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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:47,256 --> 00:00:49,466 It's currently 74 degrees and sunny. 2 00:00:49,549 --> 00:00:52,302 It'll be hot and humid today, with showers developing 3 00:00:52,386 --> 00:00:54,847 and chance of a thunderstorm. 4 00:01:09,361 --> 00:01:10,445 Yep, I need to go. 5 00:01:10,528 --> 00:01:11,864 I'm, uh, running late. 6 00:01:11,947 --> 00:01:13,865 Are you really going to this wedding alone? 7 00:01:14,365 --> 00:01:16,534 - Yeah, Mom. It's just me. - Honey. 8 00:01:16,618 --> 00:01:18,662 What? I'm just asking him. 9 00:01:18,745 --> 00:01:20,164 Are you okay, sweetheart? 10 00:01:20,246 --> 00:01:21,498 Mom, I'm more than okay. 11 00:01:21,581 --> 00:01:23,876 I'm fantastic. Never been happier. 12 00:01:23,959 --> 00:01:26,587 Love traveling alone. Love being alone. 13 00:01:26,670 --> 00:01:29,131 David. Be open. 14 00:01:29,215 --> 00:01:31,884 I'd kick myself if I never told my son that. 15 00:01:31,966 --> 00:01:35,679 Be open. Life is better when you're open. 16 00:01:35,763 --> 00:01:38,265 - A hundred percent, Dad. - And visit more. 17 00:01:38,348 --> 00:01:40,350 Okay, will do. Love you guys. 18 00:01:40,433 --> 00:01:42,144 - Gotta go. Okay. Bye-bye. - Bye, I love you, boy. 19 00:01:42,228 --> 00:01:43,228 - Okay. - Bye-bye. 20 00:01:49,527 --> 00:01:51,528 Shit, shit, shit. 21 00:01:57,116 --> 00:01:58,159 Shit. 22 00:02:43,329 --> 00:02:44,831 Can I help you? 23 00:02:44,914 --> 00:02:46,542 - Yeah, I... - Name? 24 00:02:47,084 --> 00:02:49,043 David Longley. I rented a car. 25 00:02:49,127 --> 00:02:50,670 Hold the fuck on a moment, please. 26 00:02:53,924 --> 00:02:54,925 Now, okay, David. 27 00:02:55,509 --> 00:02:57,343 When I buzz, open the door. 28 00:02:58,177 --> 00:02:59,680 But listen here, because this is important. 29 00:03:01,098 --> 00:03:03,516 You gotta open it a half beat after I start buzzing. 30 00:03:04,935 --> 00:03:07,145 If you try to open it a quarter beat before the half beat, 31 00:03:07,229 --> 00:03:09,022 or a quarter beat after, the door won't open, 32 00:03:09,105 --> 00:03:10,816 and we'll just have to repeat the process, 33 00:03:10,900 --> 00:03:13,443 over and over and over again until you finally get it. 34 00:03:14,402 --> 00:03:15,403 Okay. 35 00:03:15,486 --> 00:03:18,073 David, I guess what I'm trying to say is... 36 00:03:19,824 --> 00:03:20,825 doors are tricky. 37 00:03:21,576 --> 00:03:22,578 Sure. 38 00:03:23,078 --> 00:03:24,204 Sure, yeah, yeah. 39 00:03:24,288 --> 00:03:25,622 Doors are... Doors are tricky. 40 00:03:25,705 --> 00:03:26,915 Agreed. 41 00:03:26,998 --> 00:03:28,082 Ah... 42 00:03:28,167 --> 00:03:29,585 Damn it. I didn't... 43 00:03:29,668 --> 00:03:30,752 Try again. 44 00:03:33,631 --> 00:03:35,049 Rushed it. Try again. 45 00:03:39,887 --> 00:03:41,138 Fuck yeah, David! 46 00:03:56,110 --> 00:03:57,111 Hello? 47 00:03:57,820 --> 00:03:58,822 Hello, David. 48 00:04:00,741 --> 00:04:02,617 Longer walk than you thought, right? 49 00:04:03,284 --> 00:04:05,454 - Yeah. - Okay. 50 00:04:05,955 --> 00:04:07,622 I'll see you when you get up here. 51 00:04:27,225 --> 00:04:28,519 Stop right there on the mark. 52 00:04:33,816 --> 00:04:34,817 Slate you're name for the camera. 53 00:04:35,317 --> 00:04:36,360 Sorry, "slate?" 54 00:04:36,860 --> 00:04:38,528 It just means, "Say your name." 55 00:04:39,321 --> 00:04:40,322 Ah. 56 00:04:40,406 --> 00:04:41,781 Uh, David Longley. 57 00:04:41,865 --> 00:04:44,617 Your car will be a 1994 Saturn SL. 58 00:04:44,701 --> 00:04:47,286 A Saturn? I thought they were out of business. 59 00:04:47,370 --> 00:04:48,454 Not here. 60 00:04:50,832 --> 00:04:51,834 Those the only cars you have? 61 00:04:51,917 --> 00:04:53,293 They're the only fucking ones we need. 62 00:04:57,673 --> 00:04:59,257 What are you doing with that photo there? 63 00:04:59,341 --> 00:05:00,675 - Oh, your headshot? - Yeah. 64 00:05:00,759 --> 00:05:02,343 - Is this a problem? - Yeah. 65 00:05:02,427 --> 00:05:03,428 Why? 66 00:05:03,512 --> 00:05:05,264 Because I don't ever remember taking that picture. 67 00:05:07,098 --> 00:05:09,184 - And? And? - And? And? 68 00:05:09,268 --> 00:05:10,310 - And? - And... 69 00:05:11,769 --> 00:05:12,771 I'm not an actor. 70 00:05:16,567 --> 00:05:18,444 Could you say that one more time, please? 71 00:05:18,526 --> 00:05:20,862 - Could I say what one more time? - What you just said. 72 00:05:21,404 --> 00:05:22,656 I'm not an actor? 73 00:05:22,740 --> 00:05:24,699 That's it. Yeah. Go ahead. 74 00:05:31,415 --> 00:05:32,415 I'm not an actor. 75 00:05:35,668 --> 00:05:37,336 I think all of us tend to act a lot, David. 76 00:05:38,880 --> 00:05:40,591 I think we perform more than we think we do. 77 00:05:41,216 --> 00:05:42,843 That's not necessarily a bad thing. 78 00:05:43,718 --> 00:05:45,178 There are moments of real, honest-to-goodness 79 00:05:45,262 --> 00:05:46,721 truth in performance, right? 80 00:05:48,432 --> 00:05:49,475 Sure. 81 00:05:51,935 --> 00:05:52,935 I mean, maybe. 82 00:05:53,019 --> 00:05:54,812 In fact, sometimes... 83 00:05:54,896 --> 00:05:58,108 we have to perform to get to the truth. 84 00:05:59,358 --> 00:06:01,737 It's a more painful route, 85 00:06:01,819 --> 00:06:04,197 but sometimes pain is good. 86 00:06:08,869 --> 00:06:09,870 I love that. 87 00:06:09,952 --> 00:06:12,413 You should say that more often when I say the thing I say. 88 00:06:13,415 --> 00:06:15,084 I will. From now on. 89 00:06:15,166 --> 00:06:16,250 Thank you for taking my note. 90 00:06:17,418 --> 00:06:19,213 Now, do you want the GPS, David? 91 00:06:19,295 --> 00:06:21,464 Uh, no. I'll just hook up my phone using a USB. 92 00:06:21,548 --> 00:06:23,050 There are no USBs in these cars. 93 00:06:23,132 --> 00:06:26,637 There's no USB in a Saturn SL fucking 1994. 94 00:06:26,720 --> 00:06:29,598 Of course. Well, I'll just listen to the GPS on my phone. 95 00:06:29,680 --> 00:06:31,225 But what if your phone craps out on you? 96 00:06:31,307 --> 00:06:34,103 I don't think my phone will... crap out. 97 00:06:34,185 --> 00:06:36,814 It might, David. What if it does? 98 00:06:36,896 --> 00:06:37,898 People's phones crap out. 99 00:06:37,980 --> 00:06:39,358 They crap out on them all the time. 100 00:06:39,441 --> 00:06:41,317 My phone's never crapped out on me. 101 00:06:41,401 --> 00:06:43,028 But what if it does, David? 102 00:06:43,737 --> 00:06:45,363 Won't you remember this exact conversation? 103 00:06:45,447 --> 00:06:46,490 And won't you think, 104 00:06:46,572 --> 00:06:50,034 "Fuck me. Fuck me so very, very hard"? 105 00:06:54,872 --> 00:06:56,582 I'm sorry, what is this place? 106 00:06:57,125 --> 00:06:58,584 This is The Car Rental Agency. 107 00:06:59,086 --> 00:07:01,088 Do you want the GPS? 108 00:07:01,170 --> 00:07:03,132 You want the GPS, David? 109 00:07:13,266 --> 00:07:14,434 Sure. 110 00:07:14,518 --> 00:07:15,810 Fuck yeah! 111 00:07:17,855 --> 00:07:21,692 One singular sensation 112 00:07:21,774 --> 00:07:23,985 Every little step she takes 113 00:07:25,571 --> 00:07:29,283 One thrilling combination 114 00:07:29,365 --> 00:07:31,826 Every move that she makes 115 00:07:31,910 --> 00:07:35,247 Remain on the interstate for 249 miles. 116 00:07:36,038 --> 00:07:37,624 The forecast for your wedding trip 117 00:07:37,707 --> 00:07:39,668 is sunny skies with non-stop rain. 118 00:07:40,543 --> 00:07:43,004 Fun fact, in Hawaii, they call this... 119 00:07:43,088 --> 00:07:44,840 - Liquid sunshine. - ...liquid sunshine. 120 00:07:44,923 --> 00:07:48,968 ...you know who 121 00:07:49,052 --> 00:07:50,678 One 122 00:07:54,391 --> 00:07:56,225 You have arrived at your destination. 123 00:08:12,826 --> 00:08:14,870 You have arrived at your destination. 124 00:08:20,792 --> 00:08:21,834 Thanks. 125 00:09:15,429 --> 00:09:16,932 Thank you so much for coming all this way. 126 00:09:17,014 --> 00:09:18,683 You joking? I wouldn't have missed it for the world. 127 00:09:18,767 --> 00:09:19,768 - Beautiful ceremony. - Thank you. 128 00:09:19,850 --> 00:09:22,062 This is Sarah. You guys live in the same city. 129 00:09:22,144 --> 00:09:23,437 - Oh, yeah. - Oh. 130 00:09:23,522 --> 00:09:24,690 Hi. David. 131 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:26,566 Hi. 132 00:09:26,649 --> 00:09:28,110 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 133 00:09:28,192 --> 00:09:29,735 - Where do you live? - Uh, downtown. 134 00:09:31,321 --> 00:09:33,030 - You? - North side. 135 00:09:33,115 --> 00:09:34,490 Mmm. 136 00:09:34,573 --> 00:09:36,033 - Do you like it? - Like what? 137 00:09:36,951 --> 00:09:38,161 Living downtown? 138 00:09:39,996 --> 00:09:41,123 Yeah. 139 00:09:41,206 --> 00:09:43,500 Well, it's our wedding... 140 00:09:43,582 --> 00:09:44,875 - Yeah. - ...so we're gonna leave. 141 00:09:45,001 --> 00:09:46,836 You two have a good night. Okay, have fun. 142 00:09:57,847 --> 00:09:58,849 Do you want a drink? 143 00:10:03,186 --> 00:10:04,730 Uh, no. 144 00:10:06,315 --> 00:10:07,524 No, I'm good. 145 00:10:07,606 --> 00:10:09,817 - Very well. - Thanks. 146 00:11:03,245 --> 00:11:05,289 Hi, I'm David from the North side. 147 00:11:06,666 --> 00:11:08,460 Oh, God! 148 00:11:08,543 --> 00:11:10,086 - Stop! - Stop what? 149 00:11:10,169 --> 00:11:11,171 Just stop... 150 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:13,548 trying to be charming. 151 00:11:16,509 --> 00:11:18,052 Why are you afraid of me? 152 00:11:18,845 --> 00:11:20,721 - You think I'm afraid of you? - Yeah. 153 00:11:21,222 --> 00:11:22,432 I'm not afraid of you. 154 00:11:23,975 --> 00:11:25,476 I'm afraid of hurting you. 155 00:11:25,559 --> 00:11:27,437 - Of hurting me? - Yeah. 156 00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:29,438 No matter how this plays out, 157 00:11:30,649 --> 00:11:32,234 it probably ends in me hurting you. 158 00:11:33,652 --> 00:11:34,653 What if I hurt you? 159 00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:36,404 I won't let you. 160 00:11:36,947 --> 00:11:38,948 - I see. You're tough. - I am. 161 00:11:40,450 --> 00:11:42,119 - And I'm not. - Okay. 162 00:11:43,245 --> 00:11:44,578 Aren't you tough sometimes? 163 00:11:45,580 --> 00:11:47,081 - Yeah, sure. - And then other times, 164 00:11:47,164 --> 00:11:48,250 you're just kind of... 165 00:11:49,418 --> 00:11:50,460 mush. 166 00:11:51,001 --> 00:11:53,004 - Mush? - Yeah. No? 167 00:11:55,256 --> 00:11:56,674 Maybe it depends on the person you're with. 168 00:11:58,552 --> 00:11:59,552 I don't know. 169 00:12:00,971 --> 00:12:02,514 So I bring out the tough side in you. 170 00:12:04,307 --> 00:12:05,517 All the good ones do. 171 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:15,735 Do you believe in marriage? 172 00:12:19,990 --> 00:12:21,575 You seem smarter than that question. 173 00:12:21,658 --> 00:12:23,284 Well, humor me for a second. 174 00:12:23,368 --> 00:12:24,577 - Okay. - Go on. 175 00:12:26,705 --> 00:12:28,498 I believe I shouldn't get married. 176 00:12:33,753 --> 00:12:34,754 Fair. 177 00:12:35,422 --> 00:12:36,380 What about you? 178 00:12:39,049 --> 00:12:40,427 When I was a kid, six or seven, 179 00:12:40,509 --> 00:12:42,220 they made us do a picture in school. 180 00:12:42,303 --> 00:12:43,929 Of what we thought the future would look like, 181 00:12:44,556 --> 00:12:48,684 and I drew a picture of me with a bow tie and a top hat. 182 00:12:48,768 --> 00:12:49,769 Three kids. 183 00:12:50,437 --> 00:12:51,562 It's the truth. 184 00:12:51,645 --> 00:12:53,230 That's all I wanted. 185 00:12:53,315 --> 00:12:54,441 Was to be a dad and be married. 186 00:12:55,774 --> 00:12:56,902 Swear to God. 187 00:13:02,615 --> 00:13:04,075 You want to marry me? 188 00:13:05,201 --> 00:13:06,952 I thought, didn't you just say that you don't... 189 00:13:07,037 --> 00:13:08,038 Yeah, well, I changed my mind. 190 00:13:14,336 --> 00:13:15,336 Will you marry me? 191 00:13:21,217 --> 00:13:23,511 Oh, man, you have destroyed some men, haven't you? 192 00:13:25,971 --> 00:13:26,972 Yeah. 193 00:13:29,142 --> 00:13:30,809 And men have destroyed me. 194 00:13:31,602 --> 00:13:33,187 And I'm guessing since... 195 00:13:33,855 --> 00:13:35,524 you're still single, you've probably done 196 00:13:35,606 --> 00:13:37,359 some destroying of your own. 197 00:13:39,027 --> 00:13:40,320 Especially with that accent. 198 00:13:42,239 --> 00:13:43,240 Is it real? 199 00:13:44,323 --> 00:13:46,326 - Is what real? - Your accent. 200 00:13:46,408 --> 00:13:47,869 You think I'd fake an accent? 201 00:13:50,663 --> 00:13:53,625 At a wedding? Yeah, maybe. 202 00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,544 Came over when I was 13. 203 00:13:56,628 --> 00:13:58,296 Mother American, Father Irish. 204 00:13:59,088 --> 00:14:00,048 Mom was homesick. 205 00:14:02,676 --> 00:14:03,927 What about you? 206 00:14:04,760 --> 00:14:05,886 Parents? Siblings? 207 00:14:06,679 --> 00:14:08,431 - I'm gonna go dance. - All right. Enjoy. 208 00:14:09,432 --> 00:14:10,432 Okay. 209 00:14:11,058 --> 00:14:12,726 - You coming? - I don't dance. 210 00:14:14,479 --> 00:14:15,480 I wish you would. 211 00:14:21,110 --> 00:14:22,195 Hey. 212 00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:14,913 I don't dance? 213 00:15:16,541 --> 00:15:17,542 I don't dance. 214 00:15:22,172 --> 00:15:23,756 Oh, for fucks sake. 215 00:15:39,898 --> 00:15:43,525 Remain on interstate for 237 miles. 216 00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:51,201 Two hundred and thirty-seven long, arduous miles. 217 00:15:56,206 --> 00:15:57,206 David? 218 00:16:00,918 --> 00:16:01,919 David? 219 00:16:03,712 --> 00:16:04,714 Um... 220 00:16:05,715 --> 00:16:06,716 Yes? 221 00:16:07,216 --> 00:16:10,052 Do you want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey? 222 00:16:12,554 --> 00:16:15,265 Sorry, are we... Are we talking to each other now? 223 00:16:15,350 --> 00:16:16,893 David, I'm asking you a question. 224 00:16:18,144 --> 00:16:21,605 Do you want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey? 225 00:16:29,239 --> 00:16:31,365 - Yes. - What's that, David? 226 00:16:33,493 --> 00:16:34,952 Yes, yes, I... I do. 227 00:16:35,787 --> 00:16:37,371 What do you want to do, David? 228 00:16:42,085 --> 00:16:45,004 I want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey. 229 00:16:45,087 --> 00:16:47,173 Say it again, David. Like you mean it. 230 00:16:50,677 --> 00:16:53,053 I want to go on a big... 231 00:16:54,931 --> 00:16:55,932 bold, beautiful journey. 232 00:16:56,014 --> 00:16:57,182 One more time, David. 233 00:16:57,267 --> 00:16:59,686 With a kind of passion that suggests that before you die, 234 00:16:59,769 --> 00:17:02,397 you need to experience what it feels like to be big. 235 00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:03,856 Bigger than Earth itself. 236 00:17:03,940 --> 00:17:06,608 No more of this, "We're all specks of dust" bullshit. 237 00:17:06,692 --> 00:17:09,403 Do you want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey, David? 238 00:17:10,904 --> 00:17:12,656 I wanna go on a big, 239 00:17:12,740 --> 00:17:15,826 bold, beautiful, motherfucking journey! 240 00:17:18,454 --> 00:17:19,455 Great, David. 241 00:17:19,538 --> 00:17:21,790 Take the next exit at Kiki's Travel Plaza 242 00:17:21,875 --> 00:17:24,294 and eat a fast food cheeseburger. 243 00:17:55,657 --> 00:17:57,076 Hmm. 244 00:18:05,084 --> 00:18:07,420 Hi, David from the North Side. 245 00:18:07,503 --> 00:18:09,506 Hey, Downtown Sarah. 246 00:18:12,217 --> 00:18:13,425 What are you doing here? 247 00:18:14,384 --> 00:18:16,011 Having a cheeseburger. 248 00:18:16,971 --> 00:18:19,432 When was the last time you had a fast-food cheeseburger? 249 00:18:19,516 --> 00:18:21,267 Why you call it a fast-food cheeseburger? 250 00:18:21,351 --> 00:18:22,977 Isn't that what it is? 251 00:18:23,060 --> 00:18:25,145 Well, yeah, but I mean, technically, 252 00:18:25,230 --> 00:18:26,271 it's a Whopper with cheese. 253 00:18:27,190 --> 00:18:29,983 Okay. When did you last have a Whopper with cheese? 254 00:18:30,067 --> 00:18:31,193 I don't know, actually. 255 00:18:31,861 --> 00:18:34,364 About 20 or 25 years ago. 256 00:18:34,864 --> 00:18:35,990 Snob. 257 00:18:37,951 --> 00:18:39,701 When was the last time you had a fast-food cheeseburger? 258 00:18:39,786 --> 00:18:41,119 I eat 'em every day. 259 00:18:41,746 --> 00:18:43,122 Breakfast, lunch and dinner. 260 00:18:43,205 --> 00:18:44,207 Oh, yeah? 261 00:18:44,874 --> 00:18:47,210 - Mmm... Mmm... - Huh... 262 00:18:47,292 --> 00:18:48,336 Wow. 263 00:18:48,419 --> 00:18:50,296 - Hungry? - Mmm-hmm. 264 00:18:53,173 --> 00:18:54,217 Mmm. 265 00:18:55,218 --> 00:18:56,219 So... 266 00:18:58,971 --> 00:19:00,013 So... 267 00:19:02,057 --> 00:19:03,476 So we live in the same city. 268 00:19:03,559 --> 00:19:04,560 Correct. 269 00:19:05,936 --> 00:19:06,938 Yeah. 270 00:19:08,146 --> 00:19:09,147 - Yeah. - Yeah. 271 00:19:12,026 --> 00:19:13,152 Are you gonna... 272 00:19:17,490 --> 00:19:19,157 ask me out or something? 273 00:19:19,241 --> 00:19:20,242 Would you like to be asked out? 274 00:19:21,326 --> 00:19:22,327 I asked you 275 00:19:22,412 --> 00:19:24,497 - to marry me last night. - Yeah, but that was bullshit. 276 00:19:24,580 --> 00:19:26,457 - Was it? - Wasn't it? 277 00:19:29,376 --> 00:19:30,795 I guess you'll never know now. 278 00:19:33,213 --> 00:19:34,173 Oh, God. 279 00:19:35,215 --> 00:19:36,843 The pain of early regret. 280 00:19:38,176 --> 00:19:39,721 Also known as dating. 281 00:19:41,221 --> 00:19:42,390 So we're not gonna date? 282 00:19:44,349 --> 00:19:45,727 Wouldn't be worth the risk. 283 00:19:46,310 --> 00:19:47,311 The risk? 284 00:19:48,270 --> 00:19:49,521 The risk. 285 00:19:50,355 --> 00:19:51,356 Pessimistic. 286 00:19:55,403 --> 00:19:56,653 I'm glad we got that out of the way. 287 00:19:56,738 --> 00:19:58,655 - Yeah, thank God. - You want an onion ring? 288 00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:00,199 - Please. - Mmm. 289 00:20:01,326 --> 00:20:02,326 Delicious. 290 00:20:02,410 --> 00:20:04,287 This is the only ring I'll be getting from you. 291 00:20:18,509 --> 00:20:19,551 All right, well... 292 00:20:20,178 --> 00:20:22,387 Yeah, nice knowing you. 293 00:20:22,471 --> 00:20:24,097 Nice arguing with you. 294 00:20:40,530 --> 00:20:42,032 Did you get the GPS? 295 00:20:42,115 --> 00:20:43,409 Yeah, because... 296 00:20:43,492 --> 00:20:45,327 Sometimes your phone craps out on you. 297 00:21:00,676 --> 00:21:02,010 - Okay. - Yeah. 298 00:21:05,431 --> 00:21:06,723 Well, enjoy your journey. 299 00:21:07,642 --> 00:21:08,643 You, too. 300 00:21:11,395 --> 00:21:12,939 - Bye, Sarah. - Bye, David. 301 00:21:19,112 --> 00:21:20,529 - Hey, Sarah. - Yeah. 302 00:21:21,405 --> 00:21:22,740 What I was saying... 303 00:21:24,157 --> 00:21:25,159 I do dance. 304 00:21:40,258 --> 00:21:42,218 You have arrived at your destination. 305 00:21:42,300 --> 00:21:44,345 I'm ready for my journey. 306 00:21:48,016 --> 00:21:49,017 Pick up Sarah. 307 00:21:59,986 --> 00:22:01,695 My car won't start. 308 00:22:07,367 --> 00:22:08,411 Welcome to your journey, 309 00:22:08,493 --> 00:22:09,787 Sarah and David. 310 00:22:11,748 --> 00:22:13,332 Do you have any clue where we're headed? 311 00:22:14,459 --> 00:22:15,500 None, whatsoever. 312 00:23:06,094 --> 00:23:07,929 You have arrived at your first stop. 313 00:23:09,221 --> 00:23:11,473 Should we be trusting the GPS? 314 00:23:11,557 --> 00:23:12,974 I have nothing to lose. 315 00:23:14,434 --> 00:23:15,478 Me neither. 316 00:23:21,233 --> 00:23:22,234 What is that? 317 00:23:29,741 --> 00:23:30,742 Excuse me. 318 00:23:39,251 --> 00:23:40,252 Very bizarre. 319 00:23:44,257 --> 00:23:45,258 What's around there? 320 00:23:47,134 --> 00:23:48,927 Dead bodies. 321 00:23:49,886 --> 00:23:50,887 Shut up. 322 00:24:01,356 --> 00:24:02,357 We have to go through it. 323 00:24:03,608 --> 00:24:04,609 Why? 324 00:24:05,862 --> 00:24:06,863 We just do. 325 00:24:10,407 --> 00:24:11,409 What do you think's behind there? 326 00:24:13,536 --> 00:24:14,744 More of this? 327 00:24:14,828 --> 00:24:15,829 You think? 328 00:24:16,830 --> 00:24:18,332 I don't know. Come on. 329 00:24:27,842 --> 00:24:29,634 Oh, my God. 330 00:24:45,651 --> 00:24:47,486 Holy shit. I know this place. 331 00:24:47,569 --> 00:24:49,029 Are you gonna tell me what's going on? 332 00:24:49,113 --> 00:24:51,490 We're visiting a preserved lighthouse 333 00:24:51,574 --> 00:24:52,741 from the 19th century. 334 00:24:53,326 --> 00:24:54,326 Where? 335 00:24:54,993 --> 00:24:55,994 Canada. 336 00:24:57,204 --> 00:24:58,914 Canada, okay. 337 00:24:59,582 --> 00:25:01,250 Came here a few years back. 338 00:25:01,334 --> 00:25:03,085 On a little trip of my own. 339 00:25:08,798 --> 00:25:11,885 Are you some kind of weird lighthouse freak? 340 00:25:11,969 --> 00:25:13,679 Now that you say it, I wish I was. 341 00:25:13,762 --> 00:25:15,138 Is that... That's your thing? 342 00:25:17,349 --> 00:25:18,851 This is unbelievable. 343 00:25:32,240 --> 00:25:33,615 Why were you here by yourself? 344 00:25:35,242 --> 00:25:36,743 I travel alone all the time. 345 00:25:37,662 --> 00:25:38,663 Me too. 346 00:25:44,626 --> 00:25:46,253 It's funny how the most beautiful places 347 00:25:46,336 --> 00:25:47,922 make you feel the most alone. You know? 348 00:25:49,339 --> 00:25:50,590 No matter where you go, you always 349 00:25:50,674 --> 00:25:51,800 end up going to the top of something 350 00:25:51,884 --> 00:25:52,969 and looking down at something. 351 00:25:53,051 --> 00:25:54,220 Most places have a thing like that. 352 00:25:54,302 --> 00:25:55,805 You know, you go to the top and you... 353 00:25:57,056 --> 00:25:58,473 you look out and you look down, 354 00:25:58,557 --> 00:25:59,724 and you're supposed to have an epiphany 355 00:25:59,808 --> 00:26:01,559 about who you are and... 356 00:26:02,979 --> 00:26:04,563 about your life and... 357 00:26:06,315 --> 00:26:07,316 where it's headed. 358 00:26:13,530 --> 00:26:14,824 Well, do you know where it's headed? 359 00:26:18,576 --> 00:26:19,744 No, Sarah, I do not. 360 00:26:21,372 --> 00:26:23,708 Did you have an epiphany the last time you were here? 361 00:26:23,790 --> 00:26:24,959 No. 362 00:26:27,461 --> 00:26:28,503 Felt nothing. 363 00:26:29,587 --> 00:26:31,382 So you didn't take this all in? 364 00:26:35,427 --> 00:26:36,429 Not even close. 365 00:26:40,807 --> 00:26:41,808 What about now? 366 00:26:52,778 --> 00:26:55,030 Did that really just happen? 367 00:26:55,114 --> 00:26:56,115 Apparently. 368 00:26:56,198 --> 00:26:57,907 A red door in the middle of the woods. 369 00:26:59,242 --> 00:27:00,327 Like, who put it there? 370 00:27:03,873 --> 00:27:06,291 Next stop is in 79 miles. 371 00:27:08,626 --> 00:27:09,961 Hey, what's this all about? 372 00:27:10,046 --> 00:27:11,463 Proceed to the route. 373 00:27:13,465 --> 00:27:14,549 I'm talking to you. 374 00:27:15,509 --> 00:27:16,801 Proceed to the route. 375 00:27:30,191 --> 00:27:31,192 Locked? 376 00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:34,987 Yeah. 377 00:27:52,922 --> 00:27:54,757 - Sarah. - Vincent. 378 00:27:56,634 --> 00:27:58,259 Is everything okay? 379 00:27:59,302 --> 00:28:00,304 Yeah. 380 00:28:00,805 --> 00:28:02,431 - Your flashlight. - Yes! 381 00:28:04,307 --> 00:28:05,351 - Thanks. - Enjoy. 382 00:28:05,851 --> 00:28:06,935 See you on the way out, Vincent. 383 00:28:07,019 --> 00:28:08,061 I'll be here. 384 00:28:13,858 --> 00:28:15,277 Where are we? 385 00:28:15,361 --> 00:28:17,529 We are at my favorite museum. 386 00:28:18,114 --> 00:28:19,115 What are we doing here? 387 00:28:20,115 --> 00:28:21,866 Probably gonna look at paintings. 388 00:28:23,285 --> 00:28:24,452 Cool. 389 00:29:34,522 --> 00:29:35,857 My mom's dead. 390 00:29:39,694 --> 00:29:40,945 What painting is that? 391 00:29:42,740 --> 00:29:43,740 That's very funny. 392 00:29:45,742 --> 00:29:47,869 She died when I was 19, but... 393 00:29:48,621 --> 00:29:51,457 growing up, we would come here at least once a month. 394 00:29:52,625 --> 00:29:54,460 Vincent would let us have the museum 395 00:29:54,542 --> 00:29:56,503 all to ourselves during closing hours. 396 00:29:56,586 --> 00:29:59,714 He loved my mom. Loved her. 397 00:30:01,467 --> 00:30:04,595 And then when she died, I started coming once a week. 398 00:30:06,055 --> 00:30:08,641 Yeah, and then I just got busy, that kind of thing. 399 00:30:10,726 --> 00:30:12,353 - Happens. - Hmm. 400 00:30:13,354 --> 00:30:15,189 Well, my mom's alive. 401 00:30:17,357 --> 00:30:18,651 Oh, great. 402 00:30:18,733 --> 00:30:19,817 Yeah. Not dead. 403 00:30:20,236 --> 00:30:22,278 That is so awesome for you. 404 00:30:22,363 --> 00:30:23,864 - Dad, on the other hand... - Dead? 405 00:30:24,740 --> 00:30:25,740 No. Alive. 406 00:30:30,119 --> 00:30:31,413 I think my dad's alive. 407 00:30:33,039 --> 00:30:34,040 I wish he were dead. 408 00:30:38,962 --> 00:30:41,048 I actually went on a road trip with my dad once. 409 00:30:41,632 --> 00:30:42,967 - Oh, Yeah? - Yeah. 410 00:30:43,049 --> 00:30:44,801 We went to the, um... 411 00:30:44,884 --> 00:30:46,804 Baseball Hall of Fame in Cooperstown. 412 00:30:46,886 --> 00:30:47,887 You like baseball? 413 00:30:48,763 --> 00:30:50,015 What? No, he did. 414 00:30:50,098 --> 00:30:52,433 Well, he "does" I guess. 415 00:30:53,477 --> 00:30:54,853 Um... 416 00:30:54,936 --> 00:30:56,939 And I remember he brought this big bag 417 00:30:57,021 --> 00:30:59,275 of unshelled sunflower seeds, 418 00:30:59,357 --> 00:31:00,858 and I ate the whole bag and I got sick. 419 00:31:00,942 --> 00:31:02,736 So you didn't like baseball and you got sick? 420 00:31:03,319 --> 00:31:04,320 Yeah. 421 00:31:05,364 --> 00:31:06,365 Yeah. 422 00:31:07,115 --> 00:31:08,116 But... 423 00:31:13,413 --> 00:31:14,914 It was actually a really great time. 424 00:31:14,999 --> 00:31:16,959 We had a great time. He, um... 425 00:31:20,421 --> 00:31:23,257 When I had his attention, he was actually pretty great. 426 00:31:33,474 --> 00:31:34,476 So tell me. 427 00:31:35,728 --> 00:31:36,894 Why are you single? 428 00:31:40,941 --> 00:31:42,317 You really wanna know? 429 00:31:42,401 --> 00:31:43,402 Yeah. 430 00:31:46,363 --> 00:31:47,823 It's because I cheat. 431 00:31:49,450 --> 00:31:51,535 Even when I don't want to cheat, I'll end up cheating. 432 00:31:51,618 --> 00:31:55,079 Even when the person I'm with is perfect, I'll cheat. 433 00:31:57,333 --> 00:31:58,375 Okay. 434 00:31:58,459 --> 00:32:01,628 It makes me feel like one half of me is always single 435 00:32:01,711 --> 00:32:04,714 and doesn't have to give a shit about anyone else but myself, 436 00:32:04,798 --> 00:32:06,967 and so then that half... 437 00:32:08,469 --> 00:32:09,803 cheats and... 438 00:32:10,804 --> 00:32:11,805 gets caught. 439 00:32:12,681 --> 00:32:15,351 And then all of me is single, 440 00:32:15,433 --> 00:32:17,935 and that's what I'd rather be in the first place. 441 00:32:19,938 --> 00:32:21,230 Not the answer I expected. 442 00:32:28,655 --> 00:32:31,157 And why are you single? 443 00:32:32,076 --> 00:32:33,410 Oh... 444 00:32:33,493 --> 00:32:34,912 I suppose I haven't met the right one yet. 445 00:32:35,621 --> 00:32:37,580 David, you've probably met the right one, 446 00:32:37,664 --> 00:32:38,999 like, a hundred times already. 447 00:32:39,083 --> 00:32:41,210 Mmm, I wish that was true even once, Sarah, but... 448 00:32:41,292 --> 00:32:43,336 That's such a bullshit answer. 449 00:32:43,420 --> 00:32:45,213 I gave you honest fucking truth. 450 00:32:45,838 --> 00:32:47,383 And you're going to give me, 451 00:32:47,465 --> 00:32:49,259 "I haven't met the right one yet." 452 00:32:49,343 --> 00:32:50,469 Just because you don't like the answer 453 00:32:50,551 --> 00:32:51,636 doesn't mean it's a bullshit answer. 454 00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:53,305 You've probably given the "I cheat" speech 455 00:32:53,388 --> 00:32:54,390 a thousand times. 456 00:32:55,182 --> 00:32:57,601 And I betcha anything it makes guys want you even more. 457 00:32:58,644 --> 00:32:59,894 Yeah? Any truth to that? 458 00:33:00,645 --> 00:33:01,855 Sounded a little bit rehearsed. 459 00:33:03,022 --> 00:33:05,442 Kind of like your top of the lighthouse bullshit? 460 00:33:07,653 --> 00:33:08,987 "The most beautiful places 461 00:33:09,070 --> 00:33:10,780 "make you feel the most alone." 462 00:33:11,448 --> 00:33:13,282 Oh, that's a pretty good me, actually. I'm flattered. 463 00:33:13,866 --> 00:33:14,867 In 0.5 miles, 464 00:33:14,951 --> 00:33:16,994 you will arrive at your destination. 465 00:33:22,250 --> 00:33:24,252 - Oh, my God. - Oh, shit. 466 00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:25,546 Is that your high school? 467 00:33:25,628 --> 00:33:26,630 Yeah, how'd you know? 468 00:33:26,713 --> 00:33:28,089 Well, two reasons. 469 00:33:28,173 --> 00:33:30,925 One, those could only be high school doors. 470 00:33:31,634 --> 00:33:33,386 And the second reason? 471 00:33:33,470 --> 00:33:34,471 I'll tell you later. 472 00:33:34,555 --> 00:33:35,931 - No, wait, wait. - What? 473 00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:37,641 Um... 474 00:33:38,474 --> 00:33:40,059 You know, I'm not sure. 475 00:33:40,728 --> 00:33:41,729 What? 476 00:33:41,811 --> 00:33:43,814 Well, I went here for four years, 477 00:33:43,896 --> 00:33:46,567 but I don't know who or what, when... 478 00:33:47,442 --> 00:33:48,609 - You know. - It's okay. 479 00:33:48,693 --> 00:33:50,028 - High school. - It's okay. 480 00:33:50,112 --> 00:33:51,320 - Uh... - We'll find out. 481 00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:53,365 Come on. 482 00:33:57,161 --> 00:33:58,619 Oh, wow! 483 00:34:01,289 --> 00:34:02,833 You've got to be fucking kidding me. 484 00:34:04,835 --> 00:34:06,086 Jesus Christ. 485 00:34:06,170 --> 00:34:07,211 Hi, David. 486 00:34:07,921 --> 00:34:09,088 David, what are you doing? 487 00:34:09,172 --> 00:34:10,173 - Mr. Nelson. - You're late. Come on. 488 00:34:10,257 --> 00:34:11,257 No, no, no. You're dead. 489 00:34:11,340 --> 00:34:12,384 - What? - You're dead. 490 00:34:12,467 --> 00:34:14,719 I was at your funeral. It's four years from now. 491 00:34:14,802 --> 00:34:16,179 I mean, look, maybe I was wrong, 492 00:34:16,262 --> 00:34:17,806 but get your pancreas checked, will you? And soon. 493 00:34:17,889 --> 00:34:19,932 David, I don't know what kind of pre-show routine 494 00:34:20,016 --> 00:34:21,268 you're doing here, but there's no time. 495 00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:23,811 Curtain's in half an hour. Half hour, everyone. 496 00:34:23,896 --> 00:34:25,105 Mr. Nelson, how old am I? 497 00:34:25,188 --> 00:34:26,190 You're 15. 498 00:34:26,273 --> 00:34:27,940 - I'm 15. - Cool. 499 00:34:28,025 --> 00:34:30,527 - How old am I? - I don't know. 40? 500 00:34:30,610 --> 00:34:33,489 I'm gonna kill you today. Forget four years from now. 501 00:34:34,655 --> 00:34:35,740 Fucking 40? 502 00:34:38,869 --> 00:34:40,077 You nervous for tonight? 503 00:34:40,954 --> 00:34:42,831 Yeah. You're gonna kill them. 504 00:34:44,666 --> 00:34:47,001 Yeah. Break a leg, okay? 505 00:34:48,961 --> 00:34:49,963 Who's that? 506 00:34:50,713 --> 00:34:51,672 Cheryl Hayward. 507 00:34:52,800 --> 00:34:54,217 She, uh, plays Rosemary. 508 00:34:54,300 --> 00:34:55,760 So, are you in this show? 509 00:34:55,844 --> 00:34:56,929 You're in this musical? 510 00:34:57,012 --> 00:34:59,389 Yeah. I play, um, J. Pierrepont Finch. 511 00:35:00,891 --> 00:35:02,976 - You're J. Pierrepont Finch? - Yes. 512 00:35:04,478 --> 00:35:06,230 What? That's amazing. 513 00:35:06,313 --> 00:35:07,313 Oh, you did the show? 514 00:35:07,396 --> 00:35:09,273 God, I wish. No. 515 00:35:09,358 --> 00:35:10,733 Ex-musical groupie. 516 00:35:10,818 --> 00:35:11,860 - Huh. - Mmm. 517 00:35:12,985 --> 00:35:14,612 After her solo, I, um... 518 00:35:15,572 --> 00:35:16,572 I tell her I love her. 519 00:35:17,324 --> 00:35:18,909 Oh, wow. Okay. 520 00:35:18,992 --> 00:35:21,536 She says, "I don't love you. I love Clint Whitford." 521 00:35:21,619 --> 00:35:23,914 And I'm... devastated. 522 00:35:23,996 --> 00:35:25,414 Who's Clint Whitford? 523 00:35:25,498 --> 00:35:27,918 This fucking asshole, prick, college freshman. 524 00:35:28,001 --> 00:35:29,378 He treats her like shit. 525 00:35:30,086 --> 00:35:31,420 - Wow. - That night... 526 00:35:32,005 --> 00:35:33,297 I mean, tonight, I go home 527 00:35:33,382 --> 00:35:34,925 and I don't even get out of my costume. 528 00:35:35,007 --> 00:35:36,385 I go up to my playroom, 529 00:35:36,467 --> 00:35:39,804 I plant myself face down on the couch, and I cry. 530 00:35:39,887 --> 00:35:41,056 You have a playroom? 531 00:35:41,556 --> 00:35:42,932 I cried so hard. Jesus. 532 00:35:43,432 --> 00:35:44,476 God, it feels like it... 533 00:35:46,228 --> 00:35:48,438 Oh, feels exactly like it felt that night. 534 00:35:48,521 --> 00:35:50,356 - Okay, well... - Except now I know it's worse. 535 00:35:50,440 --> 00:35:52,358 No, because I know she's gonna just destroy me all over again. 536 00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:54,360 Okay, just don't... 537 00:35:55,278 --> 00:35:56,530 Don't tell her you love her. 538 00:35:56,612 --> 00:35:57,614 No, but I have to. 539 00:35:59,324 --> 00:36:01,076 Why? You just said that you know 540 00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:02,702 that she's not going to say it back. 541 00:36:04,704 --> 00:36:05,789 Maybe she will. 542 00:36:06,289 --> 00:36:07,748 She won't. 543 00:36:08,791 --> 00:36:09,918 - I have to. - David? 544 00:36:11,586 --> 00:36:12,920 Hair and makeup right now. 545 00:36:13,005 --> 00:36:14,172 - Cool. - Yeah. 546 00:36:14,255 --> 00:36:15,465 Okay. 547 00:36:15,548 --> 00:36:16,550 Break a leg. 548 00:36:18,050 --> 00:36:19,302 Lights in the catwalk. 549 00:36:19,385 --> 00:36:20,637 Lights in the catwalk. 550 00:36:24,974 --> 00:36:26,059 Yes! 551 00:36:27,018 --> 00:36:28,019 Amy Moore. 552 00:36:30,898 --> 00:36:31,898 Eddie Bora? 553 00:36:33,733 --> 00:36:35,402 Why are you saying my full name? 554 00:36:35,485 --> 00:36:36,485 Uh, I don't know. 555 00:36:36,987 --> 00:36:39,864 But you do it with Jennifer Hodge tonight. 556 00:36:41,490 --> 00:36:43,534 - Do what? - Do it. 557 00:36:43,619 --> 00:36:45,494 You must be so excited for David. 558 00:36:45,579 --> 00:36:47,496 Oh, we're just so proud of him. 559 00:36:47,581 --> 00:36:49,248 He's so talented. 560 00:36:49,333 --> 00:36:50,375 He worked very hard. 561 00:36:50,458 --> 00:36:52,376 Yeah. He went after it, he deserves it. 562 00:36:52,460 --> 00:36:54,670 Yeah. And he's just a really special kid. 563 00:36:54,755 --> 00:36:57,215 Just really and truly, just special. 564 00:36:57,298 --> 00:36:58,342 And talented. 565 00:36:58,425 --> 00:37:01,010 Yeah, and special. 566 00:37:01,887 --> 00:37:02,971 - Okay. - Enjoy the show. 567 00:37:03,054 --> 00:37:04,056 We'll see you at the intermission. 568 00:37:07,309 --> 00:37:08,309 And now, 569 00:37:08,393 --> 00:37:11,563 How To Succeed In Business Without Really Trying. 570 00:37:20,237 --> 00:37:21,322 Dear Reader, 571 00:37:21,405 --> 00:37:23,699 this little book is designed to tell you 572 00:37:23,784 --> 00:37:25,077 everything you need to know 573 00:37:25,159 --> 00:37:27,371 about the science of getting ahead. 574 00:37:28,579 --> 00:37:33,210 Now let us assume you are young, healthy, clear-eyed, and eager, 575 00:37:33,293 --> 00:37:35,963 anxious to rise quickly and easily 576 00:37:36,045 --> 00:37:37,713 to the top of the business world. 577 00:37:38,547 --> 00:37:39,967 You can. 578 00:37:44,304 --> 00:37:46,931 If you have education and intelligence 579 00:37:47,014 --> 00:37:49,851 and ability, so much the better. 580 00:37:50,476 --> 00:37:51,853 What the fuck are you doing? Get out there. 581 00:37:52,813 --> 00:37:54,690 My name is David Longley. I'm 15 years old, 582 00:37:54,773 --> 00:37:57,192 and I'm the lead in my high school musical. 583 00:37:57,275 --> 00:37:59,110 Are you saying that to yourself or you saying that to me? 584 00:37:59,193 --> 00:38:00,195 Uh, both. 585 00:38:00,862 --> 00:38:02,530 You know, you know the bit in, um... 586 00:38:03,155 --> 00:38:04,992 Bourne Identity, where Jason Bourne 587 00:38:05,074 --> 00:38:06,409 realizes that he can be an assassin 588 00:38:06,492 --> 00:38:08,202 without remembering that he's actually an assassin? 589 00:38:09,329 --> 00:38:10,329 What's Jason Bourne? 590 00:38:10,998 --> 00:38:12,456 ...lucky golden few. 591 00:38:13,041 --> 00:38:14,083 You can. 592 00:38:14,166 --> 00:38:15,293 This is Jason Bourne. 593 00:38:21,382 --> 00:38:24,094 How to apply for a job 594 00:38:24,177 --> 00:38:26,804 How to advance From the mail room 595 00:38:26,887 --> 00:38:28,974 How to sit down at a desk 596 00:38:29,599 --> 00:38:32,309 How to dictate memorandums 597 00:38:32,393 --> 00:38:36,063 How to develop executive style 598 00:38:36,148 --> 00:38:39,400 How to commute In a three button suit 599 00:38:39,483 --> 00:38:42,653 With that weary executive smile 600 00:38:44,489 --> 00:38:46,574 This book is all that I need 601 00:38:47,199 --> 00:38:48,201 How to 602 00:38:48,284 --> 00:38:52,079 How to succeed 603 00:39:31,869 --> 00:39:33,079 Wow. 604 00:39:44,090 --> 00:39:49,054 I'll be so happy To keep his dinner warm 605 00:39:49,596 --> 00:39:55,434 While he goes onward and upward 606 00:39:56,811 --> 00:39:59,940 Happy to keep his dinner warm 607 00:40:00,023 --> 00:40:06,530 Till he comes wearily home From downtown 608 00:40:06,612 --> 00:40:08,782 ...in the head 609 00:40:08,864 --> 00:40:09,990 That office chair... 610 00:40:14,371 --> 00:40:16,331 - Cheryl. Cheryl. - David... 611 00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:17,873 Before we go out there just listen to me. 612 00:40:17,958 --> 00:40:19,416 Cheryl, I love you. 613 00:40:19,501 --> 00:40:20,585 David, I care about you, 614 00:40:20,668 --> 00:40:22,711 but Clint and I are gonna try to make things work. 615 00:40:22,795 --> 00:40:24,297 And I know he can be awful sometimes, 616 00:40:24,380 --> 00:40:25,465 but I have to try. 617 00:40:25,965 --> 00:40:27,134 How did you know what I was gonna say? 618 00:40:27,217 --> 00:40:28,592 Cheryl, we need you in the wings. 619 00:40:33,056 --> 00:40:34,974 You two... You, you break up after six months. 620 00:40:35,057 --> 00:40:37,518 Okay, maybe, but that doesn't change the way I feel right now. 621 00:40:39,146 --> 00:40:40,146 But not maybe! 622 00:40:42,898 --> 00:40:43,942 Not maybe. 623 00:40:44,568 --> 00:40:46,068 It doesn't work. It will not work. 624 00:40:47,737 --> 00:40:48,780 J. Pierrepont Finch, 625 00:40:48,864 --> 00:40:50,574 why are you looking at me that way? 626 00:40:53,117 --> 00:40:54,577 J. Pierrepont Finch, 627 00:40:54,661 --> 00:40:56,663 why are you looking at me that way? 628 00:40:56,746 --> 00:40:57,789 He breaks your heart. 629 00:40:59,666 --> 00:41:01,501 Clint. He... He breaks your heart. 630 00:41:01,585 --> 00:41:03,420 He cheats with Amy Moore during Easter break. 631 00:41:03,503 --> 00:41:04,670 David, what are you doing? 632 00:41:04,753 --> 00:41:06,297 Ooh, boy. 633 00:41:06,380 --> 00:41:09,009 You marry Tate Chandler. 634 00:41:11,552 --> 00:41:13,597 And then you divorce Tate Chandler. 635 00:41:18,434 --> 00:41:20,686 - Cheryl... - Stop chasing me, David. 636 00:41:20,769 --> 00:41:21,855 I don't love you. 637 00:41:22,938 --> 00:41:25,233 Well, would you look at that? 638 00:41:25,775 --> 00:41:26,818 It's five o'clock. 639 00:41:27,527 --> 00:41:31,114 Well, here it is 5:00 p.m. 640 00:41:31,197 --> 00:41:34,242 The finish of a long day's work 641 00:41:34,326 --> 00:41:37,661 And there they are, both of them 642 00:41:38,288 --> 00:41:40,998 The secretary and the clerk 643 00:41:42,458 --> 00:41:46,003 Not very well acquainted 644 00:41:46,086 --> 00:41:49,048 Not very much to say 645 00:41:49,132 --> 00:41:55,262 But I can hear those Two little minds ticking away 646 00:41:55,347 --> 00:41:56,597 I should have understood. 647 00:41:56,681 --> 00:41:59,309 Now, she's thinking 648 00:41:59,391 --> 00:42:00,851 I'm so sorry. Cheryl. 649 00:42:02,394 --> 00:42:03,480 Cheryl, I'm sorry. 650 00:42:03,563 --> 00:42:06,483 Now, she's thinking 651 00:42:07,858 --> 00:42:09,110 - Cheryl? Cheryl, are you okay? - Cheryl? 652 00:42:10,445 --> 00:42:12,655 Now, she's thinking 653 00:42:13,405 --> 00:42:16,242 I wonder if we take the same bus 654 00:42:16,867 --> 00:42:18,994 And he's thinking 655 00:42:19,079 --> 00:42:21,164 That could be Quite a thing between us 656 00:42:23,916 --> 00:42:26,126 Now, she's thinking 657 00:42:26,210 --> 00:42:27,545 He really is a dear 658 00:42:27,628 --> 00:42:29,672 And he's thinking 659 00:42:29,755 --> 00:42:31,173 But what of my career 660 00:42:31,257 --> 00:42:32,384 And she says 661 00:42:32,467 --> 00:42:33,467 Ah 662 00:42:33,550 --> 00:42:35,512 And he says 663 00:42:35,594 --> 00:42:38,139 Well, it's been a long day 664 00:42:38,222 --> 00:42:40,099 - Well, it's been a long - Well, it's been a long 665 00:42:40,182 --> 00:42:41,934 - Been a long, been a long - Been a long, been a long 666 00:42:42,018 --> 00:42:44,853 - Been a long day - Been a long day 667 00:42:45,521 --> 00:42:47,731 Well, it's been a long 668 00:42:47,815 --> 00:42:49,567 Been a long, been a long 669 00:42:49,650 --> 00:42:53,905 Been a long day 670 00:42:58,159 --> 00:42:59,327 - Again? - Sure. 671 00:43:01,371 --> 00:43:03,373 Well, it's been a long 672 00:43:03,456 --> 00:43:05,666 Been a long, been a long 673 00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:10,130 Been a long day 674 00:43:23,184 --> 00:43:25,353 That was fuckin'... How did you know? 675 00:43:26,603 --> 00:43:27,605 What can I say? 676 00:43:27,688 --> 00:43:30,442 A good musical groupie always knows the songs. 677 00:43:31,192 --> 00:43:32,193 Thanks for the save. 678 00:43:32,693 --> 00:43:33,695 You're welcome. 679 00:43:39,492 --> 00:43:40,492 Ah. 680 00:43:40,994 --> 00:43:42,829 It's actually the second reason I knew 681 00:43:42,911 --> 00:43:44,748 that those were high school doors. 682 00:43:46,916 --> 00:43:48,126 I'm secretly a dork. 683 00:43:49,126 --> 00:43:50,586 You're secretly a dork. 684 00:43:50,670 --> 00:43:51,670 Not so secret. 685 00:43:51,755 --> 00:43:52,922 Yeah, not anymore. 686 00:43:55,592 --> 00:43:59,346 High school's really fucking important to dorks like us. 687 00:44:01,556 --> 00:44:03,849 It's pretty formative. 688 00:44:06,728 --> 00:44:08,563 It's formative as fuck. 689 00:44:13,650 --> 00:44:14,652 Thanks. 690 00:44:14,735 --> 00:44:15,737 You're welcome. 691 00:44:52,065 --> 00:44:54,858 You were different back there. 692 00:44:54,943 --> 00:44:56,235 How was I different? 693 00:44:58,362 --> 00:44:59,364 Very... 694 00:45:00,989 --> 00:45:02,449 heart on your sleeve. 695 00:45:02,534 --> 00:45:03,742 Mmm. 696 00:45:05,286 --> 00:45:06,496 Yeah, that was me back then. 697 00:45:06,579 --> 00:45:07,996 Back when I thought that the... 698 00:45:09,289 --> 00:45:10,708 Go on. Thought what? 699 00:45:12,210 --> 00:45:13,253 Back when I thought 700 00:45:13,335 --> 00:45:15,045 that everything would work out for me. 701 00:45:16,213 --> 00:45:17,757 That I'd get what I want 702 00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:20,217 and that I'd be... happy. 703 00:45:22,219 --> 00:45:23,637 Because you're so special? 704 00:45:28,226 --> 00:45:29,226 Where'd you hear that? 705 00:45:29,309 --> 00:45:30,311 Nowhere. 706 00:45:30,394 --> 00:45:32,771 I saw you sitting behind my mom and dad. 707 00:45:32,856 --> 00:45:36,233 They may have mentioned you being special, like... 708 00:45:37,485 --> 00:45:38,485 30 times. 709 00:45:39,570 --> 00:45:41,614 I swear to God, if I could go back to me as a kid, 710 00:45:41,697 --> 00:45:43,615 I would say, "David, you little prick, 711 00:45:44,367 --> 00:45:46,577 "you're not that special. Get over yourself." 712 00:45:48,246 --> 00:45:50,081 - Would you? - I would, actually, yeah. 713 00:45:50,581 --> 00:45:52,291 Yeah, I mean, it just causes you... 714 00:45:53,208 --> 00:45:55,043 It sets you up for a spectacular fall. 715 00:45:58,882 --> 00:46:00,717 So what is it that you want, David? 716 00:46:02,552 --> 00:46:03,760 What do you mean, Sarah? 717 00:46:06,597 --> 00:46:07,681 Are you still... 718 00:46:09,851 --> 00:46:12,186 chasing the Cheryls of this world? 719 00:46:14,481 --> 00:46:15,481 You know, it's been a long time 720 00:46:15,565 --> 00:46:17,275 since I've felt that anyone was worth the chase. 721 00:46:20,110 --> 00:46:21,570 Are you chasing me? 722 00:46:30,663 --> 00:46:32,623 Because if you are, you should just stop. 723 00:46:34,333 --> 00:46:35,960 Seriously, David, I'm just gonna end up 724 00:46:36,043 --> 00:46:37,670 disappointing you, like everyone else has, 725 00:46:37,753 --> 00:46:39,255 so, you should just stop. 726 00:46:46,679 --> 00:46:47,764 What are you doing? 727 00:46:47,847 --> 00:46:49,474 I didn't mean stop the car. 728 00:47:03,278 --> 00:47:05,280 Okay, this is getting too dramatic. 729 00:47:12,204 --> 00:47:15,083 Sometimes we have to perform to get to the truth. 730 00:47:39,523 --> 00:47:41,525 Doctor Morgan, please call recovery. 731 00:47:46,197 --> 00:47:47,239 Hi, Sarah. 732 00:47:47,824 --> 00:47:48,907 Hi, Dr. Vernon. 733 00:47:48,992 --> 00:47:50,367 How's everything at school? 734 00:47:50,451 --> 00:47:52,286 I think at this point, 735 00:47:52,369 --> 00:47:54,746 I was having an affair with my professor. 736 00:47:55,956 --> 00:47:58,126 - Uh, can we just get to it? - Sure. 737 00:47:59,710 --> 00:48:01,420 Your mom passed away about an hour ago. 738 00:48:04,757 --> 00:48:06,300 Was she comfortable? 739 00:48:06,384 --> 00:48:07,552 She was comfortable. 740 00:48:08,385 --> 00:48:09,804 - No pain? - None. 741 00:48:10,597 --> 00:48:12,639 - You fucking swear? - I fucking swear. 742 00:48:14,391 --> 00:48:16,018 - Did he... - No. 743 00:48:16,728 --> 00:48:18,563 Your father hasn't been here in months. 744 00:48:20,315 --> 00:48:21,690 So, she was alone when she died. 745 00:48:21,773 --> 00:48:24,068 I assure you, she was on a lot of medication. 746 00:48:24,152 --> 00:48:26,153 So, she was alone when she died? 747 00:48:27,030 --> 00:48:28,030 Yes. 748 00:48:31,034 --> 00:48:32,034 Do you want to see her? 749 00:48:33,536 --> 00:48:34,579 Can I just have a minute? 750 00:48:35,954 --> 00:48:36,956 Absolutely. 751 00:48:49,469 --> 00:48:50,552 It was kind of messed up 752 00:48:50,637 --> 00:48:52,847 that I had to relive my high school musical. 753 00:48:52,929 --> 00:48:54,306 Which you kind of nailed. 754 00:48:54,389 --> 00:48:55,807 I did nail, yes. 755 00:48:57,184 --> 00:48:58,186 But it seems really unfair 756 00:48:58,268 --> 00:48:59,269 that you have to relive the moment 757 00:48:59,353 --> 00:49:00,521 where you're told your mom died. 758 00:49:00,605 --> 00:49:01,813 I'm not reliving this. 759 00:49:02,773 --> 00:49:04,567 This is happening for the first time. 760 00:49:05,108 --> 00:49:07,402 I wasn't at the hospital when my mom died. 761 00:49:07,487 --> 00:49:08,655 I avoided it. 762 00:49:09,155 --> 00:49:10,155 Do you know where I went? 763 00:49:12,659 --> 00:49:13,659 Museum? 764 00:49:17,789 --> 00:49:19,373 God, the fucking museum. 765 00:49:20,041 --> 00:49:21,083 Sarah, that's... 766 00:49:21,876 --> 00:49:22,876 That's kind of beautiful. 767 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:24,753 Your mother's favorite place in the world. 768 00:49:27,590 --> 00:49:28,590 It's kind of beautiful. 769 00:49:31,635 --> 00:49:32,637 I'm horrible. 770 00:49:33,429 --> 00:49:34,472 Uh, not even close. 771 00:49:34,554 --> 00:49:35,972 I... Then you don't know me very well. 772 00:49:36,056 --> 00:49:38,059 Actually, not... You're... You're... 773 00:49:39,143 --> 00:49:42,105 You're magic. You're a lovely, formidable force, 774 00:49:42,188 --> 00:49:43,313 is what you are. 775 00:49:43,398 --> 00:49:44,398 Listen to me. 776 00:49:46,733 --> 00:49:48,027 I'm a fucking coward. 777 00:49:48,110 --> 00:49:49,403 Nope. You're here now. 778 00:49:49,487 --> 00:49:51,405 - I'm a fucking coward. - You're here now. 779 00:49:51,489 --> 00:49:52,657 Yeah, but that doesn't, 780 00:49:52,739 --> 00:49:54,826 - it doesn't count now. It's... - Why not? 781 00:49:54,909 --> 00:49:55,909 Because it... 782 00:49:58,161 --> 00:49:59,621 It's not real! 783 00:50:00,456 --> 00:50:01,708 This isn't real! 784 00:50:01,791 --> 00:50:03,793 Well, it sure as shit... 785 00:50:04,751 --> 00:50:05,753 feels very real. 786 00:50:07,088 --> 00:50:08,088 Every part of it. 787 00:50:09,715 --> 00:50:10,717 David. 788 00:50:11,634 --> 00:50:14,429 I wasn't at the museum the day my mom died. 789 00:50:14,512 --> 00:50:15,512 I really... 790 00:50:16,931 --> 00:50:18,891 really love that you thought that, 791 00:50:19,684 --> 00:50:21,101 and I wish it were true, but... 792 00:50:24,313 --> 00:50:25,313 I was... 793 00:50:26,231 --> 00:50:27,775 screwing my professor. 794 00:50:30,902 --> 00:50:32,112 That's what I was doing. 795 00:50:34,949 --> 00:50:36,324 And she died alone. 796 00:50:37,827 --> 00:50:38,827 Mmm. 797 00:50:47,003 --> 00:50:48,336 I better do this. 798 00:52:06,748 --> 00:52:07,791 Dad. 799 00:52:29,646 --> 00:52:31,398 All I'm thinking about right now 800 00:52:31,481 --> 00:52:34,485 is the time that Big was supposed to play on TV 801 00:52:34,568 --> 00:52:36,278 one night after swim practice. 802 00:52:37,153 --> 00:52:39,114 And I remember saying to you, 803 00:52:39,197 --> 00:52:42,702 "Mom, what I really want is to come home 804 00:52:42,784 --> 00:52:44,119 "from swim practice 805 00:52:44,661 --> 00:52:47,456 "and eat mashed potatoes while I watch Big." 806 00:52:50,041 --> 00:52:51,210 And do you know what you said? 807 00:52:52,795 --> 00:52:54,380 Without hesitation. 808 00:52:54,463 --> 00:52:56,257 Without a hint of annoyance. 809 00:52:57,592 --> 00:52:58,592 You said, 810 00:52:59,302 --> 00:53:01,094 "Of course, sweetheart." 811 00:53:03,389 --> 00:53:05,891 And you must have been so tired. 812 00:53:08,226 --> 00:53:10,813 But you were never going to say no. 813 00:53:10,896 --> 00:53:14,190 That word just never crossed your mind. 814 00:53:15,775 --> 00:53:20,030 It was always, "Of course," with you. 815 00:53:23,659 --> 00:53:24,784 You just... 816 00:53:25,952 --> 00:53:26,996 gave... 817 00:53:28,873 --> 00:53:30,333 so easily. 818 00:54:01,739 --> 00:54:03,239 - Is everything okay? - Yeah. 819 00:54:04,282 --> 00:54:05,284 Yeah. 820 00:54:09,038 --> 00:54:10,873 No, not really. But... 821 00:54:12,750 --> 00:54:13,751 it's just... 822 00:54:15,878 --> 00:54:16,878 my son. 823 00:54:18,755 --> 00:54:22,009 My son, uh, was born prematurely. 824 00:54:26,514 --> 00:54:27,722 Well, I'm... I'm... 825 00:54:28,724 --> 00:54:29,891 I'm sure he's gonna be okay. 826 00:54:29,976 --> 00:54:32,186 There's some complications. 827 00:54:32,268 --> 00:54:33,688 We were just told this morning. 828 00:54:34,563 --> 00:54:36,190 What complications? What's wrong? 829 00:54:37,942 --> 00:54:38,985 His heart. 830 00:54:40,110 --> 00:54:43,322 There's some... problems with his heart. 831 00:54:43,405 --> 00:54:45,157 It's called PDA. 832 00:54:45,240 --> 00:54:48,452 Patent ductus arter... something. 833 00:54:50,704 --> 00:54:52,664 Did they say if it's fatal? 834 00:54:54,583 --> 00:54:55,668 Yeah, it can be. 835 00:54:57,003 --> 00:54:59,213 He'll... Hey, he'll survive. 836 00:55:01,007 --> 00:55:02,298 Well, thank you for saying that. 837 00:55:07,512 --> 00:55:11,266 Seeing my... son trapped in that incubator. 838 00:55:11,349 --> 00:55:13,768 If he dies in there and if I'm not able to hold him, 839 00:55:13,853 --> 00:55:15,688 I don't know what... What we'll do. 840 00:55:17,356 --> 00:55:19,608 It's gonna be all right, Dad. It's gonna be all right. 841 00:55:20,317 --> 00:55:21,318 "Dad"? 842 00:55:22,777 --> 00:55:25,322 You... Well, you're a dad, right? 843 00:55:25,905 --> 00:55:27,615 Actually, I am. 844 00:55:30,036 --> 00:55:32,454 We tried to have a child for a long time. 845 00:55:33,329 --> 00:55:34,623 And then we were fine with it. 846 00:55:35,248 --> 00:55:37,460 And then she got pregnant. 847 00:55:38,293 --> 00:55:39,295 At 40. 848 00:55:40,003 --> 00:55:41,213 And the next thing you know, 849 00:55:42,757 --> 00:55:44,215 our little David was born. 850 00:55:46,635 --> 00:55:47,762 Do you have children? 851 00:55:49,179 --> 00:55:50,181 No, I don't. 852 00:55:52,474 --> 00:55:56,144 My friends tried to explain what it's like, but... 853 00:55:56,686 --> 00:55:57,688 it's impossible. 854 00:55:58,521 --> 00:55:59,523 And annoying. 855 00:56:01,150 --> 00:56:04,360 The minute that I saw my boy... 856 00:56:06,072 --> 00:56:07,489 my world changed. 857 00:56:11,077 --> 00:56:12,077 Do you think... 858 00:56:13,286 --> 00:56:15,956 that you'll tell him about all this? 859 00:56:16,039 --> 00:56:17,500 You know, with the complications. 860 00:56:19,293 --> 00:56:21,253 My wife and I made a promise. 861 00:56:21,336 --> 00:56:23,463 If he survives, we'll do everything we can 862 00:56:23,547 --> 00:56:25,465 to protect him from shite like this. 863 00:56:26,092 --> 00:56:27,092 Excuse my language. 864 00:56:28,927 --> 00:56:30,012 Nah, nah. 865 00:56:30,887 --> 00:56:31,931 We won't tell him. 866 00:56:32,014 --> 00:56:34,599 He'll only know that he was perfect, 867 00:56:35,184 --> 00:56:37,353 and that he's everything we ever wanted and hoped for. 868 00:56:37,436 --> 00:56:38,436 That he's... 869 00:56:39,813 --> 00:56:40,815 Special. 870 00:56:44,485 --> 00:56:46,445 - Yeah, special. - Mr. Longley. 871 00:56:47,487 --> 00:56:48,947 Your wife is asking for you. 872 00:56:49,447 --> 00:56:50,699 I need to go. Thanks for listening. 873 00:56:50,782 --> 00:56:51,826 Yeah. 874 00:56:53,702 --> 00:56:54,702 Hey. 875 00:56:54,786 --> 00:56:55,788 Yeah? 876 00:56:56,288 --> 00:56:57,414 You're a good dad. 877 00:57:00,208 --> 00:57:01,210 That's all I want. 878 00:57:01,710 --> 00:57:02,710 Just a chance. 879 00:57:18,059 --> 00:57:19,478 I met a boy, Mom. 880 00:57:22,398 --> 00:57:24,400 I really wish I could talk to you about it. 881 00:57:26,568 --> 00:57:27,945 He's here now. 882 00:57:30,947 --> 00:57:32,324 I think if I let him, 883 00:57:33,909 --> 00:57:35,536 he might always be here. 884 00:57:51,927 --> 00:57:53,219 Who are you? 885 00:57:57,349 --> 00:57:58,434 I'm the guy who buys gifts 886 00:57:58,516 --> 00:58:00,768 because he doesn't know what else to do. 887 00:58:05,023 --> 00:58:06,525 The Renoir painting from before. 888 00:58:06,608 --> 00:58:08,735 That's my mom's favorite painting. 889 00:58:08,818 --> 00:58:11,280 Hmm. It's a beautiful painting. 890 00:58:11,362 --> 00:58:12,364 Yeah. 891 00:58:12,864 --> 00:58:15,534 She always liked how helpful a girl who's not playing is. 892 00:58:15,617 --> 00:58:17,036 She's like turning the pages. 893 00:58:17,827 --> 00:58:20,164 It's like a selfless act. 894 00:58:21,998 --> 00:58:23,250 Your mom sounds cool. 895 00:58:26,711 --> 00:58:29,380 You know, we're not taking any of this with us. 896 00:58:30,090 --> 00:58:31,090 Oh, sorry, you... 897 00:58:32,550 --> 00:58:33,844 thought these were for you? 898 00:58:34,719 --> 00:58:36,931 Uh, they're for my girlfriend. 899 00:58:37,722 --> 00:58:39,182 Oh, for your girlfriend? 900 00:58:39,266 --> 00:58:40,351 Yeah. 901 00:58:41,226 --> 00:58:42,228 She's really... 902 00:58:43,394 --> 00:58:44,396 bad for me. 903 00:58:46,606 --> 00:58:47,608 It's what I go for. 904 00:58:48,608 --> 00:58:49,610 Fuck her. 905 00:58:53,614 --> 00:58:54,697 - We will be taking this guy. - Yeah? 906 00:58:54,782 --> 00:58:55,907 - Yeah. See, yeah... - All right, yeah? 907 00:58:55,990 --> 00:58:57,952 ...he's just perfect. 908 00:59:10,172 --> 00:59:11,130 Hold your breath. 909 00:59:12,715 --> 00:59:13,759 What? 910 00:59:14,969 --> 00:59:17,471 My mom would do this thing when we were in the car together. 911 00:59:17,554 --> 00:59:19,139 She would shout, "Hold your breath," randomly, 912 00:59:19,222 --> 00:59:20,266 and then we would hold our breath 913 00:59:20,349 --> 00:59:22,184 and see who can do it the longest. 914 00:59:25,019 --> 00:59:26,938 - Hold your breath. - Okay. 915 00:59:38,909 --> 00:59:40,077 You win. 916 00:59:42,829 --> 00:59:44,331 I didn't take a big enough... 917 00:59:49,295 --> 00:59:51,005 Sarah, you're gonna pass out, 918 00:59:51,088 --> 00:59:53,172 and I'm gonna have to give you the kiss of life. 919 00:59:57,219 --> 00:59:58,219 Ah. 920 00:59:58,721 --> 01:00:00,179 She wants me to give her the kiss of life. 921 01:00:05,728 --> 01:00:07,146 I think I just saw God. 922 01:00:08,856 --> 01:00:10,648 Congratulations, Sarah and David. 923 01:00:10,733 --> 01:00:11,733 You've earned a break. 924 01:00:12,735 --> 01:00:15,945 You'll arrive at the scenic overlook in 21 minutes. 925 01:00:16,947 --> 01:00:18,364 Yay. A break. 926 01:00:20,159 --> 01:00:21,201 What's happening? 927 01:00:21,284 --> 01:00:22,744 I am gonna change. 928 01:00:27,666 --> 01:00:29,208 Okay, no peeking. 929 01:00:29,293 --> 01:00:30,460 Yeah, of course. 930 01:00:30,543 --> 01:00:31,545 Okay, but if I move the mirror, 931 01:00:31,628 --> 01:00:33,297 it's just to see out of the back of the car. 932 01:00:33,380 --> 01:00:35,465 And maybe, just a little bit of your face. 933 01:00:35,548 --> 01:00:36,550 There you are. 934 01:00:38,802 --> 01:00:40,346 I don't know if I trust the angle 935 01:00:40,429 --> 01:00:41,929 of that mirror right now. 936 01:00:42,014 --> 01:00:43,724 Just the face. Just the face. Just the face. 937 01:00:45,224 --> 01:00:47,101 Hey, can I tell you something I just thought about? 938 01:00:47,186 --> 01:00:48,186 Yeah. 939 01:00:48,269 --> 01:00:50,688 And I've never told anyone this. 940 01:00:50,773 --> 01:00:53,150 When I was a kid, my mom left. 941 01:00:55,402 --> 01:00:56,402 Oh. 942 01:00:56,487 --> 01:00:57,780 Yeah, no, it's... I mean, it's fine. 943 01:00:57,862 --> 01:00:59,072 She came back. She wasn't gone long. 944 01:00:59,155 --> 01:01:02,659 But the strange thing was my dad never said a word about it. 945 01:01:03,242 --> 01:01:05,913 You know, I kind of... I'd forgotten it. 946 01:01:05,996 --> 01:01:07,039 Oh. 947 01:01:07,121 --> 01:01:09,123 Yeah. Yeah, I was small, and... 948 01:01:10,125 --> 01:01:11,751 I knew it wasn't good. 949 01:01:13,795 --> 01:01:14,963 I'm sorry. 950 01:01:15,047 --> 01:01:16,798 I know I said my parents always worry about me, 951 01:01:16,882 --> 01:01:20,885 but I actually always... I always worry about my dad. 952 01:01:21,844 --> 01:01:22,846 Yeah. 953 01:01:23,931 --> 01:01:25,807 Well, thank you for sharing that with me. 954 01:01:25,891 --> 01:01:27,226 Well, thank you for letting me. 955 01:01:30,269 --> 01:01:31,896 Do you think life is short? 956 01:01:31,980 --> 01:01:32,981 Mmm. 957 01:01:33,898 --> 01:01:34,900 Go on. 958 01:01:35,818 --> 01:01:38,320 I don't know. It's something I've been... thinking, 959 01:01:38,403 --> 01:01:40,197 and I just wanted to hear my mouth say it. 960 01:01:42,449 --> 01:01:43,534 I don't think life is short. 961 01:01:44,952 --> 01:01:45,994 People say it, you know. 962 01:01:46,077 --> 01:01:47,621 "Life is short. Have fun." But... 963 01:01:48,539 --> 01:01:50,456 I have to say, for the last ten years or so, 964 01:01:51,916 --> 01:01:53,751 life has felt pretty damn long to me. 965 01:01:56,255 --> 01:01:57,255 I agree. 966 01:01:57,840 --> 01:01:58,923 - You do? - Yeah. 967 01:01:59,007 --> 01:02:01,135 Life only feels short when you're moving forward 968 01:02:01,217 --> 01:02:02,885 with something that you don't want to end. 969 01:02:03,469 --> 01:02:04,721 Right. Yeah, yeah. 970 01:02:09,268 --> 01:02:11,561 I haven't moved forward with something in a long time. 971 01:02:17,192 --> 01:02:18,193 And how does... 972 01:02:19,527 --> 01:02:20,528 How does it feel now? 973 01:02:28,954 --> 01:02:31,289 It's may be feeling a smidge shorter. 974 01:02:36,043 --> 01:02:37,170 Yeah. 975 01:02:39,380 --> 01:02:40,382 Yeah. 976 01:02:49,432 --> 01:02:50,851 Okay, how is this a break? 977 01:03:16,918 --> 01:03:19,922 Are we looking down at ourselves right now? 978 01:03:20,422 --> 01:03:21,380 I think so. 979 01:03:22,840 --> 01:03:25,552 - This is so... - Beautiful. 980 01:03:26,802 --> 01:03:29,347 I was gonna say strange, but yeah, that too. 981 01:03:29,431 --> 01:03:30,681 Beautifully strange. 982 01:03:30,766 --> 01:03:32,809 It's strangely beautiful. 983 01:03:36,103 --> 01:03:37,105 Hmm. 984 01:03:43,237 --> 01:03:45,322 When was the last time you were at a wedding with someone? 985 01:03:47,282 --> 01:03:48,324 Oh. 986 01:03:48,407 --> 01:03:50,494 It's... been a while. 987 01:03:53,079 --> 01:03:54,081 Same. 988 01:03:55,373 --> 01:03:56,625 And what do you think would have happened 989 01:03:56,708 --> 01:03:58,376 if we had gone to that wedding together? 990 01:04:04,715 --> 01:04:05,759 Hmm. 991 01:04:07,385 --> 01:04:10,972 Well, I guess we would have known we were together 992 01:04:11,056 --> 01:04:13,266 - and that would have been... - A comfort. 993 01:04:14,059 --> 01:04:15,059 Yeah. 994 01:04:19,606 --> 01:04:21,650 I never liked coming to these things alone. 995 01:04:23,402 --> 01:04:25,987 At some point, you would have gotten me a drink... 996 01:04:26,070 --> 01:04:27,072 Yeah. 997 01:04:27,155 --> 01:04:28,532 ...and I would have felt... 998 01:04:33,286 --> 01:04:34,288 Yeah. 999 01:04:34,788 --> 01:04:36,331 - You would have felt what? - I would have felt... 1000 01:04:37,498 --> 01:04:39,585 - taken care of. - You would have been. 1001 01:04:42,211 --> 01:04:43,213 Yeah. 1002 01:04:45,673 --> 01:04:46,675 What's your drink? 1003 01:04:47,634 --> 01:04:48,760 White wine. 1004 01:04:48,844 --> 01:04:49,844 Dry. 1005 01:04:49,927 --> 01:04:50,929 Very dry. 1006 01:04:51,012 --> 01:04:53,889 - Like rocks. - Like dryer. 1007 01:04:59,271 --> 01:05:00,771 Would we have danced at this wedding? 1008 01:05:01,273 --> 01:05:03,483 - You don't dance at weddings. - I do in this scenario. 1009 01:05:03,567 --> 01:05:05,027 - Oh. Okay. - Yeah. 1010 01:05:05,110 --> 01:05:06,445 We're rewriting the rulebooks. 1011 01:05:06,527 --> 01:05:08,112 Then we would have danced. 1012 01:05:08,195 --> 01:05:09,197 God, it sounds like 1013 01:05:09,280 --> 01:05:10,532 we're having a good time at this wedding. 1014 01:05:10,615 --> 01:05:12,576 God, we're having a great time at this wedding. 1015 01:05:12,659 --> 01:05:13,744 Does it make you nervous? 1016 01:05:13,827 --> 01:05:15,202 How lovely a time we're having? 1017 01:05:15,286 --> 01:05:16,413 A little. 1018 01:05:18,206 --> 01:05:19,708 - You? - Very much. 1019 01:05:20,500 --> 01:05:21,585 But I'm okay with it. 1020 01:05:22,878 --> 01:05:24,378 Why? 1021 01:05:25,255 --> 01:05:26,922 Because I prefer to feel nervous with you 1022 01:05:27,007 --> 01:05:28,425 than feel nothing alone. 1023 01:05:30,469 --> 01:05:31,552 That simple. 1024 01:05:45,275 --> 01:05:46,943 Are you taking it all in this time? 1025 01:06:22,353 --> 01:06:24,188 You have arrived at your next stop. 1026 01:06:26,358 --> 01:06:27,608 Shite. 1027 01:06:27,693 --> 01:06:30,195 - Do you know that door? - Yeah. You? 1028 01:06:31,237 --> 01:06:33,239 Yeah, I used to go there all the time. 1029 01:06:34,574 --> 01:06:35,574 Me, too. 1030 01:06:36,992 --> 01:06:38,452 I don't wanna go in there. 1031 01:06:38,536 --> 01:06:39,663 Me neither. 1032 01:06:39,746 --> 01:06:40,831 Pass. 1033 01:06:40,914 --> 01:06:42,998 You have arrived at your next stop. 1034 01:06:47,586 --> 01:06:49,130 I think now would be a good time to tell you 1035 01:06:49,213 --> 01:06:50,172 I was engaged once. 1036 01:06:52,509 --> 01:06:53,510 Okay. 1037 01:06:54,302 --> 01:06:55,971 I think now would be a good time to tell you 1038 01:06:56,054 --> 01:06:57,722 I'm a fucking monster. 1039 01:07:32,548 --> 01:07:33,592 All right. 1040 01:07:34,384 --> 01:07:35,552 Yeah. 1041 01:07:39,847 --> 01:07:40,849 Hey. 1042 01:07:41,807 --> 01:07:42,809 Here. 1043 01:07:47,355 --> 01:07:48,356 I'm so sorry. 1044 01:07:49,940 --> 01:07:51,985 Two people saying sorry at the end of a relationship. 1045 01:07:52,068 --> 01:07:53,862 Well, it doesn't get more boring than that. 1046 01:07:59,701 --> 01:08:01,369 Are you sure you wanna go through with this? 1047 01:08:03,246 --> 01:08:04,748 Yeah. Yeah, I'm sure. 1048 01:08:05,289 --> 01:08:06,373 Because... 1049 01:08:07,083 --> 01:08:08,960 And I know this might make me sound weak or whatever. 1050 01:08:09,043 --> 01:08:10,545 - No, you're not weak. - It's fine. 1051 01:08:11,128 --> 01:08:12,547 But just say the word, and... 1052 01:08:13,840 --> 01:08:15,300 we can just forget about this. 1053 01:08:16,051 --> 01:08:17,802 And you can put that ring right back on my finger, 1054 01:08:17,886 --> 01:08:19,136 and we can just move on. 1055 01:08:20,012 --> 01:08:21,014 Together. 1056 01:08:21,096 --> 01:08:22,097 You're gonna love this. 1057 01:08:22,640 --> 01:08:24,184 I, uh, upgraded our room. 1058 01:08:26,645 --> 01:08:27,645 Check it out. 1059 01:08:28,270 --> 01:08:29,564 Oh, wow. 1060 01:08:29,648 --> 01:08:31,149 - It's gonna be so great. - It's lovely. 1061 01:08:31,233 --> 01:08:33,359 I also made a reservation at your... 1062 01:08:33,443 --> 01:08:34,735 your favorite restaurant. 1063 01:08:34,819 --> 01:08:36,195 - Great. - Yeah. And I made sure 1064 01:08:36,279 --> 01:08:39,698 they had the very, very, very dry white wine. 1065 01:08:40,242 --> 01:08:41,784 - Thank you. - Drier than dirt dry. 1066 01:08:43,118 --> 01:08:45,162 Why didn't we work? Why did this end? 1067 01:08:45,872 --> 01:08:46,914 Just... 1068 01:08:48,625 --> 01:08:49,626 wasn't meant to be. 1069 01:08:51,086 --> 01:08:52,337 That's such bullshit. 1070 01:08:53,880 --> 01:08:54,840 "Wasn't meant to be"? 1071 01:08:54,922 --> 01:08:56,550 Wait, you... you didn't say that when this happened. 1072 01:08:56,632 --> 01:08:58,885 Why did you lose interest in me, David? 1073 01:08:58,969 --> 01:08:59,970 You didn't say that either. 1074 01:09:00,052 --> 01:09:01,846 ...thing where I pick out your outfit for the night. 1075 01:09:01,930 --> 01:09:02,930 I leave you tonight. 1076 01:09:13,984 --> 01:09:14,984 What do you mean? 1077 01:09:15,777 --> 01:09:17,028 When you're asleep, 1078 01:09:17,112 --> 01:09:18,320 I leave you in the middle of the night. 1079 01:09:20,823 --> 01:09:22,074 And when you wake up... 1080 01:09:22,993 --> 01:09:25,287 you have no idea where I am, and you're... 1081 01:09:25,828 --> 01:09:29,457 worried sick, and you text and you call and... 1082 01:09:31,710 --> 01:09:32,961 I block your number, 1083 01:09:34,212 --> 01:09:35,671 and you never hear from me again. 1084 01:09:37,966 --> 01:09:40,217 - Tell me why you lost interest? - I don't know. 1085 01:09:40,926 --> 01:09:41,927 Jesus Christ! 1086 01:09:42,011 --> 01:09:43,262 When did you start stabbing people? 1087 01:09:44,221 --> 01:09:46,515 You chased after me so hard. 1088 01:09:46,600 --> 01:09:48,393 Won me over. When you finally had me, 1089 01:09:48,475 --> 01:09:50,270 - what happened? - I was underwhelmed. 1090 01:09:50,353 --> 01:09:51,770 - What happened? - I was overwhelmed. 1091 01:09:51,854 --> 01:09:53,606 - Felt disappointed. - Didn't wanna be disappointing. 1092 01:09:53,689 --> 01:09:55,358 Thought of coming home to you every day made me... 1093 01:09:55,442 --> 01:09:56,443 Break out into hives. 1094 01:09:57,860 --> 01:09:59,154 - I wasn't happy with you. - Or me. 1095 01:09:59,237 --> 01:10:00,697 - Or us. - Blah, blah, blah. 1096 01:10:00,779 --> 01:10:02,698 - Blah, blah, blah. Dig... - Deeper. 1097 01:10:02,782 --> 01:10:04,533 I thought we just dug fairly fucking deep. 1098 01:10:05,118 --> 01:10:06,118 Okay. 1099 01:10:07,828 --> 01:10:08,829 I'll go. 1100 01:10:09,872 --> 01:10:12,333 At first, I was really into you. 1101 01:10:14,252 --> 01:10:15,545 I thought I'd met my match. 1102 01:10:15,628 --> 01:10:17,505 Someone just like me. 1103 01:10:17,588 --> 01:10:21,051 Someone who wanted to have fun and not care. 1104 01:10:21,760 --> 01:10:22,761 Someone... 1105 01:10:23,511 --> 01:10:25,512 who knew that this was all bullshit, 1106 01:10:25,596 --> 01:10:27,056 and that it wasn't gonna last. 1107 01:10:27,806 --> 01:10:29,141 And then you changed. 1108 01:10:29,225 --> 01:10:30,851 You started to care. 1109 01:10:31,478 --> 01:10:32,520 Really care. 1110 01:10:32,604 --> 01:10:34,064 Because I fell in love with you. 1111 01:10:34,146 --> 01:10:36,065 Yes! That! I didn't ask for that. 1112 01:10:36,149 --> 01:10:37,317 It was too much. 1113 01:10:38,318 --> 01:10:39,903 I loved you too much? 1114 01:10:39,985 --> 01:10:41,695 Yes. Yeah. 1115 01:10:42,238 --> 01:10:43,238 No. 1116 01:10:43,823 --> 01:10:45,033 Yes. Yeah. 1117 01:10:50,372 --> 01:10:53,457 So you leave me because I love you. 1118 01:10:53,541 --> 01:10:55,377 No, I leave you because... 1119 01:11:00,465 --> 01:11:02,926 Because you love some version of me that's not me. 1120 01:11:03,635 --> 01:11:04,636 And you don't... 1121 01:11:06,220 --> 01:11:07,221 You don't know me. 1122 01:11:08,847 --> 01:11:11,559 You never really knew me. 1123 01:11:12,935 --> 01:11:14,229 And that's my fault? 1124 01:11:25,364 --> 01:11:26,365 And what about you? 1125 01:11:27,826 --> 01:11:28,827 Hard pass. 1126 01:11:36,208 --> 01:11:37,210 I, um... 1127 01:11:38,837 --> 01:11:40,921 I genuinely believed that I could make you happy. 1128 01:11:42,215 --> 01:11:44,259 And that's all I wanted. 1129 01:11:44,341 --> 01:11:45,885 That hope is everything to me. 1130 01:11:46,970 --> 01:11:49,221 Means that every day that I'm pursuing you and... 1131 01:11:50,640 --> 01:11:52,225 I'm pleasing you is beautiful. 1132 01:11:52,307 --> 01:11:54,601 You know, it's meaningful until I have you. 1133 01:11:54,685 --> 01:11:56,520 And then, it all... 1134 01:11:58,398 --> 01:11:59,690 becomes meaningless. 1135 01:12:03,610 --> 01:12:05,279 And then, I start feeling... 1136 01:12:06,030 --> 01:12:07,323 myself again. 1137 01:12:09,074 --> 01:12:10,409 You know, the me that I was... 1138 01:12:11,286 --> 01:12:12,287 before we met. 1139 01:12:13,328 --> 01:12:16,832 Except this time, I'm more tired. 1140 01:12:17,542 --> 01:12:19,543 And then I wake up one morning, and I... 1141 01:12:20,170 --> 01:12:22,963 I'm about as fucking empty as I have ever been. 1142 01:12:25,800 --> 01:12:26,801 And... 1143 01:12:27,342 --> 01:12:28,677 you'll never make me happy. 1144 01:12:32,724 --> 01:12:33,932 That's very, very cruel. 1145 01:12:35,810 --> 01:12:37,061 No one's good enough for you. 1146 01:12:54,953 --> 01:12:55,954 Deer incoming. 1147 01:12:56,038 --> 01:12:57,082 What? 1148 01:12:58,875 --> 01:13:00,085 Oh, shit! 1149 01:13:29,780 --> 01:13:30,782 Come on. 1150 01:13:31,615 --> 01:13:32,699 Crap. 1151 01:13:34,202 --> 01:13:35,203 Crap. 1152 01:13:35,286 --> 01:13:36,453 - Sabotage! - Huh. 1153 01:13:40,625 --> 01:13:42,502 You know how to fix totaled cars? 1154 01:13:42,585 --> 01:13:43,586 I do not. 1155 01:13:47,090 --> 01:13:48,757 How about burning cars? 1156 01:13:49,341 --> 01:13:50,592 I do not. 1157 01:13:51,511 --> 01:13:52,595 Well... 1158 01:13:53,470 --> 01:13:54,972 we're good at destroying things. 1159 01:13:56,850 --> 01:13:57,850 Apparently. 1160 01:14:11,280 --> 01:14:13,283 - David? - Yeah? 1161 01:14:16,828 --> 01:14:17,828 Let's not do this. 1162 01:14:18,371 --> 01:14:19,372 Do what? 1163 01:14:20,247 --> 01:14:21,248 This. Let's... 1164 01:14:25,670 --> 01:14:27,296 I don't want to be the girl sitting in a café, 1165 01:14:27,380 --> 01:14:28,797 holding a ring, 1166 01:14:28,881 --> 01:14:30,507 wondering when you lost interest in me. 1167 01:14:35,430 --> 01:14:36,430 I don't want you to be the guy 1168 01:14:36,514 --> 01:14:37,931 that I leave in the middle of the night. 1169 01:14:38,682 --> 01:14:39,684 Let's just... 1170 01:14:41,185 --> 01:14:43,020 end this before we hurt each other. 1171 01:14:43,104 --> 01:14:45,105 Why are you so certain we're gonna hurt each other? 1172 01:14:49,068 --> 01:14:51,320 Were you not paying attention back there in the café? 1173 01:14:51,404 --> 01:14:53,072 That... that's just who we are. 1174 01:14:53,155 --> 01:14:54,157 That's who we were. 1175 01:14:54,239 --> 01:14:56,283 It doesn't mean it has to be who we are, Sarah. 1176 01:14:56,868 --> 01:14:58,036 I mean, this whole journey... 1177 01:14:59,412 --> 01:15:02,497 I think it's a... it's a chance, you know, for us to be open. 1178 01:15:03,832 --> 01:15:06,085 I mean, life is... Life is better when you're open. 1179 01:15:07,670 --> 01:15:08,880 What does that even mean? 1180 01:15:10,381 --> 01:15:12,132 It means... It means... Um... 1181 01:15:18,472 --> 01:15:19,724 It means, I love you. 1182 01:15:19,806 --> 01:15:20,807 What? 1183 01:15:23,019 --> 01:15:25,063 Yeah. I love you. 1184 01:15:26,104 --> 01:15:27,689 - No, you don't. - Yeah, I do. 1185 01:15:28,190 --> 01:15:29,484 - You don't. You don't... - I'm sorry, I do. 1186 01:15:29,567 --> 01:15:30,568 You don't know me. 1187 01:15:36,157 --> 01:15:37,158 You... 1188 01:15:38,201 --> 01:15:40,619 - You don't. - Yes, I do. I know that you... 1189 01:15:42,747 --> 01:15:44,414 I know that you feel like shit that you weren't there 1190 01:15:44,498 --> 01:15:45,500 when your mother died. 1191 01:15:47,085 --> 01:15:49,127 I know that you've never been able to forgive yourself for it. 1192 01:15:49,212 --> 01:15:51,213 I know that you cheat, 1193 01:15:51,296 --> 01:15:52,966 so no one else can hurt you first. 1194 01:15:53,048 --> 01:15:55,051 And that you leave, you know, when you feel like 1195 01:15:55,134 --> 01:15:58,179 you're being loved too much. 1196 01:16:05,728 --> 01:16:06,729 I know you, Sarah. 1197 01:16:11,693 --> 01:16:13,903 But I also know that you love eating fast-food cheeseburgers, 1198 01:16:13,987 --> 01:16:16,238 and I know that you love traveling alone like I do. 1199 01:16:17,073 --> 01:16:18,198 I see you, Sarah. 1200 01:16:19,908 --> 01:16:20,909 I see you. 1201 01:16:23,912 --> 01:16:24,956 And I love you. 1202 01:16:25,539 --> 01:16:28,458 And not some idea of you. I love you, all of you. 1203 01:16:32,587 --> 01:16:34,047 Maybe you feel that way right now, 1204 01:16:34,131 --> 01:16:35,507 but what about tomorrow? 1205 01:16:35,591 --> 01:16:37,135 What about next week? 1206 01:16:37,217 --> 01:16:39,720 What about next month, once you... 1207 01:16:40,846 --> 01:16:42,015 Once you have me? 1208 01:16:42,097 --> 01:16:43,224 Really have me? 1209 01:16:44,766 --> 01:16:47,311 - Then what? - Then we have a cup of tea. 1210 01:16:48,604 --> 01:16:49,604 We keep it... 1211 01:16:49,689 --> 01:16:51,815 We... we lie on the grass, we read books. 1212 01:16:53,943 --> 01:16:55,862 We dance, Sarah. We just... We dance. 1213 01:16:55,944 --> 01:16:57,738 I mean, that life that we imagined up there. 1214 01:16:57,822 --> 01:16:59,407 - It was a fantasy, David. - I refuse to believe that. 1215 01:16:59,489 --> 01:17:00,824 It's a thing we made up. 1216 01:17:03,994 --> 01:17:05,454 I refuse to believe that. 1217 01:17:05,537 --> 01:17:08,207 Because this is what you do. You do this. 1218 01:17:08,291 --> 01:17:10,710 You, like, relentlessly chase after someone, 1219 01:17:10,792 --> 01:17:12,462 because you think they're gonna make you happy. 1220 01:17:12,545 --> 01:17:14,255 And then when you get them, you don't want them anymore. 1221 01:17:14,338 --> 01:17:16,381 No, no, no, no. Yeah, I've done that in the past. 1222 01:17:16,466 --> 01:17:17,466 But that's not what this is about. 1223 01:17:17,550 --> 01:17:18,592 This isn't about the chase, Sarah. 1224 01:17:18,676 --> 01:17:19,761 It's not about using you 1225 01:17:19,844 --> 01:17:21,762 as a distraction from my bullshit. 1226 01:17:23,305 --> 01:17:25,307 It's not even about being happy. It's about... 1227 01:17:27,935 --> 01:17:29,561 It's about believing. 1228 01:17:29,645 --> 01:17:32,439 That's what this is about. For the first time, maybe, ever. 1229 01:17:32,523 --> 01:17:34,192 It's about believing that it's possible. 1230 01:17:35,484 --> 01:17:36,485 What is? 1231 01:17:39,780 --> 01:17:40,782 To share a life. 1232 01:17:47,829 --> 01:17:51,083 It's just... not worth the risk for me. 1233 01:17:53,043 --> 01:17:54,127 I'm sorry. 1234 01:17:59,300 --> 01:18:00,301 I mean, it's... 1235 01:18:09,601 --> 01:18:10,603 It's okay. 1236 01:18:12,646 --> 01:18:13,730 I don't want to upset you. 1237 01:18:15,024 --> 01:18:16,109 It's okay. 1238 01:18:54,313 --> 01:18:55,689 Thanks for the clothes. 1239 01:18:57,524 --> 01:18:59,402 I, uh... 1240 01:19:00,194 --> 01:19:03,280 I fixed your exploded car. 1241 01:19:04,614 --> 01:19:05,615 How? 1242 01:19:06,408 --> 01:19:07,784 It happens more than you think. 1243 01:19:08,911 --> 01:19:10,037 Why did you have to fix it? 1244 01:19:10,954 --> 01:19:15,292 Because there's more to do, isn't there? 1245 01:19:20,046 --> 01:19:21,006 Yeah. 1246 01:19:22,425 --> 01:19:26,804 These are a gift from the car rental agency. 1247 01:19:26,887 --> 01:19:27,971 But it's not raining. 1248 01:19:33,519 --> 01:19:34,686 - Okay. - Okay. 1249 01:19:47,449 --> 01:19:49,409 You'll arrive at Kiki's Travel Plaza 1250 01:19:49,493 --> 01:19:50,661 in 21 miles. 1251 01:20:15,520 --> 01:20:16,895 Drop off Sarah. 1252 01:21:13,034 --> 01:21:14,578 Sarah, are you ready to continue 1253 01:21:14,662 --> 01:21:16,706 your big, bold, beautiful journey? 1254 01:21:17,872 --> 01:21:18,873 Uh... 1255 01:21:21,042 --> 01:21:22,127 No. I... 1256 01:21:23,503 --> 01:21:24,505 I'm done. 1257 01:21:25,338 --> 01:21:26,298 I'm done. 1258 01:21:26,966 --> 01:21:31,011 You can do this. In 500 feet, take exit 57. 1259 01:21:31,554 --> 01:21:34,055 I said I'm done, motherfucker. 1260 01:21:34,140 --> 01:21:35,432 I'm done. 1261 01:21:35,515 --> 01:21:37,059 Sarah, come on. 1262 01:21:38,019 --> 01:21:40,604 Take the next exit, 58B, and... 1263 01:21:40,688 --> 01:21:41,689 No. 1264 01:21:42,773 --> 01:21:44,108 Recalculating. 1265 01:21:45,234 --> 01:21:47,737 Come on, Sarah. Let's finish this out. 1266 01:21:48,779 --> 01:21:52,158 In 1.5 miles, take exit 59-A. 1267 01:21:52,240 --> 01:21:53,242 Shut up! 1268 01:21:54,201 --> 01:21:55,453 Shut the fuck up! 1269 01:21:58,831 --> 01:22:02,627 In 1.5 miles, take exit 59-A. 1270 01:22:06,756 --> 01:22:07,756 Thanks, I just... 1271 01:22:09,466 --> 01:22:11,010 I just need to go home. 1272 01:22:11,092 --> 01:22:12,302 I just wanna go home. 1273 01:22:14,220 --> 01:22:15,221 All right, Sarah. 1274 01:22:15,972 --> 01:22:18,266 You'll reach home in one hour and 33 minutes... 1275 01:22:18,350 --> 01:22:19,894 - Okay. - ...with normal traffic. 1276 01:22:21,228 --> 01:22:22,270 Thank you. 1277 01:22:26,359 --> 01:22:27,693 Recalculating. 1278 01:22:29,153 --> 01:22:30,404 I just wanna go home. 1279 01:22:31,154 --> 01:22:32,238 All right, David. 1280 01:22:33,032 --> 01:22:35,326 You'll reach home in one hour and 33 minutes 1281 01:22:35,408 --> 01:22:37,243 - with normal traffic. - Thank you. 1282 01:22:51,591 --> 01:22:52,760 You are home. 1283 01:22:58,140 --> 01:23:00,016 Wrong home, asshole. 1284 01:23:18,327 --> 01:23:23,373 There's a bug like an angel 1285 01:23:23,457 --> 01:23:24,500 Fuck. 1286 01:23:24,582 --> 01:23:27,002 Stuck to the bottom 1287 01:23:27,086 --> 01:23:32,882 Of my glass With a little bit left 1288 01:23:35,927 --> 01:23:39,515 As I got older 1289 01:23:39,597 --> 01:23:43,310 I learned I'm a drinker 1290 01:23:44,103 --> 01:23:49,899 Sometimes a drink Feels like family 1291 01:23:50,484 --> 01:23:57,115 Family 1292 01:24:01,328 --> 01:24:04,789 Hey, what's the matter? 1293 01:24:06,292 --> 01:24:07,292 Where'd you go? 1294 01:24:10,296 --> 01:24:13,256 - Uh, for a walk. - You're wet! 1295 01:24:15,091 --> 01:24:17,219 He's... he's upstairs. 1296 01:24:18,636 --> 01:24:20,430 - Who's upstairs? - Our son. 1297 01:24:21,390 --> 01:24:24,100 - Our son? - What's wrong, honey? 1298 01:24:24,643 --> 01:24:25,644 "Honey"? 1299 01:24:26,979 --> 01:24:28,396 Sorry, how old am I? 1300 01:24:29,148 --> 01:24:30,274 You're 57. 1301 01:24:32,193 --> 01:24:33,234 Fifty-seven. 1302 01:24:34,069 --> 01:24:36,572 - What's this all about? - I'm Dad. 1303 01:24:36,654 --> 01:24:38,364 Yeah, you're his Dad. And he needs you right now. 1304 01:24:38,448 --> 01:24:40,201 That awful girl crushed him. 1305 01:24:41,409 --> 01:24:44,371 She's not an awful girl, Mom. 1306 01:24:45,706 --> 01:24:46,707 Uh, darling. 1307 01:24:48,000 --> 01:24:50,377 - Just go talk to him. - Okay. 1308 01:24:50,461 --> 01:24:57,051 Break you right back 1309 01:24:57,635 --> 01:25:03,306 Ooh, ooh 1310 01:25:03,390 --> 01:25:07,770 Ooh, ooh-ooh 1311 01:25:16,237 --> 01:25:20,032 When I'm bent over 1312 01:25:20,114 --> 01:25:23,452 Wishin' it was over 1313 01:25:24,328 --> 01:25:29,833 Makin' all variety of vows 1314 01:25:29,917 --> 01:25:31,793 I'll never keep 1315 01:25:32,545 --> 01:25:36,631 I try to remember 1316 01:25:36,715 --> 01:25:40,426 The wrath of the devil 1317 01:25:40,511 --> 01:25:46,641 Was also given him by God 1318 01:25:47,725 --> 01:25:51,729 Ooh, ooh 1319 01:25:51,814 --> 01:25:55,900 Ooh, ooh 1320 01:25:55,984 --> 01:25:57,944 Ooh 1321 01:26:33,188 --> 01:26:34,189 Mom? 1322 01:26:38,319 --> 01:26:39,444 Mom? 1323 01:26:39,528 --> 01:26:41,988 Oh. Hey, kiddo. 1324 01:26:43,282 --> 01:26:44,824 - Hi. - You're not dead. 1325 01:26:45,993 --> 01:26:48,494 Well, what the hell kind of thing is that to say? 1326 01:26:50,831 --> 01:26:51,832 Oh. 1327 01:26:53,125 --> 01:26:54,460 Mom. 1328 01:26:54,542 --> 01:26:55,836 Oh, oh. 1329 01:26:58,255 --> 01:26:59,256 Hi. 1330 01:27:00,466 --> 01:27:03,551 - Everything okay? - Hey, how old am I? 1331 01:27:05,261 --> 01:27:06,512 Did you hit your head or something? 1332 01:27:06,596 --> 01:27:07,640 Just, how old? 1333 01:27:10,059 --> 01:27:11,644 You're 12, silly. 1334 01:27:14,229 --> 01:27:15,564 I have the mashed potatoes ready. 1335 01:27:16,606 --> 01:27:17,608 Let's eat. 1336 01:27:31,704 --> 01:27:32,747 Mom? 1337 01:27:33,957 --> 01:27:36,585 I know how tired you are, but... 1338 01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:39,421 What is it, honey? 1339 01:27:41,923 --> 01:27:43,884 Would you mind watching a movie with me? 1340 01:27:45,176 --> 01:27:46,177 Of course. 1341 01:27:48,055 --> 01:27:49,847 Do you think I'd let you watch all alone? 1342 01:28:01,652 --> 01:28:03,404 Jesus. That's pathetic. 1343 01:28:06,364 --> 01:28:07,573 Dad? 1344 01:28:10,452 --> 01:28:11,453 Dad. 1345 01:28:16,708 --> 01:28:17,710 Yeah. 1346 01:28:19,086 --> 01:28:21,587 I'm your... dad. 1347 01:28:23,340 --> 01:28:24,841 Are you disappointed in me? 1348 01:28:27,176 --> 01:28:28,386 No. 1349 01:28:29,012 --> 01:28:30,014 No, I'm... I'm... 1350 01:28:31,222 --> 01:28:32,265 I'm sorry you're hurting. 1351 01:28:33,975 --> 01:28:34,976 It sucks. 1352 01:29:02,046 --> 01:29:03,296 Do you remember when... 1353 01:29:04,422 --> 01:29:06,550 Mom was away in the States? 1354 01:29:08,719 --> 01:29:09,761 I was 11. 1355 01:29:11,721 --> 01:29:13,390 It was just you and me for a month. 1356 01:29:15,100 --> 01:29:16,100 Yeah. 1357 01:29:17,394 --> 01:29:18,395 Yeah. 1358 01:29:20,980 --> 01:29:22,565 I never told you this before. 1359 01:29:27,779 --> 01:29:29,573 I heard you crying one night. 1360 01:29:31,783 --> 01:29:34,453 It was late, and you were sobbing. 1361 01:29:38,916 --> 01:29:40,333 I didn't know what to do. 1362 01:29:40,417 --> 01:29:42,211 I'd never heard you cry before. 1363 01:29:46,965 --> 01:29:49,134 And I wanted to comfort you, 1364 01:29:49,926 --> 01:29:50,927 but I was... 1365 01:29:54,014 --> 01:29:55,015 Scared? 1366 01:30:00,770 --> 01:30:01,771 Yeah. 1367 01:30:06,944 --> 01:30:08,237 I wanna go home. 1368 01:30:11,323 --> 01:30:13,492 I miss my family, Susan, and I wanna go home. 1369 01:30:14,118 --> 01:30:16,244 Oh, my God! You're married! 1370 01:30:17,078 --> 01:30:19,081 - No! - I knew that this was... 1371 01:30:47,859 --> 01:30:48,860 Hmm. 1372 01:30:50,737 --> 01:30:52,823 - Mom? - Mmm? 1373 01:30:52,905 --> 01:30:54,032 What is it, sweetheart? 1374 01:30:57,411 --> 01:30:59,037 Can we pretend that I'm older? 1375 01:31:00,079 --> 01:31:01,081 Mmm. 1376 01:31:03,542 --> 01:31:05,377 - You're good at pretend. - Yeah, I know. 1377 01:31:06,670 --> 01:31:08,130 I want you to pretend with me. 1378 01:31:10,591 --> 01:31:12,301 That sounds fun. When? 1379 01:31:13,010 --> 01:31:14,011 Now. 1380 01:31:14,094 --> 01:31:15,804 - Now? - Yeah, right now. 1381 01:31:16,430 --> 01:31:17,471 Okay. 1382 01:31:21,100 --> 01:31:22,101 Okay. 1383 01:31:26,856 --> 01:31:29,443 Begin pretending to be older. 1384 01:31:32,904 --> 01:31:34,739 I'm bad with men, Mom. 1385 01:31:39,619 --> 01:31:40,703 You're really getting into it. 1386 01:31:40,787 --> 01:31:42,581 Where did you even hear that phrase, sweetheart? 1387 01:31:42,663 --> 01:31:44,541 Just pretend... pretend with me, okay? 1388 01:31:47,336 --> 01:31:50,213 I'm bad with men, Mom. 1389 01:31:51,297 --> 01:31:53,257 - Now why would you say that? - 'Cause I am. 1390 01:32:00,724 --> 01:32:01,725 So am I. 1391 01:32:05,270 --> 01:32:06,270 I know. 1392 01:32:12,069 --> 01:32:13,069 Why? 1393 01:32:13,612 --> 01:32:14,613 Why is that? 1394 01:32:16,614 --> 01:32:17,865 Oh, I wish I knew. 1395 01:32:21,203 --> 01:32:22,203 I wish I knew. 1396 01:32:26,375 --> 01:32:27,917 I'm still trying to figure that out. 1397 01:32:31,755 --> 01:32:33,715 It's okay. It's okay. I know. 1398 01:32:37,761 --> 01:32:41,265 When I'm sad, or angry, 1399 01:32:42,181 --> 01:32:44,225 it feels like the world might fall apart. 1400 01:32:53,359 --> 01:32:57,447 That's the world, David. You know, it's messy, 1401 01:32:58,614 --> 01:33:01,284 it's shitty. It's full of uncertainty. 1402 01:33:02,953 --> 01:33:06,456 But... they try to protect you from it. 1403 01:33:07,873 --> 01:33:09,292 They made a promise they would. 1404 01:33:10,627 --> 01:33:12,045 - They? - Uh, we. 1405 01:33:14,046 --> 01:33:15,006 We made that promise. 1406 01:33:16,466 --> 01:33:17,551 For better and for worse. 1407 01:33:18,969 --> 01:33:19,970 And maybe... 1408 01:33:21,930 --> 01:33:24,099 Maybe it was for worse. I don't know. 1409 01:33:26,310 --> 01:33:28,311 Your mom and dad love you... 1410 01:33:29,979 --> 01:33:30,980 very much. 1411 01:33:36,444 --> 01:33:37,445 Yeah. 1412 01:33:40,282 --> 01:33:41,783 I have to leave in the morning. 1413 01:33:41,867 --> 01:33:44,786 Well, I know. For school. 1414 01:33:44,869 --> 01:33:46,496 }We're still pretending. 1415 01:33:46,621 --> 01:33:48,081 }Oh, okay. 1416 01:33:49,373 --> 01:33:50,417 Where are you headed? 1417 01:33:51,501 --> 01:33:52,502 To the city. 1418 01:33:52,586 --> 01:33:55,671 Wow. Miss Big Shot. 1419 01:34:01,802 --> 01:34:02,887 I'm gonna miss you. 1420 01:34:04,805 --> 01:34:06,140 I'm gonna miss you so much. 1421 01:34:09,895 --> 01:34:12,104 I'm scared I'm not gonna be a good adult, Mom. 1422 01:34:15,567 --> 01:34:16,693 You know, sweetheart, 1423 01:34:18,737 --> 01:34:20,072 you are capable 1424 01:34:21,530 --> 01:34:23,492 of being content in this life. 1425 01:34:25,159 --> 01:34:26,453 You just have to choose it. 1426 01:34:28,913 --> 01:34:30,207 What about being happy? 1427 01:34:33,210 --> 01:34:35,796 You can make yourself crazy trying to be happy. 1428 01:34:37,255 --> 01:34:38,631 Be content first. 1429 01:34:39,966 --> 01:34:41,510 Choose to be content. 1430 01:34:42,676 --> 01:34:44,512 And enjoy the moments of happiness 1431 01:34:44,595 --> 01:34:45,596 that come from that. 1432 01:34:49,184 --> 01:34:50,185 Okay. 1433 01:35:04,949 --> 01:35:06,409 Can we stop pretending now? 1434 01:35:09,287 --> 01:35:10,329 Why? 1435 01:35:11,832 --> 01:35:13,375 Because I want you to tuck me in. 1436 01:35:31,059 --> 01:35:33,353 - Snuggy bunny. - Night. 1437 01:35:36,773 --> 01:35:37,983 Good night, sweetheart. 1438 01:35:40,318 --> 01:35:41,319 Bye, Mom. 1439 01:36:00,505 --> 01:36:04,091 Fuck, yes! Still got it. 1440 01:36:05,092 --> 01:36:06,094 You win! 1441 01:36:06,177 --> 01:36:07,386 When did you get so good at this game? 1442 01:36:09,847 --> 01:36:13,935 - Wanna play again? - No, I'm actually... exhausted. 1443 01:36:18,398 --> 01:36:20,900 Oh, there's something I've been wanting to... 1444 01:36:21,859 --> 01:36:22,860 tell you for a while now. 1445 01:36:23,612 --> 01:36:24,654 What is it? 1446 01:36:25,404 --> 01:36:26,573 You should know that... 1447 01:36:29,618 --> 01:36:30,618 you're special. 1448 01:36:32,037 --> 01:36:33,579 You tell me that all the time. 1449 01:36:34,122 --> 01:36:36,291 Yeah, I know. 1450 01:36:58,521 --> 01:37:01,899 Love is funny 1451 01:37:02,943 --> 01:37:05,529 Or it's sad 1452 01:37:06,238 --> 01:37:09,365 Or it's quiet 1453 01:37:09,448 --> 01:37:13,036 Or it's mad 1454 01:37:13,118 --> 01:37:16,456 It's a good thing 1455 01:37:16,539 --> 01:37:19,583 Or it's bad 1456 01:37:20,710 --> 01:37:25,590 But beautiful 1457 01:37:26,091 --> 01:37:27,341 Did your phone crap out on you? 1458 01:37:27,425 --> 01:37:28,426 It did indeed. 1459 01:37:28,510 --> 01:37:31,054 Ah! I told you. You would have been fucked. 1460 01:37:31,136 --> 01:37:33,515 Oh, I was fucked anyway, many times over. 1461 01:37:33,597 --> 01:37:36,475 But I think it worked out okay. 1462 01:37:37,226 --> 01:37:39,395 Did you meet anyone on the way? 1463 01:37:41,855 --> 01:37:44,067 Is that what you, um, you do here? 1464 01:37:44,149 --> 01:37:46,819 You rent cars and fuck lives? 1465 01:37:46,903 --> 01:37:48,529 - Hey. Hey, hey. - "Fuck lives"? 1466 01:37:48,613 --> 01:37:50,532 No... I just... 1467 01:37:52,449 --> 01:37:53,534 Is this some kind of... 1468 01:37:57,162 --> 01:37:58,372 soulmate service? 1469 01:37:59,498 --> 01:38:01,542 - Oh, I like that. - Me, too. 1470 01:38:02,085 --> 01:38:03,168 Wouldn't that be nice? 1471 01:38:03,962 --> 01:38:05,130 Some service that would just find 1472 01:38:05,212 --> 01:38:06,381 the exact right person for you? 1473 01:38:07,215 --> 01:38:08,675 Would make life so much easier. 1474 01:38:09,466 --> 01:38:10,510 It would. 1475 01:38:11,511 --> 01:38:13,137 So, you weren't trying to match me and... 1476 01:38:13,762 --> 01:38:16,390 Stacy Dunn. No, she never picked up her car. 1477 01:38:16,474 --> 01:38:17,975 What is this still doing here? 1478 01:38:23,398 --> 01:38:24,983 So, Sarah was... 1479 01:38:25,483 --> 01:38:26,568 Oh, she came last minute. 1480 01:38:27,109 --> 01:38:29,029 Fortunately, Stacy's car was available. 1481 01:38:29,738 --> 01:38:31,113 Sarah made a good understudy. 1482 01:38:31,197 --> 01:38:34,074 I love that! 1483 01:38:34,658 --> 01:38:35,659 Me, too. 1484 01:38:37,287 --> 01:38:39,288 She hasn't been back yet? Sarah? 1485 01:38:39,997 --> 01:38:41,123 No. 1486 01:38:56,640 --> 01:38:57,640 Thank you. 1487 01:38:59,141 --> 01:39:00,143 Anytime. 1488 01:39:33,385 --> 01:39:35,845 You have arrived at your final destination. 1489 01:39:36,512 --> 01:39:37,555 Please return your car. 1490 01:39:43,770 --> 01:39:45,689 Is this my destination? 1491 01:39:49,149 --> 01:39:50,359 It depends, Sarah. 1492 01:39:51,360 --> 01:39:52,862 How do you want this to end? 1493 01:40:47,833 --> 01:40:48,835 How'd you find me? 1494 01:40:50,712 --> 01:40:51,712 GPS. 1495 01:40:52,921 --> 01:40:53,965 Ah. 1496 01:40:57,260 --> 01:40:59,136 I wanna say something now and... 1497 01:41:00,220 --> 01:41:01,972 it's something I've been thinking, and I just... 1498 01:41:02,974 --> 01:41:04,684 want to hear my mouth say it. 1499 01:41:08,188 --> 01:41:09,189 Um... 1500 01:41:11,315 --> 01:41:12,692 You are worth the risk. 1501 01:41:15,278 --> 01:41:17,113 I know you might hurt me and... 1502 01:41:18,113 --> 01:41:20,574 I mean, I would be devastated if you left me 1503 01:41:20,658 --> 01:41:23,912 and I would be devastated if I left you first. 1504 01:41:24,662 --> 01:41:26,413 And I know both things are a possibility. 1505 01:41:26,497 --> 01:41:29,250 And that scares me deeply. 1506 01:41:33,253 --> 01:41:34,713 You might think you know how deep, 1507 01:41:34,797 --> 01:41:35,798 but you don't. 1508 01:41:37,591 --> 01:41:40,386 But if anyone ever were to know, I would want it to be you. 1509 01:41:46,225 --> 01:41:47,226 I think... 1510 01:41:50,646 --> 01:41:52,273 I think we could be content together. 1511 01:41:54,108 --> 01:41:56,194 And in love. 1512 01:41:59,404 --> 01:42:00,698 Because I am in love with you. 1513 01:42:02,574 --> 01:42:05,662 When people keep repeatin' 1514 01:42:06,621 --> 01:42:09,457 That you'll never fall in love 1515 01:42:10,875 --> 01:42:14,253 When everybody keeps retreatin' 1516 01:42:15,212 --> 01:42:18,131 But you can't seem to get enough 1517 01:42:19,425 --> 01:42:22,554 Let my love open the door 1518 01:42:23,805 --> 01:42:27,391 Let my love open the door 1519 01:42:28,225 --> 01:42:31,938 Let my love open the door 1520 01:42:32,020 --> 01:42:35,274 To your heart 1521 01:42:35,358 --> 01:42:36,693 You got one more door in you? 1522 01:42:36,775 --> 01:42:38,778 To your heart 1523 01:42:40,904 --> 01:42:42,907 - I could do one more door. - Come on. 1524 01:42:47,328 --> 01:42:50,622 Let my love open the door 1525 01:42:51,666 --> 01:42:55,420 Let my love open the door 1526 01:42:56,128 --> 01:42:59,841 Let my love open the door 1527 01:42:59,923 --> 01:43:03,261 To your heart 1528 01:43:05,345 --> 01:43:09,225 I got the only key to your heart 1529 01:43:10,100 --> 01:43:13,729 That can stop you fallin' apart 1530 01:43:13,813 --> 01:43:17,524 Try today, you'll find this way 1531 01:43:18,275 --> 01:43:21,613 Come on And give me a chance to say 1532 01:43:22,279 --> 01:43:25,783 Let my love open the door 1533 01:43:26,868 --> 01:43:30,913 It's all I'm livin' for 1534 01:43:30,997 --> 01:43:34,333 Release yourself from misery 1535 01:43:35,542 --> 01:43:39,046 There's only one thing Gonna set you free 1536 01:43:39,130 --> 01:43:41,841 And that's my love 1537 01:43:43,717 --> 01:43:46,887 That's my love 1538 01:43:48,055 --> 01:43:50,265 That's my love 1539 01:43:52,351 --> 01:43:54,938 My love 1540 01:44:10,787 --> 01:44:15,917 All the lives I've lived 1541 01:44:19,671 --> 01:44:25,635 I'm ready to forgive myself 1542 01:44:29,596 --> 01:44:35,395 Deep lake diving in 1543 01:44:38,480 --> 01:44:43,528 My love could re-begin 1544 01:44:45,404 --> 01:44:50,576 Again 1545 01:44:55,622 --> 01:44:59,793 Part of me is missing 1546 01:44:59,877 --> 01:45:03,463 I doubt you see 1547 01:45:03,547 --> 01:45:05,675 How helpless I feel 1548 01:45:06,175 --> 01:45:10,637 Fragile, my heart I long to be held 1549 01:45:10,721 --> 01:45:13,099 I long to be loved 1550 01:45:13,181 --> 01:45:16,853 Might be a myth 1551 01:45:16,935 --> 01:45:20,814 But I'll take the risk 1552 01:45:30,824 --> 01:45:35,537 Such a lonely road 1553 01:45:40,333 --> 01:45:46,173 Found a kindred soul 1554 01:45:48,885 --> 01:45:54,097 Like I knew you from somewhere 1555 01:45:58,603 --> 01:46:02,939 Like magic in the air 1556 01:46:07,737 --> 01:46:13,158 Now I see you everywhere 1557 01:46:15,494 --> 01:46:19,832 Part of me is missing 1558 01:46:19,916 --> 01:46:23,668 I doubt you see 1559 01:46:23,752 --> 01:46:26,005 How helpless I feel 1560 01:46:26,088 --> 01:46:30,885 Fragile, my heart I long to be held 1561 01:46:30,967 --> 01:46:33,095 I long to be loved 1562 01:46:33,179 --> 01:46:37,182 Might be a myth 1563 01:46:37,265 --> 01:46:40,185 But I'll take the... 1564 01:46:40,269 --> 01:46:45,149 Rewrite my elegy Childhood memories 1565 01:46:45,233 --> 01:46:49,319 Fall in love with me... 1566 01:46:49,403 --> 01:46:54,408 Inside my symphony Fragmented parts of me 1567 01:46:54,492 --> 01:46:58,746 Dance in the... 1568 01:46:58,829 --> 01:47:03,708 What if we were meant to be? 1569 01:47:03,792 --> 01:47:09,047 If we don't jump We'll never know 1570 01:47:12,135 --> 01:47:16,012 Part of me is missing 1571 01:47:16,096 --> 01:47:19,809 I doubt you see 1572 01:47:19,891 --> 01:47:22,645 How helpless I feel 1573 01:47:22,728 --> 01:47:27,149 Fragile, my heart I long to be held 1574 01:47:27,233 --> 01:47:29,234 I long to be loved 1575 01:47:29,819 --> 01:47:33,613 Might be a myth 1576 01:47:33,698 --> 01:47:39,787 But I'll take the risk 1577 01:47:43,291 --> 01:47:47,752 I'll take the risk 106527