any brothers or sisters?

Just me and my Dad.

My Mom died a couple of years ago...

...pneumonia.

Has he always been, um...?

Yeah, he used to work construction.

He lost the use of his legs in an
accident in Chicago, actually.

My father always wanted a boy.

He was a track star and just missed
qualifying for the Olympics in '76.

He tried to correct that
failure through me.

They were driving home from dinner
just a mile from the house and...

...an SUV blew a stop sign.

It's funny...

...how everything can
change in an instant.

A stranger can come along
and in the blink of an eye just...

...destroy everything.

So you came to live with your uncle?

I have a grandmother who lives in
New York, but she's agoraphobic.

A real freak show, so...

It was her or my uncle.

I bet you wish you
went to New York now?

I hate New York.

Out of the car, Allison.

- What?
- You heard me.

- I'm not going anywhere.
- Yeah, back off, man.

You shut your mouth! Come on.

- What are you doing?
- I'm taking you home.

Allison.

Your mother and father worked
hard so you could be somebody.

I'm not gonna let you derail that by
hanging out with that trailer trash.

You don't even know him.

I know that kid better than you ever will.
If your father was here...

Look, sports, college, that whole thing...
That was my father's dream, not mine.

I never wanted any of it.

Well, what do you want? Do you
want to live in the back of a truck?

Do you want to collect welfare?

You think I wanted to come here?

You think I wanted to
come and live with you?

My brother and I made a
promise a long time ago.

Should something happen to either of
us, we'd be there for each other's kids.

It's not one you ever
expect to have to keep.

And I'm not going
back on my word,

but it's your life.

You want to try it
out on your own,

go ahead.

You want me to get out?

I want you to make a choice.

Okay, well, we'll do
things my way for a while,

Just as long as we
understand each other.

Oh, no.

No.

Oh, no.

Oh, no.

I haven't done anything.
I haven't done anything.

Please.

Like I showed you.

Why are you doing this?

How frightening when
it's our own flesh.

No!

- No, stop.
- Hold her still.

- Do it!
- Please, please.

- I don't think your heart's in this.
- No. No.

Come on. Come on.

I'm not afraid of you anymore.

This is my house.

I'm not gonna be like
you... condemned.

I'm fixing what you broke!

Go back to hell where
your bed is made.

This is my house!

My Dad trusted me.

Jonathan will, too. You just
have to give him a chance.

Besides, it's not you
he doesn't trust.

- I can take care of myself.
- I know you can.

He's just trying to
look out for you.

Please.

What's he got against
William anyway?

Oh, we've known Billy
since he was this high.

He's had to deal with more
than his share of problems.

That's not his fault.

I mean, I think it's wonderful
how he takes care of his father,

Especially after what
happened to his mother.

Well, she did that to herself.

You can't give
yourself pneumonia.

She didn't die of pneumonia.

Billy's mother...
She killed herself.

What?

Hung herself in the garage.

Billy was the one who found her.

It was really hard on him.

The doctors put him on
all sorts of medication.

He's gotten in a lot of
trouble around town.

I think Jonathan's just afraid
he's a little unstable.

And his father... well...

Where are you going?

I need to sort things
out in my head.

Hey, Allison, you
want to play a game?

Maybe later, okay?

Where are you going?

Hi.

Hi.

Can I talk to you?

There's nothing to talk about.

I came to apologize
for last night.

Not your fault.

He's probably right.

Whatever happened in the
past doesn't matter.

Nothing happened.

- Let's start with no more lies, okay?
- What are you talking about?

I know.

About your mother.

You do?

- And those pills aren't for headaches.
- What do you know?

I know how hard it
is to lose someone.

I know that your mother wouldn't want
you to feel responsible for her death.

Hey!

What the hell are you
talking shit to my son for?

Dad.

- Who the hell do you think you are?
- Dad, shut up.

You're talking about his
mother, that bitch?

- Don't.
- All she did was abandon us.

She never gave a shit about you.

Not now.

This is my house!

I'll say whatever the hell I want.

- Dad.
- What?

I'm supposed to hold my tongue so
some piece of ass won't get offended?

Why do you always gotta
be such an asshole?

They always leave, just when
you need them the most.

Allison!

Why, Dad?

Does it make you feel better
to humiliate me like that?

Good riddance.

One of these days, you're gonna push
me too far and then where will you be?

Who will take care of
you when I'm gone?

You wanna go?

Then go!

Get lost!

Get out of here!

Hello?

No, wait.

Hello?

Hey, are you okay?

Wait.

Are you okay?

Are you in trouble?

What are you doing down here?

Are you in here?

Oh, my God.

Martin.

Hello?

Are you down here?

Where are you?

Wait. Come back!

I'm not going to hurt you.

I want to help you.

Is your name Martin?

Here, come with me.

You can't stay here.
It's not safe.

What's wrong?

You don't have to be afraid.

You can trust me.

You shouldn't be down here.

No! No!

No! No! No!

Good work.

- I'm sure she's fine.
- How?

She's just blowing off some steam.

No 17-year-old wants
to be told what to do.

Not yet.

I don't have any brothers or
sisters 'cause Dad's lazy.

And now he's chased
her away, too.

Way to go, Dad.

She never came home last night.

I know.

Where are you going?

I'm gonna go find her.

I need to speak to Allison.

She's not here.

It's important.

- She isn't here, Billy.
- We thought she was with you.

No. Well she was, but...

What happened?

- We had a fight.
- Oh, Jesus.

- I thought she went home.
- Oh, God.

She's been gone all night?

- Since yesterday.
- This is your goddamn fault!

- Stop! Jonathan!
- Stay the hell away from her!

- Jonathan!
- Don't push me!

- Jonathan!
- You're no good!

You're just like your old man...

Good for nothing.

It's okay.

Stay away from my niece!

Please.

If they have no feelings,

they can't know fear.

But if they can't know fear...

Then why do they run?

Anybody home?

Please don't.

Sutter!

Uncle Jay!

Hello?

Who's there?

It's Jonathan Miller.

I'm looking for my niece.

She didn't come home last night.

I've been looking
all over for her.

I thought she might have wandered
over here. Have you seen her?

No!

Listen, do you have a young
boy living over here?

She said she saw a boy
running around over here.

Just get off my property.

You mind if I come in a moment?

I'm busy.

Just a moment.

Just a second.

Uncle Jay!

Allison?

Uncle Jay!

What did you do?

You girls, you...

You never can keep
your mouths shut.

No! No!

No. No.

No! No!

No!

No!

Hello?

Allison?

Mr. Miller?

Hello?

Allison?

Oh, my God! Martin!

Help me!

Open the door!

Come back! Help!

Let me out, Martin!

Allison?

Hello?

Allison!

Allison!

I can't hear you!

William! Open the door!

It's locked!

Hurry!

I think it's coming loose.

Turn around, please!

Turn around!

I'm gonna get you out of
here I promise, its okay!

I got it!

No!

Forget it.

Leave me alone!

I don't care!

Let them find out.

Forget it.

I won't do it. I can't.

You leave him alone.

He hasn't done anything!

No! No I need him!

Who's gonna help me clean up?

You know I can't stand it.

No, no, no, no, no! Shut up!

Shut up!

God!

You're no better than he was!

You promised me!

I did everything you said!

You win.

You're wrong. He wouldn't dare.

Don't look at me like that.

You don't ask why.

You just do.

That's just the way it is.

Do you think you owe me?

That maybe I should grow
eyes in the back of my head?

They abandoned you.

What would you be without me?

Do you feel guilty or something?

Don't feel guilty.

A child shouldn't feel
guilty about nothing.

You...

You don't feel anything, do ya?

Guilt, pain, regret,
nothing, do ya?

Who are you to judge me?

You have no soul to redeem.

Do you?

Don't try anything
funny while I'm gone.

They're watching.

Oh, my God. What
did he do to you?

I'm gonna get you out of here.

I'm sorry.

You'll be okay.

C'mon.

Come on, it's okay.
Trust me, okay?

Go on, I can't carry you.

Is this what you're scared of?

This thing?

You see?

It's nothing.

When are they coming home?

Soon.

Finally.

Yes?

Wendy, run!

Mommy!

Mommy!

Wendy, run!

Run!

- No, please don't!
- I have to.

We're almost there.

Jonathan.

No.

It's gonna be okay.

Okay.

I'm gonna get you home.

Randy!

Oh, Randy!

It's going to be okay.
It's going to be okay.

Please!

Don't hurt my animals.

No...

Ate from my hand.

Trusted me.

Even at the end.

Unconditional.

He...

He made me!

Mommy!

I'm making things right.

I owe them that much.

With each one...

Another sin is forgiven.

I... can't let it happen again.

Not like me.

You understand...

Don't ya?

Not like that boy.

Worthless.

Karen?

Karen...

Don't...

...let him get her.

I can't stop now.

There's still so
much more to do.

You... you come with me.

Come with me.

No.

Please, come with me.

Help me.

Help me redeem myself!

- No!
- Let her go you son of a bitch!

It does...

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

It's me, it's just me, okay?

- Where's Mommy?
- She's downstairs.

I need you to stay here.

- Alright?
- Why?

Just please do as I say. Okay?

- Don't leave!
- I'm not leaving, just stay here.

Martin?

Oh, no!

Martin!

911, what is your emergency?

Yes, hello?

Allison?

Boy?

I understand now...

why they run.

Cause even a dumb animal...

...knows when it's been betrayed.

Do you feel betrayed?

No...

That's why you didn't run.

Cause you knew you
had it coming!

You...

You never ran.

My boy.

Thank you.

We counted four bodies.

Any idea what caused it?

Tough to say.

A Stove left on.
A cigarette left burning.

Probably got trapped.

Tried to call for help...

but the flames consumed them.

Yeah.

Billy?

Billy?

Billy?

Billy?

Help!

Hello?

Is anybody here?

Can you help me?

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