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'She went into
cardiac arrest during the night.
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'The doctors there
managed to revive her but she...'
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What?
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She... She's very, very weak
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so they don't know
if she'll come round.
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What about you, Rae?
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You and Tix are really close.
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Kester says you're thinking about
stopping his sessions.
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Have you got people there for you?
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I've got loads of people
I can talk to.
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Oh, Tix!
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'Dear Diary, I've been to a place
this dark once before.
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'Nearly made the biggest mistake.
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'I couldn't risk
going back that low again.
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'I needed to talk to someone.
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'I didn't deserve to be happy.
Not after what I did to Tix.
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'Never mind that
I'm fat, loud and annoying!
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'Maybe Finn and Chloe
weren't lost to me.
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'Maybe they weren't even going out.
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'Maybe it was just a kiss.
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'Either way, I had to face them
sooner or later.'
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My God, what an effin' night!
My head's bangin'!
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Are you all right?
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Brilliant.
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Where the bloody hell
did you get to?
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Dunno.
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Woke up in a bloody field.
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And then, thank God, I saw Chop
in his car.
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Have you spoke to Izzy?
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No.
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No-one knows where she is.
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She'll be fine.
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What if she went back with him?
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And what if she went back with him?
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She's single, isn't she?
It's her decision.
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Eurgh. Oh, my god.
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Whose idea was it to meet for food?
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It was my idea.
This is supposed to be
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the debrief.
The best part about the night out
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is the debrief in the morning.
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Well, fuck the debrief.
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I can't eat when it feels like
someone's taken a piss on my soul.
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I'm gonna...
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Hang on! One minute. What?
What about the debrief?
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Archie's right, mate.
I don't need a debrief.
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I need a shower
and a shit-load of peppermint tea.
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I'll see yous later.
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See ya.
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Oh...
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I'm going to, um...
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going to the toilet.
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Oh, my God, Rae. I kissed him!
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- Who?
- Finn!
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You know I didn't really like him
that much
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although I just fancied him
cos he was so fit.
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And now I really do like him.
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Oh, it's so nice when that happens.
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Get off me!
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- Rae?
- What?
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Well, me and Finn
haven't spoken about it yet but
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we'll deffo be going out
by the end of next week.
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And then, well, you know...
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Rae, I'm talking about...
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Sex. Yeah. I get it.
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It's a really exciting time for you.
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Yeah, it is.
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Ooh...
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I'm just going to go.
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Mum?
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I'm just putting
my wedding face on.
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Oh, I look like a dog's dinner.
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You don't, Mum.
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You look lovely.
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How's Tix?
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Not good.
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Rae, I'm glad you've come home.
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I'm sorry.
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It's fine. We're fine.
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Mum?
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Mm?
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I need to talk to you
about something.
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Well, go on then, spit it out.
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I saw something weird this morning.
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I saw Karim...
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Saw what?
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Well, he was with someone.
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A woman.
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What woman?
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I don't know.
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He kissed her.
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Look out the window.
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Hamal, let's go.
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Yeah, I see.
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Everyone's got family, Rae.
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His sister.
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Why do you hate him so much, Rae?
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I don't hate him. I don't know him.
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Well, why have you never bothered to
get to know him?
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Rae?
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Look, I know he's never gonna be
your proper dad.
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He's a good man
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and he is a part of this family and
you need to start accepting that.
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I can't force you to be
part of this family.
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It's you who needs to decide
whether you want to or not.
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Who is my proper dad?
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What do you mean?
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I know it was you
who's been writing the letters.
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I just wanna know who he is.
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Is his name even Victor?
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Yeah, his name's Victor.
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Well, were there any real letters?
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Has he ever tried to get in touch?
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Um...
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Well, does he not know where we live?
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Yeah.
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What? He knows or he doesn't know?
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He knows.
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I started writing those letters
when you were six, Rae.
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I know it was a stupid thing to do
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but I don't know, I guess I thought
that he might be coming back.
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But once I started, well...
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well, I didn't know how to stop.
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But once I stared, well...
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well, I didn't know how to stop.
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I didn't know to stop.
I didn't know how to stop.
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It's fine.
I mean, we'll talk about it later.
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You've got enough to do.
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Here he is.
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Are you all right? Nice to see you.
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'So what if my mum
was starting a new life?
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'So what if Chloe and Finn
were lost to me?
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'No matter what happened,
I'd always have the rest of the gang.
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'And I'd always have my diary.'
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Excuse me, I left a little blue bag
in here when I was here this morning.
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- Denim bag?
- Yeah. Um, well, can I have it
back, please? It's got, like,
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really important documents in it.
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I gave it to one of your friends
as they left.
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- Which friend?
- A pretty girl.
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'I can't believe Chloe
would say that.
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'Sometimes I think
she's being a bitch on purpose.
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'Sometimes... I love Finn.
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'I love Finn!
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'I think I'd even snog his armpits.
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'I'd love to snog his armpit!
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'But Chloe doesn't bloody realise
not everyone is rich.
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'Not everyone is rich.
If Archie wasn't gay...'
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Chloe!
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Oh, Chloe, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean it!
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I just write whatever comes into my
head. Chloe, please, I'm sorry.
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Stay away from me.
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Right? And stay away from Finn.
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'I've been to a place
this dark once before.'
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'Nearly made the biggest mistake.
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'But what was the mistake?
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'Ever cutting myself in the first
place?
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'Or not cutting deep enough?'
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'Dear Mum...'
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'I am so sorry.'
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'I'm so sorry that
I fucked everything up.'
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'It's not your fault.'
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'I'm not hungry.
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'For the first time in months,
I don't care about food.
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'I don't care about filling the gap
by eating,
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'or by hurting myself a little.
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'The gap's too wide now.
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'I tried so hard to be someone
everybody could like.
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'But no matter how hard I try,
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'I'll always be the same,
ridiculous, pointless blob.
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'I'll always hurt people.
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'And I'll always let people down.'
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'I'm so sorry, Mum.'
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'I just hate myself so much more
than I could ever love anything.
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'And I guess I did
achieve one thing.
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'I wrote the most boring suicide
note in the history of the world.'
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Hiya! Tix?
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What's going on? Are you all right?
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You're in hospital.
You're in a coma.
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Is this a dream?
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Is it my imagination?
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Are you an angel?
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Look, you don't need
to know everything.
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You're in a coma and I'm here to
tell you that you need to wake up.
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I don't want to wake up.
I want to be dead.
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Why do you think I was on that
bridge in the first place?
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Let me show you what the world
would be like without Rae.
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This is what happens
if you don't wake up.
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It's closed.
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Because I don't wake up?
What are you trying to say?
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Well, when you stopped coming here,
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other people stopped coming here
because it reminded them of you.
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A chip shop reminds people of me?!
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Maybe this wasn't the best place to
start.
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Where are we now?
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Her Majesty's Prison, Lincoln.
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11 months in the future.
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No!
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No, no! This can't have happened!
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They can't be together -
they're the opposite of each other!
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I made you some fairy cakes.
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Oh, brilliant.
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Well, that's not getting me
beaten up, is it?
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What happens to Chop?
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Lovely dress, dear.
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Victor said that he just doesn't want
to be part of the Country Club any
more.
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What about you, Arnold?
Are you a member of any societies?
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No, not really.
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Chop's name's Arnold?!
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Do you want more wine, Arnold?
No thanks, I don't drink no more.
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'Come on, honey!'
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Oh, not Finn! Not Finn!
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What?!
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Do you know,
it has been so difficult
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but I'm so glad we waited,
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cos tonight's going to
be really special.
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Oh, you know... you know what?
If we wait until Mauritius,
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then it'll be really special.
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No, because now's really special.
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Ooh, one of the candles
has gone out!
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This is horrible. I don't want to
see any more of this.
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What the fuck?
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Whoops!
What was that last one?
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Forget about it.
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We were talking today about
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what everyone was going to go on to
do and...
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I'd always thought that me and you
could've been on the radio together.
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Like a joint DJ slot.
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No crap. Only cool tunes. No Crap FM.
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Look, Rae...
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I really miss ya.
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It's bullshit that you're gone.
I hate it.
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Everyone hates it.
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Anyway, look...
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He really misses me.
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I know.
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He really misses me.
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Yep.
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Will he ever have sex with me
if I wake up?
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I can't answer that.
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Will he ever kiss me?
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I can't answer that either.
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Where is everything?
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It's gone.
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No-one lives here any more.
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Why?
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Your mum and Karim didn't work out.
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She blamed yourself for your death.
She had a breakdown.
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Where does she live?
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With your Uncle Martin in King's
Lynn.
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No!
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No, this isn't how it's meant to be!
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What?! Did you just think
you could slip out of the world
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with nothing happening because of
it?
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Do you think anyone can do that?
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There's one more reason
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why you should wake up.
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I don't want to know any more.
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No. This is nice. When you wake up,
258
00:18:34,376 --> 00:18:36,916
Finn's at the side of your bed,
holding your hand.
259
00:18:37,016 --> 00:18:39,716
Your mum and Karim are in the
corner.
260
00:18:39,816 --> 00:18:42,515
There's balloons and music.
261
00:18:42,615 --> 00:18:46,615
And it's perfect.
262
00:18:47,575 --> 00:18:49,514
OK.
263
00:18:49,614 --> 00:18:50,954
I'm ready.
264
00:18:51,054 --> 00:18:54,454
Close your eyes.
265
00:18:55,933 --> 00:18:59,933
Good luck!
266
00:19:04,932 --> 00:19:07,632
Oh, my God!
267
00:19:07,732 --> 00:19:09,552
Are you all right?
268
00:19:09,652 --> 00:19:11,991
Why did you step into the road like
that?
269
00:19:12,091 --> 00:19:14,951
How long was I unconscious for?
I don't know.
270
00:19:15,051 --> 00:19:16,711
Maybe a second.
271
00:19:16,811 --> 00:19:18,830
Oh. oh, what about the coma?
272
00:19:18,930 --> 00:19:21,070
What coma?
Oh, no, no!
273
00:19:21,170 --> 00:19:22,870
I don't know what
you're talking about.
274
00:19:22,970 --> 00:19:26,969
Oh, everything's still shit!
275
00:19:29,849 --> 00:19:32,189
Why were you on the bridge?
276
00:19:32,289 --> 00:19:35,788
I was going for a walk.
277
00:19:35,888 --> 00:19:38,348
How can you drive anyway?
I thought you were like 14.
278
00:19:38,448 --> 00:19:40,108
I'm 17.
279
00:19:40,208 --> 00:19:44,307
17 and you still shout names at me
in the street.
280
00:19:44,407 --> 00:19:46,467
Well, you're always looking at us
like knobheads.
281
00:19:46,567 --> 00:19:50,066
That's because you shout the words
"fat bitch" in my face every other
day.
282
00:19:50,166 --> 00:19:52,486
Are you going to tell anyone
that I ran you over?
283
00:19:53,926 --> 00:19:57,585
I don't care enough to tell anyone.
284
00:19:57,685 --> 00:20:01,685
Look, um, sorry for calling you
Jabba and that.
285
00:20:06,284 --> 00:20:09,344
Yeah, well, I don't mind but...
286
00:20:09,444 --> 00:20:13,023
it's so uninventive and so unfunny,
287
00:20:13,123 --> 00:20:14,983
it makes me want to punch myself
in the tit.
288
00:20:15,083 --> 00:20:16,663
I'm sorry.
289
00:20:16,763 --> 00:20:18,503
I didn't know you was all right.
290
00:20:18,603 --> 00:20:19,742
Exactly.
291
00:20:19,842 --> 00:20:22,502
It shouldn't matter.
292
00:20:22,602 --> 00:20:25,502
You don't treat people like dirt.
293
00:20:25,602 --> 00:20:29,701
I already know I'm shit.
I don't need reminding.
294
00:20:29,801 --> 00:20:30,821
Do you want me to ring anyone?
295
00:20:30,921 --> 00:20:32,661
No.
But what about your mum or someone?
296
00:20:32,761 --> 00:20:34,140
No! But what about your mates?
297
00:20:34,240 --> 00:20:37,780
I said "no", all right? Look,
I haven't got anyone to ring anyway.
298
00:20:37,880 --> 00:20:40,140
Why don't you just go home? I said
you didn't have to wait with me.
299
00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:42,259
What were you doing on the bridge?
300
00:20:42,359 --> 00:20:45,379
Look, I'm not going anywhere
until you've rang someone.
301
00:20:45,479 --> 00:20:49,158
Who do you call in an emergency?
302
00:20:51,718 --> 00:20:55,718
'There was one person missing.'
303
00:21:17,035 --> 00:21:18,055
Come in.
304
00:21:18,155 --> 00:21:20,054
I was looking for Kester.
305
00:21:20,154 --> 00:21:22,414
Dr Gill has taken leave of absence.
306
00:21:22,514 --> 00:21:23,894
Oh.
307
00:21:23,994 --> 00:21:28,133
You must be Rae.
308
00:21:28,233 --> 00:21:32,233
Dr Gill said you might be back.
309
00:21:37,712 --> 00:21:39,732
Hello?
310
00:21:39,832 --> 00:21:41,831
Anybody home?
311
00:21:43,631 --> 00:21:47,631
Hello?
312
00:21:55,030 --> 00:21:57,229
Hello? It's Rae.
313
00:21:59,549 --> 00:22:02,769
Rae, what are you doing here?
314
00:22:02,869 --> 00:22:06,128
I called your number
and your wife gave me this address.
315
00:22:06,228 --> 00:22:09,588
Jesus, what have you been doing?
316
00:22:21,226 --> 00:22:24,446
I'm, er, really sorry that you
had to see me like that, Rae.
317
00:22:24,546 --> 00:22:25,806
Like what?
318
00:22:25,906 --> 00:22:29,905
I didn't see anything.
319
00:22:31,705 --> 00:22:35,564
What happened to your
bookshelf?
320
00:22:35,664 --> 00:22:39,244
Oh, yeah, it thought it could
beat me but I had a hammer so
321
00:22:39,344 --> 00:22:43,363
there was only ever gonna
be one winner.
322
00:22:43,463 --> 00:22:47,463
Why are you on leave from work?
323
00:22:48,303 --> 00:22:51,362
Well, I thought...
324
00:22:51,462 --> 00:22:55,462
with what happened with Tix
and then with you leaving...
325
00:22:56,382 --> 00:22:59,841
I thought it would be a good idea
to take some time off and,
you know,
326
00:22:59,941 --> 00:23:03,941
sort myself out.
327
00:23:08,980 --> 00:23:10,980
I like your flat.
328
00:23:11,780 --> 00:23:15,919
Yeah, it's nice, isn't it?
329
00:23:16,019 --> 00:23:18,799
I never thought I'd be living
in a one-bedroom apartment
and, um,
330
00:23:18,899 --> 00:23:22,898
assembling a flat-pack
wine rack in my late 40s.
But there you go.
331
00:23:24,378 --> 00:23:28,377
You know, it's really nice,
it's really nice to have,
um, some...
332
00:23:29,137 --> 00:23:31,317
space.
333
00:23:31,417 --> 00:23:35,396
It's nice to um, have...
334
00:23:35,496 --> 00:23:39,496
a fresh start.
335
00:23:45,575 --> 00:23:47,595
What happened with Tix,
336
00:23:47,695 --> 00:23:49,834
it wasn't your fault.
337
00:23:49,934 --> 00:23:52,954
And me walking out...
338
00:23:53,054 --> 00:23:55,794
wasn't your fault.
339
00:23:55,894 --> 00:23:59,513
I like that you're a mess.
340
00:23:59,613 --> 00:24:02,313
That's what makes you real.
341
00:24:02,413 --> 00:24:06,412
Like us.
342
00:24:17,491 --> 00:24:18,511
Oh...
343
00:24:18,611 --> 00:24:22,610
Yeah...
344
00:24:32,569 --> 00:24:36,568
I nearly did something stupid.
345
00:24:38,368 --> 00:24:40,788
How stupid are we talking?
346
00:24:40,888 --> 00:24:43,667
The stupidest.
347
00:24:43,767 --> 00:24:47,787
What made you want
to do something like that?
348
00:24:47,887 --> 00:24:50,906
I just can't see a way out.
349
00:24:51,006 --> 00:24:53,586
I can't see any way out.
350
00:24:53,686 --> 00:24:56,706
Of what?
351
00:24:56,806 --> 00:24:58,745
Of being me.
352
00:24:58,845 --> 00:25:02,665
Did anything in particular
happen?
353
00:25:02,765 --> 00:25:04,745
Loads of stuff happened.
354
00:25:04,845 --> 00:25:08,664
I was upset about Tixy.
355
00:25:08,764 --> 00:25:09,944
I stood her up.
356
00:25:10,044 --> 00:25:12,024
I forgot all about her.
357
00:25:12,124 --> 00:25:16,123
Look, she over-exercised and
her body couldn't take it.
That's not your fault.
358
00:25:17,763 --> 00:25:19,743
Anything else?
359
00:25:19,843 --> 00:25:22,222
Chloe found my diary.
360
00:25:22,322 --> 00:25:26,302
So know everyone's going to
know how messed up I am.
361
00:25:26,402 --> 00:25:28,381
But that's not everything.
362
00:25:28,481 --> 00:25:31,301
It was my mum's wedding today.
363
00:25:31,401 --> 00:25:35,020
It's the reception now.
364
00:25:35,120 --> 00:25:37,140
She's going to be so angry
that I missed it.
365
00:25:37,240 --> 00:25:40,180
I had a kind of argument with
her this morning.
366
00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:44,219
And she told me that my dad
has never tried to get in
touch.
367
00:25:44,319 --> 00:25:48,319
And that I need to make more
of an effort if I want to be part
of the family.
368
00:25:49,479 --> 00:25:53,218
You've never talked much
about your dad, have you?
369
00:25:53,318 --> 00:25:56,858
He left when I was really little.
370
00:25:56,958 --> 00:26:00,957
And, yes, I'm pretty lucky
in a way cos I never got
to know him.
371
00:26:03,237 --> 00:26:07,416
I'm not angry about it.
372
00:26:07,516 --> 00:26:11,516
I don't even think about him.
373
00:26:13,195 --> 00:26:15,295
I remember when I was seven,
374
00:26:15,395 --> 00:26:17,655
I went over to Chloe's house
for a sleepover
375
00:26:17,755 --> 00:26:20,235
and we got up cos she'd had this
brilliant idea.
376
00:26:22,234 --> 00:26:24,174
She'd been watching people
sledging on TV
377
00:26:24,274 --> 00:26:28,173
and she wanted us to get an empty
pillowcase, put our legs in,
378
00:26:28,273 --> 00:26:30,673
and sledge down the stairs.
379
00:26:32,633 --> 00:26:36,212
Huh... It's funny now but...
380
00:26:36,312 --> 00:26:39,052
we were there crying our eyes
out and Chloe's dad
381
00:26:39,152 --> 00:26:40,972
came running out of the lounge.
382
00:26:41,072 --> 00:26:43,051
And he had to pick one of us
up first.
383
00:26:43,151 --> 00:26:45,891
And he reached over me
and picked up Chloe.
384
00:26:45,991 --> 00:26:49,491
And afterwards,
we were sitting in the lounge
385
00:26:49,591 --> 00:26:53,590
and her dad, well, he just sat
with her on his lap.
386
00:26:54,030 --> 00:26:56,690
He stroked her hair.
387
00:26:56,790 --> 00:26:57,770
Did you wish it was you?
388
00:26:57,870 --> 00:26:59,129
Maybe.
389
00:26:59,229 --> 00:27:01,689
I don't know.
390
00:27:01,789 --> 00:27:04,089
I guess I just feel like
I missed out on something.
391
00:27:04,189 --> 00:27:07,088
I felt sad about that.
392
00:27:07,188 --> 00:27:10,568
I still feel sad about that.
393
00:27:10,668 --> 00:27:12,927
I mean...
394
00:27:13,027 --> 00:27:15,087
it's not fair, is it?
395
00:27:15,187 --> 00:27:18,007
That little seven-year-old
doesn't have a dad.
396
00:27:18,107 --> 00:27:19,847
It's not her fault.
Er,
397
00:27:19,947 --> 00:27:22,606
you are that seven-year-old, Rae.
You're talking about yourself.
398
00:27:22,706 --> 00:27:24,166
Yeah, I know I am.
399
00:27:24,266 --> 00:27:26,126
But what I'm saying is...
400
00:27:26,226 --> 00:27:29,165
it's not right to do that to
a seven-year-old.
401
00:27:29,265 --> 00:27:32,005
To do that to you.
To leave you.
402
00:27:32,105 --> 00:27:33,565
Fine.
403
00:27:33,665 --> 00:27:37,244
It's not fucking right
to do that to me.
404
00:27:37,344 --> 00:27:40,684
I wouldn't do that
if I were someone's parent.
405
00:27:40,784 --> 00:27:42,924
I wouldn't do that.
406
00:27:43,024 --> 00:27:45,403
So why do I have to wind up
with some prick for a dad
407
00:27:45,503 --> 00:27:48,683
who doesn't even want to see
his own kid?!
408
00:27:48,783 --> 00:27:51,482
His own fucking kid.
409
00:27:51,582 --> 00:27:54,162
He doesn't even know what
I'm like.
410
00:27:54,262 --> 00:27:58,261
He doesn't deserve to know
you, Rae.
411
00:28:09,340 --> 00:28:11,440
What?
412
00:28:11,540 --> 00:28:12,680
How do you do that?
413
00:28:12,780 --> 00:28:13,879
Do what?
414
00:28:13,979 --> 00:28:17,979
Five minutes ago, I said I wasn't
even angry about it.
415
00:28:19,819 --> 00:28:23,078
I didn't do anything.
416
00:28:23,178 --> 00:28:24,918
Rae!
417
00:28:25,018 --> 00:28:29,077
Rae, look at me.
418
00:28:29,177 --> 00:28:31,637
Whatever situation you find
yourself in,
419
00:28:31,737 --> 00:28:35,737
there is always, always,
always a way out. Yeah?
420
00:28:36,736 --> 00:28:37,916
Yeah.
421
00:28:38,016 --> 00:28:41,836
I am not going to leave you and I am
not going to give up on you.
422
00:28:41,936 --> 00:28:45,235
And your dad did whatever your dad
did. Not because of anything you did.
423
00:28:45,335 --> 00:28:47,635
And not because of anything
you are.
424
00:28:47,735 --> 00:28:51,734
So you can't spend the rest of
your life being afraid of
people rejecting you.
425
00:28:52,094 --> 00:28:54,354
You have to start
by not rejecting yourself.
426
00:28:54,454 --> 00:28:56,834
You don't deserve it.
427
00:28:56,934 --> 00:29:00,513
So, from now on, people either accept
you for who you are,
428
00:29:00,613 --> 00:29:01,913
or they can fuck off
429
00:29:02,013 --> 00:29:06,012
because you're an amazing
person, Rae.
430
00:29:09,372 --> 00:29:11,592
I think we can probably still,
er, make the reception.
431
00:29:11,692 --> 00:29:13,392
No...
432
00:29:13,492 --> 00:29:14,871
I can't go.
433
00:29:14,971 --> 00:29:17,671
I can't face them all.
434
00:29:17,771 --> 00:29:18,871
Yeah...
435
00:29:18,971 --> 00:29:21,990
Yeah, I think you can.
436
00:29:22,090 --> 00:29:24,810
Come on.
437
00:29:32,329 --> 00:29:34,149
Oh...!
438
00:29:34,249 --> 00:29:36,228
Stupid bloody dress!
439
00:29:36,328 --> 00:29:37,588
Oh...
440
00:29:37,688 --> 00:29:39,788
Don't turn around!
441
00:29:39,888 --> 00:29:42,088
I'm not turning around.
442
00:29:51,606 --> 00:29:54,346
I'm ready.
443
00:29:54,446 --> 00:29:56,866
Wow!
444
00:29:56,966 --> 00:29:58,665
Do I look all right?
445
00:29:58,765 --> 00:30:02,345
You look fantastic.
Right.
446
00:30:02,445 --> 00:30:03,945
Let's do this.
447
00:30:04,045 --> 00:30:07,784
I'm not going in.
448
00:30:07,884 --> 00:30:10,224
What?
449
00:30:10,324 --> 00:30:12,224
I can't go in on my own.
450
00:30:12,324 --> 00:30:16,323
Yes, you can.
451
00:30:21,362 --> 00:30:24,302
Go on.
452
00:30:24,402 --> 00:30:27,382
Go on!
453
00:30:27,482 --> 00:30:31,481
Just...
454
00:31:03,957 --> 00:31:07,956
This is awful.
Maybe I can just hide.
455
00:31:10,396 --> 00:31:14,395
Oh, my goodness. I am so
sorry I'm late.
456
00:31:15,235 --> 00:31:16,735
Wow, Mrs Hottie-Pants!
457
00:31:16,835 --> 00:31:18,135
Look at you!
458
00:31:18,235 --> 00:31:21,934
Right, where did you get to
last night?
459
00:31:22,034 --> 00:31:24,614
I had to get a taxi back about
three-ish to escape from that
drug-dealer man.
460
00:31:24,714 --> 00:31:27,534
Really?
Izzy, where the fuck have
you been?
461
00:31:27,634 --> 00:31:29,013
At home. Why?
462
00:31:29,113 --> 00:31:31,653
I was worried about ya.
Everyone was.
463
00:31:31,753 --> 00:31:33,813
What happened between
you and Kendo?
How do you care?
464
00:31:33,913 --> 00:31:35,933
I don't. I just...
465
00:31:36,033 --> 00:31:39,152
Just do what you want, yeah?
466
00:31:42,632 --> 00:31:45,751
Um, Rae, can I have a word,
please?
467
00:31:57,350 --> 00:32:01,349
Right, I'm only here because
of your mum.
468
00:32:02,029 --> 00:32:03,569
I don't know what to say.
469
00:32:03,669 --> 00:32:07,288
Have you told everyone?
No, I haven't told everyone, Rae.
470
00:32:07,388 --> 00:32:09,888
And do you know why?
Because I'm a good person.
471
00:32:09,988 --> 00:32:11,928
I know you're a good person.
472
00:32:12,028 --> 00:32:15,727
I won't tell anyone, Rae, but
you need to stay away from us.
473
00:32:15,827 --> 00:32:17,847
I don't want to be anywhere
near you.
474
00:32:17,947 --> 00:32:20,947
And they were my friends first,
so that's the way it's going to be.
475
00:32:30,305 --> 00:32:34,305
'There's a feeling I get.
And its roots are deep and rotten.
476
00:32:38,424 --> 00:32:41,644
'It's when you realise
something is fading into a memory
477
00:32:41,744 --> 00:32:43,744
'before your very eyes.'
478
00:32:54,502 --> 00:32:56,322
Hi. Hi, everyone.
479
00:32:56,422 --> 00:32:59,202
I know it's usually the groom
who says a few words.
480
00:32:59,302 --> 00:33:02,361
But we thought it'd be better
if I took the honours.
481
00:33:02,461 --> 00:33:04,241
Um...
482
00:33:04,341 --> 00:33:06,241
Oh, Karim...
483
00:33:06,341 --> 00:33:08,280
my beastie.
484
00:33:08,380 --> 00:33:11,200
I love you so much.
485
00:33:11,300 --> 00:33:12,000
Aw!
486
00:33:12,100 --> 00:33:13,760
I want him to feel at home tonight,
OK?
487
00:33:13,860 --> 00:33:17,219
So let's all show him
how we party in Lincolnshire!
488
00:33:19,259 --> 00:33:21,199
We've both...
489
00:33:21,299 --> 00:33:25,438
Yeah, we've had quite a difficult
time recently, so it's, um,
490
00:33:25,538 --> 00:33:27,518
it's really nice that we've got
something
491
00:33:27,618 --> 00:33:31,617
we can all celebrate... together.
492
00:33:33,377 --> 00:33:37,376
Does anyone else
want to say anything?
493
00:33:39,376 --> 00:33:40,436
Fuck it.
494
00:33:40,536 --> 00:33:44,536
Yeah, I do.
495
00:33:50,215 --> 00:33:53,114
Hello.
496
00:33:53,214 --> 00:33:54,154
Hello.
497
00:33:54,254 --> 00:33:55,874
Er... um...
498
00:33:55,974 --> 00:33:59,973
Well, firstly, I just want to say
congratulations to my mum and Karim.
499
00:34:00,893 --> 00:34:04,673
I'm really sorry
I missed the ceremony.
500
00:34:04,773 --> 00:34:08,472
Karim makes my mum really happy.
501
00:34:08,572 --> 00:34:10,992
And that's all I care about.
502
00:34:11,092 --> 00:34:13,872
Well, that's all anyone
should care about.
503
00:34:13,972 --> 00:34:15,391
Hear, hear.
504
00:34:15,491 --> 00:34:17,951
And we deserve a bit of happiness.
505
00:34:18,051 --> 00:34:20,151
We deserve to smile more and...
506
00:34:20,251 --> 00:34:22,490
we've definitely done that
since he arrived.
507
00:34:23,010 --> 00:34:25,010
Hooray!
508
00:34:30,129 --> 00:34:32,229
Um...
509
00:34:32,329 --> 00:34:35,149
And the second thing is...
510
00:34:35,249 --> 00:34:39,248
I just want to tell everyone
the truth about me.
511
00:34:40,408 --> 00:34:42,148
Um...
512
00:34:42,248 --> 00:34:46,247
in the spring,
I was admitted to a mental home
513
00:34:46,967 --> 00:34:49,907
because I kept trying
to hurt myself.
514
00:34:50,007 --> 00:34:52,067
I'm actually mad.
515
00:34:52,167 --> 00:34:55,866
And I do really weird things like...
516
00:34:55,966 --> 00:34:59,626
I turn light switches on and off
in divisions of eight.
517
00:34:59,726 --> 00:35:01,825
I've... I've cut myself.
518
00:35:01,925 --> 00:35:04,625
Um, I burn myself with hot water.
519
00:35:04,725 --> 00:35:07,704
Well, I used to. And I've got this
really funny relationship
520
00:35:07,804 --> 00:35:10,464
with the larder in our house
where my mum keeps
521
00:35:10,564 --> 00:35:11,864
sweets and biscuits and crisps,
522
00:35:11,964 --> 00:35:14,664
and all the things that we shouldn't
eat.
523
00:35:14,764 --> 00:35:18,863
Sorry, Mum. Um...
524
00:35:18,963 --> 00:35:21,943
And, er, I keep a diary...
525
00:35:22,043 --> 00:35:23,982
of all my thoughts.
526
00:35:24,082 --> 00:35:28,082
And most of the time, I don't even
think about what I'm writing.
527
00:35:28,442 --> 00:35:32,021
Like when I write
about my friends...
528
00:35:32,121 --> 00:35:34,341
when they make me angry.
529
00:35:34,441 --> 00:35:38,440
But it doesn't mean
that I don't love them.
530
00:35:39,280 --> 00:35:40,540
And, you know,
531
00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:42,260
I write a lot about boys.
532
00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:46,359
I fantasise quite a lot about,
um, doctors, teachers,
533
00:35:47,559 --> 00:35:50,219
actors, pop stars, any man
534
00:35:50,319 --> 00:35:54,318
that I've come in contact with
anywhere, really. But...
535
00:35:56,158 --> 00:36:00,158
Well, some more than others.
536
00:36:02,037 --> 00:36:05,057
So, um, well, that's the truth.
537
00:36:05,157 --> 00:36:06,657
So, thanks.
538
00:36:06,757 --> 00:36:10,756
Thanks for listening.
539
00:36:25,394 --> 00:36:26,854
Hello! Hello!
540
00:36:26,954 --> 00:36:29,774
I say, vive I'amour!
541
00:36:29,874 --> 00:36:31,873
Vive la vie!
542
00:36:34,393 --> 00:36:37,053
I need to say something.
I need to say something.
543
00:36:37,153 --> 00:36:40,172
Izzy, I fuckin' love you.
544
00:36:40,272 --> 00:36:41,612
It's the truth. I love ya.
545
00:36:41,712 --> 00:36:44,552
Come here.
546
00:36:51,951 --> 00:36:54,610
I need to say...
I need to say something.
547
00:36:54,710 --> 00:36:58,130
I'm, er...
548
00:36:58,230 --> 00:37:02,229
Er, I'm just so pleased
to be included in your special day
549
00:37:04,069 --> 00:37:06,009
and the wonderful celebration.
550
00:37:06,109 --> 00:37:10,108
Aw.
551
00:37:10,628 --> 00:37:12,628
Come here, babe.
552
00:37:18,267 --> 00:37:22,267
Come out here.
553
00:37:23,506 --> 00:37:27,506
That was very brave of you.
554
00:37:27,826 --> 00:37:30,565
You look like you're having
a nice time.
555
00:37:30,665 --> 00:37:33,485
I'm having an awful time, Rae.
556
00:37:33,585 --> 00:37:35,005
Why? What happened?
557
00:37:35,105 --> 00:37:39,104
My best friend never came
to my wedding.
558
00:37:44,064 --> 00:37:46,003
I had to think about everything
today.
559
00:37:46,103 --> 00:37:47,603
And...
560
00:37:47,703 --> 00:37:50,563
I know this morning
I said I was fine
561
00:37:50,663 --> 00:37:54,662
about the letters
and about Dad, but...
562
00:37:57,142 --> 00:37:59,922
I'm not fine.
563
00:38:00,022 --> 00:38:04,021
I don't think I've been fine for
years. Well...
564
00:38:04,701 --> 00:38:06,961
I wrote them because I wanted to
make you feel
565
00:38:07,061 --> 00:38:08,400
like you had someone there.
566
00:38:08,500 --> 00:38:11,000
Mum...
567
00:38:11,100 --> 00:38:15,100
I did have someone there.
568
00:38:18,579 --> 00:38:22,579
Have I still got a chance
to be part of this family?
569
00:38:23,019 --> 00:38:25,198
Rae!
570
00:38:25,298 --> 00:38:29,298
You are this family!
571
00:38:29,858 --> 00:38:32,037
I love you more than anything
on earth.
572
00:38:32,137 --> 00:38:35,037
If I didn't, I'd be in Tunisia,
wouldn't I?
573
00:38:35,137 --> 00:38:39,136
Where it's 30 bloody degrees
every day!
574
00:38:40,576 --> 00:38:44,576
Come here.
575
00:38:46,095 --> 00:38:48,915
Mum?
576
00:38:49,015 --> 00:38:51,475
We'll never be a hugging family,
will we?
577
00:38:51,575 --> 00:38:53,275
May I have the bride and groom,
please?
578
00:38:53,375 --> 00:38:57,374
Right, that's me, so come on!
579
00:38:58,814 --> 00:39:00,594
Hi, everyone. Hi, again.
580
00:39:00,694 --> 00:39:04,713
Oh, look, thank you for coming
to celebrate our wedding.
581
00:39:04,813 --> 00:39:06,353
We really appreciate it
582
00:39:06,453 --> 00:39:09,872
and we wondered if you'd join us
in our first dance.
583
00:39:09,972 --> 00:39:13,972
It's a really special song for us.
584
00:39:39,888 --> 00:39:41,828
I can't believe
you just did that.
585
00:39:41,928 --> 00:39:43,748
Listen, Chloe,
586
00:39:43,848 --> 00:39:46,867
the things you read,
like the things about Archie,
587
00:39:46,967 --> 00:39:49,227
I don't care what you tell people
about me
588
00:39:49,327 --> 00:39:52,907
but you can't say anything
about anyone else, it's not fair.
589
00:39:53,007 --> 00:39:56,466
What things?
590
00:39:56,566 --> 00:40:00,666
Look, Rae, what I said in there,
I didn't mean it.
591
00:40:00,766 --> 00:40:04,765
Look, you can have it back.
592
00:40:12,044 --> 00:40:13,384
This is what you're angry about?
593
00:40:13,484 --> 00:40:17,483
Wouldn't you be angry
if your best mate said you didn't
deserve someone?
594
00:40:19,443 --> 00:40:21,423
Oi, what are you laughing at?
595
00:40:21,523 --> 00:40:23,463
Chloe!
596
00:40:23,563 --> 00:40:26,662
What? I didn't mean it.
597
00:40:26,762 --> 00:40:29,062
Well, me and Finn
aren't going out now anyway.
598
00:40:29,162 --> 00:40:33,161
You know, we spoke about it and we
just decided we're different people.
599
00:40:34,281 --> 00:40:35,341
Oh...
600
00:40:35,441 --> 00:40:37,101
Now, we both know
that's total bollocks,
601
00:40:37,201 --> 00:40:39,700
because he's not interested.
602
00:40:39,800 --> 00:40:43,260
So, you're welcome to him, I guess.
603
00:40:43,360 --> 00:40:44,540
Am I a bitch, Rae?
604
00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:45,780
Everyone can be a bitch.
605
00:40:45,880 --> 00:40:48,379
Yeah, but it's like
some more than others, isn't it?
606
00:40:48,479 --> 00:40:52,659
Chloe...
607
00:40:52,759 --> 00:40:54,138
you're not a bitch.
608
00:40:54,238 --> 00:40:56,018
All right then, I'm not.
609
00:40:56,118 --> 00:40:58,738
You coming in? Yeah.
610
00:40:58,838 --> 00:41:01,178
The precious gift of
one of the greatest songs
611
00:41:01,278 --> 00:41:03,257
of all time. And if anyone asks you
612
00:41:03,357 --> 00:41:05,897
who made you rock out to this,
you tell them
613
00:41:05,997 --> 00:41:07,697
it was Arnold Peters.
614
00:41:07,797 --> 00:41:09,576
Yeah?
615
00:41:09,676 --> 00:41:12,856
♪ How many special people
change?
616
00:41:12,956 --> 00:41:16,376
♪ How many lives are living strange?
617
00:41:16,476 --> 00:41:20,475
♪ Where were you
while we were getting high...? ♪
618
00:41:21,915 --> 00:41:23,974
Archie? Yeah?
619
00:41:24,074 --> 00:41:26,054
Where's Finn?
620
00:41:26,154 --> 00:41:28,414
Er, he said something about
going to the chippy.
621
00:41:28,514 --> 00:41:32,513
♪ ..Where were you
while we were getting high? ♪
622
00:41:33,433 --> 00:41:37,433
♪ Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
623
00:42:12,148 --> 00:42:13,448
Finn.
624
00:42:13,548 --> 00:42:15,288
Why didn't you tell me?
625
00:42:15,388 --> 00:42:17,387
I'm so sorry.
626
00:42:22,227 --> 00:42:24,686
I...I want to tell you something.
627
00:42:24,786 --> 00:42:28,206
What?
628
00:42:28,306 --> 00:42:30,886
I'm not... I'm no good with words.
I'm not...
629
00:42:30,986 --> 00:42:32,985
I'm no good with speaking.
630
00:42:58,782 --> 00:43:00,682
Finn...
631
00:43:00,782 --> 00:43:02,781
don't say it if you don't mean it.
632
00:43:05,421 --> 00:43:07,441
I don't believe you.
633
00:43:07,541 --> 00:43:11,540
I don't... I don't care
if you don't believe me.
634
00:43:17,939 --> 00:43:19,939
So, what now?
635
00:43:50,175 --> 00:43:52,235
Your Auntie Bet's got terrible
spelling.
636
00:43:52,335 --> 00:43:54,335
"Congratulations on your weeding."
637
00:43:57,334 --> 00:44:00,554
Aw, thanks for my wedding card, Rae.
638
00:44:00,654 --> 00:44:01,874
What wedding card?
639
00:44:01,974 --> 00:44:05,973
The one you left on your desk.
640
00:44:06,693 --> 00:44:10,692
Oh, fuck!
641
00:44:12,732 --> 00:44:15,472
That's not for you.
642
00:44:15,572 --> 00:44:17,631
Oh, who else?
It's for your other mum, is it?
643
00:44:17,731 --> 00:44:21,731
Well, you talk more
random shite sometimes, you.
644
00:44:23,371 --> 00:44:24,631
Ooh!
645
00:44:24,731 --> 00:44:28,730
They are... Er, it is their... home
in...
646
00:44:31,370 --> 00:44:33,489
They had born... They are born.
647
00:44:38,849 --> 00:44:42,848
Les petite oiseaux,
puisque ils sont jeunes...
648
00:45:07,805 --> 00:45:11,704
So why don't you tell me
how you're feeling?
649
00:45:11,804 --> 00:45:14,104
Same old.
650
00:45:14,204 --> 00:45:16,264
I just wish I could make Tix better.
651
00:45:16,364 --> 00:45:20,363
Well, it's a good sign
that she made it through the night.
652
00:45:21,163 --> 00:45:23,703
So I... I don't get where I am.
653
00:45:23,803 --> 00:45:27,462
I tried to do something stupid.
654
00:45:27,562 --> 00:45:30,742
So, do you think
I need to come back into hospital?
655
00:45:30,842 --> 00:45:33,781
No.
656
00:45:33,881 --> 00:45:35,421
So do you think I'm better?
657
00:45:35,521 --> 00:45:37,141
No.
658
00:45:37,241 --> 00:45:38,941
So, what?
659
00:45:39,041 --> 00:45:42,680
I think you're ready
to start therapy.
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