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It takes about four months To recover.

Henry: i understand.

Along with the right lobe Of your liver,

We also remove veins, The bile duct, and arteries.

We may also Have to remove part

Of your saphenous vein in your Leg for connecting the liver.

Right.

Pain is a certainty. Infections are not uncommon.

Pneumonia is a risk.

Are you trying To frighten me?

Inform you.

Blood clots in the legs Can develop.

Injuries to the spleen Or bowel

Or even death.

You're saying that you don't Want to do this.

I gave your father A perfect liver two years ago.

His response was to drink

And to mismanage His antirejection drugs.

It'll be different This time.

He'll be different.

I'm sorry, henry.

I know you want To do this,

But i can't accept you As a living donor.

Kate: look at you.

What's the matter? You don't like it?

Are you kidding me? Mom, it's butt ugly.

Maybe you just don't Like the bow.

I just want To send it back.

So, what are you gonna wear To the dance?

[ coughs ] I think i'm getting sick.

Should i take Your temperature?

Mom, i just don't Feel good, okay?

Please? Please? Just...

Okay.

All: thy kingdom come, Thy will be done

On earth as in heaven.

Give us this day Our daily bread.

Forgive us our sins As we will forgive...

Any word On mrs. Hartog's blood work?

I'll ask dr. Grant The next time he rounds.

Dr. Griffith, Nice to see you.

Mrs. Hartog. Hello.

Come pray with us?

Uh...

Actually, i'm rounding.

But i'll come back later If you're still up for it then.

Okay.

"if you're still Up for it"?

What?

They're praying. They're not playing softball.

Hey, chief.

Mary.

Someone left their minivan In my parking spot.

I ride a motorcycle.

Good. Always looking for new donors.

How's gilliam?

Liver function Is very low.

Mr. Hartog?

Dialysis has stabilized His kidneys.

Heart function?

Decreasing.

That's because Of the kidneys.

I know. But once we transplant Him, he'll recover.

He has the most unusual Antibodies i've ever seen.

I know.

So i wouldn't get their hopes up About her blood matching his.

I'm not.

All those transfusions leave Their mark.

I know, and i explained all this To mr. Hartog's wife.

She's still certain She's a match.

How many people Did you let in here?

It's a prayer circle.

It's not hygienic.

You want this one?

I can do this case?

Dr. Grant.

I placed your father On the list.

He's been on that list For nearly a year.

If a matching organ comes In from a brain-dead --

It won't, okay?

He's no longer A good candidate.

I know you want to help Your father, henry,

But i can't put your life At risk for a man

Who might choose to destroy The very gift that you give him.

Man: eleanora!

Eleanora, you in there?

I don't have it. I'm sorry. I still don't have it.

I'll get it, i promise.

Man on p.a.: dr. Hanley, please call...

Why do we have to be here?

I could take you To school, honey,

If you're feeling Better now.

You hear about The jane doe?

She's not a good candidate For organ donation.

Let me be the judge Of that.

The coroner's on me About performing the autopsy.

Have you finished Brain-death tests yet?

No. Is her blood work back?

Not yet.

Hold off on the declaration Till the tests come in.

This is a murder case. There's No donor card, next of kin --

What if i told you they have A lead on her husband in iraq?

Is her husband in iraq?

They're still trying To track down his unit.

Fine.

I'll hold off For an hour or two

While they find Mr. Doe's unit.

What?

You lied to that doctor.

I think he knew I was lying, thea.

But, still, you lied.

Sometimes In complicated situations,

Adults agree To stretch the truth.

Thea?

Dad, i'm sick.

I mean, I'm really, really sick.

It's not swollen.

It feels swollen.

Hmm.

I'm nauseous.

Open your mouth.

Daddy.

Open your mouth.

Your mother tells me your new Dress is very beautiful.

She also tells me You're displeased with the fact

That she's going to be A chaperone at the dance.

I trust you understand

That you even being allowed To go to the dance

Is us being lenient.

Let me talk to your mom.

She's f-a-k-i-n-g.

She can spell.

Thea: I'm not faking, daddy.

I thought you were taking A couple of weeks off.

I have two days left On my shift.

Oh, so you're just gonna let Thea fake sick

So she can hang out With you?

You want to be Semiformal chaperone?

I'm on call.

So you can't drive car pool To this week's piano lessons

Or figure out a way to get

To tomorrow's orthodontist Appointment?

Okay. Point taken.

She's having a tough week.

I thought mother/daughter time Would be a good thing.

You're doing a procurement.

It's a jane doe. We'll just be Sitting around here all day.

Kate...

I hope...

I mean, what happened A few days ago --

What happened is that We had sex, nathaniel.

Nothing more than that.

Okay, i'm faking.

Okay.

I do not want you To take me to the dance.

I swear, i can handle Going by myself.

Judging by what you did, Sweetheart, you can't.

Your jane doe was A prostitute.

Oh.

Might not want to tell Her husband that.

Well, wait.

If i find another hospital To take her,

Will you hold off On the coroner?

We're filling up.

It's hard to leave A dead patient in a needed bed.

I've seen a coroner move in Too fast on a jane doe.

When the family learns they Might have donated her organs --

Given the fact That we have no consent,

We might be liable For the lawsuit.

If she's a viable Organ donor,

It would be such a shame To hand her over to the coroner.

She's clean. She's perfectly clean.

Right. Hooker With a heart of gold.

You got to give me an hour, All right? Promise me?

I will have her off your hands In an hour, christopher.

Morning.

Morning. How did you sleep?

Okay. Where'd you sleep?

[ sighs ] I'm so sorry, jessica.

I worked late last night. I slept in the office.

You slept here?

I did.

Could we just -- Tonight, could we --

Tonight?

Maybe.

I'll let you know.

Tom: Firemen and matches.

Cops and hookers.

Surgeons and cigarettes.

[ chuckles ] it's been a long Time, dr. Grant.

You don't remember my name, Do you?

But you want to call me Cleveland, right?

No.

12 years ago, You used to call me that

For 10 months straight.

It's a tradition.

For 10 months, i would look you Straight in the eye

And i would say, "my name is..."

Tom. Tom jonas.

From cleveland, ohio. Fellow in liver-kidney, 1995.

[ chuckles ] There you go.

So, you here to learn A new procedure?

Here to learn what?

Shadow me On the new german heart pump?

We were using that pump At stanford

Three months Before you tried it out here.

We introduced it to you.

Right. That's right.

Well, i got to tell you, I have no idea why you're here.

Well, you took bart jacobs' job, And i took yours.

Hey.

Hey. I could have come To the house.

Oh, no. It's good for me to get out.

I'm already starting To drive janet out of her mind.

Thanks.

So, you made a deal in exchange For my chairmanship?

Mm-hmm.

Why didn't you tell me?

It wasn't your deal.

Tom jonas didn't last 10 months With us.

He's smart, dependable, A great gut guy.

Yeah.

August '95?

Edgar harrison is presented With biliary atresia and h.i.v.

Jonas refuses to operate.

October '95 --

Tries to turn away a potential Liver recipient because he's 66.

Nate, the board is afraid Of the risks you take.

We can't not take risks.

Let's just say the rest of the Staff started behaving like you.

Let's just say the death rate Started going up dramatically.

We are the pre-eminent Transplant hospital

In the country, bart -- In the world.

And we're just as dependent On federal funding

As the least reputable.

Nope.

You need tom jonas,

And tom jonas needs you.

Well...

You'll figure out A way to live with him.

Woman on p.a.: dr. Garvey...

dr. Garvey...

Ah.

Simon: excuse me. Yeah?

You must be dr. Jonas.

Yes, i am.

I'm simon griffith, First-year fellow.

It's nice to meet you. How you doing?

Good, good. Hey, you got kids.

Listen, i'm working With a kidney patient

Who's got congestive Heart failure.

I know that's one Of your specialties,

And i thought maybe You could do a consult.

Oh, wow. I'm sure dr. Grant Would love to oversee that one.

Dr. Grant. Yeah.

Listen, i know how it is.

I used to be A fellow here, too.

Dr. Grant can be tricky.

Half the time, I just wanted to quit.

How did you make it through?

I didn't.

Well, it's good to know I'll be working for somebody

Who calls me something Other than "vancouver."

If you're vancouver To dr. Grant,

You're vancouver to me.

I see you've met Our neighbor to the north.

Oh, vancouver? Yeah.

Check on mr. Hartog's Heart functions.

Let me know if you're thinking About upping his drugs

Or going to mechanical assist.

You gave the new guy A patient?

They won't find a match.

Hey, is that your minivan In my parking spot?

Which minivan? Which parking spot?

I need you to accept A potential donor.

Kate?

Tom!

Oh, my god. Tom!

Wow.

I heard a rumor. You heard a rumor?

It's true. Wow.

Why aren't you Back in school?

Dad, not now.

You got married, right? Yeah, yeah.

Kate, your potential donor?

Oh, tom, wow. They're beautiful.

Yeah. Thank you.

And if you're thea, Then i'm really old.

I don't get it.

Kate, i'm rounding.

Jane doe -- county's giving me A hard time,

And i don't have Next of kin yet.

The first time I met your mother,

She was fresh off the bus From iowa.

Not exactly Fresh off the bus.

Nate, don't be so -- Just keep her at st. Jude's

Until i can figure out Who her next of kin is.

Thank you, nathaniel.

Tom, so good to see you. Good to see you.

Thea: bye, daddy.

It's your turn to pick up thea Tomorrow, nathaniel.

What?

Kate: lock the doors and wait. I won't be but a minute.

And don't tell your dad I brought you here, okay?

Nate: so we're still waiting On kidneys

For hartog, tayback, And perkins.

What about mr. Espiotis?

He passed earlier today.

Okay. Liver candidates.

Arthur gilliam is Our most acute,

But he's 1b on the list Due to his past behavior.

Isn't his son Wanting to donate?

I'm not accepting that. And why is that?

Heart. We got three adults And one pediatric in the i.c.u.

We're gonna put mr. Foster on An echmo later this afternoon.

Vancouver, You can assist on that.

This guy's son is A perfect match.

The guy's A recidivist alcoholic

Who drank After his last transplant.

Yeah, But if his son --

If the kid Has complications --

Donor risk of death these days Is like what,

0.2%?

Any risk in this case is Too much risk.

Don't you think if his son Gave him a second chance

That mr. Gilliam Might turn around?

Nathaniel?

Nathaniel.

"my name is eleanora. My mother calls me nor.

"we live above what used to be My father's tailor store.

"my father makes fine coats And caps for ladies in our town.

The stores got dusty Since we had to close it down."

It's kind of stupid.

Well, It's for younger kids.

But you liked it, right?

It was my favorite book.

Why's that?

Uh...

This fatherless girl has All this ingenuity.

Basically constructs a life For herself

Out of what's around her.

If it's your favorite, how come You never read it to me?

I did.

Well, i don't remember you Reading it to me.

"but every night i sneak inside And see what might be left.

And if i find a piece of work, Size and shape and heft..."

Got mrs. Hartog's Results back.

And?

You want me To tell them?

I got it.

How are you gonna Tell her?

What?

I...

I was just so sure.

I was just --

I was just --

Can i take the test again?

Excuse me?

The test.

Maybe there's been A mistake.

Mrs. Hartog, There's been no mistake.

Please.

Just let me please Take the test again.

Mrs. Hartog, Take some comfort in the fact

That had your husband not had So many transfusions,

You'd actually be a match.

Comfort?

The fact is, y-your husband's Blood type is extremely rare

And the chance of finding A match is very small.

Well, we are going to increase His digoxin.

That should -- that should help Keep us away from...

Hey.

...stenting him.

I'm so sorry.

It's okay.

Kate: okay.

So you were able to get The address from the librarian?

Good.

So she's catholic. Okay. Middle-class.

Okay. And when did the father die?

Okay.

Has anyone mentioned Organ donation?

Please tell her I'm on my way.

Thank you.

What's "swingy" mean?

Swingy?

Mm-hmm.

Uh, i don't know. You know, swingy.

I don't know. Uh, pretty, unusual.

Pretty and unusual.

Yeah. Like you.

dr. Grant to recovery.

What are you doing?

Nothing.

I'll be fine, mom. Don't worry about it.

I'll be right back.

Okay.

I brought you Some information

On organ donation And transplantation.

Now? You want to ask me For her organs now?

I'm sorry. I know how this must seem.

I just found out my daughter Was murdered.

I don't want to upset you.

That she was A prostitute.

And you come to me like Some kind of a vulture,

You come to me?

I'm only here To inform you of the option.

Mrs. Snow, i know this is A terrible time.

If there's anything I can do for you...

It all went by so fast.

What?

She was just --

I mean, She was just a little girl.

It's such a waste.

Such a waste of -- Of a life.

Hey. Have you seen mrs. Hartog?

No.

Yeah, she hasn't been around For hours.

And?

The woman hasn't left Her husband's side for a month.

Now she hasn't been around For hours?

Hey, nathaniel.

The kid's biopsy report Looks great.

So does his arteriogram.

Nate: right.

He's a perfect candidate. Okay.

Nadine: Are you dr. Grant? Yes.

My name's nadine moore. I'm henry gilliam's mother.

My ex-husband drank. He slept around.

His cirrhosis, His hepatitis are his doing.

Well, then if we're in Agreement, i think we should --

Well, that's the thing. We're not.

As far as i'm concerned,

I don't really care anymore Whether arthur lives or dies,

But my son...

Thank you.

...all his life, More than anything else,

He's wanted his father.

Mrs. Moore --

I've already lost My husband.

If i lose my son, I have nothing.

I understand.

Despite that, dr. Grant -- Despite that,

I want you to know That i support my son's wishes.

I want you to know that.

Oh, mom told me to wait up here For about an hour.

This is arthur gilliam's Latest c.t. Scan.

His portal vein is useless.

All the more reason to use A cadaveric donor.

Get a cadaver vein, Attach it to the son's liver --

You do it all the time.

Jessica, do me a favor. What is it?

Would you buy thea a soda, Please?

I'll sign your forms now.

Can i show you something?

Of course.

This is how she was.

Do you understand?

This is How my daughter was.

This is How my daughter was.

This is How my daughter was.

I don't ever want to...hear From you again.

I don't ever want to talk About this again.

I used to have that book -- About the girl

Who makes her own dresses And then magically travels

To the place She wants to wear them.

I think it's true.

We put on our uniform And find our place.

I mean, it was for me, At least.

Anyway, We don't have to talk.

It's not about her clothes.

It's about a girl Who finds her prince.

Well, That's just how it ends.

Well, if that's how it ends, Then that's what it's about.

Do you think so?

I do.

I don't think every story Is about its ending.

Jessica, i'm so sorry. I didn't expect you to babysit.

She's not babysitting. No problem.

Thea, i need to get back To my office.

Okay.

It's just -- i've been In that room for so long.

It never got to me before.

The chances of your blood Matching his are so small.

It's not just that. It's -- i gave up.

I started thinking about Everything i ever wanted --

Children, travel --

Like i wasn't gonna Get them.

So you took a break. It's perfectly natural.

But he can't. He can't take a break from this.

You know, i'm just A first-year fellow.

I was assigned To your husband's case

Because the chances of us Finding a match aren't great.

They assigned you Because they --

Because, my guess is,

They didn't think They'd transplant anytime soon.

So, what does "first-year fellow" mean?

It means that this is My trial period.

Right.

That i have a chance To work here,

But i may not make the cut.

Oh.

It means you didn't lose Your faith.

It means you had a doctor

That just didn't say The right thing.

Nate: I have this patient --

Alcoholic, high-risk -- but I gave him a new liver anyway.

Yeah?

He drank afterward, went off his Medications, came back to us.

No way was i gonna Retransplant him.

Until?

His son showed up, Wanting to donate.

Man been sober For six months?

Mm-hmm.

Son seem like He could handle it?

Yeah, he does.

So, what's the problem?

Do the dead...

What?

Do the dead ever Just go away?

Sometimes.

The recoveries, never.

When i look back Over my career,

Over the thousands Of operations,

What i remember most vividly Are always the recoveries,

That one moment when you turn Off the respirator.

Yeah, but this man -- This alcoholic --

Did you recover The first donor's liver?

Mm-hmm. Steelers fan. 44 years old.

Up on the roof of his house Working on game day,

Trying to get Better reception.

He slips, falls, Hits his head.

That was that.

Right.

His wife --

Good woman, two kids --

Decides on the way to the Hospital to donate his organs.

Simple as that.

She made her peace.

She signed the forms.

We performed the recovery

And took his perfect liver To my patient.

Are we talking About the dead?

How would his widow feel If she knew that?

How would His children feel?

They walk this earth thinking That a part of him

Still walks this earth Along with them.

Nate, that donor is dead And gone.

Your patient is not.

You have to focus On the living.

That's what we do.

More life. More life.

Whoever's dead and gone, That's --

We owe them no debt.

Go ahead. Give him another chance.

Dr. Grant?

Dr. Grant.

Kate: arthur gilliam...

Jim hartog, there you go.

Okay. Here's how it's gonna go.

I'll take you both down To the o.r. Together.

The operation's gonna take About 10 hours.

If at any time we feel Your son's life is in danger

Or that his liver won't work, We're going to stop, okay?

Any questions?

I'll see you In the operating room.

Last time, i thought...

After the operation, Life might be different.

I thought when i got home,

Something would be waiting For me -- someone.

But then i got home -- The apartment.

The bar on the corner. My friends were still in there.

The ball games were on.

I've been a disappointment.

I've broken promises.

I screwed up as a husband...

...as a father.

Dad.

Walk away from all of this.

You need to walk away.

I can give you another chance, Mr. Gilliam.

The rest is up to you...

But i can give you Another chance.

How's it going?

She's perfect. She's absolutely perfect.

You didn't think an organ

Was gonna come available For hartog, did you?

Nope. Do i still get to perform The procedure?

I gave you my word. Thank you.

But the minute you start to get In over your head --

Last i checked, anatomically, Patients from pittsburgh

Were just the same As patients from canada.

There you go.

* all of the king's horses

* and all of the king's men

* couldn't put my heart

* back together again

* all of the physicians

* and mathematicians, too

* failed to stop my heart

* from breaking in two

* 'cause all i need is you

It's okay.

* i just need you

You're gonna be great.

* yeah, you've got the glue

Okay. Let's do this.

* so i'm gonna give My heart to you *

* i had a premonition

* a movie in my mind

* i'll follow my suspicions

* of what i would find

* all i need is you

* i just need you

* yeah, you've got the glue

* i'm gonna give my heart To you *

I see you can sew.

Yeah, it went well.

* yeah, you've got the glue

* i'm gonna give my heart To you *

Thank you...

* yeah, you've got the glue

...for letting me do The procedure.

We'll see How he manages the rehab

And the antirejection drugs.

* i'm gonna give my heart To you *

* oooh, oooh

* oooh, ahhh

I was told You were moving out.

I'm trying.

Huh.

Bart's office.

What?

It's hard to take Bart's office, huh?

Good work tonight.

Oh. Thanks.

Tom, you know? My -- my name is tom.

I know.

Well, i got to get going. Got to move my minivan.

Some surgeon Has been bitching

About it being parked In his spot, so...

It's a very pretty dress,

And you are very pretty In it.

Why did you let me Stay home yesterday?

Because you said You were sick.

Yeah, but you knew I was lying.

Maybe i miss spending time With you.

Maybe you thought i was old Enough to go to work with you

And see what you do?

Maybe. Maybe.

"maybe."

I can handle going to the dance By myself.

Well, that is, If you let me go.

Without me?

Without you.

Hey.

Hey. What's up?

Sorry to just drop in.

You okay?

Yeah, fine. Fine.

You know, i think we should let Thea go to the dance alone.

I think she'll be fine.

Sure you're all right?

You've given me more than A few chances, katie.

Nate --

I needed to tell you that.

You've given me more chances Than i probably deserve.

You know i would love For you to come inside.

I miss you Inside this house.

But?

I think It's time we move on.

We love each other, And we'll always be a family --

In our way -- but...

You're right...

...about thea.

It's too late for us To start laying down new laws.

It's too late for that.

Hey.

How was That gilliam procedure?

Well.

Good. Good.

Good for you.

Give that man Another shot.

What about you?

Me?

My guess is If i had new lungs,

I'd be back To three packs a day.

Could still do that reduction, Give you a few more months.

No, no.

I'm gonna take janet To dublin.

Dublin?

Yeah.

My mother was born there, And i've never been, so...

Dublin?

[ chuckling ] Dublin. Yeah.

Oh, um, listen.

I hope you'll keep joyce On as your secretary.

She was very loyal to me For decades.

I'd...appreciate it.

Take care.

Is this seat taken?

Kate: "one special day,

"i find some extra bolts Of white sateen

And make the beautifulest gown I've ever seen."

"i make a veil And long white gloves

"and turn around to see My handsome groom,

Tuxedo clad, Smiling back at me."

"the whole cathedral stands And stares

"and marvels at my train.

But when i reach the altar, I'm alone again."

You know everybody here?

"i am eleanora, As you might have heard me say.

I make myself into something new Every single day."

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