All language subtitles for Married At First Sight UK (2025) S10E33.en

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- That's double standards.
- Previously -

as Leigh's actions rocked
the final dinner party...

Why would you kiss her back?
That's what I'm not getting.

If this were to happen with you,
it would be very different.

- With you, it's not.
- ..it sent her marriage into meltdown.

- Typical Leigh, arguing at me
like a
- BLEEP
- lawyer.

Attention-seeking bitch.

And, with the experiment's ending
in sight...

I'm worried that I'm not going
to be enough for you.

..shocking confessions
threaten to tear it all apart.

Do you think your feelings

will change
when we leave the experiment?

Um...

..I'm worried we might lose

that passion
and everything that we do have.

No reassurance whatsoever.
Devastating answer.

But it was hard truths...

Do you think I've been respectful
in this marriage?

- No.
- ..that threw Leah's behaviour
into the spotlight.

Leah, in Leigh's defence,
you're a flirty person.

Come on, Bailey.

She goes, "Oh, I'd sleep with her,
I'd shag her," or, "I'll turn her."

If I said I would shag Leigh,
you wouldn't be happy.

Do I feel disrespected
in those moments? Yes, I do.

- BLEEP
- me. I'm done arguing,
I'm done trying to defend myself.

It's ridiculous.

- Tonight...
- In her head,
I fancy these people.

That is unfair on you.

..the experiment reaches
its gripping climax.

I'm scared, because it's something
I want so badly.

I don't ever want
to see your heart broken.

Do you think you're
on the same page?

Um, I don't think so.

..as the first three couples face
the life-changing decision.

There is feeling there,

but I actually don't know
if Leigh will ever trust me.

If Reiss doesn't want to renew
the vows,

my heart will be broken.

- Whether to stay together...
- Is love enough to make this work?

We've got a really deep connection,

but the good doesn't come
without the bad.

..or end their marriages forever.

I never want to hurt Leisha,
but I just need to be honest.

Leigh,

I always try to see the best
in you...

..but if I'm truly thinking about
my future,

I need someone who trusts me
without question.

You put pressure on me to move at
a faster pace than I was ready for,

and I have questioned it all.

So,

Leisha...

I'm just going to miss
not waking up to you.

- Yeah.
- Not having your scrambled eggs
in the morning.

Having reached the end of
the experiment,

the remaining couples
are about to head home...

- Got a little present for you.
- Oh, what we got?

- Go on, then.
- Yeah?
- Pop it in.

..to contemplate the future
of their marriages.

I think this is going to be
the last time

- that we're going to be
sitting on this couch.
- Yeah.

- This feels like our first home,
doesn't it?
- Mm.

Like, we've had
such an amazing time.

I refuse to pack until last minute,

because I don't want to leave.

As rubbish as this is right now,
everything else is so exciting.

Yeah, I'm looking forward
to this week going by very quickly,

so we can get to Vow Renewals

and just see each other again,

- and then start our lives together.
- Mm-hm.

The last time I went home
to my apartment was Homestays,

and I was bringing John home
and I was excited

for him to meet my family
and friends, so...

Yeah, I think it's hard, today,
going back just by myself.

Have a little last look around
of the apartment.

- Oh, there's so many good memories.
- I know.
- Yeah.

- I know.
- But we're gonna make

more amazing memories together
in our own apartments.

- This is just the start.
- OK?

Having a week away from John,
I'm not used to that.

We've not had the outside world
influencing our relationship..

..and it's scary.

Bye, babe.

Giving someone your heart
is terrifying,

especially when I have been so hurt
in the past.

If this marriage wasn't to work out,
I'd feel absolutely heartbroken.

I would be devastated.

To see her leave...

..oh, it was heartbreaking.

I can't imagine my life
without Abi now,

I really can't.

I've spent a long time single,

a long time wondering
whether love will ever come...

..and now that it's here...

..I don't want that to change.

I'm gonna really struggle, not
waking up next to you every day.

Yeah, I'm the same.

- But you get to see
your family...
- Yeah.

..I get to see my family.

- Yeah.
- I am buzzing to see them all.

Can't wait to just have a catch-up,
give them a good old hug.

I'm feeling very sad this morning.

I'm not ready to leave Reiss.

He's my person,

but Reiss does struggle to
reassure me on the day-to-day.

I think my hope is that
you come back and you missed me,

and that you know exactly

where your emotions are,
and where your feelings are,

and just a bit more of, like,
a clearer mindset.

Yeah.

You know I've always struggled
with your closed-ness,

and I've always wanted
to try and open you up.

Because I'm not like that.

- Yeah.
- I find it very, like,
unnatural.

Obviously, I know
where my heart's at.

When I say I love someone,
I'm not going to,

- like, change my mind
all of a sudden.
- Yeah, yeah.

I have put my heart and soul
into this experiment,

and I have told Reiss
that I love him,

but Reiss will not say it back
to me...

..so I am scared.

I don't want to get blindsided.

I'm just really nervous
that he's going to break my heart.

Come on.

- Let's get our bags out.
- Yeah.

Five days, you're gonna have
a lovely time with your family.

I've got strong feelings for Leisha,

but we are at different levels,
emotionally.

Leisha does need quite a bit
of reassurance,

and I know she wants me to
open up a lot more,

and I've been giving more than
what I'd normally give anyway.

But, if she's not satisfied with it,
it does concern me.

This decision coming up,

on Vow Renewals,
is gonna be a tricky one.

I've got a lot to think about to
make sure I make the right decision.

I have 110% fallen deeply
in love with Reiss.

He's my best friend, so it's sad.

If Reiss doesn't want to renew
the vows...

..my heart will be broken.

There's an atmosphere between me
and Leah today, to be honest.

We ended the dinner party
last night on a bad note,

and we're not really
in a great place.

My head's all over the place
about Vow Renewals at the moment.

I've got a lot of thinking to do.

So, how are you feeling
after the dinner party last night?

I'm just, like, deflated
about it all.

I do think there's been one rule
for one, on occasions.

Say if I kissed Leisha
on the lips, like you did...

..you would have gone mad.

If you think there's
a double standard there,

you know the type of person
that I am.

Have you ever had any speculation

or worry that me or Leisha
have acted funny

with each other in the past?

- Just answer that, yes or no?
- No, but have you...
- Exactly.

..thought I've ever acted
a certain way towards her?

- Answer the question, yes or no?
- But you've done...

- Answer the question,
yes or no?
- Yes,

the things that you said in
the beginning made me uncomfortable.

There has been situations
where you've made comments

that have made me feel
uncomfortable,

especially, again,
after Partner Swap.

- What did I say?
- You told me that

- Leisha was flirting with you.
- Not on that weekend.
- Yes, you did.

- No, I didn't.
- Yes, you came back
and fucking told me that.

And you said she's done that before,

so don't try and act like
I'm fucking going nuts.

You've categorically come back

and told me that she's acted

a certain way with you,

don't fucking do that.

You're making me look like

- I'm fucking nuts and you know
that I'm not...
- No, I'm not.

- ..because you've told me things...
- No, I'm not.

This is what I'm saying,
every time with you.

Do you know what? I've overreacted
the whole fucking thing,

- I've made it up in my head, there's
not been...
- I don't think you've

- overreacted the whole thing.
- ..there's not been a single

situation that you've
ever stepped out of line,

or nobody else has ever stepped out
of line,

and I've had no right this,
whole fucking time...

But that's how you're
making it sound, Leah.

There's been an uncomfortable
situation between you and her, no?

You've behaved a certain
way towards her,

- knowing that she's flirted with you.
- Oh, my God, no I haven't.

Do you not think
that that's disrespectful?

- No I haven't.
- If there was someone

- in this experiment that had been
flirty with me...
- Oh, my God...

- ..and I'd come back...
- ..I can't be
bothered with this conversation.

- Neither can I, I'm not...
- Go, then.
- ..doing this

on the fucking last day,
there's no point.

See you later.

What is she doing?

Leigh's behaviour
has made me question

what I really want in my future.

Can I be with someone like that
on the outside?

I've got so much to think about
before Vow Renewals...

..if I fucking turn up.

- Hi!
- Hi.
- How are you?

Across the country...

- How are you?
- I'm good, how are you?

..our separated couples
are returning to their hometowns

to speak with friends and family
ahead of Vow Renewals.

- Hello.
- Hey, cousin!
- Nice to have you home.

In Formby, Leah is seeking words
of wisdom from cousin Taylor.

- A lot's happened.
- Oh, God, tell me about it.

- Hey, honey.
- Whilst, over 200 miles
away in Essex,

Leigh is meeting up
with best friend Nicole.

- How've you been?
- A bit all over
the place, to be fair.

- Yeah, it was, kind of,
just not good vibes...
- Really?

- ..when I left, yeah.
- Why?
- Was about to leave the apartment,

"Let's just have one more chat."
That blew up.

I ended up walking out and leaving,
because we was just going round

in circles, and it was not needed,

we didn't need to do that
on the last day.

We didn't leave it
on a good note at all.

She stormed out,
didn't say bye to me.

- Oh, God, why?
- The dinner party,
the honesty box.

- Yeah.
- My question was,

- "Have I ever disrespected you
in this experiment?"
- Mm-hm.

And she was like,
"Well, yeah, I think you have."

"You were too familiar with Bec
from day one,

"you said she was your type,"
and then there was the Leisha thing,

because I said that she was,
like, a good-looking girl.

But I've not once said
I fancy anyone.

- OK.
- When she asks me
a straight question,

I'm giving her a straight answer,
because I'm an honest person.

She then gets her back up,
and then in her head,

I then fancy these people.

- It's like an insecurity,
obviously, isn't it?
- Yeah.

- And that is unfair on you.
- Mm.

- And then she went on girls' day
and kissed Leisha on the lips.
- What?

No, sorry, but if I did that
with Leisha, she would lose her rag.

- That's double standards.
- Yeah.

It's got to be the same rules
for everyone.

Exactly.

- I've been here before with Leah...
- Yeah.
- ..in this headspace,

and then we've come back
ten times better.

I don't want to behave
as if she's not someone

that's really important to me,
because she is.

We've been through a lot

in this experiment,
and there are feelings there.

Since I've come home,

I've been racking my brain
just trying to realise,

is it me? Is it Leah?

Because there's times
throughout the experiment

where I feel like Leah's made it
sound as though I'm only reacting

that way because of things
I've been through in the past.

Naturally, my guard is up,
but I'm willing to go in both feet.

I'm serious about
wanting it to work.

Leigh entered the experiment hoping
to let go of past insecurities.

I saw my life with this person.

That then got taken away.

But as the experiment went on...

I started to feel like you were
being overly familiar with Rebecca.

..Leigh's deep-rooted trust issues...

- They're hot.
- Oh, of course you fucking noticed.

I've been humiliated in the past.
I find it disrespectful.

She's been triggered,
based on her past relationships.

..became a barrier
in their marriage.

So, the reason that you
flirt with other girls

is because you're from Liverpool.

Who do I flirt with?
I don't flirt with Rebecca,

and I certainly haven't flirted
with her.

The marriage definitely
can't work without trust.

A relationship can't work
without trust.

It's pathetic.

I've been through...

..a lot of situations...

..has just led to me
getting really hurt.

I generally have been in a place,
throughout the experiment,

like kind of half-blaming myself
a little bit.

- It's a hard situation.
- Yeah.

So what's kept you
in this experiment for so long?

There's loads of reasons
why we are a match,

and I do see that.

Our morals aligned well.

- Yeah.
- Also, not a surface-level
relationship.

- Yeah.
- There's definitely feelings
there, from my side.

There's a lot more
in my heart towards her.

- Yeah. She's a lovely person as well.
- Yeah, she's a nice girl.

And yeah, it's not been nice,
how it's been left,

but I'm not one to hold a grudge.

I can't sit and forget about
all the good things, about

what our relationship's been,
and all the good things about her.

- Yeah.
- It's been a roller-coaster,

- I've learnt a lot about myself...
- Yeah.
- ..but I think, right now,

I've just got to sit and think about
the whole process.

It's a lot to think about.

My head is scrambled.

Something keeps me wanting to try.

- Yeah.
- We had a really good Homestay.

I saw her in a different light,
she saw me in a different light.

We're very similar in that
we're family-orientated and...

- Yeah.
- ..we have a really
strong bond.

So, going into Vow Renewals,
I don't want to regret anything,

so I'm trying to make sure

- that I'm making the right decision
for me.
- Yeah.

Yeah, it's massive.

- There's a lot of pressure
on you.
- Yeah.

And this will determine, like,
the rest of your lives.

Yeah, I know.

I'm really sad that me and Leah
left on bad terms.

I didn't want our last day
in the apartments to be like that.

But you can see, from the way
I'm reacting in these situations,

there are feelings there,
there is a connection there.

Otherwise, I wouldn't feel this way.

I'm really torn, because I don't
want to miss out on something

that could potentially
be really special.

This is one of the hardest decisions

that I'm ever really
gonna have to make.

There's so many good things
about Leigh

that I genuinely do love.

There is a lot of feeling there.
I care for her, I respect her,

but I can't ignore the fact
that I trust her,

but she doesn't trust me.

Is it going to be something
that can work on the outside?

I'm going into this Vow Renewal
in totally two minds, at the moment.

Whatever decision I make
is going to be a hard one.

I've invested so much time into
this person, so much effort.

If I decided to walk away,
it'd be hard to leave her behind.

You spoil me. Oh, thank you,
this is lovely.

In Bournemouth,

Abi is reuniting with her mum,
Pamela...

Thanks for coming.

It's lovely to see you, John.

Lovely to see how happy you are.

..whilst, in North Wales, John is
with his mum and sisters.

It was very sad to leave Abi.

- Yeah.
- But that's a yes.
- Yeah, yeah.
- From both of you?

- From both of us, yeah.
- OK.

We've had an amazing time in
the apartments, and I do love her.

- I am thinking really hard about
the vows.
- Yeah.

You also need to think about things
that might be an obstacle as well.

- Yeah.
- Yeah,

you've been in this fairytale,
and it has been absolutely amazing,

- but there will be something.
- Yeah, yeah.

We've not had conflict yet,

so, you know, that's going to come.

We'll have to navigate
our first conflict

without the help of the experts.

- That'll be the big test.
- Yeah, it will.

- We know it's going to come.
- Yeah.

We've just had a great time
so far,

- we hope that great time continues.
- Yeah.

Obviously, when we've
seen you together on the Homestays,

I could just see
that you belong together,

definitely belong together.
That's all I've always ever wanted -

somebody that will care for you,

love you, make you happy,

and I think you've definitely found
that person.

- Yeah, she definitely does that.
- Definitely, definitely.

She does, yeah.

- I love John. I've never had
these feelings...
- No.

..for anybody in my entire life.

And also, someone loving me,

- I didn't think...
- I know.
- ..I would ever be lovable.

The times you used to say to me,
"All I want is someone to love me."

Used to break my heart.

When you said, "Our family
is now complete..."

- I feel that.
- ..it made me so happy,
because I've waited

to hear those words
from you my entire life.

I know, I know, and what I really am
so happy about,

- is that you've found someone that
put the confidence in you.
- Mm.

I can see that he's got the traits

that I'd want you to have
in a husband.

I'm so, just like, happy.

But I'm scared as well,

because I've never been this open
and vulnerable with someone before,

I've never given someone my heart.

I am worried.

- John's helped me develop
this confidence and security...
- Mm.

..but I don't want my insecurities
to creep back...

- Yeah.
- ..because I'm away from him

- and I don't have
that constant reassurance.
- No.

I see my future with him.

I know he's my person that I want
to spend the rest of my life with.

I guess I'm scared of losing that,

- because it's something...
- Mm.
- ..I want so badly.

- Aww.
- So, it's just...

- ..so...
- Darling.

Your heart is in this...

- ..fully committed...
- Mm.

..and I don't ever want
to see your heart broken.

But I have the greatest feeling,
that this is, this is it.

Mm.

- When you met him, you felt like
that security straight away.
- Mm.

Well, I did with your dad, too.

When you meet someone

and you know
they're your life partner,

then nothing is going
to change that.

- Yeah.
- I am just so happy,
it's all a mum could want.

Yeah, thank you.

It has been like a fairytale.
Everything's happened so quickly.

I've wondered whether
it's too good to be true.

Me and John have been in
some sort of bubble.

I genuinely love that man so much.

It's something that I've wanted
so badly.

I'm so nervous.

I have given my heart to John.

What he decides to do with it
is down to him.

I can see Leigh
fitting into my life,

but the sticking point
in our marriage is trust.

I actually don't know
if Leigh will ever trust me.

In the experiment,
she doesn't trust me.

Will she trust me on the outside?
I just don't know.

Today's decision is gonna affect
the rest of my life.

There's so much about Leah and
our relationship that I do love...

..but, of course,

the good doesn't come
without the bad.

There's so many different questions
going on in my head.

Is she gonna keep thinking
I'm doing something bad?

Do I have to dim my light
a little bit

to be more the perfect person
for her?

I've really picked apart
every single aspect of our journey,

and it's not a decision
I've taken lightly.

I've put so much work
into this marriage.

We've got a really deep connection,

but should love be this hard?

Oh, fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

If I think about
what we do align on,

there's so many positives for me.

We do have a lot in common,
in the sense of

that deeper connection.

There is feeling there,

but is it enough?

I don't know.

- How are you?
- Good.

You OK?

Leah, can you believe that
we made it here?

It was clear from our wedding day
that building

a strong relationship
would take a lot of work.

But we got to know each other
on a deeper level so quickly,

and that instantly made me feel like
it was something worth trying for.

There were many parts to you
that I valued.

How caring and attentive you are...

..how you make me laugh,
and your positive mindset

which always kept me level-headed
on my hardest days.

I care for you and love you
in many ways.

There are so many reasons
this could work.

However...

..we've struggled with
communication, trust,

misunderstood feelings
and unwanted behaviours.

Your behaviour, jokes
and remarks towards other women

only ever caused me
to be more closed off.

If this hadn't have happened,
I feel I may have felt

more comfortable
to let my guard down.

Disagree.

The fundamental reasons
why our relationship has struggled,

intimacy not being as it should,
and issues around trust...

..it's enabled me to come to

a conclusion on how I want
a marriage to feel.

And I would be lying
if I said to you that this was it.

A true loving relationship

should not take this much effort
and force.

Because of these reasons,
I've decided that I no longer wish

to continue the marriage.

Leigh...

..you've got qualities
I truly admire.

You're an incredible communicator...

..you're caring,
you share my values,

and in moments,
you've made me feel safe.

We've had moments
of connection...

..moments of joy...

..but we've also had friction...

..tension and doubt.

Throughout this marriage, it's
become clear that the lack of trust

around my female friendships has
created real challenges between us.

Your past hurt
was often projected onto me...

..creating a narrative
that didn't reflect who I am.

And that's something I can't ignore.

I often felt like
I was being managed, not met.

You're quick to critique...

..and I often felt like I was
under scrutiny.

I tried to figure you out.

One day distant and guarded,

the next day you were more open
and tactile.

You told me I made you feel safe,
then told me you didn't trust me.

You said I disrespected you.

I honestly felt like
I protected you.

Gave you the benefit of the doubt,
always tried to see the best in you.

Meanwhile, I felt blamed,
judged and misunderstood.

Leigh...

..if I'm truly thinking
about my future,

I need someone
who trusts me without question.

I don't want to be led on,
kept around just in case...

..unsure if I'm liked,
loved or fancied.

Nor do I want to be made to feel
like I'm constantly on trial.

I am leaving this marriage here.

You said you didn't want
to lead me on...

..so it's time I stopped following.

For you to say
that you've felt managed...

- ..throughout the whole...
- I didn't
say throughout the whole.
- OK.

You add things in all the time.
Managed not met.

Sometimes, I want to chat to you
about certain things, and it's like,

du, du, du, du, du.

It just felt like you weren't
meeting my energy.

Do you not think
it's a little bit insensitive

if I just want to know
the ins and outs of what happened,

- like...
- But, the first thing...
- ..that's an insecurity in me, right?

- So, as a support...
- But own that, then.
- ..and I have.

You didn't at the time.

You were being on at me like that,
when I didn't think you needed to...

- Because I wanted to find out
what had happened.
- No, but...

In a relationship,
what I need, is someone

who is also excited to see me
and then ask the questions.

And I need to feel more supported
by my partner

and not act as if me
asking questions

is doing something wrong.

And if you weren't a closed book,

maybe you would have got that
from the beginning.

I tried.

Did you?

I have tried, and then
you're throwing it in my face.

You're acting as if
I haven't fucking tried,

- I have tried.
- I'm just saying

- I don't feel my energy was met.
- Neither do I.

- Have you got anything else to say?
- Not really.

I'm shocked by some of the things
that Leah's just said.

Leah's mentioned a load of things
today

that she's never said to me before.

I've really tried
to let my guard down

and be as vulnerable as I could,

as much
as she doesn't seem to see it.

I came into this today
knowing my decision.

I wasn't going to be happy

if I were to continue
in this marriage,

and I know
what I want from my partner,

and it wasn't
what Leah could give me.

I chose to walk away today
because the marriage was too much of

a rollercoaster
for me to sit on any longer.

I really wanted to come in here
and find love.

I deserve someone who's going

to trust me fully,
and have an open heart to me.

I am walking away
with my head held high,

and I've definitely
made the right decision.

I'm absolutely terrified.

For the first time,
I adore and love someone.

I have given my heart to John...

..and I'm hoping he will protect it.

I'm scared, because I have been hurt
in the past,

so there is so much riding on
this decision.

It's my life...

..my future...

..and, ultimately, my heart.

I've waited so long
to experience true love.

I've never felt like this before.

We need to adjust to life
outside of the experiment...

..and that's unknown.

I am worried.

We both are great
inside the experiment.

Is love enough to make this work?

I want John to commit to me
for our entire lifetime.

That's what I came into
this experiment for...

..to find my forever person.

And, for me, that is John.

- Hi.
- Hi.

So I'm just hoping that he commits
to me in the same way today.

- You look amazing,
I love this dress.
- Thank you,

- so do you.
- Wow.

You look so good.

- I missed you.
- I've missed you, too.

- I felt really nervous.
- Why were you nervous?

Like nervous excitement.

My dear husband, John...

..as I stand before you today,
we are no longer strangers.

We stand connected through
a journey of a lifetime,

with the ultimate end reward love.

Throughout our journey,

we supported each other
every step of the way.

Living with you,
we made a home for ourselves,

but very soon, you became my home...

..as my feelings for you
got stronger and stronger

each single day.

You acknowledged my lack
of confidence,

which I always thought I hid well.

But you set out to change that.

The most beautiful thing is

that you have helped me find
that confidence again.

After Partner Swap Week,
I knew you were the one.

I have never been in love,

which is how I know
this time was different.

Hearing you say those
three words,

"I love you..."

..was the moment
you changed my life forever.

The I became we,
the future became us...

..and my heart became yours.

Love only comes once in a lifetime,

and for my entire life,
I have been waiting for it,

and, little did I know, for you.

You are my present, my future,

but, most importantly...

..you are the love of my life.

Aww.

Those were so good.

- I wrote it from the heart.
- I felt it.

Aww.

To my wife.

Standing here
at our Vow Renewals,

my mind casts back to the time
before I met you,

wondering if love had passed me by.

For years and years, I thought
I wasn't good enough to be loved.

But since the moment
we stood together on

our wedding day, I knew.

I knew that every failure,
every doubt,

every unanswered question
suddenly made sense...

..because the answer was you.

One of the most defining moments

of this experiment was
Partner Swap Week.

That space made it so clear...

..I didn't just like you,
I loved you.

I'd already fallen.

In such a short time,

we've created something
I'm so proud of.

This is only the beginning.

You've changed everything for me.

You've made the idea of a family,
a home and a future feel real.

I've waited my whole life
to feel like this,

and I'd walk through
every one of those awful,

lonely single years again
if they led me back to you.

You've taken a heart
that once wondered

if it would ever be truly seen,

and you've given it a place to rest,
grow and belong.

I vow to protect what we've built,

and never take a single moment
for granted.

To be the man who lifts you,
loves you,

and chooses you, every single day
for the rest of our lives.

This isn't just a new chapter, this
is a story I always hoped for.

And the greatest gift...

..is knowing I get to write it
with you.

Aww, that's beautiful.

- I missed you.
- I missed you, too.

- Let's just do life!
- I'm ready.

Let's go.

The start of our story.

I feel amazing.

This is the perfect way to end
the first chapter of our journey.

I came into this experiment
wanting to find love

I found John, found a husband...

..and I found
our happily ever after.

And I know you're going to be
the most amazing father.

- I love you.
- I love you.

- Let's go and spend the rest
of our lives together!
- Yes!
- Yes!

Oh, thank God you're here.

In Edinburgh, Leisha is catching up
with best friend Mel...

There we go. What a lovely day.

..whilst in Essex, Reiss is seeking
guidance from his mum and sister.

How's it all going?

Bit emotional, leaving
the apartments the other day.

- Leisha's gone back to Scotland?
- Leisha's gone back to Scotland.

- Yeah.
- The Vow Renewals
are coming up.

There's a lot
of positives between us,

but also, there's, like, negatives,
so I'm just trying

- to weigh out...
- Let's talk about
the positives first.

Positives. She's an attractive girl,

she's good fun,
we got loads in common,

she's kind, thoughtful.
I can tell she'd be a great mum,

- like, she'll take care of me...
- Definitely.

..and our future children.

- So there's plenty of positives.
- Yeah.

He's just perfect. I want
to lie next to him every single day.

I want to eat dinner with him
every single day.

- Not...
- I like to smell him
and, like,

- when he touches me...
- Yeah.
- ..and cuddles me, like,

I just feel so good,
and we just have such a laugh.

I've never met anyone that I've been
so compatible with.

- Yeah.
- And now he's not here,
I feel really sad.

- I just miss him.
- Mm-hm.

But I don't know if he misses me.

So, do you think you're on
the same page with your emotions?

Mm, I don't think so.

- No?
- No. From early on, like,
I worked that one out.

Leisha moves a lot quicker than me.

The other day, she said to me
she does love me.

How close are you to feeling
the same way?

I'm definitely getting there.
Each week we are making progress,

and I'm getting stronger emotions
and feelings towards her.

And I do honestly think
that I would've been there by now

- if it wasn't for all these
arguments...
- Yeah.
- Mm.

..because there has been days
where I was thinking,

"Do I? Don't I? Let me just take my
time actually, and just don't..."

- And then she does something...
- ..and then she'll do something,

and I'm like, ooh,
and I'll retract that bit more.

I can see that you do have
strong feelings for him.

- I do, of course I do.
- Yeah.
- I've told him I loved him.

- Oh, my God.
- I felt it and I said it.

- And has he said it back,
or is he not there yet?
- No,

he's not there yet.

- Yeah, that's scary.
- Isn't it?
- Mm-hm.

He's everything I've asked for,

he really is, it's just,
he is just not there yet.

I feel like by now, you would

probably be on the same page,
though.

Does he make you, like, feel secure
in your relationship?

Most of the time.

That was very hesitant, that answer.

You need that reassurance
that you're the one that he wants.

It's not a lot to ask,
I don't think.

I've gave Reiss my heart,

and I'm now just waiting
for him to catch up to me.

I don't know how long
it's going to take,

but I do worry that this time apart
may make Reiss think,

is this really all worth it for him?

I just feel very, very vulnerable.

In reality, I have completely
and utterly fallen for Reiss,

and I do fear that I might get hurt.

She's admitted to me
that she does have insecurities.

So is she quite needy?

- Yeah, you could say that.
- You're not there to be a fixer.

- Hm.
- If they're her insecurities,
that's for her to deal with.
- Mm.

I will give Leisha a couple
of compliments when she's, like,

- dolled up, we'll go out like, "Oh,
you look gorgeous," and...
- Course.

But then she's saying to people

that I don't pay her enough
compliments. But that's just not me.

You don't want to keep thinking,

- "Oh, I better say this..."
- Yeah.
- ..because then you're gonna be...

- Cos then I'm getting stuck in my
head.
- ..compromising how you are,

- and walking on eggshells.
- Mm.

So, you keep being you,
you keep being natural.

Actions speak louder than words.
I mean, I know how you are,

- I know how loving and nice
you are.
- Yeah.
- Tentative.

Even just, like, the little
holding the hand shows that

- it doesn't have to be words,
does it?
- And sometimes,

I feel like I'm holding
Leisha's hand quite a lot,

but then, like, she's saying, like,
I'm not holding her hand enough.

I'm thinking, "Leisha, I don't
honestly think you will be happy

- "unless I was...
- You're stuck to
her.

"..constantly holding your hand,
arm around you,

"literally, like,
rocking you like a baby."

Relationships shouldn't
be second-thinking

every movement, every sentence,
all the time.

Reiss has got a lot
on his mind.

Leisha sounds
a little bit demanding.

That will be a problem
for Reiss,

and that might be
the straw

that breaks the camel's
back in this relationship.

This marriage
is everything to me.

I've decided to wear

my wedding dress
that I first met Reiss in.

It holds a lot of meaning.
It means the world to me.

I've never experienced
this kind of love before.

Reiss is my best friend...

..and he is my forever person.

But I just don't know if I'm his.

I know exactly where my heart lies.

Once I say I love you, I mean that.

I do fear that Reiss's feelings
for me might not come...

..and that may make him realise

that this isn't something
that he wants long-term.

Leisha's very special to me.

I love Leisha's personality.

Her kindness, her thoughtfulness.

Sometimes, Leisha can be
a bit demanding.

She wasn't happy with the affection
I was giving her.

Although I can see a future
with Leisha...

..she can get me down
with the bickering...

..and anyone who knows me
knows that I cannot stand drama.

I've definitely found
what I'm looking for,

but I do get fearful that Reiss
may not feel the same.

If he does decide
to not renew his vows...

..I will be heartbroken.

My life is on the line here.

I never want to hurt Leisha...

..but I just need to be honest.

I know where my head's at.

I've done what I think is best
for me and my future.

Hello.

- You look lovely.
- Thank you, so do you.

You good?

I'm good.

Reiss...

..I never thought
I'd be standing here today

after going through such an
emotional rollercoaster with you...

..but here we are.

Looking back on the first day
I met you,

I knew you were going to be someone
that I cared a lot about.

You make me laugh every single day.

I couldn't have done this
with anyone else.

However...

..while I have given you my all,

at times I have felt
it's not been reciprocated.

I'm scared that if you haven't

already got these feelings
for me now...

..they may never come.

And I'm nervous that this
combined with the distance...

..may hinder our relationship
after the experiment is over.

I know how much you've said
you hate drama...

..so I worry that our marriage
may be too much for you.

Or maybe I may be too much for you.

But, Reiss...

..we do have an amazing connection.

You're my best friend,

you've let me be
my complete and utter self...

..and I'm so grateful
that I've been matched with you.

So thank you.

I've given you my heart now,

and now I'm trusting you
not to break it.

This experience
has brought us together...

..and I know that you are the person

I want to create both a life
and a family with,

until we are old and grey.

I'm certainly in love with you.

Forever Reisha.

So...

Right...

As I stand here today
at our Vow Renewal...

..I can't believe how far
we've come.

Since the first day I met you,

I felt a connection.

I knew I'd found someone special,
who was right for me.

We flew to our honeymoon
and everything went great.

But it's also
where I had my first concerns.

On the flight home,
it was an instant trigger for me,

seeing my wife flirt
with another man.

It was hard, and it took me
some time to get over it.

I can't say this relationship
has been the easiest.

Whenever things were going good,
something would always crop up

that would take us off track
and put us back a couple of steps.

I feel like you put pressure on me

to move at a faster pace
than I was ready for.

I feel these issues have caused
a lot of friction...

..unwanted drama...

..and tension in our relationship.

And there were times
when I have questioned it all.

I feel so scared.

I love this boy.

If this marriage doesn't work out,
I would feel utterly devastated.

So...

Leisha...

Please don't break my heart.

Next time...

I felt like I was not enough
for you.

..Reiss is faced with
a defining decision.

There have been some times

where I've struggled
with our marriage.

I don't know how much more
I can do for you.

And, while seeking advice
from those they trust most...

Can you see yourself moving
down south to Bailey?

I don't know.

It'd break me heart if you left.

I'm worried that this won't work
outside of the experiment.

That's my biggest fear right now.

..the final two couples
face the agonising dilemma...

This is the biggest decision
I've ever had to make.

My entire future is riding on this,

but I just have so many doubts.

I am in love with Davide,

but love isn't enough to keep
a relationship going.

..to recommit forever...

I know Bec loves me,

but is she ready to uplift her life
for that love?

..or end their marriage
once and for all.

It hasn't all been highs.

Our communication broke down.

We couldn't find resolve.

Can our marriage survive
the hundreds of miles between us?

Am I willing to take that huge risk
for love?

The answer...

..Bailey...

Oh, God.