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888

I'm trying other things to think...

but I'm just thinking to you.

And that's why we decided to celebrate our 50th wedding anniversary.

It would mean a lot to us if you are there too.

I therefore pose the claimant in the wrong.

I find it really complicated...

that the whole subject is Jasmijn has become a mega issue in this house.

Dad also said that the doctor started talking about a walker.

I'm going to grab a watering can.

What about that date? His name is Laszlo.

Laszlo? And he is very handsome.

I just didn't say that we are 18 years apart.

Do you think she thinks that's weird?

I don't even know myself what I think about it.

But you're not going anymore meet up with him? No.

He's very nice. And super handsome. And super handsome.

And it was a lot of fun, but...

I'm really not in love or anything.

I think it's very sweet that you take such care of your father...

but you are still young, you have to keep going! Mom, don't you want to do this?

I feel so...

like... nothing.

But dad...

hey...

Sure, resistance is good. Like things wrong or unjust.

Then you have to open your mouth, you defend. I'm all for that.

But teenagers...

Adolescents have a tendency to be truly anti-everything.

It seems like a Pavlovian response:

To everything you say a no immediately follows.

'No, I don't feel like doing that.' 'No, I think that's stupid.'

A really tiring phase.

And it is natural too nice and easy, isn't it?

Always be anti-everything and throw your ass against the crib.

That's why I have my son always learned:

If you find it somewhere If you don't agree, that's fine.

But come up with an alternative.

Make a proposal about how you would do it would like. Then you have a conversation.

And that's really something more constructive than just saying no.

(music by Queen and David Bowie: 'Under Pressure')

*Pressure pushing down on me

*Pressing down on you no man asked for

*Under pressure

*That brings a building down

*Split a family in two

*Puts people on streets

*Under pressure*

Take a deep breath.

(coughing and moaning)

Just lie down again.

He has been tired and drowsy for a few days.

No appetite. But that shortness of breath is really from this morning.

39.2.

Are you in pain anywhere, Mr. Larooi?

(mumbling)

In your shoulder? And in your back too?

Then I'm going to give you something in return, good?

I'm afraid your father has pneumonia.

And for someone his age and condition is a serious matter.

Normally I would advise him to be recorded as quickly as possible.

But in the case of your father isn't that a simple...

or unequivocal decision.

Since, as you know...

has a very clear vision at the end of his life.

It's been a long time talked to me...

about his fear to become needy.

And that he was dreading a long...

increasingly bleak agony.

He also expressed himself there against me very clearly stated.

He also has all the forms and declarations completed.

And who is always faithful every year re-signed.

And I was explicitly summoned not to intervene...

if he has pneumonia or something like that.

So maybe now is the time to...

to let your father go quietly.

Sorry, uh...

This really surprises me. I understand that.

Because that would mean...

that he, um...

perhaps in the very short term would die?

I think that chance is very high.

I know this is a hard one, is a very unexpected announcement.

Maybe that's why a good idea...

if you tell me first discuss everything with your family?

That we'll have a little while later have contact.

Hey, glad you could. Yes, of course.

Hi. Hey.

I thought I'd wait a minute until you both get there...

then I don't have to do it twice to tell. Is there something bad?

Well...

quite bad, yes. But it will be fine again.

(Nina sighs deeply)

I'm pregnant.

Uh, no!

Cunt. Yes, quite a bit, yes.

From Tony?

Condom was torn.

No! Yes, just my luck.

Do it once with someone, you get this.

And now? Have you gone to the doctor yet? been?

I made an appointment for abortion. The day after tomorrow.

Isn't there always such a reflection period? That's no longer the case, thankfully.

I don't feel like doing it at all wait and I really have no doubts.

Have you spoken to Tony yet?

I see that at work. Shouldn't you cancel that?

I'm fine, and I have to tell him tell me anyway.

So I'll just go and then we can talk afterwards.

Then that's it.

Yes, exactly, yes.

Wouldn't you go to Paris? this weekend? With your father.

I canceled that.

I said I had to work.

Shall I go with you, to that clinic?

Please.

I'll cook.

Chill.

This seems like a real deal to me for Nadia.

He already assists me with that one fraud case involving Peters and Woudenberg.

That might be a bit much.

James, do you have time?

Sorry, guys!

Sorry, I'm sorry!

Chaos at the daycare center four teachers sick...

so I really had to step in until replacements arrived.

We consider the morning meeting to be one important ritual in this office.

And half past eight is half past nine.

That doesn't mean much to babies, Bart.

What? 'Half past nine is half past eight.'

Okay, James.

Do you assist Julien? Fine.

I'll send you the file.

Is daddy alone now?

No, Hansje is there.

And I'm going as quickly as possible back again.

Is it from home care?

Hansje...

Merel's daughter. Oh, yes. Sorry.

If you have pneumonia, Aren't you very short of breath?

Fortunately, it's not too bad.

And if he gets very restless or get pain...

then we can give some morphine.

So he still has to to the hospital?

No, no. We can do that ourselves.

With morphine patches.

He didn't want to go to the hospital to die.

He said that very often.

The old man's best friend...

that's what pneumonia becomes also called, said the doctor.

Because it's uh...

because it is also a kind of escape.

Does he still talk? Is he still there?

Barely.

And when he wakes up, then he is very...

often very confused.

It would be nice if we... could discuss this with him. Right?

Maybe he's there now thinks differently.

Now that the time has really come. Yes, yes.

Of course I hope so too.

That it works.

But if not, we will anyway an uh...

then we will ourselves have to make a decision.

You guys will really need to realize...

that this is what your father wants.

What he recorded.

And what he discussed with his doctor.

And with me too.

So...

So then we have to respect this.

I'm going to book a ticket soon and hope to be with you tomorrow.

It turned out to be fun, right?

Certainly, a lot of fun already.

Is Danny there often?

He has his room in Amsterdam no more.

But it doesn't work. Not anymore.

Just together at home...

he's grown way too big, he needs his own place.

And me too, actually.

How good do you look? Yes? Yes!

I have uh...

I met someone.

Well, how nice!

Yes, it's really bad...

very seriously fun.

Even though I only just met him.

Then why are you looking there? so difficult?

Well, um...

because he is younger than me.

Oh, dude. What difference does that make?

Really much younger.

Well, what? 18 years younger.

In other words. He had my son could be.

Those things happen. Yeah, well.

If it's fun then it's fun right?

Yes, it's really fun.

Extremely fun, yes.

Good for you, enjoy it.

Life is complicated enough.

What did you buy?

A dress for the wedding party...

from Marcel's parents.

Look.

What do you think?

Very nice. Real? Yes!

And that color looks great on you.

Are you dreading it? Really bad.

I even considered it to call to tell me I'm sick.

Then you go for an hour and then sneak you get away from it all.

Well, maybe I will, yes.

Hey, what's the name of that new flame? from you?

Laszlo.

Laszlo? Yes.

With an s or with a z?

With an s and a z.

It's Hungarian. Oh.

Laszzzlo.

(laughter)

You can't be trusted! I thought you were my girlfriend!

You tell everything to Saskia! Not at all!

You still do it!

What's going on here? Hey, hello! Listen!

You have nothing to do with this! Sorry? It's between us.

That may be so, but you can't...

shouting in the hallway like fishwives!

Fishwives? Sorry?

We don't have to enjoy it that stupid bickering of yours.

Swear each other the hell out in your own time, somewhere else!

Take that thing away! You know we have an appointment!

There's only one person walking here to scream like a fishwife.

One more comment like that and you can report.

So you can call us names and we can call you names not? What does that mean?

I don't want to hear this tone anymore!

You should know what I don't want to hear.

Now you go your vulgar big mouth keep it closed, is that clear?

Get out, both of you!

Look, there just is a lot of work.

So if we want to keep growing is this the time...

to open a second office.

Board and shareholders agreed yesterday.

And that second location comes to Utrecht?

Yes, we already have a location in sight. Ah.

And I suggested that I be there gonna set things up.

And will lead in the near future. Yes.

I'll take some employees from here. Okay.

And that you here the daily takes over from me.

It seemed to me...

both business and uh...

private, a good solution.

It got a bit complicated all. Yes.

I...

I also think it's a shame.

Yes.

Me, too.

We always have worked well together.

Yes.

But this also means ordinary big promotion.

Salary increase and everything. Yes.

So congratulations. Yes.

Oh, girl.

Hey, tired?

I can't anymore. Oh, poor, poor.

I feel like such a total fool.

I can't anymore...

Not anymore, er... Not anymore?

Relativize.

I can only think about how tired I am...

and everything I do wrong.

You're not doing anything wrong at all.

Bart thinks differently about that.

Just leave Bart alone for a while keep his waffle.

(laughter)

It drives me so crazy that I do it not doing any good to anyone at the moment.

At the office I feel like I... have to work one and a half times as hard.

Just to show that I don't cut corners.

And at home...

I have my mother at home and my aunts.

Who don't miss an opportunity to remind me...

that it is very wrong...

that I have my child four days a week take to daycare.

And consider quitting with breastfeeding.

(deep sigh) Wonderful, isn't it? all that commentary(!)

You just do it delicious in your own way.

Then everything will be fine.

Shall we do this this afternoon? that discussion...

with Peters and Woudenberg prepare?

Yes, I did last night already put something on paper.

I'll email that to you shortly.

Nice.

See you soon. See you soon.

I really think so... You can't do anything about it either.

Shall I come with you to the clinic?

That's not necessary. There already is a friend who comes along.

If you need me...

after that, or something.

I don't know how you feel afterwards.

Then maybe I can cook for you, or something.

That's very sweet.

But I have friends who already have offered to help.

I just thought I had it had to tell you.

Such a strange idea...

that if we didn't do anything...

we'll be here in nine months would be with a baby.

Very strange.

Nadia is an exceptional talent that we must cherish.

And if you don't like her to help a little...

through these tropical years come, we'll lose her.

Tropical years? Yes, a full-time job and a baby at home...

who you are still breastfeeding. Believe me, that is top sport.

She can hire help, right?

Get an au pair or something?

She earns more than enough. I don't think that's what we're talking about.

What we are about is that she is on time.

Is present at meetings, works her hours.

We are here in this office very attached to...

Yes, and sometimes it's good for the sake of things what we are attached to...

and they always go that way, to be scrutinized.

If you want women working in your office...

and that's what you want, I think.

Then you will take it into account have to keep that...

sometimes have the tendency...

to get pregnant and have children.

And fortunately, because it helps quite a bit...

with maintenance of the human species.

Give her a little more space to manage her own time.

Her life becomes so much easier if she can work from home occasionally...

can come later, her things can finish over the weekend.

You really don't have to be afraid that she does half work...

because she is way too proud for that.

If you continue with her to feel guilty...

because she had a child...

then we will lose her.

And that, dear colleagues, would be a... be a great loss to this office.

(door slams shut)

How are you? Kind of the same.

Sometimes he is restless...

but I don't have the feeling that he is in pain. Nice.

Lieke just texted. She would like to come over.

Is that okay?

That she eats with you? Yes, of course.

Are you okay?

I just sit all the time wondering if it's a good thing.

How we do this.

If he makes it so clear told the doctor.

And discussed with you.

Then this is the moment for you you have to keep that agreement.

I'm going to do some shopping. Hans?

I understand very well...

if you think...

I'm going back to mom anyway. Or to Tim.

This isn't real...

an ideal accommodation situation.

Would you rather I leave? No! No, not at all!

Then I'll stay.

I like it...

to help a little.

I'll be back in half an hour.

How are you actually doing? with your parents? What do you mean?

I saw your mother at school today.

Ilse and Fleur had an argument...

and then your mother came along...

and she responded really very nice.

She actually made it only worse.

Ketchup?

Not necessary.

Sorry, but she seemed real a bit overwrought. Listen.

I don't feel like it at all to talk about this. Okay?

Okay.

I have seen in a test that this really is the very best.

Yes, look. Because you fold it so out...

and back in again. Oh, yes.

And then, voila, it fits like that in the back of the car.

Super light too. And this? What is this? A handbrake, or something? Yes.

When you push it, it stands on the brake and when you let go...

well, then you go again. That's perfect. Yes, right!

We just need to adjust it. Mom?

Would you like to find out? Oh.

Come on, honey.

You should just stand there for a moment.

Let's see, it must be informed of the hips.

Yes, a little higher. Grab those handles.

Yes, here we go, yes! Okay.

Yes, how does that feel? Yes, fine.

Well, take a walk.

Yes, it's going very well. Nice and light, right?

Straps completely hard.

Yes, nice thing. And how do you fold it? back in now?

Oh, then you have to do this.

And go. Oh, yes. Whoa!

Well, fantastic!

Thanks for ordering, eh.

I'll put him in the side room for now.

In the side room? Yes, for if it is really necessary. Coffee?

Hey! Hey.

How are you? Okay, you?

Yes, good.

I have good news.

I got promoted. Oh.

Yeah, so I'm going too earn a little more.

It's like this...

we have so to speak that new office.

So I am in charge of the day-to-day management in Amersfoort.

And then uh...

well, Jasmine goes then to the new office.

And then, yes... Then we work not together anymore. In that sense.

So that's nice.

A good solution.

I think, for everyone.

Yes, maybe, yes. Yes.

(door opens)

Yo, yo! Hey!

Hey. Hey, boy.

What time do we eat? Five minutes.

What is? Nothing. Nothing.

There is clearly something there is everything.

Max, please, I'm here really, really too tired for that.

Let's set the table, yes?

I thought it was unpleasant by Hansje, but this is not the case.

This is not the time. But you are always too tired or too grumpy!

Sir, I quite like you too annoyed lately. Yes.

Because you both say that nothing is wrong.

While that is very clear is so.

Okay.

Dad?

Dad?

Hm? Do you think that for a moment...

Can you talk for a moment?

You have pneumonia.

So basically you have to now to the hospital.

Okay.

But then you probably become no better anymore.

(weakly:) I'm tired.

Are you in pain anywhere?

Is there something I need now? could do for you?

Or something you want to say?

Al...

Everything has already been said.

Everything is fine the luxury...

All right.

Okay.

What we are most opposed to resist...

that is against pain, against suffering.

Both our own pain as that of others.

We want a happy life where everything goes well.

But hey, we're all in pain.

That's inevitable.

Big pain, small pain.

We get sick. Accidents.

We get frustrated about things that don't work.

We have to learn to deal with loss from loved ones and friends.

And of course you can do it endlessly continue to resist that suffering.

But that doesn't solve anything I noticed.

'Cause the thing about pain is: you can't pass it.

You can't go under it. But you have to get through it.

Yes, I really have the plague had in.

And considered giving up to throw in.

But in the end I got one of them those alternative locations...

that the municipality had offered me, I accepted that.

Yes, not an ideal place.

But hey, it was that or close.

And I don't want that.

I worked too hard for that the past 24 years.

And besides, I can teach my students don't let me down.

Yes, sometimes you have to take your losses.

I'm very sorry that I don't have anything could have done for you. Oh.

No.

I couldn't have asked for a better advisor could wish, really.

Well, and I also thought...

Look, it'll be back in a few years another municipal council...

with yet another councilor of education...

those other things are important finds...

and who knows what will happen next.

We'll see.

Like my dear mother always said:

You have to row with the belts that you have.

Yes.

I think it's a huge exaggeration response. It wasn't all that bad.

There is a video circulating where everything is written.

Fleur's parents have too I saw them, they called me...

and those demands are justified, I think, apologies.

You're talking about fishing methods.

You're talking about them having their have to keep an ordinary big mouth.

They also gave a huge mouthful!

Yes. I don't want a student says to me...

that I have my vulgar big mouth must keep.

So I don't want anyone to do that either says to a student. Simple.

I'm worried.

I find you lately very tense.

Not at all. I'm just tired.

I'm not attacking you.

I'm just worried. And I think that we need to talk about it.

Maybe you have a bit much on your plate.

And I say there is no reason to make you worry, okay?

There's nothing wrong, I'm fine.

Hey, are you okay? Yes, very good.

Yes? Very good?

M-hm. And with you? With you?

Well...

Better. Yes.

Yes? That whole thing with that colleague, that sounded pretty bad too.

Yes.

But she'll be leaving soon working in another office so um...

That's a good solution, I think.

Does Dina think so too?

M-hm. Yes.

Okay. Happy.

Yes.

Well, the rest of us are still recovering a bit...

of the whole adventure with Hansje. O.

I really still can't stand it how it all went then.

There was simply no conversation possible.

You know, every day you think: well... tomorrow will be better.

No, maybe we should have one after all a bit, yes, getting used to each other or something.

But... that just didn't happen.

And one day she says: I'm gone.

I think Hansje is at the moment...

just a bit stuck in her own story.

Yes. And that you and Dina...

that you also just do things find it complicated...

and all kinds of feelings that um...

I don't think that's the case with her yet has fully penetrated.

No, at least she has one no room for it at all. Yes.

Yes.

I met someone which I like very much.

O? M-hm.

Wow, what, what um...

nice. Yes.

Is it someone from your studies? or um...

Um... Yeah, he's busy with his master's degree.

Like this.

Haha. Go ahead.

Yes, but I also find it very scary because I really like him.

Yes-a. I understand.

Yes, it is.

It's scary too.

It's also very nice.

Darling.

(quietly:) Jesus, guys.

(doorbell)

Hey. Hey. What are you doing here?

Um... We didn't have an appointment, did we?

No.

I um... thought... I just wanted to chat or something.

Um... Okay.

Yes. Sure, come on in.

Um... Did you want to stay for dinner?

No.

I just wanted to... talk.

Oh. Okay.

How are you?

Um... Yeah. Good.

And with you?

Yes, that's fine too.

Do you still have that job?

Yes.

And, is it somewhat okay?

Yes, fine.

Is Max there?

I don't think so.

Will probably sit with Linde again.

I think I'm going to run off again. I come back another time.

But... Sorry to Tim and Max, eh.

Okay. Day. Day.

(Blackbird:) It was just if I saw myself standing there.

How many times have I cried in the toilet.

'Cause I missed the girls because I was exhausted.

Not just because of the lack of sleep...

but also because of the constant fighting against the feeling...

that I do it for everything and everyone did wrong.

That I was a bad daughter...

a bad wife.

A bad mother.

Because I loved my job.

It's quite um...

Exhausting I think.

Yes, it's quite exhausting, all that self-loathing.

If you're talking about Nadia's sadness then you say she is 'crying'.

And when you talk about yourself then you are 'crying'.

Yes.

Sounds quite negative, right? 'whine'?

That's what angry toddlers do or people who appoint themselves.

Do you think you are acting out?

Um...

Well, I thought so then.

And now?

What do you think about that now?

Now I think...

that it was difficult.

And that I need some help could have used.

How quiet you are.

Hm?

Did something happen?

No.

Well, come on, guys. Tell me.

There's something about Nina.

What then?

Is she sick?

That's private, Mom. That's what we're going to do don't tell you.

Oh.

And it will be fine.

Okay. Happy.

Hey, how's it going anyway? with that new friend of yours?

With its interesting name.

What's his name again?

Lll...Laszlo?

Yes. (ping) Going well.

Okay, that's all?

Yeah, the rest is private so um... I really can't tell you that.

Haha. I have a room!

What? Hey!

I have a room! Darling!

Right in the center and I can go there already next week. How cool! Yes.

Congratulations!

Yes. Oh!

Finally!

Really nice.

(live music)

Hey! Hey!

Honey, you're here! Fine.

Congratulations both. Oh, thank you yes. Glad you're here.

Yes, with this great milestone. Please.

What a beautiful dress you are wearing. Well, you have to say.

Oh. I'll see you in a bit.

Are you going to get something tasty? I do.

Okay. Yes.

(music)

Mom.

Darling!

You look so good.

Yes.

Beautiful.

Thank you. You look great too.

You really are super handsome! Thank you.

Nice to have you here.

How are you?

All right.

Grandpa! Grandma!

Hey boy, you look so handsome and that suit too! What a guy, huh.

Bye girl. Why did mom her walker not with her?

It's terrible tiring evening.

You know what your mother is like. A walker at a party.

I'm not crazy after all! I'm going to like the atmosphere don't spoil...

with such an unpleasant thing.

If you're going to fall, that's just unpleasant. Now stop it.

Hey boy. Hey Ingrid.

Hey John.

Marcel. Hi.

I'm glad to see you again. Just get a beer.

Then I'll come along, I'll go... congratulations, yes.

Are you going?

Do you think... do you think I'll see him again?

I don't know.

I just hope he doesn't get hurt has.

I don't think so.

He seems very calm.

He was always so kind to us.

He was crazy about you.

To both of you.

I just don't know how to do that...

say goodbye.

(music) All hands in the air!

All those hands in the air!

All of us!

*Bag, bag, bag, bag down

*Bag, bag, bag down

Hip hip hip hip!

(cheering)

(ping)

Ah, it's Max. He stays the night with Linde.

Had you spoken to him yet, or not? About what?

Well, that he got so angry yesterday.

No.

By the way, I have to go by the end of next week away for a few days.

We're going with the whole office a few days in the heath...

to discuss this new one establishment. To the heath?

Yes, in Drenthe.

So, yes, an intensive few days meeting.

We're leaving on Wednesday and then we come Friday evening...

maybe back Saturday morning.

So you're going for three nights sit in a hotel with Jasmijn?

Dinah.

Please. We're going to have a meeting.

Yes, right.

Damn! So I don't accept this more, eh. O? You don't like this?

What can I do, what else should I do?

I explained that we are in separate offices start working.

Apparently it's quite a task you to give up your sweetheart.

You're really going a bit crazy be, huh? No, not at all!

I finally got it a little clearly laid out. Whoa!

You've been doing this for almost a year like I'm crazy. No!

I won't be fooled anymore love by you!

There is a kind of paranoia going on here!

There really is some kind of ghost there in your head. I'm onto you!

Very simple Tim, if you next going to that hotel for a week...

then you don't have to not coming back again!

Don't run away now. Leave me alone!

Dinah!

Damn.

God damn it!

(music)

Danny.

What are your plans for the near future?

A bit of work.

And after that?

No idea.

I'm thinking about getting some to go to Suriname for months.

I have some old friends there, I want to go look that up.

And family too.

I need a different view.

I was wondering if maybe you would like to come along.

I'll pay for your ticket.

And once there we don't have much necessary.

And maybe you can there too think calmly...

what you really want to do next.

Then mom is alone.

Maybe mom would like that too some extra time...

to sort everything out.

I would love it if you would come along.

Grandma is tired, they are going home.

Would you like to come along? Yes.

Bye, huh.

Thank you, eh. Great that you were there. Yes.

Hi John. Don't mention it.

Were you working? Yes.

Nothing important.

Um... Glass of wine?

Yes.

Did you have fun with Pip and Mees?

What is?

I'm just worried.

About what?

About um...

that this isn't going to work.

In a few years you will a family, children.

And that's going to happen really, believe me.

And then you leave me...

and I can already see that coming.

Oh yeah?

And by then I'll love of course very much of you.

And um... then I'm completely devastated.

So it just seems better to me if we decide now...

that this is not a good idea.

Um... Okay.

Um...

But um... I totally remember not whether I want children.

You say that now.

But you don't know how to feel about it feels like five years.

Yes.

I'm sure I still will wants to be with you.

I thought: I'm going to you and then I break up with you.

It really is better for both of us.

But when I see you then...

I'm just scared. Come. Come here.

Yes, that's not necessary.

Because I love you, very much.

Really ridiculous, ridiculously much.

Look, of course we want to that everything becomes more beautiful...

and better and bigger.

But that's not how life works.

It goes up and down hill.

(music by Michael Schulte: Falling apart)

*I'm sleepless for a weekend

*So I start to say goodbye

As you get older you become one a lot of things are just less fun.

Very annoying, but that's how it is.

*What we solve

*We don't talk

And you can argue with that resist...

but that only makes the case but more complicated and painful.

*We were running out through the storm, through the night

*We were running in the dark, we were following our hearts

*And we would fall down and we would slowly fall apart

*We would slowly fall into the dark

Of course we resisted against a lot of things, eh.

Tegen dingen die niet gaan zoals we willen dat ze gaan.

*It is hard to let it all go

*Let the past just disappear

*Try to untie from an old life

*But it always drags me down

De gedachtes die we van onszelf niet mogen hebben.

*We're not enough and the storms slowly arrives

*And the light turns and the cold times arise

*We were running out through the storm, through the night

*We were running in the dark, we were following our hearts

*And we would fall down and we would slowly fall apart

*We would slowly fall into the dark

Feelings that we have of ourselves not allowed to feel.

*We were running out through the storm, through the night

*We were running in the dark, we were following our hearts

*And we would fall down and we would slowly fall apart

*We would slowly fall into the dark

And in the end we resisted of course all...

tooth and nail against the inevitable.

*And we would fall down and we would slowly fall apart

*We would slowly fall into the dark

*We were running out through the storm, through the night

*We were running in the dark, we were following our hearts

Sometimes I think: if only we were something better at letting go.

Letting go, giving up.

All our resistance, all that fighting back and forth.

It costs me a lot of energy.

And in the end, it usually delivers not a single bag. No.

(final chord)

Dad asked if I go with him to Suriname.

I just want to help you.

You don't do that all the time to say that I am stressed.

Why do you suddenly have to cry so much?

Hey. Hey.

Pip comes to apply for a job. Yes. Cool.

You stay here, we'll talk it out now! Find out! Come back now!

You should put a sign there Laszlo also eats.

I miss Chris. I think you better can come for a moment.

His breathing is changing.

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