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Previously on The Real Housewives of
Salt Lake City. Well, welcome back to

Hanging by a Thread with Meredith and
Seth Mars.

People are delusional if they don't
think marriage is hanging by a thread at

every second. It's always hanging by a
thread.

To see your wedding ring in the drawer
every day, that hurts me.

We are not the same people that we were
when we got married 14 years ago. I

don't know what to do to fix that core
connection.

I'm in a weird position because I'm
trying to build a friendship back with

Meredith.

But, like, in my head, I'm like, no, no,
no, no, no. Pump the brakes.

What if we got everybody together and
went to Bermuda, like, for your

Wait, I would die!

You have to make up with Lisa.

You don't know shit! Monica!

Monica!

You're being crazy!

Opa!

I let myself in.

Sorry. It's time to break.

You ready for the celebration?

Like coming to your house feels like an
event because you're you.

Thank you. Hi. Welcome.

Why are you here?

Fantasy. I love.

Just little snacks.

Pour us some wine.

Have a seat. I'm going to get closer.

I am serving you here tonight.

Look at this waterfall bar top. A little
waterfall bar top, a little glass of

wine. To Pioneer Day. To Pioneer Day.
What a fun event. We could use a drink

after that.

That was wild.

When did it go left?

Like, when Lisa kicked Monica off her
wagon?

Wagon game. The minute we started the
wagon game.

Lisa, who are you kicking off your wagon
train? The one that's the nastiest to

women. So, Monica, you would have to go.

I think it set her off.

So, it was like she just came in hot
again with the insult.

You are so nasty on the inside.

You are so ugly.

And then, like, at some moment, she just
completely shut down.

And it was weird.

I'm starting to realize that you can
never really count on what you're going

get with Monica. She could be up and
happy and charming and fun.

That's got some girth. Like, holy crap.

And then angry and vicious and mean.

And then also just detached and vacant.

And as much as I don't want it to, it
kind of reminds me of Jen.

I'm drawn like a moth to the flame with
these personality types. I've been

burned and I want to learn from my
history and not make the same mistakes

I don't, I can't figure her out. And I
really, really like her. And so I don't

understand when it seems like I can't
get through to her. Like I've kind of

jumped in. Like I always do like head
first. I know. I know. That's who you

And then.

I planned this trip with her, which is,
like, a big deal. I've never been to

Bermuda. I want it to be a fun trip. I
don't feel like trashing the trip or,

like, throwing it away, but I'm worried
that, like, I don't want Pioneer Day

Part 2 to happen in Bermuda. Yeah,
that's her pattern, is, like, she kind

comes in hot.

And then she feels bad or embarrassed
and apologizes.

Like, I think we need to go on the trip,
but I think you need to call her before

we go, just work through it, talk to
her.

Talk to her one -on -one.

I'm sure I'm going to see her at
Meredith's jewelry event. The one that

invited to that I've heard all about,
everyone's invited except me, which is

fine. Let me know how it goes. Like, I'm
really curious to see how. Well, the

trip is hanging in the balance, truly.

awkward sometimes i feel like does
therapy help or make it worse both it

it worse for the short term i think when
we when we were talking about finances

and bills and like how i handle all that
and then he's like all right don't have

that conversation like he shut you down
he shut me down it's almost like it's

the therapist stirring the pot or
helping us where are you at Do you think

helping? I don't know. Like, I still, my
favorite thing is when we talk it

through with other couples.

Like, even Meredith and Seth.

After I stopped working, I realized
she's going through her own trauma.

And part of that is, like, isolating me.

Two drowning people.

Can't save each other and just pull each
other down.

And then it didn't hurt that Seth had my
back on most things.

You're looking for validation.

No.

I just got a really bad message.

What?

Sherry's been being intubated.

No.

I mean, I was with her on Monday, Jay,
and she couldn't even get off the couch.

I have known Sherry since I was 23 years
old, and she's been...

To all the major events in my life.

She's been fighting cancer.

It's the most helpless feeling to know
that my friend is suffering and I

can't do anything about it. And I have
no idea how to cope with that.

I'm trying not to cry, Jay, but I'm
worried. I think I'm, like, we're losing

her. Yeah.

Sorry. And on Monday when I sat with
her, like, that's what we talked about,

was, like, how she knows death is here.

Sick to my stomach.

My best friend is dying of cancer.

Like, when you really, like, take a look
around and see, like, the bigger

picture, like, us just not being eye to
eye, like, is it really that bad of a

thing?

It definitely seems like our problems
are pretty trivial.

Well, I think as long as we both still
want to be married, then we're winning.

I've been married 14 years now.

And we've come so far working through
communication breakdowns, working

how has my trauma bled into the
marriage. We've been working on so many

but, like, knowing that each other are
still in it makes it easier to work for

it. If you're willing to fight, then you
can get through anything.

So we're both still fighting, right?

I think so. I'm still fighting.

How are you?

Doing well. How are you? Good.

I'm meeting a girlfriend here. Just the
two of you today? Yeah. Follow me.

I'm meeting someone here.

All right. Is it this lady in red?

Yes, the lady in red.

Exactly.

Hey. Right? I mean, the red, white, and
blue. We got it covered.

You bring me fresh turned butter.

Oh, my gosh. Hi, ladies.

Hi. Hey, how are you? Welcome to
Toscano. Do you guys have any drinks in

I want to do the Vita Sunset. You know,
I want to have a glass of Cabernet. Are

you guys ready for food?

Spicey fig prosciutto pizza.

Okay. And I'll do the mussels and the
truffle fries, please.

Perfect. I'll take these menus out of
your way. May I give that to you? Thank

you so much. You go with your diet cup.

I get very dehydrated. I get all kinds
of muscle cramps. You know how you were

having those in Palm Springs? In my
hands?

Yeah.

Are those yours, your earrings? This is
part of the new collab. Oh, wait, let me

see it. So it's all plated. Oh, that's
amazing.

Yeah. Can I get to see it all?

Oh, nice.

I'm excited about your event, Mom. I'm
excited to see all your new pieces.

I love these. They're, like, gorgeous. A
kilo for you. Oh, my gosh. Thank you.

You're welcome. Here's that cabernet.
Thank you. Cheers.

All right.

Here's the mussels. Oh, my gosh. Thank
you. Thank you. They look delicious.

Mussels for you. Oh, wow. Thank you so
much.

Did you and Monica get to a place of
peace?

I think so. I don't get, I don't even
know what the issue is.

It's frustrating to even have a
conversation with her because they don't

anywhere.

They don't go anywhere.

You're ugly.

Fix your face.

Get some Botox. Girl, get some filler.

Like, I'm at a different stage in my
life. I've never talked like that to

another woman, though.

Neither have I. In my life.

You know, you can't keep attacking
somebody and expect them to just sit

and take it all the time. There's so
much low -hanging fruit around Monica.

Like, if I wanted to attack, it wouldn't
be hard.

So I do want to clear the air on
something. I'm not upset, angry. I just

understand what was said because I was a
little perplexed by it. Okay.

Did you tell Angie that I threatened
her?

No, I didn't tell her you threatened
her. I said you said she's lucky.

What's the word?

Whatever you said to me outside of the
restaurant.

I want to go for the jugular and talk
about the rumors,

the nastiness about her.

Well, let's just do that. You know what?
You want me to go there with her

husband? I can go there.

She's not spreading rumors.

She's dropping the grenade by saying
she's lucky I didn't say the things I

about her husband. Something like that.
Well, that's making accusations.

That's what I thought. I wanted to check
in only because it's very interesting

because some of the wording you just
said to me regarding Monica, that's what

made me think of it right now.

Yeah. Very similar to the message I gave
you, which is, you know, there's a lot

of stuff out there about everybody, but
Angie was accusing me of threatening

her, and that's not a threat. No, I
didn't just say the same thing. I didn't

just say the same thing. The whole thing
with Angie, I don't like that even, do

you want me to say what I know about her
husband?

Do you know what I mean? Like, things
like that, I don't want anyone saying

about you. I think it's disgusting.

I don't like it. It feels very, like,
icky, and I don't want to be around this

anymore. I just don't.

I'm really disappointed.

because Lisa and I have agreed to
discuss issues as they came up. Moving

forward, we communicate, you know, and
if you're sensing something, tell me. I

agree. So I don't know what's going on
here, but it's definitely unsettling,

it doesn't feel good, and it's not what
we agreed on.

For me, it was very triggering.

Well, I'm sorry that it was triggering
for you, but what I'm not going to do is

have this hypocritical conversation.

What you're telling me is going on with
Monica is she's playing victim to

your reaction to her bad behavior.

Yeah. That's what you're saying. And
that is called manipulation. Yeah, it

manipulative. That's exactly what Angie
did to me. And for her to now play

victim to my reaction to her bad
behavior is called manipulation and

gaslighting.

You had an issue with Angie because she
said she would never be friends with

someone like you. And then you took it
up eight levels and said you know things

about her husband, her family, her
business.

And the bottom line is that's not what's
happening with me and Monica. Monica's

just being a bitch. You're being
deceptive.

There's nothing out there about her,
though. Well, there is stuff out there

about her. That's not true. There is.

I just think, like, even saying it is
just as bad because it leaves people's

minds to wander. You're living in La La
Land, then. But look at what stuff out

there about me. There's stuff out there
about you. There's stuff out there about

every single one of us. It doesn't make
it true, and it doesn't make it good,

and it doesn't make it okay to threaten
with it. You can't use the word threat.

By definition, it's wrong.

So by saying I would never do that,
you're going on. That's not my

But you did. Whitney said that you said
to her I could ruin her life.

I could ruin anybody's life. So could
you. So could anybody under the sun. We

all could.

That doesn't mean you're going to.

I don't even want to talk about anybody
else right now. But you and me, I pumped

the brakes and I need to talk to you
about it because we are friends and

working on a new friendship that's
better than the last one. Wait.

I'm so confused. Like after Palm
Springs, I pumped the brakes because it

a lot of feelings in me that I'm like,
this is not something I like. So did you

pump the brakes with Angie then too?

No, I didn't pump the brakes with Angie,
but I had to. So you were fine with the

way she treats me, but my reaction to
it, which was very minor in comparison

to the way she treated me, caused you to
pump the brakes with me.

I'm not getting in between you two. You
are supporting her, but pumping the

brakes with me. I'm not supporting her.
I'm not supporting her. I'm not

supporting anything.

Let me make this clear.

I am not the one bringing the tornado
through.

Nor do I feel I need to be.

Because I know.

Kermit was back.

He does.

Coming. Hi,

gorgeous. How are you? You look so
pretty.

And you brought a gift. That's nice.

You didn't have to do that for me.

So welcome to my home. It's stunning.

Thank you.

I've never been in this neighborhood
before.

I've been here 21 years.

Really? My son was two days old when we
moved in.

And we got it the year I was pregnant.

Oh my gosh, it's beautiful.

I wanted to come and check on Mary. I
have missed her.

She always makes me smile. I could have,
like, had a buddy at some of this.

Let me take your coat. Thanks.

I could have used some backup, dressed
up as a pioneer, which we all know Mary

would have been an amazing pioneer.

You want cake?

Yes.

Is your cake good, by the way?

It's delicious.

Okay, good. Did you make it? No.

Okay.

It's deliciously. Thank you. So how have
you been? What's been going on with

you? I've been good.

Just trying to pace my time and make
sure that my sanity is protected.

Make sure I'm not losing my mind on
anyone like I did.

You called me a pornography, sweetheart.

Pornography. Grow up, little girl, okay?
I'm done. Have a good night. Watch me

walk out the door.

Okay, bye.

I get it. That's where I'm at. Losing
your mind? Mm -hmm. Don't ever lose your

mind over no one. Oh, no.

But I feel like Lisa was just
relentless.

With Lisa, though, I feel like you both
go back and forth. Like, I feel like

it's not just her. I feel like it's both
of you. I agree, but I feel like she

gets nasty that way. Mm -hmm.

I'm trying to figure out where her
problem is with me. Ever since that

Palm Springs, when I said she's
materialistic, I feel like I have just

under her skin.

What does she do to make you think that
she's like that?

Oh, my God, Mary.

How many carrots? Oh, this is her new
Chanel.

Oh, my God. I love that.

I love that. And she tells you nothing
about herself. And then the rest, she's

on mute.

You have to take her for who she is.

Yeah. It's going to bother you to hold a
grudge.

Yes. Because it eats at people.

Like, I think grudges eat at you. Like,
you should not be a grudge holder.

Mary can give wonderful advice. She
gives great advice.

She might not be great at taking her own
advice, but, you know, those who can't

do, teach.

I'm just going to apologize and move on.
You have to. And really mean it. You

can't just say things and just say it.
Not with them. Right. That's why I said.

She's wrinkly, and I meant it.

But don't say that.

That's no -no.

Hey, I promise I won't.

Ann?

Hi. I am so sorry for your loss.

I'm just told to see how you're doing.

Losing one of my best friends has been
so much harder.

And then I thought, I've never lost
someone that I love this much.

I received the call last night.

Found out that Sherry had passed away.

I've been in a fog and haven't known
what to do.

It's just been really hard, like, really
hard. Thank you so much for

calling. Yeah.

Are you...

Honey, I'm going to Meredith's event.

I want to stay home, but, like, Sherry
is the type of friend that would go.

Sherry literally came to my PRISM event
the week before she passed. Like, if

Sherry can show up to events fighting
cancer and not feeling well, then I can

show up for Meredith, and I think it'll
be good to be around my other friends.

I'm here for you. Thank you so much,
Ang.

You got it. Love you. Love you, too.

Let's check out some good. Oh, yeah.

Hey. Hey, guys. How's it going?

Good. How are you? Good. How are you
guys doing?

Good. We need to chat for our
missionary.

Awesome. So where are you headed?

Columbia, Bogota.

Okay, awesome.

While you're proselyting, now you've got
to wear slacks. So we do have some

slacks that are kind of like a
Lululemon, very stretchy. Oh, I love

it'll kind of help keep you more
comfortable.

Do you wear any of these colors? Like
you can even wear like teal?

No, so this one's going to be more for
like our prom.

Typically they want you to be more
conservative. He's going on a mission.

He's not going on a... dance or
whatever.

Yeah, they like you to be on, like, the
more conservative side. Okay. Would you

mind if I put my coat somewhere?

Yeah, we can totally drip it on the
chair. Thank you so much.

So what's it saying?

Um, one suit, eight to ten white shirts,
six to eight ties, three to five

slacks. Okay. See, like, I could see
Jack, like... Yeah, that's...

Maybe if he was going to Vega.

What size of pants do you... 32.

Yeah, 32.

But he might get chubby on his mission,
so maybe a 33.

I like that one brown color pant.

Because I feel like it could be, like,
total jungle chic. Oh, yeah. Jungle

I should have came with just that.

I love that you guys took, like, a more
modern approach to suiting.

Yeah, we feel like missionaries don't
need to look ugly. Yeah, we don't need

like, forget fashion.

I'm, like, going to...

You look like a cute little missionary.

I think you need the separation more
than I do. Why?

You're a lot. Is that a good thing? I
don't know. I don't know if that's a

thing. I love you so much, but I need
the space.

He's 18. He's ready. Where were you when
you were 18? When you were 18, you were

telling me stories about how you were
getting Russian mobsters limos and going

on vacations all over. You left the
nest. It's my turn to leave the nest.

Bye. Go.

It doesn't make it less hard for us.

You know what's going to be hard for me?
Not having you here for Christmas.

Not having you here for Thanksgiving.
It's going to be sad.

You know, this mission for Jack is so
personal.

And he's going for the right reasons.
He's going because he felt strongly.

that this is the right decision for him.
He had everything at his fingertips. He

could be doing anything else in the
whole entire world, but he chose to go

there and connect with people, share a
message of love and kindness, and teach

people about God.

As soon as he wakes up, until the time
he goes to bed, he is going to be

others. And as a mom, I couldn't be more
proud of him. Take the brown ones, too.

I'm going to start crying in public.

No, but you love me.

We're going to have a hard time without
me, and I'm going to have a hard time

without you.

I never got any of this when I left.

Do you remember what you used to say to
me when you were little? My heart beats

to mom.

To mom.

Like, I feel like just yesterday I
brought you home and was playing on the

playground with you.

I think it'll be good for me to leave,
because then I'll come back and you'll

look at me not as your little baby, but
as an actual adult.

going and living in a poor country for
two years, I'll come back and I'll be

able to recognize all the good stuff.

I hope so. I'd like it even more.

Okay, I hope so.

Here's a bet.

What's the over -under on how long until
your mom stops crying after you leave?

I'd say a week.

No. Up until I come home. Pretty much.

Once in a while, it's because she'll
still be stuck with me.

That's true.

Appreciate it.

What are you carrying?

Heidi. Heidi.

How are you? Is that alcohol?

Hi.

Hi. Heidi, you look so pretty.

How are you?

Girl, I'm okay.

You good? Yeah.

Yeah. How are you?

I'm good.

Okay. Hanging in.

Let's get a drink.

I saw this Chardonnay called Bread and
Butter. Can I get a glass of that? Yes.

Can I do a Moscow Mule? Yes. Thank you
so much.

My favorite drink.

Okay. So... What's the plan? Are you
coming to Bermuda?

No, I'm not going to go.

Okay.

Just kidding. Oh. It was great.

But you took that way too well, you
bitch. Yeah, because I just...

Felt bad after our luncheon. It felt
like you were down.

That was a really difficult meal

for me.

The way you chatted to your mother about
my mom. You don't know about my mother.

You don't know.

No. I'm for her.

You're dishing it out. You have to take
it. That's fair.

You were upset, rightfully so. I was
trying to guide you with tough love out,

which I won't do again. The best thing
that I could have done in that situation

for me was... Yeah.

I owe you the biggest apology.

I am so sorry.

I was so honored and so excited to do
this with you.

And I completely let you down.

It's okay.

Monica is being so apologetic, but she
also has shown that she has a dark side.

Like, I mean, I like Monica a lot as a
person, but I

can't help it that there are alarm bells
going off.

So what's our game plan? Because we want
to host this trip.

Look, be nice. That's like baseline.

I really want to have a good time. To
new things. To new things. To turning

new leaves. To not getting mad about
everything.

And not calling women ugly.

Or old. We are middle -aged.

That's a fact. No one wants to be
reminded of that, ever.

Ready? I am very ready.

This is the soft introduction to the
collection, plated by Meredith Marks.

Plated is supposed to be fun. It's
supposed to be affordable. It's supposed

be for people who maybe can't afford to
buy the fine jewelry.

So I want to see how it's received by
people that I know and love before I put

it out into the universe for everybody.

Claudia, can you remove the empty necks
from the table, please? Okay.

Girl, I can't get through if you have
the box. Oh, okay, I'm sorry.

Which would you like?

Are we in the right place?

Hello. Hi.

I was waiting to see what you put on
your plate.

And see if you want, if I could add
anything to the buffet bar.

What is that?

Oh, butter.

It's butter.

It's butter.

I didn't think you'd be that excited.

So we are going to churn butter by hand.
I'm just going to keep churning

forever.

It's so nice to meet you, Melissa.

So on the gray is all the fine jewelry,
and on the black is the new plated black

shirt. Oh, cute.

Hello.

What could you buy?

Beautiful. Thank you.

What's going on? Are you all right?

What's wrong?

Sherry passed away yesterday.

rain cloud over your event. I just
wanted to show you my support.

I can't ruin your event, though. You
gotta... Here.

I brought it back up.

Thank you.

I tried so hard to rally.

I feel horrible for

Whitney. You know, I can't imagine
losing a friend and her

showing up today.

really means something. You know, it's
been a lot of ups and downs between us.

feel like we've been on a path to
repair, and her making the effort to

today really means a lot.

Okay, I got you. I got you.

I love this.

What's new with you guys?

I'm trying to decide if it's a good idea
or a bad idea if I drink.

Won't it relax you a little bit?

Well, Sherry would want me to. What
would Sherry want? She would want me on

table dancing.

Then that's what we're going to do.

You should.

I need to give Whitney a hug.

Come on in. My friend.

Come here.

So sorry. How are you?

It's going to be okay.

Thank you. I'm just compartmentalized.
It's okay. Hey,

guys.

Oh, my gosh. You brought more presents?

Okay. So, 420. Her book party was on
420. On purpose.

Whoa. Cannabis gift?

Yes. She's keeping me in weed
accessories.

I'm like the 420 Barbie.

Lisa and I had a problem two weeks ago.
I'm, like, mortified.

that the two of you behaved that way at
my, like, prism event. Because Lisa... I

didn't start it. I did not start that. I
don't care who started it.

Okay, so it's my fault. Monica's
ridiculous.

No, it's both of your faults.

But I thought we moved on. In fact, Lisa
was the first person I told that Sherry

had passed.

Lisa, for your hoodie.

For her to act like I'm not even
existing right now, it's hurtful.

Thank you so much.

Guess what, show shooters? You're having
all the fancy food.

The more you buy, the more you save.

I want to welcome you guys all.

Thank you for coming.

Meredith's going to talk a little bit
about what we are featuring here. So

here's Meredith's list.

Thank you, Riley.

Thank you all for coming today.

I am super, super excited to...

Launched my new collection, Plated by
Meredith Mark.

I just want to really thank, first and
foremost, my husband, Seth Mark.

Through this process that had a lot of
frustration, he was always there to

support me.

Never stopping, never putting the brakes
on.

Love, support, everything.

Thank you.

The whole plated collection ranges from
about $50 to $500.

I'm really proud. I'm really excited.

Please feel free to come and try on.

Here we go.

Whitney Monica, girl.

It's easily a W. Look, this is pretty.
When I think Meredith, there's three

things I think of. Okay, what are you
guys looking at?

The poison ring and stardust.

You have this one.

That's pretty. I need an excuse to get
out of here.

You can do it.

I'm going to go say hi to John and Seth.
I haven't seen them yet.

John and Seth?

Yeah. Okay.

Okay.

Lisa, I want to tell you something.

And this is genuine.

When we had our first lunch together, I
really felt excited to have a

relationship with you and be able to
bond, and I think we just got so far

and it got so ugly, and I'm owning my
part in that. I fight very dirty, and I

say things I don't mean. I don't ever
want it to go that low again.

I agree. Because you're smarter than
that. And I respect you.

You do a lot of things that I admire,
like truly.

You're an amazing mom.

You're really good at apologizing.

I'm doing this.

This is the one time where I'm like,
keep talking, Monica, keep talking.

like this. You're like even coming.

I felt like you have a senior and you
knew what I was going through with the

mission. I just wanted Bogota, Colombia.

So I was like, yes, yes. He's going to
Colombia.

Yeah, he's going to Colombia.

Okay,

you're finding out now.

Yeah, exciting.

The Colombian side of me is my dad.

And I'm like, I think they're
disconnected from that.

You know, a part of me.

is missing that I don't know.

And it's my Colombian side, so that's
really cool.

You've gone through trauma, from what
I'm understanding, and I think I've had

trauma in friendships, and I think that
once I start to see, like, okay, then

it's like I pulled back.

Yes, and that's why I apologize, because
I need to learn a different way,

because that's how I was raised.

We're fine. We're fine. Okay.

I feel like we are, right? I feel good.

I just have to double check.

We need a man for Heather.

Yes. What is your perfect man?

Stop compromising. Why do you think my
24 -year -olds are compromised, man? I

think that's brass ring. What would the
physical features of your Ken doll be?

His face looks like a ski mascot.

There are therapists in the house.

Can I steal you for a second? Yeah. It's
not serious, but I just want to ask one

thing. So our daughter got into USC?
Shut up.

Did you put her on a rowing machine?

No. Yeah. Like a little lunch with
Meredith. And, like, I felt like the

conversation was, I mean, not the best.

But I thought we left fine.

I mean, I just lost my best friend.
Yeah.

And life's too short.

Just forgive me. Like, I don't have the
capacity to deal with that right now.

Anything right now. Okay.

Well, I don't want to be insensitive.

I was just asking.

But when you, like, walked up... Who's
rubbing my back? It's me. Oh, hi. I'm

sorry, you guys.

I'm not... I have to interrupt for just
a second because we just have to show

you guys something for, like, five
minutes.

Okay, real quick. Okay.

You know it's a hard day for Whitney.
Oh, I know.

I know. I feel like I'm, like, I don't
know if I should talk to her or not talk

to her. I don't know.

Okay. Okay, you guys.

Thank you for letting me have just five
minutes of your event. Of course. I

appreciate it. I just wanted to give you
guys some Bermuda rum, which they are

known for their rum. Oh, yeah. Let's
open that up. Yeah, open that up. And

are melachadas.

Melachadas. Oh, my gosh. It's from your
own country.

Portuguese pastries, you guys. I really
am excited about Bermuda.

My family is from there, and I have
family there now.

It's very special to me. My grandma was
born there. My great grandma and great

grandpa moved there to build up Bermuda.
That's amazing.

And I still have cousins and uncles
there, so I'm going to meet up with my

family. That's so cool.

Yeah, I'm excited.

This isn't just a girls' trip. It's also
a chance to reconnect and meet up with

my family on my mother's side.

It's just very special to me because
growing up without a father, I feel

Half of me is completely missing.

So I treasure anything I do know about
where I come from.

Cheers to Bermuda, bitches!

Cheers to Bermuda!

Cheers to Bermuda!

That was so sweet.

This is cool. Thank you for doing this.
You're welcome. I really did put a lot

of thought into this because I really
did want to.

I believe you. And, like, I'm playing.

Yes! To come.

You, like, nailed it.

We're good. Good job.

Bounce back. Bounce back, girl.

You did it.

Food and rum, bitch.

What's new with you guys?

The whole Jack Mission thing, I'm
obsessed with it.

I actually never lost a best friend.

Excuse me.

Hi, I am so sorry.

These are not for free.

Really? Yeah, they were a gift.

Sorry to be the mean one to take away
the treat.

Actually, one of the girls didn't show
today, so you can have her book.

Oh, thank you. And would you also like a
bottle of rum? Because they go hand in

hand. A combo. Thank you.

Hey,

Whitney. Are you doing okay?

No. I think dealing with death is
difficult.

I know you don't know how to approach it
with your phone. I'm sorry you lost

someone so important to you.

Like, it hurts when you walk up and go
right past. me and go straight to

with gifts like oh my god heather oh my
god i i love you here's these gifts and

then you look at me and you're like are
you okay and i'm like no i'm not i need

you to hug me i need you to acknowledge
that i lost my best friend sorry about

that with me

look

at this bling i love it

and go straight to Heather with gifts.
And then you look at me and you're like,

are you okay?

And I'm like, no, I need you to
acknowledge that I lost my best friend.

I'm sorry about that, Whitney.

I can't always keep a mental calculator
of everything going on for everyone at

all times and in all moments.

I've been talking to you about it for
the last five days, and bitch, I texted

you last night.

Does she need an abacus to keep track of
that? It was less than 24 hours ago.

It wasn't about lack of food for you.
You're always important.

You're always important.

That's why I would just expect you to
come to me first, not Heather.

I texted you last night. I didn't text
and tell everyone. And I responded.

I know you responded, but the fact that
I reached out to you to say, hey, this

is what I'm going through, and you were
more excited about giving Heather a gift

than comforting me. No, no, no. That's
not what happened. That's what happened.

I'm so sorry about that. I am not a
perfect person.

You didn't have any self -awareness to
maybe be like, oh, like Whitney, I

should. You know what I did in that
moment? I did it in that moment because

just finished a conversation with John
and Seth, but I'm not a bad person. I'm

good person. You're not a bad person,
but I think you were lacking self

-awareness right there.

And I think it's triggering that, like,
seeing me talk to Heather for a while.

It wasn't that. Okay, just making sure.
Just making sure.

When Whitney texted me that her friend
Sherry passed, I felt so horrible. I

flowers for her this morning to let her
know I'm thinking of her and I know that

this has got to be such a hard time.

But we're in public. I don't know how
fragile she is. And, like, for me, I

through things. I want to be quiet about
it. So I did not want to say anything

that could, like, upset her because I
don't know how Whitney handles grief.

You were the first person I texted, you
and Angie.

And you chose to give Heather a gift.

Last week, you and Heather were at each
other's... There are flowers on the way

to your house. Last week, you were at
each other's throats and had a major

problem with each other. You didn't even
want her to know where... No, it isn't.

Because it was just rubbed in my face
the day that I'm like, oh, I need Lisa.

Like, it just feels really fake. Like,
why are you going up to Heather and

giving her a gift when I'm your good
friend? Like, I wanted you to come to me

first. I don't care about flowers. I
want you.

Whitney, Whitney.

Whitney, no one wants you leaving.

Whitney, nobody wants you leaving. Stop.

Whitney and Lisa just stormed out of
here. They stormed out? Yeah.

Why? I don't know. I'm just glad it's
not me today.

Everything is about you.

No, it's not.

No, it's not, and I think that you
can... I'm so sorry for your loss. It

Lisa, and I'm always there for you. No,
I'm so sorry. No, no, no. I'm so sorry

for your loss. I'm so sorry for your
loss.

Miss,

miss.

No, you guys need to stop right now.

Wow. If it's not one thing, it's
another.

That's what it was, though. Whitney's
just upset.

Did you see this? Well, I saw them. I
saw them talking.

Like, literally.

You know, I wanted to see about putting
people first.

What do you want?

No,

no, no. We're not putting that back on.

We're not putting that back on.

What now?

Nothing. Wait a minute. I'm so sick of
this. I'm selfish. I'm all about myself.

Why? What did you say? What was that?

Next time on The Real Housewives of Salt
Lake City.

has a room with a bathtub in it.

Somehow I got one without a bathtub. I
understand that Meredith has an

with bathtubs, but I have an obsession
with views and I have one and I'm not

giving it up.

How are you and Whitney?

I'm like, I'm not talking right now.

Lisa, you hurt my feelings.

You treated me at Meredith's event. I
guess you had a conversation with

where I'm self -absorbing. You're
helping me be a better person.

What are you talking about? You said
that you have really hard conversations.

And for you to even sit there and say
that.