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I love this city,

but sometimes it doesn't love me.

Here in The Hills, pretty matters.

You are absolutely judged on what you wear,

how you look, everything you do.

♪ Born to lie ♪

I knew Spencer was my soulmate the night I met him.

♪ From ash to fire ♪

No one thought we'd last, but we have certainly

proved them wrong. Spencer and Heidi.

♪ The spark ignites ♪

It's really easy to get caught up in, like, Hollywood

and the fame and success.

I would love to be famous again.

It's just a lot for me.

♪ Shadows falling ♪♪

It's hard enough going through a divorce.

It's harder, everyone judging

and knowing intimate details

that you don't want everyone to know.

I have to protect myself.

I haven't seen Justin in so long.

I don't think that was the love of your life.

I think it's just getting started.

♪ Are you feeling lucky today? ♪

♪ You got what you paid for ♪

When you find the right one...

♪ And I'm at your front door ♪

Ultimately, you gotta settle down.

Getting married, putting a ring on your finger

doesn't all of a sudden like--

the relationship is totally different.

I came home to a psychopath. You were a nightmare.

You're making a bigger deal.I was just trying to tell you.

You're my husband.I never said that.

♪ If you've got game won't you bring it my way? ♪♪

When you're famous,

people have, like, a price tag on your head.

I keep my distance now from people.

It's a hard-learned lesson.

A lot of people that I trusted turned out to be monsters.

Brandon Lee is a really good friend of mine.

We've known each other for so long.

Cheers!

We might do things to hurt each other,

but we all truly care about each other.

By being my friend, you need to listen to me.

You're saying the same every time.

I am not trying to have a fake friendship.

If Spencer has a problem,

he can say something to me.

Why don't we just be enemies?

I'm right here, babe. Let's go, let's go.

I try to run away from all my problems,

but I just know one day

they're all gonna be at my front door.

Who are you right now?

We will destroy you!

You're literally insane.

The last thing I'm gonna allow here

is my name to be disgraced.

♪ Stayed in step for my people yeah ♪

♪ Comin' back like a sequel yeah ♪

It's been seven or eight years

since we've all been in the same place together.

All of us just kind of dispersed.

We all, like, got out of L.A.

Now, we're back.

♪ I don't ever, ever wanna look back ♪

♪ The future's blurry but the past is a trap ♪

♪ I might be starin' at my last chance ♪

Viva la Hollywood!

I'm your family!You're not my family.

You're the most self-centered human ever.

♪ Oh come in ♪♪

♪ L.A. ♪

♪ I belong to this city ♪

♪ L.A. ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah L.A. ♪

♪ I... I... ♪

♪ I belong to this city ♪

♪ This city... ♪

I'm in a different place than I was ten years ago.

I've had a baby. I got married.

And then, I got divorced.

So, it's been a crazy couple... years.

Uh, you can leave these in the living room.

After my ex and I split, I was living with my parents.

And so now, it feels amazing to have my own place again.

I feel like I'm waking up from a bad dream.

I realize I've shut so many people out of my life

and I've isolated myself so much in the past few years,

so it's nice to reconnect with all my old friends

and just feel alive again.

♪ I make bad girls look real good ♪

Hello? It's Heidi. Ahh! Hi, guys!

Hi!Hi!

I brought you a box!

Oh, my God.Oh, my God. I love you.

There's some champagne.

It's been so long!

You! Wow, it looks so good in here!

It's gonna be perfect for just me and Kirra.

Yeah.Wait, you guys,

let me show you outside.Great.

Oh, my gosh! So beautiful!

Looks awesome.

Okay.

I love it.Okay, I'll pop some champagne.

Yes! In honor of your new house.

Oh, way to go!

We're livin' on the edge!

Yeah, totally.

Oh, my God.Whoo!

I can't even believe that I'm a mom, let alone...

Like everybody else.

I sometimes wake up and I'm like, "Oh, my God,

"there's a little child in the other room

that I'm completely responsible for."

Things have been like

a whirlwind for me these past couple years.

While I was living in New York, I met my husband, Timmy.

We got married and decided to move back to L.A.

And then we had a baby boy named Sonny, so life is good.

I mean, Gunner's almost a year and a half.

Let me show you guys a photo.

I can't believe that.

Yeah, Kirra's gonna be three.Yeah.

Here's him on the deck yesterday.

I got him little short-shorts. Oh, my God!

He's so freakin' cute!

He's such a ham.I love his little haircut.

How's Spencer?

He's doing really well. Like--

Good. Yes, we have intense moments,

because it's intense being a parent.

Of course. Yeah.Oh, I know.

But even tonight, like, I didn't want to miss this with you guys,

but I want to be home.

And it's really hard for me to leave him,

even with Spencer. Like, I just

don't feel comfortable, and I have severe anxiety,

and I feel like it's physically in my body.

I want to get there, and that's why

I'm like making myself leave.Yeah.

Force yourself to come out tonight.

Yeah.Exactly.

That's a step in the right direction, though.

Like, for me too it was really hard to detach.

How are you?It's really hard,

like... the divorce-- and aside from that,

it's like the custody battle,

and dealing with, you know, my ex.

Gives me anxiety, but like,

all I can do is be the best mom for Kirra

and, like...

you know, it's just hard.

Yeah. God.

But you really tried. And, like, you can't have

any regrets about that, or beat yourself up about it.

I know.

You are amazing.

Do not forget what a catch you are,

and how funny and smart and loving and kind

and sexy and cool, like-- you're just beginning.

That's what I've had to realize, like, my life's not over.

Still so young...It's just the beginning.

No! It's just different.

It's just different.Yeah.

Have you guys hung out with anyone from the old gang?

You. You.

Yeah.Um, and Brody.

I don't really know Kaitlynn, his wife, very much,

but when we've hung out, she hasn't like...

really like wanted to talk with me, or us.

I don't know, maybe Brody and Spencer

have their own thing going on.

Yeah.

The first person that really reached out

when my divorce went public was Justin.

What?!Are you serious?

Justin Bobby?

Yes.Shut the "F" up!

Justin Bobby... I just can't shake him.

Audrina, I don't have that big of a connection to people

that I give myself to and spend all that time with.

And you're definitely one of those people.

God, it's just where we left off,

like way, way back when-- where we left off.

♪ Take me back, I'll go back ♪♪

He's always kind of checked in on me throughout the years,

and I think there is still a lot

to talk about and to figure out.

The door, obviously, is not completely closed.

I hadn't heard from him in a couple years...

Oh, my God. What did he say?Stop it!

So, it was a surprise. He just reached out

saying he heard the news, and he hopes I'm okay,

how am I doing, and he wants to hang out.

Are you serious?Yes.

Oh, my God!Oh, my God!

What do you-- wait, wait. What do you think about this?

Do it. Do it.Yeah.

I mean, you have nothing to lose, like, it--

Yeah.He's hot. You know?

Enjoy it. Have fun.

You know what you can get from Justin,

so you might as well.You get it, girl!

♪ I'm basically royalty ♪

♪ And all the others got nothing on me ♪

♪ Hope you're liking everything that you see ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm basically royalty... ♪

Growing up, my brother Spencer and I were like this.

But we had a huge falling out.

I needed a whole new city,

a whole new country, new friends.

So I moved to London.

We haven't had a relationship in a really long time.

I mean, I found out that Spencer and Heidi

were having a baby on the "Daily Mail."

One of the reasons I came back to L.A.

was to reconnect with my brother

and get to know my little nephew.

Hi!

And I'm excited to see everyone else.

♪ Cherry on top, don't ever stop ♪♪

Oh, my gosh.

Yo, bro, whassup? I'm back in L.A.

Because my brother makes fun of me so much,

I try to do everything in my power

to be as American as I can.

Oh, my-- Frankie, you have literally--

you just made, like, my entire year.

I cannot frickin' wait to hang out with you.

That's right.

♪ B-O-S-S, boss ♪♪

♪ I been so low ♪

♪ I promise I got more of me to show ♪

♪ I broke a promise ♪

♪ Lied to myself ♪

♪ Well I turned over the cards they dealt ♪

♪ I made a plan ♪

♪ Be twice the man I was before ♪

♪ Please understand ♪

♪ I broke a promise ♪

♪ Lied to myself ♪

♪ Please understand ♪♪

Cheers!

I love you.

Ten years ago,

Heidi and I got rich. We got famous.

We were livin' the dream.

But it was just a dream,

you know, it wasn't real. That's the problem.

♪ The sun sets on all of it ♪

♪ All the dreams and all the lies... ♪

In the media, we're very hated.

The energy was so dark that we moved to Costa Rica.

It was like a hideout.

We were like under witness protection.

Well, I hope you have fun tonight.

Tonight? You mean, early evening?

I love you, but your curfew is still midnight.

It made us stronger as a couple because we realized,

we are at rock bottom and we love each other more than ever.

If you come home later than 12,

dogs are barking, Gunner is crying.

We wanted to just have a more normal life,

so we came back and had Gunner.

And now we're on a new chapter of family.

I hope you have fun with the guys.

I'm hoping fun Brody shows up, 2004 Brody.

Oh, he used to be fun.Yeah.

Brody and I were best friends from high school.

And then he met his wife, Kaitlynn, and he went ghost.

Dang, it's already 8:15. I need to get going.

I do hope you have fun tonight.

Not worried about you.

I love dancing.

♪ Baby I got the moves and you got the moves too ♪

♪ Oh yeah I got the move and you got the move too ♪

♪ Yeah really take me higher ♪

♪ Come light this on fire ♪♪

Whoa!

Whoa! Look at you, buddy. Look at you, man.

Damn, you look good, bro.Wow, look at this place.

So do you. Look at this-- whoa!I miss you.

Spencer and I met Frankie

going out to the clubs back in the day.

We lived that single guy life. It was wild.

We've grown up in the past ten years.

Frankie has built his own empire with all these clubs.

He has a family now. He has two kids.

I met the love of my life, Kaitlynn.

We got married in Indonesia.

Can I tell a little something that happened the other day?

What?So, there's a reservation

that Kaitlynn Jenner's coming to the club.

And everybody got excited that it was your dad.

And it was your girl!

Oh! My-- my dad, he also became a woman.

I don't want to forget about that one.

I had been dating Kaitlynn Carter

for four and a half years.

And my dad came out and said that...

he wanted to be called Caitlyn.

Two "Kaitlynns."

Look, man, it's a wild world

we live in out there, you know?

♪ I walk inside, they all know my name ♪

♪ I am the face of fortune and fame ♪

♪ Fortune and fame ♪

♪ Fortune and fame, fortune and fame ♪

Oh! What's up...

Oh, feelin' Diesel, dog! I thought--

That's from a mountain bike, dog?

Yeah, what's goin' on?What is this?

That's a little Don Diego for you guys!

Oh, I'm not drinkin' that.

I'm not a big hard alcohol drinker anymore.

It's a tasting, man.

That's why we're here. We're celebrating life.

Uh, I can do that, Frankie.

Cheers!I can sip on some tequila.

Cheers.

How's married life?

You know, it has its ups and downs,

like anybody would say, but yeah, it's good.

What are the downs?

Um... just the normal bickering, you know,

married couple that we've been doing forever.

Putting a ring on your finger doesn't really all of a sudden--

like, the relationship is totally different.

I mean, it's like-- Oh, it's not?

She wants kids, though, I will say that.

She wants kids.You don't want any kids?

I want kids, but I'm not in a hurry

to have kids. No, I'm not.

What's wrong with your life, man?

Why don't you wanna have kids?

There's absolutely nothing wrong with my life.

It's not-- it's not-- I don't not want to have kids.

I want to have kids, just not right this second.

Bro, you guys don't have any freedom.

Wrong!

Having kids is a massive responsibility,

and you both know it.

Jesus Christ!Dog, we are turning up.

I was...Who's turning up?

God.

There's a theme to tonight: Pratt is back.

Where have you been?I'm talkin' about your sister.

His sister?

And I'm throwing her a party on Friday night.

I bet Spencer's loving that.

How are you guys still having beef? I mean...

Heidi and I will see Stephanie. Everything's fine.

I wouldn't think there's any problems.

And then she goes and tweets or IG Stories

or says an interview in England, talks all this smack about us.

And I'm like, "What?" It's just so frustrating.

Last time I saw her, she was actually

looking pretty hot, Pratt, okay?

I would have loved if you guys got married

we could've been, you know, brothers.You'd have been brother-in-laws.

You would have been invited to the wedding.Maybe not.

When I didn't get invited to Brody's Indonesian wedding...

I was shook.

Am I ever gonna hear the end of this?

No, no, no, definitely not.

But, I don't hold grudges.

J/K, I definitely do.

So this is gonna be fun.

I never took it personal. I never did.

I was like, oh, that doesn't look like

the most beautiful location I've ever seen in my whole life.

It's not supposed to be your guys' wedding.

It's my wedding.I'm still a little butt-hurt.

You guys sound like what I call a little bitch.

Well...

Spencer went off the grid for a while.

It's like, I had a lot of friends in my life

where we spoke every day,

and Spencer wasn't one of those people.

You didn't get invited to the wedding.

Drop it. Move forward.I did.

♪ 'Cause in this life you gotta fight for what you want ♪

♪ Yeah in this life ♪

♪ You gotta take, take what you want ♪

♪ And I get I get what I want ♪

♪ Yeah I get, Yeah I get what I want ♪

♪ In this life ♪♪

Stephanie!

Hi! Hi.

So good to see you.

How are you?How are you?

I haven't seen Stephanie in a long time,

but like when we're together, it's like no time has passed.

I hope someone brought a compass in case we get lost.

You can let loose with her and just laugh.

Hey, baby. Hola!

Hey-- Ooh!

And I need that right now.

Hello, how are you doing, miss?I'm good, how are you?

I'll have a glass of pinot grigio.

Pinot grigio? You got it.

Thank you.

I honestly don't even know where to start, Stephanie.

I don't know where I'm going right now. This--

For the first time in my life--

I feel like you're the same way.

Like, moving back, moving to a new place.

Heidi actually just helped me move in.

'Cause I was like, let's do a girls' night.

I know that she needs it. I get it.

I feel like I've been kind of escaping them in London.

But you know what? The reason why I wanted

to move back to L.A. is because of Spencer.

That's why it's so hard for me

to see and hear that you guys

have this turmoil and like-- yeah.

'Cause we were so close growing up.

What do you think, like,

started the wedge between you two?

It's been crazy for a long time.

Waah, waah, waah, waah.

What are you crying about, Stephanie?

What the are you crying about?

That's why you're not in my life, you crazy bitch.

'Cause you come to barbecues and just start crying.

Spencer seems like a different person from what I remember.

Like, he is humbled and such a nice guy and funny.

Audrina's actually known

my brother longer than she's known me.

I haven't seen this new side of Spencer.

I don't know if he's changed.

But I'm hopeful, and I want to move on.

I think all of us just kind of went off on our own--

in our own lives.

Like, when I started dating my ex,

I shut everyone out.

I cut off a lot of friendships,

and I cut off a lot of opportunities,

all for this guy...

that treated me like .

And I was so numb and isolated

and so depressed, I lost over 20 pounds.

Like, I felt stuck. I felt trapped.

I felt like I had no one else.

I had to make this work.

Like, I can't even talk about it.

I never imagined I would ever be divorced,

and be a single mom at 33 with a little girl.

God, I never imagined that.

It's still hard to grasp.

That's why we got married, is because I was pregnant.

It's-- it was trying to do "the right thing"

which, now I know, is not "the right thing."

I just wish someone had been there

to tell Audrina that these aren't good choices.

I'm never rushing into anything ever again.

The only relationship I've ever been solid

was when I was pregnant. For a year, that was it.

What do you mean? What about Justin?

Justin and I--Can we talk about Justin?

Yeah! No, I want to hear about you.

I don't want to talk about Justin.

I love Justin.

God, Justin...

You guys will end up together.

I don't know.

You need to go after what you want.

I know.

♪Ooh ooh oh ♪

♪ Come with me to L.A., L.A. ♪

♪ Come with me to L.A., L.A. ♪

♪ Oh baby can't you see? ♪

♪ You're everything I ever need ♪

♪ Come with me to L.A., L.A. ♪

♪ Come with me to L.A., L.A. ♪♪

Cheers to our in-home delicious dinner.

See? We can have fun.Yes.

This is fun for me. I love being home.

Gunner's here.

I'm very happy with this. This is great for me.

So, Hyde was not as fun without you there,

but I did have some fun.

Yeah? Good.

I think marriage, like, is not good for Brody.

Yeah? How is married life? Did he say anything?

He said-- Yeah, it must-- what he say?

They like bicker so much now,

and the ring didn't change anything.

Hmm. I wish Brody acted like Frankie,

'cause Frankie is so fun to party with.

Speaking of partying,

don't forget, Stephanie's welcome home party

that Frankie is throwing.

This is so new for me, leaving Gunner.

Now I feel like I left him just, like...

like, a little bit.

And it's really hard for me to leave him,

and now I feel like everybody just wants me

to leave him all the time. It's just a lot for me.

I'm having a really hard time

balancing having any kind of social life

and being a mom.

I feel like people don't understand

what I'm going through,

and I don't even fully understand it myself,

so, it's emotionally draining.

I don't think we can not go.

Think it'd be good for you and Gunner.

What makes it more challenging for me

is that I'm not excited to see Stephanie.

It seems like every time she goes to London

she starts saying nasty and negative things about us,

and I don't want to be part of it.

If you don't want to s-- be there the whole time,

we'll figure it out. We'll go--

we'll go for five minutes. We just--

You know, I think we gotta just be there

so we don't have a problem with Stephanie.

I'll go.

Thank you for being so supportive and loving.

Oh, it's been-- it's been so much fun.

I am so excited to have more kids, and just...

It makes me feel alive.

Ah, here goes Gunner. I'll be back.

Your wine may be gone when you get back.

No! Do not take my wine.

Just saying.Then we'll have a real problem.

♪ I've been drifting away ♪

♪ Drifting the night... ♪

♪ But, but, but ♪

♪ I've been feeling this way ♪

♪ These feelings are... ♪

You want some of this? Come on.

Let's go get a little bit of this.

Come on.

Come on, little Chewy, come on.

Come on. Ooh, look at this!

Ooh-hoo-hoo! Ooh!

I have to know...

what's it like sleeping in a car? In your driveway?

First off, I didn't just randomly come home

and decide to sleep in a car.

I came home to a psychopath

yelling and screaming at me

because I came home at a certain time.

My job is in a nightclub.

I'm DJ-ing pretty much every single weekend.

Sometimes, you know, the party of it, it can be fun.

You were a nightmare.

You don't think that's, like, the rudest thing you could say?

You know I hate when you say stuff like that.

When she goes out with her girlfriends

and stays out late, I condone that.

I think it's fine. But if I do it,

it could be a problem for her, so... go figure.

My question is this: What are you so angry about

when I come home at a late hour?

If you tell me that you're gonna be back

at 2:00 in the morning...Mm-hmm.

I wake up when I feel like it's later than that.

And if you're not there, and I look at my clock

and it's later, then I freak out.

And then I spend the whole time that you're not back

worrying and wondering where you are.Babe, I'm getting anxiety think--

like, you're giving me anxiety.

Please, let's just--Well, okay, now you know how I felt

all night last night because I--

You knew where I was. Come on.

All I knew was that you went out after.

Who cares? Who cares?

I do, because it makes me sleep badly.

Next time, if I'm gonna come back--

but if I'm gonna come back late and I'm tryin' to sleep,

you don't need to come in and yell at me.

Baby, I wasn't yelling at you.

I just came in to wake you up,

and to let you know that you had to be up soon.

You don't need to come and tell me I need to "be up soon"

when I know I have to be up.

Okay, I'm sorry. I--But I'm trying to get my little bit of rest.

I went to the truck to go sleep

because I was terrified of you.

What are we gonna do when we have kids?

What are we gonna do?Well, I hope you won't be

playing hide-and-go-seek from your kids.

Let's be honest here, I will be terrified when I have kids.

I think you're gonna like it more than you think.

You've lost your mind.

While I don't have kids,

I'm gonna pretty much do what I want to do

and live for myself,

as opposed to living for another human being.

I think that that's why she wants to have kids so bad,

is 'cause she wants me to change in that way.

You know what I was thinkin'?

Feeling a little bit hung over,

I was thinking, uh, some champagne.

Would you like some?No, thank you.

Well I'm gonna have a little champagne, babe.

Fine.

What's up, brother?

Look at this guy.

I know, dude, I'm just wak-- I'm just wakin' up.

I just woke up, dude.

It's noon. But, do the math.

Brandon Lee is a really good friend of mine from Malibu.

He's a lot of fun to be around.

He just says some wild, wild, wild stuff.

Let's swap. You can have my chicks,

I'll take Kaitlynn out.

Growing up in Malibu, everyone knew who Brody was.

He was like a little bad-ass, and I was a little troublemaker.

You know, he's always kind of, like, looked out for me.

Yeah, man. I'm just chillin'.

I got mom and son obligations.

Yup.

All right, buddy, I gotta go.

I will. See ya later, buddy.

♪ No limitation I'm innovation ♪

♪ I'm makin' history ♪

♪ I got that boom... ♪♪

Mom.Ahh!

My love.Hi, Mom.

If someone just straight up asks me who my mom is,

usually I just shut down.

I don't really say nothing about it.

I'll just be like, "Uh... she was an actress."

And they're like, "Oh, what show?"

And I'm like, "Uh... 'Baywatch.'"

And they're like, "Oh, no way. What character?"

And I'm like, "Uh... C.J."

"No way! Your mom was Pamela Anderson!"

I'm just like, "This is why I don't tell anybody."

I haven't seen my mom in forever.

She moved to France when Trump got elected,

and just was like, "Peace out."

This is amazing, these doors.

I just got this new house. My mom has not seen it.

And it's making me nervous because she is so picky.

Hey, I'm gonna come in here and I'm just gonna

take everything out and I'm gonna redo it, okay?

For real? Mm...

What?

We've got to have snacks in here, Mom.

People eat. You don't eat.

Lucky Charms?

Lucky Charms is a great cereal. No.

Growing up with my mom being a sex symbol...

and my dad being a rock star was crazy.

They split, but I don't think it had a negative impact on me.

I know they love each other very much.

You need a really good set of knives

and stuff like that, too.

You're an excellent cook,

because your dad is an excellent cook.

We're not really on speaking terms yet.

I haven't seen, like, him in--

Oh, it's so like 16-- you're both 16 years old.

Actually, you're-- Okay.I'm a-- Don't even drag me into that.

Me and my dad have had our ups and downs, for sure.

This guy got famous at 18 years old.

And most people know that when you get famous at a certain age,

and very famous, you end up staying that age.

I'm a lot like him,

but it doesn't mean I have to be like him.

Our family's a little dramatic and crazy, so...

Yeah.Anyway...

I'm proud of you, and this house is beautiful.

And whatever you do to it is up to you.

It's a big responsibility. You have to keep working,

and so you have to pay your mortgage.I know.

Like I said, you're on your own.

I've been workin' since I was 15 years old, you know?

Whether it's modeling... acting...

just doing whatever to scrape together all my dough.

Should we sage? We can sage each other.

Oh, my gosh, the fire alarm is gonna go off.

We'll go outside. Okay, sage me.

Get the bad energy off me, please.

Okay, give me one.Okay.

I sage you. No bad energy.

What the ?! Ow, ow, ow! Oh, my God.

Bye.

I'm gonna run around the house once. Don't worry!

I'm just getting rid of all the bad energy.

♪ I'm doin' my time ♪

♪ I've waited long enough to fly... ♪♪

Hi.

Hey! Whereabouts are you?

I'm coming up the coast now.

All right, sounds good.

I've been acting since I was eight.

I realized very early on that it was what I wanted to do.

I was 17 when I booked "The O.C.,"

and I wasn't prepared for that level of fame.

It's crazy when you've got that many people

following you all the time.

I've had a couple of really bad things happen to me here.

It just made me realize I needed to leave L.A. for a minute.

My whole thought process was, if I get away from the industry

and from the paparazzi, I can actually get

a fresh perspective on my career

and what I want to be doing with my life.

I'm excited to be reconnecting with this group of friends

that I used to run around with.

But now that I'm back, I'm like definitely cautious.

♪ You can find me chasing the sun ♪

♪ To chasing the sun ♪♪

Hey, Stephanie.

Oh, she's made it!

I've known Mischa forever.

Like, back in our early 20s it was like the young Hollywood,

you know, always going to events.

L.A. traffic!Oh, my God.

But I haven't seen her in ages.

Thanks for coming.This is nice.

Right?

"Misch" and I had a lot of fun together.

But not too much fun. Like, safe fun.

Ooh, can I have some fruit?

Yes. I got hummus, too.

Cool. No, this is great.Forks...

Fruit is perfect.

So, I did the podcast with Heidi and your brother.

Have you ever met Perez Hilton?

She was a target of his negative behavior.

Just loved, like, coming after me.

He has apologized, though.

I don't think he ever really did.

Oh, okay. I'm-- I'm gonna get that apology.

Perez was a total bully back in the day,

and he was awful to me and lots of women.

There was a lot of pressure to be really skinny.

It's hard when you're young, you know.

You take these things to heart, and I really did.

So, have you seen them yet?

Nope. My party will be the first time.

Oh, really? That'll be fun.

So, how are you finding it? Like, being back in L.A.?

I'm loving it.

You're adjusting well?

Yeah, I'm adjusting really well.

I mean, you know, I haven't even

really started taking any meetings yet.

And I'm just kind of like getting back into a routine.

When you, like, travel, do you keep in touch?

Like, are you good at that? I'm horrible.

No. I mean, it's hard to stay in touch with people

when you're, like, not in the same city as them.

The minute I, like, land at Heathrow,

I turn off my American phone.

And I'm just like dead to the world.

Where did you spend the majority of your time, though?

In the last five years, in London,

but then the rest of it?

New York and Hawaii. But then I got arrested.

You did?

I... OD-ed on drugs while I was shoplifting.

What?Yeah.

Are you kidding? You were--I don't remember. I woke up--

I woke up in a hospital bed, handcuffed.

So, which came first?Who knows?

My 20s were really hard.

It hasn't been an easy ride.

I mean, I've definitely had my share of really dark times

that sometimes lasted way too long.

Yeah, I was lost. I'll be the first to admit it.

I remember you said something about running away--

Yeah, if you're not happy, you just go to the next town.

Yeah.I mean, I know.

I've been through my fair share of, uh...

anxious episodes, especially in the last few years.

And that's why I ended up moving to New York.What were they?

I had that whole revenge porn thing

where I fell in love with the wrong guy.

I met this guy through my neighbor,

and I just like immediately

kind of fell in love in this whirlwind romance.

And then I found out that none of that was true.

I was really a target for him.

He had been recording me in the shower.

He had a whole stockpile of footage of me.

It was obviously pretty traumatizing.

That's like betrayal, and like--

Crazy betrayal.

That's why I went to upstate New York.

Being in Los Angeles, I learned you're surrounded

by people who you can't trust.

I did learn, like, the seriousness

of needing to take time off.

But I've been taking a lot of that lately,

so I feel like it...

It's time to get back to, um...

back to reality now.

Yeah, it's like I try to run away from all my problems,

but I just know one day

they're all gonna be at my front door.

Hey.

Hello. How's little Kirra?

Good, she's with her cousins. She'll have fun tonight.

First of all, it's not a date.

Well, call it what you want.

I am a little nervous.

Thank you for watching Kirra.

What are you trying to say?

Oh, my God. Okay.

I'll call you after. Love you.

♪ The sun is changed ♪

♪ Hot enough to light our fuse ♪

♪ Heating up ♪

♪ Feel your blood, I'm melting... ♪

A table for two.

♪ You only have to say half of what you'’re trying to ♪

♪ You're half of me, I'm half of you ♪

♪ Things are looking up, up, up ♪

Hey.

Hi.

How are you?Very well.

I haven't seen Justin in so long.

Oh, you picked a good spot, didn't you?

Isn't this perfect?Yes.

When I was with my ex,

I had to cut off Justin, I had to cut off every guy.

So the fact that now

I actually get to see him, it's comforting.

Comment allez-vous?

I don't know. I don't even know where to start.

With you and I?

I saw you in New York.

Remember when I saw you in New York?

That was pre-baby, pre...

Yeah...."eloption."

And then I end up pregnant and married.

It's big.

I feel like this is so different than--

we used to go like, play pool at a bar in Venice.

Do you still ride Harleys?

Bad boy over here.

Are you dating someone?

I mean, I feel something coming on.

Like, eventually, I'm gonna want a wife and kids.

Justin and I have this chemistry

where we understand each other, and we care about each other,

and no one can ever take that away from us.

You look like nothing's happened, that's good.

He's still so angry and mad at me.

That sucks.

I wasn't in love with him,

but I loved him, you know? I tried.

Well, to be honest,

knowing you longer than he has,

and doing things, uh...

he's probably never done...

Like, I-I feel like we--

we know each other on a different level.

Yeah, I get that.

Yeah.

Well, I'm glad to see you.

And I still feel like we still have a lot

to talk about and hash out.

What do you mean?

I don't think that was the love of your life.

Yeah.

Well, cheers to that.

Yeah.

Friend.

I think it's just getting started.

♪ 'Cause I'll dive into the ocean ♪

♪ Let the old me fade away ♪

♪ I can do better ♪

♪ I can do better today ♪♪

Kaitlynn!

Hi! Hi! You're here.

Hi! How are you?

Good, I haven't been here in so long.Me either.

Always such a nice view, I love this place.

Cheers. Cheers.

And finally we get to, like, hang out. I know.

I feel like every time I see you, I see Brody.

And, you know, Brody loves to talk.

Compared to how I remember Brody,

y-- you definitely have tamed him.

One of the first times I ever met him,

the only thing I remember about him

was like the end of the party, he was behind the bar

with two bottles of vodka, and he was just like, "Ahh!"

And he started pouring the bottles of vodka

down his throat. Yeah.

So, I guess compared to that, yeah.

I love Kaitlynn.

We became friends because Brody and my ex were friends,

so Kaitlynn kind of understands a little bit,

like, what I went through.

Like, she was there for me.

Are you guys trying to... have a baby?

We haven't been super actively trying,

but we're getting to the point. Like, I just turned 30.

So... Getting baby fever.

Yeah.

I know, he tries to tell me I'm gonna be the one

doing all the work, which I actually don't even mind.

But then it's like, when you do have the baby

and then he's gone traveling and DJ-ing all the time,

you know, you want, like, your significant other

there to help.Yeah, for sure.

I just don't feel too overwhelmed by it.

Yeah.

Yeah! Look at that thing.

I know, that thing's been opening up.

What? What?

We got some barrels right here.

That's a pretty good one.

How's that married thing going?

I mean, it's going, you know? Marriage is a big deal.

So, when you first met, though, right?

'Cause you still had th-- you had lingering...

...you had lingering babies around, I know that.

I was still messing around with other girls.

Yeah, when we first met, I never really thought

I was ever gonna get married, to be completely honest.

But it's tough, man, marriage is tough.

She puts up with a lot.Yeah!

Look who we were, man.

Are you dating? Are you open to dating?

I'm open to dating. I think I'm ready to date.

Do you know that Justin and Brody

are surfing together right now?

What?

Mm-hmm. He said Justin's like the sickest surfer.

Oh, he kills it.

He used to compete growing up and stuff.

Yeah, that's what he said.

I know, I had dinner with him last night.

You had dinner with him last night?

Yeah.

Was it a date? Or was it just a...

Well, I mean-- What was it?

We had a night, we had a good night.

Okay. To say the least.

So, when was the last time you hooked up

with Audrina, come on, when was this?

When something happens... when you hang out

or haven't seen anybody in a while, like, y--

and it's happened over the years, like, you don't--

Okay, w--You know what I mean?

Like, you don't wanna be like...

Okay, you keep avoiding the question. Like--

This is the thing, it's--No, it's just--

Answer it. Like, "Yesterday--"

Well, you see, the thing, like--

So, you were hooking up with her last night for sure.

No.

You still have feelings for her like that though?

Yeah, she's awesome.

She's always been cool.Yeah.

And she-- she hangs with the homies.

You guys should just get married, man.

Like me, just, you know? Just go for it.

It's a lot of work though, I'll tell ya that.

'Cause you know, Justin and I have a long history.

We just had like, this relationship

where we could not see each other and talk

for like, months and months.

But then when we're together, it's like, nothing--

no time has passed. Mm-hmm.

So, whenever we do see each other,

like, there's obviously that chemistry,

but I'm fighting it, and I know he's fighting it.

I feel like the best rebounds are your exes.

Yeah.

Ha, ha. We gonna stand on the tables with this one.

♪ We poppin' now ♪

♪ Party, party ♪

♪ No stoppin' now ♪

♪ Shawty, shawty ♪

♪ She droppin' now 'cause we poppin' now ♪

♪ We poppin' now ♪

♪ Hey we poppin' now ♪

It's been seven or eight years

since we've all been in the same place together.

I have no idea what's gonna happen.

♪ We poppin' now ♪

♪ Hey, hey, hey, hey ♪

It's Stephanie Pratt's, like, coming-back-into-town party.

So, might pop off.

♪ We poppin' now ♪

♪ Hey we poppin' now ♪

♪ If you ain't gettin' it poppin' ♪

♪ Take your whack ass home ♪

I could run around the world forever,

but every time I come back home,

I have a bazillion problems that I have not dealt with.

And hopefully tonight's drama free.

Oh!

So we're gonna be back around...

10:30, 11:00.Okay.

If it was up to me, I wouldn't be going out tonight.

Well, it's been a long time of us not going out.

As scared as I am to go interact at a party with my sister

where I know she may be dramatic,

I'm willing to risk the drama that will be there versus

the more extreme drama by not going.

Maybe-- oh! What's wrong? What's wrong? You can go back under.

I think it might be time for you to get ready for bed.

I think it's bath time.Because we're having a really hard time.

Oh, it's Heidi.

"Hey, can't wait to see you at the party tonight.

Just a heads up, Spencer and I invited Perez.

It's going to be a good chance to clear the air"?

Why?They asked me if he ever apologized

for the things that he used to do, and I was like, no.

I mean, you're gonna run into him eventually,

being back here in LA, so...It's true.

If you're gonna squash it, like, just do it now.

♪ Hey watch me blow your mind ♪

Here we go. Cheers.Cheers, to the good life.

♪ Forever ♪

♪ Forever young ♪

♪ Forever ♪

♪ Forever ♪

♪ Forever ♪

♪ Forever young ♪♪

♪ Insane ♪

♪ Inside ♪

♪ The danger gets me high ♪

♪ Can't help myself ♪

♪ Got secrets I can't tell ♪

♪ I love the smell of gasoline ♪

♪ I've always liked to play with fire ♪

♪ Play with fire ♪

♪ I've always liked to play with fire ♪

Viva la Hollywood!

Well, you look great, as always.

It was really nice at dinner the other night.

I haven't had that in a long time.

I just swore on my kids' life.

And you're on me now?

Breaking news. It's not about you.Why?

I'm your family.

You're not my family.

Oh, my...