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♪ ♪

[bell rings]

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Ladies and gentlemen...

you are about to witness the most death defying leap

ever attempted...

Watch her closely!

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♪ ♪

♪ No one has to know ♪

♪ I could always hide ♪

♪ But sometimes it might get to me ♪

♪ The things on all their minds ♪

♪ Like, "They don't know I'm lonely" ♪

♪ And, "They don't know I'm kind" ♪

♪ Or scared that I can't hack it with the current paradigm ♪

♪ Every single line ♪

♪ Every single rhyme ♪

♪ Every single truth I sing ♪

♪ Once started as a lie ♪

♪ I promise that I'm fine ♪

♪ But then I redesign ♪

♪ And put myself together like some little Frankenstein ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ Does a story die with its narrator? ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ Surely it's forgotten soon or later ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ Hope they spell my name right in the paper ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ In here lies the great impersonator ♪

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♪ Mm-mm ♪

♪ I'm lying in a car crash ♪

♪ In a pile of broken glass ♪

♪ It's funny how it looks like glitter from the overpass ♪

♪ I'm in a pick-up truck, the door is stuck ♪

♪ I'm sinking in the water ♪

♪ And the girl inside is waving ♪

♪ But the people just applaud her ♪

♪ This is a cry for help ♪

♪ I'm callin' for assistance ♪

♪ But you can't tell I need it ♪

♪ When you're watchin' from a distance ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ Does a story die with its narrator? ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ Surely it's forgotten soon or later ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ Hope they spell my name right in the paper ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ In here lies the great impersonator ♪

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Amazon Music Live, how are you feeling tonight?

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♪ Got a boy back home in Michigan ♪

♪ And he tastes like Jack when I'm kissin' him ♪

♪ Told him that I never really liked his friends ♪

♪ Now he's gone and he's callin' me a bitch again ♪

♪ There's a guy that lives in the Garden State ♪

♪ And he told me that we'd make it 'til we graduate ♪

♪ So I told him that the music would be worth the wait ♪

♪ But he wants me in the kitchen with a, what? ♪

♪ I believe, I believe That we're meant to be ♪

♪ But jealousy, jealousy, get the best of me ♪

♪ Look, I don't mean to frustrate, but I ♪

♪ Always make the same mistakes, yeah ♪

♪ Always make the same mistakes 'cause ♪

♪ I'm bad at love ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ But you can't blame me for tryin' ♪

♪ You know I'd be lyin' sayin' ♪

♪ You were the one ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ That could finally fix me ♪

♪ Lookin' at my history ♪

♪ I'm bad at love ♪

♪ Got a girl with California eyes ♪

♪ And I thought that she could really be the one this time ♪

♪ But I never got the chance to make her mine ♪

♪ Because she fell in love with little thin white lines ♪

♪ London girl with a attitude ♪

♪ We never told no one, but we look so cute ♪

♪ Both got way better things to do ♪

♪ But I always think about her when I'm ridin' through ♪

♪ I believe, I believe that I'm in too deep ♪

♪ And jealousy, jealousy, get the best of me ♪

♪ But look, I don't mean to frustrate, but I ♪

♪ Always make the same mistakes, yeah ♪

♪ Always make the same mistakes 'cause ♪

♪ I'm bad at love ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ But you can't blame me for tryin' ♪

♪ You know I'd be lyin' sayin' ♪

♪ You were the one ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ That could finally fix me ♪

♪ Lookin' at my history ♪

♪ I'm bad at love ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Oh, you know, you know, you know, you know ♪

♪ I'm bad at love ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ I'm bad at love ♪

♪ I know that you're afraid I'm gonna walk away ♪

♪ Each time that feelin' fades ♪

♪ Each time that feelin' fades ♪

♪ I know that you're afraid I'm gonna walk away ♪

♪ Each time that feelin' fades ♪

♪ You know I'm bad at love ♪

♪ Ha ♪

♪ But you can't blame me for tryin' ♪

♪ You know I'd be lyin' sayin' ♪

♪ You were the one ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ That could finally fix me ♪

♪ Lookin' at my history ♪

♪ I'm bad at love ♪

♪ Oh-oh ♪

♪ Oh, you know, you know, you know, you know ♪

♪ I'm bad at love ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Oh, oh ♪

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[applause]

♪ Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha ♪

♪ Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha ♪

♪ Ha, ha-ha ♪

♪ My body carries sadness ♪

♪ That my brain cannot yet see ♪

♪ And I've been holding on to memories ♪

♪ In my stomach and my teeth ♪

♪ And both my shoulders have been burdened ♪

♪ By the weight of my mistakes ♪

♪ And every time you lean in closer ♪

♪ Both my knees can't help but shake ♪

♪ And I think you're a danger to my health ♪

♪ Or so it seems ♪

♪ Is it love or a panic attack? ♪

♪ Is a heavy heart too much to hold? ♪

♪ I don't know, but it's late, so I'm taking you home ♪

♪ Is it love or a panic attack? ♪

♪ Would you mind if I asked you on the phone? ♪

♪ I don't know, but it's late, so I'm taking you home ♪

♪ Mm-mm ♪

♪ I had to call the doctor ♪

♪ Left a note on his machine ♪

♪ Because I tripped when we went walking ♪

♪ And I felt it in my spleen ♪

♪ Now I think I need a blood test ♪

♪ Or an antihistamine ♪

♪ Because you make me fucking nervous ♪

♪ And I don't know what it all means ♪

♪ And I think you're a danger to my health ♪

♪ Or so it seems ♪

♪ Is it love or a panic attack? ♪

♪ Is a heavy heart too much to hold? ♪

♪ I don't know, but it's late, so I'm taking you home ♪

♪ Is it love or a panic attack? ♪

♪ Would you mind if I asked you on the phone? ♪

♪ I don't know, but it's late, so I'm taking you home ♪

♪ My spirit has been broken ♪

♪ My optimism's getting sore ♪

♪ And I would love to love you ♪

♪ But my body's keepin' score ♪

♪ And I don't know if I can see you anymore ♪

♪ Is it love, is it love ♪

♪ Is it love, is it love ♪

♪ Is it love or a panic attack? ♪

♪ Is a heavy heart too much to hold? ♪

♪ I don't know, but it's late, so I'm taking you home ♪

♪ Is it love or a panic attack? ♪

♪ Would you mind if I asked you on the phone? ♪

♪ I don't know, but it's late, so I'm taking you home ♪

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♪ ♪

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♪ Davey died in the summertime in a hot-boxed car ♪

♪ With a seatbelt 'round his neck and a needle in his arm ♪

♪ We would smoke out in the parkin' lot ♪

♪ Behind convenience shops ♪

♪ I bought a couple of grams of weed off him ♪

♪ But so did all the cops ♪

♪ Back then, the kids from all the county ♪

♪ We would walk out in the heat ♪

♪ 'Long the train tracks with our paper bags ♪

♪ And gravel in our feet ♪

♪ In our heads, we picked a husband ♪

♪ From the hundred men we knew ♪

♪ But I kissed a poster of a pop star ♪

♪ And checked my breasts in case they grew ♪

♪ Ain't a reason on this earth I'd go back to my hometown ♪

♪ Somewhere in the clouds, Davey's runnin' for a touchdown ♪

♪ The crowd appears and his mother cheers ♪

♪ She's wavin' from the field ♪

♪ And he's evergreen at seventeen for the last eleven years ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ You know, I never felt like anyone ♪

♪ I was a paradoxal lie ♪

♪ I didn't think that I was special ♪

♪ But I was too afraid to die ♪

♪ Like the others from my high school ♪

♪ All those sad suburban ghosts ♪

♪ Trapped in a cross next to a highway ♪

♪ While the rest of us get old ♪

♪ There ain't a reason on this earth I'd go back to my hometown ♪

♪ Somewhere in the clouds, Davey's runnin' for a touchdown ♪

♪ The crowd appears and his mother cheers ♪

♪ He's wavin' from the field ♪

♪ And he's evergreen at seventeen for the last eleven years ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ The American dream means stayin' young forever ♪

♪ In a picture in a pamphlet, gettin' yellow from the weather ♪

♪ And years will pass since science class ♪

♪ And I might forget your name ♪

♪ But when the crow's feet come, the kingdom come ♪

♪ Well, you'll always look the same ♪

♪ There ain't a reason on this earth I'd go back to my hometown ♪

♪ Somewhere in the clouds, Davey's runnin' for a touchdown ♪

♪ The crowd appears and his mother cheers ♪

♪ And he's wavin' from the field ♪

♪ He's evergreen at seventeen for the last eleven years ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

♪ Ah ♪

♪ Ah ♪

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[applause]

♪ ♪

My zipper broke.

♪ It's crazy when ♪

♪ The thing you love the most is the detriment ♪

♪ Let that sink in ♪

♪ You can think again ♪

♪ When the hand you wanna hold is a weapon and ♪

♪ You're nothin' but skin ♪

♪ Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper ♪

♪ I won't stop 'til I get where you are ♪

♪ I keep running, I keep running ♪

♪ I keep running ♪

♪ They say I may be making a mistake ♪

♪ I would have followed all the way ♪

♪ No matter how far ♪

Come on, Led!

♪ I know when you go down all your darkest roads ♪

♪ I would have followed all the way to the graveyard ♪

♪ Diggin' myself down deeper ♪

♪ I won't stop 'til I get where you are ♪

♪ I keep running when both my feet hurt ♪

♪ I won't stop 'til I get where you are ♪

♪ Oh, when you go down all your darkest roads ♪

♪ I would have followed all the way to the graveyard ♪

♪ Look at me ♪

♪ With eyes so dark, don't know how you even see ♪

♪ You push right through me ♪

♪ It's gettin' real ♪

♪ You lock the door, you're drunk at the steering wheel ♪

♪ And I can't conceal ♪

♪ Oh, 'cause I've been diggin' myself down deeper ♪

♪ I won't stop 'til I get where you are ♪

♪ I keep running, I keep running ♪

♪ I keep running ♪

♪ They say I may be making a mistake ♪

♪ I would have followed all the way, no matter how far ♪

♪ I know when you go down all your darkest roads ♪

♪ I would have followed all the way to the graveyard ♪

♪ Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper ♪

♪ I won't stop 'til I get where you are ♪

♪ I keep running when both my feet hurt ♪

♪ I won't stop 'til I get where you are ♪

♪ Oh, when you go down all your darkest roads ♪

♪ I would have followed all the way to the graveyard ♪

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♪ It's crazy how ♪

♪ The warning signs can feel like they're butterflies ♪

[cheering]

♪ Oh, 'cause I keep diggin' myself down deeper ♪

♪ I won't stop 'til I get where you are ♪

♪ I keep running when both my feet hurt ♪

♪ I won't stop 'til I get where you are ♪

♪ Oh, when you go down all your darkest roads ♪

♪ I would have followed all the way to the graveyard ♪

♪ I know when you go down all your darkest roads ♪

♪ I would have followed all the way to the graveyard ♪

Thank you!

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♪ ♪

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♪ I'm caught up in the everyday trend ♪

♪ Tied up by invisible thread ♪

♪ Walking down a razor-thin edge ♪

♪ And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead ♪

♪ Been a few months since I crossed over state lines ♪

♪ Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime ♪

♪ All night till I can't walk in a straight line ♪

♪ Feel so low but I'm high at the same time ♪

♪ I can't keep my feet on the ground ♪

♪ And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now ♪

♪ I'm hoping that someone comes around ♪

♪ Helps me figure it out ♪

♪ I think that I should try to kill my ego ♪

♪ 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me ♪

♪ I'm all grown up but somehow lately ♪

♪ I'm acting like a fucking baby ♪

♪ I'm really not as happy as I seem ♪

♪ Still a little kid that can't make friends ♪

♪ Wanna be invited, but I won't attend ♪

♪ I've been having bad dreams my career could end ♪

♪ 'Cause I slip up when I should've played pretend ♪

♪ Turned eighteen and I left the city ♪

♪ Said, "I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty" ♪

♪ The voices all came crashing down ♪

♪ And said, "You're too nice to run this town" ♪

♪ I can't keep my feet on the ground ♪

♪ And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now ♪

♪ I'm hoping that someone comes around ♪

♪ And helps me figure it out ♪

It's hot in here.

♪ I think that I should try to kill my ego ♪

♪ 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me ♪

♪ I'm all grown up but somehow lately ♪

♪ I'm acting like a fucking baby ♪

♪ I'm really not as happy as I seem ♪

♪ Nothing's as it seems ♪

♪ No, nothing's as it seems ♪

♪ And I'm all grown up but somehow lately ♪

♪ I'm acting like a fucking baby ♪

♪ I'm really not that happy being me ♪

♪ I don't like the lie I'm living ♪

♪ I'm way too nice and too forgiving ♪

♪ I wanna go back to the beginning ♪

♪ When it all felt right ♪

♪ A rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing ♪

♪ Didn't give a fuck if I was winning ♪

♪ It's all done now, who am I kidding? ♪

♪ I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting ♪

♪ I think that I should try to kill my ego ♪

♪ 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me ♪

♪ I'm all grown up but somehow, lately ♪

♪ I'm acting like a fucking baby ♪

♪ I'm really not as happy as I seem ♪

♪ Nothing's as it seems ♪

♪ Yeah, nothing's as it seems ♪

♪ And I'm all grown up but somehow lately ♪

♪ I'm acting like a fucking baby ♪

♪ I'm really not that happy being me ♪

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♪ Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so ♪

♪ You said your mother only smiled on her TV show ♪

♪ You're only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope ♪

♪ I'll hope you make it to the day you're 28 years old ♪

♪ You're drippin' like a saturated sunrise ♪

♪ You're spilling like an overflowin' sink ♪

♪ You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece ♪

♪ And now you're tearin' through the pages and the ink ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ His pills, his hands, his jeans ♪

♪ And now I'm covered in the colors ♪

♪ Pulled apart at the seams ♪

♪ And it's blue ♪

♪ And it's blue ♪

♪ Everything is gray ♪

♪ His hair, his smoke, his dreams ♪

♪ And now he's so devoid of color ♪

♪ He don't know what it means ♪

♪ And he's blue ♪

♪ And he's blue ♪

♪ You were a vision in the morning ♪

♪ When the light came through ♪

♪ I know I've only felt religion ♪

♪ When I've lied with you ♪

♪ He said, "You'll never be forgiven 'til your boys are too" ♪

♪ And I'm still waking every morning but it's not with you ♪

♪ You're drippin' like a saturated sunrise ♪

♪ You're spilling like an overflowin' sink ♪

♪ You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece ♪

♪ And now you're tearin' through the pages and the ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ His pills, his hands, his jeans ♪

♪ And now I'm covered in the colors ♪

♪ Pulled apart at the seams ♪

♪ And it's blue ♪

♪ And it's blue ♪

♪ Everything is gray ♪

♪ His hair, his smoke, his dreams ♪

♪ And now he's so devoid of color ♪

♪ He don't know what it means ♪

♪ And he's blue ♪

♪ And he's blue ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ Ow! ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ His pills, his hands, his jeans ♪

♪ And now I'm covered in the colors ♪

♪ Pulled apart at the seams ♪

♪ And it's blue ♪

♪ And it's blue ♪

♪ Everything is gray ♪

♪ His hair, his smoke, his dreams ♪

♪ And now he's so devoid of color ♪

♪ He don't know what it means ♪

♪ And he's blue ♪

♪ And he's blue ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ Everything is blue ♪

♪ Everything is ♪

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How are you guys feeling tonight?

[cheering]

Happy Halloween.

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♪ I wanna start this out and say ♪

♪ I gotta get it off my chest ♪

♪ No anger, got no malice ♪

♪ A little bit of regret ♪

♪ Know nobody else will tell you ♪

♪ So there's some things I gotta say ♪

♪ Gonna jot 'em down and then get it out ♪

♪ And I'll be on my way ♪

♪ You're not half the man you think that you are ♪

♪ And you can't fill the hole inside of you ♪

♪ With money, drugs, and cars ♪

♪ And I'm so I never ever had a baby with you ♪

♪ 'Cause you can't love nothing ♪

♪ Unless there's something in it for you ♪

♪ Oh, I feel so sorry, I feel so sad ♪

♪ I tried to help you, it just made you mad ♪

♪ And I had no warning about who you are ♪

♪ I'm just glad I made it out without breaking down ♪

♪ And then ran so fucking far ♪

♪ That you would never ever touch me again ♪

♪ I won't see your alligator tears ♪

♪ 'Cause know I've had enough of them ♪

♪ I'm gonna start this out by saying ♪

♪ I really meant well from the start ♪

♪ Take a broken man right in my hands ♪

♪ And then put back all his parts ♪

♪ But you're not half the man you think that you are ♪

♪ And you can't fill the hole inside of you ♪

♪ With money, girls, and cars ♪

♪ And I'm glad I never ever had a baby with you ♪

♪ 'Cause you can't love nothing ♪

♪ Unless there's something in it for you ♪

♪ Oh, I feel so sorry ♪

♪ I feel so sad ♪

♪ I tried to help you ♪

♪ It just made you mad ♪

♪ And I had no warning ♪

♪ About who you are ♪

♪ Just glad I made it out without breaking down ♪

♪ I feel so sorry ♪

♪ I feel so sad ♪

♪ I tried to help you ♪

♪ It just made you mad ♪

♪ And I had no warning ♪

♪ About who you are ♪

♪ About who you are ♪

♪ Hey, hey, yeah ♪

♪ Hey, hey, yeah ♪

♪ Hey, hey, yeah ♪

♪ Hey, hey Yeah ♪

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♪ You can't fill the hole inside of you ♪

♪ With money, girls, and cars ♪

♪ I'm glad I never ever had a baby with you ♪

♪ 'Cause you can't love nothing ♪

♪ Unless there's something in it for you ♪

♪ I feel so sad ♪

Amazon, you want to try that next part with me again?

[cheering]

Let's see how you do, are you ready?

[cheering]

♪ Hey, hey, yeah ♪

♪ Hey, hey ♪

[audience] ♪ Yeah ♪

♪ Hey, hey, yeah ♪

[audience] ♪ Yeah ♪

♪ Hey, hey, yeah ♪

♪ Oh ♪

[cheering]

Woo!

This is crazy.

[cheering]

Ooh!

I can't believe this is on television right now.

[cheering]

I have an album that came out a couple days ago.

[cheering]

It's called "The Great Impersonator."

[cheering]

And I'm incredibly proud of it.

Uh...

I'm not used to performing like this.

I feel like there's a lot of rules, for good reason, right?

It's TV.

But my God.

[cheering]

I just can't help myself sometimes.

I just want to rebel, just a tiny, teeny, teeny bit.

[cheering]

I'm thinking.

This is my thinking face.

[cheering]

I have an idea. I have an idea.

But it's not going to be until a little bit later in the set.

But I have a pretty good idea of what I'm going to do.

[cheering]

So thank you, because I was basically just one big stall

while I tried to figure out a way

to get myself in trouble and never invited back here.

[cheering]

I'm just kidding.

Or am I?

♪ ♪

♪ I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life ♪

♪ I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind ♪

♪ They talk shit, but I love it every time ♪

♪ And I realize ♪

♪ I've tasted blood and it is sweet ♪

♪ I've had the rug pulled beneath my feet ♪

♪ I've trusted lies and trusted men ♪

♪ Broke down and put myself back together again ♪

♪ Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters ♪

♪ Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger ♪

♪ I've pinched my skin in between my two fingers ♪

♪ And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors ♪

♪ "Come on, little lady, give us a smile" ♪

♪ I ain't got nothin' to smile about ♪

♪ I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for ♪

♪ A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing ♪

♪ I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life ♪

♪ I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind ♪

♪ They talk shit, but I love it every time ♪

♪ And I realize ♪

♪ I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night ♪

♪ I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night ♪

♪ No, I won't smile, but I'll show you my teeth ♪

♪ And I'ma let you speak if you just let me breathe ♪

♪ I've been polite, but won't be caught dead ♪

♪ Lettin' a man tell me what I should do with my bed ♪

♪ Keep my exes in check in my basement ♪

♪ 'Cause kindness is weakness, or worse, you're complacent ♪

♪ I could play nice or I could be a bully ♪

♪ I'm tired and angry, but ♪

[audience] ♪ Somebody should be ♪

♪ "Come on, little lady, give us a smile" ♪

♪ I ain't got nothin' to smile about ♪

♪ I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for ♪

♪ A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing ♪

♪ I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life ♪

♪ I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind ♪

♪ They talk shit, but I love it every time ♪

♪ And I realize ♪

♪ I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life ♪

♪ I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind ♪

♪ They talk shit, but I love it every time ♪

[cheering]

♪ Someone like me can be a real nightmare ♪

♪ Completely aware ♪

♪ But I'd rather be a real nightmare than die unaware ♪

♪ Someone like me can be a real nightmare ♪

♪ Completely aware ♪

♪ But I'm glad to be ♪

♪ A real nightmare so save me your prayers ♪

♪ I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life ♪

♪ I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind ♪

♪ They talk shit, but I love it every time ♪

♪ And I realize ♪

♪ I, I keep a record of the wreckage in my life ♪

♪ I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind ♪

♪ They talk shit, but I love it every time ♪

♪ And I realize ♪

♪ I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night ♪

♪ I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night ♪

♪ Oh ♪

[cheering]

♪ ♪

[cheering]

[cheering]

♪ I spent years becoming cool ♪

♪ And in one single second, you ♪

♪ Can make a decade of my efforts disappear ♪

♪ I'm just waiting at the bar ♪

♪ And you rip open all my scars ♪

♪ By saying something like, "Didn't know you were here" ♪

♪ I always knew I was a martyr ♪

♪ And that Jesus was one, too ♪

♪ But I was built from special pieces ♪

♪ That I learned how to unscrew ♪

♪ And I can always reassemble ♪

♪ To fit perfectly for you ♪

♪ Or anybody that decides ♪

♪ That I'm of use ♪

♪ Lonely is the muse ♪

♪ So where do I go in the process ♪

♪ When I'm just an apparatus? ♪

♪ I've inspired platinum records ♪

♪ I've earned platinum airline status ♪

♪ And I mined a couple diamonds ♪

♪ From the stories in my head ♪

♪ But I'm reduced to just a body ♪

♪ Here in someone else's bed ♪

♪ Always knew I was a martyr ♪

♪ That Jesus was one, too ♪

♪ But I was built from special pieces ♪

♪ That I learned how to unscrew ♪

♪ And I can always reassemble ♪

♪ To fit perfectly for you ♪

♪ Or anybody that decides ♪

♪ That I'm of use ♪

♪ Lonely is the muse ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ Lonely is the muse ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ And I will always be a martyr ♪

♪ I will fill your life with sounds ♪

♪ I'll be a wind chime in the window ♪

♪ Catching light to throw around ♪

♪ And I will tear apart your bedroom ♪

♪ I'll call you in the night ♪

♪ I will exist in every second ♪

♪ Just to decorate your life ♪

♪ And when you're done, you can discard me ♪

♪ Like the others always do ♪

♪ And I will nurse my wounds until ♪

♪ Another artist needs me new ♪

♪ And I will always reassemble to fit perfectly in view ♪

♪ For anybody that decides that I'm of use ♪

♪ Lonely is the muse ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ Lonely is the muse ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ Lonely is the muse ♪

♪ Lonely and forgotten is the ♪

[cheering]

♪ ♪

[cheering]

♪ Been about three days and I'm comin' back ♪

♪ I'm about four minutes from a heart attack ♪

♪ And I think you make me a maniac ♪

♪ But you don't know, oh ♪

♪ Two years and we in between ♪

♪ But we both been here since we seventeen ♪

♪ Here we go, fist fight in a limousine ♪

♪ But they don't know ♪

♪ And we both hope there's something ♪

♪ But we bo-both keep fronting ♪

♪ And it's a closed discussion ♪

♪ And I'm thinking, "Damn, if these walls could talk" ♪

♪ Well, they'd be like ♪

♪ "Shit is crazy, right?" ♪

♪ "I ain't your baby no more" ♪

♪ Been about two weeks since you went away ♪

♪ I'm about halfway through a Cabernet ♪

♪ There I go, I'm wastin' a Saturday, sittin' at ho-home ♪

♪ Told my new roommate not to let you in ♪

♪ But you're so damn good with a bobby pin ♪

♪ Now you gon' play me like a violin, hittin' these notes ♪

♪ And we both hope there's something ♪

♪ But we bo-both keep fronting ♪

♪ And it's a closed discussion ♪

♪ But I'm thinking, "Damn, if these walls could talk" ♪

♪ Well, they'd be like ♪

♪ "Shit is crazy, right?" ♪

♪ "I ain't your baby no more" ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ No more ♪

♪ "I'm not your baby no more" ♪

[cheering]

[cheering]

I always wanted to be a pop star.

It's a long, secretly held dream of mine.

But if I can't be one,

I can at least dress like one for Halloween, right?

[cheering]

♪ Hey ♪

♪ Everybody, get in line to meet the girl who flew too high ♪

♪ Who does it all just to be liked ♪

♪ By strangers that she met online ♪

♪ Did it all to be included ♪

♪ My self-loathing so deep-rooted ♪

♪ Inner child's unrecruited ♪

♪ Truth is I'm not suited for it ♪

♪ When I die, I won't have time to spend my money ♪

♪ But I hope that you still love me ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm so lucky, I'm a star ♪

♪ But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinkin' ♪

♪ "If there's nothin' missin' in my life ♪

♪ Then why do these tears come at night?" ♪

♪ Why they comin'? Why they comin? ♪

♪ Why they comin'? Why they comin? ♪

♪ And why she losin' so much weight? ♪

♪ I heard it's from the drugs she ate ♪

♪ And I feel her, but I can't relate ♪

♪ 'Cause I'd never end up in that state ♪

♪ A girl like that is a mother, must be tough ♪

♪ A problem child, I was rough ♪

♪ But what do you do with a difficult grownup? ♪

♪ When I die, I won't have time to spend my money ♪

♪ But I hope that you still love me ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm so lucky ♪

♪ I'm a star ♪

♪ But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinkin' ♪

♪ "If there's nothin' missin' in my life ♪

♪ Then why do these tears come at night?" ♪

♪ Why they comin'? Why they comin? ♪

♪ Why they comin'? ♪

♪ I shaved my head four times because I wanted to ♪

♪ And then I did it one more time 'cause I got sick ♪

♪ And I thought I changed so much ♪

♪ Nobody would notice it, and no one did ♪

♪ Then I left the doctor's office full of tears ♪

♪ Became a single mom at my premiere ♪

♪ And I told everybody I was fine for a whole damn year ♪

♪ And that's the biggest lie of my career ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ But I cry, I cry ♪

♪ In my heart just thinkin' ♪

♪ "If there's nothin' missin' in my life ♪

♪ Then why do these tears come at night?" ♪

♪ I'm so lucky, I'm a star ♪

♪ But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart, thinkin' ♪

♪ "If there's nothin' missin' in my life ♪

♪ Then why do these tears come at night?" ♪

♪ Haven't you heard? ♪

[cheering]

Damn!

Man, I can't believe that I dressed up

for three weeks straight

and I don't even get to wear a Halloween costume tonight.

It's kind of bullshit.

I'm wearing a...

I'm going to wear a blanket and a fucking pillow after this.

I'm going to bed!

[cheering]

I love playing shows in L.A. so much.

And, uh...

[cheering]

This has been my home now for the past,

you know, eight or nine years.

[cheering]

A part of me died inside just now.

I was like, no, you're from New York.

First of all, no you're not. You're from New Jersey.

[cheering]

I am exactly like the New York Jets.

I'm from New Jersey, but I tell everybody I'm from New York.

You know what I mean?

So it's kind of the perfect evening

for this to be happening.

And I'm so grateful that you guys came here

to spend this night with me because this was...

[cheering]

And I'm also so super, super grateful

because part of the show,

there are proceeds that are going

towards an organization in L.A. that is very, very close

to my heart called My Friend's Place.

[cheering]

They help unhoused youth in L.A.

They are a resource center, a support system.

They do very, very important work.

So you being here is going to help someone so much.

I promise you that.

I've seen the work they do first-hand.

[cheering]

Whoo!

It's Halloween.

I feel like I should do something scary.

But the real question is, scary for who?

There's a lot of different things

that could scare a lot of different people.

Someone said, "I'm so scared of money.'

[laughing]

That is hilarious.

We all should be, to be honest.

The scariest thing in the night already happened to me

in, like, song four.

It was like a childhood nightmare.

I don't know if you guys saw what happened.

If you didn't, I'm going to tell you

and make it a bigger deal than it needs to be, obviously.

I did an entire song and my zipper was broken

and my fly was wide open,

which is exactly like a nightmare I had when I was nine.

So, am I a psychic?

Maybe.

I don't know. It's hard to tell.

There's a lot of things that I didn't predict, though.

Most specifically, what this next song would mean to me

and what it would mean to my career

and what it would mean to so many of us.

I'll tell you what, I did not see that one coming.

And every time I perform it, I feel like I'm in a dream.

So, no more nightmares, only dreams.

You guys are all in it with me.

[cheering]

Maybe I'll fly in this one.

♪ ♪

♪ Found you when your heart was broke ♪

♪ I filled your cup until it overflowed ♪

♪ Took it so far to keep you close ♪

♪ I was afraid to leave you on your own ♪

♪ I said I'd catch you if you fall ♪

♪ And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all ♪

♪ And then I got you off your knees ♪

♪ Put you right back on your feet ♪

♪ Just so you could take advantage of me ♪

♪ Tell me, how's it feel sittin' up there? ♪

♪ Feelin' so high, but too far away to hold me ♪

♪ You know I'm the one who put you up there ♪

♪ Name in the sky, does it ever get lonely? ♪

♪ Thinkin' you could live without me ♪

♪ Thinkin' you could live without me ♪

♪ 'Cause baby, I'm the one who put you up there ♪

♪ I don't know why ♪

♪ Thinkin' you could live without me ♪

♪ Go on and live without me ♪

♪ 'Cause baby, I'm the one who put you up there ♪

♪ I don't know why ♪

♪ Gave love 'bout a hundred tries ♪

♪ Just runnin' from the demons in your mind ♪

♪ Then I took yours and made 'em mine ♪

♪ I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind ♪

♪ Said I'd catch you if you fall ♪

♪ And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all ♪

♪ And then I got you off your knees ♪

♪ Put you right back on your feet ♪

♪ So you could take advantage of me ♪

♪ Tell me, how's it feel sittin' up there? ♪

♪ Feelin' so high, but too far away to hold me ♪

♪ You know I'm the one who put you up there ♪

♪ Name in the sky, does it ever get lonely? ♪

♪ Thinkin' you could live without me ♪

♪ Thinkin' you could ♪

[audience] ♪ Live without me ♪

♪ Baby, I'm the one who put you up there ♪

♪ I don't know why ♪

[cheering]

♪ 'Cause Baby, I'm the one who put you up there ♪

♪ I don't know why, yeah ♪

♪ You don't have to say just what you did ♪

♪ I already know ♪

♪ I had to go and find out from them ♪

♪ So tell me, how's it feel? ♪

♪ Tell me, how's it feel ♪

[audience] ♪ Sittin' up there? ♪

♪ Feelin' so high, but too far away to hold me ♪

♪ You know I'm the one who ♪

[audience] ♪ Put you up there ♪

♪ Name in the sky, does it ever get lonely? ♪

♪ Thinkin' you could live without me ♪

♪ Thinkin' you could live without me ♪

♪ 'Cause baby, I'm the one who put you up there ♪

♪ I don't know why ♪

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ Thinkin' you could live without me ♪

♪ Thinkin' you could live without me ♪

♪ 'Cause baby, I'm the one who put you up there ♪

[audience] ♪ I don't know why ♪

Yeah!

Amazon Music Live, thank you guys so much

for joining me tonight for this incredible show.

Thank you to Amazon for all their hard work

putting this together.

[cheering]

Happy fucking Halloween.

My new album, "The Great Impersonator", is out now.

Stream it, love it, and I'll see you soon

for a real fucking long one next time.

Good night!

[cheering]