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Dear Diary, sometimes you have
to make big decisions.
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Sometimes you have to make
difficult decisions.
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I had to break up with Finn
before we went any further,
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before breaking up would be so
painful that we wouldn't be able to be
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around each other any more.
Here's your jacket.
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What's going on?
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I just...
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I just want to be friends,
I don't want to go out.
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What do you mean? Since when?
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That's my decision. I'm sorry.
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No, Rae, what have I done?! Rae?!
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There y'are.
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I don't know what I'm more upset
about.
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Having to give your Bowie back, or...
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That's a lie.
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I do know.
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Rae, I can't be friends with you
right now, I just can't.
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Look...
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It's my decision.
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I'm sorry.
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Monday, the 30th of September, 1996.
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You ever see those people at school
or college who are always deep in a book?
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It's not so much that they love reading,
it's because when you're on your own,
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it's too embarrassing
to sit and do nothing.
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You've got to look busy, like you don't
care that no-one wants to talk to you.
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The funny thing is that at college,
if your thing is looking sad
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and contracting hepatitis,
there's a place for you.
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If your thing is playing old
computer games and seeing who can be
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the first to complete Golden Axe 100
times, then there's a place for you.
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If your thing is being popular,
cool and getting attention off boys,
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there's a place for you.
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But I was now the crazy girl
who set the fire alarm off.
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So for me - and for a few others -
there was no place.
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The worst thing was that it
was my own fault
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I was alone. I had friends already,
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but I couldn't be around them
much at the moment.
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No matter how lonely I got,
I had to give him space.
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It was the least I could do.
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There was one thing that got me
through the day, though.
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Food.
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It may shock you to hear this,
but I love food.
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I love how melting cheese bubbles
and browns like yellow lava.
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I love having a fried egg
and saving the yolk until last,
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popping its golden bubble with the
corner of my toast.
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I love when chocolate cake is
so sticky that it gums up your mouth
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and crawls down your throat.
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And when I'm hungry, like right now,
I love it even more.
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But right here, right now, just
water.
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At college, there's only one place
you can go if you want some privacy.
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And for what I was doing,
I needed privacy.
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Oh, my God!
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Mum? Mum?
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Rae.
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What is going on?
I have joined the SPG, love.
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The Stamford Pregnancy Group.
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We just hang out, you know, discuss
pregnancy things.
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Right, so it's necessary for you to
pump your vaginas in the air, is it?
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Oi! Where are you going with those?
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If I can't smoke, you can't smoke.
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What are they doing here?
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They needed somewhere to
do their pelvic floor exercise class,
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so I suggested they come here.
Is that OK?
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POP!
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Yeah, that's fine with me.
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Since I'm being so cool about all
this,
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would it be all right if
you gave me 15 quid?
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No.
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But it's for an album
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that I really want... No.
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..by a band that I really...
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Do you speak English, Rae? No.
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Nein, non, negative, no.
Not gonna happen.
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I've just spent my last 25 quid
signing up to the SPG.
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Rae, please. I just want to say...
Archie,
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I don't want to speak to you.
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Here. I got you something.
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I can't believe you would
join in with those wankers.
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You're supposed to be my friend.
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Do you know how horrible it is to
have someone slag you off like that?
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Yeah, I know, I know.
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I can't be friends with someone
who's as much of a phoney as you are.
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Rae...
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It was getting to the stage
where I couldn't bear
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to be on my own any more.
That's the thing about loneliness.
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It creeps and it grows inside you
like a deep silence.
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I had to find someone.
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Maybe I could grab Chloe when she
wasn't around Finn and just hang out.
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But it looked like she had found
a place to fit in, too.
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Why couldn't I?
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Oh, here she is! Listen, Psycho.
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Oh, shit! I was wondering if you
could set the fire alarm off round
about half-two-ish?
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I've got a PE exam
I could do with avoiding.
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What's in the bag?
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Full of medication? No.
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Let us have a look, then.
No, please, don't.
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Why don't you just get
the fuck off her, Simmy?
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What? "What?"
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Oh, yeah, it's easy picking
on girls, innit?
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Yeah, I notice you don't pick on lads
any more, since you got your arse kicked
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by Dom Yeates' brother.
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Whatever, Stacey!
I'm only having a laugh!
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Well, it doesn't look like it!
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So, why don't you take your tiny penis
and your tiny testicles and piss off?
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You all right?
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Er... yeah, thanks.
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You're Chloe's mate, aren't you?
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Yeah.
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Have they said they don't mind me
hanging out with them? Yes.
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Will you stop asking me that?
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Don't be nervous, but you need to
get in with them, Rae. So that way,
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we can hang out more, too.
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Well, is there anything
I should know?
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Tell me a bit about them all.
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Right, OK, then.
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OK, imagine a ladder.
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At the bottom of the ladder
there's me, Chloe.
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I'm single, I enjoy Italian food,
tennis and singing in the shower.
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You're at the bottom of the ladder?
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Yeah, well, give me a chance, Rae.
I've only been in the gang a week.
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So next up... is Lois.
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Lois is very sweet,
she's just not the brightest.
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She says she's got this
secret boyfriend.
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No-one's ever seen him.
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There's a very strong possibility
that he's imaginary.
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Vicky, you've met before.
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She can be a bit of a bitch
if she doesn't know you.
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She's got this skin condition
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and she had a proper bad flare-up
a couple of days ago,
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so don't mention anything.
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Then there's Amy. She's quiet,
a little scary.
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And then of course, top of the
ladder, there's Stacey herself.
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She likes tarot cards,
dancing and the Backstreet Boys.
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Backstreet Boys?
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She's 16 years old.
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Come on then, let it all out of your
system before we get in there.
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Right. Backstreet Boys make me want
to scald my inner thighs
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with the hottest substance known to
man - strawberry jam Pop-Tarts.
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They make me want to spend months
learning how to drive,
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then years of working hard, saving
up all my money so I can buy a Land Rover
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and run them all down.
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They are everything that is
wrong with the world.
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They are destroying music.
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Are you done?
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Yeah.
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One last thing. Don't mention
to Vicky that Lois
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talked to her ex-boyfriend's brother
Paul at Tina Mocock's party back in March
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when Stacey specifically
asked her not to...
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..cos she
knew he had this weird crush
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on her sister Yasmina who's got
issues.
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She doesn't want Vicky getting all
hysterical. Have you got that, Rae?
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Rae? Let's do this.
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So, Rae!
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What kind of stuff are you into?
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Oh, I don't know, erm...
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arguing with my mum,
drinking cider...
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Oh! Music.
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We talk more about fashion,
don't we? But we all like music.
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Like Lois cried when she found
out that Tupac died.
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Didn't you, Lois?
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But I'm the only one who really listens to,
like, a wide variety of music, really.
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What do you think
of the Backstreet Boys?
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I've never really heard
any of their stuff.
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You've never heard Backstreet Boys?!
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No.
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That's unbelievable!
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So, what fashion are you into?
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Just whatever. Labels?
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Yep.
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It's all about Morton at the moment.
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Oh, it's all Morton. I love Morton.
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So, erm... why aren't you wearing
any labels today?
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Lois, how are things going
with your mystery boyfriend?
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We spent last night kissing.
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He's quite shy, so I guess I don't
want to rush him. Anyway,
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I think I'm really falling for him.
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Don't commit to anything
until you've seen his penis.
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Trust me.
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Chloe, did you get that bottle
of water I asked you for?
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Yeah, yeah, I did, actually.
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There you go. Thanks.
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Oh... oh, it's not sparkling.
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Sorry.
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It's all right. Never mind.
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Oh! Before I forget, I've got my
invites for my birthday on Saturday.
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Amy, Lois,
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Vicks and Chlo.
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Now, I haven't decided on a venue
yet, so I ask that you all remain patient.
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Right, let's bounce, bitches.
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See you later, Rae.
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I needed a fresh approach, or I was
going to be a loner for ever.
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Maybe I was wrong about the reason
loners read so much at college.
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Maybe they actually want to escape
reality for a while,
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disappear into a different world.
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Agh!
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That's for my brother, you pig!
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Oi, oi!
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Ah, The Tempest.
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It's crap, isn't it? Is it?
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I like Caliban.
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He's a freak.
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An outsider, but deep down,
he's very poetic.
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Remind you of anyone?
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Ah!
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Did I see you hanging around with
Amy Malone earlier?
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Not really.
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Is she single?
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I don't know.
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Find out for me.
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She's got amazing calves.
I love calves.
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Good for you.
It's nice to have an interest.
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Where's your lunch?
Oh, I'm not hungry.
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Have one of my hot dogs.
I've already eaten.
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I thought you said you're not hungry?
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I'm not hungry,
because I've already eaten.
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You can't eat in front of people,
can you?
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What?
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Why would I not be
able to eat in front of people?
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I can eat in front of people.
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So...
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..eat.
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I don't have to prove anything
to you.
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Don't get annoyed with me,
just because I'm right.
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You're not right.
And I'm not annoyed.
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You look annoyed. Yeah,
that's because you're annoying.
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There is one place at college you
can go for a bit of privacy,
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because Liam was right.
Outside of hospital, I've not eaten
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in front of another human being
for eight years.
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Well, except my mum -
but she's not really human.
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It makes being at college even
more difficult,
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but I guess it is one bonus
of being alone all the time.
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Oh, what the hell?
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Rae! Jesus!
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Sorry, did I scare you?!
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What's going on?
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I'm just sorting out a jumble sale
for the SPG.
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No-one else had any space,
so I volunteered our house.
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It smells like dead bodies.
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Yeah, well, there's a strong chance
that people have died
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wearing some of these clothes.
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I'd definitely stay away
from the pyjamas, anyway.
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Mum? Have you thought any
more about that £15?
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Yeah. I've thought about how much
there's no chance I'm giving it to you.
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If I had any chance of getting in with
the girls, I had to do some research.
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Archie, I told you... Rae.
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♪ Didn't mean to make you sad
246
00:16:44,280 --> 00:16:47,580
♪ Didn't mean to make you cry
247
00:16:47,680 --> 00:16:49,940
♪ Didn't mean to let you down
248
00:16:50,040 --> 00:16:51,740
♪ Dark without you by my side
249
00:16:51,840 --> 00:16:54,860
♪ In the shadows
In the night
250
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♪ Dark without your shining light
251
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♪ My Rae of sunshine shining bright
252
00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:06,480
♪ My Rae makes everything all right
253
00:17:07,720 --> 00:17:10,060
♪ I'm sorry that I made you sad
254
00:17:10,160 --> 00:17:12,660
♪ Sorry that I made you cry
255
00:17:12,760 --> 00:17:14,740
♪ I'm sorry that I let you down
256
00:17:14,840 --> 00:17:16,820
♪ I want you back here by my side
257
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♪ My Rae of sunshine shining bright
258
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♪ My Rae makes everything
all right. ♪
259
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Bravo! Very good, Archie.
260
00:17:36,040 --> 00:17:40,040
Thank you, Mrs Bouchtat, Mr Bouchtat.
261
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I'm so sorry.
262
00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:44,860
I've been trying to think of ways
that I could make it up to you.
263
00:17:44,960 --> 00:17:48,960
Archie, you can make it up to me
by not being so fake any more.
264
00:17:50,880 --> 00:17:54,540
Because I can't be mates with
someone who's like that.
265
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Just be yourself.
266
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Can you do that?
267
00:18:00,120 --> 00:18:03,100
Yeah.
268
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Promise me.
269
00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:08,960
Promise.
270
00:18:36,240 --> 00:18:38,060
Rae, come here.
271
00:18:38,160 --> 00:18:41,460
We're all just talking about what
we're going to do for Stacey's birthday.
272
00:18:41,560 --> 00:18:43,740
Yeah, you know, bowling's fine,
but the shoes are gross.
273
00:18:43,840 --> 00:18:45,100
But they spray them.
274
00:18:45,200 --> 00:18:49,200
The spray smells worse than the
actual... Rae, is that a Morton top?
275
00:18:50,800 --> 00:18:54,800
This? Is it?
276
00:18:55,680 --> 00:18:58,380
Oh, yeah. Where d'you get it from?
277
00:18:58,480 --> 00:19:00,620
Morton. How much was it?
278
00:19:00,720 --> 00:19:02,460
I didn't want to look.
You know what it's like.
279
00:19:02,560 --> 00:19:04,560
Just close my eyes,
hand over the money.
280
00:19:06,600 --> 00:19:09,180
Rae, we're all going to go over
to mine tonight.
281
00:19:09,280 --> 00:19:13,280
Fancy it?
Yeah. I could get down with that.
282
00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:19,780
Dear Diary, I am officially a girl.
283
00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:22,260
I mean, yeah, I'm not denying the
existence of my vagina
284
00:19:22,360 --> 00:19:26,360
for the past 16 years, but this was
it. Talking about hair, clothes, boys,
285
00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:31,820
what products to use to make
your skin soft, I felt like I was involved
286
00:19:31,920 --> 00:19:35,920
in something that was making me feel
feminine for the first time in my life.
287
00:19:36,600 --> 00:19:37,580
So, where's Vicky?
288
00:19:37,680 --> 00:19:39,420
She's at the opticians.
289
00:19:39,520 --> 00:19:42,460
That's not true, Lois.
She told me not to say.
290
00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:45,500
Look, she's at a specialist
about her skin.
291
00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:47,340
D'you know, it's gotten so
bad recently.
292
00:19:47,440 --> 00:19:49,820
She should just use some cream or
something, like...
293
00:19:49,920 --> 00:19:51,340
something with steroids in it.
294
00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:53,380
I think she uses something already...
295
00:19:53,480 --> 00:19:56,580
Yeah, well she should stop using
so much foundation, too.
296
00:19:56,680 --> 00:20:00,680
I know she wants to hide her skin,
but it doesn't. And it makes it worse.
297
00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:04,280
Pretty soon, she's going to be
putting it on with a trowel.
298
00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:08,220
Oh, someone should say something.
299
00:20:08,320 --> 00:20:12,320
Tell us about your love life, Rae.
Who are you seeing at the moment?
300
00:20:17,360 --> 00:20:19,980
Oh, cool, the Chinese is here.
Will you go and get it?
301
00:20:20,080 --> 00:20:21,140
Is it my turn?
302
00:20:21,240 --> 00:20:23,340
I don't know, we don't do turns,
silly!
303
00:20:23,440 --> 00:20:25,780
Oh, all right, then.
304
00:20:25,880 --> 00:20:29,880
And will you pay for mine as well?
I'll give you the cash back at college.
305
00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:37,080
Yeah. Yeah, of course.
306
00:20:38,120 --> 00:20:42,120
Oh, by the way,
Rae's just broke up with Finn Nelson.
307
00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:44,980
You broke up with him?
308
00:20:45,080 --> 00:20:47,300
You broke up with Finn Nelson? Yeah.
309
00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:49,460
Is it true you got caught doing
stuff in the toilets?
310
00:20:49,560 --> 00:20:50,900
No.
311
00:20:51,000 --> 00:20:54,140
Why did you break up with him?
312
00:20:54,240 --> 00:20:56,100
Well, I just wanted to be friends.
313
00:20:56,200 --> 00:20:58,260
That's so cool, Rae.
314
00:20:58,360 --> 00:21:00,860
Stacey went out with Finn, too,
but he broke up with her.
315
00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:04,580
Yeah, only because he found out
I was going to finish with him.
316
00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:06,380
That is the only reason.
317
00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:08,940
Oh, look who came free with the
Chinese!
318
00:21:09,040 --> 00:21:10,780
Oh, hi, Vicks. Hiya.
319
00:21:10,880 --> 00:21:13,020
Hi. How was the opticians?
320
00:21:13,120 --> 00:21:16,300
Er, good, yeah. I don't need to wear
glasses so, er, that's cool.
321
00:21:16,400 --> 00:21:19,220
Oh, that is cool.
322
00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:21,620
So, what tests did you do?
323
00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:25,700
Erm, just standard eye tests.
The letter one.
324
00:21:25,800 --> 00:21:28,120
Oh, yeah, I know the letter one.
325
00:21:31,840 --> 00:21:34,140
Help yourself, Rae, there's tons.
326
00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:38,220
Oh, erm...
327
00:21:38,320 --> 00:21:39,820
..no.
328
00:21:39,920 --> 00:21:43,920
Seriously. You don't have to be
so polite.
329
00:21:45,480 --> 00:21:49,220
No, I'm not. Erm...
330
00:21:49,320 --> 00:21:51,060
..I'm allergic to soy.
331
00:21:51,160 --> 00:21:55,160
So, er, what have I missed, anyway?
Not much.
332
00:21:56,000 --> 00:21:57,340
Oh, Rae got a cool Morton top.
333
00:21:57,440 --> 00:22:01,620
What? Yeah.
334
00:22:01,720 --> 00:22:05,100
No. No. That isn't.
335
00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:07,780
Oh...
336
00:22:07,880 --> 00:22:09,340
it's fake.
337
00:22:09,440 --> 00:22:11,620
Oh, my God! What?!
338
00:22:11,720 --> 00:22:13,980
Hang on a minute, maybe it's just
a... you know,
339
00:22:14,080 --> 00:22:15,740
a label you've never seen before.
340
00:22:15,840 --> 00:22:19,140
No, look. It says Mooton!
341
00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:22,220
It does, it says Mooton!
342
00:22:22,320 --> 00:22:24,300
I thought you bought it, Rae.
343
00:22:24,400 --> 00:22:26,540
Yeah, I did buy it. Where from?
344
00:22:26,640 --> 00:22:30,640
The Asian guy on the market that
sells Adididas trainers?
345
00:22:35,600 --> 00:22:39,600
I'm, erm... I'm just going to go
to the toilet.
346
00:22:42,520 --> 00:22:46,700
Don't cry. Just don't cry.
347
00:22:46,800 --> 00:22:50,800
Don't cry.
348
00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:57,200
Rae? It's Stace. Can I come in?
349
00:23:07,560 --> 00:23:09,260
Rae.
350
00:23:09,360 --> 00:23:13,360
You do know it was your label we
were laughing at, don't you? It's not you.
351
00:23:15,920 --> 00:23:17,900
Mooton.
352
00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:22,000
That is pretty funny.
353
00:23:22,480 --> 00:23:25,980
Look. I have something for you.
354
00:23:26,080 --> 00:23:30,080
It's an invite to my birthday on
Saturday.
355
00:23:30,520 --> 00:23:33,100
It's been really cool getting to
know you these past couple of days,
356
00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:37,200
so it'd mean a lot to me
if you were there.
357
00:23:38,880 --> 00:23:40,880
Great!
358
00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:55,480
Thursday, the 3rd of October, 1996.
359
00:24:06,520 --> 00:24:10,520
Did I mention how much I loved
hanging around with the girlies?
360
00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:16,580
Oh, Chloe, will you go and get me
some crisps out the vending machine?
361
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:18,780
Cos I feel like I'm going to be
really hungry later on.
362
00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:22,880
Yeah.
363
00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:25,620
I need to talk to you
guys about something.
364
00:24:25,720 --> 00:24:27,860
I was with my boyfriend last night.
Did you shag him?
365
00:24:27,960 --> 00:24:31,960
No, we just kissed again.
366
00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:36,300
I want him to grab me a little,
touch me a bit.
367
00:24:36,400 --> 00:24:38,860
Do you know what I mean?
You want him to finger you.
368
00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:40,940
Oh!
369
00:24:41,040 --> 00:24:44,060
Is that too much to ask?
Do you think it's me?
370
00:24:44,160 --> 00:24:45,980
Do you think he just doesn't
fancy me?
371
00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:49,660
Lois, you're so good looking.
372
00:24:49,760 --> 00:24:53,760
Just give him some time. Like
you said, he might be quite shy.
373
00:24:54,560 --> 00:24:58,560
Yeah, maybe. Aw, thanks, Rae.
374
00:24:59,840 --> 00:25:01,100
I'll see you guys later.
375
00:25:01,200 --> 00:25:05,200
Bye. See you.
376
00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:07,580
You shouldn't encourage her, Rae.
377
00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:10,100
Lois is so desperate to have a
boyfriend
378
00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:11,820
that she's even started to
create fictional problems.
379
00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:13,820
I find it so sad.
380
00:25:13,920 --> 00:25:15,900
Her problem is that her
standards are way too high,
381
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:17,300
and if she dropped them,
382
00:25:17,400 --> 00:25:19,140
she could probably get herself
a real-life boyfriend.
383
00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:21,240
Someone should say something.
384
00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:28,660
What is this music?
385
00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:31,740
Er, Mr Wendal by Arrested
Development. I hate it.
386
00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:34,420
Go and put something else on, Rae.
Something good.
387
00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:35,460
This music's doing my head in.
388
00:25:35,560 --> 00:25:37,220
Archie, put summat decent
on the jukebox.
389
00:25:37,320 --> 00:25:39,700
I'll do it.
390
00:25:39,800 --> 00:25:41,020
OK.
391
00:25:41,120 --> 00:25:43,220
No, I want Archie to do it.
392
00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:45,780
He knows his music.
I know my music.
393
00:25:45,880 --> 00:25:49,880
If you don't like what I put on,
I'll give you your 20p back.
394
00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:14,800
Tune. I love this song!
395
00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:24,080
Yeah, we practised this.
396
00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:27,400
Two, three, four...
397
00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:32,380
Well done!
398
00:26:32,480 --> 00:26:36,480
Dear Diary, because I was living
off chocolate bars and crisps at college,
399
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:39,660
my consumption levels from Mum's
cupboard had skyrocketed.
400
00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:43,100
Fortunately, she had so
much food in the house that she'd...
401
00:26:43,200 --> 00:26:47,040
Oh, no.
402
00:26:55,560 --> 00:26:59,740
I'll deal with you in a minute.
403
00:26:59,840 --> 00:27:01,500
I thought this was going on.
404
00:27:01,600 --> 00:27:03,940
I've been going through the bins.
405
00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:08,040
Do you know what I found?
406
00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:13,280
This. Tell me what you see, Rae.
407
00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:16,060
Seven walnuts?
408
00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:19,220
Correct. Seven walnuts.
409
00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:23,320
Now, where's the sodding whips
that were attached to them?
410
00:27:24,120 --> 00:27:28,120
I... This cupboard is out of bounds.
411
00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:31,540
But... I'm locking it.
412
00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:35,640
Now, go.
413
00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:39,940
Karim!
414
00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:42,060
So what if my mum was locking
the cupboard
415
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:43,820
and I couldn't eat in the canteen?
416
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:45,780
I could get by on stocking up from
the vending machine
417
00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:49,880
during break.
418
00:27:55,080 --> 00:27:58,100
Hiya, Rae.
Are you coming to the Common Room?
419
00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:00,580
Yeah, sounds good.
420
00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:04,680
I was starting to see a major
drawback of being popular.
421
00:28:25,080 --> 00:28:29,080
Are you coming? What?
422
00:28:29,800 --> 00:28:32,260
Oh, shit!
423
00:28:32,360 --> 00:28:35,820
It's not about being angry with
yourself
424
00:28:35,920 --> 00:28:39,920
for getting anxious, it's
about finding a way to relax.
425
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:43,060
So today, I'd like to work on some
techniques
426
00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:46,500
that hopefully will go some way
to achieving that.
427
00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:48,860
But before, I'd like to ask the group
428
00:28:48,960 --> 00:28:52,960
if they'd like to share
any of the ways in which they relax.
429
00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:58,280
Well, I meditate.
Every morning for 30 minutes.
430
00:28:59,280 --> 00:29:01,900
And then every evening
for 20 minutes.
431
00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,300
I also do Pilates and yoga.
432
00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:07,420
I'm also doing a course in
aromatherapy, it's amazing.
433
00:29:07,520 --> 00:29:09,520
You can't help but relax
when you smell chamomile!
434
00:29:11,920 --> 00:29:15,920
I like watching the ducks, er, feeding
the ducks. I find ducks very relaxing.
435
00:29:19,240 --> 00:29:22,860
Well, that's great,
Dan, thank you.
436
00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:26,780
Er, Rae.
I hope you don't mind me sharing,
437
00:29:26,880 --> 00:29:30,880
but the other day you were talking
about how important music is to you.
438
00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:34,500
Yeah, I like music.
439
00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:37,440
If I feel anxious or worried,
I'll just stick on a...
440
00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:43,900
Rae?
441
00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:45,820
Hiya.
442
00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:48,340
Rae?
443
00:29:48,440 --> 00:29:50,900
Can you hear me?
444
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,000
What happened? You fainted.
445
00:29:55,120 --> 00:29:58,580
How many fingers? Three.
446
00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:02,140
Who's the Prime Minister?
John Major.
447
00:30:02,240 --> 00:30:06,240
Sad... but true.
448
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:09,860
Please tell me you're not on some
crazy diet where you starve yourself.
449
00:30:09,960 --> 00:30:11,460
I'm not on a diet.
450
00:30:11,560 --> 00:30:15,560
Rae, don't fuck around with
things like this.
451
00:30:15,920 --> 00:30:19,920
You should know better than
anyone what the consequences can be.
452
00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:25,780
I don't want to come to this office
and get a phone call
453
00:30:25,880 --> 00:30:29,880
that's telling me that you're in
some... I am not on a diet. I swear.
454
00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:34,180
I swear.
455
00:30:34,280 --> 00:30:35,700
Whatever it is you're doing, Rae,
456
00:30:35,800 --> 00:30:39,640
just promise me that you'll look
after yourself.
457
00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:19,720
Are you all right, Stace?
458
00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:23,140
What you doing, Rae?
459
00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:25,300
I'm just checking out the books.
460
00:31:25,400 --> 00:31:28,940
What's in your hand?
461
00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:31,660
Nothing.
462
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:35,760
Let me see.
463
00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:41,200
It's just a packet of crisps.
464
00:31:43,160 --> 00:31:47,160
Why are you eating a packet of
crisps up here on your own?
465
00:31:52,640 --> 00:31:56,640
Are we friends, Rae?
466
00:31:58,320 --> 00:31:59,420
Of course we're friends.
467
00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:02,540
You're supposed to be able to
tell your friends anything.
468
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:06,640
So tell me what's going on.
469
00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:16,880
I just can't eat in front of people.
470
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:20,860
Why not?
471
00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:24,960
Well, because if I eat unhealthy
food then people will think,
472
00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:29,860
"Oh, look at that fat cow,
no wonder she got to that size."
473
00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:33,960
And if I eat healthy food,
then they think,
474
00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:36,300
"Well, who are you trying to kid,
love?
475
00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:38,740
"You didn't get to that
size by eating salads."
476
00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:42,180
No-one would say anything to you.
477
00:32:42,280 --> 00:32:43,780
Not while I was around.
478
00:32:43,880 --> 00:32:47,880
They might not say it,
but they'll think it.
479
00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:53,960
Trust me. I can see it behind
their eyes.
480
00:32:55,280 --> 00:32:59,280
You know,
I used to think that I loved food.
481
00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:02,060
But I don't.
482
00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:06,160
I fucking hate it.
483
00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:11,160
Rae...
484
00:33:16,720 --> 00:33:19,140
Oh, and by the way, I've decided
that we're going to go...
485
00:33:19,240 --> 00:33:22,060
'I've never opened up to
someone like that before,
486
00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:25,340
'I couldn't talk to Liam about it,
or Kester about it,
487
00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:29,440
'so why could I talk to Stacey?
I didn't even know her.
488
00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:34,380
'I guess some people just have
something about them.'
489
00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:37,980
Oh, no, Lucy Clegg. Has to be.
490
00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:40,940
She wears a baseball cap, for God's
sake, she's a 16-year-old girl.
491
00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:44,460
I still think it's Sarah Holden.
I don't want to play this game.
492
00:33:44,560 --> 00:33:48,300
You're such a wimp, Lois.
Rae, what about you?
493
00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:49,780
What?
494
00:33:49,880 --> 00:33:51,980
Who's the biggest loser in college?
495
00:33:52,080 --> 00:33:53,580
Oh, I don't know.
496
00:33:53,680 --> 00:33:57,680
Sarah Holden has skid marks
in her knickers. Skid marks!
497
00:33:58,160 --> 00:34:00,820
Eurgh! Seriously, I was almost sick!
498
00:34:00,920 --> 00:34:02,980
Eww! Oh, come on, Rae,
499
00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:04,860
who do you think?
I honestly don't know.
500
00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:06,300
Rae!
501
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:10,020
Well, Linda Carver's
a bit of a loser, I guess.
502
00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:14,120
Her glasses are bulletproof.
She's always walking round, reading.
503
00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:16,980
Why?
504
00:34:17,080 --> 00:34:18,700
Rae...
505
00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:21,580
What is that interesting that you
have to read about it,
506
00:34:21,680 --> 00:34:24,980
every second of every day?
It's just weird.
507
00:34:25,080 --> 00:34:29,080
I mean, come on. Get a fucking grip.
508
00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:43,540
Oh, my God.
509
00:34:43,640 --> 00:34:47,420
Oh, my God! This is too much.
510
00:34:47,520 --> 00:34:51,520
I can't believe you just did that,
Rae. Did you see her face?
511
00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:54,880
Jesus, Rae.
512
00:35:00,040 --> 00:35:01,780
What's going on?
513
00:35:01,880 --> 00:35:06,020
Rae, come and sit down.
514
00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:10,120
I've already apologised to Karim and
I wanted to say sorry to you, too.
515
00:35:11,240 --> 00:35:13,780
For losing the plot yesterday.
516
00:35:13,880 --> 00:35:17,900
I've been very stressed,
running around after that SPG lot.
517
00:35:18,000 --> 00:35:21,140
I didn't once get invited to any
event that I wasn't bloody hosting.
518
00:35:21,240 --> 00:35:25,240
So, I quit,
got my subscription money back.
519
00:35:26,120 --> 00:35:27,500
Here.
520
00:35:27,600 --> 00:35:30,980
It's the money for that pop album
you wanted.
521
00:35:31,080 --> 00:35:32,980
Is this a trap?
522
00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:37,080
No! Just take the money, Rae.
523
00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:49,820
Check out what I got from Morton.
524
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:53,220
Nice!
525
00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:57,260
Think it's this way, come on.
526
00:35:57,360 --> 00:35:58,460
Oh, my God.
527
00:35:58,560 --> 00:36:02,560
Archie!
528
00:36:06,720 --> 00:36:08,700
Looks like she wasn't making it up.
529
00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:12,800
Excuse me a second,
just going to go say hello to Arch.
530
00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:19,700
What the fuck are you doing?
531
00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:23,800
I can explain. OK, go for it.
532
00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:27,220
All right, I can't explain.
533
00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:29,820
You are leading her on exactly
the same as what you did to me.
534
00:36:29,920 --> 00:36:32,540
I know, but what... Bu-bu-bu!
535
00:36:32,640 --> 00:36:36,640
You said... No! You promised that
you were going to stop being fake.
536
00:36:37,840 --> 00:36:40,140
I need to stop being fake?!
537
00:36:40,240 --> 00:36:42,780
Have you looked in a mirror lately?
538
00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:45,320
Rae!
539
00:36:48,280 --> 00:36:52,280
We are so far from fucking done.
540
00:36:58,320 --> 00:37:00,260
So where's this bar?
I could really do with a drink.
541
00:37:00,360 --> 00:37:04,360
It's not a bar, it's a restaurant.
542
00:37:15,880 --> 00:37:19,880
Um, can I have
the four cheeses pizza?
543
00:37:31,880 --> 00:37:35,660
Rae?
544
00:37:35,760 --> 00:37:37,420
Um...
545
00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:40,500
Maybe I'll just have
a small Margherita pizza, please.
546
00:37:40,600 --> 00:37:43,700
See.
547
00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:45,100
Cheers, everyone.
548
00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:49,200
Cheers.
549
00:37:51,640 --> 00:37:55,640
So I said, "Listen, no-one cares
about biology apart from you..."
550
00:37:56,760 --> 00:38:00,760
"..and that is only because you get
paid to teach it.".
551
00:38:03,240 --> 00:38:04,180
Chlo?
552
00:38:04,280 --> 00:38:08,280
Could you go and can get me
some spare napkins?
553
00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:11,820
Why me?
554
00:38:11,920 --> 00:38:14,620
I don't know, I was...
555
00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:18,720
I was only asking a favour.
556
00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:22,900
Yeah.
557
00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:25,900
Thanks.
558
00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:30,000
I might as well tell you guys now, because
it's out. I'm going out with Archie.
559
00:38:32,080 --> 00:38:33,620
From second year.
560
00:38:33,720 --> 00:38:34,940
Archie Archie?!
561
00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:36,900
Yeah. He's fit.
562
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:41,000
I know and... we've just told each
other that we love each other.
563
00:38:44,200 --> 00:38:46,820
Babe, are you all right?
564
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:50,920
I'm... I'm just so happy.
565
00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:58,640
I'm going for a slash.
566
00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:05,800
Guys, is Amy serious about wearing
that trackie top on a night out?!
567
00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:10,660
I mean, I know she's got this whole
keeping her street cred thing
568
00:39:10,760 --> 00:39:13,580
going on, but seriously,
she just looks rough.
569
00:39:13,680 --> 00:39:17,540
Someone should say something.
570
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:20,380
'That's when I realised
these girls weren't friends,
571
00:39:20,480 --> 00:39:24,480
'Stacey just wanted people around
who had vulnerabilities
that she could exploit
572
00:39:25,680 --> 00:39:28,460
'to make herself feel better.
573
00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:29,780
'That's why I was there.'
574
00:39:29,880 --> 00:39:33,880
Oh, my God, Rae - nice bracelet.
575
00:39:35,080 --> 00:39:38,180
'And to be honest,
I wasn't much better.
576
00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:40,740
'I was a phoney.
577
00:39:40,840 --> 00:39:44,840
'Just like Archie.'
578
00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:52,260
Oh, thank you.
579
00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:56,360
Thanks.
580
00:39:59,560 --> 00:40:02,340
Fuck it.
581
00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:03,580
Rae, where are you going?
582
00:40:03,680 --> 00:40:06,700
I don't want to be here.
583
00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:07,820
What do you mean?
584
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:09,860
I don't want to be around you.
585
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,340
I've got nothing against
the rest of you.
586
00:40:12,440 --> 00:40:14,860
What did you just say?
587
00:40:14,960 --> 00:40:16,820
You're mean.
588
00:40:16,920 --> 00:40:18,220
And you're not a nice person.
589
00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:20,740
You manipulate everybody.
590
00:40:20,840 --> 00:40:21,860
No.
591
00:40:21,960 --> 00:40:25,380
I'll tell you what this is about,
Rae!
592
00:40:25,480 --> 00:40:26,740
This isn't about me,
593
00:40:26,840 --> 00:40:30,840
this is about the fact that you
can't eat in front of people.
594
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:55,020
See you later, Chlo.
595
00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:57,120
Later, girls.
596
00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:21,420
Oh, there she is.
597
00:41:21,520 --> 00:41:24,700
Be not afeared,
the isle is full of noises.
598
00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:28,800
Sounds and sweet airs that give
delight and hurt not.
599
00:41:29,800 --> 00:41:33,800
Why, thank you. Ha-ha.
600
00:41:35,840 --> 00:41:36,780
What are you up to?
601
00:41:36,880 --> 00:41:40,880
Eating chips and drinking beer. My
very own patented relaxation method.
602
00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:36,620
I don't know why you
hang around with her, Chloe.
603
00:42:36,720 --> 00:42:39,220
She's so horrible to you.
604
00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:40,620
Yeah.
605
00:42:40,720 --> 00:42:43,140
I've never seen you like this
before.
606
00:42:43,240 --> 00:42:47,240
I've never seen you take
orders off anyone.
607
00:42:48,320 --> 00:42:51,820
Oh, no. What are you doing here?
608
00:42:51,920 --> 00:42:54,660
Chloe, I said we weren't
hanging around with her, ever.
609
00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:57,700
I don't care how long
you've known her.
610
00:42:57,800 --> 00:43:00,660
I'm sorry, Rae.
611
00:43:00,760 --> 00:43:02,700
Go on, Rae.
612
00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:05,020
Piss off!
613
00:43:05,120 --> 00:43:06,380
Actually, Stacey.
614
00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:09,460
I'm apologising for not doing this
sooner.
615
00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:10,620
Doing what sooner?
616
00:43:10,720 --> 00:43:14,460
Telling you to piss off.
617
00:43:14,560 --> 00:43:16,660
I had to gather my evidence first.
618
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:17,980
What are you talking about?
619
00:43:18,080 --> 00:43:21,260
Well, on Wednesday,
you said of Vicky, and I quote,
620
00:43:21,360 --> 00:43:25,140
"She needs to stop putting
so much foundation on.
621
00:43:25,240 --> 00:43:29,300
"I know she wants to hide her skin,
but it doesn't, it just makes it worse.
622
00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:31,500
"Pretty soon she'll be putting
it on with a trowel.
623
00:43:31,600 --> 00:43:33,460
"Someone should say something."
624
00:43:33,560 --> 00:43:35,620
I didn't say that.
625
00:43:35,720 --> 00:43:39,720
On Thursday, you said of Lois, "Lois
is so desperate to have a boyfriend,
626
00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:43,980
"she's even started to create
fictional problems.
627
00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:45,820
"I find it so sad.
628
00:43:45,920 --> 00:43:48,180
"Do you know, her problem has always
been
629
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:49,940
"that her standards are way too high.
630
00:43:50,040 --> 00:43:53,780
"If she dropped them, then she
might have a real-life boyfriend.
631
00:43:53,880 --> 00:43:55,780
"Someone should say something."
632
00:43:55,880 --> 00:43:57,540
I didn't say that, Lois.
633
00:43:57,640 --> 00:44:01,740
On Saturday, you said of Amy...
I didn't say anything, Chloe.
634
00:44:01,840 --> 00:44:04,780
You've got no proof of any of this.
635
00:44:04,880 --> 00:44:07,380
Do you know, I thought you
might say that.
636
00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:11,480
So I took the liberty of recording
everything you said at your birthday.
637
00:44:14,960 --> 00:44:18,960
'Guys, is Amy serious about wearing
that trackie top on a night out?
638
00:44:20,840 --> 00:44:24,260
'I mean, I know she's got this whole
keeping the street cred thing
639
00:44:24,360 --> 00:44:26,900
'going on, but seriously,
she just looks rough.
640
00:44:27,000 --> 00:44:29,360
'Someone should say something.'
641
00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:32,700
Someone is saying something, Stacey.
642
00:44:32,800 --> 00:44:35,180
I'm saying something. Amy...
643
00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:36,540
Don't bother.
644
00:44:36,640 --> 00:44:40,640
I'm saying you're a bitch
and it's just come right back
645
00:44:41,400 --> 00:44:42,580
and bit you on the arse.
646
00:44:42,680 --> 00:44:44,340
Right?
647
00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:46,560
Now, piss off.
648
00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:03,660
It turned out Stacey's vulnerability
was that she just
649
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:05,020
wasn't as clever as Chloe.
650
00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:09,120
In the game of bitches,
there was only one queen bitch.
651
00:45:12,160 --> 00:45:16,160
But at least Chloe was honest.
652
00:45:17,320 --> 00:45:19,740
Even if it hurt.
653
00:45:19,840 --> 00:45:21,340
Well?
654
00:45:21,440 --> 00:45:22,660
What?
655
00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:26,760
Are you going to do the right thing?
656
00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:30,060
Stay out of it, Rae.
657
00:45:30,160 --> 00:45:31,620
No.
658
00:45:31,720 --> 00:45:34,420
No, I'm not going to stay out of it.
659
00:45:34,520 --> 00:45:35,700
I'm an honest person.
660
00:45:35,800 --> 00:45:37,660
I'm not going to let this happen.
661
00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:40,140
It's none of your business, Rae.
662
00:45:40,240 --> 00:45:41,940
I mean it.
663
00:45:42,040 --> 00:45:46,060
Break-up with her, or else.
664
00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:47,420
Or else what?
665
00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:49,260
Be quiet.
666
00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:53,360
Hiya, boo-boo.
667
00:45:54,040 --> 00:45:55,140
What's going on?
668
00:45:55,240 --> 00:45:57,660
Arch?
669
00:45:57,760 --> 00:46:01,760
Nothing. Tell me.
670
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:10,240
Archie is gay, Lois.
671
00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:16,020
What?
672
00:46:16,120 --> 00:46:19,580
Archie?
673
00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:23,220
Rae...
674
00:46:23,320 --> 00:46:25,320
Oh, my God.
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