All language subtitles for Watch The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City – S3E11

Previously on The Real Housewives of
Salt Lake City.

We're calling to invite you to San
Diego!

Can you guys tell me about this trip
that I'm clearly not in the know of? I

don't know if I even want to go at all.

I am done. I'm trying to navigate the
situation.

Thanks everyone for being here. Goodbye.

Oh my gosh, it's beautiful!

Welcome to my room. Let's do this.

Are you serious? Yeah, I'm serious.

It's just like a bad joke that didn't
land.

Don't you ever fucking expect me to have
your back, though. Don't.

I don't know, Heather. You've told me
that if Jen ever gave you an ultimatum,

you would not be friends with her no
more.

You've shown up for me for 60 % and then
you sell me and my family. Go find

yourself another Heather Gay. I'm out.

What kind of eggs are they? I don't
know.

Age -free, range -free, whatever was in
the refrigerator.

I'm ready for today.

Beach day.

Beach day.

Are we going to Mission Beach, do you
think?

Oh, I don't know.

Did you work out this morning?

This is my workout.

My workout was running my mouth last
night.

You did get a little jaw workout.

You're coming at me today?

I don't deserve that. I'm your friend.
When did I come at you today? Oh, my

Are you kidding me? Stop lying.

The bottom line is we have all dealt
with this for a long time, and it was

-trial, too. It's not anything new.

What happened to me on the boat was
ridiculous.

Like, I was really upset about that.
There's no reason.

You come at me because I'm not treating
you badly.

I don't want to be pushed. I don't want
to be yelled at. Is she my friend? Yeah,

but that's unacceptable.

I don't treat my friends like that. I
don't want to be treated like that.

Last night was just more of the same,
and I'm sick of it. I am there for Jen

the time. You're the only one that
reached out to me after Vegas?

Well, my heart broke. I don't want to be
in the middle by any means, Jen, but I

definitely really want to be a good
friend to you, and I really want to be a

good friend to Meredith. And part of
that means brokering peace in some way,

shape, or form.

Where can we go with Jen with you?

If she makes an honest apology for you
and Brooks, would you want to move

forward?

Well, I want you to.

At the end of the day, I have a clear
conscience. I've been a good friend to

Jen, and it's not reciprocated.

No one's trying to say, like, we're
turning our back on you, Jen. We're just

telling you. The way that you're
treating us hurts, and she won't hear

it's unacceptable what she keeps doing.
She doesn't even remember pushing you.

She doesn't even remember what happened.
Did you notice that last night?

That's the problem, because...

Much like Heather doesn't even remember
we were in a fight.

Yeah. I know when we were in the hot tub
last, you were talking about taking a

friend break from her. How's that going
with you guys?

At a very basic level, if Heather can't
validate my feelings and hear me, then

I probably have to take a friendship
break.

Honestly, I don't even know if she even
is aware.

I get so... She doesn't even notice your
absence in her life.

She hasn't even noticed.

This is really frustrating where Heather
and I are at because we were just in a

neutral space, but the moment she got
put on blast by Jen, she just tried to

pull me into it.

I show up at the choir audition.

Angie's there. My feelings were hurt. I
didn't know that she was going to show

up with Whitney. I had no idea. You
invited us.

My hope of rekindling our friendship is
diminishing because I don't like this

behavior. You guys, I'm going to go grab
a Kit Kat and get ready for the day.

Good morning. How are you?

Heather,

I got you.

Oh, coffee.

Cheers. You're surprisingly good at the
executive assistant role. You want to

give me a job?

Are you getting dressed?

Yeah, I want to go get dressed.

See you in a little bit.

Oh, good. There's some bacon left over.

Bacon and berries.

I know. I stole some of the berries,
too.

What are you doing?

Just trying to wake up. Where am I? What
day is it?

What happened?

Who are my friends? Who are my enemies?

Last night, it felt very clear that Jen
was saying, pick me or pick Angie.

And I'm hoping that after a good night's
sleep, she's going to wake up with a

clear perspective.

My loyalty for Jen throughout all of
these circumstances should give me a

pass. Like, I have earned that.

What did you think of dinner last night?

I thought it was horrible.

You know?

Hello.

Hi. Good morning.

Good morning. You look pretty.

It was a bad night.

It's been a bad weekend.

This is my take.

You and Jen are not in a good spot, I
felt like.

I feel like there's a lot of flip
-flopping, and I was trying to bring

last night.

I mean, I could tell that everyone was,
like, trying to point out that Jen has

been talking mad on me behind my back.

It's not much.

It's not. It was about feelings.

There's a difference. It's not like...
Well, then why was everyone calling her

flip -flopper? Because she's flip
-flopping on her feelings. Like, I don't

she was honest with you about them.

I wasn't trying to disrespect you at
all. I was just trying to have fun, and

sorry. I didn't know that you would hate
it like that. I'm sorry. I know. I

mean, you know I'm sensitive, and I
think that's one of the things that you

about me is that, you know, I'm a good
person, but I do get my feelings hurt.

And I hate that that conversation even
came out in front of other people.

And I feel bad. I have a lot of love and
respect for you and your family.

And even after the shitty day we had
last night, I was still there for you,

you still acknowledged that you knew
that I have always been there for you.

Just

knowing

and having you acknowledge my loyalty.

Well, I hope you know that that's
because I truly love and care about you.

Those shoes are not mine. Are they
yours?

They're not mine. Great.

I love you, too.

Jen has a pattern. She wants to take
back everything she does and then expect

you to move forward like nothing.

But I look at Jen totally different now.
I just want to press the restart

button. I don't know. I'm sorry.

We're going to have a puzzle.

Okay. Let's be ready. We're ready. You
look great, too, by the way. You're so

subdued. It's important for me to be a
good friend, but I think that we have

very toxic relationships with Jen, all
of us.

I

don't

want to have to abandon her at like one
of maybe the lowest times of her life.

I love Jen, but the stakes keep getting
raised.

What before I just thought of was Jen
Shah behavior, highs and lows, now seems

to be a lot more destructive.

And I feel like Lisa and I get the brunt
of Jen's anger and frustration more

than anybody else.

I didn't want to come on the trip. It's
been weird with Whitney. We've not

spoken at all.

She's my go -to girl.

You know, and I haven't been able to
hang out with her. I haven't, like, seen

her. She's going skiing with you and
Jen.

She's inviting you guys over to Hot Tub.
Like, give me a little bit of grace.

I'm trying hard to love you and be your
friend. How do you want to handle it

today? Today, what I want to do, I want
to go knock on Jen's door and sit down

and say, last night was really rough.
And I love you, but we are in a very

relationship.

It's fueled by...

Really fun times with a lot of alcohol.

And it followed up with really, really
sad times with a lot of tears, a lot of

feelings, and a lot of anger and
violence.

That sounds honest. And everyone keeps
saying to me, you're not hearing me.

You're making too light of this. You're
not getting deep into the feelings. And

guess what?

If I did, I don't know that we'd stay
friends.

Coming up.

You flip -flopped, Heather, because when
you sat in my house. Figure it out,

Jen. No, you figure it out because you
flip -flopped so much you should be

wearing some flip -flops.

Hey, ladies.

What's up, Ange?

Hi. Somebody's in my car. Color this
morning.

Put your beach back. I love the bright
colors. I'm excited for a beach day.

You know, this is definitely not Turks
and Queso.

I said Queso. Oh, my God. This is not
like Turks and Quesos.

You know, I was hoping for like Turks
and Quesos with like white sand beaches,

but it's better than the frigid cold.

Don't use that.

You guys, we got to go, though. Is
everyone ready?

Let's do it.

Love it. Thank you.

Well, everyone else has flats on.

We're in the wrong shoes.

But so is Meredith.

Oh, yeah.

Welcome to Beach Genie Setup. We have a
beach day picnic set up for you. And

we'll also get some games set up.

Last night, it was a lot.

So today's a new day, and I'm super
excited for the activities I have

Beach games?

Really? We're going to get riled up.
We're going to get motivated. We're

to conquer the world. Like, that's the
only stuff I'm trying to do. Can't we

just relax on the beach?

And have a margarita. We're going to see
who becomes the queen of the beach

today. Oh, yes. And the way we're going
to figure that out is through sand

castle wars.

Individual castles or teams? Teams. Two
teams. Done. Who's the other team

captain? Whitney.

Oh, my God.

I also would love the opportunity to go
up against Whitney if given. Bring it,

bitch. I can't win. The way we're going
to win this, you guys.

creativity thinking outside the box okay
it's not it's not gonna we don't want

to okay we don't want to do anything too
elaborate we want to do execution

simple executed keep it simple stupid
although things are not great between me

Jen and Angie K right now it took me
about two seconds to determine who I

on my team I think they're scrappy and
competitive and Clearly, cat throat.

I think they're strategizing over there.
What is something creative and cool

that's relevant to this trip that we
could build? Oh, my God. You're the

hostess. That's why I picked you.

Aloha.

But also, Greek, we could do a giant
evil eye. We could do that. Yay!

I'm ready.

Welcome to the winning team.

That's right.

All right, ladies. Are we ready for
this? I know you're ready. We're ready.

five minutes starts right now.

We're digging up space.

Okay. Is this the wall? Yep. You just
keep following the pattern. Can I pour?

Can I pour?

Hold on. I'll be right back. Grab some
of those shelves for decoration. Great.

don't think you guys are going to win.

You couldn't have done that. We're the
edges for presentation.

Look at our fortress.

We even have a VIP entrance gate.

Oh, I love it.

Lashes. Lashes. But they can go out like
lashes would normally go out. Oh, my

gosh. Lashes. Good lashes.

All right, ladies. Five seconds.

Four, three, two, one.

All right, that's all the time you have.

No breaking their chancel.

What the ladies?

So we automatically win then. We'll look
at the instant replay.

One.

No breaking their chancel.

Now you're going to do a gunny sack
race, and you're going to hop from one

around a cone.

I wonder what else she's cheating. Just
kidding.

I feel like the criteria for what we
were going to be judged on was loose.

I went with a creative route, and they
were clearly going for impact.

I wanted to win.

What's your impression of a girls' trip?
Day one, I called Sean. I'm like, oh,

my God, I cannot wait to get home. I
know. I was like, that's how I felt on

one. Like, everyone gets upset, but then
the next morning, everyone's fine.

Well, you were holding hands with her on
the spinner band, I thought, and I

missed the whole convo. No, no, she came
to my room today. That's why I know

when we sat down.

I just want you guys to know that your
hostesses have reconnected, and we had a

really nice talk this morning.

Thanks for coming to my room and being
my bitch.

I mean, yesterday I told Dan, I said, I
don't even know if I can be friends with

her anymore. That's how I'm feeling
right now. Yeah.

I've been there. What did she say?

You know what? She felt really bad. I
mean, she views me as family. I don't

think she really realized how
uncomfortable it was going to make

Do you feel like she felt like you
checked her and she was not expecting

Yeah, I don't know why there's so much
conflict with us, but I know I don't

there to be conflict. And so with Jen
and Lisa, I want this to be discussed

resolved so that we can all move forward
as friends. Okay, girls, let's get

ready to go surfing. I am not up for it,
babe. I'm going to sit this one out.

Well, I'm not going to be great at
surfing, but I'll sit on the board.

you're coming. Surfing? Yeah, are you
surfing?

I'm going to go eat a cheeseburger.

Lisa, are you going to surf?

No. Do you want to go get like a...

I'm like, yes, let's go. I'm starving.

Dana, you're making me do this. Yeah,
we're going to go. Come on, ladies,

go. I guess I'm going surfing.

Honestly, I don't know how I got rubbed
into this.

This was not on my bucket list in this
lifetime.

Hello. Ready to do this?

We're ready.

All right. Suits are right up here. I
just want to go on one girl's trip where

actually do something fun.

Is it too cold to go without a suit?

I'll wear your Sunday shirt,

though. I would take these waves and the
sunshine.

I would take drowning in this ocean over
going to lunch with Jen, Heather, and

Lisa right now.

So you're going to follow me, all right?
Ready?

So we're going to get our pants flat,
and we're going to arch our back. We're

going to slide opposite foot through,
right in the middle, and we're going to

lift up.

Nice. That was great. All right, ladies,
you ready?

Yes. Let's do it. All right.

No no no, honey.

Thank you.

Thank you so much.

Thank you.

Hey.

Hi, ladies. Can I start you guys with
any appetizers or anything?

I would love the lobster and shrimp
ravioli. Okay.

Crab stuffed mushrooms sounded good to
me.

Diablo. I'm allergic, but you guys enjoy
it. Are you allergic to shellfish for

real? Yeah. Like I'll die.

You got it.

I am dreading having this conversation
with Jen, and now we're adding allergic

reaction as a possible hazard.

Oh, thank you. I'm already responsible
for the Chris Harrington webpage, and

I'm going to be responsible for a trip
to the ER.

Are these meatballs?

No, they're crops up. Oh.

What are these? Those are wrapped in
bacon, but they're shrimp.

Oh, great.

Okay. Do you have any bread?

I'll have some bread. Yes.

I have to say, like, today was a great
day.

Fun day.

Yesterday was like horrible.

Really hard for you, for you, for a lot
of, you know what I mean? Yeah. How did

you feel when you woke up?

Unsure of what was going on?

Yesterday was rough for me because I
think like it started off so rough. Then

like on the boat, I was even more
uncomfortable because I thought you and

fine.

And you and I are fine, and I'm sorry
because I think I was bugged with you,

Lisa, because obviously I'm not a mean
person. I'm not going to just go throw

champagne on someone. I was trying to
lighten it up.

I just felt like you didn't even give me
the chance to, like, I don't know. We

didn't talk about it.

Whatever. Yeah.

So I'm sorry if I was mean to you
because you were, like, with Angie.

You know, Jen, it's hard for me because
I'm going to be super honest with you.

I'm sensitive when it comes to you.
You're my friend, and I care about you.

I literally will, like, temper myself in
things and, like, want to, like, make

you feel good. I know you're going
through a lot. But sometimes it's hard

because, like, yesterday I was like,
Jen, are you my friend? Say you're my

friend, and you wouldn't even say it. Of
course. Okay, well, I was mad at Angie.

I was mad at Angie. I'm sorry. And I was
the brunt of it. We need to talk about

everything that went down yesterday.

Especially what went down with us at
dinner.

Because the last thing that we really
ended it is you gave me an ultimatum.

Do you think our relationship is toxic?

Do

you

think our relationship is toxic?

Yes, because you know what? We hashed
this out at my house, and I told you.

you okay with what Angie did, and are
you going to continue to be friends? And

are you unclear on me being okay with
what she did? Are you unclear on that?

I feel like you flip -flop all the time.
That's the problem. How do I flip

-flop? You're still friends with her.
You didn't hold her accountable.

I thought we resolved it. I thought you
understood. And I was sorry. I think

this is bigger than all of this.

You know what?

Let's remove them from the situation.
That was hurtful. We were good.

We were good when I left your couch that
day. Yes, we were.

Chris Harrington started an Instagram
page called Shaw Exposed.

I feel like when it comes to Angie, you
need to also be a little bit more aware

of what's going on. I do. I absolutely
do.

Obviously. So how do you think I feel
knowing, like, two days later that

at a hot tub at Whitney's house?

I didn't, Heather!

But I felt better when I walked in and
Heather was like not in charge. Because

was like, if Heather's in charge, this
is not a real thing.

She'll show up and be like, oh my gosh,
Jen's had more to drink than I've ever

seen. And I'm like, bitch, what do you
mean? Because Heather has always made me

feel like, Jen, you need as many friends
as you can get. So just roll with it.

With you, it's ride or die or you're
dead to me. No, that's not true.

I think the bottom line is, I want to be
around you and you and not have to

worry about what the fuck is going to
happen today.

Like, Jen, my world has been rocked for,
like, the last 24 hours.

I don't even know what this is about.
No, it's not. It's the cycle of one day

I'm throwing shoes over the yacht with
you and laughing and feeling like the

sun's shining, but the sun doesn't shine
on the same dog's ass every day. And it

could have been my shoes if things had
gone a different way.

And that is terrifying and toxic.

And I don't want to. I am not terrifying
and toxic.

Our relationship is.

You want to know why it is? Because of
you flip -flop. Because of me? You flip

-flop, Heather.

I flip -flop. So if I behave correctly,
you'd treat me better? No, because your

actions don't align with what you
verbally tell me.

Because when you sat in my house. Figure
it out, Jen. No, you figure it out.

Because you flip -flop so much, you
should be wearing some flip -flops.

I can see her wheels turning.

Lisa and I are holding Jen accountable.
And I can see on her face that she does

not like what she's hearing.

And she does not want to hear anymore.

I love you and care about you. But when
I came to San Diego, listen, listen.

When I came and saw it go from co -host
to champagne in the face.

Then it escalated, escalated, escalated,
and it came at Lisa. And then to have

it circle back and be all about, like,
me and an ultimatum that I have to

between you. I never gave you an
ultimatum. Do I have to pick between you

you? Let me finish, please. I almost
committed suicide. I tried to, okay?

Because your friend is heartless and
decided to drag me and my entire family.

Because Omar and Sharif weren't going to
have a mom.

Sharif wasn't going to have a wife.

I have always felt like I'm a pretty
strong person.

But when I found out about Shock's Boat,
it came on a day when there was just a

lot of negativity dealing with the
trial.

And I got to the point that day where I
was done.

I locked myself in the bathroom, and
Coach was so scared he had to kick the

down because he didn't know what I was
going to do.

Coach had to take me to the hospital.

I was there for two and a half days.

You guys have no f***ing idea. You have
no idea that bullying is not okay.

I don't think it's okay, and I love you,
and I have been right or die for you.

It's not about that. It's about our
dynamic. Do you know how hard it was for

to even talk to you? Because I do love
and care. You hurt my feelings.

I get it. And you need to recognize the
cycle.

Oh, I need to recognize the cycle. You
all have cycles.

My fault.

The conversation's over.

I mean, the bottom line is, Jen just
dropped something so heavy, Bob the

couldn't even move it. I'm not going to,
like, pile on a friend. But I feel like

she's once again upping the ante. So
heavy. Federal indictment.

Suicide. You're validated in your
feelings.

I hope you know that. Like, we're going
to back each other up. Let's stop making

it up about.

our issues, which we can work through
slowly but surely.

Let's be on a united front in supporting
our friends, but in also recognizing

her toxic behavior and being able to
vent to each other about it.

Listen, Jen, I had no idea.

I had no idea. I learned new stuff
today, like, you know, about why you

the hospital.

Nobody wants you to feel that way. I am
done. Okay, okay. Please.

Please.

Let's go. Let's go. Let's go.

That's all I want you to say.

When I finally kill myself, everybody
will be like, oh, she was telling the

truth.

That was fun.

It was so fun.

I didn't want to leave either. I'm like,
this is so nice.

It's fun.

It just makes you, like, take a step
back and appreciate life.

Well, sometimes we have to be on a
vacation or be in a quiet place to do

right? But I don't think it was quiet
until I got with the four of you. That's

true.

It did get quieter, didn't it? Yeah.

You know, I was going to share something
with you. I was sitting by Heather on

the beach, and she was very open.

I'm hoping you'll be able to talk to
her.

Heather is my very, very good friend,
and I love her. Yeah, I know. We have an

awkward situation right now. I really
only see two pathways for Heather and I

get back to the way things were. It's
either I just let it go and sweep it

the rug, or Heather is going to have to
realize that she hurt me.

Thank you.

And she's going to have to take
accountability and hear me out.

Apparently, I don't know how to open a
door. We got it open. Thank you very

for your assistance.

Home sweet home.

I'm starved. I am too. We worked hard.

We did. A lot of physical labor today.

Do we have any bottled water or sink?

I have some coffee. Babe, we don't drink
water.

We drink wine.

Hey, why don't you try making a coffee
with the wine and see what happens?

I am really excited to see everyone's
Marilyn -inspired look tonight.

But don't worry. Just do your makeup
because I got your hair covered.

From a young age, I have been obsessed
with Marilyn Monroe. And everyone knows

that I love a theme party and a dress
-up party.

You're working it. Look at your vibe. I
got it. I need you to paint my top up.

I have some wigs for you to choose from
that I grabbed last minute. Maybe we

will finally say how we feel if we don't
recognize each other.

This better not be a cheap wig because I
know a thing or two about wigs.

Jen and I have a very complicated
relationship because that's kind of what

friendship is.

Come here. I want to give you a hug.

I've been through a lot. I went into the
lunch wanting to, like, criticize her,

and now I just want to, like, support
her and let her know she's loved.

Are we turning up tonight? I don't know
what I'm doing. Isn't it Marilyn Monroe?

Oh, my God.

Tonight's Marilyn Monroe.

Hope is not lost.

We're distraught, but we are not broken.
We're going to buck up.

We're going to get some glam.

We're going to get some water.

And we're going to rally, just like
Marilyn Monroe would expect us to do.

All right, you guys, we got to get
ready. Come on.

Thank you, Amber.

Come on, emotionally disabled.

Disabled. Right through here.

Coming up.

Still doing it right now, Heather.

Speak and say what you want to say. All

righty,

ladies. I have some wigs to deliver.

Hey, Dana, it's Whit.

Hi, Whit. Hi.

Okay, you get the whole box to choose
from. Okay. They're all horrible, but

we're all wearing them. I think this one
with my skin tone.

Yep.

He is ready for you.

I look like George Washington.

Happy birthday, Mr.

President.

Jen, can I come in? Yeah, come in.

Oh, hello.

Oh, well, I was here to bring you a wig,
but it looks like you are already

taking care of them. You told me to be
Marilyn, bitch, and I'm about to be

Marilyn.

You look amazing.

Get over here, sexy Marilyn.

The wig turned out to be amazing. Yeah,
it looks great. Thank you so much.

Only for you.

I see a lot of blonde heads.

I'm sorry, but...

I didn't know we were all going to be in
the same outfit.

I thought I was the only one.

Everyone looks amazing.

Thank you. Thank you.

I feel like I'm looking in the mirror.

Uh -oh.

You actually look really beautiful.

27 Chevy.

I know, bitch. It's a sprinter van.

Wait, did they leave?

Oh, my gosh.

I may not be on time, but I look Gucci.

Oh, wait. I'm coming.

Oh, my gosh. I'm sorry.

I mean, I'll sit right here.

We were just talking about this today.

Charcuterie down the table.

Charcuterie. Charcuterie.

Charcuterie. We all know these women
love a charcuterie board.

So what better place to have dinner than
a place that only serves charcuterie?

Good evening, ladies. How are you? I'm
so sorry to interrupt.

All right, so we have the flights
located at the bottom. My personal

being the margarita flight. Get it? I
would love the margarita flight.

I'll catch this flight with you, too.
Thank you, love. How about for you,

The champagne.

Okay, ladies, we'll all be back in a few
moments, okay?

You guys, how was surfing? That's what I
want to know about. Did you guys both

catch waves?

Yeah, and I actually caught a wave. You
know when you catch the wave and then

you drop? Like, it was like this big.
You rode the wave? Yeah. I think I was

best surfer today.

You were surfing the web.

She was surfing the web, and we were
really surfing.

Jen, Lisa, Heather, what went on when
you guys left us to go leave us starving

and you guys went dining?

Lunch was kind of like our relationship.
It was hard, and there were highs and

lows.

Do you feel like you got anywhere? Like,
it was good?

We're not bringing that up right now
because it's way too personal and it's

too emotional.

But when you say we, do you mean the
three of you or you two? That's all I

to know. The three of us.

Okay,

here's here. You want me to break it
down for you because you want to know?

You're digging. You want to know?

I told them I tried to commit suicide,
and then Sharif had to take me to the

hospital. So that's why the Angie and
Chris Harrington thing hit my husband so

hard, because I did try to take my life.

So is that what you wanted to know?
Because you want to dig and dig and dig.

Whoa, whoa, whoa. Pump the brakes.

Like, I wasn't asking once.

I didn't know that they talked about...

Her attempted suicide?

Like, don't you think I should get a
hall pass on this one? Because I have no

idea what y 'all talked about.

Since you're being very inquisitive
right now, I have a question.

It kept coming up at lunch today where
Heather kept saying, Jen, you talked all

this shit about me at Whitney's hot tub.
We were having a conversation of you

and I agreeing that we want to talk to
Heather. But why don't you tell Heather

how you felt since we're all putting our
feelings on the table?

Why don't you tell Heather how you felt
since we're all putting our feelings on

the table?

I have.

Multiple times. Well, tell her in front
of us. I don't think I have. Because I

think the messages are mixed. I feel
like when she says that, I am horrified

also, like, ready to hear this because I
didn't realize that there were still

unfinished feelings and unfinished,
like.

Conversations to have.

It's not horrifying.

Heather, you've heard it all. You've
heard it all.

You've heard all of it. Then why is she
telling you guys and not me and why is

it still an issue?

Because I have told you multiple times
and you don't hear me.

Okay, so there's no resolve?

Every time I try to tell you how I'm
feeling, you deflect and you get

and you leave.

And thanks to everyone for being here.
Goodbye.

So you've never actually gotten to tell
her? Is that what you're saying?

Oh, I've tried many times. But every
day. Tell me now. I've never actually.

me now.

Because it seems like you've been at the
source of a lot of this stuff and like

you're my girl. I'm not the source of
any of it. Do you know who puts me at

source? It's you. Because when you are
in turmoil. The source is me. I have not

even like been anywhere.

That she showed up with Whitney in a
matching outfit.

I did not know Andy was coming.

Last night, when you both were getting
to a point of resolving your issues, you

would then take it and spin it.

Whitney, I think you need to be very
careful right now because that's not

happened. That is exactly what happened.
No, everybody at this table, Whitney,

I'm telling you that is not what
happened. I'm having deja vu right now.

what's happening here. If it doesn't
suit a narrative Jenna and Heather want,

that's when you have a problem with
Heather and Jen. It doesn't matter if

based in lies, made -up stuff, not
reality. It doesn't matter if you don't

along with it.

You're the problem.

Whitney's saying she just wanted Jen to
talk to you and for all of us to be out

of it. I would never intentionally do
anything to hurt you, and I would never

say anything otherwise. And anyone at
this table, have I ever said anything

otherwise?

You did not lose me forever, Heather.
No, you lost me, bitch.

Heather, look at me. I would like to
hear it. Heather. Have I ever said

otherwise? Heather, look at me. But she
has said otherwise to all of you. And

that's a good thing. See, she's roping
everyone in.

Do you see what I'm saying? This is my
point.

Every time I try to speak and make my
point, you cut me off, you get

and deflect.

Thor is yours. Go ahead. No, I just
asked you five times to hear me.

I'm listening.

No, you're not.

I'm confused what planet Whitney is
living on. This feels like Alice in

Wonderland and I'm talking to the
Cheshire Cat.

But you're not listening. But you're not
hearing.

But your ears are open. But you're not
understanding.

What? Am I not listening or hearing?

What? You don't hear me.

When I have needed you, you say you
don't remember the conversation.

When have I needed you? When you were
saying a rumor that I had never signed

for. Angie, hold on.

That John, Marlo, and Lisa have those
tickets because Lisa sleeps with us.

That's how I heard it. And you were
there. I did not hear it. It's a lie.

Because I know that you know about the
rumor. You said it yourself in L .A.

you know all this information about
Lisa. But wait, you said I started a

that I never heard either.

And I've taken accountability.

No, you haven't. Have I not? Lisa.

I feel like she's taken accountability.
Are you kidding?

Heather, you have told Jen. Lisa has
told John. You have told Seth that I

started these rumors, which did not
happen.

Can we give Meredith some bread, soak up
some of this alcohol?

Because clearly she doesn't remember
that we've already gone over this about

gazillion times.

You started talking about Lisa first.

I piled on with what I knew. I have not
ever said you started the rumors,

Meredith. You came to my house and
that's when we talked about it. I am

that you feel like I betrayed your
trust.

But I swear to God, the way I remember
it is that it's so awkward when you

arrived at my house, I had you do my
dishes.

Will you help me unload the dishes? I
got all of these.

It's overworked. Okay, I got it. What
else is new?

Because I didn't know what to do with
the energy.

That conversation didn't even start
until we were outside. I know, but you

walked in.

So, like, I knew. I'm a vibes girl. You
came in uncomfortable because you knew

we were going to have a conversation.

I think in Scottsdale, all Whitney was
pointing out was the hypocrisy of our

friend group. Like, you have to say
sorry. You have to say sorry. You're a

horrible person. You're a horrible
person. When everybody has stopped in

friend group. Am I wrong?

What everyone needs to realize here is
you have to...

to be accountable to the portion that
you played in it. We're talking about

honesty and accountability. Like, she
has not admitted to me that she said one

even thing contrary to me in the hot
tub.

Okay, at the hot tub, Whitney told us
she was taking a friend break from you.

Oh, news to me. Every time I tell you.
News to me. A friendship break? Yeah,

that's what this is. Okay, in this
group, you're going to take a friendship

break from me. Wait, I thought you guys
did talk about this.

Absolutely not. Never said a word. Every
time I see her, we love each other. We

show up in the matching outfits.

No, no, no, no, no. Everything's good.
Every time we see each other, this is

what happens.

That's fully bullshit.

This is the first time I've seen you.
People that you say are your worst

in the world, that we're on a friendship
break, glad to know.

Team up, sister, because that's complete
bullshit, and I've not done anything to

deserve that.

And you know what? For me, loyalty's a
deal breaker.

Deal broken.

And you know what? For me, loyalty is a
fucking deal breaker.

Feel broken.

Did you really not feel her absence in
your life?

I sensed it every single minute. Can I
break something down real quick from an

outside perspective?

When we were in the hot tub, basically,
Whitney said, I didn't give you guys a

chance. I didn't get to know you because
I just did what Heather told me. But

I'm right or I pretend.

So why would you?

Exactly. Because sometimes I feel like,
Heather, what the fuck?

Like, you give Jen so many graces when I
feel like I haven't been as in big a

fight as you two have. So when she shows
you more loyalty than me, it hurts me.

I get it. I get it. I do not understand
Heather and Jen's relationship because

it's very toxic. But Heather is blindly
loyal to Jen, someone who treats her

like shit.

Why don't I get the same loyalty as her
family and her closest friends?

Because my love for you is overpowering
this bullshit that you're trying to stir

up. Okay, that's it right there. That's
it right there. Bullshit.

This is not bullshit. Me, it feels like
a little bit of bullshit. Okay, that is

why we're on a friend break. Because our
issue is not that deep. And the fact

that we can't have a conversation, that
is why we're on a friendship. You made

it very deep right now.

And, like, the truth is, like, Lisa's
going to bat for you, but, like, I never

knew anything about these rumors if I
hadn't talked to you, which is exactly

what Meredith is saying. You're
deflecting and you're getting louder

pointing your finger at my face. I'm
being as silent as a mouse, but let's

it. Like, give it all right now. Now you
don't want the opportunity. No. Now's

not the right time for you. Now I should
talk to you.

He's still doing it right now, Heather.

You can speak and say what you want to
say.

I have.

If you didn't say it again, it shouldn't
be that.

hard if you said it a million times to
everyone in the room except for me i

said it to you and you do not i am sorry
that i did not hear

you i'm also sorry that you hated lisa
until this very moment and now you're

like no heather that's what you need to
stop why is it bad that we're having

progression i actually feel reprimanded
because guess what Two steps forward,

three steps back. No one has had more
bad things to say about you than Whitney

Rose.

Whitney and I have already discussed the
fact that she talked badly about me a

year ago.

That's not the issue here, Heather.

You're the issue here right now. You're
not listening to Whitney, and you're

trying to make it about everybody else
but you so you don't have to deal with

it. But we're going to deal with it.

Are you okay? No, I'm not okay.

What would you like me to hear now?
Everyone be quiet so I can hear Whitney.

That's demeaning.

Don't do that, please.

Heather. I just said everyone be quiet
so I can hear what Whitney's saying to

me. You're saying things at face value,
and she's attributing other meanings

because of the dynamic that's going on
right now. It's getting messy over

just so you know.

It is. Over where? Right there.

Okay, men at a face value, take it at
face value, and let's move on.

Heather,

you are my really good friend, but I'm
trying to tell you that I have to have a

boundary in space.

Friendship break is the term you use
with these guys. You didn't ever use

friendship break. She never used that.
You know what she said? Let Whitney

speak. She wants to be heard.

Listen, I see what Heather's doing right
now. I see the issue that Whitney has.

But hey, Whitney, find your itty bitty
voice, bitch, and talk.

This is the time where you need to use
the voice that you've been trying to

for the last three years. This is the
voice.

No, everyone let me say this. This is
why I'm having the boundaries because

said this is bullshit.

Because you're saying that our
friendship is bullshit, that I am

That is why I'm putting up a boundary
because that hurts me, Heather.

It hurts.

I literally told you that I am bullshit.

processing childhood abuse and then you
lay hands on me and push me

you're not hearing me you're not
listening to me every time I talk you

talk over me what I've learned
throughout this process the last year is

have major trust issues and Heather
aside from Justin is the first person

I've fully trusted I just feel deeply
let down by Heather like I don't Think

I've felt this let down by a friend
before.

I'm trying to be real, and you are
making a mockery of it by calling it

and immature and messy.

That is how I feel. When did I say those
words?

I said this is bullshit.

When I said you're bullshit, I have your
products in my store. I have showed up

for you continually. I have fought every
battle that has come across me. And now

you throw me to the wolves. You tell her
everything we've ever talked about.

Listen, I think everybody here wants to
leave the world.

Climb up with her asshole as far as you
can get so you feel safe. I am not a

Lisa's asshole. Go for it. How did this
become about me? I have nothing to do

with the issues between Heather and
Whitney. I feel like I'm at the state

and they're like trying to. to win the
prize and I'm the plushie.

I am sorry that you didn't feel heard.

I am sorry that you feel hurt by our
friendship. I'm sorry that you feel like

you would have had a wonderful
friendship with Lisa if it weren't for

sorry. No, I'm being sincere.

But the way that you're saying it is
passive aggressive.

You guys don't know the intention of
what I say. Just take my words for what

they are. That's like ridiculously
petty. Whitney, interpret our friendship

way you want.

This is gaslighting at its finest to
make me feel like I'm going crazy.

And you are quite honestly still not
hearing me and I'm not accepting your

apology because you are putting me right
back in the position I don't want to be

in. I literally am going through trauma
from processing this from my childhood.

I don't like that I have to scream and
yell for people to hear me.

I don't want to be in that position.

It's not about what happened to me, it's
about you and I.

You know what? I think we need to take a
breather. No, no, no, no, no, no, no,

no. No more breathers. Great. Well, then
we're done. We're good.

Heather, look at me.

Please don't. Please look at me.

Heather, can you hear my voice?

I feel absolutely betrayed.

I don't recognize why she's acting this
way, and I feel like I'm getting...

thick of giving her grace when it comes
to the way that she's betraying me.

Clearly, she was not actually resolved
tonight.

Let's just go to the club. Let's go do
something.

I'll go to the club if I can go like
Lisa.

We're going out. We are turning up. I'm
going to the club. Yes.

Let's get you a little cocktail.

I'll tell you what happened.

You didn't know the friendship break
because she told all of us that. And I

like, wow.

That's why I was so confused.

I just wanted you to hear her so we
could get wrapped up. I was trying to

her to listen so we could get this show
on the road.

These bitches are boring as... And I
can't take much more. But guess what?

Jen Shaw is here, okay? To liven this
shit up.

You're welcome.

Coming up...

In college, we had a laminated dog put
on our door if we had a boy there past 9

.30. So

I

want to try to have fun. Because even
when I'm being a bitch, I'm a fun bitch.

I'm a good time girl.

She won't.

Oh, my gosh, Whitney, is it going to
pull your hair out?

Oh, you know what? They're clipped. Oh.

Doesn't that feel good here?

Oh, my God. It's Whitney.

Thank you.

I'm going to go to bed. Okay, thank you.
Love you.

Love you.

Get some sleep.

I know. I need it.

Post it. Post it somewhere.

Fred, what's going on?

Please come here.

Sit down. Sit down.

Okay, let's sit right here. You guys are
scaring me. I need a sip.

Liquid IV.

It will hydrate you. Last night.

What's wrong?

Wait, wait.

When did this happen?

What happened?