All language subtitles for Heartland s19e07 Fall Down, Get Back Up

Previously on Heartland... There's
something I need to tell you about our

halftime show. We're revealing our new
sponsor.

Jack! Jack!

What? Sorry, dude. I didn't mean to
scare you. I said your name like three

times. You nearly killed my horse.

You know, I think people need to hear
about this. Because next time, the horse

may not be so lucky. I brought you into
my world and you made a joke of it. Now

get off my ranch.

I don't need to see you back here. I
think maybe Gracie had something to do

the colic outbreak.

Putting horses' lives in danger? That
doesn't make any sense.

Hi, Amy. Hi.

Oh, wow.

That is a really big horse.

Nathan mentioned that you might be a
little bit afraid.

I don't have to do this, Parm. Yes, I
do.

Riding up to the wedding venue on a
white horse is tradition.

Amy, after we got engaged, my
grandmother mentioned a traditional

thought how much I loved the idea, but
that was before I knew you didn't like

horses. Well, it's more that they don't
like me.

You could ride in on a unicycle, Parm,
and I wouldn't care.

Okay, just as long as I get to marry
you.

A unicycle, huh?

Maybe I should have a big red nose, some
floppy shoes.

You'll have to excuse me for just a
minute.

I'll be right back. Okay.

Sorry to drop in like this. Nobody was
at the house.

I'm actually in the middle of something.

It won't take long.

I, um, need to show you something.

Thank you.

Okay.

You should invite your whole flag girl
team over to the ranch this weekend.

a big barbecue and celebrate your
performance at the rodeo.

Sounds like a great idea.

Fun. And just so you know, I'm around
all weekend. So if you need any help,

let me know. Awesome. Thanks, please.
Okay. I'm going to head out. I've got to

pick up a shirt at the dry cleaners.

Did you hear me, Jack?

Yeah. Going to the dry cleaners to get a
shirt.

No, I don't want dessert.

Okay.

I've got some errands to run.

I'll see you all later.

Okay.

Polaris had an abscessed tooth. We just
discovered it yesterday.

Are you here to blame me for that, too?
No.

No. He had the abscess long before I
dropped him off.

Possibly for several weeks.

An infected tooth could explain the
color.

My vet said the exact same thing.

It seems I owe you an apology.

At the break of day, you sank into the
dream.

You dreamer.

You dreamer.

You dreamer.

I was thinking before we get to the
writing, you

two should just get to know each other.

My parents sent me to a camp when I was
a kid. They put me on a horse named Pal,

but he wasn't much of a pal because he
bucked me off.

And, uh, boy did horses ever since.

Well, I promise you that Powder is a
sweetheart.

Okay?

Go ahead.

Just like this?

Yeah.

Okay. Good boy.

Okay, that's it.

Once you relax, he will, too.

So, uh, how do you know Nathan?

Shop class.

We spent all of high school trying to
restore a 1962 Ford Ranchero.

Finally got it working the day before
graduation.

It lasted all of an hour before the head
gasket blew.

Oh, no.

Well, I think it's pretty cool that you
two stayed in touch.

Oh, yeah. We got married around the same
time, divorced within a few years of

each other.

We both swore off relationships after
that, not to mention marriage.

So what made you change your mind?

Mina. She's smart and funny, and I don't
know if you've noticed, but she's a

total goddess.

Not only am I getting married again, but
I'm moving all the way to Vancouver

just to be with her, and I'm learning
how to ride a horse.

I know Mina said that the horse part of
the broth isn't a big deal, but

tradition is important to her.

And this is my wedding gift to Mina.

I just hope I don't mess it up.

Hey, Jack.

Living in your car now?

I've been couch surfing out of friends,
but I overstayed my welcome.

I thought your parents lived here.

They moved to the West Coast.

Well, you might want to come up with a
better life plan than couch surfing.

I do have a plan. I was serious when I
said I want to be a bull rider.

I'm going to find a coach and start
training.

If I were you, I'd head for the coast
and move back in with your folks. Well,

was thinking, maybe I could spend a
night or two in your barn loft, just

get things figured out. No, sir.

You broke my trust. That is not
something I can just forget.

Well, I'm not leaving.

I've got plenty of friends I can stay
with.

Hey, Dad.

Hey, kitty cat.

Hi.

I think it's a good weekend for this,
hey? The barbecue's gonna be awesome. Mm

-hmm.

Yeah, um, about that.

Please don't freak out, but it turns out
Gracie Price is throwing a barbecue for

the team tomorrow.

I don't understand.

It was super last minute, and you
couldn't say no. I mean, Price Beef is

sponsor. Okay, but did she invite the
team before or after she found out I was

going to host?

Mom, please don't make a big deal out of
this.

Yeah, yeah, I can take Katie. I can fit
this one out if you want.

Uh, no, let's all go, and I'll even
bring dessert.

Okay.

Hey, stranger.

Hey. Did you get Parm up on a horse?

Um, not yet. We're taking it slow, but I
plan to this afternoon.

I really appreciate you helping around.

Yeah, no worries.

It'll actually be fun to have another
wedding at the dude ranch.

So...

How is the competition life going?

It's okay. I'm rusty.

I miss you.

I miss you too.

I can't stop thinking about how we left
things off.

I know.

I'm going to have a chat with Gracie
when I get back.

Oh, um, actually, please don't. It turns
out that Polaris had a tooth abscess,

so the colic didn't have anything to do
with his sister.

And Spartan? Maybe just bad luck.

Sorry, I shouldn't have accused Gracie.
I just, I don't know, I guess I needed

someone to blame.

No, no, no, no. You don't have to
apologize.

I appreciate you being honest with me.

So you're still coming to that 4 -H
barbecue, right?

We're signed up to grill burgers.

Yeah, yeah, I'll be there, armed with a
spatula.

I better get going or I'm going to miss
my event.

I love you.

I love you too.

Yes, I'll always be lonely and blue.

One love, just one love, and that is me.

If I can't have your love, then I'll
stay blue.

Lou, you startled me.

Sorry, why was the music so loud?

I didn't think anyone else was home.

Okay, I'm headed to the grocery store to
pick up some baking supplies. Do you

need anything?

No, thanks.

foot in the stirrup and swing your other
leg over.

There you go.

Okay. Stay nice and relaxed.

I'm going to move him forward.

Maybe you can teach me some of that
Nathan Price swagger. What do you think?

Well, swagger comes from confidence and
confidence comes from practice.

Got it.

Let's do this.

Okay.

Come on.

Relax your shoulders.

Straighten your back. Just nice and
easy.

Whoa. Whoa, whoa, easy. It's okay. Just
try to relax. Whoa. Oh, no. Hey, hey,

hey, ho.

You're fine.

It's okay. We'll... Take it slow.

Take a deep breath.

Just, uh...

Don't have a lot of swagger, huh?

Well, I think he's just picking up on
your nerves.

Let's try again.

Not bad.

She placed her name tag on the counter
next to the ketchup bottle she had

and refilled countless times, and then
she walked out the door.

Diana didn't look back.

Does anyone have any thoughts?

Dex?

What are you doing here?

I saw your poster at Maggie's.

Cool story, by the way.

Except for the main character. She was
sort of boring.

Boring?

Yeah, she was just so perfect.

She wasn't perfect. I mean, she steals
money from her employer.

Yeah, but then she puts it back in the
cash register the next day. Well, her

decision to return the money is the
entire point of the story.

I don't know. It just felt sort of basic
to me. You know?

I think your note is pretty basic.

Sorry, just my opinion.

Um, that's all we have time for today.
I'll see everyone next week.

I should have kept my big mouth

shut. Just forget what I said, okay?

Look, I came to ask for a favor.

I know it's probably not the best
timing, but I need a ride to the ranch.

So Taya recommended me on her social
media. She said that I'm the reason

is headed back to the Olympics. It is
the least she can do after bad -mouthing

you all over town.

Four new clients signed up after she
made that post.

So I can officially say that I have my
good name back. What about Spartan?

He didn't have a tooth abscess. I just
think you're letting Gracie off the hook

too easy. Yeah, well, Nathan and I are
in a good place right now, and I just

want to leave that behind us.

What are you making a cake for?

Hudson Wild's team barbecue, hosted by
their sponsor, Prince Beef.

I'm surprised you're going. I guess
you're not the only one working on

things go.

You should come. It'll be fun. We'll
work on letting go of our negative

towards Gracie together.

When is it? Tomorrow.

Well, that's Wendy's 4 -H barbecue.

You had a miserable time last year. I
did not have a miserable time.

I'm just getting kind of used to being
the only single mom at Lindy's events.

And it gets a little lonely.

But Mason's coming with me this year, so
I'm actually kind of looking forward to

it. Perfect. Okay, now would you please
help me make this icing?

No, but I will lick the spoon when
you're done.

I know I broke your trust, and I'm
sorry.

I don't have anywhere to sleep tonight.
I'd be really grateful if I could stay

here.

I'll be on my way in the morning.

All right.

After you get settled, come in the
house.

We'll feed you.

Thank you.

I played all through high school. I was
never good enough to be recruited by a

university or anything, but, you know,
it was all right. Lindy got to spend the

day with a pot -bellied pig. What
position did you play?

Center, mostly.

Pot -bellied pig is so adorable.

His name was Daisy.

You know,

I asked Gigi for one when I was your
age. Really?

Really, and I wanted it to live in the
house, not the barn. And he wanted to

know what I planned to do with it.

So I told him that he could wear a
diaper. And that was where Grandpa drew

line.

Right, Grandpa?

Mm -hmm.

Lou was reminiscing about how she wanted
a pot -bellied pig as a pet. Oh, yeah.

Remember you wanted to put it in a
diaper?

Auntie Lou already said that.

She did?

Well, I guess I missed that.

You've been missing kind of a lot
lately, Grandpa.

Maybe not the right time? Well, it's
never the right time.

Okay, well... I'll talk about it later.
No, we can't talk about it later because

there's nothing to talk about. Well,
honey, you have to admit you've been

a hard time following conversation. Oh,
I missed the odd word here and there.

You're all making a mountain out of a
molehill.

If you'll excuse me.

Everything okay?

I didn't even realize.

Sorry, I should have called.

Nina and I sort of got into a fight.

I'm sorry.

We can reschedule.

Yeah.

Or maybe not.

I don't know.

I don't even know if I want to go
through with it.

You just had one lesson.

Are you sure it gets easier after this?
No, I meant the wedding.

Oh.

Cupid, she wanted dahlias for tomorrow,
and I ordered carnations by accident,

and I just, we never fight, not like
this, not over flowers.

My ex and I used to fight like this all
the time, and in her eyes, I was, I was

never good enough.

Well, it sounds like your fear has more
to do with your previous marriage and

not this one.

Maybe.

I just can't put myself through that
again, you know?

Just need some time to think.

If you change your mind, I will be
waiting at the ranch for your lesson.

And I do hope I see you there.

Okay.

That's enough. What?

Peter, I was almost done. Now I have
to... Like this. Sorry, sorry, sorry.

Wow, that is quite the cake, though. You
put a lot of effort into that, huh?

It's a great design.

So this isn't just because Gracie's
sponsoring the girls' flag team, is it?

course not.

It's just a fun design.

Okay.

Yeah, because, of course, it would be
pretty petty if this was just some

retaliation for not being able to host a
barbecue at Heartland.

Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm.

And the whole idea is Katie hangs out
with her team and bonds with them and

doesn't feel divided loyalties between
Heartland and her team.

Right? Peter, it's just a cake.

Okay. Yep.

Looks great. Good. Thank you.

I haven't left.

I did well in the last round. Really
well, actually. And they invited me to

another competition filling in for a
last -minute dropout.

Wow. That's great, Nathan.

It's in Comark.

It's kind of a big deal to get invited.

And I could really use the prize money.
The only thing is, it is tomorrow.

Tomorrow? Yeah.

It means I'd have to head out there
tonight and I'd miss the barbecue.

But I, uh...

I should make it in time for the wedding
if I leave right after the last round,

so... What do you think? I think you
should do it, Nathan.

Don't worry about the barbecue. There's
always next year.

Thanks, Amy.

I gotta go.

Talk to you soon?

Yeah, yeah. Good luck. Oh, do you think
maybe you could give Parm a call? I

think he could use a friend right now.

Everything okay?

Yeah, just call him when you get a
chance, please.

Yeah, sure will do.

Right. Nathan can't come to the
barbecue?

Yeah. Are you okay?

Yeah. I'm pretty used to flying solo.

Long distance is hard.

I would know.

Can he at least make it to the wedding?

If there even is a wedding.

Last time I saw Parme, he was getting
cold feet.

No wedding?

He knows he's not getting his deposit
back, right?

You ready to go? Just give me a few more
minutes.

Okay.

What are you working on?

I'm trying to revise a short story, but
I'm stuck.

You want a second set of eyes on it?

Thanks, but I'm okay.

I got some feedback from my writing
group already, but it wasn't very

It's actually pretty annoying.

Huh.

Yeah, not always easy to hear criticism,
is it?

No.

You know what I think is, if it's not
helpful, just ignore it. But sometimes

when something rubs you the wrong way,
it's because there's a little truth to

it, maybe.

And good advice can come from unlikely
places.

I guess.

No, it's true.

Remember when I tried to grow that
mustache and Lindy said I was trying to

her Gigi? It was at that moment that I
realized I should just stick to the

Morris classic, which is milk mustache.

I'll think about it. Okay.

Give me ten more minutes.

I'll see you out there.

Thanks, Ed.

Hey.

Give me a hand with those and I'll give
you a ride back into town when I'm done.

So listen, Jack, I have a proposition
for you. I want you to be my bull riding

coach. You know what it takes to be a
rodeo champion.

And if you help me, I could be one too.

No.

No?

Come on. I said no.

Why not?

Look, you rode a bull for one whole
second, and now you think it's your

work. Get a grip. It was more than a
second. You're lucky you're not dead.

Maybe. But I've never felt more alive.

The last time I came even close to
feeling like that was back when I could

call myself a hockey player.

It was a tied game, and we were down to
the shootout. Either we were going to

the last round of the playoffs, or we
were going home.

It was up to me, and I stood on my head
and made every single save.

Best game of my life.

But that's all over now, and I...

I need this, Jack.

Please.

Surely you have room for

dessert.

I know I'm not the hot date you were
hoping for, but I come bearing gifts.

are you doing here?

I didn't want you to have to do this
alone.

Thanks, Lou.

Of course. My family's four.

And besides, I realize this cake is a
little obnoxious.

The last thing I want is for Katie to
have to pick sides.

I'm sure they'll have a great time
without me.

Lou, you are a good mom.

And a great sister.

And apparently an excellent baker.

I'm wondering, how are your grill
skills?

Are you kidding me? Step aside.

The people of Hudson better be hungry.

I got this.

Oh, hello.

There you go. Perfectly cooked burger
for you.

What am I looking at?

The buck and barrel.

As close as you're going to get to a
real bull until I decide you're ready.

Hold on, hold on.

That is step two.

First, you work on your balance.

I'm an athlete, Jack. I have pretty good
balance.

Then show me.

Easy.

Yeah, easy.

Take that.

Not so easy now, is it?

You stay like that until I say you can
stop.

Yes, coach.

You believe that woman asked me to put
her patty back on the grill?

Undercooked. Sure. If you want it dense
and inedible.

Lou. Hey.

Thank you for coming.

Of course.

Nathan missed out.

I'm happy that he's following his dream,
and I want to be supportive.

But?

I just feel like he's already been gone
for so long, and now with this new

competition, who knows when I'm going to
see him.

He says that he'll be back in time for
the wedding, but he's cutting it so

close. I mean, I don't think he's going
to make it.

I'm happy that he's on this path, but I
wonder...

Where does that leave you?

I don't know. He can't even commit to a
barbecue.

How can he commit to us?

Carmen said that both he and Nathan
swore off relationships after their

and now...

Parm's calling off his wedding.

Wait, wait. Just because Parm is second
-guessing his commitment doesn't mean

Nathan is. No, I know.

If you go into this relationship
expecting him to disappoint you, he

will.

You have to give him a chance to prove
he's changed.

When have you become Team Nathan?

I'm Team Amy.

There's a difference.

But it's clear he cares about you.

Both of you.

It's not enough to just hang on to a
bull for eight seconds. You gotta be

balanced and in control of your body.
You gotta be a cowboy, and you, sir, are

no cowboy.

At least not yet.

Okay, you can take a break.

What is going on here?

I don't know. I'm trying to teach Dex
what it takes to be a bull rider.

Wow, well, you're lucky. The great Jack
Bartlett doesn't just take on any

students. Give me a few years, they'll
be telling stories about the great Dex

Cashman.

Can I stay and watch, Mommy?

Uh, well, that's entirely up to your
Gigi. Well, there's not much to watch,

of course, Punk.

You'll be good.

Lenny doesn't want to watch me lift the
salt lick.

She wants a real show. Let me try the
bucking barrel.

You're not ready.

Bull riding requires discipline and
focus.

And a little humility wouldn't hurt.

I've got all that.

Yeah? Prove it.

Climb up on that fence over there.

Come on.

Hold it right there.

Take this.

Ever heard of dumbbells? Just take it.

This is stupid. No, it's hard. There's a
difference. Now get back up there.

Did you hear something?

Stop making excuses and stay in the
game.

Jack, where's Lindy?

Are you giving up already?

Gigi, help!

Oh, no.

I got you, Lindy.

You all right?

Oh, it's okay.

You're okay.

What happened? Oh, Lindy had a little
rooftop adventure.

It's not safe to climb onto the roof
like that, honey.

Especially when there are no grown -ups
around.

I called a grown -up.

Why didn't you answer, Gigi?

Oh, no harm done.

You're really brave and strong.

I don't know if I could have held on
there like that.

Come on. Let me see those muscles.

Whoa. Remind me not to challenge you in
an arm wrestling match.

Come on.

How late am I? Well... I'm so sorry. I
didn't think you were coming.

Well, it's the strangest thing.

Nathan called not long after I saw you.

I didn't tell him anything, I swear.

But you could use a friend.

Well, you were right.

Nathan told me that Mina's not my
accent. I should stop being such an

Which was exactly what you said. Well, I
didn't call you an idiot.

Well, you were much kinder.

I think I was just afraid that I'd keep
messing things up and she'd start to

hate me.

You can't let your fear ruin what you
have with Mina.

You're right.

By the way, whatever you've done to
Nathan, I approve.

What?

He's been my friend for a long time, and
he's never been happier.

Guess it's time for me to jump back on
the horse.

We've got a lot of work to do.

You have the end there.

I'm losing my hearing.

I know.

Nothing to be ashamed of.

I'm not ashamed.

I just can't help seeing down the road.

I mean, how long until I can't get on my
horse?

Now, time is precious.

We're not going to waste it thinking
about all the horrible things that could

wrong. Yeah.

You're losing your hearing. Meh.

We'll handle it.

And we'll handle the next thing that
comes along, too.

You're always taking care of all of us
in the family, and now sometimes you

to let us take care of you.

I want to talk to you.

Sure, Grandpa.

Actually, you might as well stick around
for this, too.

Look, if this is about last night, I
went too far. I shouldn't have pushed

like that, and I'm sorry.

No, no.

No, I wanted to thank you for caring
enough to say it, even though I wasn't

ready to accept it.

I know my hearing isn't what it was,
but...

If I want to keep being here for the
family, I figure I better do something

about it, so... We are making an
appointment first thing in the morning.

That's great, Grandpa.

Okay, okay, enough eating.

Hi.

Sorry, you said I can come in for
dinner. I can come back after.

No, that's all right.

Give me a hand, would you?

I just wanted to say thanks for helping
Lindy back there.

No problem.

But if you're wanting to offer me a
reward, I wouldn't mind crashing here

couple nights.

Not as many couches in town as there
used to be.

How about I do you one better?

How would you feel about a job here at
Heartland?

Seriously? I can't pay you, but you'll
get room and board.

Since you made it through our first
session without too much whining, I'll

your bow -riding coach.

Yes. As long as you learn the cowboy
song.

Yes, coach.

I'll be up tomorrow, bright and early,
ready to work.

See if you can find a bigger bag of feed
this time.

Oh, and maybe we can go into town after
to grab my car?

Sure thing.

You ready?

Uh -huh.

Whoa.

Not off to a great start, are we? It's
okay.

Easy, powder.

I want you to do something for me.

What makes you feel calm?

Nina.

I can't even see her.

I wish I was actually on a unicycle
right now.

Do you trust me?

Sure.

I want you to close your eyes.

Too late to take that back?

I'll be right here, I promise.

Close your eyes and picture Nina.

I want you to take a deep breath.

Just think about her.

That's it.

Okay, open them.

There she is.

She's so beautiful.

Amy?

I think you can let go.

Always.

I love it.

I lost the bank. I was pushed until
after lunch.

I ditched it.

That was important to you.

That is important, isn't it?

I'm sorry I invited you. I know.

I'm glad you're here now.

Well, what do you think?

Let me see.

Oh, you can hardly see them, Jack. Just
hold on a second.

So, how did it go at the clinic?

Come join us.

Let's just listen.

What are we doing here?

You know that it's harder with an
audience.

I came to apologize.

For what?

I wasn't very nice to you the other day.

I thought a lot about it, and you were
kind of right.

I was trying so hard to make the main
character likable that I forgot to make

her human.

Anyways, I rewrote it, and the story's a
lot better now.

Thanks to you.

Cool.

Can I read sometime?

Sure.

But only if you bring your own work in.

You've clearly got good instincts.

Yeah, maybe.

Does that mean I'm invited back?

We meet every week.

Stop by if you get a break from whatever
this is.

You actually made it.

Oh, well, I'm not going to miss my
friend's wedding. It only happens twice.

look beautiful.

Thank you for everything.

And did you see me on powder?

I did.

Pretty impressive. Yeah. You look so
handsome up on that horse. You actually

pulled off that Nathan Price swagger
pretty well. Hey, hey, that was no Price

swagger. That was all me.

Thank you. Thank you both for coming. I
really appreciate it.

And hey.

Great to see you happy.

I'm happy. And you are.

I'm happy you're here.

You ready?

I was ready ten minutes ago. I'm
practically falling asleep. I

wasn't ready. You pulled the cord before

I even finished answering your question.

Can you even hear what I'm saying?

Loud and clear, but you're making me
wish I couldn't.

Unless you'd rather go back to your
balance exercise. No, no.

Go again.

Just get on.

Be a little more gentle next time.

I got you something.

What? I saw it on the road. Let me think
of you.

It's beautiful.

I think so.

One day.

Good to know.

Would you?