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If I kissed Lisa, you would have lost
your head.

Previously. That's double standard.

As Lee's actions rocked the final dinner
party.

Why would you kiss a bat? That's what
I'm not getting. If this were to happen

with you, it would be very different.

With you, it's not. It sent her marriage
into meltdown.

Consumption stand.

Typically. Arguing at me like a lawyer.

And with the experiment's ending in
sight.

I'm worried that I'm not going to be
enough for you.

Shocking confessions threaten to tear it
all apart.

Do you think your feelings will change
when we leave the experiment?

Um, I'm worried we might lose that
passion and everything that we do have.

reassurance whatsoever.

Devastating, isn't it?

But it was hard, true.

Do you think I've been respectful in
this marriage?

No. That threw Leah's behaviour into the
spotlight.

Leah, in Leah's defence, you're a flirty
person.

Come on, Bailey.

She goes, oh, I'll sleep with her, I'll
shag her, oh, I'll turn her. If I said I

would shag Leah, you wouldn't be happy.
Do I feel disrespected in those moments?

Yes, I do.

Me, I'm done arguing, I'm done trying to
defend myself.

It's ridiculous.

Tonight, in her head.

I fancy these people. That is unfair on
you.

The experiment reaches its gripping
climax.

I'm scared because it's something I want
so badly. I don't ever want to see your

heart broken.

Do you think you're on the same page?

I don't think so.

As the first three couples face a life
-changing decision.

There is feeling there, but I actually
don't know if Lee will ever trust me.

If Lee doesn't want to renew the vows.

My heart will be broken.

Whether to stay together.

Is love enough to make this work?

We've got a really deep connection, but
the good doesn't come without the bad.

Or end their marriages forever.

I never want to hurt Leisha, but I just
need to be honest.

Lee, I always try to do the best in you.

But if I'm truly thinking about my
future, I need someone who trusts me

question.

He put pressure on me to move at a
faster pace than I was ready for and not

questions at all.

Oh.

Leave her.

I'm just going to miss not waking up to
you. Yeah. Not having your scrambled

eggs in the morning.

Having reached the end of the
experiment, the remaining couples are

head home.

Got a little present for you.

To contemplate the future of their
marriages.

I think this will be the last time that
we're going to be sitting on this couch.

Yeah.

This feels like our first home, doesn't
it? We've had such an amazing time.

I refuse to pack until last minute
because I don't want to leave.

As rubbish as this is right now,
everything else is so exciting.

Yeah, I'm looking forward to this week
going by very quickly so we can get to

our renewals and just see each other
again and then start our lives together.

The last time I went home to my
apartment was home days and I was

home and I was excited for him to be my
family and friends. So, yeah, I think

it's hard today going back just by
myself.

Have a little last look around the
apartment.

Oh, it's good memories. I know.

But we're going to make more amazing
memories together in our own apartments.

This is just the start.

Having a week away from John, I'm not
used to that. We've not had the outside

world influencing our relationship.

And it's scary.

Hi, babe.

Giving someone your heart is terrifying,
especially when I have been so hurt in

the past.

If this marriage wasn't to work out, I'd
feel absolutely heartbroken. I would be

devastated.

To see her leave, oh, it was
heartbreaking.

I can't imagine my life without Abby
now. I really can't.

I've spent a long time single, a long
time wondering whether love will ever

come.

And now that it's here, I don't want
that to change.

I'm going to really struggle not waking
up next to you every day.

Yeah, I'm sorry.

Do you get to see your family? Yes. I
get to see my family.

I am buzzing to see them all.

Can't wait to catch up, give them a good
old hug.

I'm feeling very sad this morning. I'm
not ready to leave Rhys.

He's my person, but Rhys does struggle
to reassure me on the day -to -day.

I think my hope is that you come back
and you miss me and that you know

where your emotions are and where your
feelings are and just a bit more of like

a clearer mindset.

Yeah.

You know I've always struggled with all
your closeness and I've always wanted to

try and open you up.

Because I'm not like that. Yeah. I find
it very like unnatural.

Obviously I know where my heart's at.
When I say I love someone, I'm not going

to like change my mind all of a sudden.

Yeah, yeah.

I have put my heart and soul into this
experiment and I have told Rhys that I

love him, but Rhys will not say it back
to me.

So I am scared.

I don't want to get blindsided.

I'm just really nervous that he's going
to break my heart.

Come on.

He's got bags out. Yeah.

Wow.

Five days. You're going to have a lovely
time with your family.

I've got strong feelings for Leisha.

But we are at different levels
emotionally.

Leisha does need quite a bit of
reassurance.

And I know she wants me to open up a lot
more. And I've been giving more than

what I would normally give anyway.

But she's not satisfied with it. It does
concern me.

This position coming up from Val and
yours is going to be a tricky one.

I've got a lot to think about to make
sure I make the right decision.

I have 110 % fallen deeply in love with
Rhys.

He's my best friend, so it's sad.

If Rhys doesn't want to renew the vows,
my heart will be broken.

There's an atmosphere between me and Leo
today, to be honest.

We ended the dinner party last night on
a bad note and we're not really in a

great place.

My head's all over the place about fire
renewals at the moment.

I've got a lot of thinking to do.

Sarah, how are you feeling after the
dinner party last night?

I'm just, like, deflated about it all.

I do think there's been one rule for one
on occasion.

Fair fight.

kissed Leisha on the lips like you did,
you would have gone mad.

If you think there's a double standard
there, you know the type of person that

am, have you ever had any speculation or
worry that me or Leisha have acted

funny with each other in the past? Just
ask that yes or no. No, but have you

thought I've ever acted a certain way
towards her?

Answer the question yes or no.

Answer the question yes or no.

Yes, the things that you said in the
beginning made me uncomfortable. There

been situations where you've made
comments that have made me feel

especially, again, after partner swap.
What did I say?

You told me that Lisa was flirty with
you. Not on that weekend. Yes, you did.

Yes, you came back and fucking told me
that. And you said she's done that

before. So don't try and act like I'm
fucking going nuts. You've categorically

come back and told me that she's acted a
certain way with you, Leah. Don't

fucking do that.

You're making me look like I'm fucking
nuts and you know that I'm not. Because

you've told me things.

This is what I'm saying every time with
you.

Do you know what? I've overreacted the
whole fucking thing. I've made it up in

my head. There's not been a single
situation that you've ever stepped out

line or nobody else has ever stepped out
of line and I've had no right this

whole fucking time. But that's how
you're making it sound, Leah. There's

uncomfortable situation between you and
her, no?

You've behaved a certain way towards
her, knowing that she flirted with you.

my God. No, I haven't. Do you not think
that that's disrespectful?

No, I haven't. If there was someone in
this experiment that had been flirting

with me and I'd come back and told
you... Oh, my God, I can't hold this

conversation. Neither can I. I'm not
doing this on the fucking last day.

no point.

See you later.

What is she doing?

Leave behaviour. It doesn't make me
question what I really want in the

Can I be with someone like that on the
outside?

I've got so much to think about before
Val renewals.

If I fucking turn up.

Across the country.

Our separated couples are returning to
their hometown to speak with friends and

family ahead of vow renewal.

In Formby, Leah is seeking words of
wisdom from Cousin Taylor.

Whilst over 200

miles away in Essex, Lee is meeting up
with best friend Nicole.

How have you been?

Yeah,

it was kind of just not a good vibe,
really, when I left, yeah.

Why? I was about to leave the apartment,
I just had one watch out. That blew up.

I ended up walking out and leaving
because we were just going round in

and it was not needed. We didn't need to
do that on the last day.

We didn't leave it on a good note at
all.

She stormed out, didn't say bye to me.
Oh, God, why?

The dinner party, the honesty box. Yeah.
My question was, have I ever

disrespected you in this experiment?

Mm -hm.

And she was like, well, yeah, I think
you have. You were too familiar with

from day one.

You said she was your type.

And then there was the Alicia thing, cos
I said that she was, like, a good

-looking girl.

But I've not once said I fancy anyone.

OK. When she asks me a straight
question, I'm giving her a straight

because I'm an honest person.

She then gets a back -up, and then in
her head, I then fancy these people.

It's like an insecurity, obviously,
isn't it? Yeah. And that is unfair on

And then she went on Girls' Day and
kissed Leisha on the lips.

No, sorry, but if I did that with
Leisha, she would lose her rag. That's

standard. Yeah, it's got to be the same
rules for everyone.

Exactly.

I've been here before with Leah in the
headspace, and then we've come back,

sometimes better.

I don't want to behave as if she's not
someone that's really important to me,

because she is.

We've been through a lot in this
experiment, and there are feelings

Since I've come home...

I've been racking my brains trying to
realise, is it me, is it Leah? Because

there's times throughout the experiment
where I feel like Leah's made it sound

as though I'm only reacting that way
because of things I've been through in

past.

Naturally, my guard is up, but I'm
willing to go in both feet. I'm serious

wanting it to work.

I saw my life with this person.

That then got taken away.

But as the experiment went on... I
started to feel like you were being

familiar with Rebecca.

Lee's deep -rooted trust issues...
They're hot.

Oh, of course you fucking noticed.

I've been humiliated in the past. I find
it disrespectful.

She's been triggered by some of her past
relationships became a barrier in their

marriage. Is that the reason that you
flirt with other girls? Who do I flirt

with? I don't flirt with Rebecca.

And I certainly haven't flirted with
her.

Marriage definitely can't work without
trust. A relationship can't work without

trust. It's pathetic.

I've been through... ..a lot of
situations...

..that has just led to me getting really
hurt.

I generally have been in a place
throughout the experiment, like, kind of

blaming myself a little bit.

It's a hard situation.

Yeah.

So what's kept you in this experiment
for so long?

There's loads of reasons why we are a
match, and I do see that our morals

aligned well.

Yes. Also, there's not a surface -level
relationship.

There's definitely feelings there from
my side. There's a lot more in my heart

towards her. Yeah, she's a lovely person
as well. Yeah, she's a nice girl.

And, yeah, it's not being nice how it's
being left, but I'm not one to hold a

grudge. I can't sit and forget about all
the good things about... what our

relationship's been and all the good
things about hair. Yeah. It's been a

rollercoaster. I've learned a lot about
myself. Yeah. But I think right now I've

just got to sit, think about the whole
process.

It's a lot to think about.

My head is scrambled.

Something keeps me wanting to try.

Yeah. We had a really good home stay. I
saw her in a different light. She saw me

in a different light.

We're very similar in that we're family
orientated and we have a really strong

bond.

So I'm going into vow renewal.

I don't want to regret anything. So I'm
trying to make sure that I'm making the

right decision for me.

Yeah, it's massive.

There's a lot of pressure on you. Yeah.

And this will determine the rest of your
life.

Yeah. I know.

I'm really sad that me and Leah left on
bad terms.

I didn't want our last day in the
apartments to be like that.

But you can see from the way I'm
reacting in these situations, there are

feelings there, there is a connection
there. Otherwise I wouldn't feel this

I'm really torn because I don't want to
miss out on something that could

potentially be really special.

This is one of the hardest decisions
that I'm ever really going to have to

There's so many good things about Lee
that I genuinely do love.

There is a lot of feeling there. I care
for her, respect her. I can't ignore the

fact that I trust her but she doesn't
trust me.

Is it going to be something that can
work on the outside?

I'm going into this vow renewal in
totally two minds at the moment.

Whatever decision I make is going to be
a hard one.

I've invested so much time into this
person, so much effort. If I decided to

walk away, it would be hard to leave her
behind.

Can you spoil me?

Oh, thank you, this is lovely.

In Bournemouth, Abby is reuniting with
her mum, Pamela.

Thanks for coming.

It was lovely to see you, John.

Lovely to see how happy you are.

Whilst in North Wales, John is with his
mum and sisters.

It was very sad to leave Abbey.

Yeah. But that's the years.

Yeah, yeah. From both of you. From both
of us, yeah.

We've had an amazing time in the
apartments and I do love her.

I am thinking really hard about the
vows. Yeah.

You also need to think about things that
might be an obstacle as well.

Yeah. Yeah, you've... been in this fairy
tale and it has been absolutely amazing

but there will be something yeah yeah
we've not had conflict yet so you know

that's going to come we'll have to
navigate our first conflict without the

of the experts that'll be the big test
yeah it will we know it's going to come

yeah we've just had a great time so far
we hope that great time continues yeah

Obviously, when we've seen you together
on the homestays, I could just see that

you belong together, definitely belong
together. That's all I've always ever

wanted, somebody that will care for you,
love you, make you happy, and I think

you've definitely found that person.

Yeah, she definitely does that.
Definitely, definitely.

I love John. I've never had these
feelings before.

Anybody in my entire life. And also
someone loving me, I didn't think would

be lovable.

The times you used to say to me, all I
want is someone to love me, used to

my heart.

When you said our family is now
complete, it made me so happy because I

to hear those words from you my entire
life. I know, I know. And what I'm

so happy about is that you found someone
that... puts the confidence in you. I

can see that he's got the traits that
I'd want you to have in a husband.

I'm so just like happy, but I'm scared
as well because I've never been this

and vulnerable with someone before. I've
never given someone my heart.

I am worried.

John's helped me develop this confidence
and security, but I don't want my

insecurities to creep back away from
him.

I don't have that constant reassurance.

No.

I see my future with him.

I know he's my person that I want to
spend the rest of my life with.

I guess I'm scared of losing that
because it's something I want so badly.

So it's just... Darling,

your heart is in this.

Fully committed.

And I don't ever want to see your heart
broken.

But I have the greatest feeling this is
it.

When you met him, you felt like that,
that security straight away.

Well, I did with your dad too.

When you meet someone and you know
they're your life partner, then nothing

going to change that.

I am just so happy. It's all a mum could
want.

Yeah, thank you.

It has been like a fairy tale, but
everything's happened so quickly.

I've wondered whether it's too good to
be true.

Me and John have been in some sort of
bubble.

I genuinely love that man so much.

There's something that I've wondered so
badly.

I'm so nervous.

I have given my heart to John.

What he decides to do with it is down to
him.

I can see Lee fitting into my life.

But the sticking point in our marriage
is trust.

I actually don't know if Lee will ever
trust me.

In the experiment, she doesn't trust me.

Will she trust me on the outside?

I just don't know.

Today's decision is going to affect the
rest of my life.

There's so much about Leah and our
relationship that I do love.

But of course, the good doesn't come
without the bad.

There's so many different questions
going on in my head.

Is she going to keep thinking I'm doing
something bad?

Do I have to dim my light a little bit
to be more the perfect person for her?

I've really picked apart every single
aspect of our journey and it's not a

decision I've taken lightly.

I've put so much work into this
marriage.

We've got a really deep connection.

But should love be this hard?

If I think about what we do align on,
there's so many positives for me.

We do have a lot in common in the sense
of that deeper connection.

There is feeling there, but is it
enough?

I don't know.

How are you?

Good?

Leah, can you believe that we made it
here?

It was clear from our wedding day that
building a strong relationship would

a lot of work.

But we got to know each other on a
deeper level so quickly and that

made me feel like it was something worth
trying for.

There were many parts to you that I
valued.

How caring and attentive you are.

How you make me laugh and your positive
mindset which always kept me level

-headed on my hardest days.

I care for you and love you in many
ways.

There are so many reasons this could
work.

However...

We've struggled with communication,
trust, misunderstood feelings and

behaviours.

Your behaviour, jokes and remarks
towards other women only ever caused me

more closed off.

If this hadn't happened, I feel I may
have felt more comfortable to let my

down.

Disagree.

The fundamental reasons...

Why our relationship has struggled,
intimacy not being as it should, and

around trust.

It's enabled me to come to a conclusion
on how I want a marriage to feel.

And I would be lying if I said to you
that this was it.

A true loving relationship should not
take this much effort and force.

Because of these reasons, I've decided
that I no longer wish to continue the

marriage.

Lee,

you've got

qualities I truly admire.

You're an incredible communicator.

You're caring. You share my values.

And in moments, you made me feel safe.

We've had moments of connection, moments
of joy, but we've also had

friction, tension, and doubt.

Throughout this marriage, it's become
clear that the lack of trust around my

female friendships has created real
challenges between us.

Your past hurt was often projected onto
me, creating a narrative that didn't

reflect who I am.

And that's something I can't ignore.

I often felt like I was being managed,
not met.

You're quick to critique, and I often
felt like I was under scrutiny.

I tried to figure you out, one day
distant and guarded.

The next day you were more open and
tactile.

You told me I made you feel safe, then
told me you didn't trust me.

You said I disrespected you.

I honestly felt like I protected you,
gave you the benefit of the doubt,

tried to do the best in you.

Meanwhile, I felt blamed, judged and
misunderstood.

Lee.

If I'm truly thinking about my future, I
need someone who trusts me without

question.

I don't want to be led on, kept around
just in case.

I'm sure if I'm liked, loved or fancied.

Nor do I want to be made to feel like
I'm constantly on trial.

I am leaving this marriage here.

You said you didn't want to lead me on.

So it's time I stopped following.

For you to say that you felt managed
throughout the whole... I didn't say

throughout the whole. OK. You add things
in all the time.

Managed, not met.

Sometimes I want to chat to you about
certain things and it's like... Just

like you weren't meeting my energy.

Do you not think it's a little bit
insensitive if I just want to know the

and outs of what happened? Like, that's
an insecurity in me, right?

So it matters to put the time. You
didn't at the time.

You were being on me like that.

Because I wanted to find out what
happened.

In a relationship, what I need is
someone who is also excited to see me

ask the questions.

And I need to feel more supported by my
partner and not act as if me asking

questions is doing something wrong.

And if you weren't a closed book, maybe
you would have got that from the

beginning.

I tried.

Did you?

I have tried.

And then you're throwing it in my face.
You're acting as if I haven't fucking

tried. I have tried.

I'm just playing. I don't feel my energy
was met. Neither do I.

Do you want anything else to say? Not
really.

I'm shocked by some of the things that
Leah's just said.

Leah's mentioned a load of things that
she's never said to me before.

I've really tried to let my guard down
and be as vulnerable as I could.

As much as she doesn't seem to see it, I
came into this today knowing my

decision.

I wasn't going to be happy if I were to
continue in this marriage and I know

what I want from my partner and it
wasn't what Leah could give me.

I chose to walk away today because the
marriage was too much of a rollercoaster

for me to sit on any longer.

I really wanted to come in here and find
love.

I deserve someone who's going to trust
me fully and have an open heart to me.

I am walking away with my head held high
and I've definitely made the right

decision.

I'm absolutely terrified for the first
time I adore and love someone.

I have given my heart to John and I'm
hoping he will protect it.

I'm scared because I have been hurt in
the past, so there is so much riding on

this decision.

It's my life, my future.

And ultimately, my heart.

I've waited so long to experience true
love.

I've never felt like this before.

We need to adjust to life outside of the
experiment.

And that's unknown.

i am worried we both agree inside the
experiment is

love enough to make this work

i

want john to commit to me for our entire
lifetime

that's why i came into this experiment
for

To find my forever person.

And for me, that is John.

Hi. Hi.

So I'm just hoping that he commits to me
in the same way today.

You look amazing. I love this dress.

Thank you. So do you.

Wow.

You look so good.

I miss you.

I miss you too.

I felt really bad.

Why didn't I hear this?

Like, nurse excitement.

My dear husband, John, as I stand before
you today, we are no longer strangers.

We stand connected through a journey of
a lifetime with the ultimate end reward,

love.

Throughout our journey, we support each
other every step of the way.

Living with you made a home for
ourselves, but very soon you became my

As my feelings for you got stronger and
stronger each single day.

You acknowledge my lack of confidence,
which I always thought I hid well, but

you set out to change that.

The most beautiful thing is that you
have helped me find that confidence

After partner thought week, I knew you
were the one.

I have never been in love, which is how
I know this time was different.

Hearing you say those three words, I
love you, was the moment you changed my

life forever.

The I became we, the future became us,
and my heart became yours.

Love only comes once in a lifetime, and
for my entire life, I have been waiting

for it.

And little did I know, for you.

You are my present, my future, but most
importantly, you are the love

of my life.

Aww.

It was real good.

I wish I'd put it in the heart.

I felt it.

To my wife.

Standing here at El Varanil, my mind
cast back to the time before I met you,

wondering if love had passed me by.

For years and years, I thought I wasn't
good enough to be loved.

But since the moment we stood together
on our wedding day, I knew.

I knew that every failure, every doubt,
every unanswered question suddenly made

sense.

Because the answer was you.

One of the most defining moments of this
experiment was Partner Swap Week.

That space made it so clear.

I didn't just like you, I loved you.

I'd already fallen.

In such a short time, you've created
something I'm so proud of.

This is only the beginning.

You've changed everything for me.

You've made the idea of a family, a
home, and a future feel real.

I've waited my whole life to feel like
this, and I'd walk through every one of

those awful, lonely, single years again
if they led me back to you.

You've taken a heart that once wondered
if it would ever be truly seen and

you've given it a place to rest, grow
and belong.

I vow to protect what we've built and
never take a single moment for granted.

To be the man who lifts you, loves you
and chooses you every single day for the

rest of our lives.

This isn't just a new chapter, this is a
story I always hoped for.

And the greatest gift is knowing I get
to write it with you.

Oh, that's beautiful.

We're with you.

Let's just do life.

I'm ready.

Let's go.

The start of our story.

I feel amazing.

This is the perfect way to end the first
chapter of our journey.

I came into this experiment wanting to
find love.

I found John. I found a husband.

And I found our happily ever after.

And I know you're going to be the most
amazing father.

I love you. I love you.

Let's go and spend the rest of our lives
together.

Yeah.

Oh, thank God you're here.

In Edinburgh, Leisha is catching up with
best friend Mel.

There we go. What a lovely day.

Whilst in Essex, Rhys is seeking
guidance from his mum and sister.

How's it all going?

A bit emotional leaving the apartments
the other day.

Leisha's gone back to... Leisha's gone
back to Scotland.

The vow renewals are coming up. There's
a lot of positives between us, but also

there's, like, negatives.

I'm just trying to weigh out. Let's talk
about the positives first.

Positives. She's an attractive girl.

She's good fun.

We've got loads in common.

She's kind, thoughtful.

I can tell she'd be a great mum.

She'd take care of me and our future
children.

So there's plenty of positives.

Yeah.

She's just perfect.

I want to lie next to him every single
day. I want to eat dinner with him every

single day. I feel like I smell him and
when he touches me and cuddles me, I

just feel so good and we just have such
a laugh.

I've never met anyone that I've been so
compatible with and now he's not here, I

feel really sad.

I just miss him, but I don't know if he
misses me.

So do you think you're on the same page
with your emotions?

I don't think so. No? No. From early on,
like, I worked that one out.

Aisha moves a lot quicker than me. The
other day she said to me she does love

me.

How close are you to feeling the same
way?

I'm definitely getting there. Each week
we are making progress and I'm getting

stronger emotions and feelings towards
her.

And I do honestly think that I would
have been there by now if it wasn't for

these arguments. Yeah. Because there
have been days where I was thinking, let

just take my time, actually.

Unless you do something. Unless you do
something and I'm like, ooh, and I'll

retract that a bit more.

I can see that you do have strong
feelings for him. I do, of course I do.

I've told him I loved him. Oh, God.

I felt it and I said it.

And has he said it back or is he not
there yet? He's not there yet.

Yeah, that's scary.

Isn't it?

He is everything I've asked for. He
really is. It's just he is just not

yet. I feel like by now you would
probably be on the same page, though.

Does he make you, like, feel secure in
your relationship?

Most of the time.

That was very hesitant, that answer.

You need that reassurance that you're
the one that he wants.

Not a lot to ask, I don't think.

I've gave Rhys my heart and I'm now just
waiting for him to catch up to me.

I don't know how long it's going to
take, but I do worry that this time

may make Rhys think, is this really all
worth it for him?

I just feel very, very vulnerable.

In reality, I have completely and
utterly fallen for Rhys and I do fear

I might get hurt.

She's admitted to me that she does have
insecurities.

So she's quite needy.

Yeah, you could say that.

You're not there to be a fixer.

If they're her insecurities, that's for
her to deal with.

I will give Alicia a couple of
compliments. When she's like dulled up,

like, oh, you look gorgeous.

But then she's saying to people that I
don't pay her enough compliments.

But that's just not me.

You don't want to keep thinking, oh, I
better say this. Because then you're

going to be compromising how you are and
walking on eggshells.

So you keep being you. You keep being
natural.

Action. Speak louder.

than words.

I mean, I know how you are. I know how
loving and nice you are. I tend to.

But even just like the little holding
the hand so that it doesn't have to be

words, does it? Sometimes I feel like
I'm holding Alicia's hand quite a lot.

then she's saying like, I'm not holding
her hand enough. I'm thinking, Alicia, I

don't want to think you'll be happy
unless I was constantly holding your

arm around you, literally like rocking
you like a baby.

Relationships shouldn't be second
thinking, every movement, every

the time.

Rhys got a lot on his mind.

Lisa sounds a little bit demanding.

That will be a problem for Rhys, and
that might be the straw that breaks the

camel's back in this relationship.

This marriage is everything to me.

I've decided to wear my wedding dress
that I first met Rhys in.

It holds a lot of meaning. It means the
world for me.

I've never experienced this kind of love
before.

Rhys is my best friend and he is my
forever person.

But I just don't know if I'm his.

I know exactly where my heart lies.

Once I say I love you, I mean that.

I do fear that Rishi's feelings for me
might not come.

And that may make him realise that this
isn't something that he wants long term.

Rishi is very special to me.

I love Rishi's personality.

to her kindness, her thoughtfulness.

Sometimes Leisha can be a bit demanding.

She wasn't happy with the affection I
was giving her.

Although I can see a future with Leisha,
she can get me down with the bickering.

And anyone who knows me knows that I
cannot stand drama.

I've definitely found what I'm looking
for.

But I do get fearful that Reece may not
feel the same.

If he does decide to not renew his vows,
I will be heartbroken.

My life is on the line here.

I never want to hurt Leisha.

But I just need to be honest.

I know where my head's at.

I've done what I think is best for me
and my future.

You look lovely.

Thank you. Do you?

You good?

I'm good.

Rhys.

I never thought I'd be standing here
today.

After going through such an emotional
rollercoaster with you.

But here we are.

Looking back on the first day I met you,
I knew you were going to be someone

that I cared a lot about.

You make me laugh every single day.

I couldn't have done this with anyone
else.

However, while I have given you my all,
at

times I have felt it's not been
reciprocated.

I'm scared that if you haven't already
got these feelings for me now, they may

never come.

And I'm nervous that this, combined with
the distance, may hinder our

relationship after the experiment is
over.

I know how much you've said you hate
drama.

So I worry that our marriage may be too
much for you.

Or maybe I may be too much for you.

But Rhys, we do have an amazing
connection.

You're my best friend.

You've let me be my complete and utter
self.

And I'm so grateful I've been matched
with you.

So thank you.

I've given you my heart now and now I'm
trusting you not to break it.

This experience has brought us together
and I know that you are the person I

want to create both a life and a family
with until we are old and grey.

I'm certainly in love with you.

Forever, Risha.

As I stand here today at our Varanur, I
can't believe how far we've come.

Since the first day I met you, I felt a
connection.

I knew I'd found someone special who was
right for me.

We flew to our honeymoon and everything
went great.

But it's also where I had my first
concerns.

On the flight home, it was an instant
trigger for me to hear my wife flirt

another man.

It was hard and it took me some time to
get over it.

I can't say this relationship has been
the easiest.

Whenever things were going good,
something would always crop up that

us off track and put us back a couple of
steps.

I feel like you put pressure on me to
move at a faster pace than I was ready

for.

I feel these issues have caused a lot of
friction.

I wanted drama and tension in our
relationship.

And there were times when I have
questions at all.

I feel so scared.

I love this boy.

If this marriage doesn't work out, I
would feel utterly devastated.

So...

Leisha. Please don't break my heart.

I felt like I was not enough for you.

There have been some times where I've
struggled with our marriage.

I don't know how much more I can do for
you.

And while seeking advice from those they
trust most... Can you see yourself

moving down south to Bailey?

I don't know. It'd break me heart if you
left.

I'm worried that this won't work outside
of the experiment.

That's my biggest fear right now.

The final two couples face the agonising
dilemma.

This is the biggest decision I've ever
had to make.

My entire future is riding on this spot.
I just have so many doubts.

I am in love with to be...

But love isn't enough to keep a
relationship going. To recommit forever.

I know, but it loves me.

But is she ready to uplift her life for
that love?

Or end their marriage once and for all?

It hasn't all been hype.

Our communication broke down.

We couldn't find resolve.

Can our marriage survive the hundreds of
miles between us?

Am I willing to take that huge risk for
love?

The answer.

Bailey.